Twisted,
Even Crushed,
Broken,
And yes shattered,
Losing Everyday,
Falling from several heights Again and again.
Thrown,
Also Dumped
Yes Even a little Dismantled..
Shocked,
And scattered Into Pieces..
But Still Fighting,
Yes Fighting To Survive,
And To Get succeed,
Recollecting The Pieces and fixing it again,
Beware,
I am Strengthening, we are strengthening..
Strengthening More ,
To Defend ,
And also Attack,
Strengthening Again,
To Stand, survive, And Succeed.
Yes We are Strengthening More..
I Feel,
That mostly People are Good but they have that unnecessary attitude , which makes them alone and avoidable.
They should Chop it to the end, to do more good things in their life, as it defines you more when you behave ,
The most successful people have been those whose attitude have been enigmatic by being humble,
the people who are more inclined towards ego, arrogance and of course proud ends up doing nothing though they’re potentially talented.
Sometimes it is your behavior which drags you down , and sometimes its the same which lifts you Up.
It is not new that the people with lesser talent have been preferred over someone with much more talent , just because of the arrogance, and attitude the talented individual has.
So, Your attitude actually defines you in life .
One can learn the things gradually but your etiquettes should be Perfect even if you are slow,
You can’t argue or misbehave with your teacher just because you have secured good marks in the previous class out of many students,
you have to keep your feet grounded, and have humbleness to learn and gain more in life.
Think about it Sir/Madam.
I don’t know which school they go,
what they have been taught,
what their parents are doing ,
where they stand in their life,
what they feel about the whole incident,
but this is seriously very cheap and disgraceful,
why this happened ,
what are the psychological reasons involved in it we don’t know ,
but this is very shameful..
Abusing, Trolling, Defaming, Blackmailing, etc on public platforms should be strictly prohibited by the public platforms itself .
If You don’t try it for the one last time, you may regret for lifetime,
I know you may have seen enough of heartbreaking moments, I know somewhere you deserved a better space in life in every prospect,
I know the failures are haunting you and you are dying in every moment.
This is very painful, this is very disheartening, this makes you feel that you are no more an individual who can live a life with all sort of satisfaction.
It hurts you even more when you become a loser with having every prospect of a winner within, but being the one who never tried hard to change the dynamics.
The people who loose with any strong opponent is always happy than the people who loose with none other than themselves and their own dreadful mindset.
They don’t try , they don’t fight they leave things for someone else or even for god to come and help,
They lack effort not the talent, they lack persistence And may be motivation,
Please find people who need a push to fight for themselves,
they do realize that they are slowly diminishing their dreams and life, but they don’t react at all.
It happens when you or anyone is going through dark psychic passage, or even with those who are not serious in life. Tell them , discuss with them regarding the same,
Help them, make them do it for one first time or last time so that they could never feel bad when they turn back and look how they lived.
Trying , fighting, Putting Your Best even you loose by the report card is far more satisfying than regretting for life for not even trying once though being gifted with enormous talent.
It is a crime, as you are putting everyone down, along with yourself, Try And Try again , it’s more satisfying than sitting and thinking that should have tried!
Think about it.
Good Night
Hello People,
Well I am writing about it today , but I actually wanted to write even before, I don’t know how many of you agree with me and what are your opinions about it,
but i really feel sad so sharing my views
Guys , Nowadays the WordPress readers are not readers any more, they are doing their formalities , why I am saying this because, I have observed it from a long time,
The readers are reading a full length 3500+ words story in just 4 seconds of being published,
I still don’t know what sort of talent it is and how they read it ,
if they actually read it in that particular duration of time , then it’s more than a miracle for me, and I would like to learn that special power what they have ,
but if they don’t read (Obviously they don’t Read) and like it without reading a single line with the reasons better known to them, is very disheartening to me,
I always want people to read it regardless of their choices of likes or feedback, but they should read it first.
It may be satisfactory to some, but not to me, I don’t have any fantasy for Number Of likes , comments etc
I want to make it clear please don’t like without reading it,
This is a cheat to yourself first, Then to the Writer.
And yes I want to add one more thing , this is not with everyone , but yes many of us are of such mindsets who have a knack of pleasing people for their choice, or revert . (like to get a like back.)
