Believe Me, You Are Awesome.


Hey,

Hello…

Listen,

Look at me,

Yes I Am Talking to You,

Just Look at me And Listen,

Stop This,

Stop This Over Thinking ,

Stand With a Purpose,

Breathe,

And Feel the Beautiful Breeze.

Read Some Inspiring Stories,

Boost Your Confidence,

Build Your Self Esteem,

Bring Some Positivity,

Calm Yourself ,

And Avoid Self Doubting,

Just Look at the Mirror And Smile 🙂

Because You’re AWESOME !

Believe Me, You Are Awesome…

©RPR

The Right Girl !


Just Not the Right Girl for you!

As I smoke & Drink sometimes , and you don’t,

Just not the Right Girl for you ,

As I Don’t Pray much,

Just not the Right Girl for you ,As I laugh Louder than any other girl,

Just Not the Right Girl , as I wear Some Clothes which are short and you don’t like such clothes,

Just Not the Right Girl , as I Care for others more than me, and you don’t ,

Just Not the Right Girl , as I Don’t share my problems and Pain , as you want it to be,

Just not the right Girl , as I Am a free Bird , and you want to have a puppet for you,

I can’t be that Girl with Limited Words as I speak a lot at times,

I can’t be your Miss Right all the time.

As I want to fly and you want someone without wings.

So Dude, You are free to have such Puppets more and more ,

I am not the Right choice for you.

Artistically Beautiful!!


 

 

Photo by lehandross on Pexels.com

 

I saw a Dream,

Dream with my open eyes,
With many more layers of love,
Love,
for the one to whom I never met,
And never saw,
She was Artistically beautiful,
As I don’t think ,
could ever see a lady of such grace.
With Her Beautiful Eyes ,
More like the Moon after eclipse.
With a Little Sharp nose,
May have customized before her birth,
Lips , like Little Roses layered with Dew Drops,
Soft , Smooth and colorful.
She looked like a Beauty with a Mysterious smile,
But before I could solve it,
She Disappeared.

 

 


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S Y S T E M !


Hello Everyone,

Today I thought Just to Put a glare on the Various Systems ( Functionings), With which we usually deal in our daily life, with And without our choice,

Guys , we often see People complaining about the things with which they felt Discarded ,Also toxic and end up Leaving it for their own good, as It becomes suffocating to withstand with something which is not Productive and also Unworthy,

And If You find it decent than the people who are running it make it terrible, Like I Work in Private Sector and it has been said that everything what we have in the private sector is Very Professional and You may get paid as per your output,

it was also stated that the People are being associated with multiple Job responsibilities , so that one could learn more than One thing if he is actually happy in learning,

And yes we all have been said that Growth of An Individual is Very Good, With Job satisfaction and Productive Involvement.

But later I Have Observed, that People are having negative mindsets, they feel that “even if we put our Life for the respective organization we are not going get to recognized,”

“we will never get any monetary gains,”

“we will never ever get appreciated,”

they are just scared to do new things,

they just don’t want to learn and grow,

even of they know it,they would say

we don’t know,

we can’t do,

this is not our cup of tea etc.

They Even divert the job responsibility,

They are so Negative in thoughts that , they don’t Even ready to share the knowledge or even help their juniors if they seek help from them,

it is so disturbing to me, even the Paper works are very slow and cumbersome,

In fact I gave an interview Recently and in which I cleared the technical interview and it was the salary part which was about to be discussed, I gave my expected salary to the HR department and then they haven’t called me for 10 days and I have to call them for the same, then they said we can’t pay lesser than the half of what you have mentioned as your expected salary,

I was not happy with the Fish Market Bargaining,

As I was Very Much in the market Rate. I said It is not about what you can pay and what not, but what it took to make a call on the very next day or a day after or even 3/4 days post interview.

as I was happy about my interview and the feedback, and was serious about your Organization, They Said We Thought You will Understand it yourself, that we can’t pay. I replied your organization is one of the reputed ones and I never thought you people can’t pay the nominal market salary , and above it this approach is something which I never expected from your end. Even if I have asked more than what you kept as salary for the job, you people have conveyed me the same, and at least informed me about it, there is always a scope of negotiations, but I think Your company can’t even afford a phone call, I replied and disconnected the call.

