Tag Archives: Reality

W O M E N.


Hello Everyone hope you all are awesome there, just thought to putting my views about Women and society.

Actually They Are empowered enough by birth, they don’t need any other person to help them in any situation, they are able to enough cope with the demands of life in every prospect, they don’t need any charitable support.

They are the support system for many around them, they make the world beautiful with their essence .

They give Birth,they feed ,they nurture, they care, they love ,they teach ,they strengthen ,they sweat to make you what you are,

They are playing every possible role around you which has been given to them by the god.

But besides this our society is still lagging somewhere, may be because we are not understanding their Values, or we are taking them just as a part of our life, we have to look them in a different way, they are our mothers,sisters, partners, friends, and many more.

Every possible effort is essential to preserve their individuality , it is like rediscovering world with beauty, women don’t need any speech or good words about them on women’s day,

they need continues respect for being what they are to you in your daily life, it should be replicating in your actions, saying good words or kind to them is not enough , one has to give the respect and equality to them in terms freedom and choice of life, they should not be bounded for anything,

they need better version of you,and world.

Let them follow their dreams don’t control or dominate them, we can’t empower or strengthen them as they are already empowered and strengthened by god,

yes we can help them to feel and breathe easy irrespective of the Male Dominant contamination.

Feel their Individuality.

Feel the importance.

Feel their dreams and help them to achieve.

You have no right to discard their choice of living.

We are weak we need empowerment. We need strength ,

Women are not weak. They just need your respect and care, and an open mind to understand them. That’s it.

Bring out the Gentleman.

Just The Medium..


We often think that we did , we didn’t

We won, we lost..

We fell,

we fail ..

We have achieved,

we conquered,

We are this

And Sometimes that..

But, the fact which does not require any evidence to get proven is that we neither fail, nor fall, we dont win , or loose , we are not this not even that, we dont do anything , we just cant do anything, we are not achiever not at all a conquerer…

We all are just medium of the proceedings,

the wins ,the defeats , fails, failure, achievements And what not everything is driven by god we our acts, and exixtence is concieved by the god, we are just mere mediums, we are foolishly putting ourselves into centre and seeking credit of everything thats happening by the god’s creation.. we are nothing but just the creation of god..

THANK YOU

The Obsession…


Observing the obsession by searching the same eye contacts everywhere I go..

Observing the obsession by every similar fragrance I smell…

Observing the obsession when I accidentally turn back to look the same tiny little girl with a mild makeup like you..

Observing the obsession when I stare any girl wearing that light pink salwar suit with churidar..

Observing the obsession when I try to talk with comfort with everyone around me …

Observing the obsession when I think about you with a big smile on my face..

Observing the obsession when I stand and see any girl going with her head down..

Observing the obsession when i dream about you at nights..

Observing the obsession when I try to find you on every public platforms..

And observing the obsession now , as I am writing this post about you..

Artistically Beautiful!!


 

 

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I saw a Dream,

Dream with my open eyes,
With many more layers of love,
Love,
for the one to whom I never met,
And never saw,
She was Artistically beautiful,
As I don’t think ,
could ever see a lady of such grace.
With Her Beautiful Eyes ,
More like the Moon after eclipse.
With a Little Sharp nose,
May have customized before her birth,
Lips , like Little Roses layered with Dew Drops,
Soft , Smooth and colorful.
She looked like a Beauty with a Mysterious smile,
But before I could solve it,
She Disappeared.

 

 

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Who will be the first?


Well who would be the first?

Yes this is what we see in today’s kind of love. People just wait and wait for others to come first and approach for their love.

Even though they know what and where they are wrong but they feel going first and speaking would diminish their so called self-respect.

Look , I strongly feel that one should know the exact difference between self respect and ego.

There is a very fine line in between the both, so normally people think they are holding there self respect but they are actually doing wrong they are living with ego and make it grow more and more. And in the end they ruin their life .

They should not do that , what I strongly feel, as the trees which have the tendency to bend a bit end up living long, as long straight unbendable trees usually chopped and used for other purpose (Bamboo).

So, One should look beyond all these in life, egoism is not healthy for anyone especially in love it is very dangerous, people should preserve their love and nurture it better rather than spoiling it with their childish egoistic approach,

Going first and solving differences does not make you a small person, it makes you brave and bigger than your partner.

yes make sure that you don’t do anything beyond that margin of self-respect.

Dignified measures are good to sort it out ,

Make sure that you show them mirror if they are wrong and accept your mistakes as well , have proper communication and give them time to grow as an individual.

Thank you

Feel Free…


Just Put the hesitations somewhere in the dustbin ..

Through it…

Dump it..

Destroy it…

Just feel free about everything you wish to do…

Bring out the giggles…

Your hidden Sparks…

Yes your desires…

Feel free to explore

You don’t need to act for the sake of someone..

Just remain the real of yours

Laugh..

Enjoy…

And stay alive..

Feel free to be what you are…

Just feel free to live your life…

Without any half measures…

Without any baggage of Egos And Issues..

Oh Dear, feel free to Breathe….

Anger…!


Hello Folks,

Well before writing anything on this topic I think I have to be honest that I am very angry today. And I don’t know how to control it.

In fact I am against of controlling it is a very important emotion. I have my anger issues which has been the reason of my various fights, arguments, failures, etc. In fact I left few of my previous jobs for the same issue. And I think it is very much with me as I treat it as my body part or my important weapon from the armory.

Although I don’t want to use it but it is something which comes to me quite often then not.

May be I am short tempered. But what I have seen that my anger does not harm anyone as it only raises the modulation of my voices and even make it louder so that it can be audible to the person who is in the 2nd street. I feel bad about it . but yes I have to say that I am very much under control of not being violent. Yes I do get irritated and in between I may say something very harsh but the other side is that even at that level I don’t abuse or cross the line in a verbal spat.

But whatever I do I feel bad about it as I think it is very bad to be so bad on anyone. But I can’t help it at that time. As I am not that sense of thinking something to which I feel afterwards.

I may hit hard on something and hurt my self ,it could be a desks, wall or even a my head. Usually I use to punch with my right hand on the surfaces near by or at my forehead.

Sometimes I even damage the furniture stuffs like chairs, tables etc. It is very bad. But I can’t help it.

I have been like this from my childhood ,my mother told me that I used get very angry if didn’t get what I have been promised to get. My face used to get red and it is even now the same.

So the point is it is good to stay with your emotions even it is anger but the way it comes to us it should have some control. How can we control it? More of you is good as I believe in being original .

Tell me something to control it or to manage it in a better so that it could come and go with very ease. Anger issues are there but yes I don’t hurt anyone I have that notch of being watchful even at extreme level so that I don’t use a bad word and don’t get violent on anyone yes in between this I hurt myself.

My anger stays with me and it plays within until it is not burs-ted on anyone.

Your suggestions are very helpful …please do share it on the comment box. As it is not just a blogging post it is my serious problem with which I really want to overcome.

Thank You

The Unique Blogger Award!


Hi friends ..News from the center is that I have been nominated for the Unique Blogger Award .

Well thank you so much Pritu for showing such faith and gratitude on me. I am really poor as compared to others in blogging I am writing here for my satisfaction and i don’t think i deserve any award but I am here for her trust.

please friends follow and acknowledge her immense talent!

So let me answer her tough questions in which i am really poor from my school days..

1. If you had to choose Between reading and writing what would you choose?

Ans. Well it is a difficult one but I will choose Reading as I can know what the views/perceptions are there of others.

2. who is that blogger who comments on your post and makes your day?

Ans. Well for me every comment is special and everyone’s feedback is important but I will say pritu as that one blogger as she has nominated me for this beautiful award by giving 1st position in the nominees(safe).

3. If you would get the chance of speaking in front of your country what would be the topic you choose to speak?

Ans. Well if I will ever get a chance to speak in front of my country or may state or my district or my colony or in front of this world I will always prefer to talk about love and the beauty of love..As love is my favorite topic.

4. What is the most hilarious moment of your life ? Describe it?

Ans. Well there are so many moments which are very hilarious in my life its tough to pick one but as per the task I have to do so once i have been stopped by a kinner in the local train and she touched my cheeks and said if you will ask me I will give you on any given day ! I was just 16 at that time i replied what? She said i will tell you give me your number then somehow my mother came and i had a lucky escape And I was along with my family and friends..they still tease me about that day.

5. What is the best thing you like about yourself?

Ans. This is the toughest question for me as even I have to know that what I like or any one like about me? I think I like my confidence level a lot. As that is the only thing I have may be gifted but yes I can do the toughest thing in the world if someone says that I can do it.

So thanking you all for your time I hope I have given my best in answering as I am very poor in that infact I hate those who asks questions to me. But today I loved it may be its because of WordPress!

Thanks to all.

My questions to the nominees are?

1. Which is your favorite ..cricket or Bollywood ?

2. Who is your crush on WordPress?

3. Who is the most irritating person in your personal life (name) and why?

4. Three changes you want to see in WordPress and why?

5. Name the person who has led you down by not nominating you till date?

Nominees are:

1. Pritu

2. Shreya

3. Richa Pandey

4. Gargi

5.Sumit

Thank you

Name is enough…


Hi Friends, Hope you all are awesome in every possible way. Today I thought to write and discuss on something very usual but uniquely quirky topic.

We all have being given by some name it could be as per the choices of our family or being suggested by the people around them. They can give you the name of a girl to a boy or the name of the boy to the girl , some may have the names of Fruits,Flowers and Vegetables (Chameli,Nimbu Lal ,Mewa Singh,PhoolBai etc)

And some of us may have the names of our ancestors.

We don’t have the choice of selection so we stick with those names whether anyone makes a joke on us.

But some of like the name we have and some don’t.

Some feel that their name is not unique, and some have the issues of not being a trendy or heroic name. Some may want to adopt the name of their favorite actor or any successful person.

But every single name is unique so we are the ones who create the name.whatever your name is you should be able enough to make the name which world would remember for a long time.

You’re special and so your name is . Names are being created by the individuals.

Every Name has its own identity.

Names are Being Made by us .

Thank You is Not enough.


My favorite thing is to acknowledge people for being what they are in my life .

Even though we do it quite often , but it’s not enough to say thanks or thank you to them , this does not end their role played in our life.

As we have grown to certain ages we learn , but we forget the ones who were in our school days they are our real friends ,our genuine friends.

The friends who don’t like you because you are Rich , Intelligent , or you are Good Looking.

They are with you because their soul connects. Their heart says that he/ she is my friend irrespective to the variable difference in Gender, Culture ,Caste ,Creed or financial status.
They just come smile and say” hey hello ! you are my friend !”
And the beautiful journey of friendship starts with sharing of Tiff-ins,Books,Notes and Secrets.
And Gradually the time flies before you even notice that you are actually depending on each.
This is the most purest form of friendship.

The Real Friendship .

The true Friendship without any Hidden Interest and Selfishness.
I am glad that I have a friend like this ,called Anchal Lanjewar (Then) now Mrs. Anchal Meshram .
She is the most selfless soul i have ever seen. She has made my school life quite enchanting . she was there for every next possible thing in those days. I remember When i was going with a very bad patch in studies ..

she took the initiative to teach me and I still feel that I could not have cleared the exams if she would not have taught me.
She got Married last year. She has invited me and how could I miss to attend . the only party I attended after years.
I am very happy for her and wish her a beautiful life .

And I am thankful to the god for giving me a friend like her in my life. she will be always my favorite friend . I have said thanks to her many times but its not enough ..
I hardly make friends but when I make I don’t let them go.

This is just a little way to express my gratitude to you and our friendship.
You will be always my favorite friend Anchal.

And I know you will be there for me my friend forever like you have been.

“And Yes Me Aaj Bhi Dimaag ka Dahi karta hu..”

Thank you so much but this is not enough.

#sometimes…


Sometimes you have the destiny but you don’t know how to reach…

Sometimes you have the Questions but you don’t know how to answer..

Sometimes you have the life but you don’t know how to live..

Sometimes you have the Path but you don’t know how to walk..

Sometimes you have the arsenal but you don’t know how to Fight..

Sometimes you have the issues but you don’t know how to clear..

Sometimes you have the fun but you don’t how to smile…
Sometimes you have the love but don’t know how to confess…
And Sometimes you have Everything but with Restrictions

Thank you

The Fake Truths…


When it comes to make something according to you or me ,

we are very selfish , we do every possible thing to turn the table in our way.

The truth which actually should come in public is always manipulated, As per the interests of the individual it gets chopped , moulded and fabricated as per the situation demands us to present.

