The Right Girl !


Just Not the Right Girl for you!

As I smoke & Drink sometimes , and you don’t,

Just not the Right Girl for you ,

As I Don’t Pray much,

Just not the Right Girl for you ,As I laugh Louder than any other girl,

Just Not the Right Girl , as I wear Some Clothes which are short and you don’t like such clothes,

Just Not the Right Girl , as I Care for others more than me, and you don’t ,

Just Not the Right Girl , as I Don’t share my problems and Pain , as you want it to be,

Just not the right Girl , as I Am a free Bird , and you want to have a puppet for you,

I can’t be that Girl with Limited Words as I speak a lot at times,

I can’t be your Miss Right all the time.

As I want to fly and you want someone without wings.

So Dude, You are free to have such Puppets more and more ,

I am not the Right choice for you.

Don’t Go..


Listen,

Don’t go,

Don’t go to bed !

Let’s stay awake in love as I don’t want to sleep and loose you even in my dreams.

Let’s stay away from fights as I know I can’t win and also I don’t want you to loose.

Let’s stay in love to feel you in me and me in you regardless of our distance in between.

Let’s stay away from egos and angers, and stay happy.

Let’s stay in life with our dreams, so that you and me don’t need any other day to live .

Hey ,

how could you go for sleep. When I have so much to ask and many more to share.

Looking not listening..


Most of the time she looked at him, without even murmuring a single word,

He was talking a lot, being unaware of being noticed, he explained everything what was needed regarding it.

She was looking at him like a poser poses ,with a smile and still eyes with some glittering effect in eyes.

Like a serious listener

And he was just speaking with all the professionalism without any hesitation or confusion,

as he was a sincere and dedicated sales officer came to demonstrate about the product for which he was assigned.

She liked his speaking skills more than anyone as she was not listening him, and she never cared that he speaks fast and non stop.

For her it was more like seeing someone very pure at eyes and innocent with looks.

it was like something special in front of her which she really liked and loved looking at.

And for him, talking to her was just making sure that he could convince her for the purchase of the product.

He explained everything, and asked whether she is impressed with product or not ? She has any doubts or what? She would purchase it or not?

She replied I am very happy with the product but would like to understand about it more deeply, so she asked him to explain the entire product again,(purposely she said)

He explained her for three times, (without any anger)

And finally she bought it with a smile and took the word to help her if needed regarding the usage, by the visit or via phone.

He smiled and said sure Mam.

And then they never had any doubts and explanations between them,

as the usage of phone was quite more better than explanations and doubts of the products.


Thank You

To You With Love…


To You With Love,

Thank you for being there as someone who looked like a family more, being a stranger from day one,

Thank You for the lovely moments with which I could smile back again. Even if i see them as a mistaken excitement or as an unreal expectation,

I still like the answers you gave and the questions which were inherent, the answers were more easier to understand than self raised questions,

Looking something for some purpose is not good, but looking something as source of satisfaction is not bad,

Yes you have been a source,

A source to do good, and aspire good things in life,

You have been the source of fun , anger, worries, happiness and of course inspiration.

Rather say a source of liveliness

Sometimes it is not that easy to accept the outcome if it is not favouring your life ,

It’s painful and disheartening to withstand with what we Haven’t expected.

But we can’t have everything what we want in life .


Living it and Leaving it.


SHAME!


Seriously this is shameful to be around such coward people.

Stunned, Saddened , and Disturbed with the offense.

why we are in the society were we are so helpless .

Why we can’t stop the constant injustice, and crime happening to the women around us.

Another day another girl, another rape another murder and another life of an individual has been buried.

What we are doing , !

Shame.

Just too tiny I am to say but yes we are helpless and we are actually careless, no remedies , no rule and no control over the crimes in India so far.

A girl named Dr. Priyanka Reddy (Age 26) has been Gang raped , Murdered, and buried brutally by wrapping her in a blanket with kerosene oil near the toll post outside area,

she was seeking help as her scooty was out of order.

They punctured her scooter , they trapped her by offering help, they did everything bad what they should not have done.

She called her sister and told about the vehicle’s status, the parents reached the same area from where she called but they already took her to somewhere else .

It’s not about Delhi, Mumbai or Hyderabad.

It’s not about short dress or love affairs,

it is about the bloody criminal mentality,

It is so sick to be around such cowards.

SHAME.


#RIPDr.PriyankaReddy

Prince Charming!!


Oh the thick big glasses on my eyes don’t look good to the girls,

They say I look like an uncle..

Oh the dark skin tone of mine don’t attract to the girls ,

They say, they can’t even see me sometimes..

Oh the lean and thin body of mine , more like a Skelton , don’t get appreciated by girls..

