Not Just A Temple – JAI SHRI RAM

JAI SHRI RAM

As We All Know , Yesterday On 5th August 2020, Our Honourable Prime Minister has Initiated the construction of Shri Ram Mandir (Temple) at Ayodhya in the state of Uttar Pradesh.

Ayodhya Itself is a place of birth of Lord Shri Rama.

All Traditional Values have been Properly addressed along with The Prayers and laying of foundation stone ( Bhumi Poojan).

All sorts of actions have been addressed for the People to stand and sit in context to the global pandemic Corona . Though It has been stated that very limited Audience were there due to the same.

It has been stated that it would take Around 3years For the completion of Construction of temple.

It has been a long fight for everyone who believes in Hinduism, and worships Shri Rama.

It has been a different kind of ambience altogether. Similar to what we have in festivals Diwali And Dussera.

People of different ages and of different locations were united for the temple , and it is evident that everyone is happy with the construction of temple, But this is not just about constructing another Temple, it is about sentiments and Emotions, it is like Providing hone in the form of temple to Lord Shri Rama on his own birthplace.

But I Would like to share that even I have been one of those who felt that we could have this later , when corona’s impact is negligible, as it could have a high amount of risk but yes on 5th August from the morning I have observed something in me and this is different from the normal , Ambience , Aura , And Connectivity with God was at something else .

I did some exercise to find and know few more facts about Lord Shri Rama, And I came to know few really Inspiring Facts, stories, and observations.

Yes I have even read about the hardships of the individuals in the making of Shri Rama Temple along with the dispute and wait of 500years .

I have To admit this, that what we know is very little About The God ,

I recommend everyone to have a look at Shri Ram’s Life and the every facts involved about the lord, be it is about chanting of the Tarak Mantra, Or About the Principles of Shri Rama.

“Shri Ram Jai Ram Jai Jai Ram”


“Shri Rama Rama Rameti , Rame Rame Manorame , Shahastra Nama Tattulyam Rama Nama Varanane ..”

These Mantras above have been Used by my father and we all at home from our childhood have been chanting without knowing the meaning not even trying to know what it impact has, yes we knew it is there for the God,

but yesterday I came to know that the mantras are very popular and it is equal to the read of Entire ‘Vishnu shashtranama’ .

Writing Shri Rama on a blank piece of paper for around 108times has a lot of good things involved which could be unfolded by doing the simple practice, I did but yes I wrote without a count and completed the entire 3 sheets . it felt good after I saw on paper,

I am not forcing anyone for any belief I am just sharing my thoughts and observations, I Request everyone just to get involved in the Stories related to Shri Rama, Shri Krishna in this free time.

I am not promoting Hinduism here but yes I am sharing the observed facts beliefs and Stories .

Just use your time to find and know the existence , individuality, thoughts and principle’s of Our Almighty.

Thanking Everyone For the Read.

Jai Shri Ram !!

WHAT THE FUN ?

Well HELLO Everyone,

Hope You all are Healthy and Strong at your Respective spaces.


So Firstly tell me Guys How About You Being Watched , Observed, Discussed, Objected, And Manipulated Every Day for Everything You do and don’t, By None Other Than Your very neighbors , and The People Around You?

I Don’t Know about you but I find it absolutely annoying. I feel like I am under a camera with every single act of mine been watched ,observed and Discussed without my choice.


Let’s Discuss about the group of people who are nothing to you and you are nothing to them but they always have the tendency to know you & your personal life.

They start their day with an eye at your house,

they have every idea about your entry and exit timings,

They could act like doing something by standing near their balconies, it could be liking watering their home garden, drying their clothes, walking for health or even sipping their morning and evening tea,

What you do and don’t they have an appropriate list,

They have their Binoculars on you but Without any real binoculars,

their eyes are enough with which they can zoom in every time a new guest/friend arrives at your home,

Even if You have Received any bill for the service you used, they stand and see what’s the amount you are paying or if requesting for a part payment.

They have same sort of people in their gang, With which they usually sit and discuss about every other individual they are spying / looking at, with some rounds of tea they enjoy someone’s personal Life.

They are so sharp that even they could tell you that who is having an affair with someone, even before their parents,

they also have some specialists who could tell you who are planning to get married without any information to their parents,

Also A Gang is their who is special for knowing the professional information, it could be someone’s promotion details, or a salary and even about the Fake Job Appointment .

Some are good in knowing about the habits of individuals they can tell with utmost confidence that who stated drinking liquors and who has been smoking without anyone’s knowledge.

Some even work like traffic inspectors, yes I am saying truth.

they don’t show signals of Stop and Go in Red and Green,

they don’t even inspect your vehicles and Driving license but yes they would stand near their gate or around some near by shops for the good long hours and watch everyone going and coming like the traffic inspectors.

Yes all these people are around you and me,

they just look at you with your notice and also without your notice, sometimes we can sense when they come and discuss about someone’s personal life and do everything with their life which they should not,

Without the knowledge the individual is in news of the area, everyone is talking because they make it viral without any social site and internet but yes with talking about it to everyone they meet.

It is mostly seen in ladies :p , they sit and discuss about someone who don’t even know that how is life has became a Road side topic of discussion.

Yes I do feel that few Men are also of such kind who would stand behind his curtain and see how you parking you bike and on which day your petrol tank is empty and how you are dragging it to the nearest petrol bunk.

They would see how you look your colony’s Most Beautiful Girl, Whether You both notice the eye contact or not they have an eye in you.

They observe How long you can talk with your phone. Abs what time you are coming back to home from any party.

But I Don’t like it at all and I don’t even know what they get out of it, is it for fun or they find it entertaining , or its just their trait, but seriously this is not good.

you may have such interest to know what’s going in your neighbor’s house but this curiosity should not make anyone feel irritated with you, it should not make anyone’s life a topic of discussion from his house to the market.

After all Everyone wants a personal space in life , we all have a choice of letting it know to everyone and also not to anyone and it should be left to the individual .

No one should make someone’s life a Film or Drama.

And I feel People who are audience of it are equally responsible as this practice should not be appreciated and encouraged, We should refuse to listen such Orchestra.

Think About it !!

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The Wrong Question : A Fictional Love Story


Riya, The Girl from New Delhi lives along with her father Prabhakar ,

she has recently completed her law degree and continuing her internship from the famous lawyer of the city, courtesy to her army retired Dad, she lost her mother Due to cancer during her law studies.

Things going well and composed but Mr.Prabhakar being the father is in a hustle to see his daughter as bride so that he could live his life without any responsibility left behind,

Riya still wants to get strong as an individual but stands by his father’s word as she thinks her father is broken by her mother’s sudden demise.

Prabhakar always wanted to have a son in law who is from the army background but her mother felt that their personal life was disturbed due to the same background, so he decides to go as per the Mother of Riya,

Prabhakar consults a matrimonial agency as they want to keep it secretive in their relatives till the final knot.

They have been given a few matches to choose, out of which Prabhakar selects the one who is a foreign returned well settled engineer in Banglore named Shyamal (Groom).

Prabhakar consults to his sister through the contact No. Given to them,

Sneha (Sister of Groom) lifts the phone and get the purpose of call along with the details of the girl and shows her interest and asks him to wait till the next evening as she would discuss about Riya to Shyamal and her husband Gopi .

Sneha calls Shyamal to come for the dinner along with parents Arun and Aradhana, so that they could talk about everything with comfort and transparency.

Shyamal along with Mother Aradhana and Father Arun Comes to Sneha’s House where they all have been joined with Gopi (Sneha’s Husband) .

Sneha Tells the entire purpose of their sudden get to together with the photographs of Riya shared by her Father,

Shyamal being a Shy Natured Guy refuses to see her photographs and says “if she is OK to all I don’t have am issue. “

Later they all decide to pay a visit to Riya’s home by the next week to know more about them with marriage plans if everything goes well.

Riya has been Informed everything About it by her father and she has been asked to Stay at home on the particular day .

She agrees with some anxiety and Uneasiness.

She actually wanted to know more about Shyamal before the final knot but she didn’t had the guts to ask his contact Number to her father , she tried her best by searching Shyamal on every Social site but she could could not find him anywhere.

On the other hand , Shyamal is also in state of Several Thoughts and Questions. As he has been an introvert and never ever talked with girls throughout the time of his studies and Job.

He shares the entire situation to his childhood friend who himself is a Bachelor with being around with many girls from a young age, His name is Tony.

Tony is happy for his friend,

And says “Go have a chat and marry, after all you left everything on your family so there is nothing in your bowl, either she or your family is going to decide,

But She may even reject you because she is today’s girl and you are quite reserved in comparison. “

Shyamal says ” he don’t want to get rejected by her as his family members have huge expectations from her as my wife and their daughter in law. “

He asks Tony to give some tips with which he could look Likeable,

Tony says ” don’t try to look something that you are not just be yourself but ask some Questions when you both get chance to talk,

And It has to be about her choices, and Past so that she could treat you as friend, try to know about her life,thoughts, dream and affairs etc “

Shyamal says ” she can’t have an affair she is a lawyer and also a daughter of army officer, They are very strict to their kids. “

Tony laughs at him, and says ” you are impossible my Friend !, she has 5000 followers on a social site with maximum Males in the list, And they comment on her pic for which they get a Thanksgiving. “

Shyamal says “she don’t follow them, they follow her and if as a gratitude she pays Thanksgiving to their appreciation it doesn’t make any scene or story here. “

Tony says ” who knows about the private messages ,You don’t know the scenario of these days my friend, situation is not as you are thinking every boy needs a girl and every girl needs a boy regardless of their marital status,

It starts from the very early age almost in schools and get nurtured in colleges and So on,

Go with my words you know I am expert in this ,

you will never find a virgin boy and a virgin girl in the present times. “

Shyamal with some anger says “Hello I am Virgin and I belong to the present times only, Just shut your Mouth “

Tony replies ” yes but you are the only exception , apart from you everyone else is same it is the current need and trend.

Forget about it just go and give me the good news you never know I could be wrong and she may not have had any single affair ” , he says with a wink.

Shyamal leaves with some added Questions and confusion.

He along with family reaches the bride’s house and they have been greeted well with Prabhakar and later joined by Riya,

Riya wears a Green saree with matching bangles and bindi , she is looking very pretty in her attire.

Shyamal As Always comes with a formal White Shirt And Navy Blue Trouser.

They all have a formal introduction with one another and then slowly the parents of Shyamal along with his sister and brother in law expresses interest for Riya to be Shyamal’s wife.

Prabhakar looks at her daughter who is sitting in front of him with her head down with few occasional smiles,

He says ” I think even I like your family and also the guy for my daughter , but it would be unfair if we don’t give them a chance to discuss a bit , “

He asks Riya to take Shyamal to the society park next to their house.

Riya agrees but Shyamal looks at her parents with some hesitation,

Sneha says ” shyamal is very shy person actually he left everything on us, he would exactly what we say to him, “.