We are very smart in making stories which are no where close to the reality which may have some realistic sinkings ,but half or more than half is always been constructed in the way we want it for making ourselves pure and correct.

It is not just the problem

it is actually the need of the daily life in the modern days.

We are bound to make things in our way for being considered as good or innocent.

Its pity but we cannot ignore the reality.

We are accustomed to this tricks in our daily whether its a small offense or a big crime. Whether we are late in our office we never admit that we were quite lazy in the morning we start blaming traffic even we create traffic accidents .

Its starts with fun to get persuaded but later it becomes a life line for us to deal in with the issues.. For every now and then

But I Hope we will know our mistake Either Tomorrow if not today.

Thank you

For The GENext…


What is the Smallest Change we can do in the society which could be beneficial to Enhance the Future of The Next Generation .

We all have faced and noticed certain issues so far in the society which have been the obstacle of me, you or next to you. Somehow we have either compensated or overcame with that but why we want others to face the same ??

If we can do a bit to the society we may have a new breed of buds and with which we can become even stronger in the globe.

Let’s take a put forward to change the things which are not good by the best of times …

In any form Eradication and Revolution is necessary to form something good and beyond imagination.

Basics Changes for The Next Generation is could be :

1. Education System: we are not that parallel in education in our own country there are few areas which are still struggling with illiteracy and poor quality of schoolings,we are exceptional and horrible as well depending upon the areas so we have to bring literacy in every part of country with quality studies and Competitive Environment.

2. Equality : We need some Innovative minds who can think beyond reservations , because giving reservations to the people does not make them stronger in the society as it has crossed 70 years of Independence and I personally don’t feel that if I am from General category I don’t have the right to feel fair in the country. As this is partiality to the individuals who come from the general category,we have not been asked by god before giving us birth in this world I feel that this has to be changed with immediate effect this has been the strong reason for Unemployment and it is necessary to check whether the individual is actually in need of that reservation or not.

3. Empowering Girls : Well this is the most needed change which we should bring in the society They are equally or even more important than boys in the society as they represent the house of their husband as well as the house of the father. We have to educate the girls and provide them a secured society to feel free and live their life. The more they grow the more they give in return to the society it’s shameful to know that they feel insecure because of the society itself.

let them learn ..

let them fall ..

let them rise..

just try to make them feel comfortable to breathe ,smile ,talk,argue,sing dance,explore and live in the society

we are here to make the small changes for the betterment of them.

We Have faced alot.

But we can Change ….

And It Starts With You…


Life is very Unexpected to us , it has different colors , different phases, and of course different situations to offer us.

The darkness of it is very scary, And some of us may quit the precious life with lesser fighting spirit due to the hurdles ,obstacles and obligatory quotients .

This is the most crunchy period as it shows the real fighter with in us . if we have conquered and surpassed all the tough phases of it with a smile on our face we are ready to taste the sweetness of life And we have been considered as champion.

And if somehow we have not been able to do so but we have been able to fight with stretching our limits we will be termed as a fighter.

But if we have opted for surrendering under those situations then this life will show the other side of it . we will be never able to stand in front of mirror to face ourselves .

so it is always important to fight hard no matter in which way the result goes . we all need to have that fighting spirit within us to show the world that we are here to make changes as per our own choices. And we can make life even more beautiful.

There is always a Bright shiny day after a dark haunting Night.

You are the only one who can make things happen it’s just that what you think and how you stand for your thought.

There is always the first step which matters more then the remaining steps .

Be the change

Thank You

Searching…


Hello beautiful People…

I am just trying to put my view on the different kind of searches we do on daily basis for different reasons ..

some people search for money

some for success

some for love

Some for pride

Some for happiness

Some for food

Some for Education

Some for Followers

And

Some for Job.
And there are many who don’t even now what they are searching..!

But why we all are doing this ?

Is it our need or our beyond that ?

This proves that it does not matters that what we have we all are searching something which we don’t have we are demanding things at our will our needs are not getting diminished and it is not going to get diminished. We are the people who want every next thing in just one life we never get satisfied for what we have.

Is it a curse? or it’s just the tendency of humans.

But we are not living our life for the sake of living we are living to fulfill our demands as much as we can.

There are many who don’t even get basics like food shelter and education and there are many who are living in 4 & 5 BHKs and are by paying donations for education in abroad.

Why this imbalance ?

Even we don’t know what we are actually searching ? I think we all have our own answers .

But at the end we all are searching Satisfaction .

I am not Alcoholic…!


Hello People,

Today I am going to share some modern kind of allegations given to us . they are in the form of friends and Relatives in our life.

And this has became a serious issue now.

They have been asking me the same question in every possible way.

  • Hey your eyes are looking very Red what’s cooking bro?
  • Hey Have you started using liquor or what?
  • What’s wrong why your eyes are looking different like you drunk last night?
  • Are you alcoholic now?
  • you are using Liquor or Beers quite often or what?
  • You are so restless I can see the difference in your eyes why!

Etcetera etcetera…!

Let me clear to you all and them that I have not tasted a single spoon of liquor or beer or any kind of drug so far in my life and will not use it ever in my life as don’t feel that I have a need to do so infact I am against drug addiction..

It is very annoying and irritating for me to answer them the same question again and again whether its a social gathering or a friendly outings.

My eyes have some issue or their Vision is not that clear any more I don’t know but I know that I am not alcoholic .

Yes I am not Alcoholic…!

But if it seems different to them then I have to say that may be my eyes are quite different from their..

May be I am having an Intoxicated Eyes.

Good Night….


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Besides the fact that the day was so irritating and a complete waste of energy and time.

but it’s time to calculate the positives out of this and plan the next day for being a bit better….

one more day of life has come to an end one more day of life has gone into veins…

Its humiliating but we cannot demand things in life its the misery but reality..

so all my friends just wash the face and expect the bright sun shine after the dark night ….the Dawn is on the way.

expect glory….

expect surprise….

expect happiness…..

Good Night

Passion….


Just a small way to recreate the magic…

With complete fun and humor .

The life will make u feel more enriched with new reason to feel good…

Leave the sadness, darkness,emptiness,  behind.

Its your life and you are the boss .

Few losses does not make you the loser just fight with your problems till the last breathe of your life no matter whether you end up in a loosing way but you will be considered as the warrior .

You are the King and this is your Kingdom

Love & Live .

Enjoy the beauty within you.

You have the spark.

Don’t give up.

This is What Suits You..


Moon
Sun
Stars
And
You, Should shine Forever,
Because This is What Suits You.

Shine Forever like the Diamonds,
Even More than The Diamonds,
Yes More And More,
Because This is What suits You….
This is what defines you.

You are The One who should never be Dim and Dark.
The Charm Of Your Face should never get faded.
The Aura of Your Persona should never get Diminish,
The Beauty of your Eyes should never get Lesser,
Should Never get lesser at all,
Because This is What suits You….

Darling,
Nothing Can Break You,
Nothing can ever overshadow You,
Nothing can ever Bother you my love,
Just Smile and shine Always,

jennifer winget

Because This is What suits you,
This is What Suits You The Most …..

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LOVE STAYS..


More than the world I have my views clear …

As I know it better than he , she and the one next to both,

I have my gut feel which is stronger than any evidence,

Evidence, 🙂 Do I need it?

I with my emotionally unbalanced state, confess that ,

Dear I still love you a lot, and it is literally impossible for me to look think and feel beyond you.

My Every single aspect of life is evolved about you, and it is still around you.

I may forget the biggest of things, or even the tiny little things at the same time,

But I am unable to forget you, with or without the forgiveness.

I am a kind of person who is still pertaining with your memories, in my real world even after years of detachment.

Yeah it is questionable, it is unacceptable.

But I have my set of answers and the questions.

I have my acceptance to the things. So I don’t need any other approval,

Feelings are stronger sometimes than the barriers,

Loving you as ever my love.

Can’t Help.

God Bless You.

*** I personally don’t prefer clean shaves.

Return if you find it.


A Part of Mine is Missing,

I have been seeking and searching it’s Existence,

But I think I lost it,

Yeah,

I lost my heart and so my smile.

Check if it is there with you,

Please Return if you find it.

It has been there with me,

But I lost it,

Lost it from the last hug of yours ,

Just Check it,

you may find it somewhere,

Around your heart,

May be around your perfume,

Even around your Mirror,

Return it, if you find it.







			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Option / choice.
	


		

		



I wish I could have stopped her , a bit more,





I tried my best,





but she had priorities,…





And many more reasons to leave.





I wanted her to stay ,










Sit and talk more About she and me.





But she went as she felt going is a better option,.





Then talking to me.





Or she may have better things to do than talking to me.





I felt like ,





I am an option,










not a choice





Not a serious aspect,





Just a time pass Material!!





Who has been played,





And left after sometime.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Don’t Hide…
	


		

		








Yes I am happy..
I like the little cute smiles,
and the naughty winks of mine,
I wanted all this to happen for me,
Yes This is something different,
its special.
But still I am not accepting it,
I am hiding it,
I want to stay away from this,
I am staying at some distance without my honest will,
But this is quite cautionary,
I am hiding my emotions and the reactive notions.
I am hiding the cute little love.
I want loneliness not love,
May be I am avoiding it with the restricted barriers.
I don’t think I should love,
or i need a love story now,
I am good with the tears,
don’t want someone to wipe out,
I am loving this love but I think I can’t love,
I should not love.
I hope my emotions are not evident to the world,
I hope I can hide it well.
Yes I would prefer to hide my
Happiness,
My Feelings,
My Emotions,
And
My love.















*Don’t Hide your Emotions . Love , Hate , Anger, or Happiness just show it , feel it . it is good to speak and sort it out, no restricted barriers should come in between of your feelings and confrontations.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
You Betrayed yourself .
	


		

		



jennifer winget





I am Broken





Sad





Alone





And





Empty.





But still Don’t want to Be in love with you as you don’t need it, as you don’t deserve it, as you don’t respect it,





You want darkness and the sadness,





And of course the Pain .





You may have many things to live and like, but you still need that one thing which you will never get , because you betrayed yourself,





you cheated yourself more, than anyone, You Idiot.










May you find heart and heartbeats as a human being . As you sound Alien to me sometimes, who has more of nothingness than anything to cherish .





God Bless you,





May you find yourself better someday.





May you find better reasons to live love and laugh.





Get well soon.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
With a smile .
	


		

		



jennifer winget










She with a little smile, Enough to Bring Glitters , came to my dream, asked me How are you?





I was angry with her even in the dream, I never replied to her, but yes looked at her with confusion and hesitation,





Confusion was there as i was not expecting her to meet me and ask how are you?





Hesitation was there as I was not sure that I should be looking at her or not,Being Aware of the current dynamics.





She was in a Black suit with her head wrapped with a Black Mantilla.





She looked Pretty in the attire like she ever did,





it was enough for me to feel that I am fallen in love with you again.





But she smilingly said you should get married now,





its enough of me,





I don’t deserve this much of love, I left you and its high time, you should move on,





Yes it is different from your perception, as you love with more passion and sincerity, but yes this how it has to be,





And God is there to punish me for all the Bad things I did to you,





I think You deserve a far better girl than me, that’s why all this happened,





I feel bad for being not with you , but I know you hate Me now, and I deserve all the hate.





I could see her crying with some tears and eyes filled with Guilt.





Than she left and the visuals got blurred,





I don’t know





I don’t remember, anything after that, she left and I tried to stop her but I failed,





The Dream was over!!





Then my mom came with a newspaper from outside and said ” that Guy again gave the wrong newspaper to us.”





I smiled and took the Newspaper.





Thank you

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
What They Never said!
	


		

		



They said you may burn, you’re using fire as your Darling,





They said you may get poisonous, you’re cuddling with a snake,





They said you may get shock, you’re are hanging out with current,





They said you may fall, you’re are buzzing around a rock.





They said you may you may drowned, you’re swimming across the river in rain.





They said This,





And They said That,





Actually They said Everything





Like Snake, Rock,River, Fire and current !





But ,





They never said Directly That you shouldn’t love her !





Which was needed the most,





Come on Guys,





How could I Believe in such Hints , Being Obsessed to Her, ?