Which I hate the most, The process should be read then react if needed,
and we all know how much time it takes to read 500 words, 1000 words, and 4000 words for any human being, you can’t complete it in just seconds.
please avoid this practice if you are of such kind.
And enjoy this space for knowing perceptions, observations, opinions, thoughts, stories, and creations etc.
Don’t contaminate it like any other social networking platform. The uniqueness of this platform makes it what it is.
And If they think they haven’t been noticed than they are making mistake.
We all know who is genuinely reading and reaching towards our posts, and who is not.
Please this is my sincere request to read my posts, with your interest of reading, not for anything else,
and react after reading even if you haven’t liked it just put your words in the comment section and help Me to learn more and write even better.
I hope my words are making sense to all. As I feel my concern is not wrong.
Thank You ,
You all are beautiful. But Be a Good Reader 🙂
Take care.
The same Person Again
To You With Love,
Thank you for being there as someone who looked like a family more, being a stranger from day one,
Thank You for the lovely moments with which I could smile back again. Even if i see them as a mistaken excitement or as an unreal expectation,
I still like the answers you gave and the questions which were inherent, the answers were more easier to understand than self raised questions,
Looking something for some purpose is not good, but looking something as source of satisfaction is not bad,
Yes you have been a source,
A source to do good, and aspire good things in life,
You have been the source of fun , anger, worries, happiness and of course inspiration.
Rather say a source of liveliness
Sometimes it is not that easy to accept the outcome if it is not favouring your life ,
It’s painful and disheartening to withstand with what we Haven’t expected.
But we can’t have everything what we want in life .
Living it and Leaving it.
Okay ,Good Evening Guys !
so I visited the same place. Same temple and clicked the photograph with the same pose. Which and where I was exactly 10 long years ago,
this time to celebrate the 5th birthday of my niece, Janvi.
But now, it has been me and only my family not the one who was with us 10 years ago with unofficial permission.
Like everyone says time flies.
I accept it. Time flies and the situations do change.
Smile remains there but question is about the genuineness of it.
It was not easy to do but did to show to the world and the people around that everything is fine to me now. And I am above such sentiments.
Deep down, silently my heart being the usual human heart was pumping at a speed more than the usual sprint of a horse.
I Asked to click images randomly so that I could have the best one in the gallery.
But not even a single PIC was good to have. As the smile was fake and my eyes where not ready to face camera, may be heart was not liking it and the face was not supporting my forced Instincts.
Everything there was same to same and I recalled every single moment of mine there a decade ago.
Be it roaming everywhere around there with wheels on my legs, playing stupid pass time games or even captivating energy for some useful work and some how bringing out that WE moments in between.
The roads,The people, the ambiance, the staying rooms, the Temple and of course the God.
Yes I have been a teenager by then and very very care free monk.,with some good etiquettes which I still have,by being real and raw sometimes at heart.
But this time. I have been quite silent matured rather say changed version of mine,
silently observing everything what was there then and now, also my little eyes went for some tearful ride as well when was alone as I have been mostly by being with many with a reason and with a purpose more personal.
10years ago, never thought about this visit nor the circumstances I am around with, never felt that I have to face such realities in love with hate and cheat.
Forget about it.
I really feel that it has been heavy on my heart at that moment but when I rethink about the same I feel good about it. That overcame my very own created barrier. And surpassed this hurdle.
Anyways ,
Happy Birthday Janvi(Niece).
Thank you
Two Things which are still pleasing to my heart,
Two things which bring back the smile on my face.
Two things which is even new yet old to my heart..
Two things which enlighten my day even more brighter..
Two things which make me feel good about me being me and you being you..
Yes they are the part of my heart being not mine..
Not mine but still have my share on it..
To think and feel alive.
The Two things are litter..
Yes The Slight Pinkish blush of your cheeks..
And the Little light late lucid smiles.
Without any application of cosmetics..
Your smile is glittering to my eyes with the blushings of shyness.
The Thin soft smiles….
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Good Things coming your way..
Keep your head high & feet steady,
This is your time,
Your time to smile,
Yes smile with joy.
You have seen enough of tough times,
And it’s over now.
Believe,
Pray,
and feel ,
Good Things coming your way.
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Good Night.