Prabhakar smiles and says ” Yes even my daughter will stay on my word,

but yes as a father I have to know what she thinks better for her than what I feel,

so I think we should leave them to know each other at least for once so that we could proceed without a second thought. “

Shyamal Also Agrees to his consent and they both silently walks in to the park,

Shyamal with some heavy heart beats stays silent and looking at everything around in park with an eye on Riya,

Riya With all the courage decides to break the silence and asks him about his favorite Food,

he replies , “everything from home is my favorite nothing from outside. “

She smiles and asks ” why he wants her to marry him,”?

he replies “One day or the other I have to and , and yes my family liked you a lot so I am here,

And yes I can’t deny That you are beautiful. I Can’t stop my eyes stalking at you So I feel I should marry you

She smiles again and says ” I liked the last reason. “

She again asks ” how about my look is everything OK ?, “

he replies with a smile and says ” I never knew about the looks and all but yes you are beautiful without any disagreement. “

She says “yes you also look good but yes today is not your professional meeting , but it is classy .”

Shyamal looks at himself from top to bottom, and says “I prefer comfort over trend . “

She says ” that’s good, what about your invisibility in public platforms, “

he says “I don’t have the need and of course the confidence,

I am very reserve in real world what would I do in virtual world, but yes I heard you like a lot to be there, “

Riya says , “I am A fun loving girl I want people to live with , I can’t handle silence,

Everything has to be moving for me, and yes like every normal individual I am on social platform where I share my moods , But Have you spyed?”

He says “No, Just a homework, Tell about your thoughts on me?

What would you say once we go back to the family persons, “

She says “you are quite interesting , but yes very much Puzzling You are not someone to whom I wanted to be as my husband,

You have hidden life and more often than not dependent on our your family for big decisions, atleast you discuss personal things if not professional it is good but you have to be a bit more available for world as well, open a bit More. “

Shyamal says ” Nice Observation and Demand in one single statement. “

What about your past, any affair?

I mean you can tell me this is common in today’s generation my friend tony has told me about the current set of people, “

She says ” Excuse me ! who the hell he is he to validate the entire generation, Even if I have had any affair why I am standing next to you for the match?

I would have convinced my father to get the same guy with whom I would have been in love and my father. Would have arranged the meetings with his family not yours . “

Shyamal Says ” OK so are you saying you never had any affair ?

But my friend said everyone have affairs Before marriage

Infact he said no one is virgin here apart from me,

and without a second thought he asks her Are You Virgin? “

Riya is stunned with pathetic questionnaire and slaps him without a delay, and says ” you are stupid you never talked with a girl which I could sense,

I am happy and sad with the same reason ,

how fool are you being a foreign returned, !

Is this the way to talk to a girl, ?

how dare you to ask me about my virginity ?

My Father Will Kill You if He Would know about the Question You asked. “

And decides to leave place,

He says sorry with folded hands but says ” My friend has said these things to me .

He requests her to not reject him for this as he really likes and wants her in his life,

He says “he has nothing to do with her past, And Virginity he just got Stuck with the inputs of his friend. “

She stays angry and silent,

He says “if you won’t marry me, I will feel really bad, but if you don’t accept my sorry I can’t breathe anymore please at least accept my apology, “

She can see the pure eyes without a filth, And Finds That they were not his thoughts ,

she smiles and says ” OK Mr. Virgin Accepting Your Apology for the First and last time, “

also asks him to share his contact Number With suggesting him to leave his Filthy friend.

He agrees with the suggestion but Asks her to call only in the Evenings,

She pulls his hair with a smile and asks him to be available 24×7 without any mistake,

They later join the family members and share their decision, and within Two Months Riya And Shyamal get Married.

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GOOD BOY

Hello Everyone ,

Hoping That You all are smiling with The best of health and calmness in your life. 🙂


Dear Friends,

We All have heard And Even stated about this Term called “Good Boy” , Let’s Discuss About The Concept Of Good Boy,

Before even starting about this mega torture(at least to me) let me know who have had luck of seeing him, or even listening about the person,

How He/They look?

They are like you and me with Two hands, Two legs, Two Eyes,Ears with one nose and neck or they look different in appearances. :p

Coming Back To The Point ,

Good Boy is a society Given Title to the persons who are good With them and to their Books,

They must be obedient enough with a never ending smile always,

Also should be with lesser hair and complemented with some Classy Clothes, Polished shoes.

Clean Shaven with a good listening skills.

they may even have the knack of doing things before asking , before even the actual need.

They have to be very Attentive, Adaptive, Available , Apologetic and Assuring.

Even in the childhood days it has been stated that the boys with spectacles and combed hair are good in contrary to those who have had the rough uncombed hair , and if someone is with pierced ear he has been awarded with a certification of Criminal.

The Boys Who Sit in the first Three Benches are always considered as the Good boys whereas the last benchers are the most hated boys of the class, They are unofficially Culprits of everything bad happening to anyone and everyone.

And In the Jobs, Everyone is in a hunt to prove himself the good boy and this is seriously going with full fledged manner, Even then no one could be ever unanimously considered as Good Boy , because everyone have their choice and you will fail to their demands someday or the other.

One should be religious, Really needs to visit Temples on daily basis, should never roam unnecessarily,. Etcetera

So , After All this observation I think we could sense what the actual definition of Good Boy,

one whose parents feel proud about to discuss ,

one who is good as son , brother,friend,husband and father,

one who is concerned about the family and everyone around without any wrong intention

One Who is sincere in his work with all his dedication

One who is not at all harmful to anyone regardless of the sitting arrangement

Yes there is no specific Representation of Looks,Expression, Behavior, sitting arrangement.

One could live as he wants to be with his comfort,and utmost dedication , it really don’t need any buttering to have a validations.

Just be honest.

Just Be Responsible enough to accept your mistakes and stay Affectionate to the people you love a lot .

Every Boy is a Good Boy if they know The Real Difference between Good And Bad.

Thank You


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Puffy Cheeks!

In Love With your Puffy Cheeks,

Yes You heard it right,
Round Pinkish Cheeks

Just So Soft And Smooth.

Yes I Like It more when You smile ,
And blush,
Even When You Wink And Smirks.
Feels like velvet Yet so slippery

Sometimes it even troubles as I Get distracted,
I just get stuck around , and tinged with love and lust.

Don’t Ask me to pinch Again and again , my love .

I may kiss someday
And even bite a bit without any PERMISSION and pain,

but with some impressions. 🙂


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It happens…

Just too hard it is to miss someone who has been not nice to you, I think we don’t miss them, we actually still don’t digest the fact of they being wrong and harsh to us. We don’t sleep in the nights . And we sleep sometimes with the open eyes. You can’t walk in […]

It happens…

Fakhar & People !

At Some corner of the Junagarh railway station, A man called Fakhar Rizvi with a cigarette and shawl was waiting for his train, He was there for more than three hours, and still unsure about the arrival of his train ,

He sat , walked and ate a bit during the Waiting at the station, He Tried to have a talk with the fellow passengers but he couldn’t as he has been an introvert and reserved by nature.

He was yet to get married and His age could be near the 30s, so around 2am finally his train has arrived and he just rush into it with some sleepy eyes and tiredness, he finds his reserved seat with a window next to seat to have some fresh air,

Now, Fakhar is happy as he was about to have a good sleep, But after 30 mins of sleep, Fakhar finds that two people have been involved in some serious argument, and the argument was about their favorite cricket players,

Everyone Was disturbed with the noise but no one felt the need to go and tell them to control ,

Fakhar went and tried to control them to make other people sleep as little kids were also sleeping, but they did what they liked and disturbed everyone. In fact they both unitedly shouted at Fakhar and asked him to go back ,

Fakhar was not supported by any other from the train and he came back and sit at his place , as they both were stronger than him, and also had a villainous looks,

Then After 1 hour of the drama they both leaved the train,

And Fakhar tries to sleep again, few passengers looked at him with laugh and whispered ” it is sometimes good to stay away rather becoming a hero,”

Fakhar could sense what they meant and why they taunted, he felt he was right to try and control, but people are making a joke out of it,

Around 4am , A Kid Along with her mother were just passing through the train, and they were begging while they were moving, they asked Fakhar by spreading hands , he saw the kid and his mother and felt very sad,

They looked restless and hungry, and their clothes were not enough to cover their body,

He asked them, how much do you get by begging throughout the train, the lady said , may be 45/50 Rs,

he took 500Rs from his purse and gave it to the mother and also gave his shawl to the kid as it was too cold and the kid was not wearing anything.

He asked them to sit on his seat and not go anywhere till their destination arrives, he also offered the fruits which he bought .

They agreed and Sat ,

but the fellow passengers were not happy with it as they felt it awful to share the train and their journey with someone who begs, but they were just looking at Fakhar and the lady with kid with some serious angers, and fakhar could sense their anger but he did what he wanted and just stood for an hour and so,

Then they both left as they said their destination has arrived and have to leave the train, Fakhar shared a smile and came back to sit at his place,

But he saw from the window that the Lady entered another train by handing over the money to a person may be her husband , and started begging again with her kid to the passengers,

Fakhar was surprised with the whole thing as it was not a business for him, he seriously felt that the lady and kid should not be roaming here and there just for the sake of money, but what he saw was new to him, and again the fellow passengers were laughing at him, with some anger and filthy talks,

Few even asked him, “Are you new to the world,” ?

“Do you think you are saint and we are heartless, ? ”

Are you earning your own or someone is funding you? Etc etc

he just smiled and said nothing,

he felt bad for the kid who was too innocent for the business he involved.

Now, at around 6am Fakhar with some sadness, disappointment and Sleeplessness Leaves the train as he was not enjoying the duality of human beings, he leaves even before his destination .

He was still 200Kms away, he starts walking with thinking about people and after sometime he realizes that he can’t walk throughout , he finds a cab where he pays thrice of the the total he paid for the reservation of ticket,

And With The cab driver he shares his journey,

The Driver Looks at him with a laughter and says sir,you are good a man with a beautiful heart but please don’t look everything as it looks, as it is going to hurt if it is not the same as you thought.

Fakhar replied him with a yes and thanked him for sharing his insight. And leaves the cab as he reached his place.

_The End__

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S Y S T E M !

Hello Everyone,

Today I thought Just to Put a glare on the Various Systems ( Functionings), With which we usually deal in our daily life, with And without our choice,

Guys , we often see People complaining about the things with which they felt Discarded ,Also toxic and end up Leaving it for their own good, as It becomes suffocating to withstand with something which is not Productive and also Unworthy,

And If You find it decent than the people who are running it make it terrible, Like I Work in Private Sector and it has been said that everything what we have in the private sector is Very Professional and You may get paid as per your output,

it was also stated that the People are being associated with multiple Job responsibilities , so that one could learn more than One thing if he is actually happy in learning,

And yes we all have been said that Growth of An Individual is Very Good, With Job satisfaction and Productive Involvement.