Even many of my friends have also mentioned the same that some of the Interviewers are not at all Sensitive, they neither inform about your selection not even about your rejection, they just call and take the interview and Collect the database,

I have observed that people usually leave their job after 1 or 2 years,

I felt that may be the individuals are not mentally stable, or even got better package, I later came to know the reason of it, that The people who have performed well, did the extreme hard work and expected an appraisal , increment,and even promotion has never got it, instead had been asked to do Overtimes without any pay for a constant time, and they left the job once they find a better one,

I feel that The people who are recruiting individuals have the responsibility of Finding Performing individuals and preserve them for a long time, as they have to be given respect for bringing the best from the rest,

Recruiting individuals is not the only modern day thing of HR Department, it is about Finding the best team and making them stay with you to have the best output . Just for A little lesser Amount Organizations compromises with their proven Individuals and find someone new as we have pool of Unemployed People and that individual takes time to understand things,and even they may not fit in the same place, then they face severe Loss of output, Quality of work and a team of Performers,

There should be a Policy to Find, Nurture and Sustain with the individuals.

Think About it.

Thank You

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I Feel..


I Feel,
That mostly People are Good but they have that unnecessary attitude , which makes them alone and avoidable.

They should Chop it to the end, to do more good things in their life, as it defines you more when you behave ,

The most successful people have been those whose attitude have been enigmatic by being humble,

the people who are more inclined towards ego, arrogance and of course proud ends up doing nothing though they’re potentially talented.

Sometimes it is your behavior which drags you down , and sometimes its the same which lifts you Up.

It is not new that the people with lesser talent have been preferred over someone with much more talent , just because of the arrogance, and attitude the talented individual has.

So, Your attitude actually defines you in life .

One can learn the things gradually but your etiquettes should be Perfect even if you are slow,

You can’t argue or misbehave with  your teacher just because you have secured good marks in the previous class out of many students,
you have to keep your feet grounded, and have humbleness to learn and gain more in life.

Think about it Sir/Madam.

Think About it.


If You don’t try it for the one last time, you may regret for lifetime,

I know you may have seen enough of heartbreaking moments, I know somewhere you deserved a better space in life in every prospect,

I know the failures are haunting you and you are dying in every moment.

This is very painful, this is very disheartening, this makes you feel that you are no more an individual who can live a life with all sort of satisfaction.

It hurts you even more when you become a loser with having every prospect of a winner within, but being the one who never tried hard to change the dynamics.

The people who loose with any strong opponent is always happy than the people who loose with none other than themselves and their own dreadful mindset.

They don’t try , they don’t fight they leave things for someone else or even for god to come and help,

They lack effort not the talent, they lack persistence And may be motivation,

Please find people who need a push to fight for themselves,

they do realize that they are slowly diminishing their dreams and life, but they don’t react at all.

It happens when you or anyone is going through dark psychic passage, or even with those who are not serious in life. Tell them , discuss with them regarding the same,

Help them, make them do it for one first time or last time so that they could never feel bad when they turn back and look how they lived.

Trying , fighting, Putting Your Best even you loose by the report card is far more satisfying than regretting for life for not even trying once though being gifted with enormous talent.

It is a crime, as you are putting everyone down, along with yourself, Try And Try again , it’s more satisfying than sitting and thinking that should have tried!

Think about it.

Good Night

Looking for Free Lancing !!


Hello Again,

Yes As the title speaks itself,

I am seriously looking for a free lancing project, and I want to know more regarding the same,

I have done some free lancing content writing thing few years ago,and I want to do it again,

It has nothing to do with lockdown,

i want to make it clear that if I find everything smooth and positive I would prefer to stick with it, as long as can,

I know many of my friends are doing it,

They are doing Free lancing content writing , From Years.