*We should be clear with our words and Actions always.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
a beautiful woman
	


		

		



Photo by Amir SeilSepour on Pexels.com





Blink ! may be with an unnoticed wink
a wave without an eye contact
a smile with some penetrating stares at here and there
of course everywhere,
blowing kisses for the air if not for me, as per the pretending

some day in red
some day in black 
blue also but not necessarily for the mondays


with layers of makeup coated and jewels placed near the neck
 some heavy touch ups of eye shadows and mascara
with your printed embroidery clothes
and the multi colored shawls.

yes i noticed every time, 
when you reaped your lips to make it even more red and pinkish,
also when you purposely lifted your feet to show the design of alta{Dye}.

you really looked like a women with a heart that beats faster than normal,
when looked at me.
you really made me feel special with your constant searching eyes, 
and unanswered and puzzling hints,

the beauty of you is so beautiful that i never felt the need of knowing you, 
or talking to you
as you speak and tell a lot with your eyes, 
which i could sense but could not reciprocate

you came to my dreams quite a few times  
as i can`t wish to have you in my reality 
you will be there in my mind  as a beautiful woman
 with some unsaid plans for me , and also some hidden fantasies.

i feel for you for being unresponsive
 but yes i have the valid reasons.
and yes you made me feel good about myself. 










			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Reading The Same Book
	


		

		








Reading the same book





Based on Love,





and Romance,





Reading the same book,





We liked the most,





Based on Affections,





and Emotions,





Reading the same book,





We thought to Adapt & Recompile,





Based on Me,





and You.





Reading the same book,





But,





Adding the chapters of hate and cheat,





Also, Pain and Redemption to the ending of it,





And Named it





” The Roasted Chicken.”






			

	
	



			
				

			
				

	

				
Raising My Eye Brow…
	


		

		













just saw your picture the other night,





felt like I saw something really unpleasing to my heart , more than my eyes.





As I could easily recollect my moments with you,





Which I actually avoided over the years. As I hate to recollect it.





wait,





you may think I watched it purposely, but this is not what the case was,





I was scrolling my social site and I found you there with him as your profile picture.





I actually tried to avoid watching your pic by closing my eyes & scrolling down,





but one of my eye, may be the right eye still saw your pic as it never closed.





Though It looked like I was winking at you,





but not actually,





I Just watched you and him, with a raised eyebrow .





That’s it.





But it has been a really painful experience,





as I never wanted to watch you and your pic again ,





But accidentally I watched you through your pic,





That too with the one for whom you left me.





Sad but yes I saw your pic. !





Hate you dear!!











			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Blueprint of love.
	


		

		



 She came with some questions, and asked him precisely , 

As he was the most sorted guy of the group.

he actually wanted to spend more time with her, as she was his love interest,

so it was like bread and butter to him.

she started asking about love and breakups and confessed that she had bitter memory of love, he smiled

and replied you have a memory of love which itself is good,

many of us don’t even have that,

 they love without letting it know , even to their shadow,

 And whatever you asked me about love is just the replica of your sadness of your previous experience, 

I would rather suggest you to believe in the beauty of life, in the way it comes 

accept it, and stay honest to it, 

that’s it,

 there is no blueprint of love. 

That it has to be done that way or this way it varies from time and person to person. 

She hugged him and said thank you my friend.

I am done with my doubts hope I find someone like you,someday!

He smiled, and just felt good about it. 










Thank You

			

	
	



			
				

	

					Aside
				
I see you ….
	


		

		



My mirror is not working ,





I can’t see my face, in it





I tried yesterday,





I have been trying from the morning,





But I can’t see my face ,





It’s not working,





I see someone else instead,





Yes I see you in it,





Whenever I try to see myself in it,





I see you,





Sometimes smiling ,





Sometimes fixing your shattered hair.





Yes you even wink sometimes,





Is it an illusion or you did some black magic. ?





But I can’t see me in it.





I see you in it.






			

	
	



			
				

			
				

	

				
Love and feel
	


		

		



Breeze just at the back yard of your house,





I love it like I love your breathe,





 soothing and pleasant





 like we listened that famous romantic duet with some cuddles and and a bit of salsa.










Still I wonder the shampoo  you use , the perfume you spray





your hair is  soft like velvet and the fragrance is still around my shoulders,





Don’t know how beautiful it would be if we could roam in that breeze with your open hair, and with that saree which I gifted you on your last birthday.





Sheer pleasure and a treat to eyes.





Don’t know whether I would just look at you or I would enjoy the ambiance.





As it would be like “surrender right now you can’t look anywhere else “





Feel the Love.






			

	
	



			
				

	

					Aside
				
Looking you in me.
	


		

		



jennifer winget















I am Adding more colors to your painting, as I added more flairs to my personality,





yes I like smiling now as you do, not much like you but yes I can smile my love.





Somehow I managed to look good by wearing the best clothes from my wardrobe as you have the tendency of making every presence picture perfect.





Yes I started using the same shade of lipstick which you said you like at the movie theatre last week.





Also i added a habit of you ,
looking more towards the camera and posing ,





I think I am looking you in me.





I am not the same individual who sits alone in the dark room with specs on my eyes and searching something exciting on my laptop.





I find my life happening with you and it is exciting as well I don’t need any other entertainment to pursue.





I love to look good now,





I want to be like you,





Always smiling always charming like a happy child.










***when we are in love we just love to do everything like our partner not to impress but actually to feel good about it, which makes love more beautiful.





*** Love can change your tastes, outlooks and choices.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Love , Me, And Problem
	


		

		



Me , Love And Problems, we three have been always with each other, love always came to me with many more problems, I accepted love with both the hands and problems with some tears, it’s more like a triangular love story of Bollywood , we three always fall for each one of us.





I still remember that I have chosen the path of love almost like riding the bike against the flow of wind, always risky and challenging.





But somehow I liked the drama around love with little bit of sweetness sometimes ,but most of the time it was bitterness which I tasted more. But still preferred to choose love and the problem later.





Love has been my actual girl friend and with whom I wanted to spend my life time, but problem has been the one whose secret crush has been me, with whom I never actually moved apart though always tried. As she has been a strong follower of mine.





I have been given option, to stay away from love to stay away from problem but i opted for love and so then problem persisted ,which in turn it has ruined my life,





my life completely demolished for the sake of love. It has broken my heart into pieces of chicken, which the problem enjoyed with some roasting,





so how I say I am like the roasted chicken, which you like the most with salt and pepper.





It is very painful to be the one with such reality where you find yourself alone and alone, every next time.





Deep down I feel , I shouldn’t have fallen for love it took everything from me, but I actually fall for it again and again, I am always someone who believes in doing the same mistake again and again irrespective of the outcome.





Yes maybe I am kid at heart, or fool in other words.





So, In return I end up being a showpiece to the world, they feel for me, the learn from my mistake ,they talk about me and some even likes to offer charity and some just do the gossips,





Even after all this if someone ask me would you prefer love to have with you ,but you have to accept problem as well,





I will say yes I want to have love regardless of problem and consequences.





You can’t love anyone without problem and in other way if you see you always need love to tackle with pains & problems.





You may loose sometime and sometime you may win, but it has to be the love for which you live regardless of it complementary gifts.





Love always !





Don’t worry about problems or it’s side effects.





Just try to have love in your side more and more with a smile and shine.
















			

	
	



			
				

	

					Aside
				
Another day.
	


		

		



Another day with some Rushing & slow downs,





With some smiles and some worries..





Some positivity and some insecurity along with it,





some expectations and faced many more realities.





Spent some time with self at the parking place alone. and recalled the time with everyone.





Now,





Looking the sky with more bigger eyes, and wishing the good wishes for the next day .





Loving and Living with smile.

			

	
	



			
				

			
				

	

					Aside
				
Still not sure ..
	


		

		



Still I am not sure about it, as I can’t find any clue from your traits,





Reading your mind is very tough, as solving a jigsaw puzzle,





Sometimes you smile and sometimes you look apart,





Someday you text me, and some day you don’t even reply.





Somehow I came to know that you have mood swings, like me 😀





But still not sure about your views on me..





What’s there in your mind?





Tell me, so that I can think better about it.





Yes Thinking about you is like reading a poem, sweet deep and exciting.





But are you this or you are that !





What are you actually.. ?





Someday you dance, and someday you cry for hours…





Still not sure about you,





And your views on me…





jennifer winget

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Hypocrisy…
	


		

		



We





Were





The





Perfect





Mismatch..!










We all can say this after sometime of our love failure without any hesitation,





but do we ever think about it when we actually in love with that individual,





I think we don’t and we can’t actually,





so how and why we say it after the things has gone other way?





Hypocrisy it is..





Instead of saying that we should try to be honest and accept that we were not good enough to stand by our love for which we are responsible, not the compatibility!

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
It Happens….
	


		

		



Just too hard it is to miss someone who has been not nice to you,





I think we don’t miss them, we actually still don’t digest the fact of they being wrong and harsh to us.





We don’t sleep in the nights .





And we sleep sometimes with the open eyes.





You can’t walk in the best available roads,





But you prefer to walk blindly near the sea shore.





It is tough to actually define it , as you don’t know is that the extended love !





Or the extreme hate it is.





Whatever it is , it makes life very tough.






			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Let’s Cook Love…
	


		

		



Have a boy and girl ,





With two hearts at a working condition,





Bring in some eye contacts, some attachments,





Add some duets for the texture,





some drama if needed,





with some possessiveness for the aroma,





You may choose Egos, angers and selflessness as per your nature.





Mix it well with confusions & detachments,





You may add Villains as spices,





And Garnish it with some cuddles,





That’s it,





The Recipe called love is ready to serve,















*** the happy ending or the ending with tears, depends upon the usage of the ingredients ,Like any other dish.










Let’s Serve Love.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
The First Love
	


		

		



One day you will sit and remember that you  actually liked the moments you lived with your first love, whether we loved or argue there is something cute within it, which is inevitable.





you may find more love and more happiness in life but you will remember the one always as you shared the most purest form of love with him/her





yes they say it right first love is always the love which stays in our heart even at the ages of deaths,





First love remains there in your heart no matter how much you try to eradicate it from your heart, you can’t do it, you may find the valid reasons, but emotions don’t understand any such reason,





First love is an illusion,





you smile by the anger of your partner, and you get angry on the most silly things,





The more deep you love the more you live with the innocence of first love…





 first love is the best love, it is something which makes you grow more as person sometimes and sometimes it makes you a stubborn and even a kid.





But trust me the most beautiful emotion is love, and when it comes to first love I think the beauty of love is enhanced more and more.





Those eye contacts, the hints, the little cuddles, makes it even more beautiful,





Confusions, jealousness, doubts and possessiveness makes it even more exciting,





And the impatience adds the exact salt to the taste,





The first love is the beautiful garden with all the colors of flowers, which stays in the heart even after years and years.






			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Hate you the most…
	


		

		



I hate you,





yes I hate you even in your photographs,





I can’t take that fake smile even for few seconds,





just too harsh for my heart to watch you even in my dreams,





you don’t deserve an eye contact for the rest of my life,





yes I hate you the most ,





I don’t want to meet you forever,





Also,





I can’t even watch your sick photographs , I repeat!





Don’t know when I developed this hatred for you,





As only I know how much I loved you, You Bloody coward!





But you never deserved that love.





I hate you !! Yes HATE you the most.

			

	
	



			
				

			
				

	

				
Wrong or Right ?
	


		

		



Wrong or Right, I don’t know





If loving someone is a crime ,





then take me to the jail,





but you can’t take the feelings from my heart , as I live with it ,





if I am died, you may take it from my body but not from my soul,





Harder & heavier it is to justify you all as you people hardly understand my language,





as i speak clear and lucid and you only understand manipulations,





yes it is not that legitimate to love her,





but my heart is quite untamed,





it don’t have an active brain,





to think and tell that you are now Mrs. And not the same Miss,





by the way it beats faster than an ordinary heart,





whenever i remember you and me and the good happy days,





Can’t help!!!





And actually I don’t care.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
LoVeAndOnlyLovE…
	


		

		



The Story of my love started with your smiles…





Strengthened with my anger..





Grown with your promises..





Nurtured with my beliefs..





Affected with the people around us…





Spoiled with the insecurities….





Ruptured with the traps of your loved ones..





Finished with your decision..





Separated by the society..





Not ended with my loneliness..





And





Reliving Love with WordPress..

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Those Corners of Road.
	


		

		



Those Corners of Road are still there.





Still there as it has been ..





But not for me anymore.





The ambience of the road within the darkness of night with some dim moonlight is still the same as it has been,





But not for me.





But Not for me my dear..










There is some unknown relationship between me and those corners of the road ,





it is more like the relationship between the beauty and eyes.