But later I Have Observed, that People are having negative mindsets, they feel that “even if we put our Life for the respective organization we are not going get to recognized,”

“we will never get any monetary gains,”

“we will never ever get appreciated,”

they are just scared to do new things,

they just don’t want to learn and grow,

even of they know it,they would say

we don’t know,

we can’t do,

this is not our cup of tea etc.

They Even divert the job responsibility,

They are so Negative in thoughts that , they don’t Even ready to share the knowledge or even help their juniors if they seek help from them,

it is so disturbing to me, even the Paper works are very slow and cumbersome,

In fact I gave an interview Recently and in which I cleared the technical interview and it was the salary part which was about to be discussed, I gave my expected salary to the HR department and then they haven’t called me for 10 days and I have to call them for the same, then they said we can’t pay lesser than the half of what you have mentioned as your expected salary,

I was not happy with the Fish Market Bargaining,

As I was Very Much in the market Rate. I said It is not about what you can pay and what not, but what it took to make a call on the very next day or a day after or even 3/4 days post interview.

as I was happy about my interview and the feedback, and was serious about your Organization, They Said We Thought You will Understand it yourself, that we can’t pay. I replied your organization is one of the reputed ones and I never thought you people can’t pay the nominal market salary , and above it this approach is something which I never expected from your end. Even if I have asked more than what you kept as salary for the job, you people have conveyed me the same, and at least informed me about it, there is always a scope of negotiations, but I think Your company can’t even afford a phone call, I replied and disconnected the call.

Even many of my friends have also mentioned the same that some of the Interviewers are not at all Sensitive, they neither inform about your selection not even about your rejection, they just call and take the interview and Collect the database,

I have observed that people usually leave their job after 1 or 2 years,

I felt that may be the individuals are not mentally stable, or even got better package, I later came to know the reason of it, that The people who have performed well, did the extreme hard work and expected an appraisal , increment,and even promotion has never got it, instead had been asked to do Overtimes without any pay for a constant time, and they left the job once they find a better one,

I feel that The people who are recruiting individuals have the responsibility of Finding Performing individuals and preserve them for a long time, as they have to be given respect for bringing the best from the rest,

Recruiting individuals is not the only modern day thing of HR Department, it is about Finding the best team and making them stay with you to have the best output . Just for A little lesser Amount Organizations compromises with their proven Individuals and find someone new as we have pool of Unemployed People and that individual takes time to understand things,and even they may not fit in the same place, then they face severe Loss of output, Quality of work and a team of Performers,

There should be a Policy to Find, Nurture and Sustain with the individuals.

Think About it.

Thank You

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Look At Me.

Hey Listen,

Look at me,

And Just keep Looking at me .

Else Don’t Need to look at all.

Yes, Don’t Need to look at all,

Because Everyone is already looking at you,

And I know how they look at you,

They Look at you even from some distance,

They are just obsessed of you,

with the thoughts of Lust and love.

They Just stuck at you with their filthy focused yet tilted eyes,

With many more feelings of attractions and infatuations.

Just don’t need to look at anyone, because they don’t deserve your look,

Just Look at me ,

And keep looking at me, My Love.

Like I look at you without a blink ,

like I look at you , More than the stars ,moon, and Sun.

As I find me for you,

And You for me,

Not for anyone else.

Just Think , Feel and Relate.

And Look at me only else Don’t look at all… 🙂

Strengthening More..

Twisted,
Even Crushed,
Broken,
And yes shattered,

Losing Everyday,
Falling from several heights Again and again.


Thrown,
Also Dumped
Yes Even a little Dismantled..

Shocked,
And scattered Into Pieces..

But Still Fighting,
Yes Fighting To Survive,
And To Get succeed,

Recollecting The Pieces and fixing it again,

Beware,
I am Strengthening, we are strengthening..

Strengthening More ,
To Defend ,
And also Attack,

Strengthening Again,
To Stand,  survive, And Succeed.

Yes We are Strengthening More..

LOCAL, VOCAL & GLOBAL..

“Just be Vocal About the Local so that it could become Global..”
Actually a nice thought, I am completely standing with PM Modi on it,


But Just by canvassing about the products ,
That this is good ,
this is good ,
this is good , take it.

Sorry it can’t make people to put their money on it,

As no one actually puts a penny on anything just by listening to someone, so It would be a bigger challenge to make our local products bigger than the brands we have,


We have to give The best quality, continued upgradings, affordability, Supply and Availability to match the demands of consumer regularly.


And Globalization is even more tough, as it needs Branding,Promoting, Marketing, Market Reach, services, Reliability, Customer satisfaction, Global Tie-Ups, Research, Demand Generation, Launch, Advertisements, supply & ease of availability, Etc  etc.

then we could at least  stand on global competition ,
and  the survival depends upon the performances and feedbacks of the product.


So, it has a lot more than what we think, but yes it is the exact need of our country because we are relying too much on others and in return they are being benefitted.


let’s start from here, lets Use our  Indian brands, see how it is and what else we could find to make it even better. We are having the best brains and Manpower and with proper support and outlook we could try and get what we are thinking about.

But At this point we have to stop using Foreign Brands.
Can we all stop using foreign brands?
We are creating huge revenues for them by using it.

We helped them to become Popular and improve more as a brand. Which actually helped them to become big bigger and even biggest.


Though I do believe that they are exciting and also worthy enough but we can give a chance to our Indian brands to Grow and explore more , as a Indian this is the minimum what we could do to put ourselves in a global space.

Think About It. ©

I Feel..

I Feel,
That mostly People are Good but they have that unnecessary attitude , which makes them alone and avoidable.

They should Chop it to the end, to do more good things in their life, as it defines you more when you behave ,

The most successful people have been those whose attitude have been enigmatic by being humble,

the people who are more inclined towards ego, arrogance and of course proud ends up doing nothing though they’re potentially talented.

Sometimes it is your behavior which drags you down , and sometimes its the same which lifts you Up.

It is not new that the people with lesser talent have been preferred over someone with much more talent , just because of the arrogance, and attitude the talented individual has.

So, Your attitude actually defines you in life .

One can learn the things gradually but your etiquettes should be Perfect even if you are slow,

You can’t argue or misbehave with  your teacher just because you have secured good marks in the previous class out of many students,
you have to keep your feet grounded, and have humbleness to learn and gain more in life.

Think about it Sir/Madam.

Untold Forever …

I stand , you stand.
I look, you look.
I walk,you stand and see.
You walk , I stand and see.
I Buy, you see.
You Buy, I see.
You Pray, I Pray.
You Never Smile , I Never Smile.
I never Wave ,
You never Wave.
I Never try to talk.
You Never try to talk..
I Think You like me,
I think even I like you.
But
You will never say this to anyone, including me.
And Even I will never say this to anyone, including you.
This is What I Know,
And This is what is even good,

But yes I Like You, i think You know that,
And You Like me, which even I know,
But This has to be Untold forever,
This has to be unspoken,
This should not have any further prolongations,
This can’t have a life to breathe and nurture,

As I Have My Wife with two kids at HOME,
And you also have a kid with a husband at HOME.
And They Love Us, with a lot of trust.

On a Serious Note…

The Way these so called Kids are using  their sick  brains is not good at all, this is not acceptable, we are  already going through a very tough time,

And something like this in between is even more painful and disturbing.

I don’t know which school they go,
what they  have been taught,
what their parents are doing ,
where they stand in their life,
what they feel about the whole incident,
but this is seriously very cheap and disgraceful,why this happened ,
what are the psychological reasons involved in it we don’t know , 
but this is very shameful..

Yes I also feel that the social media platforms should have an eye on the things which are obligatory,

And should not allow individuals to post and share things which are offensive by any parameter of society.

Even if it is an abusive language, should be completely prohibited,
As everyone holds responsibility  to make a good society, so it starts with you , me and then with she and he. And so on.
I do believe that we have the need of sex education in our syllabus, it is high time now, we can’t wait to things get better, we have to bring the results with our efforts.
we have to curb the explicitness of public platform, even the advertisements are so pathetic nowadays,  we can’t even sit at the same place with family at certain times. This is so disturbing.

The content has to be blamed along with the broadcasting authorities.
And The way we are accustomed to social media, television, online studies, etc it is a very serious responsibility of the individuals who have the authority to actually check the content, language, advertisements, etc associated with it.

Moreover as a responsible citizen, one has to understand that every person should be treated with respect and dignity.
You have no right to speak or write anything which is degrading and derogatory.
Abusing, Trolling, Defaming, Blackmailing, etc on public platforms  should be  strictly prohibited by the public platforms itself .

Criminal charges should be imposed  on culprits regardless of their ages.
And this should mentioned in the disclaimers to stop cyber crimes.

Think About it.
Thank you

I am not loving you , I Just …

No , I don’t love you, it is not like that , I just like your smile and smirk, I really don’t love you , I think I just like that eyes , yes big round & deep eyes, like a sea to swim… .

Please don’t get me wrong with my acts, I really don’t love you, I just try to steal some swag, and charm..

I breathe more when you are near, because I am just fond of that perfume you use, it is so fascinating, more like Lavenders and Jasmine.

I like that walk of you, something is good about it , it adds confidence to your persona,even attracts the ones who see your walk.

Again , I repeat I am not at all loving you , but yes I like the way you listen me, though I talk rubbish most of the times,

Jennifer Winget

this sometimes makes me feel why and how I can’t love , as you are so so loveable,

I am not in love with you as of now but yes I would love to love you, as I think of you day and night, with and without a need,

sometimes even i have you in my dreams, can’t share the details of the dream though.

But still I am saying the same I am not loving you, but we could be the best pair, and we should live together forever..

I am not loving you, I just…

.

The Sunshine Blogger Award.

Hello Everyone,

I wish and hope you all are safe and fine, Please take care of yourself and of everyone around you.

Okay, so I have been nominated by a good friend , and a very active blogger, Rachana Dhaka for “The Sunshine Blogger Award” , and I Am very thankful to her for the nomination,

she is very good at her work, though I am very late to write about it for which I feel bad, but writing through this Thanksgiving for award nomination.

And yes this is my second nomination for this award. So, Thank you again.

My Answers :-

1. If you could be any animal, what would you be and why?
May be A Dog, as it is considered as the faithful one, but I won’t prefer to be a cat as I don’t like them.

2. What was the first ever creative effort that you remember really being proud of?
I think the first time I gave speech in my school in front of many students, teachers at very young age (May be 10years), without any preparation has given me confidence, and later it became a habit and soon I have been approached for anchoring, debates at school, college,social events,etc and also coming here at WordPress makes me feel good if not proud about myself for the creativity involved in it to be here and appreciation I received in return.

3. If you could choose between true happiness, or a greater creative skills, what would you pick?
I would be a fool to pick skills over happiness, I am always going to pick happiness even with least skills as end of the day you search satisfaction and that’s only available with happiness.

4. Does politics have a place in the arts?
Yes it has, Though it is a need still to cultivate good politics not the bad one,

5. What gets you out of bed in the morning?
a bad dream, a power cut,and of course responsibilities.

6. Where and how do you do most of your writing?
Always at home, when I have some issues, topics, stories to tell and discuss.

