I never loved you.

That day with some tears , she came to him and said, I feel sorry to you for being so helpless , I am sorry, I know you love me a lot and i really don’t need any evidence as I can feel it,

but I never loved you dear ,

yes this is what the truth is, I just wanted to be their with you till my parents search someone for me to get married,

yes I never loved you, I just acted to be in love with you, I loved your company and everything you did for me ,

yes I never thought About this day, but I should have thought about it,

I am very bad I know,

but this is what the truth is,

I just wanted to get along in a busy status of relationship till my marriage as my friends were teasing me for living a life without boyfriend,

so I did all that for which I am feeling sad.. I know I played with your emotions… But I am sorry..

As I know you have been serious for me and I was just doing it for fun and showoff. I am sorry ,it is really bad and embarrassing…

And the guy was listening without believing….

With some tears and confusion.

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***Don’t Play with Emotions..

***How should the guy react to it ? And what would be your reaction if you find yourself at such situation?

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Pray 4 Kerala…

Good Morning friends,

We all are quite aware of the issues Kerala is facing now, with heavy rains and flood kind of situations ,in fact many portions of southern India is dealing with it,

Kerala is in deep trouble, they face it every next time and I read this on s portal that it happens because of unplanned development, landslides and floods occurs mainly because of poor decisions taken for having developments, they discard the demands of nature, they opt for deforestation,rock cuttings, poor water harvesting etc

Anyways, we need to stand by them in their tough situations, let’s stick together and help them , we could help them in any possible manner like offerings charity, donating essentials like food and basics.

If you are good enough then I would request you to share your bit for them. And it could be anything they need food ,clothes, water, raincoats ,medicines etc you may Google it to do it.

I have been following news about it 8 districts have been declared as red alerted. 150+ individuals are missing ,20+ people are died, (Numbers may vary)

Imagine abundance of water everywhere you see and its still raining, you desiring for life to live with your family, but don’t how to survive. Being unsheltered,sick ,and hungry.

It is horrible and tragic.

Same is with Karnataka and Maharashtra, the people who are there are facing trouble as well, in fact the States residing next to the Western Ghats have been declared to have heavy rainfall and may face severe landslides .

Our Govt. is trying their best but don’t why they do it after the occurrence, as I believe “preventions is better than cure”. Anyways hoping for the best.

But Kerala has been the most affected state so far by being the most green and beautiful. And of course my favourite.

Lets do it as a human being. let’s pray for them, let’s pray for Kerala, and urge god in our prayers about all the Kerala people, as praying for the person next to you is also a kind of concern.

Thank you.

They say…..

They say I am too good for this,

And they say I am too bad to be here,

they say you may think that way or even this way,

they say you can’t do this,

And they say only you can do this ,

they say you may have think so, And they say you may have thought that,

they say you have mood swings,

Also, they say you have overconfidence,and rash attitude,

they say you can’t do much,

As you are sick with your actions,

Also you are carefree,Negligent and over rated.

Wait,

How do they say so, ?

Do they have any clue about me?

how could be they saying so,

how they can be presuming about my mind, and heart, ?

how they are so judgemental!

And why?

Who are they to think that I may think or may have thought so,

Why they consider me so...?

What gives them that courage to be so considerable about me.

Literally What ???

Look & Listen

I am not like what you presume or consider ,

I am just way beyond your imaginations.

I love being Me,

I won’t mind if you think I have attitude or I am carefree.

I have something about which you can only dream to have.

And that’s my originality I am not fake,

I am Rude ,or care free.

I have my head high for everything I do.

And I don’t need a certificate for being selfless from you.

I am not this or that,

I don’t think this way or that way,

I am Too Good for your mind to pick or presume.

And it’s only me who know it better that what I can do and what I can’t, Got it .

Take care!

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**Don’t be Judgemental about anyone, as they know themselves better.