Both are of no use without the existence of the other.





Those corners of Road take me to the memory of me waiting for you for hours without any hesitation , and impatience.





The memory of our long ridings to the conclusion of our silly arguments,





My life with you was more happening was just because of those corners of Roads...





They are still there but not for me anymore dear..





Those corners of Road…

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Don’t lOok bAck !
	


		

		













Just a thought of looking back came in my mind , but it is good to move forward.. I realized then.





Though the life is very empty and I am very much alone.





Yes I don’t smile as i used to do. Yes I don’t live the life as I have been.





Yes I put my head down when I have been asked to answer as I don’t want any confrontations as it illogical now.





Yes I think daily about  how it happened? And why to me? I could have done better or what?





But yes it feels good to know that I am not with those fake people , I am not around with the so called well wishers of mine.





As even I came to know that it’s good to be alone rather than the fake people.





So I don’t need to look back as it only gives me pain for being so idiot and blind in love. How I could be so fool? How they could be so cruel and selfish? Why I believed them in that way?





Many questions within me comes and make feel bad about it as I can’t get the answers. As they are unavailable to me in fact don’t exist for me anymore either.





So this life has taught me that yes it is very painful to deal with your emotional setbacks , as it may drag you again and again to the life where you have been but one should never look back . we should smile and move forward in life.





Don’t Look Back to the People and to the history which Hurts you even more than the pain your dealing in the present.





Just Don’t Look Back and Move forward.





As it will give you sadness only.





Life is cycle of happiness and sadness wait for the other side and live your life with a smiLe.





GoodNighT.

			

	
	



			
				

			
				

	

				
Clearly Yours…
	


		

		



Let me tell her that he likes her…





But what about you, ah not much.





I will be happy if she is happy with him.





But you like her. No I love her










Then why do you want to do this..





As I don’t want loose her friendship if she doesn’t likes me..





And moreover he is richer and best suited to her…





So your love…?





 Happy with her happiness.. 





My love is tiny then her shopping wallet..





Even if she accepts me..





I know my life and her demands…





We would be the perfect mismatch…

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Patchy Lines.
	


		

		



Yes I have to say that I love you and hate you, yes it is very tough to do both at the same time but yes I have been doing it daily from few years, I don’t know how but I hate you like hell and yes I still love you dear somewhere …I don’t know why.! You have been a puzzle you are still the same.





It is hard to have the love and hate relationship with the same individual but yes I have something like that and I am enjoying it. Yes I never wanted to hate you but your deeds are very bad, I know it is unbelievable but yes I do love and hate to you a lot.





I hope someday I can come to a conclusion of loving you or hating you only, rather than having both emotions on you. Don’t ask me which is more.





Love.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Lost in You…
	


		

		



Yes I am Lost..





I am lost in you…





I am lost in your love…





I am Lost in the search of your love..





I am lost in this Amazing Loneliness..
This loneliness is filled with you and your thoughts…





Yes I am lost in love…





Lost in the most painful form of love…





Lost in the love of you and me…





Lost in the love which has been unaccepted by the people…





Lost with tears in my world everywhere..





Lost with you forever..





Yes I am Lost…





Lost with you..





Lost in you…





And I Want You without any Hope…

			

	
	



			
				

			
				

			
				

	

				
Leave me with a smile on your face..
	


		

		



And then she said…





“I Love you …





But my family does not want me to live with you as they have other dreams for me and you don’t fit over there according to them…





And i can’t leave my family for you….. As they came earlier in my life then you……





So i have decided to live without you for them as they cannot understand my situation as you can do.





I am sorry for this





but I am helpless





I just want to say that you deserve a better person than me …





I know its tough and painful but this the last thing I am asking you for this life if you really love me please leave me with a smile on your face and don’t meet me again..





I can’t face you





But don’t hate me I can’t see that for me.





I am sorry I know its a kind of cheat with you but I know you will understand my situation better then anyone else.





Please forgive me..





Please Go …“






			

	
	



			
				

	

				
I Will Meet You There..
	


		

		



I am leaving you for now..










But





I will meet you there…





Far away from this world…





There will be no one to ask us anything..





No Questions..





No Answers..





No Egos..





No Issues..





No Worries..





No Heartbreakings…





No Rights…





No wrongs..





No diplomats..





Only you….





Only me..





And our Love…





I will meet you there ….





Far away from the people..





Far away from this world…





Far away from the demands of life..





I will be there for you





I will be waiting for you





I will meet you there…





No one will be there to separate us.





I will meet you there..





Far away from this world..










Loving You a lot..





Bye

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Watching My Watch….
	


		

		



My Time is not with me as it should..





My World is not with me as it should..





My Sun is not shining for me as it should…





My Stars are not twinkling for me as it should..





My Moon is not lightening for me as it should..





My love is not loving me as it should…










But My Old Sick Watch still shows me the correct time twice in a Day…





There Are Very Few Who are always there for you No Matter How you treat Them.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
The Last Love Letter…
	


		

		



27.06.2017 Tuesday





Dear Love ,





This Letter is for the Unconditional Love we had for each other…





May you read it with the same spark in your eyes as you had in your eyes for my Messages.





May be I am not your love anymore but you will be my love forever as I can’t have a replacement for you ever in my life.





May be your priorities have changed but it is still enough that you gave me the first priority in your life which is undeniable.





May be I am not good enough to have you in my life but it is a fact that you have been in my life for years which will stay with me.





May be you will not look at me but I still love that look of yours which imbibed with flying notions.





You may have gone.





You may have moved on.





You may have separated ways.





You may have decided to leave me alone.





But you cannot take the memories of yours from my heart&soul.





You know that My Love is immortal .





You have been special and you will remain the same till the last breathe of my life though you think that
loving me was a mistake.





Yes it is not easy for me to live this life





but I am living to prove that





Leaving me was your Biggest Mistake.





When we will be at our old ages if somehow we meet somewhere I will be happy if you remember that first emotion of love which we had.





Once upon a time we both have stated that we are soul mates ..and we are made for each other and I still feel the same





We are Made for each other…





Remembering you is my source of Liveliness.





God Bless You My Sweetheart.





I Love You

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Sunday Mornings… 
	


		

		


















Good Morning Friends,





Tell me the difference between the normal days and Sunday.
Why we are quite late in brushing our teeth ?





Why we are sleepy up to 10am?





Why want Sunday to stay for a longer time?





Why we want Sunday so desperately despite of the fact that we know it will come when it has to come.!





We love Sunday a lot but why we are so casual on this day….even our first cup of tea is delayed but we don’t bother…





and what about that million dollar tensions when go to bed on the Sunday night?





Its a scary feeling….





Sundays are precious…





Is not it?





How many of agree that we are quite lethargic on this day no matter how much we are fragile.





God Bless you…





Have Fun….





its Sunday/Fun day






			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Apology for the Analogy
	


		

		



The way things are going now a days it could become even more worse for the people…





just for the power game our so called mature experienced and bold politicians are crossing their limits …
Are they not playing with the emotions of their countrymen …it’s highly idiotic to see them in this manner ….





ohh fully selfishness beyond expectations…





Why and how they do this ?





Becoming communal or stating something which could hurt someone’s emotion is should be  strictly considered as crime for any single individual whether he is king or slave…





as it could be the spark which can burn the entire house…..





We don’t want any more fights or rights we have more issues to get sorted, and focus should be on the basics like unemployment, girl‘s safety, modernization, poverty, crime rate, industrial stabilization, inflation education and empowerment etc….





how this community war Came in between these….grow up @our politicians
#UPELECTIONs…





Its our India and we can make things happen please know the value of a single vote …..

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Glory and Garbage….
	


		

		



Oh, this life is very dramatic it makes us feel annoying at times…
A man who has seen a life of a king and ruled people at His will like puppets …without any mercy and relaxation has now going to face all sorts of trouble in his life like poor common man…





whether he likes it or not .





and this time he is going to face all kinds of torture from the contradictors….





it is simply harsh to the stature of a king to live this kind of pity life but its just his fate and he cannot make any choice ..I feel really bad for him he has seen glory now he has to see the garbage for survival…..





O God you are very harsh sometimes….





but its OK if you feel its just the proper judgment..

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
The Exact Reality
	


		

		



                             





Some see what they can





 Some hide what they can,





Some show what they want





And Some know what to show….





They judge you then





They make you cruel criminal and culprit





They say what they are supposed to say..





Mind you they don’t talk anything inspiring ,





Not even reality, because they don’t even know the exact reality..





So what is the exact reality?





Of course it is not what showed to see,,





It is that which has been hidden somewhere in the dustbin.





Or in the dump box,





May be sealed in the lips intact…





The truth is frozen with all the selfish and evil deeds





Can we really melt it?





The truth is not necessary for the one who is not seeking it..





Not even for the one who believed the false and fabricated truth.





But for the one who has been stated declared and considered wrong, filthy and mischievous.





For the one whose soul is pleading to bring , show and tell the exact truth and reality.





                              Lets Find The Exact Reality.

			

	
	



			
				

			
				

			
				

	

				
Look At Me.
	


		

		

Hey Listen, 


Look at me, 


And Just keep Looking at me .


Else Don’t Need to look at all.


Yes, Don’t Need to look at all,


 Because Everyone is already looking at you, 


And I know how they look at you, 


They Look at you even from some distance,




 They are just obsessed of you, 


with the thoughts of Lust and love.


They Just stuck at you with their filthy focused yet tilted eyes,


With many more feelings of attractions and infatuations.


Just don’t need to look at anyone, because they don’t deserve your look,


Just Look at me , 


And keep looking at me, My Love. 


Like I look at you without a blink , 


like I look at you , More than the stars ,moon, and Sun.


As I find me for you,


And You for me, 


Not for anyone else.


Just Think , Feel and Relate.


And Look at me only else Don’t look at all… 🙂



			

	
	



			
				

	

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Please Don’t Read !
	


		

		

Please Don’t Read,


Don’t Read it Please,


It’s Not Good,


Not Good for Anyone.


You may feel bad.


You may curse love.


You may hate god,


You may start crying,


Because It’s filled with Pain.


And Decorated with cheat.


It is layered with Greed,


And poured with selfishness.


You may find Questions ,


But You can’t find The Answers.


And You may need some Fresh Air to breathe,


it’s really very Toxic.


It’s terrible for your heart and also for mind.


You may Not love .


You may never trust .


You may hate the Emotions .


Yes it is Negative.


Please Don’t Read,


Yes Please,


I Request You My Friend,


Don’t Read My Story,


Please Don’t Read My Story.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
HELLO 2020
	


		

		



Hey, Hello 2020 …










Welcome, 





Welcome to this beautiful world …





Okay , so here I wish you all a very happy new year, may you all live your life with utmost happiness , health and satisfaction. 





May all the goals and aspirations get accomplished, may you all find the  ways to grow more in every prospect of life.





Also i welcome and greet the brand new year i.e 2020 to our lives, 





As we all want to grow and make 2020 a benchmark year.





Let’s leave the bad memories behind and carry forward the positives from the previous year.





Let’s believe in our abilities more than counting excuses,





 let’s stay and stick with positivity, purity and persistence.





Let’s smile More than yesterday and plan tomorrow, with living full of life today…





All The Best, keep smiling , Have Fun. 🙂










Happy New Year to all.






			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Happy Birthday!
	


		

		



Hello,





Today is My Brother’s birthday , yes on 31st of December , so Before the year Ends , we have his birthday  to celebrate and carry forward the same fun and enthusiasm to the new year, 





so here I wish him all the good, better and best things for his life, may he grow more, earn more, learn more, Of course have fun more.





May he remains healthy , fit and flexible, Avoid every single worry and stay humble as well.





Above all be brave and enjoy the moments with smile and make everyone proud around you.





I urge everyone of you to wish him the best birthday wishes, in your ways, 





Thank You, Good Night 🙂

			

	
	



			
				

	

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Some Mornings’
	


		

		

Some Mornings, you just want to stay on bed, and you just want to lay there, you don’t care what the clock says, you don’t think about the daily routine,


You take it as a need to feel good, like you never felt of having it, you want to sleep more and more though you actually don’t sleep,


You have the node of listening everything what happens out there, but you prefer to be inside the blanket, sometimes with the folding of legs, and some times with one sided sleeping posture,


It happens more in the winter days where you just can’t bare the mighty cold shivering conditions, 


it happens quite often when you are taking leave or it is a holiday, 


It is both today, a Sunday and of course it’s winter, I have to say that it feels lethargic somewhere but who cares, I don’t care .


staying on bed inside the blanket, laying not sleeping, listening not reacting, and posting a new post is not that bad as it looks ..