They say , They want muscular guys..

They want Prince charming but with more the looks of the Prince ..

That’s it !!

Do I look like a Prince ? ,

Yes of course ..

But to me, and to my mother and sometimes in my mirror…

They all want someone with good physique, and handsome looks..

They treat me like a tree, as they don’t even notice when I stare at them.

They laugh at my walk, also at my talk.

They make fun of my clothes .

They are good in fact better than good..

But they should treat me at least a human..

Human with all the feelings, and flaws..

The Real Prince doesn’t require all the attributes , to get liked they get liked for being what they are.

Oh they don’t even know that Thin, Lean, Fat, Short, Tall,Dark,Ugly, or weird are not what we can demand but yes we can diminish these tiny things of appearance with our nature , character and humanity.

And The Real Prince is always about character, Humanity, Humbleness etc. Hope they learn before falling and failing in life..

#BeTheRealPrince

P.S : Just A Random Writeup.

I never loved you.


That day with some tears , she came to him and said, I feel sorry to you for being so helpless , I am sorry, I know you love me a lot and i really don’t need any evidence as I can feel it,

but I never loved you dear ,

yes this is what the truth is, I just wanted to be their with you till my parents search someone for me to get married,

yes I never loved you, I just acted to be in love with you, I loved your company and everything you did for me ,

yes I never thought About this day, but I should have thought about it,

I am very bad I know,

but this is what the truth is,

I just wanted to get along in a busy status of relationship till my marriage as my friends were teasing me for living a life without boyfriend,

so I did all that for which I am feeling sad.. I know I played with your emotions… But I am sorry..

As I know you have been serious for me and I was just doing it for fun and showoff. I am sorry ,it is really bad and embarrassing…

And the guy was listening without believing….

With some tears and confusion.


***Don’t Play with Emotions..

***How should the guy react to it ? And what would be your reaction if you find yourself at such situation?

I Find You Cute.


I find you cute, seriously cute.

When you smile in between the intense arguments,

I find you cute, when you try to sing sharp with a bad voice.

When you try and match your clothes with mine for every party,

I find you really very cute,

When you ask me to close the umbrella even if i don’t like rain, with a polite request.

I find you cute when you share all the boring stories of your friends,without my interest.

I find you cute, when I see you talking and crying at the same time.

I find you cute , when you play the music of my favorite composer, whenever I am in stress.

I find you cute , when you put your head on my shoulder and talk ,

And in between that you sleep on my shoulder, which is even more cute.

I find you cute when you ask me a kiss on your forehead,

I find you cute with me, this way and also that way ,

I find you cute every time.

As You are Really Cute.


Good Night

Loving Ghost


Yes he kissed her as she sleeps next to him every night,

And in the morning he takes his breakfast with her.

As she loves to cook for him and watch him eating,

He make few cups of coffee which they enjoy with a kiss .

She comes and goes,

she is not scary but yes she is the ghost who thinks and treats him as her boyfriend,

though he told her that I am not the one but she says let it be I like you as i used to like my boy friend,

Also he asked about her that why she is ghost now, and what went wrong with her,

she said she murdered her boyfriend and committed suicide as she caught him with another girl,

And she had been brutally betrayed by her boyfriend.

She likes him because he looks like him ,

but he is single and lives just next to the room where they lived.

And more ever he also failed in love with same kind of situation though he preferred to let her live with him,

So there is a connection of being cheated by their loved ones but both had different approach to it.

Anyways,

She just wears the normal clothes like jeans T – shirts, etc like any other young girl not like the ghosts of the movies,

yes her voice is dual and of course she has some amplitude at it.

And She could smile and cry at the same time,

She likes romantic movies. And prefer playing carom.

She has the most beautiful eyes and even more beautiful smile.

She is friendly to him but he don’t know how to tell her that she is a different spirit now,

he can’t love her like she wants,

Ghost and human can’t be the lovers,

she says one day when the god would be kind enough on her she would happily leave the world but by then he has to be her love interest,

He thinks he don’t have any other option as he can’t find a way to escape also he has generated some kind of sympathy for her.

May be because of her love failure And the betrayal.


That’s it.!!!

Virgin…


After 2 years of her marriage ,

Pia came back to India to stay with her family, so many of her friends came to meet her,

they asked her many random questions about her and husband,

like,

how is your marriage,?

You both are happy ?

How you have been these days etc.

she said yes I am happy as I look. And we are living with all possible happiness.

Her friend (Nisha) said , all good !that’s enough as you have been the most reserved girl from our group! And went to abroad all of a sudden .

Pia replied ‘ yes i have been very shy and reserved.,

Pia asked – What about you, are you still flirting with all?