Beautiful You’re in general,
And Beautiful your smile is.
Beautiful you are with your words.
Beautiful you are to the one you love.
Beautiful to the people you care.
Beautiful to the one you feel good about.
Beautiful to the society standards.
But Are you Really Beautiful?
As the real beauty is in the heart,
It’s beyond the layering of cosmetics,
And wearing of quality clothes.
It’s beyond the buttering of words.
It does not require to be in the good books of everyone,
It just require a good heart.
Are you Beautiful both in and out?
Dear WordPress And My Lovely Fellow Bloggers, Thank you so much for being with me with all my senseless thoughts and Silly words,
I appreciate everyone of you for being there with me with every single post of mine and encouraging me to do a bit better than yesterday,
it is overwhelming to know that I have surpassed 3years on WordPress,
I can’t express my gratitude towards WordPress for giving me an opportunity to put my views , thoughts and stories a platform through which I have been able to reach beyond the horizons,
yes it gave me the big strong wings to fly and even fly higher.
Thank you everyone
keep all the love coming, and support me in the way you all did so far.
God Bless.
I know….
I have more things to do…
But I have my own selected priorities , though it look silly to some and careless to many..
But yes i do have my priorities.. And the most prior of the priorities is you…
Definitely You.
Life starts with you and Ends at you
After a long day,
Me at a coffee shop with a coffee on my table.. and literally no one to accompany me.. Looking everyone with a story in mind about their conversations..
In between this, just swallowed the unbearable coffee sips..
And my vulnerable eyes started looking at everyone and everywhere..
Then I saw a table where three girls were sitting and gossiping about something with shouts, giggles and laughter..
I just changed my seat.. And sat next to their table so that I could listen what they were talking about..
Ok so now they were audible..
As I raised my listening skills by few more decibels..
So the coffee was quite entertaining now, and I asked one more to look engaged to the waiters.
These girls were clapping and doing high fives in between them.
The three girls were talking about their respected boyfriends, and how they have been pampered ..
actually they were saying that , they literally play as per their will with the boys.. Be it a movie going or some expensive purchasing.
They compared who is better among the three and how they are planning more expenditure from their boyfriends. As Diwali is on the cards now,
I was actually liking this, as it is something new to know..that everything is as per planning and plotting.
In between this they have realized that I am listening their talks..or observing them.. They may have thought that I am interested in one of them..
So they actually started looking at me with a smile..which was even more hilarious.
One of them has loosened her hair and started swinging her hair with a confident swag ..
And looked at me with even more nuances .. With fixing her messy Red t-shirt near her waist.
And looked at me for while trying to say Hey or Hello, with a smile filled with fakeness,
I just turned my eyes and shakedown my head.
She along with her friends left the place
Reasons better know to them.
But yes she had her flair.. 🙂
And I turned off the signals and shifted focus on the right hind side of the table,
Where I saw An lady around 85years was there with a kid may be her grand daughter..
She was in a state of confusion as she don’t know what to order and how,
Then a suspicious man with a very suspicious look came , could be her servant or a known fellow..
Even he was unsure about the things so , I helped them to make their order
He came and asked me to click a picture of him showing his Rudraksh and also asked my name,by saying I will be helpful to you sir, I am the one to whom you pray daily.
I said, look I am helping just for the sake of kid and the lady ,not for being asked for clicking your PIC.
He said ok sir, and obliged for the help in placing order,
He was a bit different from normal, like mentally instable and heavy in voice, his actions were strange, though they enjoyed their coffee.
but I still don’t why he asked me to click his picture though I deleted it.
Then i recived a call from my home,left the place.
Thank you
Oh the thick big glasses on my eyes don’t look good to the girls,
They say I look like an uncle..
Oh the dark skin tone of mine don’t attract to the girls ,
They say, they can’t even see me sometimes..
Oh the lean and thin body of mine , more like a Skelton , don’t get appreciated by girls..
They say , They want muscular guys..
They want Prince charming but with more the looks of the Prince ..
That’s it !!
Do I look like a Prince ? ,
Yes of course ..
But to me, and to my mother and sometimes in my mirror…
They all want someone with good physique, and handsome looks..
They treat me like a tree, as they don’t even notice when I stare at them.
They laugh at my walk, also at my talk.