I could have done the same through the job portals, but I have preferred this way, as I want everyone of you to know,

so that you people could help me with what you have.

So, all those readers/bloggers who know about it or have such contacts please kindly extend the details to me, either through the comments or by directly mailing me, (Ask The Email Id if you don’t find)

And Regarding the Capabilities, I have nothing to hide, You may find everything what you want to know about me and the writing versions of mine,

I have always preferred in learning and moulding as per the situations demanded,

so I hope I could do the best with what I have .

Just Let me know if anyone of you could find something Handy.

And Let’s Be Professional with Approach!!

Thank You.

Let Me Find.


 

In the search of satisfaction I think I lost my happiness,
and the essence of purity
committing more mistakes than corrections,
Losing a day Now,
And Lost a Day yesterday,
And Also lost many more days before yesterday.
These are preciously important Days of my life.
What’s Wrong?
Where I am?
What I am doing?
Why I am doing?
Don’t know
Don’t have any clue.
I am Lost,
I have more flaws now,
Yes  Not Appropriate,
And also weirdly imperfect
But
How to stop ,
How to fightback
Tell me
I need your help
I really need your help.
To fix things back,
To Swipe out the dirt,
To Find the same space,

 

And Vibe
Let me find,

The same Person Again

Always smiling and always shinning.

 

Aside

Please Don’t Read !


Please Don’t Read,

Don’t Read it Please,

It’s Not Good,

Not Good for Anyone.

You may feel bad.

You may curse love.

You may hate god,

You may start crying,

Because It’s filled with Pain.

And Decorated with cheat.

It is layered with Greed,

And poured with selfishness.

You may find Questions ,

But You can’t find The Answers.

And You may need some Fresh Air to breathe,

it’s really very Toxic.

It’s terrible for your heart and also for mind.

You may Not love .

You may never trust .

You may hate the Emotions .

Yes it is Negative.

Please Don’t Read,

Yes Please,

I Request You My Friend,

Don’t Read My Story,

Please Don’t Read My Story.

To You With Love…


To You With Love,

Thank you for being there as someone who looked like a family more, being a stranger from day one,

Thank You for the lovely moments with which I could smile back again. Even if i see them as a mistaken excitement or as an unreal expectation,

I still like the answers you gave and the questions which were inherent, the answers were more easier to understand than self raised questions,

Looking something for some purpose is not good, but looking something as source of satisfaction is not bad,

Yes you have been a source,

A source to do good, and aspire good things in life,

You have been the source of fun , anger, worries, happiness and of course inspiration.

Rather say a source of liveliness

Sometimes it is not that easy to accept the outcome if it is not favouring your life ,

It’s painful and disheartening to withstand with what we Haven’t expected.

But we can’t have everything what we want in life .


Living it and Leaving it.


HELLO 2020


Hey, Hello 2020 …

Welcome,

Welcome to this beautiful world …

Okay , so here I wish you all a very happy new year, may you all live your life with utmost happiness , health and satisfaction.

May all the goals and aspirations get accomplished, may you all find the ways to grow more in every prospect of life.

Also i welcome and greet the brand new year i.e 2020 to our lives,

As we all want to grow and make 2020 a benchmark year.

Let’s leave the bad memories behind and carry forward the positives from the previous year.

Let’s believe in our abilities more than counting excuses,

let’s stay and stick with positivity, purity and persistence.

Let’s smile More than yesterday and plan tomorrow, with living full of life today…

All The Best, keep smiling , Have Fun. 🙂

Happy New Year to all.

Wanna Know You Better


Hello Again,

Thank you Minnie for Nominating  me ! This is quite new and interesting Questionnaire For those of you who don’t know her, be sure to check out her blog just tap the link here
https://lightbehindthecloud.wordpress.com she’s truly talented.

You may like her work.


Wanna Know You Better:

you  have to create your own post and title it “Wanna Know You Better”. Then
Copy all the questions and answer them one by one. Then pass this along as a challenge to any of your favorite/All bloggers . You may create your own questions for those you tag if you want to.

