A Blurry Image

A Blurry Image ,

Not so visible , Not so Clear

A face which is so new,

New to Recognise

Hard to Ignore,

And to Avoid.

Yes A Person new to my eyes , came to my dream and sat infront of me with some illusionary Background.

With some Fog , with some lights like red blue and green .

She came and sat near me with a round neck piece and a covering of some shiny cloth not the shawl for sure on her bare body.

Her Hair were not too long but falling on her shoulders , with which she played sometimes and also adjusted.

She said nothing not even smiled at me just looked at me like a stranger by sitting next to me..

I felt the need to touch her and even ask her what is the purpose of her visit , but i was unsure whether she was human,

She was looking pretty and yes super sexy at the same time, may be the latter one more.

And i felt that watching her beauty from a distance itself is enough for life..

And in Between I realized that she was going somewhere i tried to stop her but she left the place without listening to me,

i wish the dream could have lasted a bit more…

And She said It…

jennifer winget

In A competition,

When she was asked to write about me by looking at me,

she left it blank and said

“I can’t write about him , as I feel I shouldn’t waste my time to write about him, when he is in front of me, I would rather prefer to watch him, and just keep on watch him…

Like my eyes got stuck at him,

Like my world has paused at him,

Like I don’t care for being watched by the world when I am looking at him.

Like he is the only one in the world to look and I am the only lucky one with the eyes to look at him.

Yes of course I watch him daily but that’s just not Enough for me,

I can spend my life watching him.

He is so much of love,

I can’t take my eyes away of him when he is there around me,

I prefer to watch him in anything and everything i do.

I kiss his photographs when no one is watching without a mark of my lips at his photos “

And Guess What,

I being her competition at other End , smiling , Blushing , and filled with love and happiness applauded for her .

And said ” I feel the same for you my love but yes I couldn’t have said this in front of everyone.

And yes please give her the Prize she won it without any doubts like she won my heart.”

a beautiful woman

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Blink ! may be with an unnoticed wink
a wave without an eye contact
a smile with some penetrating stares at here and there
of course everywhere,
blowing kisses for the air if not for me, as per the pretending

some day in red
some day in black 
blue also but not necessarily for the mondays


with layers of makeup coated and jewels placed near the neck
 some heavy touch ups of eye shadows and mascara
with your printed embroidery clothes
and the multi colored shawls.

yes i noticed every time, 
when you reaped your lips to make it even more red and pinkish,
also when you purposely lifted your feet to show the design of alta{Dye}.

you really looked like a women with a heart that beats faster than normal,
when looked at me.
you really made me feel special with your constant searching eyes, 
and unanswered and puzzling hints,

the beauty of you is so beautiful that i never felt the need of knowing you, 
or talking to you
as you speak and tell a lot with your eyes, 
which i could sense but could not reciprocate

you came to my dreams quite a few times  
as i can`t wish to have you in my reality 
you will be there in my mind  as a beautiful woman
 with some unsaid plans for me , and also some hidden fantasies.

i feel for you for being unresponsive
 but yes i have the valid reasons.
and yes you made me feel good about myself. 

Double Standards…

How often we see that there is a different sort of treatment in life to a daughter and son, Parents Have their own way of treating both one is above and the other is slightly pushed back,

I would say it is unfair to be partial with your very own children, If it is due to financial problem then it is fine, as situations do change in different phases of life but I have observed a different story where a girl has been treated in an unfair manner because she was a girl ,

she has been manipulated and cheated by her own parents, When she confessed about her love interest for a person her emotions have been suppressed by her own  parents,

she was emotionally blackmailed by her father and mother used her health issues to keep her under control,

she was asked and explained about thinking their social stature and family’s reputation, without even thinking about her emotional feelings for her love interest she was manipulated and in a way forced to get married with the one they selected,

but few years later her own brother opts to marry a girl he chosen for himself, and this time his emotions have been taken into account and supported by the parents  , their manipulation , warning and emotional blackmailing has not worked this time because the boy kept himself above Of everyone, which the girl didn’t did on her time,

she kept her family and their thoughts above by being selfless but I feel this terrible for the girl because her own parents have been mischievous to her, they being of double standards have did injustice to their daughter.

I feel their many such parents and families are around us where the girl has been asked to pay the price for being selfless and responsible, their emotions and thoughts have been discarded, and diminished.

Hope the daughters stand for themselves, hope we find better parents, and families in our society. Because Equality starts at home  ,  Don’t suppress , don’t put the extra baggage don’t make them feel bad for what they are.

If You can accept Your son and his demands then What’s Wrong with a girl and her Demands.

Think About it.

Happy Women’s Day { Belated}