They are actors…

Do you know how it feels,

When you enter a place where everyone is an actor,

They all are acting in their own way ,

And you find that some play is going around you

Around you, near your surroundings some kind of play is going on,

In which you don’t know the act of acting, you’re real but everyone is acting ,

In the play , you find yourself in the center of stage but you don’t know how to cope up with those super talented actors ,

In your own life you are being played for being so natural and real as you treat it life and they treat it like a play,

The entire play is so dictating that you being the hero of it, sinks as the actors want you to be.

This play is about life where you are real and the surrounding is surrounded by actors.

In the end you find yourself in an awkward position as you can’t act as they do.

They laugh at you ,

they may make fun of you ,

They shout and scream,

You may find some versatile performance as well.

And you take all that smilingly with your head down and still not sure about what it is actually.

Thank you

RPR : Don’t be so real in life my friends

Justice

Hello people hope you all are doing good .

okay so finally it happened though it could not bring the girl back..

but at least her soul will feel good that her murders and the rapists are being sentenced for lifetime imprisonment, and respective punishments by the Indian Court.

I don’t know why they were not given the death sentence as I find it is not a crime for which you can have an imprisonment, this needed more tough decisions, as they were so harsh on a girl who was there to live the life with smile . they did every wrong thing to her which was was not at all acceptable only the people with evil mindset can do such cruel offence,

As we can find the charge sheet prepared by the cops who investigated, one of my fellow blogger as explained the entire offence in the blog, https://wp.me/p7FFpK-4a , and it is really shocking to read what the girl has gone through,

but I think we all need to accept what the court has decided for them,

2018 was the year, when it happened and I was the one who really saddened with the news.. I couldn’t control myself to stand for her ,besides the fact that few were trying to make it a political agenda..I wrote a post on my blog ‘This is not acceptable’ in which tried to put my views about the cruelness and the wrong way of furnishing it by some people – https://rprakashrao.wordpress.com/2018/04/15/this-is-not-acceJustice

And i am here with her now again, with decision she may like if she could know somehow,

But as everything came in her way though she is not here,but her parents will be feeling good about it as I am feeling for who just tried to make people feel her,

But the responsibility is bigger now, do we want more such offence? Or we can control and chop it from here on,

if I am the one who has to look at it I would bring out a strong law of live death sentence in front of public without any lifetime imprisonment sentences, as it would set the example to the individuals who have such mindsets, and would think twice before proceeding,

Also I urge the Govt. Of India to be more cautious towards women empowerment and women safety, as it is as important as any other thing is…we can’t blame anyone after the damage has done, I think we need to accept the administrational mistakes and rectify it,

Also we all need to step up and understand our roles we are the ones who are representing society, so we should be thinking of diminishing garbage around us, yes I feel that kind of people are garbage..

I hope their family members are feeling some sort of satisfaction as I am feeling yes it won’t bring their daughter back..

And nothing can bring her back to them but atleast the people are not breathing with ease is what satisfying,

Something is better than nothing..

#Justice

Thank you

“I love your daughter… “

Fish (Guy) : hello uncle… I am… I think …I Want to say something to you, uncle I know it’s quite odd to say this but I have to say this that I love your daughter… would be happy to get married to her.

Fisher ( Her Father) : excuse me!

Fish : yes it is quite awkward to speak about it to you directly , but I heard that you are going to look a guy for her marriage, so I thought I have to say this so that it don’t get too late.. (With some sparks and nervousness he said)

Fisher : look it is not right for you and me to speak about it.. As neither my daughter knows this nor your family people, it is ridiculous to discuss all this now , when I am heading towards a match set..

Fish : well your daughter loves me and you don’t need to think much about my family .. They will get involved when they will be informed about it, leave that part to me.. They all love love me a lot they would do what I want them to do 🙂 .

Fisher : what you what me to do with it now ?

Fish : just don’t look any guy for her ,

Fisher : but we all are going tomorrow to the groom’s house, how I could help you then, you should have came earlier..

Fish : I tried but I am facing to many things in my life and dealing with some heavy hardships, so I request you to cancel it by any possible way, you may go tomorrow and reject the match with any possible reason, you have to do this for the sake of love..