 


My answers to 10 “briefly explain” questions:

  1. What really makes you angry? Lies,Cheat, Nuisance and disrespect,
  2. What is your favorite food that you cannot do without?  A Good South Indian Food.
  3. What is your biggest fear? Losing my loved ones, Fear of being cheated
  4. What has been your biggest accomplishment this year? Personal it is ,so sorry ,
  5. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would that be?  With my family Literally anywhere. but I want them to be at the best available places.
  6. What is your favorite method of relieving stress? I’ve always preferred music but now I write here, earlier during study days I used to play cricket and leave everything behind.
  7. Would you rather live on the Moon or Mars for two yearsOur planet has been pretty good over the years, yes it is contaminated so I feel we should stay here and refix in the best shape of it for the generations coming next,, rather staying there.
  8. Which is your favorite type of weather? Moderate Winters.
  9. What is your favorite sport to play or watch? Cricket, Cricket and Cricket
  10. Do you enjoy creative efforts to attract readers to your blog? I don’t try to attract but yes I like it nice,crisp and connective to readers , so I do try to make it look with what we have.

My answers to 10 “this or that” questions:

  1. Beach or Mountains? Both
  2. Fish or fried chicken wings? Fish
  3. Sydney or Rio De Janeiro? Sydney
  4. Swimming or climbing hills? Not sure, may be swimming
  5. Steak or Lamb? Would try steak
  6. Summer or Winter? Moderate Winter
  7. Countryside or the city? Both
  8. Spring or Autumn? Both
  9. Political Science or Statistics? I am from Maths Background, so would try political science to enhance my knowledge.
  10. Train or Airplane Ride? Both .

Additional questions :-

  1. What is your field of study/work? Studied Mechanical Engineering, Working as an Engineer.
  2. What would you like to achieve in 2020? There are many things but yes I want to have a lot of success,smiles and satisfaction.
  3. What are your hobbies apart from writing/blogging? Listening Music, Playing cricket, Reading, and observing everything around.
  4. What are you grateful for this year? Sister’s Marriage.
  5. How would you describe yourself? 😀  Spiritual, Quite good at heart if not the best,Sometimes Moody, straight forward, Believes in being comfortable than trendy, Sometimes Angry, Funny with friends, speak less with those who are new, don’t look back if you break my heart.


My Questions:

  1. You are Bad when?
  2. Do You Like Individuals if they are good to you  though being bad with conduct to many?
  3. What would be the one possible change you want in you? And why?
  4. Why you think I/one should meet you someday , from here?
  5. What you cook the best at home?
  6. One topic which you want me to write  ?

Okay this post is open for all! As i hate picking people,And I would like to Nominate Everyone of you to answer the questions, whether in the form of post or in the comment section. I am waiting !!

Thank you.

 

 

 

Start Doing…


Where you stand today,

Do you think is the place where you wanted to be.

What you are today,

Is it The same you wanted to be.

How it feels to find yourself in the wrong place ,

Or the place which is not where you wanted to be ..

Isn’t it draining when you turn and see where you stand in the crowd

And what they have expected from you,

The fighter within you has surrendered or what?

Or you think you can still fight against all the odds?

Are you habitual now ,

Habitual of comprising your dreams,

Habitual of loosing and explaining the reasons of your failure.

Or you have the spark still somewhere which gives you the reason to leave the bed in the early morning and conquer again,

That fire to stay awake and pursue your dreams,

Is it there?

Are you still the same …?

Yes You’re,

And it is there,

Just stay motivated

And be focused.

Above all

Stop Wishing, Start Doing.

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Good Things Coming your way.


Good Things coming your way..

Keep your head high & feet steady,

This is your time,

Your time to smile,

Yes smile with joy.

You have seen enough of tough times,

And it’s over now.

Believe,

Pray,

and feel ,

Good Things coming your way.

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Good Night.

Thank you WordPress.