As it is winters with minus degree Centigrades around with chilled breeze, and also Sunday so it is actual quite cool to sleep for some long hours, 


the kind of relaxation the body needs,


And in between all this lazy mornings you may even plan your best schedule for the coming hours, days,weeks,and months,


Infact a good soothing music, with the love of your life could bring some unmatched happiness, and unfold some hidden fantasies..


And the ones who are not being accompanied by their partners or are singles have their own ways to enjoy.. 🙂 


We are quite different here on being lazy, we have our ways to do things differently,




Some prefer to have phonecalls by being under blanket,


Some can have long chats with their friends, lover, &any other as well.




some are wrapped that they could look scary as well. As a part of them is visible and you have to find the rest like a jigsaw puzzle. The can sleep in impossible posture .




Some can sit but they can’t leave the cushion if blanket, they look bloody cute, they may tap limitless naps as well,they can sleep sit eat and talk at the same time.


Who else like/have such mornings..?




#lastsundayoftheyear


#lastsundayofthedecade

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
SHAME!
	


		

		

Seriously this is shameful to be around such coward people.


 Stunned, Saddened , and Disturbed with the offense.


 why we are in the society were we are so helpless .


Why we can’t stop the constant injustice, and crime happening to the women around us.


Another day another girl, another rape another murder and another life of an individual has been buried.


What we are doing , !


Shame.


Just too tiny I am to say but yes we are helpless and we are actually careless, no remedies , no rule and no control over the crimes in India so far.


A girl named Dr. Priyanka Reddy (Age 26) has been Gang raped , Murdered, and buried brutally by wrapping her in a blanket with kerosene oil near the toll post outside area,


she was seeking help as her scooty was out of order.


They punctured her scooter , they trapped her by offering help, they did everything bad what they should not have done.


She called her sister and told about the vehicle’s status, the parents reached the same area from where she called but they already took her to somewhere else .


It’s not about Delhi, Mumbai or Hyderabad.


It’s not about short dress or love affairs,


it is about the bloody criminal mentality,


It is so sick to be around such cowards.


SHAME.






#RIPDr.PriyankaReddy



			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Beautiful in & out
	


		

		

Beautiful You’re in general,


And Beautiful your smile is.


Beautiful you are with your words.


Beautiful you are to the one you love.


Beautiful to the people you care.


Beautiful to the one you feel good about.


Beautiful to the society standards.


But Are you Really Beautiful?


As the real beauty is in the heart,


It’s beyond the layering of cosmetics,


And wearing of quality clothes.


It’s beyond the buttering of words.


It does not require to be in the good books of everyone,


It just require a good heart.


Are you Beautiful both in and out?



			

	
	



			
				

	

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Definitely You..
	


		

		

I know….


I have more things to do…


But I have my own selected priorities , though it look silly to some and careless to many..


But yes i do have my priorities.. And the most prior of the priorities is you…


Definitely You.




 Life starts with you and Ends at you

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Prince Charming!!
	


		

		

Oh the thick big glasses on my eyes don’t look good to the girls, 


They say I look like an uncle..


 Oh the dark skin tone of mine don’t attract to the girls ,


They say, they can’t even see me sometimes..


Oh the lean and thin body of mine , more like a Skelton , don’t get appreciated by girls..


They say , They want muscular guys..


They want Prince charming but with more the looks of the Prince ..


That’s it !!


Do I look like a Prince ? ,


Yes of course ..


But to me, and to my mother and sometimes in my mirror…


They all want someone with good physique, and handsome looks..


They treat me like a tree, as they don’t even notice when I stare at them.




They laugh at my walk, also at my talk.


They make fun of my clothes .


They are good in fact better than good..


But they should treat me at least a human..


Human with all the feelings, and flaws..


The Real Prince doesn’t require all the attributes , to get liked they get liked for being what they are.




Oh they don’t even know that Thin, Lean, Fat, Short, Tall,Dark,Ugly, or weird are not what we can demand but yes we can diminish these tiny things of appearance with our nature , character and humanity.


And The Real Prince is always about character, Humanity, Humbleness etc. Hope they learn before falling and failing in life..


#BeTheRealPrince


P.S : Just A Random Writeup.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
I can’t be a writer….
	


		

		

So, Then I have realized that I can’t be a writer as it needs lot more than just writing good and real, 


As It requires a lot of materialistic things, and many more fabricated insights, one can’t be a writer if he/she is willing to write with the pure emotions and substance which makes him feel to write,


They may put words and also may compile it , but it would not be enough to get attention and readers, you need more spices,


And by having such spice you may tend to loose your original idea of the article or plot,


You may write but you will never get satisfied with your work as you have opted for the additives of the trend.


You may even find your self in a state where you are doing your work but for the choice of others,


The tears , pains , emotions, happiness, sacrifice, selfishness, tragedy etc etc of your work will only get attention if it has some layering of everything in trend be it a title of the article or the visualization of it,


sometimes you may need to promote it like a salesman, the original description of pain and happiness with the words came from heart may not by liked by the readers, they have their choice of interest and it has nothing to do with the effort you kept for writing,


You and your writeup will be discarded within sometime. As you may not had the ingredients they were looking for..


You can’t be what they want , as you can’t diminish your creativity..


But you can’t survive with what you feel and write ,as everyone has options more than the choice..


Think About it.



			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Love to sleep over your Lap
	


		

		



Lap…


I love to sleep over your lap, 


I feel so calm,


Also sleepy..


My worries don’t haunt me anymore..


And I am not the same insomniac ..


Also, I don’t have headaches..


I feel so good…


Chilled and relaxed..


I feel free to breathe,


All my tensions get vanished..


Yes your Lap, 


similar to my mother’s lap,


the warm and soothing Lap..


Lap , 


just love to sleep over your lap.


Let me sleep over your lap.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
I never loved you.
	


		

		

That day with some tears , she came to him and said, I feel sorry to you for being so helpless , I am sorry, I know you love me a lot and i really don’t need any evidence as I can feel it,


but I never loved you dear ,


yes this is what the truth is, I just wanted to be their with you till my parents search someone for me to get married,


yes I never loved you, I just acted to be in love with you, I loved your company and everything you did for me ,


yes I never thought About this day, but I should have thought about it,


I am very bad I know,


but this is what the truth is,


I just wanted to get along in a busy status of relationship till my marriage as my friends were teasing me for living a life without boyfriend,


so I did all that for which I am feeling sad.. I know I played with your emotions… But I am sorry..


As I know you have been serious for me and I was just doing it for fun and showoff. I am sorry ,it is really bad and embarrassing…


And the guy was listening without believing….


With some tears and confusion.






***Don’t Play with Emotions..


***How should the guy react to it ? And what would be your reaction if you find yourself at such situation?

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Even I accepted their lies.
	


		

		

They asked me few things about an issue, actually they wanted me to answer it either in a spicy way or they wanted to put me in some troublesome state,




I smilingly said why you people are asking me this.? Don’t you believe their stated truths, Or you feel that I need to say my version.


They said we want to know your side.


I replied, There is no my side or their side, there is truth and their false.


So you have to see what you take from their talks,


We don’t believe them, they said.


I answered I believe them, as I don’t care about anything now , I have nothing to loose. And they may be putting the right things forward, I don’t know what they are saying though, but even I accepted their lies, I can’t do much either.




As even don’t know the real truth. And I have nothing to do with the truth now, as they did what they wanted to, and the damage couldn’t be recovered ever, but yes they have been good in chopping and presenting things in their suited way.


But, I don’t have any interest in giving justification to anyone, or to put my side on the issue. As I am not here to prove Anything to anyone, I know my side I am right by best of thoughts, and deep down they also know what is right and what is not right, who is culprit and who is not, and above all there is someone who knows everything and he is looking at everything, to whom we call Almighty, The God,




Moreover I heard that, they are too good and the world is too bad ,and I am too bad and the world is too bad , as per the talks what I came to know from the people in between me and them.


Anyways We all are going to pay for the deeds we do , if not today then tomorrow for sure.


if you are good you will receive good things from god , if bad then you have to be ready for the outcome, you can’t get away from your punishments.


So , I don’t care what they are saying as I am only answerable to the god , but in my case it’s God who has to answer me, as he may don’t have any question and I have many to ask him. And it would start from Why me? ?




I hope i will get the answer,!!!


Anyways you are free to think and consider me anything you want as liberty is there for everyone.


But my identity is best known to me and god. Likewise truth is better known to God , culprit and victim.


But if they say I am culprit ,  then yes I am culprit . nothing to objectify or even feel bad. As they are not the decision makers . so why to think or care about it.


Then they smiled and said you said nothing in particular but said everything.


And I smiled back.




Thank you for reading.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Let’s Stay Independently United.
	


		

		

Good Morning Friends,


Wishing luck and love to all of you, And appealing all to believe in the integrity of our nation and celebrate our Independence,


Yes a Very Happy Independence Day all my friends and fellow Bloggers across the globe.


We all are one, we all believe in Unity .




We all know our history, and the fight against slavery and struggle for freedom.


So, We need to understand the value of the freedom, we have some issues still to fight like Terrorism, Unemployment,crime, communalism, etc etc we need to eradicate all these and the solutions against it,


we have to strengthen our women and should focus on women empowerment,


we need to have a parallel education system, no changes as per the state, one nation one syllabus and one medium, .


we need to fight against the misconception of our so called social reformers and put the right things forward.


Yes we have been doing some good things in the recent times which has brought some more expectations, it’s good the evils like triple talaq and article 370 has been removed, also the reservation have been offered to the people who are economically weaker, irrespect of the their caste.


We have to accept that somewhere we needed these transformations,


But we need more and more to bring back the title of The Golden Bird for our country. And I believe we can do that.


Let’s fight against the poor mindsets, and stay united for the Harmony and peace.


We all make India, The India world knows.


Let’s stay Independent for ever and take our independence for more generations to come.


Let’s Stay Independently United.


Yes I Am a Proud Indian like Any other Indian. And I believe we all should be.




Happy Independence Day!!!


Mera Bharat Mahaan!!


Jai Hind!!

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Pray 4 Kerala…
	


		

		



Good Morning friends,


We all are quite aware of the issues Kerala is facing now, with heavy rains and flood kind of situations ,in fact many portions of southern India is dealing with it,


Kerala is in deep trouble, they face it every next time and I read this on s portal that it happens because of unplanned development, landslides and floods occurs mainly because of poor decisions taken for having developments, they discard the demands of nature, they opt for deforestation,rock cuttings, poor water harvesting etc


Anyways, we need to stand by them in their tough situations, let’s stick together and help them , we could help them in any possible manner like offerings charity, donating essentials like food and basics.


If you are good enough then I would request you to share your bit for them. And it could be anything they need food ,clothes, water, raincoats ,medicines etc you may Google it to do it.


I have been following news about it 8 districts have been declared as red alerted. 150+ individuals are missing ,20+ people are died, (Numbers may vary)


Imagine abundance of water everywhere you see and its still raining, you desiring for life to live with your family, but don’t how to survive. Being unsheltered,sick ,and hungry.


It is horrible and tragic.


Same is with Karnataka and Maharashtra, the people who are there are facing trouble as well, in fact the States residing next to the Western Ghats have been declared to have heavy rainfall and may face severe landslides .


Our Govt. is trying their best but don’t why they do it after the occurrence, as I believe “preventions is better than cure”. Anyways hoping for the best.


But Kerala has been the most affected state so far by being the most green and beautiful. And of course my favourite.


Lets do it as a human being. let’s pray for them, let’s pray for Kerala, and urge god in our prayers about all the Kerala people, as praying for the person next to you is also a kind of concern.


Thank you.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
They say…..
	


		

		

They say I am too good for this,


And they say I am too bad to be here,


 they say you may think that way or even this way,


 they say you can’t do this, 


And they say only you can do this ,


they say you may have think so, And they say you may have thought that, 


they say you have mood swings, 


Also, they say you have overconfidence,and rash attitude, 


they say you can’t do much,


As you are sick with your actions,


Also you are carefree,Negligent and over rated. 




Wait,


How do they say so, ?


 Do they have any clue about me? 


how could be they saying so, 


how they can be presuming about my mind, and heart, ?


how they are so judgemental!


 And why?


Who are they to think that I may think or may have thought so, 


Why they consider me so...?


What gives them that courage to be so considerable about me.