7. What famous work do you wish you had created?
Let’s not discuss it to make famous, let’s do it and make it famous.

8. Is there anyone in the world that you actually hate?
We as human, have different emotions we have love for some and for some we have hatred, its a natural process unless you are a saint or kind of creature, which I am not yet. So yes I have hate for few and don’t feel bad about as they deserve my hatred, though I am not seeking anything bad for them but yes I don’t like them at this phase of my life not sure about future. And yes one more thing, I hate very few but there are many who hate me, but I don’t care 🙂 .

9. Where is the furthest you have been from home?
I just love my home, but yes Delhi, Hyderabad .

10. Would you prefer to wake up early, or stay up late?

🙂 Unsure , As it depends Whether I have some work at night or in the morning. I can do both.

11. Who has been your greatest inspiration?

Anyone and Everyone who are good at what they do could inspire me,

12. If you could give a new writer who was setting up a blog one piece of advice, what would it be?
Just express the instincts, It could be raw , different and unpleasant to some. But it would what you have in your mind, just try and write the original thoughts don’t worry about the people, express yourself make people see your work in the way you want.

13. What is your favorite sport?

Cricket always.

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My Questions : –

1. Mention the names of any five bloggers along with their site links who are your favourites and why, explain each individually.

2. What makes you or anyone beautiful human being, ?

3. What could be your second choice as a profession?

4. The Dream You have seen but you failed to accomplish?

5. Your Insecurities.

6. What is the hidden story which is yet to tell to your very own family.

7. How do you relate your life with Bollywood’s characters?

_________________

Okay so I nominate everyone of you as I hate picking people, you all can make a formal post or even answer through comments, yes you may answer all the 20 questions.

Guys I am waiting to see your answers.

Thank you

Think About it.

If You don’t try it for the one last time, you may regret for lifetime,

I know you may have seen enough of heartbreaking moments, I know somewhere you deserved a better space in life in every prospect,

I know the failures are haunting you and you are dying in every moment.

This is very painful, this is very disheartening, this makes you feel that you are no more an individual who can live a life with all sort of satisfaction.

It hurts you even more when you become a loser with having every prospect of a winner within, but being the one who never tried hard to change the dynamics.

The people who loose with any strong opponent is always happy than the people who loose with none other than themselves and their own dreadful mindset.

They don’t try , they don’t fight they leave things for someone else or even for god to come and help,

They lack effort not the talent, they lack persistence And may be motivation,

Please find people who need a push to fight for themselves,

they do realize that they are slowly diminishing their dreams and life, but they don’t react at all.

It happens when you or anyone is going through dark psychic passage, or even with those who are not serious in life. Tell them , discuss with them regarding the same,

Help them, make them do it for one first time or last time so that they could never feel bad when they turn back and look how they lived.

Trying , fighting, Putting Your Best even you loose by the report card is far more satisfying than regretting for life for not even trying once though being gifted with enormous talent.

It is a crime, as you are putting everyone down, along with yourself, Try And Try again , it’s more satisfying than sitting and thinking that should have tried!

Think about it.

Good Night

Read Before You React.

Read Before You React.

Hello People,

Well I am writing about it today , but I actually wanted to write even before, I don’t know how many of you agree with me and what are your opinions about it,

but i really feel sad so sharing my views

Guys , Nowadays the WordPress readers are not readers any more, they are doing their formalities , why I am saying this because, I have observed it from a long time,

The readers are reading a full length 3500+ words story in just 4 seconds of being published,

I still don’t know what sort of talent it is and how they read it ,

if they actually read it in that particular duration of time , then it’s more than a miracle for me, and I would like to learn that special power what they have ,

but if they don’t read (Obviously they don’t Read) and like it without reading a single line with the reasons better known to them, is very disheartening to me,

I always want people to read it regardless of their choices of likes or feedback, but they should read it first.

It may be satisfactory to some, but not to me, I don’t have any fantasy for Number Of likes , comments etc

I want to make it clear please don’t like without reading it,

This is a cheat to yourself first, Then to the Writer.

And yes I want to add one more thing , this is not with everyone , but yes many of us are of such mindsets who have a knack of pleasing people for their choice, or revert . (like to get a like back.)

Which I hate the most, The process should be read then react if needed,

and we all know how much time it takes to read 500 words, 1000 words, and 4000 words for any human being, you can’t complete it in just seconds.

please avoid this practice if you are of such kind.

And enjoy this space for knowing perceptions, observations, opinions, thoughts, stories, and creations etc.

Don’t contaminate it like any other social networking platform. The uniqueness of this platform makes it what it is.

And If they think they haven’t been noticed than they are making mistake.

We all know who is genuinely reading and reaching towards our posts, and who is not.

Please this is my sincere request to read my posts, with your interest of reading, not for anything else,

and react after reading even if you haven’t liked it just put your words in the comment section and help Me to learn more and write even better.

I hope my words are making sense to all. As I feel my concern is not wrong.

Thank You ,

You all are beautiful. But Be a Good Reader 🙂

Take care.

Looking for Free Lancing !!

Hello Again,

Yes As the title speaks itself,

I am seriously looking for a free lancing project, and I want to know more regarding the same,

I have done some free lancing content writing thing few years ago,and I want to do it again,

It has nothing to do with lockdown,

i want to make it clear that if I find everything smooth and positive I would prefer to stick with it, as long as can,

I know many of my friends are doing it,

They are doing Free lancing content writing , From Years.

I could have done the same through the job portals, but I have preferred this way, as I want everyone of you to know,

so that you people could help me with what you have.

So, all those readers/bloggers who know about it or have such contacts please kindly extend the details to me, either through the comments or by directly mailing me, (Ask The Email Id if you don’t find)

And Regarding the Capabilities, I have nothing to hide, You may find everything what you want to know about me and the writing versions of mine,

I have always preferred in learning and moulding as per the situations demanded,

so I hope I could do the best with what I have .

Just Let me know if anyone of you could find something Handy.

And Let’s Be Professional with Approach!!

Thank You.

Hello Friends.

Hello friends,

Hope You all are doing good in your life, And staying at home for your own good.

We all are fighting against the common enemy called Corona Virus,which is a global pandemic , and the Only solution we have right now is staying at home, obeying our government’s agenda, and living a life with all the parameters of WHO ,Like Frequent Hand washing, avoiding social gatherings, etc.

And yes if you are capable enough don’t shy to donate at Prime Minister Relief Fund, even any other way also.

Please Do charities to the ones who are facing hardships for their livelihood.

Don’t Spread or believe the fake news,
Please educate people to avoid violating lockdown, in the best possible way,

Take care of the senior citizens and the little kids with utmost responsibility,

Please try to eat good healthy diet, and add a physical Activity in your daily life, it could be yoga, exercise, Dance etc,


And yes don’t forget to take care of yourself. 🙂


Jai Shri Ram

Wishing everyone of you a very Happy Ram Navami.

We all need to learn a lot from Lord Shri Rama, And From the Holy Book Shri Ram Charit  Manas.

Every human should be treated with Respect, Love and Care,
Regardless of the hold he/she has in society,

Everyone deserves equality,

Every Evil should be Punished,

Every innocent and needy should be supported, Please Don’t Hesitate to be a savior of a Genuine Individual.

We should be always grateful to our teachers and express gratitude to the people who stood by us.

We should always respect and Oblige our parents,

And should be loyal to our companion.

Jai Shri Ram.

Shri Ram Darbar
Uncool Love.   –  The Fictional Story

Uncool Love. – The Fictional Story

In The Early 90’s, A village called Vayubagh (Fictional) was situated near the banks of river Gomti, With very low densed population,

the most common occupation of the people was weaving.

And the most richest man , of the village has been Najeer Ali , who was equipped with some good collateral assets, and Lands.

But he was someone who never believed in living the life, he was more inclined towards making money and but not using it.

He himself never bought a good pair of shoes. But this was not irritating him , he was happy with it and enjoying life in his own way.

But The only problem that he had , for which he was not comfortable was that he was not literate.

He was always in a state of embarrassment, by the people who were not rich but educated enough.

So, Najeer Ali at the age of 56 decides to get married though everyone wanted him to get married but the money minded fellow never agreed before,

but now, he wants to get married and said the girl should be educated enough, no matter whether she is rich or not, this was a shocker to expect from a person like him,

His relatives involved in searching a girl.

And they get a girl from their own village , Named Mumtaz bagh who did her schooling and was pursuing graduation.

She was the daughter of a poor farmer of the same village , and her age could be merely 20,

she was a big Madhuri Dixit Fan , and always wanted to be called as Madhuri.

so let’s call her Madhuri.

So , Madhuri’s father has borrowed some money from Najeer Ali which he couldn’t return, not even the interests.

And Najeer exempted the entire Amount with a condition to get married to his daughter, her father was poor and Najeer was richest, also he felt that his daughter was ready for the Marriage.

But in between all this none of them felt the need of asking Madhuri’s Take on it.

And within a very little time, she got married to a man who was around her father’s age.

And with which she always felt that She can’t be what she want to be, she was restricted , she was asked to be a women with utter seriousness, she lost her identity ,

but yes she slowly started accepting it, she took the financial accounts of Najeer Ali and helped her husband in monetary consignments, and completed her studies, and in between these her life passed on with some satisfactions but a lot of dissatisfactions,

Now, she was rich , and powerful but living a life which she never dreamt.

She can’t roam, sing , dance and laugh . she had to behave like a lady who was more mild, and also old.

Gradually she added responsibility of being mother to a 2 year old boy called Iftikar. Who was her only source of liveliness.

She Enjoys every single moment of her motherhood , she is now a happy mother though not a wife she wanted because of the generation gap, difference mindsets, illiteracy, Etc.

Najeer Ali and Madhuri Never have a common opinion because of their varied thoughts ,

Najeer was happy with his account being managed by his educated wife. And Madhuri had sigh of relief with her love for her son.

In between all this , Madhuri’s school Friend Shashikant Reentered her life now as a Govt. Doctor of their village.

Shashikant , has been a secret crush of Madhuri , he was a book worm of the class, and Madhuri being the girl with flairs of a performer.

So, shashikant with a very little words has always attracted her, but both of them could never say anything about it, and one got married another become the city returned doctor.

Shashikant bought a new house which is at 15 steps distance of Madhuri’s house.

And they willingly or unwillingly see each other on daily basis, and share their smiles with hesitations, and awkwardness,

Madhuri has became even more beautiful than the school days, may be with age,

and shashikant is not the same fellow with specs, he developed his looks with time, and may be the most handsome man of Village.

It was Republic day,

Najeer Ali along with family has been asked to attend the village celebrations where shashikant was also there, this was the first time he saw Najeer, and felt bad for her old school friend,

Najeer was wrapped in a shawl with some coughings, and even got angry on Madhuri for clapping on the performance of kids.