Dear WordPress And My Lovely Fellow Bloggers, Thank you so much for being with me with all my senseless thoughts and Silly words,

I appreciate everyone of you for being there with me with every single post of mine and encouraging me to do a bit better than yesterday,

it is overwhelming to know that I have surpassed 3years on WordPress,

I can’t express my gratitude towards WordPress for giving me an opportunity to put my views , thoughts and stories a platform through which I have been able to reach beyond the horizons,

yes it gave me the big strong wings to fly and even fly higher.

Thank you everyone

keep all the love coming, and support me in the way you all did so far.

God Bless.

Prince Charming!!


Oh the thick big glasses on my eyes don’t look good to the girls,

They say I look like an uncle..

Oh the dark skin tone of mine don’t attract to the girls ,

They say, they can’t even see me sometimes..

Oh the lean and thin body of mine , more like a Skelton , don’t get appreciated by girls..

They say , They want muscular guys..

They want Prince charming but with more the looks of the Prince ..

That’s it !!

Do I look like a Prince ? ,

Yes of course ..

But to me, and to my mother and sometimes in my mirror…

They all want someone with good physique, and handsome looks..

They treat me like a tree, as they don’t even notice when I stare at them.

They laugh at my walk, also at my talk.

They make fun of my clothes .

They are good in fact better than good..

But they should treat me at least a human..

Human with all the feelings, and flaws..

The Real Prince doesn’t require all the attributes , to get liked they get liked for being what they are.

Oh they don’t even know that Thin, Lean, Fat, Short, Tall,Dark,Ugly, or weird are not what we can demand but yes we can diminish these tiny things of appearance with our nature , character and humanity.

And The Real Prince is always about character, Humanity, Humbleness etc. Hope they learn before falling and failing in life..

#BeTheRealPrince

P.S : Just A Random Writeup.

So strange ..


If I can wish you Eid Mubarak

If I can wish you Merry Christmas

Then why you can’t even react to Ganesh chaturthi..

Not Even to Shri Krishna Janamashthami..

Infact you people stayed calm and unresponsive to festivals like Diwali and The Dussera..

This is so strange for me to understand , also to figure out that why is it so..

As you say you are not communal and hate communalism , like i do..

And You say secularism is something with which you relate and stand by the best of your strength.

But I don’t know by which parameters you consider yourself to be the secular Indian, as you behave like a stranger to our own festivals..

about which we all have been taught in the schools and also our movies have shown us celebrating our festivals together be it Eid or Christmas or even Diwali..

Then why I find it different from your end.. ?

Why this hypocrisy ?

Don’t spread negativity..

We are Indians and we should stick together by the roots..

we all are brothers irrespective of our religion And religious belief..

anyways hope you people feel what I feel..

Thank you Happy Ganesh chaturthi..

And Happy Teacher’s Day.

Even I accepted their lies.


They asked me few things about an issue, actually they wanted me to answer it either in a spicy way or they wanted to put me in some troublesome state,

I smilingly said why you people are asking me this.? Don’t you believe their stated truths, Or you feel that I need to say my version.

They said we want to know your side.

I replied, There is no my side or their side, there is truth and their false.

So you have to see what you take from their talks,

We don’t believe them, they said.

I answered I believe them, as I don’t care about anything now , I have nothing to loose. And they may be putting the right things forward, I don’t know what they are saying though, but even I accepted their lies, I can’t do much either.

As even don’t know the real truth. And I have nothing to do with the truth now, as they did what they wanted to, and the damage couldn’t be recovered ever, but yes they have been good in chopping and presenting things in their suited way.

But, I don’t have any interest in giving justification to anyone, or to put my side on the issue. As I am not here to prove Anything to anyone, I know my side I am right by best of thoughts, and deep down they also know what is right and what is not right, who is culprit and who is not, and above all there is someone who knows everything and he is looking at everything, to whom we call Almighty, The God,

Moreover I heard that, they are too good and the world is too bad ,and I am too bad and the world is too bad , as per the talks what I came to know from the people in between me and them.