Literally What ???




Look & Listen


I am not like what you presume or consider ,


I am just way beyond your imaginations.


I love being Me,


I won’t mind if you think I have attitude or I am carefree.


I have something about which you can only dream to have.


And that’s my originality I am not fake,




I am Rude ,or care free.


I have my head high for everything I do.


And I don’t need a certificate for being selfless from you.


I am not this or that,


I don’t think this way or that way,


I am Too Good for your mind to pick or presume.


And it’s only me who know it better that what I can do and what I can’t, Got it .


Take care!








**Don’t be Judgemental about anyone, as they know themselves better.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Bad at Response.
	


		

		

Good Afternoon Guys,


Today I am here with something to discuss which you may like , or may not but let’s discuss it.


Guys, we often see such people in our daily life who have the tendency of speaking more and also speaking less, and it actually varies from individual to individual as per their own choices,


But there is one other kind of people who speak relevantly good but have the tendency of showing disinterest to your talks, they will be available to you but with half of their heart, even if they are not half hearted but there traits will make you think so,


they will give smiles, as reply, they may give you one liners sometimes even one words, they make reaction with expressions, they may listen but pretends to not listen, or they will change the topic at their will, which is actually disheartening to the individual who is eagerly waiting for a respected response,


It actually makes you think that this man/woman don’t want to talk or may be not interested to talk or may have some attitude issues. Which is very much okay by their observations, as they are receiving such vibes from the other end so they may presume that,


Even I don’t want to be in a conversation where the individual is finding words on instalments, I speak with my heart and also with a reason, and want the partner to speak well, and react whenever needed, not sure how you people think about it,




But my opinion is this , and to have a healthy conversation, the two individual should have enough interest to speak and listen, one should not speak alone and vice versa.


And it has nothing to do with the choice of context or with the subject of talks, they have the tendency of speaking in that way as they prefer it, regardless of the subject of talks.


Of course I am not saying that everyone is blessed with good speaking skills or talkativeness, but it is not about the limited skills or the other, the individuals who act unavailable or who react late or selective with responses are actually Bad at listening skills and of course with the speaking skills, even with the reactive skills ,


they should learn and improve, as it is actually a graveyard for themselves, as they are actually creating barriers between their loved ones with bits and pieces of words.


Like they sound RUDE,FAKE,And ANNOYING!


And someone with really bad Etiquettes,


And no one prefers to talk with a person who has 3-4 words for every single thing you say, or may prefer to talk when it is needed the most with some sadness.




This is what I feel , Don’t know Right or wrong,


Do share your opinions if you feel so.


Thank you

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
I Find You Cute.
	


		

		

I find you cute, seriously cute.


When you smile in between the intense arguments,


I find you cute, when you try to sing sharp with a bad voice.


When you try and match your clothes with mine for every party,


I find you really very cute,


When you ask me to close the umbrella even if i don’t like rain, with a polite request.


I find you cute when you share all the boring stories of your friends,without my interest.


I find you cute, when I see you talking and crying at the same time.


I find you cute , when you play the music of my favorite composer, whenever I am in stress.


I find you cute , when you put your head on my shoulder and talk ,


And in between that you sleep on my shoulder, which is even more cute.


I find you cute when you ask me a kiss on your forehead,


I find you cute with me, this way and also that way ,


I find you cute every time.


As You are Really Cute.






Good Night

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Both are important.
	


		

		

Well most of my friends are unhappy with me,


They find me Annoying,


They call me everything what they hate,


They say I am unavailable being available to them,


They say you can’t be like this to us,


I try to convince them,but they don’t listen,


They are Right in their ways, I have to be with them if I am with them,


But I am with my love interest,


If not being next to her always then through my phone,


I feel good for the fact that she feels good when I am connected to her either next to her with holding a hand or through calls or even chats,


My friends don’t like my life style and priority,


But I don’t want to see her sad, as she feels sad and bad when I don’t message or call her and don’t lift her call,


I lie her sometimes that yes you wished me the first birthday wish, though sometimes she is second as my mother wishes before than her may be a fraction of second earlier,


Even if its a lake or I am at some public place I text her, as she wants to feel the ambiance with me and my words. I like it, its not that I am not enjoying it.


But its a cheat with my friends.


She enjoys everything of my talks ,


Even my sick poor cheap jokes, at which no one can laugh.


And of course my way of care,


She just love talking to me,


She says ” I will be fine I don’t need a doctor, you are the doctor and the medicine is our conversation.” When she gets sick.




I Remember that ,


I talked to her through calls and texts for around 20hrs continuously with a charger plugged in, whenever needed.


She loved the gesture, and even felt good to be with her when she needed me.


I have to talk as she my love and I can’t see her sad,


After knowing that her sadness is my unavailability and lesser communication.


But what to do with my friends ,they are not wrong either.


They want me as their friend as I have been,


She asks me to pick one sometimes,




somehow I skip the question with an ice cream or some deep discussion about my career, but i am worried with the picking of one.


I may pick her over them by being a selfish lover but I wouldn’t be Happy with that, I know as my friends are also important .!


Love them and Love her also. Both have their importance but yes one priority is not happy when I am with the another priority.




***We can’t decide who comes first and who is second, of course it’s both which make us what we want to be, so its important to make them understand their importance in our life, one can’t be another and vice versa. Both are differently important in life. It’s harsh and unfair to pick and choose.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Me Versus mE
	


		

		

I’m fighting within me.


My Mind And Heart is Dealing with Duality,


The Writer,


And An Engineer,


Both are Right and Both are Mine


Both Sleeps with me,


And Wake with me as well,


Both Fights Within Me.


Both Dominate The Other.


Both put my in trouble.


As I don’t know which way to Go.


I love writing and expressing my thoughts.


I Love to be in the charge with the tag called Engineer.


One is my hidden Pleasure,


Another is my portrayed obsession.


One is my Expansion to the Dream,


Another is my source of existence.


Can’t Pick One


Can’t settle with one.


I am Both,


And I want Both.


But It is Tough to be Both.


I feel Like it is Me Versus mE.



			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Stories and many more!
	


		

		

Ok , so years ago I was too young and considerably a kid, (I am still a kid but not as per physical appearance 🙂 )


So I was a kid about 4 – 5 years and my family took me to school for the very first time , which was more like having new pair of shoes a good school bag few new friends and of course a delicious tiffin box daily for me, in short I was like any other kid not aware of that why I am going to school and all,


so I still remember the very first day of my school, I did everything like a good boy, like well mannered etc ,


my father used to have a moped called kinetic Luna by then,which he still have of course in working condition,


So, I stood in the front of Luna with my choice as I like, winds & hair flyings passing by and my brother was sitting on the back side.


We both have been always in the same class as he was forced to leave his school by my parents and attend my school as I have been the most pampered kid, so he restarted his schooling with me from KG-1 level from a reputed school of the town,


Though we never looked same but few thought we were twins ,but we were not.


So , we three were going it was about 2- 3kms from my house, I was very happy as I was crazy for a bike ride at that age.


Then, The school came, and I was asked to enter the school my brother gone towards the gate and I was still not interested to go,


I said I won’t go my father took me towards the gate and I just refused and did every possible thing like crying and running which may have been like shameful for my dad as all the kids and the parents were looking at him,


he was really embarrassed with that, he tried everything but failed!




suddenly I looked at the shop next to the school and was looking at a cake in the jar, which could be Of 2 – 5 Rs maximum.




my father saw that bought it for me And my brother, I took that and never gave it to my brother, i entered the gate of my school and in the first period itself I ate my tiffin and of course the cake,


and this is how it has been for years. I entered the school like I never had an issue of going , we need something to eat whenever we have been asked to study or to go school isn’t it?


I am still thankful to the shopkeeper who was there and for having that cake.


As it has made my dad’s life easier by then. And even I started going to school regularly as I had friends later,


And I still remember that I used to eat my friends tiffin without sharing them at all 😀 .


This is how it has been for the next few years of schooling till I was pressurized for homework.


Thank you.




OK so let me know should I continue such tales of my life or not.


And yes I shared the same story of my life in the farewell speech of my school, which was appreciated by every other teacher and friends of mine.


Yesterday kids were going to school in front of my house, some were crying and some were eating like they don’t care what will happen at school, so I recollected everything of my life from that portion.


Hope you guys liked it.


Good Day.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Virgin…
	


		

		

After 2 years of her marriage ,


Pia came back to India to stay with her family, so many of her friends came to meet her,


they asked her many random questions about her and husband,


like,


how is your marriage,?


You both are happy ?


How you have been these days etc.


she said yes I am happy as I look. And we are living with all possible happiness.


Her friend (Nisha) said , all good !that’s enough as you have been the most reserved girl from our group! And went to abroad all of a sudden .


Pia replied ‘ yes i have been very shy and reserved.,


Pia asked – What about you, are you still flirting with all?


Nisha replied- yes sometimes for fun and sometimes for seriously nothing.


But tell me about you how good is your life, you are looking different, he is nice to you right?


I mean why you came alone where is he?,


Pia replied ‘ of course he wanted to come but he had some commitments.


yes I can’t tell you about it in details but I feel so lucky to be his wife.


Her friend was not convinced as she can observe that her eyes were saying something else.


She again, asked her the same question in a different way,


” hey your husband is a rich guy , I saw his profile has some good money in the bank and also have a lot of property etc right?.”


She replied ‘ yes so.


Her friend puzzled pia ” are you not excited with that, like money ,property cars etc.


pia replied “yes if it excites you then I am also excited.”




Her friend could sense that pia is missing something, she asked her again and again by some promises and all.


Pia replied ” yes I am married I love him and he loves me, yes he is rich and talented that’s it,


but you know what I feel like i am still partially virgin,


Yes we travelled everywhere but not like a couple , he was there with some work and consignments.


And I was there to make him feel stress relieved whenever needed.




He has been there with me, but not there for me, more for status showoff. To show it to the world through social networking sites.


And you know how we love, it is more like robots following some of the mating commands.


Yes He is a proper straight man and i am also proper straight girl, nothing odd as it sounds.


but the fact is that, he only touched my body and not my soul, and never allowed me to get in his zone of privacy.


We are not connected to each other like we should have.


My body is not virgin my friend but yes my emotions are , my heart is not there when I am with him because he is not also there with me, its more like a task to him or an activity to loose stress for him, that’s it,




he is busy with his cigars and phone ,


he is there but he is not there with me actually ,


he loves his work more than himself. He love me but his style of love is not what I like may be he don’t even know how to love.


He has a time for everything like 10mins for breakfast , 5mins for getting ready etc,




he is a big time management insect.


It’s good professionally.


but not for the layers of love to get unfolded.


But I am happy as I can’t be sad.




***Love is beyond the materialistic happiness. Love them with everything you have,not just posting pictures and buying gifts.

			

	
	



			
				

	

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What A Match !
	


		

		

Guys , I would be lying if I would say I watched a better match than that, Drama at it’s very best, everything was so close yet so far, may be the best match of my life so far.


England .. the new world champions!!


But New Zealand would be still thinking why and how , I strongly feel that the winner should be in a convincing manner , this is so unfair they tied the game and then tied the super over as well, then why and how they lost, this so sick that no. Of boundaries came in to play and england became the champion, on other side I feel that there should have been the joint winner formula like it was in 2000 champions trophy India – Srilanka.


But cricket is unexpected as they say it proved again, new Zealand have been unlucky they could have been the champion if the throw from Martin Guptill was not gone for an extra six.


Of course Ben Stokes was exceptional.


But never the less, the New Zealand has won our hearts. And I am happy with their hardwork and effort. They are the champions for me along with England as neither they won nor New Zealand lost.


Thank you

			

	
	



			
				

	

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Happy Birthday Daddy
	


		

		

Happy Birthday Daddy!




Hello every one, Good morning


Yes today is my Dad’s Birthday, and I wish him everything what he deserves, with good health and Harmony and just sharing this day with everyone over here.


My Dad is very hardworking man, he has been very fun loving and a soul who believes doing what he thinks the best,


He has been 14 when his father passed, and from there he made himself what ever he is, it took a lot from him, as mostly his childhood has been in crisis he has to earn for survival and he did all that with real heroic flair.


He has been a big ANR fan (Telugu Movie Super star), by being from the down south.


He sings beautiful and sometimes he may give laughter at its best.


One can’t hide anything from him, he is the sharp mind reader, he speaks without any fear, he is very simple and innocent also and sometimes people make use of it.


