The Right Girl !


Just Not the Right Girl for you!

As I smoke & Drink sometimes , and you don’t,

Just not the Right Girl for you ,

As I Don’t Pray much,

Just not the Right Girl for you ,As I laugh Louder than any other girl,

Just Not the Right Girl , as I wear Some Clothes which are short and you don’t like such clothes,

Just Not the Right Girl , as I Care for others more than me, and you don’t ,

Just Not the Right Girl , as I Don’t share my problems and Pain , as you want it to be,

Just not the right Girl , as I Am a free Bird , and you want to have a puppet for you,

I can’t be that Girl with Limited Words as I speak a lot at times,

I can’t be your Miss Right all the time.

As I want to fly and you want someone without wings.

So Dude, You are free to have such Puppets more and more ,

I am not the Right choice for you.

Pick Me Out of Many….


Pick me out of many,

Place me in your favourites, Please me in the best of your times,

Pardon me if I don’t Repeat the same.

Pardon me if I don’t repeat the same…..

Not because I can’t do , But because I can’t Express…

I have my layers of Availability which is somehow practically not visible.

Not Visible because of my existence..

Existence to Feel and Express.

Yes I do Expect a lot from me,

but I know my expectations are not worthy Enough..

Worthy Enough to withstand with the demands..

My list is Ready for you.

Just Pick me out of many..

Place me in your favourites..

Please me in the Best of Your Times

And Pardon me if i Don’t Repeat the same.

Pardon Me If I Don’t Repeat the same..

Thank you

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RPR

Pure as Prayer.


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Pure as prayer!!

Partying with prey,

Not crafted,

Not Decorated,

Just Left by the nature,

To Embrace The Beauty Everywhere,

To make you feel,

And to make me feel That We are not even near to the beautiful things created by god,

As we have a hustle to earn more,Burn More,

To fit in somewhere in the materialistic society,

Which is nowhere to the little tiny beautiful Flurries, with wings.

Very Enigmatic,

And Also Colorful,

called as Butterflies,

Yes they are Pure as Prayer.

The Obsession…


Observing the obsession by searching the same eye contacts everywhere I go..

Observing the obsession by every similar fragrance I smell…

Observing the obsession when I accidentally turn back to look the same tiny little girl with a mild makeup like you..

Observing the obsession when I stare any girl wearing that light pink salwar suit with churidar..

Observing the obsession when I try to talk with comfort with everyone around me …

Observing the obsession when I think about you with a big smile on my face..

Observing the obsession when I stand and see any girl going with her head down..

Observing the obsession when i dream about you at nights..

Observing the obsession when I try to find you on every public platforms..

And observing the obsession now , as I am writing this post about you..

Artistically Beautiful!!


 

 

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I saw a Dream,

Dream with my open eyes,
With many more layers of love,
Love,
for the one to whom I never met,
And never saw,
She was Artistically beautiful,
As I don’t think ,
could ever see a lady of such grace.
With Her Beautiful Eyes ,
More like the Moon after eclipse.
With a Little Sharp nose,
May have customized before her birth,
Lips , like Little Roses layered with Dew Drops,
Soft , Smooth and colorful.
She looked like a Beauty with a Mysterious smile,
But before I could solve it,
She Disappeared.

 

 


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You’re fake!


You are fake…!

Yes …

You are fake..

Everything about you is fake

Your actions ,

Your gestures ,

Your smiles ,

Your tears ,

Your love ,

Your emotions ,

Your empathy ,

Your sympathy ,

Your care and concerns ,

Your talks ,

Your romance ,

Your Giggles ,

Your Niggles ,

Your Pain ,

Your Gain ,

Your likes ,

Your Dislikes ,

Your truths and of course your lie ,

Everything was fake , there is nothing which is real about you…

You are fake….

Fake you’re!

#sometimes…


Sometimes you have the destiny but you don’t know how to reach…

Sometimes you have the Questions but you don’t know how to answer..

Sometimes you have the life but you don’t know how to live..

Sometimes you have the Path but you don’t know how to walk..

Sometimes you have the arsenal but you don’t know how to Fight..

Sometimes you have the issues but you don’t know how to clear..