Nisha replied- yes sometimes for fun and sometimes for seriously nothing.

But tell me about you how good is your life, you are looking different, he is nice to you right?

I mean why you came alone where is he?,

Pia replied ‘ of course he wanted to come but he had some commitments.

yes I can’t tell you about it in details but I feel so lucky to be his wife.

Her friend was not convinced as she can observe that her eyes were saying something else.

She again, asked her the same question in a different way,

” hey your husband is a rich guy , I saw his profile has some good money in the bank and also have a lot of property etc right?.”

She replied ‘ yes so.

Her friend puzzled pia ” are you not excited with that, like money ,property cars etc.

pia replied “yes if it excites you then I am also excited.”

Her friend could sense that pia is missing something, she asked her again and again by some promises and all.

Pia replied ” yes I am married I love him and he loves me, yes he is rich and talented that’s it,

but you know what I feel like i am still partially virgin,

Yes we travelled everywhere but not like a couple , he was there with some work and consignments.

And I was there to make him feel stress relieved whenever needed.

He has been there with me, but not there for me, more for status showoff. To show it to the world through social networking sites.

And you know how we love, it is more like robots following some of the mating commands.

Yes He is a proper straight man and i am also proper straight girl, nothing odd as it sounds.

but the fact is that, he only touched my body and not my soul, and never allowed me to get in his zone of privacy.

We are not connected to each other like we should have.

My body is not virgin my friend but yes my emotions are , my heart is not there when I am with him because he is not also there with me, its more like a task to him or an activity to loose stress for him, that’s it,

he is busy with his cigars and phone ,

he is there but he is not there with me actually ,

he loves his work more than himself. He love me but his style of love is not what I like may be he don’t even know how to love.

He has a time for everything like 10mins for breakfast , 5mins for getting ready etc,

he is a big time management insect.

It’s good professionally.

but not for the layers of love to get unfolded.

But I am happy as I can’t be sad.


***Love is beyond the materialistic happiness. Love them with everything you have,not just posting pictures and buying gifts.

Queen by heart…


She came with so many Dreams,

She explored all the Horizons,

She created magic everywhere she looked,

She is kind,

And also beautiful,

She is not a queen by birth,

Not even a magician with her tricks,

She is an ordinary girl with all the ingredients of Queen,

Who creates illusion with her charm,

Truly she is Queen By heart!

Sleep Again ! – An Erotic Poem


I want to sleep again, as you disturbed me in between,

yes you rang ,

you stupid alarm,

we were at the peak of our love, yes you rang , you stupid alarm.

let me tell you what the dream was,

I can remember that it was very dark and he hugged me tight,

we were tumbling this and that way of the bed,

Yes he kissed me with some lusty passion ,

sometimes at my lips & sometimes at my hips,

I really love that noisy smooches,

like I swallow my long sized noodles,

Love that chocolate coated over my lips, which he tasted with some bites.

yes I wanted it again and again ,

Of course I love that sheer passion, as i was about to die with pleasure and pain.

Yes I want to sleep again to watch the same dream again,

And this time I don’t want you to disturb,

As i want to finish the remainings.

***And then she switched off her alarm and slept again.

S H A D E S


It was around 2 am , he reached his home, which was at 4th floor of the famous apartment in that city.

He was extremely tired with the stress and strain of the day, as finding job is more tougher than doing the job,

some how he managed to change the formal wears with shorts and took his sleep.

he was an aspiring actor who was searching opportunities.

But yet to get a call for acting,It has been 3months of joblessness.

So he was frustrated in a way, but he was there to prove the people wrong who discarded him and his talent in the auditions he gave so far.

So, the next morning he woke up with the same fighting spirit and gone for many more offices for auditions,

And again no one even looked at his portfolio and rejected him,

Now , it was around 3pm, he was about to feel sad and hungry at the same time, he received a call from a reputed ad agency, he ran and reached the agency with some nervousness ,he was asked to sit, then he was about to face the owner,

But she lefts the place.

He was stated by the manager that he has to do AD of some detergent, he was ready with the incoming and accepted it,

Next Day, he reached the place and he saw the other side of acting world,

he saw that there are many guys and girls are being asked for audience for the same AD in which he was already part, he was confused that why this audition is going on,

before he could now he came to know that they are doing it as preventive method, as they may replace him if he does not do good

Some how he managed to impress and did a good job, now in the same set he met the owner,

she is beautiful with some temper issues he observed, she cleared his amount for the ad and asked him to meet again in the evening by sharing her card.

He agreed and left.

In the evening he called the no. Printed on the card,

She didn’t lift and dropped a message in which she shared her address of farm house .