He is the perfect mixture of hardwork and intelligence. He taught the kid who was senior to him by 3years and at his young age. And even now people ask him to do their toughest of things as they feel no one can be better than him,


There is Much more to tell but that’s it for now,


Wishing you a very happy birthday Dad .


Thank you.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Queen by heart…
	


		

		

She came with so many Dreams,


She explored all the Horizons,


She created magic everywhere she looked,


She is kind,


And also beautiful,


She is not a queen by birth,


Not even a magician with her tricks,


She is an ordinary girl with all the ingredients of Queen,


Who creates illusion with her charm,


Truly she is Queen By heart!



			

	
	



			
				

	

				
That one friend!
	


		

		

we all need that one friend for life,


who laughs at our lame jokes,


who cry with us at our tough times


who stands with you when the world is apart,


we all need that one friend for life,


who fights for us without a care


who is happy with our happiness


And sad with our sadness,


we all need that one friend for life,


who finds you in the biggest of crowds.


we do search for such one friend,


but sometimes we never find anyone of such kind!


Who selflessly stays with you in the thick and thin of your life.


They are lucky who have such friends. Hope they live long together with smiles.



			

	
	



			
				

			
				

	

				
S H A D E S
	


		

		

It was around 2 am , he reached his home, which was at 4th floor of the famous apartment in that city.


He was extremely tired with the stress and strain of the day, as finding job is more tougher than doing the job,


some how he managed to change the formal wears with shorts and took his sleep.


he was an aspiring actor who was searching opportunities.


But yet to get a call for acting,It has been 3months of joblessness.


So he was frustrated in a way, but he was there to prove the people wrong who discarded him and his talent in the auditions he gave so far.


So, the next morning he woke up with the same fighting spirit and gone for many more offices for auditions,


And again no one even looked at his portfolio and rejected him,


Now , it was around 3pm, he was about to feel sad and hungry at the same time, he received a call from a reputed ad agency, he ran and reached the agency with some nervousness ,he was asked to sit, then he was about to face the owner,


But she lefts the place.


He was stated by the manager that he has to do AD of some detergent, he was ready with the incoming and accepted it,


Next Day, he reached the place and he saw the other side of acting world,


he saw that there are many guys and girls are being asked for audience for the same AD in which he was already part, he was confused that why this audition is going on,


before he could now he came to know that they are doing it as preventive method, as they may replace him if he does not do good


Some how he managed to impress and did a good job, now in the same set he met the owner,


she is beautiful with some temper issues he observed, she cleared his amount for the ad and asked him to meet again in the evening by sharing her card.


He agreed and left.


In the evening he called the no. Printed on the card,


She didn’t lift and dropped a message in which she shared her address of farm house .


He manages to go there. It is 7pm now


He again calls. This time her phone is in a silent mode. Some how he enter the house.


He could hardly find the purpose of calling him there.


Then he enters , he is still not sure what’s going on.


And suddenly he finds a weird thing of being locked from outside. He is scared now, who is there ? He shouts.


She smiles and says relax , and in between this she offers him some drink and it was not tea or coffee .


he says madam I am OK may I know what’s the reason to call me here. Is there any big project,


she says yeah. It is bigger than you thought,


As You have to impress me, or Should i say satisfy me! By sitting over a couch in a navy blue dress with some alcoholic eyes and unconditioned hair falling over her shoulder she says..


He is shocked now. And says excuse me! What?




She smiles again and asks him to come closer,


And says look, I am searching fun and you are searching success,


so should I say that you are the next star of the country. But for becoming the star you have to go with what I prefer for you.


Look I know that you are from a small town and these things are new , but you may have seen the amount of aspirants near my office and you may be in a confusion that how and why you have been selected. And I hope you are by now quite clear with your doubts.


And Pulls him towards her with showing some of her visible body parts,


I saw your photographs in the portfolio and I decided that you will be in the ad, now I want you to be in the next project but for that you have to impress me in every prospect.


I know you are good at work as you are very hardworking as told by the director ,


Let me check whether you are equally good at other works or not she whispered.


He replied I am good enough to earn money I think I don’t need to do this or that to become a star so thank you I am happy with it. I would like to go now, let the doors get open. He removes her hand over his neck.


She smiled and says ,


you know what the small town people are so poor they can’t take life smoothly, I am beautiful rich and also successful and u need opportunity which only I can provide but you are saying no to me. Do you know how fool you are ! Again she snatches few buttons of his shirt and pulls him towards her.


He says yes I am fool , and happy with it and I don’t want to become star as well.. You are beautiful and also i need opportunity but it does not mean that I would do something which is not good ,


I am not here for sale. Let me go! He slaps her and firmly looks her with anger,


He Breaks the door and left the place. But she was not happy with what happened. As she had other ideas for him, and felt like rejected.


Next Day,


He was saddened now with the side effects of his dream and decides to leave the city. But in between the rush he has been called from another production house , they were seeking some one who is new and talented and found him as the perfect choice through his previous audience.


Six Months Later,


He is the star by his own merit without any comprises.


And finds the same lady in every other business parties and looks her like he saw nothing.


And one bad day he came to know that the lady has been killed at her own farm house from one of her longtime victim.


Good Day!

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
They  are actors…
	


		

		

Do you know how it feels,


When you enter a place where everyone is an actor,


They all are acting in their own way ,


And you find that some play is going around you


Around you, near your surroundings some kind of play is going on,


In which you don’t know the act of acting, you’re real but everyone is acting ,


In the play , you find yourself in the center of stage but you don’t know how to cope up with those super talented actors ,


In your own life you are being played for being so natural and real as you treat it life and they treat it like a play,


The entire play is so dictating that you being the hero of it, sinks as the actors want you to be.


This play is about life where you are real and the surrounding is surrounded by actors.


In the end you find yourself in an awkward position as you can’t act as they do.


They laugh at you ,


they may make fun of you ,


They shout and scream,


You may find some versatile performance as well.


And you take all that smilingly with your head down and still not sure about what it is actually.




Thank you


RPR : Don’t be so real in life my friends

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Justice
	


		

		

Hello people hope you all are doing good .


okay so finally it happened though it could not bring the girl back..


but at least her soul will feel good that her murders and the rapists are being sentenced for lifetime imprisonment, and respective punishments by the Indian Court.


I don’t know why they were not given the death sentence as I find it is not a crime for which you can have an imprisonment, this needed more tough decisions, as they were so harsh on a girl who was there to live the life with smile . they did every wrong thing to her which was was not at all acceptable only the people with evil mindset can do such cruel offence,


As we can find the charge sheet prepared by the cops who investigated, one of my fellow blogger as explained the entire offence in the blog, https://wp.me/p7FFpK-4a , and it is really shocking to read what the girl has gone through,


but I think we all need to accept what the court has decided for them,


2018 was the year, when it happened and I was the one who really saddened with the news.. I couldn’t control myself to stand for her ,besides the fact that few were trying to make it a political agenda..I wrote a post on my blog ‘This is not acceptable’ in which tried to put my views about the cruelness and the wrong way of furnishing it by some people – https://rprakashrao.wordpress.com/2018/04/15/this-is-not-acceJustice


And i am here with her now again, with decision she may like if she could know somehow,


But as everything came in her way though she is not here,but her parents will be feeling good about it as I am feeling for who just tried to make people feel her,


But the responsibility is bigger now, do we want more such offence? Or we can control and chop it from here on,


if I am the one who has to look at it I would bring out a strong law of live death sentence in front of public without any lifetime imprisonment sentences, as it would set the example to the individuals who have such mindsets, and would think twice before proceeding,


Also I urge the Govt. Of India to be more cautious towards women empowerment and women safety, as it is as important as any other thing is…we can’t blame anyone after the damage has done, I think we need to accept the administrational mistakes and rectify it,


Also we all need to step up and understand our roles we are the ones who are representing society, so we should be thinking of diminishing garbage around us, yes I feel that kind of people are garbage..


I hope their family members are feeling some sort of satisfaction as I am feeling yes it won’t bring their daughter back..


And nothing can bring her back to them but atleast the people are not breathing with ease is what satisfying,


Something is better than nothing..


#Justice


Thank you

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
The Blame Games
	


		

		

This is about the modern day habit of people.. We often see it in the case of two leaders, two lovers, two countries etc , we know how sad it is that whatever is the truth between the respective people has been either chopped , or manipulated.


I feel it is a moral responsibility of the people to put the right things forward whether by doing so one is exposed as a culprit.


 But if they keep on blaming each other it becomes slightly tough for the people around them to judge about it, as both cannot be culprit and both cannot be the victim at the same time.


In my view the culprit himself/herself knows about their individuality that they are not right, but all want to be in the safer side , all wants to pretend like a victim.. All want to show the world that they are right and the world is wrong..


The culprit should be brave enough to accept their mistake and they should tell the world about it , they should not be living with a mask over their face..




 I urge everyone who is reading this post, just stop this blame game.. It would take some courage out of you to put the right things regardless of the fact that you me be not politically right, but an individual who is a victim genuinely, who has not done any sin to get blamed or defamed will breathe easy..


Stop this now!!


In a way it gives the culprit a chance to diminish the outcome of the wrong deeds up to some extent..


We all live in a world with many kind of people , some do the offence and stay quite so that other could pay for his offence, and some face it by acceptance, so that no one else get bothered..


There is no shame in accepting your mistakes , just stop denying it, accept it , don’t hide.. No more blames on the one who is innocent.


Shame on those blame others or those who just stay quite being the culprit one..


This is a crime and very much unkind.


You cannot be right by being wrong..


As if they are so conscious about their image then why do they do something which is not ethically good…


And if they have committed that mistake they should be brave enough to accept it and face the consequences of it,rather then blaming others..


They should have the courage to say that yes I did this… I am the one who is responsible for this… Or I am the one who made this mistake not anyone else.. Instead of manipulations..


No More Blame Games.


Don’t get biased don’t get judgemental..


We should stay strong towards the one who is a victim regardless of the gender,caste, financial status..this is our responsibility.


Thank You

			

	
	



			
				

			
				

	

				
Original Ones – People
	


		

		



Few Learn with age,


Few Learn with Experience,


Few learn with Mistakes,


Few Learn with Education,


Few don’t Learn with any.




Anyways this world is imbibed with mean and manipulative people. They may use the best of you before you realize and leave you without your choice.


BEWARE




The more I think about it ,the more I feel like biting some Red Chillies.


Yes it is painful , yes it haunts


and yes it hurts.




They may learn with what they do with their life. 


They may grow ,


They may become wiser,


They may become HumanBeings


Om Namah Shivaya…


Har Har Mahadev …


Jai Gauri Shankar.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Say No To Suffocation!
	


		

		

Good Morning Bloggers, I have some heat within my heart so just thought to pen down it.


You don’t need to do something which is not giving you the comfortness, either it is your work or a relation. The more you bend the more they will bend you.


Even the rubber has some limit of deformation, after that it breaks, we are humans, we also have that stretching limit but we need to find out the breaking limit so that it does not get too late.


What if they don’t like by saying NO or STOP to them? At least it will satisfy yourself that you haven’t been a puppet.


It may look bad to some,and some may feel you have a radical attitude. But it does not mean that what they feel or think is right. You have your limitations and you know it better , sometimes saying No is necessary. As you may get dragged into a shallow space where you find yourself suffering from Suffocation.


It is good to stretch your limits and perform the best of what you can , it is good to be the GoTo Man , and someone’s yes man but it has a certain boundary.


Everything is beautiful when it is under some dignified layer, if you feel that it is crossing that layer then there is no point of whatever you do,


you can’t loose your individuality for anyone , you need not be feel like a puppet just for being good to him. You are the boss of your life no one can decide anything about you,


if you have done your work with complete dedication you just need to fold your hands and leave the rest to god. It will convey your approach to fruitful result.


You really don’t need any certification from anyone for your work. You are the performer ,you are the Judge.


Teach them the right way if they need it.


Unfolding to your expectations is good but it is not necessary to dig the entire well to prove your mettle.


Sometimes it is necessary to take stand and say STOP so that it would not reach the level slavery.


Say no to this suffocation.


If you know you are right then go with your emotions ..no need to hold back.


Just because that someone’s is having some years of experience or some off colored hair it is not necessary that he/she is right in every prospect.


Also if you don’t feel that you are not that good at some specific work it is important to say No I Can’t! . There is no shame in accepting your limitations ,it is a way of being realistic.


Everyone has some limits.


A plumber can’t become a doctor and vice versa. If the plumber accepts the challenge and does some surgery you may see some valve/knob inside the abdomen.