One Night at around , 22 Hours, Najeer had some cough and severe fever, the village is dark and silent by 8’O Clock,

All the servants had left for their homes, and Madhuri had to ran and call shashikant , where she found him sleeping after the dinner,

she knocked the door, and took him to her house,

he gave the medicines and asked him to take rest, madhuri thanked him with her gesture of folded lips and smile, and asked him for the payment,

he refused. And left the place .

The whole night they both were sleepless,

he could not accept the sad , tensed face of her. He felt that she deserved a better partner.

And She recalled all the secret love letters she wrote which never been given to him.

Next day, she saw him grinning hard with his exercise and yoga while she was at her terrace to swipe out dirt.

She couldn’t move ,

she was in a state of illusion ,

she always dreamt of the same man,who was in front of her,

On the same day , she removed the servants so that she could swipe daily and see him, and gave the logic of savings to her husband , which he agreed readily.

Now , this is her daily routine.

And shashikant was still unaware of it, though he felt bad on her fate because she was the most vibrant girl he ever saw.

Seeing him going out , getting in, doing yoga, offering prayer , cooking food , playing cricket etc have become her part of life,

she started starring him for hours, and her husband’s regular diagnosis has given her the chance to have him around her more often than not,

She was not in her control, she felt that loving him is not wrong, she is a women first, and going to his house for the valid and invalid reasons has became a habit to her,

On the other hand shashikant also started thinking the same way, he was also curious to look her daily, and they both now share smiles, eye contacts and something more than just look in their face offs but nothing said yet .

One day,

shashikant was having his dinner and Madhuri reached his house with her son, with a reason of his fever, and shashikant could sense that iftikar is perfectly fine,

he smiled and kissed the kid on cheeks with a smile and whispered “tell your Ammi that she may need a medicine, but u don’t need.”

His kiss on the cheeks was enough to understand Madhuri that she was no more alone in love,

she kissed Iftikar on the same spot and smilingly said ” Doctor uncle is not wrong as usual.”

With a blush, she left the place with her kid.

And than they both went to many more fascinating fantasies with each other,in their day & Night dreams.

But On the very next day the Doctor has to reach the Madhuri’s house again,to cure her husband, he gave the tablets and ask him to take complete bed rest.

She was happy that her husband’s health gives her the chances to see him,

she was dropping him to the main gate of the house, without a blink from both sides,

it was dark and the entire village was sleeping along with the kid.

He smiled near the gate, and said “the gate came, I have to go now “

she saw the same and smiled back with shyness , that moment was still, breezy and romantic, as the notions were flourishing.

Madhuri asked the payment for medicines he gave, and doctor said “got much more than the payment,” with a wink.

And shockingly touched her cheeks with a word take care !!

And then leaving the house. ,

She pulled him back inside the boundary wall and kissed him with compassion and pleasure,

he could not even hold himself properly ,as she was uncontrollable, and kissing with all her hidden desires.

Emotions were melting in the night like Ice with fire within ,

And in between all this , Iftikar started crying, which forced them to leave each other ,

But that passionate kiss has unfolded all the layers of love between them,

The Entire Night for them was sleepless, they couldn’t not resist the emotions they had for each other,

And on the very next day, The life of madhuri completely changed, she started living life like she did earlier before the marriage, she sings , dances, and wears beautiful clothes keeping shashikant in mind.

She was enjoying her life, she couldn’t judge whether the love she developed was right or wrong,

Shashikant was also unsure about the reality for him, love was beyond the right and wrongs,

Najeer Ali was unaware of the things, he was still sick and thinking about the expenses involved in his disease. And ifitikar is too young to react On anyone of them.

They both started meeting behind Najeer Ali, And shared their romantic scoops, sometimes at the clinic, sometimes at Madhuri’s house post diagnosis, and sometimes at the terrace of Shashikant’a house. The flame of love was evident in their love.

They both involved in Long hugs, inseparable kisses and never ending passionate smooches.

Slowly The People Of the village were having their talks, few felt it cheat to najeer , few were happy as they were humiliated by najeer and few wanted to use it for their own Good.

One of them reported the same to najeer Ali and said would also provide the evidence but want money in reward.

Najeer was not happy with it for the obvious reasons , and got very angry on the person and threw him out of the house, but agreed to figure out the truth without anyone else’s involvement.

Later that Night, Najeer Again got sick, and Madhuri calls doctor, he cures him, and says ” you should not take stress and I repeat please take complete bed rest.”

Najeer directly asks him ” Do You love my wife? Is that the reason you come even at the midnight ? This is not your duty hours right? I know my wife also loves you, !!”

Shashikant replied ” Look I am a doctor, curing patients is what my job is. People worship us for the same, you should take rest , ” coming at midnight to cure you is not because of your wife, I would have done the same for any another as well, “

I am a professional doctor I can’t cheat with my professional responsibilities, you may cross check with any other doctor regarding the medicines,

they are not to kill you, they are to cure you”

Now,Najeer asks his wife ” do you like this good looking young man, ? Have you forgotten that you have kid and a husband. ?”

She asks him, to take rest and avoid talks,

but he continues poking her and provoking her with most ugly words about her upbringing ,poverty and character.

She then says “yes I love him, and he loves me,it has nothing to do with his professional responsibility and my maternal responsibility,

I am iftikar’s mother. But yes I love him, because I never loved you, I am sorry.

And if it makes me characterless then let it be , I was with you, but without being me.

He always tried and treated like any other best doctor,

You have the reason and right to angry on me , but not on him, sleep for now. “

Shashikant intrupts , and says ” No I am equally wrong ,

I’m the other man of her life,Which is not good by the social standards of society,

but you are also wrong you never felt the need of knowing her will for the marriage,

being very old to a girl you married to her for your prestige , it is a selfish act,

you have know right to ruin her life,” he added.

And asks him to sleep for now , as they both are accepting mistakes and would take all legal punishments .

Najeer Ali agrees to sleep, with anger in his eyes, as felt he was cheated by his wife, and the doctor is not curing him, and may kill him with wrong medicines.

So, in the dark dim light of the night he shoots both of them with his pistol by reaching the doctor’s house first then to his wife while she was sleeping with iftikar.

And Then He shoots himself with the same pistol without even thinking about the kid and makes him an orphan .

The End

Pure as Prayer.

Pure as prayer!!

Partying with prey,
Not crafted,
Not Decorated,
Just Left by the nature,
To Embrace The Beauty Everywhere,
To make you feel,
And to make me feel
That We are not even near to the beautiful things created by god,
As we have a hustle to earn more,
Burn More,
To fit in somewhere in the materialistic society,
Which is nowhere to the little tiny beautiful Flurries, with wings,
Very Enigmatic,
And Also Colorful,
called as Butterflies,

Yes they are Pure as Prayer.

Let Me Find.

 

In the search of satisfaction I think I lost my happiness,
and the essence of purity
committing more mistakes than corrections,
Losing a day Now,
And Lost a Day yesterday,
And Also lost many more days before yesterday.
These are preciously important Days of my life.
What’s Wrong?
Where I am?
What I am doing?
Why I am doing?
Don’t know
Don’t have any clue.
I am Lost,
I have more flaws now,
Yes  Not Appropriate,
And also weirdly imperfect
But
How to stop ,
How to fightback
Tell me
I need your help
I really need your help.
To fix things back,
To Swipe out the dirt,
To Find the same space,

 

And Vibe
Let me find,

The same Person Again

Always smiling and always shinning.

 

I find a New ME .

Dear,
Whenever I am with You,
I Find a New Me.
My newness puzzles me,
I am different with you, or you make me a different person, ?

You may notice that I stare at you with a constant eye contact,
Some say that I have an intoxicated eyes,
but I feel that I get intoxicated with your eyes,
I see you with my still eyes, and With a blush n smile which has lot of satisfaction,
may be because you look so pure, and I am always attracted to the things which are real and not contaminated,
We just do the general talks, but for me it works like a motivational speech,
I don’t know why you always make me realize that I am not what I have been till I met you,
you make me think I am different,
Am I different or I am just not what I have been .?
Whatever It is I Think I am the best version of mine when I am with you.

#Errorless

Thank You

 

Happy Women’s Day

Thank You for being Around me every time, whenever i needed without any thanks giving.

Sometimes being a mother to protect me , make me secured and nurture in the best possible way.

Sometimes being sisters to help me to differentiate between right and wrong, And to do the all the sacrifices to make me feel comfortable.

Also Sometimes being A niece to bring a smile on my face. And remind me that I am still a kid somewhere.

This is Just to  acknowledge that how you all being what you are to me is very special. And I have a lot of respect for you all.

I am sure that the etiquettes and mannerisms which you all gave me would help me to treat every women with love, respect and care.

More Power and strength to you all.

Happy Women’s Day.

 

 

Please Don’t Read !

Please Don’t Read,

Don’t Read it Please,

It’s Not Good,

Not Good for Anyone.

You may feel bad.

You may curse love.

You may hate god,

You may start crying,

Because It’s filled with Pain.

And Decorated with cheat.

It is layered with Greed,

And poured with selfishness.

You may find Questions ,

But You can’t find The Answers.

And You may need some Fresh Air to breathe,

it’s really very Toxic.

It’s terrible for your heart and also for mind.

You may Not love .

You may never trust .

You may hate the Emotions .

Yes it is Negative.

Please Don’t Read,

Yes Please,

I Request You My Friend,

Don’t Read My Story,

Please Don’t Read My Story.

To You With Love…

To You With Love,

Thank you for being there as someone who looked like a family more, being a stranger from day one,

Thank You for the lovely moments with which I could smile back again. Even if i see them as a mistaken excitement or as an unreal expectation,

I still like the answers you gave and the questions which were inherent, the answers were more easier to understand than self raised questions,

Looking something for some purpose is not good, but looking something as source of satisfaction is not bad,

Yes you have been a source,

A source to do good, and aspire good things in life,

You have been the source of fun , anger, worries, happiness and of course inspiration.

Rather say a source of liveliness

Sometimes it is not that easy to accept the outcome if it is not favouring your life ,

It’s painful and disheartening to withstand with what we Haven’t expected.

But we can’t have everything what we want in life .


Living it and Leaving it.


1000 at 2020 !!!

Good Morning Everyone …

Love to all you beautiful people from Different Parts of the world 🙂

So what a positive start to the year, I thank Everyone for being the part of my extended Family, as I am excitingly delighted to share that I have crossed the 1000 Followers mark, and it’s really the perfect way to kick start the year,

so I thought of sharing it to everyone of you, and express my gratitude in the best possible way, it’s really nice to get have a family of 4 Digits,

I am Thanking each and everyone for being with me, I request you all to shatter the same amount of love towards me and my posts, forever , may we have more and more friends and we cherish this never ending journey .

Thank You.

Artistically Beautiful!!



I saw a Dream,

Dream with my open eyes,
With many more layers of love,
Love,
for the one to whom I never met,
And never saw,
She was Artistically beautiful,
As I don’t think ,
could ever see a lady of such grace.
With Her Beautiful Eyes ,
More like the Moon after eclipse.
With a Little Sharp nose,
May have customized before her birth,
Lips , like Little Roses layered with Dew Drops,
Soft , Smooth and colorful.
She looked like a Beauty with a Mysterious smile,
But before I could solve it,
She Disappeared.