Anyways We all are going to pay for the deeds we do , if not today then tomorrow for sure.

if you are good you will receive good things from god , if bad then you have to be ready for the outcome, you can’t get away from your punishments.

So , I don’t care what they are saying as I am only answerable to the god , but in my case it’s God who has to answer me, as he may don’t have any question and I have many to ask him. And it would start from Why me? ?

I hope i will get the answer,!!!

Anyways you are free to think and consider me anything you want as liberty is there for everyone.

But my identity is best known to me and god. Likewise truth is better known to God , culprit and victim.

But if they say I am culprit , then yes I am culprit . nothing to objectify or even feel bad. As they are not the decision makers . so why to think or care about it.

Then they smiled and said you said nothing in particular but said everything.

And I smiled back.

Thank you for reading.

Let’s Stay Independently United.


Good Morning Friends,

Wishing luck and love to all of you, And appealing all to believe in the integrity of our nation and celebrate our Independence,

Yes a Very Happy Independence Day all my friends and fellow Bloggers across the globe.

We all are one, we all believe in Unity .

We all know our history, and the fight against slavery and struggle for freedom.

So, We need to understand the value of the freedom, we have some issues still to fight like Terrorism, Unemployment,crime, communalism, etc etc we need to eradicate all these and the solutions against it,

we have to strengthen our women and should focus on women empowerment,

we need to have a parallel education system, no changes as per the state, one nation one syllabus and one medium, .

we need to fight against the misconception of our so called social reformers and put the right things forward.

Yes we have been doing some good things in the recent times which has brought some more expectations, it’s good the evils like triple talaq and article 370 has been removed, also the reservation have been offered to the people who are economically weaker, irrespect of the their caste.

We have to accept that somewhere we needed these transformations,

But we need more and more to bring back the title of The Golden Bird for our country. And I believe we can do that.

Let’s fight against the poor mindsets, and stay united for the Harmony and peace.

We all make India, The India world knows.

Let’s stay Independent for ever and take our independence for more generations to come.

Let’s Stay Independently United.

Yes I Am a Proud Indian like Any other Indian. And I believe we all should be.

Happy Independence Day!!!

Mera Bharat Mahaan!!

Jai Hind!!

Pray 4 Kerala…


Good Morning friends,

We all are quite aware of the issues Kerala is facing now, with heavy rains and flood kind of situations ,in fact many portions of southern India is dealing with it,

Kerala is in deep trouble, they face it every next time and I read this on s portal that it happens because of unplanned development, landslides and floods occurs mainly because of poor decisions taken for having developments, they discard the demands of nature, they opt for deforestation,rock cuttings, poor water harvesting etc

Anyways, we need to stand by them in their tough situations, let’s stick together and help them , we could help them in any possible manner like offerings charity, donating essentials like food and basics.

If you are good enough then I would request you to share your bit for them. And it could be anything they need food ,clothes, water, raincoats ,medicines etc you may Google it to do it.

I have been following news about it 8 districts have been declared as red alerted. 150+ individuals are missing ,20+ people are died, (Numbers may vary)

Imagine abundance of water everywhere you see and its still raining, you desiring for life to live with your family, but don’t how to survive. Being unsheltered,sick ,and hungry.

It is horrible and tragic.

Same is with Karnataka and Maharashtra, the people who are there are facing trouble as well, in fact the States residing next to the Western Ghats have been declared to have heavy rainfall and may face severe landslides .

Our Govt. is trying their best but don’t why they do it after the occurrence, as I believe “preventions is better than cure”. Anyways hoping for the best.

But Kerala has been the most affected state so far by being the most green and beautiful. And of course my favourite.

Lets do it as a human being. let’s pray for them, let’s pray for Kerala, and urge god in our prayers about all the Kerala people, as praying for the person next to you is also a kind of concern.

Thank you.

They say…..