Sometimes you have the fun but you don’t how to smile…
Sometimes you have the love but don’t know how to confess…
And Sometimes you have Everything but with Restrictions

Thank you

Searching…


Hello beautiful People…

I am just trying to put my view on the different kind of searches we do on daily basis for different reasons ..

some people search for money

some for success

some for love

Some for pride

Some for happiness

Some for food

Some for Education

Some for Followers

And

Some for Job.
And there are many who don’t even now what they are searching..!

But why we all are doing this ?

Is it our need or our beyond that ?

This proves that it does not matters that what we have we all are searching something which we don’t have we are demanding things at our will our needs are not getting diminished and it is not going to get diminished. We are the people who want every next thing in just one life we never get satisfied for what we have.

Is it a curse? or it’s just the tendency of humans.

But we are not living our life for the sake of living we are living to fulfill our demands as much as we can.

There are many who don’t even get basics like food shelter and education and there are many who are living in 4 & 5 BHKs and are by paying donations for education in abroad.

Why this imbalance ?

Even we don’t know what we are actually searching ? I think we all have our own answers .

But at the end we all are searching Satisfaction .

Good Night….


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Besides the fact that the day was so irritating and a complete waste of energy and time.

but it’s time to calculate the positives out of this and plan the next day for being a bit better….

one more day of life has come to an end one more day of life has gone into veins…

Its humiliating but we cannot demand things in life its the misery but reality..

so all my friends just wash the face and expect the bright sun shine after the dark night ….the Dawn is on the way.

expect glory….

expect surprise….

expect happiness…..

Good Night

Blueprint of love.


She came with some questions, and asked him precisely ,

As he was the most sorted guy of the group.

he actually wanted to spend more time with her, as she was his love interest,

so it was like bread and butter to him.

she started asking about love and breakups and confessed that she had bitter memory of love, he smiled

and replied you have a memory of love which itself is good,

many of us don’t even have that,

they love without letting it know , even to their shadow,

And whatever you asked me about love is just the replica of your sadness of your previous experience,

I would rather suggest you to believe in the beauty of life, in the way it comes

accept it, and stay honest to it,

that’s it,

there is no blueprint of love.

That it has to be done that way or this way it varies from time and person to person.

She hugged him and said thank you my friend.

I am done with my doubts hope I find someone like you,someday!

He smiled, and just felt good about it.

Thank You

His Wife…


His Wife,

She is His wife ,

Wife of the one who don’t works ,

Don’t Have a job ,

Don’t Have a business ,

Don’t Even Have any Assets to look at.

She is the one who has to look at her In Laws for the basic requirements,

Yes For Food, Clothes, Bills And What Not.

Yes She is his wife,

She has been taunted for every single slice of bread and tea they sip.

She is His Wife, Wife of a Jobless,

Jobless, but more because of his unwillingness to do work.

Somewhat sounds like a Wife of a Worthless.

She can’t Smile freely, as it require happiness.

And She is not Happy at all,

Like Every Lady she wants her Partner to do good in every aspect.

She can’t sit in the group of ladies,

Because She has everything which she can’t hide and nothing which she could show.

She can’t evolve with people,

can’t sit and stand freely at any place.

Can’t demand,

Can’t Purchase,

Can’t Even feel the need of having a Dinner at Restaurant.

She is his wife,

Being His Wife is Tough,

It came to her without her choice but yes as a fate,

Hope he Understands it,

And Works Hard to Raise her head high among many..

if not, she should find a way to deal with it.


There is no point to Diminish your own Self Respect.

Two Things


Two Things which are still pleasing to my heart,

Two things which bring back the smile on my face.

Two things which is even new yet old to my heart..

Two things which enlighten my day even more brighter..

Two things which make me feel good about me being me and you being you..

Yes they are the part of my heart being not mine..

Not mine but still have my share on it..

To think and feel alive.

The Two things are litter..

Yes The Slight Pinkish blush of your cheeks..

And the Little light late lucid smiles.

Without any application of cosmetics..

Your smile is glittering to my eyes with the blushings of shyness.

The Thin soft smiles….

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Good Things Coming your way.


Good Things coming your way..

Keep your head high & feet steady,

This is your time,

Your time to smile,

Yes smile with joy.

You have seen enough of tough times,

And it’s over now.

Believe,

Pray,

and feel ,

Good Things coming your way.

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Good Night.

Beautiful in & out


Beautiful You’re in general,

And Beautiful your smile is.

Beautiful you are with your words.

Beautiful you are to the one you love.