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HELLO 2020

Hey, Hello 2020 …

Welcome,

Welcome to this beautiful world …

Okay , so here I wish you all a very happy new year, may you all live your life with utmost happiness , health and satisfaction.

May all the goals and aspirations get accomplished, may you all find the ways to grow more in every prospect of life.

Also i welcome and greet the brand new year i.e 2020 to our lives,

As we all want to grow and make 2020 a benchmark year.

Let’s leave the bad memories behind and carry forward the positives from the previous year.

Let’s believe in our abilities more than counting excuses,

let’s stay and stick with positivity, purity and persistence.

Let’s smile More than yesterday and plan tomorrow, with living full of life today…

All The Best, keep smiling , Have Fun. 🙂

Happy New Year to all.

Wanna Know You Better

Wanna Know You Better

Hello Again,

Thank you Minnie for Nominating  me ! This is quite new and interesting Questionnaire For those of you who don’t know her, be sure to check out her blog just tap the link here
https://lightbehindthecloud.wordpress.com she’s truly talented.

You may like her work.


Wanna Know You Better:

you  have to create your own post and title it “Wanna Know You Better”. Then
Copy all the questions and answer them one by one. Then pass this along as a challenge to any of your favorite/All bloggers . You may create your own questions for those you tag if you want to.

 


My answers to 10 “briefly explain” questions:

  1. What really makes you angry? Lies,Cheat, Nuisance and disrespect,
  2. What is your favorite food that you cannot do without?  A Good South Indian Food.
  3. What is your biggest fear? Losing my loved ones, Fear of being cheated
  4. What has been your biggest accomplishment this year? Personal it is ,so sorry ,
  5. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would that be?  With my family Literally anywhere. but I want them to be at the best available places.
  6. What is your favorite method of relieving stress? I’ve always preferred music but now I write here, earlier during study days I used to play cricket and leave everything behind.
  7. Would you rather live on the Moon or Mars for two yearsOur planet has been pretty good over the years, yes it is contaminated so I feel we should stay here and refix in the best shape of it for the generations coming next,, rather staying there.
  8. Which is your favorite type of weather? Moderate Winters.
  9. What is your favorite sport to play or watch? Cricket, Cricket and Cricket
  10. Do you enjoy creative efforts to attract readers to your blog? I don’t try to attract but yes I like it nice,crisp and connective to readers , so I do try to make it look with what we have.

My answers to 10 “this or that” questions:

  1. Beach or Mountains? Both
  2. Fish or fried chicken wings? Fish
  3. Sydney or Rio De Janeiro? Sydney
  4. Swimming or climbing hills? Not sure, may be swimming
  5. Steak or Lamb? Would try steak
  6. Summer or Winter? Moderate Winter
  7. Countryside or the city? Both
  8. Spring or Autumn? Both
  9. Political Science or Statistics? I am from Maths Background, so would try political science to enhance my knowledge.
  10. Train or Airplane Ride? Both .

Additional questions :-

  1. What is your field of study/work? Studied Mechanical Engineering, Working as an Engineer.
  2. What would you like to achieve in 2020? There are many things but yes I want to have a lot of success,smiles and satisfaction.
  3. What are your hobbies apart from writing/blogging? Listening Music, Playing cricket, Reading, and observing everything around.
  4. What are you grateful for this year? Sister’s Marriage.
  5. How would you describe yourself? 😀  Spiritual, Quite good at heart if not the best,Sometimes Moody, straight forward, Believes in being comfortable than trendy, Sometimes Angry, Funny with friends, speak less with those who are new, don’t look back if you break my heart.


My Questions:

  1. You are Bad when?
  2. Do You Like Individuals if they are good to you  though being bad with conduct to many?
  3. What would be the one possible change you want in you? And why?
  4. Why you think I/one should meet you someday , from here?
  5. What you cook the best at home?
  6. One topic which you want me to write  ?

Okay this post is open for all! As i hate picking people,And I would like to Nominate Everyone of you to answer the questions, whether in the form of post or in the comment section. I am waiting !!

Thank you.

 

 

 

Happy Birthday!

Hello,

Today is My Brother’s birthday , yes on 31st of December , so Before the year Ends , we have his birthday to celebrate and carry forward the same fun and enthusiasm to the new year,

so here I wish him all the good, better and best things for his life, may he grow more, earn more, learn more, Of course have fun more.

May he remains healthy , fit and flexible, Avoid every single worry and stay humble as well.

Above all be brave and enjoy the moments with smile and make everyone proud around you.

I urge everyone of you to wish him the best birthday wishes, in your ways,

Thank You, Good Night 🙂

There After a Decade..

Okay ,Good Evening Guys !

so I visited the same place. Same temple and clicked the photograph with the same pose. Which and where I was exactly 10 long years ago,
this time to celebrate the 5th birthday of my niece, Janvi.

But now, it has been me and only my family not the one who was with us 10 years ago with unofficial permission.

Like everyone says time flies.
I accept it. Time flies and the situations do change.
Smile remains there but question is about the genuineness of it.

It was not easy to do but did to show to the world and the people around that everything is fine to me now. And I am above such sentiments.

Deep down, silently my heart being the usual human heart was pumping at a speed more than the usual sprint of a horse.

I  Asked to click images randomly so that I could have the best one in the gallery.
But not even a single PIC was good to have. As the smile was fake and my eyes where not ready to face camera, may be heart was not liking it and the face was not supporting my forced Instincts.

Everything there was same to same and I recalled every single moment of mine there a decade ago.
Be it roaming everywhere around there with wheels on my legs, playing stupid pass time games or even captivating energy for some useful work and some how bringing out that WE moments in between.

The roads,The people, the ambiance, the staying rooms, the Temple and of course the God.

Yes I have been a teenager by then and very very care free monk.,with some good etiquettes which I still have,by being real and raw sometimes at heart.

But this time. I have been quite silent  matured rather say changed version of mine,
silently observing everything what was there then and now, also my little eyes went for some tearful ride as well when was alone as I have been mostly by being with many with a reason and with a purpose more personal.
10years ago, never thought about this visit nor the circumstances I am around with, never felt that I have to face such realities in love with hate and cheat.

Forget about it.

I really feel that it has been heavy on my heart at that moment but when I rethink about the same I feel good about it. That overcame my very own created barrier. And surpassed this hurdle.


Anyways ,
Happy Birthday Janvi(Niece).


Thank you

Some Mornings’

Some Mornings, you just want to stay on bed, and you just want to lay there, you don’t care what the clock says, you don’t think about the daily routine,

You take it as a need to feel good, like you never felt of having it, you want to sleep more and more though you actually don’t sleep,

You have the node of listening everything what happens out there, but you prefer to be inside the blanket, sometimes with the folding of legs, and some times with one sided sleeping posture,

It happens more in the winter days where you just can’t bare the mighty cold shivering conditions,

it happens quite often when you are taking leave or it is a holiday,

It is both today, a Sunday and of course it’s winter, I have to say that it feels lethargic somewhere but who cares, I don’t care .

staying on bed inside the blanket, laying not sleeping, listening not reacting, and posting a new post is not that bad as it looks ..

As it is winters with minus degree Centigrades around with chilled breeze, and also Sunday so it is actual quite cool to sleep for some long hours,

the kind of relaxation the body needs,

And in between all this lazy mornings you may even plan your best schedule for the coming hours, days,weeks,and months,

Infact a good soothing music, with the love of your life could bring some unmatched happiness, and unfold some hidden fantasies..

And the ones who are not being accompanied by their partners or are singles have their own ways to enjoy.. 🙂

We are quite different here on being lazy, we have our ways to do things differently,

Some prefer to have phonecalls by being under blanket,

Some can have long chats with their friends, lover, &any other as well.

some are wrapped that they could look scary as well. As a part of them is visible and you have to find the rest like a jigsaw puzzle. The can sleep in impossible posture .

Some can sit but they can’t leave the cushion if blanket, they look bloody cute, they may tap limitless naps as well,they can sleep sit eat and talk at the same time.

Who else like/have such mornings..?


#lastsundayoftheyear

#lastsundayofthedecade

Two Things

Two Things which are still pleasing to my heart,

Two things which bring back the smile on my face.

Two things which is even new yet old to my heart..

Two things which enlighten my day even more brighter..

Two things which make me feel good about me being me and you being you..

Yes they are the part of my heart being not mine..

Not mine but still have my share on it..

To think and feel alive.

The Two things are litter..

Yes The Slight Pinkish blush of your cheeks..

And the Little light late lucid smiles.

Without any application of cosmetics..

Your smile is glittering to my eyes with the blushings of shyness.

The Thin soft smiles….

©

What I feel.

Good Morning Friends,

Hope you Guys are doing Good, This Sunday morning has been quite Different so far, not like the regular ones ,

As I woke up early in the morning and went for having a good inhale of oxygen , around 6kms of brisk walk with headphones & quality music has been really nice.

And then sat for more than 2 hours in direct sun light, it really feels good. And in between this, I thought to write to share my views about the current state of world cricket and also know your views about the same if any.

Guys Don’t you think Cricket is not at it’s very best as it has been over the years, though the different boards are trying hard to bring back the old cricket excitement back,by bringing Day & Night test matches, Pink Ball Test Matches , T10 Cricket ,100 Balls cricket etc, But still we can’t find the same what we observed during the days of early 90’s, 2k’s etc when we had the likes of super stars in every game, be it Australia ,India Pakistan or even West Indies, etc though it is always been team game but we can’t discard the personal rivilaries of the individuals, though it may be dramatically conceptualized by the media.

Even in this generation of Cricket we have superstars but the quality of cricket is not the same in all the teams,

teams like Srilanka South Africa , west indies, Pakistan, Bangladesh etc are not in their best phase of cricket they don’t have proper teams to compete in global tournaments, no matter what we bring to Cricket but it is always the players who bring the excitement, world cricket is struggling to bring the best competitive cricket only few teams are good and looks like an even teams on paper whereas remaining teams are not even good of the opponent’s B- team .

And yes we are having too much of cricket through out the years, we have T20World cups, 50Over world cups, IPL ,CPL,BPL,BBL etc with so many bilateral series which even make it overdose of cricket .

Also we don’t have Lara ,Sangakara,Murali, Akhtar,ABD,etc’s in cricket nor we have their so called replacements, as we do even watch for stars , it is not good for the world cricket as we have selective matches to watch as non one would prefer to watch a match which don’t have any contest.

And their is no other team than Afghanistan who looks prominent from the new test playing nations. Though they also need to get better, and their are only 10-12 playing nations out of which only few are good to be on head to head clash.

I strongly feel that it’s slowly loosing it’s charm though we all want it to prosper more but we can’t stay unaware of the current state of cricket.

Teams like Srilanka , south Africa, West Indies, Pakistan, Bangladesh, Zimbabwe, Kenya , etc should come back harder and raise their level of cricket to have the excitement back.