Fisher: look , this is not my decision only ,, their will be other people involved in it, I like you as a person and happy that my daughter also loves you ,, you are a very talented guy,but I need reasons I am not the only decision maker.

Fish : ‘ I love her, she loves me, you like me , i know my parents will like her..tell me a reason to select another guy …? You are the father of her I approached you with a hope but you being the supremo of the house saying I am not the decision maker.. Sounds weird.. Don’t you think the two individuals should get married who share love.

Fisher: you don’t have a job how to accept it for my girl I am her father..

Fish: I don’t have now, I will have for sure.. I will marry her after sometime not today.. Don’t feel that you are talking to a useless fellow.. I am also an educated engineer… Not a peanuts seller… My time will come.. And I want her with me by then..I didn’t spoke to you regarding this till today because I am jobless ,I thought it won’t sound good to ask someone’s daughter for marriage without a job, but I heard that you are going to a match set, so I came to speak about it ,so that I don’t loose her..

Fisher: okay I will try my best… I like the way you speak quite convinced with your side, but as I said I am not the decision maker,

Fish : you love your daughter , you gave the best to her so far and I think i am the best for her, not because of the fact I think so, but because she loves me… And love can bring happiness.. Even if you don’t have materialistic happiness.. Like car and jewels.

Fisher : very right. But they are also important as a father I would be happy to see me daughter in luxurious attire. We all are here for society and society wants all this materialistic happiness.

Fish : society does not bring the eternal happiness.. They are with you when you are at good high they leave when you fall.. uncle.. (He explained with some example)

Fisher : yes right but… OK I will think about it .. I am here as a friend to you and will tell you that marriages are made in heaven.. You have to feel sorry if god has made some harsh decisions for you..

Fish : I don’t know god.. Though I pray.. So it is just a belief.. I don’t how we loved.. I think god wanted this to happen.. I am genuine and she also loves me with genuine heart.. She can’t love any other and I can’t even imagine of it.. I think god won’t separate the loved ones.. That’s why i am having this conversation with you so that I could stop her match set.. Hardwork conquers I heard.. I did my hardwork.. By speaking it to you directly about it.. Now it is up to you .. You can make it or break it.. Not the god.

Fisher : I can do only what comes to my way.. I don’t know what to say.. I will do the best of what I can do.

Fish : I can’t see your daughter in sadness.. I know you can’t see her in sadness.. I can’t see her crying for her whole life.. I am sure you can’t as well. Her happiness is with me.. So you have the decision to think what you want for her ,sadness or happiness..

I would repeat that happiness is not available in the biggest of super market ,no matter how much money you have … You can’t purchase it.. You have to feel the happiness in every small and big things you have ..happiness is only with the persons you loved.. Not with those you don’t even know..

Mark my words your daughter will be very happy with me… She will be the most beautiful girl when she would stand next to me in our marriage reception uncle!

I saw her happiest when she talks to me about everything everyone.. Just ask her she will tell you.. About me and her and our relationship . trust me give me love give her love don’t separate us..

Give me some time..to get a job I will come along with my family and make it official among everyone..

Fisher : okay. I hope you do as you mentioned… I am sure I am going to do the right thing for her. Though you look a gentleman to me as you are so vocal about your love to the father of your loved girl.. It needs honesty to say all this..

Fish : i love her the most in this world..and she loves me more than anyone and the right thing is giving her happiness which is with me..

Fisher : alright I am convinced I will speak to her about her views towards you and would know more about it..as she is the other important person.

Fish : yes you right … She loves me madly.. She said she will commit suicide if I won’t speak to you about us..

Fisher : stupid girl (whispered)

Fish : that’s love.. Even I can do the same for her..

Fisher : this is more like movie..life is big, one can’t be everything for anyone..

Fish : but for us this is what practicality is… We can’t live without eachother..

Fisher: fine …we will meet once we get back from the groom’s house.

Fish : yes.. Thank you uncle I am happy that I spoke about my love to a third person..that third person is he father of girl ..and happy with your acceptance.