Beautiful to the people you care.

Beautiful to the one you feel good about.

Beautiful to the society standards.

But Are you Really Beautiful?

As the real beauty is in the heart,

It’s beyond the layering of cosmetics,

And wearing of quality clothes.

It’s beyond the buttering of words.

It does not require to be in the good books of everyone,

It just require a good heart.

Are you Beautiful both in and out?

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Definitely You..


I know….

I have more things to do…

But I have my own selected priorities , though it look silly to some and careless to many..

But yes i do have my priorities.. And the most prior of the priorities is you…

Definitely You.

Life starts with you and Ends at you

Love to sleep over your Lap


Lap…

I love to sleep over your lap,

I feel so calm,

Also sleepy..

My worries don’t haunt me anymore..

And I am not the same insomniac ..

Also, I don’t have headaches..

I feel so good…

Chilled and relaxed..

I feel free to breathe,

All my tensions get vanished..

Yes your Lap,

similar to my mother’s lap,

the warm and soothing Lap..

Lap ,

just love to sleep over your lap.

Let me sleep over your lap.

You look good when you smile :)


You look good when you smile, 🙂

I see some holes on your chubby cheeks,

Like drilled,

Yes, They say Dimples!

You look good when you smile, 🙂

With some zig zag Pattern of teeth with a little wider lips,

Which you don’t like,

but it looks pretty cool to me,

So don’t need to hide.

Show More , Smile More!!

You look good when you smile, 🙂

As your tiny little round eyes gets closed,

Though not completely closed,

but it looks like closed.

You look good when you smile , 🙂

As you smile without any fear,

And I consider it real and pure,

not fake for sure.

Like the new born baby smile without the reasons we know!!

You look good when you smile 🙂

So keep on Smiling !!!


***Good Night And Smile Please!

I Find You Cute.


I find you cute, seriously cute.

When you smile in between the intense arguments,

I find you cute, when you try to sing sharp with a bad voice.

When you try and match your clothes with mine for every party,

I find you really very cute,

When you ask me to close the umbrella even if i don’t like rain, with a polite request.

I find you cute when you share all the boring stories of your friends,without my interest.

I find you cute, when I see you talking and crying at the same time.

I find you cute , when you play the music of my favorite composer, whenever I am in stress.

I find you cute , when you put your head on my shoulder and talk ,

And in between that you sleep on my shoulder, which is even more cute.

I find you cute when you ask me a kiss on your forehead,

I find you cute with me, this way and also that way ,

I find you cute every time.

As You are Really Cute.


Good Night

Me Versus mE


I’m fighting within me.

My Mind And Heart is Dealing with Duality,

The Writer,

And An Engineer,

Both are Right and Both are Mine

Both Sleeps with me,

And Wake with me as well,

Both Fights Within Me.

Both Dominate The Other.

Both put my in trouble.

As I don’t know which way to Go.

I love writing and expressing my thoughts.

I Love to be in the charge with the tag called Engineer.

One is my hidden Pleasure,

Another is my portrayed obsession.

One is my Expansion to the Dream,

Another is my source of existence.

Can’t Pick One

Can’t settle with one.

I am Both,

And I want Both.

But It is Tough to be Both.

I feel Like it is Me Versus mE.

You Are Beautiful.


You like The Roses, Right !

I like the color called blue a lot,

yes all the shades of blue,

What about The Roses in Blue color !

Layer by layer,

The petals of Roses in Blue color.

With some drops of dew over it,

Which would add the glittering effect.

You like wearing shorts more,

As you love your legs,

Yes long sexy legs,

And I like short hair ,

Colored short hair more, As world is beyond monochrome,

What about you being in your favourite shorts,

With the sexy long legs,

And the colored short hair,

Around the shoulder height,

And the slightly soothing smooth breeze,

Adding the visual treat .

Visualizing the scene more and more

And Feeling good about it,

To see you in the colored hair with a Blue Rose,

Also wearing the shorts

And showing your sexy legs.

With a token in my hand to give you

With a note written

“You are Beautiful”

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I will meet you there ( Linked)


Hey hello everyone , hope you all are fine and fabulous .

Just shared a link of my blog post from my another blog site, titled as “I will meet you there” which I really liked and it has been one of my favorite posts, hope you guys like it as well,

Look I still see that many of my friends don’t know about my another blog, and I am not happy with that as my work which means a lot to me has not reached to the people who follow me from years.