They make fun of my clothes .
They are good in fact better than good..
But they should treat me at least a human..
Human with all the feelings, and flaws..
The Real Prince doesn’t require all the attributes , to get liked they get liked for being what they are.
Oh they don’t even know that Thin, Lean, Fat, Short, Tall,Dark,Ugly, or weird are not what we can demand but yes we can diminish these tiny things of appearance with our nature , character and humanity.
And The Real Prince is always about character, Humanity, Humbleness etc. Hope they learn before falling and failing in life..
#BeTheRealPrince
So, Then I have realized that I can’t be a writer as it needs lot more than just writing good and real,
As It requires a lot of materialistic things, and many more fabricated insights, one can’t be a writer if he/she is willing to write with the pure emotions and substance which makes him feel to write,
They may put words and also may compile it , but it would not be enough to get attention and readers, you need more spices,
And by having such spice you may tend to loose your original idea of the article or plot,
You may write but you will never get satisfied with your work as you have opted for the additives of the trend.
You may even find your self in a state where you are doing your work but for the choice of others,
The tears , pains , emotions, happiness, sacrifice, selfishness, tragedy etc etc of your work will only get attention if it has some layering of everything in trend be it a title of the article or the visualization of it,
sometimes you may need to promote it like a salesman, the original description of pain and happiness with the words came from heart may not by liked by the readers, they have their choice of interest and it has nothing to do with the effort you kept for writing,
You and your writeup will be discarded within sometime. As you may not had the ingredients they were looking for..
You can’t be what they want , as you can’t diminish your creativity..
But you can’t survive with what you feel and write ,as everyone has options more than the choice..
Think About it.
Lap…
I love to sleep over your lap,
I feel so calm,
Also sleepy..
My worries don’t haunt me anymore..
And I am not the same insomniac ..
Also, I don’t have headaches..
I feel so good…
Chilled and relaxed..
I feel free to breathe,
All my tensions get vanished..
Yes your Lap,
similar to my mother’s lap,
the warm and soothing Lap..
Lap ,
just love to sleep over your lap.
Let me sleep over your lap.
They asked me few things about an issue, actually they wanted me to answer it either in a spicy way or they wanted to put me in some troublesome state,
I smilingly said why you people are asking me this.? Don’t you believe their stated truths, Or you feel that I need to say my version.
They said we want to know your side.
I replied, There is no my side or their side, there is truth and their false.
So you have to see what you take from their talks,
We don’t believe them, they said.
I answered I believe them, as I don’t care about anything now , I have nothing to loose. And they may be putting the right things forward, I don’t know what they are saying though, but even I accepted their lies, I can’t do much either.
As even don’t know the real truth. And I have nothing to do with the truth now, as they did what they wanted to, and the damage couldn’t be recovered ever, but yes they have been good in chopping and presenting things in their suited way.
But, I don’t have any interest in giving justification to anyone, or to put my side on the issue. As I am not here to prove Anything to anyone, I know my side I am right by best of thoughts, and deep down they also know what is right and what is not right, who is culprit and who is not, and above all there is someone who knows everything and he is looking at everything, to whom we call Almighty, The God,
Moreover I heard that, they are too good and the world is too bad ,and I am too bad and the world is too bad , as per the talks what I came to know from the people in between me and them.
Anyways We all are going to pay for the deeds we do , if not today then tomorrow for sure.
if you are good you will receive good things from god , if bad then you have to be ready for the outcome, you can’t get away from your punishments.
So , I don’t care what they are saying as I am only answerable to the god , but in my case it’s God who has to answer me, as he may don’t have any question and I have many to ask him. And it would start from Why me? ?
I hope i will get the answer,!!!
Anyways you are free to think and consider me anything you want as liberty is there for everyone.
But my identity is best known to me and god. Likewise truth is better known to God , culprit and victim.
But if they say I am culprit , then yes I am culprit . nothing to objectify or even feel bad. As they are not the decision makers . so why to think or care about it.
Then they smiled and said you said nothing in particular but said everything.
And I smiled back.
Thank you for reading.
Good Morning Friends,
Wishing luck and love to all of you, And appealing all to believe in the integrity of our nation and celebrate our Independence,
Yes a Very Happy Independence Day all my friends and fellow Bloggers across the globe.