So, you don’t need to say yes I can/ will every time and feel suffocated during the proceedings and after the result.


Just be genuine to your work and the efforts.


You are human being who is having limitations.


And there is no shame in accepting it.


This is about my ideology and I strictly believe in this , and i would not care if anyone have any disagreement with it.



			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Bhagwath Gita
	


		

		

GoodMorning , Just a Thought came in my mind to share it with all, yes I completed our holy book “Shrimadh Bhagwath MahaPuran”this month (Jan2019), which I started reading in the mid of December 2017.


It took about one year to read it. And I feel very fortunate to associated with it. Also I would  recommend it to everyone of you. As it is only going to add value to your life.


It has 18 Chapters. And every single word has it’s own importance. As it has been stated that every single word has been illustrated by Lord Shri Krishna.


I am not able enough to describe or to evaluate the book or the content but yes I would say it is more about the truth,purity and responsibility.. It speaks about social values Along with the cycle of birth – death and rebirth.


It says that we all are doing what are meant to do by the lord whether its good or bad, precisely we are the creations of god who has limited life and power.


Everyone should read it once to have the exact view about life and proceedings of creation.


Do good be good, every single action has it’s own count .


Don’t cheat , Don’t steal, Don’t hurt anyone.


Also, came to know this that this is my 50th post on this blogging site, happy about it but never planned to complete 50 with this lovely post.




Jai Shri Krishna

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Happy Diwali !!!
	


		

		

Happy Diwali……to all my dear lovely bloggers and Readers…


May all the happiness, Harmony and success comes your way…


May every Light of love and peace falls at your place..


May you enlighten the brightest of vision to design the world to its best..


May you bring out the best Version of yours as a human being..


Enjoy this Diwali with lights.. And Bring the smile on our next needy near your surrounding…


Say No to Crackers..


Say no to Pollution..


Say no to Danger…


Happy Diwali…Have Fun.. enriched with All the culture and Tradition.



			

	
	



			
				

	

				
LoVeAndOnlyLove.
	


		

		

The Story of my love started with your smiles…


 Strengthened with my anger.. 


Grown with your promises..


Nurtured with my beliefs..


Affected with the people around us… 


Spoiled with the insecurities…. 


Ruptured with the traps of your loved ones..


Finished with your decision.. 


Separated by the society..


Not ended with my loneliness..


And


ReLiving Love with WordPress..



			

	
	



			
				

			
				

			
				

			
				

	

				
Kill The Evil within you.
	


		

		

Kill the evil within you!


It is there around you and me.


May be it comes when we are angry and anguish.


May be it becomes healthier when you are cheating with your responsibilities.


Kill it.


It may be smiling when we fight with anger.


It may gets happier when we are seeking for artificial satisfaction.


Kill it by bringing your humanitarian values back in you.


Kill it by helping others.


Kill it by reacting to the injustices.


Yes it is there within you as your ego.


It is there in that grudges which you are holding.


Kill it by saying no more enemies..


Kill the evil within you.


Kill the evil within the society.


Happy Dussera : The Festival based on the triumph of Good over Evil.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
I Love You My Enemy.
	


		

		

Yes I love my enemy.


As they make me think twice. So that I could make less mistakes.


He/she is the reason for my continues cautiousness.


I can feel the pressure of being questioned every time I Sit/ stand.


I have to match up with all the demands they do.


Sometimes I answer them even before they ask.


Sometimes they Win.


Sometimes they have to loose.


But yes they are the reason for my every dedicated work.


Yes it is annoying but I like the counterparts.


As it is not healthy to run without a competitor in a race.


I love you my enemy as you have been so keen to put all efforts to watch my work,Sometimes even my well wishers fail to do this..


I love that focus and intensity.


Yes it encourages me to do good and even better , and to learn.


Thank you my enemy for being my biggest strength and motivation.


Yes I do get strengthened by every cheap and silly things you do to make me fall.


I don’t fall, I just smile and continue the process..


I love you my enemy. As you teach me a lot without any investment.


Thank you.



			

	
	



			
				

			
				

	

				
LEAVE THEM!
	


		

		







Don’t need to think much about them..


As you can’t do anything about it.


Yes they will be like this only..


They will do what they want to do..


They are not going to think anything about you..


Its fun for them..


Just Focus on the Proceedings..


Don’t need to think much ..


Don’t need to feel bad..


Just Look with a smile towards them..




And Leave Them!


Just Leave them..


#society


#negativity


#perceptions
			

	
	



			
				

	

				
It’s Okay to be an Engineer.
	


		

		

We are the one who don’t care


We are the one who don’t stop


We are the one who don’t quit .


We are the one who don’t surrender .


We are the one who don’t forget .


We are the one who don’t hesitate .


We are the one who don’t Judge.


We are the one who take Jokes.


We are the one who don’t Loose.


We are the one who take criticism.


We are the one who have been highly expected to earn.


We are the one who build Nations.


We are the one who are the most flexible And adaptable Professionals.


We are the one who are underated by the society.


Yes we are the Modern Day Engineers. We can act , we can sing ,we can write , we can Blog, we can be the CM, and we can be the cricketer as well.


We can take Jokes for being Unemployed..


We can bring the laughter if we somehow fails in achieving the target.


Yes we Spend Four Years for Graduation..


Yes we have 80 Subjects to study ..


Yes it is very much okay to be An Engineer.

			

	
	



			
				

			
				

	

				
An Interview !
	


		

		

Hey Guys, I gave an interview today, which has been good but not as an engineer as a content writer. They asked me to write on a topic called cyber security on last week or so, which I completed and mailed them and then they called me for the face to face interview today,


so I took a leave from my work for today, as I entered the office I saw three girls were having their work on their computers, I have been asked to sit and wait, then the fellow came may be the boss may not be I am not sure as he was not looking like a boss almost same age,


he asked few questions to me in which the first one was that why I am switching my career from an engineer to content writer?


Is it just for following your passion? Or you have any other ideas?


What you have been doing over their ?


What is your job role and how much you are earning ?


How the idea of writing came to you ? will you leave your job ?


I am still not sure you changed 3 companies in the span of 4 years ,how I could be sure that you won’t leave this job?


What kind of content you write ?Etc etc


And I was like oh my god…. So much at once..


Then gradually started answering him that,


I am not going to leave my job I would rather provide the contents through mail,


I have been in a project based company so I have to change the companies if it does not have the project, as I can’t be jobless.


Yes it is passion but I would be happy if I could convert it as my profession.


Also I explained the job role and about my remuneration .


So by now, he was quite clear about me and I think quite impressed also, then he told me to write something in front of him, which should about 600+words,


I was not happy with it as I was getting late and I had different work to do, but he told me to do it as it also the part of the interview ,


the topic was ‘Branding on social media’ as he was Branding Head over their.


Then I was running short of options ,so accepted the task and completed it in just 20mins+ . Google was there to have an overview but plagiarism was strictly not allowed and I even don’t believe in doing such cheaper trics.


then I mailed the same to the individual and to the HR deptt. And they asked me to wait for the review and interview result . I said sure thanks.


Let’s see what happens. Luckily I have both my tasks in the sent mail of my email I’d. So that I can check and see what I did good and bad. If any of want to have a look can ask me it is very much for you all.


Thank you for the time.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Tired!
	


		

		

What a day it has been,


Oh sorry, Hello Everyone.


What you all do when you are very tired? Yes my energy has got drained due to the stretch of my ultimate limit / over dedication may be?


It has been a very long ,hectic and stressful working day, I Am very tired ,few of my body parts are are in severe pain.


I have been restless.


Doing Job of 3individuals is not a joke on a given day, as we are the Project fellows we have a lot to do and to do this we need our full team, but they were not available .


I have been doing their job along with mine from last week, as we are heading towards the end of our project and every next officer is there to watch the work report along with the supremo, and it has been today which was scheduled to visit , and as no one was there it has to be me to take the entire responsibility and accountability of the job, I did it but by doing all that I am very tired. And in between these I have been somehow under some serious problem which is very likely to get resolved, it is not an easy thing to lead the team.


I don’t know how I will walk tomorrow as my lower body is in deep pain, my energy level is very low and i am blinking to type every word , but it is good that everyone has watched my hard work and I can say that yes I have done justice to my job, yes I stretched more than needed which led to this condition. I could have given some excuses to get away or to skip some work but I did everything which was asked to me.


Still Learning…


It has been very busy day with a lot of mental and physical stress.


Need a very good sleep.


I hope you all are in very better position in comparison to me.


Good Night.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
This is not acceptable!
	


		

		

Hello People , An eight year old girl has been raped , drugged , and murdered in the temple. And this so painful by being the part of same society.


How could be they so brutal?

What they got by doing so?

What was her mistake?

Why they did?

How could we stop?

What is the actual solution?

How could we provide justice to her ?


They were humans?


What is the role of law and order? It exists or not?


How could we answer that girl?


What these coward Politicians are doing after her brutality?

When we could that our girls are safe?

Rape is always a crime whether the culprit is Hindu or Muslim . and we stand by the victims without any communal discrimination and no one can stop us for doing so…


And I Urge everyone to come forward to support them in every possible way .


We need a crimeless society . we want women empowerment. We want their utmost security . we want them to excel and embrace in the way they want.


We stand by for peace and Harmony.


We want justice. We want to stop this brutality at any cost. Please use the virtual and real world to open the eyes of our so called leaders so that they would do some thing to strengthen the women safety and punish the culprits.

it is more in the mind. They are mentally sick.


They are not humans. They don’t deserve to live in the same society .


And the darker part is that people are using their dirty games in the context of the issue just for the sake of their power game and to spread communal rights .


Please don’t make it a part of your dirty politics.


We stand for you kid.


#Justice #RIP #NomoreRapes.

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Trying to make it bigger…
	


		

		

Hello friends…


Just thought to share what I have been Thinking..


Yes its high time now. And I want to convert my interest into some serious profession.


As I really want to make it count and stretch my limit through which I could attain the maximum reach and some remuneration also.


So, Looking forward to get into the job of a content writer / online blogger on part/full time basis , so that I could say that my hobby and profession is not different any more.


I don’t think that it is a shame to let others know what I have in my mind at least not from the people who proclaim to follow me and like my work.


Please let me know your suggestions and do share your support in the context of my post.


It would be worthy if I will get true responses from the people to whom I say my fellows.


Please let me know it it is replicating your demands of search.


Thank you



			

	
	



			
				

	

				
Don’t make fun of me.
	


		

		

You are someone


I loved the most …


You are someone


I trusted the most…


You are someone


I wanted the most…


You are someone


I needed the most…


You are someone


I Believed the most…


You are someone


I Looked the most…


You are someone


I cared the most…


You are someone


I Remember the most…

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
History….created but its just a start…
	


		

		

The Bahubali…….




The movie which has created a revolution in Indian cinema but can we maintain this for a longer Run do we have that calibre of course we have ,but as the Hype has created in the world…we have to maintain this rage for a long time.but how ? This is the million dollar question. Do we have more directors like Rajamouli do we have more actors like Prabhas Rana Anushka do we have more writers and of course the vision????


Let me remind all that its a regional cinema……


It may become the highest profitable cinema of india….


Is it a beginning of new Indian cinema….??? or its just fluke…time will tell……#bahubali roars

			

	
	



			
				

	

				
15.04.2017…the day to remember
	


		

		

Thank you…


Thank you so much god


Thank you all who have supported me in most the toughest phase of my life so far..


I will remember this day forever….


I must say that this date has came very late in my life …this late has taken a lot from me my love …my pride… my passion …my believe …my quench.. my respect… my goal… my path .. My style …my hunger..my rest …my faith…my emotions… My tears and my desired life…


Today when I have achieved this it’s just pity that the person with whom I wanted to share it with priority is not with me…she has her own priorities.. And when I was willing to achieve this..when she was willing from to Achieve I was just unable to do ..god I don’t know much about your games but yes it’s very painful for me…I am very nostalgic today I hope I can share this with her before I die…I hope I can realize her that leaving me was never the right call…sorry bit I want to prove her decision wrong…I love her and will love her for the rest of my life but I cannot forgive her for the cheat and betrayal ….this life is enough I still believe for me to prove your decision wrong….and I will prove it for sure… I wish u and me can come together again and will celebrate our small happy moments..life give my happiness back plz….

Thank you god for at least thinking about me after a long delay….I hope from now I on u will be kind on  your most admired child…..thank you again to u and all from my best wishers including my family…