So, I just shared the link,and would do again and again if I feel so. 🙂

Anyways,

it is a romantic poem which you may love and like.

Follow the link below,

Like And share your opinions there.

https://thoughts304.wordpress.com/2017/08/06/i-will-meet-you-there/

Good Night.

love her!


I want that Tight Hug from you..

Just a Gentle Push towards the wall,

And Hold me Hard,

Yes, Harder than an air lock,

I have been waiting for you with all my heavy breathes..

Yes I am sick , & Uncomfortable,

the doctor advised to sleep and sleep for at least a week,

Look I painted my nails with Red colour…

And coloured my hair as well,

Similar to your favorite Hollywood Girl,

You may like it, and love me more.

Please Love me .. I want your love.

Show some care ..

I haven’t ate from yesterday,

I want to eat from your hands,

I don’t like those pills..

I need you, and your love..

Not those pills..

They can’t cure me..

Love me with all the passion ,

You may like the body temperature,

Yes my eyes look a bit sleepless,

But I will sleep tonight ,

I swear, just love me please…

Show some care….!!

Stay with them more , they need you in their tough times more than anything else.

Queen by heart…


She came with so many Dreams,

She explored all the Horizons,

She created magic everywhere she looked,

She is kind,

And also beautiful,

She is not a queen by birth,

Not even a magician with her tricks,

She is an ordinary girl with all the ingredients of Queen,

Who creates illusion with her charm,

Truly she is Queen By heart!

That one friend!


we all need that one friend for life,

who laughs at our lame jokes,

who cry with us at our tough times

who stands with you when the world is apart,

we all need that one friend for life,

who fights for us without a care

who is happy with our happiness

And sad with our sadness,

we all need that one friend for life,

who finds you in the biggest of crowds.

we do search for such one friend,

but sometimes we never find anyone of such kind!

Who selflessly stays with you in the thick and thin of your life.

They are lucky who have such friends. Hope they live long together with smiles.

Sleep Again ! – An Erotic Poem


I want to sleep again, as you disturbed me in between,

yes you rang ,

you stupid alarm,

we were at the peak of our love, yes you rang , you stupid alarm.

let me tell you what the dream was,

I can remember that it was very dark and he hugged me tight,

we were tumbling this and that way of the bed,

Yes he kissed me with some lusty passion ,

sometimes at my lips & sometimes at my hips,

I really love that noisy smooches,

like I swallow my long sized noodles,

Love that chocolate coated over my lips, which he tasted with some bites.

yes I wanted it again and again ,

Of course I love that sheer passion, as i was about to die with pleasure and pain.

Yes I want to sleep again to watch the same dream again,

And this time I don’t want you to disturb,

As i want to finish the remainings.

***And then she switched off her alarm and slept again.

S H A D E S


It was around 2 am , he reached his home, which was at 4th floor of the famous apartment in that city.

He was extremely tired with the stress and strain of the day, as finding job is more tougher than doing the job,

some how he managed to change the formal wears with shorts and took his sleep.

he was an aspiring actor who was searching opportunities.

But yet to get a call for acting,It has been 3months of joblessness.

So he was frustrated in a way, but he was there to prove the people wrong who discarded him and his talent in the auditions he gave so far.

So, the next morning he woke up with the same fighting spirit and gone for many more offices for auditions,

And again no one even looked at his portfolio and rejected him,

Now , it was around 3pm, he was about to feel sad and hungry at the same time, he received a call from a reputed ad agency, he ran and reached the agency with some nervousness ,he was asked to sit, then he was about to face the owner,

But she lefts the place.

He was stated by the manager that he has to do AD of some detergent, he was ready with the incoming and accepted it,

Next Day, he reached the place and he saw the other side of acting world,

he saw that there are many guys and girls are being asked for audience for the same AD in which he was already part, he was confused that why this audition is going on,

before he could now he came to know that they are doing it as preventive method, as they may replace him if he does not do good

Some how he managed to impress and did a good job, now in the same set he met the owner,

she is beautiful with some temper issues he observed, she cleared his amount for the ad and asked him to meet again in the evening by sharing her card.

He agreed and left.

In the evening he called the no. Printed on the card,

She didn’t lift and dropped a message in which she shared her address of farm house .