………After three days………

Fisher : hello … I have to say this to you that I am sorry.. everything went wrong , they all forced me. My daughter and I cried as we were unable I am sorry again forgive me. She said I would do what you people think better for me. And then they all from my wife’s family proceeded with the match.. It is now in society that my daughter is getting married to that guy…

Fish : but I spoke to you for not this reply ,you are the father how could they do this…i cant believe this (he said this with tears in eyes) how could she say yes…she loved me she proposed me..we are in love from years.. How one can put her head down and accept someone else with ease.. This is so unreal.. I can’t think my life without her..

Fisher : but she said to me that she is happy with it.. She may wants a safe and secured life.. Which you may not give her on today’s date.. She may have considered various other facts apart from love..

Fish : then why she loved me..? She could love me for years and i was not a rich man then either.. ! but for now she wants marriage and wants security…or she wants his money… How could she play with my life.. I loved her with dignity i can’t accept this …this is completely in injustice to me.. She has no right to play with my life.. I have invested a lot of my years on this love and her… She can’t cheat me like this .. Just ask her to give me back my years of life which I have invested on her.. I feel like a toy which has been used by her for her own god and left aside after it becomes old..( he said this with plenty of tears falling down)

Fisher : I don’t know.. I am done with you I feel sad for you young boy.. You are a nice person I would have loved to have you as my daughter’s husband but I am not everything… They did it and we could not avoid their decision.. And moreover she also never looked uncomfortable.. I think she got fed up with your hardships.. And wanted to move on.

Fish : no I think you all played with me and and may be with her also..

Fisher : she said me to tell you to move on…and live life with acceptance and attain some success and marry a pretty girl..

Fish: shut !! tell her that “this life is enough to prove her decision wrong”! we have to pay for every single deed what we do in our life Because someone is watching us and above all to whom we call Almighty….

Well I will pray to God to be not so harsh on her….. (he replied with the broken heart and confusion that how and where it went wrong..whether he has been cheated by her or her father played with him a sharp cheap game .. Or this what the destiny decided for him..)

The Blame Games

This is about the modern day habit of people.. We often see it in the case of two leaders, two lovers, two countries etc , we know how sad it is that whatever is the truth between the respective people has been either chopped , or manipulated.

I feel it is a moral responsibility of the people to put the right things forward whether by doing so one is exposed as a culprit.

But if they keep on blaming each other it becomes slightly tough for the people around them to judge about it, as both cannot be culprit and both cannot be the victim at the same time.

In my view the culprit himself/herself knows about their individuality that they are not right, but all want to be in the safer side , all wants to pretend like a victim.. All want to show the world that they are right and the world is wrong..

The culprit should be brave enough to accept their mistake and they should tell the world about it , they should not be living with a mask over their face..

I urge everyone who is reading this post, just stop this blame game.. It would take some courage out of you to put the right things regardless of the fact that you me be not politically right, but an individual who is a victim genuinely, who has not done any sin to get blamed or defamed will breathe easy..

Stop this now!!

In a way it gives the culprit a chance to diminish the outcome of the wrong deeds up to some extent..

We all live in a world with many kind of people , some do the offence and stay quite so that other could pay for his offence, and some face it by acceptance, so that no one else get bothered..

There is no shame in accepting your mistakes , just stop denying it, accept it , don’t hide.. No more blames on the one who is innocent.

Shame on those blame others or those who just stay quite being the culprit one..

This is a crime and very much unkind.

You cannot be right by being wrong..

As if they are so conscious about their image then why do they do something which is not ethically good…

And if they have committed that mistake they should be brave enough to accept it and face the consequences of it,rather then blaming others..

They should have the courage to say that yes I did this… I am the one who is responsible for this… Or I am the one who made this mistake not anyone else.. Instead of manipulations..

No More Blame Games.

Don’t get biased don’t get judgemental..

We should stay strong towards the one who is a victim regardless of the gender,caste, financial status..this is our responsibility.

Thank You