We all are one, we all believe in Unity .
We all know our history, and the fight against slavery and struggle for freedom.
So, We need to understand the value of the freedom, we have some issues still to fight like Terrorism, Unemployment,crime, communalism, etc etc we need to eradicate all these and the solutions against it,
we have to strengthen our women and should focus on women empowerment,
we need to have a parallel education system, no changes as per the state, one nation one syllabus and one medium, .
we need to fight against the misconception of our so called social reformers and put the right things forward.
Yes we have been doing some good things in the recent times which has brought some more expectations, it’s good the evils like triple talaq and article 370 has been removed, also the reservation have been offered to the people who are economically weaker, irrespect of the their caste.
We have to accept that somewhere we needed these transformations,
But we need more and more to bring back the title of The Golden Bird for our country. And I believe we can do that.
Let’s fight against the poor mindsets, and stay united for the Harmony and peace.
We all make India, The India world knows.
Let’s stay Independent for ever and take our independence for more generations to come.
Let’s Stay Independently United.
Yes I Am a Proud Indian like Any other Indian. And I believe we all should be.
Happy Independence Day!!!
Mera Bharat Mahaan!!
Jai Hind!!
Good Morning friends,
We all are quite aware of the issues Kerala is facing now, with heavy rains and flood kind of situations ,in fact many portions of southern India is dealing with it,
Kerala is in deep trouble, they face it every next time and I read this on s portal that it happens because of unplanned development, landslides and floods occurs mainly because of poor decisions taken for having developments, they discard the demands of nature, they opt for deforestation,rock cuttings, poor water harvesting etc
Anyways, we need to stand by them in their tough situations, let’s stick together and help them , we could help them in any possible manner like offerings charity, donating essentials like food and basics.
If you are good enough then I would request you to share your bit for them. And it could be anything they need food ,clothes, water, raincoats ,medicines etc you may Google it to do it.
I have been following news about it 8 districts have been declared as red alerted. 150+ individuals are missing ,20+ people are died, (Numbers may vary)
Imagine abundance of water everywhere you see and its still raining, you desiring for life to live with your family, but don’t how to survive. Being unsheltered,sick ,and hungry.
It is horrible and tragic.
Same is with Karnataka and Maharashtra, the people who are there are facing trouble as well, in fact the States residing next to the Western Ghats have been declared to have heavy rainfall and may face severe landslides .
Our Govt. is trying their best but don’t why they do it after the occurrence, as I believe “preventions is better than cure”. Anyways hoping for the best.
But Kerala has been the most affected state so far by being the most green and beautiful. And of course my favourite.
Lets do it as a human being. let’s pray for them, let’s pray for Kerala, and urge god in our prayers about all the Kerala people, as praying for the person next to you is also a kind of concern.
Thank you.
They say I am too good for this,
And they say I am too bad to be here,
they say you may think that way or even this way,
they say you can’t do this,
And they say only you can do this ,
they say you may have think so, And they say you may have thought that,
they say you have mood swings,
Also, they say you have overconfidence,and rash attitude,
they say you can’t do much,
As you are sick with your actions,
Also you are carefree,Negligent and over rated.
Wait,
How do they say so, ?
Do they have any clue about me?
how could be they saying so,
how they can be presuming about my mind, and heart, ?
how they are so judgemental!
And why?
Who are they to think that I may think or may have thought so,
Why they consider me so...?
What gives them that courage to be so considerable about me.
Literally What ???
Look & Listen
I am not like what you presume or consider ,
I am just way beyond your imaginations.
I love being Me,
I won’t mind if you think I have attitude or I am carefree.
I have something about which you can only dream to have.
And that’s my originality I am not fake,
I am Rude ,or care free.
I have my head high for everything I do.
And I don’t need a certificate for being selfless from you.
I am not this or that,
I don’t think this way or that way,
I am Too Good for your mind to pick or presume.
And it’s only me who know it better that what I can do and what I can’t, Got it .
Take care!
Good Afternoon Guys,
Today I am here with something to discuss which you may like , or may not but let’s discuss it.