He manages to go there. It is 7pm now

He again calls. This time her phone is in a silent mode. Some how he enter the house.

He could hardly find the purpose of calling him there.

Then he enters , he is still not sure what’s going on.

And suddenly he finds a weird thing of being locked from outside. He is scared now, who is there ? He shouts.

She smiles and says relax , and in between this she offers him some drink and it was not tea or coffee .

he says madam I am OK may I know what’s the reason to call me here. Is there any big project,

she says yeah. It is bigger than you thought,

As You have to impress me, or Should i say satisfy me! By sitting over a couch in a navy blue dress with some alcoholic eyes and unconditioned hair falling over her shoulder she says..

He is shocked now. And says excuse me! What?

She smiles again and asks him to come closer,

And says look, I am searching fun and you are searching success,

so should I say that you are the next star of the country. But for becoming the star you have to go with what I prefer for you.

Look I know that you are from a small town and these things are new , but you may have seen the amount of aspirants near my office and you may be in a confusion that how and why you have been selected. And I hope you are by now quite clear with your doubts.

And Pulls him towards her with showing some of her visible body parts,

I saw your photographs in the portfolio and I decided that you will be in the ad, now I want you to be in the next project but for that you have to impress me in every prospect.

I know you are good at work as you are very hardworking as told by the director ,

Let me check whether you are equally good at other works or not she whispered.

He replied I am good enough to earn money I think I don’t need to do this or that to become a star so thank you I am happy with it. I would like to go now, let the doors get open. He removes her hand over his neck.

She smiled and says ,

you know what the small town people are so poor they can’t take life smoothly, I am beautiful rich and also successful and u need opportunity which only I can provide but you are saying no to me. Do you know how fool you are ! Again she snatches few buttons of his shirt and pulls him towards her.

He says yes I am fool , and happy with it and I don’t want to become star as well.. You are beautiful and also i need opportunity but it does not mean that I would do something which is not good ,

I am not here for sale. Let me go! He slaps her and firmly looks her with anger,

He Breaks the door and left the place. But she was not happy with what happened. As she had other ideas for him, and felt like rejected.

Next Day,

He was saddened now with the side effects of his dream and decides to leave the city. But in between the rush he has been called from another production house , they were seeking some one who is new and talented and found him as the perfect choice through his previous audience.

Six Months Later,

He is the star by his own merit without any comprises.

And finds the same lady in every other business parties and looks her like he saw nothing.

And one bad day he came to know that the lady has been killed at her own farm house from one of her longtime victim.

Good Day!

They are actors…


Do you know how it feels,

When you enter a place where everyone is an actor,

They all are acting in their own way ,

And you find that some play is going around you

Around you, near your surroundings some kind of play is going on,

In which you don’t know the act of acting, you’re real but everyone is acting ,

In the play , you find yourself in the center of stage but you don’t know how to cope up with those super talented actors ,

In your own life you are being played for being so natural and real as you treat it life and they treat it like a play,

The entire play is so dictating that you being the hero of it, sinks as the actors want you to be.

This play is about life where you are real and the surrounding is surrounded by actors.

In the end you find yourself in an awkward position as you can’t act as they do.

They laugh at you ,

they may make fun of you ,

They shout and scream,

You may find some versatile performance as well.

And you take all that smilingly with your head down and still not sure about what it is actually.

Thank you

RPR : Don’t be so real in life my friends

LoVeAndOnlyLove.


The Story of my love started with your smiles…

Strengthened with my anger..

Grown with your promises..

Nurtured with my beliefs..

Affected with the people around us…

Spoiled with the insecurities….

Ruptured with the traps of your loved ones..

Finished with your decision..

Separated by the society..

Not ended with my loneliness..

And

ReLiving Love with WordPress..

Kill The Evil within you.


Kill the evil within you!

It is there around you and me.

May be it comes when we are angry and anguish.

May be it becomes healthier when you are cheating with your responsibilities.

Kill it.

It may be smiling when we fight with anger.

It may gets happier when we are seeking for artificial satisfaction.

Kill it by bringing your humanitarian values back in you.

Kill it by helping others.

Kill it by reacting to the injustices.

Yes it is there within you as your ego.

It is there in that grudges which you are holding.

Kill it by saying no more enemies..

Kill the evil within you.

Kill the evil within the society.

Happy Dussera : The Festival based on the triumph of Good over Evil.