He manages to go there. It is 7pm now

He again calls. This time her phone is in a silent mode. Some how he enter the house.

He could hardly find the purpose of calling him there.

Then he enters , he is still not sure what’s going on.

And suddenly he finds a weird thing of being locked from outside. He is scared now, who is there ? He shouts.

She smiles and says relax , and in between this she offers him some drink and it was not tea or coffee .

he says madam I am OK may I know what’s the reason to call me here. Is there any big project,

she says yeah. It is bigger than you thought,

As You have to impress me, or Should i say satisfy me! By sitting over a couch in a navy blue dress with some alcoholic eyes and unconditioned hair falling over her shoulder she says..

He is shocked now. And says excuse me! What?

She smiles again and asks him to come closer,

And says look, I am searching fun and you are searching success,

so should I say that you are the next star of the country. But for becoming the star you have to go with what I prefer for you.

Look I know that you are from a small town and these things are new , but you may have seen the amount of aspirants near my office and you may be in a confusion that how and why you have been selected. And I hope you are by now quite clear with your doubts.

And Pulls him towards her with showing some of her visible body parts,

I saw your photographs in the portfolio and I decided that you will be in the ad, now I want you to be in the next project but for that you have to impress me in every prospect.

I know you are good at work as you are very hardworking as told by the director ,

Let me check whether you are equally good at other works or not she whispered.

He replied I am good enough to earn money I think I don’t need to do this or that to become a star so thank you I am happy with it. I would like to go now, let the doors get open. He removes her hand over his neck.

She smiled and says ,

you know what the small town people are so poor they can’t take life smoothly, I am beautiful rich and also successful and u need opportunity which only I can provide but you are saying no to me. Do you know how fool you are ! Again she snatches few buttons of his shirt and pulls him towards her.

He says yes I am fool , and happy with it and I don’t want to become star as well.. You are beautiful and also i need opportunity but it does not mean that I would do something which is not good ,

I am not here for sale. Let me go! He slaps her and firmly looks her with anger,

He Breaks the door and left the place. But she was not happy with what happened. As she had other ideas for him, and felt like rejected.

Next Day,

He was saddened now with the side effects of his dream and decides to leave the city. But in between the rush he has been called from another production house , they were seeking some one who is new and talented and found him as the perfect choice through his previous audience.

Six Months Later,

He is the star by his own merit without any comprises.

And finds the same lady in every other business parties and looks her like he saw nothing.

And one bad day he came to know that the lady has been killed at her own farm house from one of her longtime victim.

Good Day!

Justice


Hello people hope you all are doing good .

okay so finally it happened though it could not bring the girl back..

but at least her soul will feel good that her murders and the rapists are being sentenced for lifetime imprisonment, and respective punishments by the Indian Court.

I don’t know why they were not given the death sentence as I find it is not a crime for which you can have an imprisonment, this needed more tough decisions, as they were so harsh on a girl who was there to live the life with smile . they did every wrong thing to her which was was not at all acceptable only the people with evil mindset can do such cruel offence,

As we can find the charge sheet prepared by the cops who investigated, one of my fellow blogger as explained the entire offence in the blog, https://wp.me/p7FFpK-4a , and it is really shocking to read what the girl has gone through,

but I think we all need to accept what the court has decided for them,

2018 was the year, when it happened and I was the one who really saddened with the news.. I couldn’t control myself to stand for her ,besides the fact that few were trying to make it a political agenda..I wrote a post on my blog ‘This is not acceptable’ in which tried to put my views about the cruelness and the wrong way of furnishing it by some people – https://rprakashrao.wordpress.com/2018/04/15/this-is-not-acceJustice

And i am here with her now again, with decision she may like if she could know somehow,

But as everything came in her way though she is not here,but her parents will be feeling good about it as I am feeling for who just tried to make people feel her,

But the responsibility is bigger now, do we want more such offence? Or we can control and chop it from here on,

if I am the one who has to look at it I would bring out a strong law of live death sentence in front of public without any lifetime imprisonment sentences, as it would set the example to the individuals who have such mindsets, and would think twice before proceeding,

Also I urge the Govt. Of India to be more cautious towards women empowerment and women safety, as it is as important as any other thing is…we can’t blame anyone after the damage has done, I think we need to accept the administrational mistakes and rectify it,

Also we all need to step up and understand our roles we are the ones who are representing society, so we should be thinking of diminishing garbage around us, yes I feel that kind of people are garbage..

I hope their family members are feeling some sort of satisfaction as I am feeling yes it won’t bring their daughter back..

And nothing can bring her back to them but atleast the people are not breathing with ease is what satisfying,

Something is better than nothing..

#Justice

Thank you