They say I am too good for this,

And they say I am too bad to be here,

they say you may think that way or even this way,

they say you can’t do this,

And they say only you can do this ,

they say you may have think so, And they say you may have thought that,

they say you have mood swings,

Also, they say you have overconfidence,and rash attitude,

they say you can’t do much,

As you are sick with your actions,

Also you are carefree,Negligent and over rated.

Wait,

How do they say so, ?

Do they have any clue about me?

how could be they saying so,

how they can be presuming about my mind, and heart, ?

how they are so judgemental!

And why?

Who are they to think that I may think or may have thought so,

Why they consider me so...?

What gives them that courage to be so considerable about me.

Literally What ???

Look & Listen

I am not like what you presume or consider ,

I am just way beyond your imaginations.

I love being Me,

I won’t mind if you think I have attitude or I am carefree.

I have something about which you can only dream to have.

And that’s my originality I am not fake,

I am Rude ,or care free.

I have my head high for everything I do.

And I don’t need a certificate for being selfless from you.

I am not this or that,

I don’t think this way or that way,

I am Too Good for your mind to pick or presume.

And it’s only me who know it better that what I can do and what I can’t, Got it .

Take care!


**Don’t be Judgemental about anyone, as they know themselves better.

Me Versus mE


I’m fighting within me.

My Mind And Heart is Dealing with Duality,

The Writer,

And An Engineer,

Both are Right and Both are Mine

Both Sleeps with me,

And Wake with me as well,

Both Fights Within Me.

Both Dominate The Other.

Both put my in trouble.

As I don’t know which way to Go.

I love writing and expressing my thoughts.

I Love to be in the charge with the tag called Engineer.

One is my hidden Pleasure,

Another is my portrayed obsession.

One is my Expansion to the Dream,

Another is my source of existence.

Can’t Pick One

Can’t settle with one.

I am Both,

And I want Both.

But It is Tough to be Both.

I feel Like it is Me Versus mE.

Aside

Die with a smile


Yes I am breathing,

My Portion of Oxygen is Bad

Its Poisonous,

Enriched with impurities,

I don’t want to Inhale it.

I would prefer to Die.

My Blood is not Red ,

It looks like Violet in color,

I don’t bleed at all

Even if I cut my hand with a knife.

It makes me feel that,

I am not the same human

I would prefer to die

My world is Dark and silent

My heart Cry every night and day,

I can hear the audible wipeouts of tears.

My few working parts of body has started abusing me,

For my existence.

They pray for my death as they feel its enough,

Of what I have seen

They say I am too good for the society.

I should die,

they can’t see me dying everyday,

My left hand wrote a pleading note for my death to god, without my knowledge

Yes I am naturally Right handed,

But paralyzed from many years,

And living my life,

I am strong ,

Yes I am strong at my head

I am strong enough to live my life with a will to live.

Look I I would prefer to Live and get Better.

I am a warrior , I would prefer a fight ,

A Tough Fight!

And Then I may prefer to die,

I don’t want to have tears in my eyes, before I die,

I want to Die with a smile.


***Fight and Conquer you may loose but Don’t surrender.

Stories and many more!


Ok , so years ago I was too young and considerably a kid, (I am still a kid but not as per physical appearance 🙂 )

So I was a kid about 4 – 5 years and my family took me to school for the very first time , which was more like having new pair of shoes a good school bag few new friends and of course a delicious tiffin box daily for me, in short I was like any other kid not aware of that why I am going to school and all,

so I still remember the very first day of my school, I did everything like a good boy, like well mannered etc ,

my father used to have a moped called kinetic Luna by then,which he still have of course in working condition,

So, I stood in the front of Luna with my choice as I like, winds & hair flyings passing by and my brother was sitting on the back side.

We both have been always in the same class as he was forced to leave his school by my parents and attend my school as I have been the most pampered kid, so he restarted his schooling with me from KG-1 level from a reputed school of the town,

Though we never looked same but few thought we were twins ,but we were not.

So , we three were going it was about 2- 3kms from my house, I was very happy as I was crazy for a bike ride at that age.