Guys, we often see such people in our daily life who have the tendency of speaking more and also speaking less, and it actually varies from individual to individual as per their own choices,
But there is one other kind of people who speak relevantly good but have the tendency of showing disinterest to your talks, they will be available to you but with half of their heart, even if they are not half hearted but there traits will make you think so,
they will give smiles, as reply, they may give you one liners sometimes even one words, they make reaction with expressions, they may listen but pretends to not listen, or they will change the topic at their will, which is actually disheartening to the individual who is eagerly waiting for a respected response,
It actually makes you think that this man/woman don’t want to talk or may be not interested to talk or may have some attitude issues. Which is very much okay by their observations, as they are receiving such vibes from the other end so they may presume that,
Even I don’t want to be in a conversation where the individual is finding words on instalments, I speak with my heart and also with a reason, and want the partner to speak well, and react whenever needed, not sure how you people think about it,
But my opinion is this , and to have a healthy conversation, the two individual should have enough interest to speak and listen, one should not speak alone and vice versa.
And it has nothing to do with the choice of context or with the subject of talks, they have the tendency of speaking in that way as they prefer it, regardless of the subject of talks.
Of course I am not saying that everyone is blessed with good speaking skills or talkativeness, but it is not about the limited skills or the other, the individuals who act unavailable or who react late or selective with responses are actually Bad at listening skills and of course with the speaking skills, even with the reactive skills ,
they should learn and improve, as it is actually a graveyard for themselves, as they are actually creating barriers between their loved ones with bits and pieces of words.
Like they sound RUDE,FAKE,And ANNOYING!
And someone with really bad Etiquettes,
And no one prefers to talk with a person who has 3-4 words for every single thing you say, or may prefer to talk when it is needed the most with some sadness.
This is what I feel , Don’t know Right or wrong,
Do share your opinions if you feel so.
Thank you
You look good when you smile, 🙂
I see some holes on your chubby cheeks,
Like drilled,
Yes, They say Dimples!
You look good when you smile, 🙂
With some zig zag Pattern of teeth with a little wider lips,
Which you don’t like,
but it looks pretty cool to me,
So don’t need to hide.
Show More , Smile More!!
You look good when you smile, 🙂
As your tiny little round eyes gets closed,
Though not completely closed,
but it looks like closed.
You look good when you smile , 🙂
As you smile without any fear,
And I consider it real and pure,
not fake for sure.
Like the new born baby smile without the reasons we know!!
You look good when you smile 🙂
So keep on Smiling !!!
***Good Night And Smile Please!
Well most of my friends are unhappy with me,
They find me Annoying,
They call me everything what they hate,
They say I am unavailable being available to them,
They say you can’t be like this to us,
I try to convince them,but they don’t listen,
They are Right in their ways, I have to be with them if I am with them,
But I am with my love interest,
If not being next to her always then through my phone,
I feel good for the fact that she feels good when I am connected to her either next to her with holding a hand or through calls or even chats,
My friends don’t like my life style and priority,
But I don’t want to see her sad, as she feels sad and bad when I don’t message or call her and don’t lift her call,
I lie her sometimes that yes you wished me the first birthday wish, though sometimes she is second as my mother wishes before than her may be a fraction of second earlier,
Even if its a lake or I am at some public place I text her, as she wants to feel the ambiance with me and my words. I like it, its not that I am not enjoying it.
But its a cheat with my friends.
She enjoys everything of my talks ,
Even my sick poor cheap jokes, at which no one can laugh.
And of course my way of care,
She just love talking to me,
She says ” I will be fine I don’t need a doctor, you are the doctor and the medicine is our conversation.” When she gets sick.
I Remember that ,
I talked to her through calls and texts for around 20hrs continuously with a charger plugged in, whenever needed.
She loved the gesture, and even felt good to be with her when she needed me.
I have to talk as she my love and I can’t see her sad,
After knowing that her sadness is my unavailability and lesser communication.
But what to do with my friends ,they are not wrong either.
They want me as their friend as I have been,
She asks me to pick one sometimes,
somehow I skip the question with an ice cream or some deep discussion about my career, but i am worried with the picking of one.
I may pick her over them by being a selfish lover but I wouldn’t be Happy with that, I know as my friends are also important .!
Love them and Love her also. Both have their importance but yes one priority is not happy when I am with the another priority.
R Prakash Rao 
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