Take Care

Start Doing…

Where you stand today,

Do you think is the place where you wanted to be.

What you are today,

Is it The same you wanted to be.

How it feels to find yourself in the wrong place ,

Or the place which is not where you wanted to be ..

Isn’t it draining when you turn and see where you stand in the crowd

And what they have expected from you,

The fighter within you has surrendered or what?

Or you think you can still fight against all the odds?

Are you habitual now ,

Habitual of comprising your dreams,

Habitual of loosing and explaining the reasons of your failure.

Or you have the spark still somewhere which gives you the reason to leave the bed in the early morning and conquer again,

That fire to stay awake and pursue your dreams,

Is it there?

Are you still the same …?

Yes You’re,

And it is there,

Just stay motivated

And be focused.

Above all

Stop Wishing, Start Doing.

SHAME!

Seriously this is shameful to be around such coward people.

Stunned, Saddened , and Disturbed with the offense.

why we are in the society were we are so helpless .

Why we can’t stop the constant injustice, and crime happening to the women around us.

Another day another girl, another rape another murder and another life of an individual has been buried.

What we are doing , !

Shame.

Just too tiny I am to say but yes we are helpless and we are actually careless, no remedies , no rule and no control over the crimes in India so far.

A girl named Dr. Priyanka Reddy (Age 26) has been Gang raped , Murdered, and buried brutally by wrapping her in a blanket with kerosene oil near the toll post outside area,

she was seeking help as her scooty was out of order.

They punctured her scooter , they trapped her by offering help, they did everything bad what they should not have done.

She called her sister and told about the vehicle’s status, the parents reached the same area from where she called but they already took her to somewhere else .

It’s not about Delhi, Mumbai or Hyderabad.

It’s not about short dress or love affairs,

it is about the bloody criminal mentality,

It is so sick to be around such cowards.

SHAME.


#RIPDr.PriyankaReddy

Good Things Coming your way.

Good Things coming your way..

Keep your head high & feet steady,

This is your time,

Your time to smile,

Yes smile with joy.

You have seen enough of tough times,

And it’s over now.

Believe,

Pray,

and feel ,

Good Things coming your way.


Good Night.

Beautiful in & out

Beautiful You’re in general,

And Beautiful your smile is.

Beautiful you are with your words.

Beautiful you are to the one you love.

Beautiful to the people you care.

Beautiful to the one you feel good about.

Beautiful to the society standards.

But Are you Really Beautiful?

As the real beauty is in the heart,

It’s beyond the layering of cosmetics,

And wearing of quality clothes.

It’s beyond the buttering of words.

It does not require to be in the good books of everyone,

It just require a good heart.

Are you Beautiful both in and out?

Thank you WordPress.

Dear WordPress And My Lovely Fellow Bloggers, Thank you so much for being with me with all my senseless thoughts and Silly words,

I appreciate everyone of you for being there with me with every single post of mine and encouraging me to do a bit better than yesterday,

it is overwhelming to know that I have surpassed 3years on WordPress,

I can’t express my gratitude towards WordPress for giving me an opportunity to put my views , thoughts and stories a platform through which I have been able to reach beyond the horizons,

yes it gave me the big strong wings to fly and even fly higher.

Thank you everyone

keep all the love coming, and support me in the way you all did so far.

God Bless.

Definitely You..

I know….

I have more things to do…

But I have my own selected priorities , though it look silly to some and careless to many..

But yes i do have my priorities.. And the most prior of the priorities is you…

Definitely You.

Life starts with you and Ends at you

Happy Deepawali…

Hello Friends,

Hope you all have been in a good festive mood, and enjoying the festival with your family , neighbours and friends..

So, here I wish you all a very Happy Deepawali… The Festival of light,

Have the best possible light around you ..

May you all Grow More and stay Grounded.

Use Earthen Pots, Candles for lightening, try to avoid electric consumption.

Eat home made sweets, & snacks

Make Rangolis, click and share pictures.

Avoid Crackers and preserve the ecosystem.

Say No to Pollution.

Have Fun.

Happy Deepawali to you all again..

At a coffee shop…

After a long day,

Me at a coffee shop with a coffee on my table.. and literally no one to accompany me.. Looking everyone with a story in mind about their conversations..

In between this, just swallowed the unbearable coffee sips..

And my vulnerable eyes started looking at everyone and everywhere..

Then I saw a table where three girls were sitting and gossiping about something with shouts, giggles and laughter..

I just changed my seat.. And sat next to their table so that I could listen what they were talking about..

Ok so now they were audible..

As I raised my listening skills by few more decibels..

So the coffee was quite entertaining now, and I asked one more to look engaged to the waiters.

These girls were clapping and doing high fives in between them.

The three girls were talking about their respected boyfriends, and how they have been pampered ..

actually they were saying that , they literally play as per their will with the boys.. Be it a movie going or some expensive purchasing.

They compared who is better among the three and how they are planning more expenditure from their boyfriends. As Diwali is on the cards now,

I was actually liking this, as it is something new to know..that everything is as per planning and plotting.

In between this they have realized that I am listening their talks..or observing them.. They may have thought that I am interested in one of them..

So they actually started looking at me with a smile..which was even more hilarious.

One of them has loosened her hair and started swinging her hair with a confident swag ..

And looked at me with even more nuances .. With fixing her messy Red t-shirt near her waist.

And looked at me for while trying to say Hey or Hello, with a smile filled with fakeness,

I just turned my eyes and shakedown my head.

She along with her friends left the place

Reasons better know to them.

But yes she had her flair.. 🙂

And I turned off the signals and shifted focus on the right hind side of the table,

Where I saw An lady around 85years was there with a kid may be her grand daughter..

She was in a state of confusion as she don’t know what to order and how,

Then a suspicious man with a very suspicious look came , could be her servant or a known fellow..

Even he was unsure about the things so , I helped them to make their order

He came and asked me to click a picture of him showing his Rudraksh and also asked my name,by saying I will be helpful to you sir, I am the one to whom you pray daily.

I said, look I am helping just for the sake of kid and the lady ,not for being asked for clicking your PIC.

He said ok sir, and obliged for the help in placing order,

He was a bit different from normal, like mentally instable and heavy in voice, his actions were strange, though they enjoyed their coffee.

but I still don’t why he asked me to click his picture though I deleted it.

Then i recived a call from my home,left the place.

Thank you

***P.S – I wrote this post by being at the coffee place.

Prince Charming!!

Oh the thick big glasses on my eyes don’t look good to the girls,

They say I look like an uncle..

Oh the dark skin tone of mine don’t attract to the girls ,

They say, they can’t even see me sometimes..

Oh the lean and thin body of mine , more like a Skelton , don’t get appreciated by girls..

They say , They want muscular guys..

They want Prince charming but with more the looks of the Prince ..

That’s it !!

Do I look like a Prince ? ,

Yes of course ..

But to me, and to my mother and sometimes in my mirror…

They all want someone with good physique, and handsome looks..

They treat me like a tree, as they don’t even notice when I stare at them.

They laugh at my walk, also at my talk.

They make fun of my clothes .

They are good in fact better than good..

But they should treat me at least a human..

Human with all the feelings, and flaws..

The Real Prince doesn’t require all the attributes , to get liked they get liked for being what they are.

Oh they don’t even know that Thin, Lean, Fat, Short, Tall,Dark,Ugly, or weird are not what we can demand but yes we can diminish these tiny things of appearance with our nature , character and humanity.

And The Real Prince is always about character, Humanity, Humbleness etc. Hope they learn before falling and failing in life..

#BeTheRealPrince

P.S : Just A Random Writeup.

I can’t be a writer….

So, Then I have realized that I can’t be a writer as it needs lot more than just writing good and real,

As It requires a lot of materialistic things, and many more fabricated insights, one can’t be a writer if he/she is willing to write with the pure emotions and substance which makes him feel to write,

They may put words and also may compile it , but it would not be enough to get attention and readers, you need more spices,

And by having such spice you may tend to loose your original idea of the article or plot,

You may write but you will never get satisfied with your work as you have opted for the additives of the trend.

You may even find your self in a state where you are doing your work but for the choice of others,

The tears , pains , emotions, happiness, sacrifice, selfishness, tragedy etc etc of your work will only get attention if it has some layering of everything in trend be it a title of the article or the visualization of it,

sometimes you may need to promote it like a salesman, the original description of pain and happiness with the words came from heart may not by liked by the readers, they have their choice of interest and it has nothing to do with the effort you kept for writing,

You and your writeup will be discarded within sometime. As you may not had the ingredients they were looking for..

You can’t be what they want , as you can’t diminish your creativity..

But you can’t survive with what you feel and write ,as everyone has options more than the choice..

Think About it.

So strange ..

If I can wish you Eid Mubarak

If I can wish you Merry Christmas

Then why you can’t even react to Ganesh chaturthi..

Not Even to Shri Krishna Janamashthami..

Infact you people stayed calm and unresponsive to festivals like Diwali and The Dussera..

This is so strange for me to understand , also to figure out that why is it so..

As you say you are not communal and hate communalism , like i do..

And You say secularism is something with which you relate and stand by the best of your strength.

But I don’t know by which parameters you consider yourself to be the secular Indian, as you behave like a stranger to our own festivals..

about which we all have been taught in the schools and also our movies have shown us celebrating our festivals together be it Eid or Christmas or even Diwali..

Then why I find it different from your end.. ?

Why this hypocrisy ?

Don’t spread negativity..

We are Indians and we should stick together by the roots..

we all are brothers irrespective of our religion And religious belief..

anyways hope you people feel what I feel..

Thank you Happy Ganesh chaturthi..

And Happy Teacher’s Day.

Love to sleep over your Lap

Lap…

I love to sleep over your lap,

I feel so calm,

Also sleepy..

My worries don’t haunt me anymore..

And I am not the same insomniac ..

Also, I don’t have headaches..

I feel so good…

Chilled and relaxed..

I feel free to breathe,

All my tensions get vanished..

Yes your Lap,

similar to my mother’s lap,

the warm and soothing Lap..

Lap ,

just love to sleep over your lap.

Let me sleep over your lap.

I never loved you.

That day with some tears , she came to him and said, I feel sorry to you for being so helpless , I am sorry, I know you love me a lot and i really don’t need any evidence as I can feel it,

but I never loved you dear ,

yes this is what the truth is, I just wanted to be their with you till my parents search someone for me to get married,

yes I never loved you, I just acted to be in love with you, I loved your company and everything you did for me ,

yes I never thought About this day, but I should have thought about it,

I am very bad I know,

but this is what the truth is,

I just wanted to get along in a busy status of relationship till my marriage as my friends were teasing me for living a life without boyfriend,

so I did all that for which I am feeling sad.. I know I played with your emotions… But I am sorry..

As I know you have been serious for me and I was just doing it for fun and showoff. I am sorry ,it is really bad and embarrassing…

And the guy was listening without believing….

With some tears and confusion.