Then, The school came, and I was asked to enter the school my brother gone towards the gate and I was still not interested to go,

I said I won’t go my father took me towards the gate and I just refused and did every possible thing like crying and running which may have been like shameful for my dad as all the kids and the parents were looking at him,

he was really embarrassed with that, he tried everything but failed!

suddenly I looked at the shop next to the school and was looking at a cake in the jar, which could be Of 2 – 5 Rs maximum.

my father saw that bought it for me And my brother, I took that and never gave it to my brother, i entered the gate of my school and in the first period itself I ate my tiffin and of course the cake,

and this is how it has been for years. I entered the school like I never had an issue of going , we need something to eat whenever we have been asked to study or to go school isn’t it?

I am still thankful to the shopkeeper who was there and for having that cake.

As it has made my dad’s life easier by then. And even I started going to school regularly as I had friends later,

And I still remember that I used to eat my friends tiffin without sharing them at all 😀 .

This is how it has been for the next few years of schooling till I was pressurized for homework.

Thank you.


OK so let me know should I continue such tales of my life or not.

And yes I shared the same story of my life in the farewell speech of my school, which was appreciated by every other teacher and friends of mine.

Yesterday kids were going to school in front of my house, some were crying and some were eating like they don’t care what will happen at school, so I recollected everything of my life from that portion.

Hope you guys liked it.

Good Day.

love her!


I want that Tight Hug from you..

Just a Gentle Push towards the wall,

And Hold me Hard,

Yes, Harder than an air lock,

I have been waiting for you with all my heavy breathes..

Yes I am sick , & Uncomfortable,

the doctor advised to sleep and sleep for at least a week,

Look I painted my nails with Red colour…

And coloured my hair as well,

Similar to your favorite Hollywood Girl,

You may like it, and love me more.

Please Love me .. I want your love.

Show some care ..

I haven’t ate from yesterday,

I want to eat from your hands,

I don’t like those pills..

I need you, and your love..

Not those pills..

They can’t cure me..

Love me with all the passion ,

You may like the body temperature,

Yes my eyes look a bit sleepless,

But I will sleep tonight ,

I swear, just love me please…

Show some care….!!

Stay with them more , they need you in their tough times more than anything else.

WordPress needs some WORDS & PRESS!


Hey, hello everyone , hope you all are nice and fine there.

Today I am not here with any such content in which you may have difference of opinions, I am here to put some views of mine for the betterment , Rather say enhancement of WordPress . which may you all like and feel the same . Few of them have been furnished below,

1. Whenever we write some content we often check the related standbys such as images ,videos, etc so I would rather prefer to have an option where we could get millions of supportive contents also automatically arranged by the context of the content. It is high time to find it from outer source and waste our time and energy, it would save our time and also gives us the added advantage of staying over here.

2. What about having more fonts, more options and more tools to us, as when we try to compile a write up we often don’t like the font , style,themes and limited availability of options , as we often find it in other places. So for the betterment of it we need to have an updated and proper visual interface with some beautiful theme and editing options.

3. What about having an option of finding the people from your own locations, so that we could have a group of blogger from our town ,village and city, in a way we could celebrate our blogging by meeting at least once or twice of month. Something like location of the bloggers as soon as they are there.

4. Sometimes we do feel that we need a private window to chat with our friends , may be for knowing ourselves better and talking all that which we don’t want to share with a third person. So having a chat window is good tool as well. As we may discuss about the blocks and interruptions and clear it by them in our forthcoming posts.

5. Again , when we use reader we find everything there so why not to have something which is as per the previous choice of ours it may be like a quote ,love story and an erotic post, whatever we prefer to read and like same kind of posts should be filtered again whenever we scroll. Our rather it should provide an option of filters there itself. So that a boy who is not interested in beauty or skin tips would not be able to see it by the filtration.

That’s it for now,

we all love WordPress and we all want it to be the best than being better.

Hope the officials of WordPress reads my blog some day.

Thank you.