***Don’t Play with Emotions..

***How should the guy react to it ? And what would be your reaction if you find yourself at such situation?

Even I accepted their lies.

They asked me few things about an issue, actually they wanted me to answer it either in a spicy way or they wanted to put me in some troublesome state,

I smilingly said why you people are asking me this.? Don’t you believe their stated truths, Or you feel that I need to say my version.

They said we want to know your side.

I replied, There is no my side or their side, there is truth and their false.

So you have to see what you take from their talks,

We don’t believe them, they said.

I answered I believe them, as I don’t care about anything now , I have nothing to loose. And they may be putting the right things forward, I don’t know what they are saying though, but even I accepted their lies, I can’t do much either.

As even don’t know the real truth. And I have nothing to do with the truth now, as they did what they wanted to, and the damage couldn’t be recovered ever, but yes they have been good in chopping and presenting things in their suited way.

But, I don’t have any interest in giving justification to anyone, or to put my side on the issue. As I am not here to prove Anything to anyone, I know my side I am right by best of thoughts, and deep down they also know what is right and what is not right, who is culprit and who is not, and above all there is someone who knows everything and he is looking at everything, to whom we call Almighty, The God,

Moreover I heard that, they are too good and the world is too bad ,and I am too bad and the world is too bad , as per the talks what I came to know from the people in between me and them.

Anyways We all are going to pay for the deeds we do , if not today then tomorrow for sure.

if you are good you will receive good things from god , if bad then you have to be ready for the outcome, you can’t get away from your punishments.

So , I don’t care what they are saying as I am only answerable to the god , but in my case it’s God who has to answer me, as he may don’t have any question and I have many to ask him. And it would start from Why me? ?

I hope i will get the answer,!!!

Anyways you are free to think and consider me anything you want as liberty is there for everyone.

But my identity is best known to me and god. Likewise truth is better known to God , culprit and victim.

But if they say I am culprit , then yes I am culprit . nothing to objectify or even feel bad. As they are not the decision makers . so why to think or care about it.

Then they smiled and said you said nothing in particular but said everything.

And I smiled back.

Thank you for reading.

Let’s Stay Independently United.

Good Morning Friends,

Wishing luck and love to all of you, And appealing all to believe in the integrity of our nation and celebrate our Independence,

Yes a Very Happy Independence Day all my friends and fellow Bloggers across the globe.

We all are one, we all believe in Unity .

We all know our history, and the fight against slavery and struggle for freedom.

So, We need to understand the value of the freedom, we have some issues still to fight like Terrorism, Unemployment,crime, communalism, etc etc we need to eradicate all these and the solutions against it,

we have to strengthen our women and should focus on women empowerment,

we need to have a parallel education system, no changes as per the state, one nation one syllabus and one medium, .

we need to fight against the misconception of our so called social reformers and put the right things forward.

Yes we have been doing some good things in the recent times which has brought some more expectations, it’s good the evils like triple talaq and article 370 has been removed, also the reservation have been offered to the people who are economically weaker, irrespect of the their caste.

We have to accept that somewhere we needed these transformations,

But we need more and more to bring back the title of The Golden Bird for our country. And I believe we can do that.

Let’s fight against the poor mindsets, and stay united for the Harmony and peace.

We all make India, The India world knows.

Let’s stay Independent for ever and take our independence for more generations to come.

Let’s Stay Independently United.

Yes I Am a Proud Indian like Any other Indian. And I believe we all should be.

Happy Independence Day!!!

Mera Bharat Mahaan!!

Jai Hind!!

Pray 4 Kerala…

Good Morning friends,

We all are quite aware of the issues Kerala is facing now, with heavy rains and flood kind of situations ,in fact many portions of southern India is dealing with it,

Kerala is in deep trouble, they face it every next time and I read this on s portal that it happens because of unplanned development, landslides and floods occurs mainly because of poor decisions taken for having developments, they discard the demands of nature, they opt for deforestation,rock cuttings, poor water harvesting etc

Anyways, we need to stand by them in their tough situations, let’s stick together and help them , we could help them in any possible manner like offerings charity, donating essentials like food and basics.

If you are good enough then I would request you to share your bit for them. And it could be anything they need food ,clothes, water, raincoats ,medicines etc you may Google it to do it.

I have been following news about it 8 districts have been declared as red alerted. 150+ individuals are missing ,20+ people are died, (Numbers may vary)

Imagine abundance of water everywhere you see and its still raining, you desiring for life to live with your family, but don’t how to survive. Being unsheltered,sick ,and hungry.

It is horrible and tragic.

Same is with Karnataka and Maharashtra, the people who are there are facing trouble as well, in fact the States residing next to the Western Ghats have been declared to have heavy rainfall and may face severe landslides .

Our Govt. is trying their best but don’t why they do it after the occurrence, as I believe “preventions is better than cure”. Anyways hoping for the best.

But Kerala has been the most affected state so far by being the most green and beautiful. And of course my favourite.

Lets do it as a human being. let’s pray for them, let’s pray for Kerala, and urge god in our prayers about all the Kerala people, as praying for the person next to you is also a kind of concern.

Thank you.

They say…..

They say I am too good for this,

And they say I am too bad to be here,

they say you may think that way or even this way,

they say you can’t do this,

And they say only you can do this ,

they say you may have think so, And they say you may have thought that,

they say you have mood swings,

Also, they say you have overconfidence,and rash attitude,

they say you can’t do much,

As you are sick with your actions,

Also you are carefree,Negligent and over rated.

Wait,

How do they say so, ?

Do they have any clue about me?

how could be they saying so,

how they can be presuming about my mind, and heart, ?

how they are so judgemental!

And why?

Who are they to think that I may think or may have thought so,

Why they consider me so...?

What gives them that courage to be so considerable about me.

Literally What ???

Look & Listen

I am not like what you presume or consider ,

I am just way beyond your imaginations.

I love being Me,

I won’t mind if you think I have attitude or I am carefree.

I have something about which you can only dream to have.

And that’s my originality I am not fake,

I am Rude ,or care free.

I have my head high for everything I do.

And I don’t need a certificate for being selfless from you.

I am not this or that,

I don’t think this way or that way,

I am Too Good for your mind to pick or presume.

And it’s only me who know it better that what I can do and what I can’t, Got it .

Take care!


**Don’t be Judgemental about anyone, as they know themselves better.

Pray for me.

It is nervousness or anxiety , I don’t know….

but it is something which is hitting my heart and mind,

I think my heart is not willing to accept myself as a failure and somehow my mind has came to a conclusion of compensatory happiness.

Being amongst the losers with some reasons, explanations , and of course few excuses has been the story so far,

Loosing without a trial with lot of distractions and few strong barriers are something with which I am dealing from years,

LOSER, is a big tag.

And I think I am accepting it somewhere in my heart with sadness, its not that I never had the ingredients to conquer, but it has been somehow my negligence with some hard lucks, obligations and poor decisions.

Yes it has affected me, my dreams, my aspirations, my happiness and my searching satisfaction.

I am good at this and that but not enough stabilized to put it for some productive outcome ,

Outcome in context of success, And successful satisfaction.

I hate the confusion, hate that a lot as it ruined me, still I feel a compensatory choice I preferred for sustainment.

As sustainment is an important thing I dared to avoid it once and paid the price for that dare,

so may be I am not good at dreaming or my dreams are just dreams I should not try to feel and live it, I figured out.

Yes it is saddens you at your heart , and you start questioning your own life,

like may be god has made me for this and not that and I am trying to hard to go beyond god’s decision.

Anyways I Still feel sad when people come and say you have been so good ,

you could have done this and that with ease, you should have been there we always felt that you are something different and thought you to be at some high to look,

we still have high expectations,

you can still start and deliver with ease, you have the spark , you just have to focus and focus at like everything, we still have high expectations from you.

And listening all that makes me feel so bad for being so unjustified to their expectations,

it feels good to have high expectations but it breaks you into pieces when they themselves say you spoiled it man with your own, and failed and you are a loser!

And then our mind and heart have some serious sadness with which we may not cope up.

As it takes us to negativeness, when you start comparing yourself with your expectations and with your contemporaries. And you find yourself now where.

You actually fail when you question your self or start thinking more than you should.

But having being said that,

I think life gives you chances to bounce back and roll it like a boss,

I am still seeking and trying to find out that one chance to make it appropriate with my life and the people around it.

I hope god has left one more good thing to share and hopefully I would accept it without any blunders this time.

Pray for me.

Thank you

Bad at Response.

Good Afternoon Guys,

Today I am here with something to discuss which you may like , or may not but let’s discuss it.

Guys, we often see such people in our daily life who have the tendency of speaking more and also speaking less, and it actually varies from individual to individual as per their own choices,

But there is one other kind of people who speak relevantly good but have the tendency of showing disinterest to your talks, they will be available to you but with half of their heart, even if they are not half hearted but there traits will make you think so,

they will give smiles, as reply, they may give you one liners sometimes even one words, they make reaction with expressions, they may listen but pretends to not listen, or they will change the topic at their will, which is actually disheartening to the individual who is eagerly waiting for a respected response,

It actually makes you think that this man/woman don’t want to talk or may be not interested to talk or may have some attitude issues. Which is very much okay by their observations, as they are receiving such vibes from the other end so they may presume that,

Even I don’t want to be in a conversation where the individual is finding words on instalments, I speak with my heart and also with a reason, and want the partner to speak well, and react whenever needed, not sure how you people think about it,

But my opinion is this , and to have a healthy conversation, the two individual should have enough interest to speak and listen, one should not speak alone and vice versa.

And it has nothing to do with the choice of context or with the subject of talks, they have the tendency of speaking in that way as they prefer it, regardless of the subject of talks.

Of course I am not saying that everyone is blessed with good speaking skills or talkativeness, but it is not about the limited skills or the other, the individuals who act unavailable or who react late or selective with responses are actually Bad at listening skills and of course with the speaking skills, even with the reactive skills ,

they should learn and improve, as it is actually a graveyard for themselves, as they are actually creating barriers between their loved ones with bits and pieces of words.

Like they sound RUDE,FAKE,And ANNOYING!

And someone with really bad Etiquettes,

And no one prefers to talk with a person who has 3-4 words for every single thing you say, or may prefer to talk when it is needed the most with some sadness.

This is what I feel , Don’t know Right or wrong,

Do share your opinions if you feel so.

Thank you

You look good when you smile :)

You look good when you smile, 🙂

I see some holes on your chubby cheeks,

Like drilled,

Yes, They say Dimples!

You look good when you smile, 🙂

With some zig zag Pattern of teeth with a little wider lips,

Which you don’t like,

but it looks pretty cool to me,

So don’t need to hide.

Show More , Smile More!!

You look good when you smile, 🙂

As your tiny little round eyes gets closed,

Though not completely closed,

but it looks like closed.

You look good when you smile , 🙂

As you smile without any fear,

And I consider it real and pure,

not fake for sure.

Like the new born baby smile without the reasons we know!!

You look good when you smile 🙂

So keep on Smiling !!!


***Good Night And Smile Please!