That Kiss …!


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That Unexpected Kiss from her on my lips

has turned into

An Extended Kiss from me

which made her realize that

her lips have been bitten,

and it’s her blood which she saw on my lips

and with a smile she said

I think you gave me a love byte…

 

 

 

How could she smile when she has been treated that way?

Why she smiled with a lot of glittering sparks in her eyes?

Why that sweet kiss has turned into a kiss of Blood?

Do you want to have such experience ever in life ?

Feel Free…


Just Put the hesitations somewhere in the dustbin ..

Through it…

Dump it..

Destroy it…

Just feel free about everything you wish to do…

Bring out the giggles…

Your hidden Sparks…

Yes your desires…

Feel free to explore

You don’t need to act for the sake of someone..

Just remain the real of yours

Laugh..

Enjoy…

And stay alive..

Feel free to be what you are…

Just feel free to live your life…

Without any half measures…

Without any baggage of Egos And Issues..

Oh Dear, feel free to Breathe….

Anger…!


Hello Folks,

Well before writing anything on this topic I think I have to be honest that I am very angry today. And I don’t know how to control it.

In fact I am against of controlling it is a very important emotion. I have my anger issues which has been the reason of my various fights, arguments, failures, etc. In fact I left few of my previous jobs for the same issue. And I think it is very much with me as I treat it as my body part or my important weapon from the armory.

Although I don’t want to use it but it is something which comes to me quite often then not.

May be I am short tempered. But what I have seen that my anger does not harm anyone as it only raises the modulation of my voices and even make it louder so that it can be audible to the person who is in the 2nd street. I feel bad about it . but yes I have to say that I am very much under control of not being violent. Yes I do get irritated and in between I may say something very harsh but the other side is that even at that level I don’t abuse or cross the line in a verbal spat.

But whatever I do I feel bad about it as I think it is very bad to be so bad on anyone. But I can’t help it at that time. As I am not that sense of thinking something to which I feel afterwards.

I may hit hard on something and hurt my self ,it could be a desks, wall or even a my head. Usually I use to punch with my right hand on the surfaces near by or at my forehead.

Sometimes I even damage the furniture stuffs like chairs, tables etc. It is very bad. But I can’t help it.

I have been like this from my childhood ,my mother told me that I used get very angry if didn’t get what I have been promised to get. My face used to get red and it is even now the same.

So the point is it is good to stay with your emotions even it is anger but the way it comes to us it should have some control. How can we control it? More of you is good as I believe in being original .

Tell me something to control it or to manage it in a better so that it could come and go with very ease. Anger issues are there but yes I don’t hurt anyone I have that notch of being watchful even at extreme level so that I don’t use a bad word and don’t get violent on anyone yes in between this I hurt myself.

My anger stays with me and it plays within until it is not burs-ted on anyone.

Your suggestions are very helpful …please do share it on the comment box. As it is not just a blogging post it is my serious problem with which I really want to overcome.

Thank You

Just Because We are Boys..!


Hello & Namaste..

I know what I am saying, I don’t need any other individual to think in the same way if they have issues ,but yes I would not take a step back to put my thoughts on my blog. If someone likes my view is very much well and good if not than it is also fine to me.

Today I felt that I need to put some glare on the current mindset of the people towards the boys. It is not actually how it has been portrayed , we do have heart which beats and breaks at the time of it occurrence..

We do feel bad when we are being questioned and underlined because of the fact that we are boys.. What we can do if few of them are cheats and culprits we all are not the same. The same is their in the girls all are not selfless and Innocent few are very selfish and cunny , they can destroy the life of the individual without a single hesitation, and they would live their life with full of smile and happiness..

We are not what it looks from the outlook of the so called society leaders.. We are beyond that.

We do cry for the loved ones,

We do feel the pain,

We do feel insomniac when we loose the love,

We have our sentimental setbacks,

 

Yes , we hide it in general , we act to cope up with the demands of life. We feel lonely as everyone does but it is just that we have that baggage of being strong .

 

The pain is always the same as it is in the case of a girl being betrayed by a boy,

We are not different.

We do want love in return for the immense blind emotional love we do.

And we also get angry and depressed if someone cheats..

We are also possessive , we do feel the same kind of feeling inside the heart if some other individual is around the girl we love..

Don’t Judge us by what it has been said frequently by the people as we know that all Girls are not same and Yes All Boys are not the same..

It is threat to the boys what i personally feel,

As we have been Questioned ,Judged ,Categorized and even Humiliated for the Love and even if the Love fails.

What one can do if the person he loved has cheated him?

What was his mistake ?

How they can presume the exact mindset of the individual without even knowing him?

Why this behavior?

Just Because we are boys…!

Think Please.

 

The Unique Blogger Award!


Hi friends ..News from the center is that I have been nominated for the Unique Blogger Award .

Well thank you so much Pritu for showing such faith and gratitude on me. I am really poor as compared to others in blogging I am writing here for my satisfaction and i don’t think i deserve any award but I am here for her trust.

please friends follow and acknowledge her immense talent!

So let me answer her tough questions in which i am really poor from my school days..

1. If you had to choose Between reading and writing what would you choose?

Ans. Well it is a difficult one but I will choose Reading as I can know what the views/perceptions are there of others.

2. who is that blogger who comments on your post and makes your day?

Ans. Well for me every comment is special and everyone’s feedback is important but I will say pritu as that one blogger as she has nominated me for this beautiful award by giving 1st position in the nominees(safe).

3. If you would get the chance of speaking in front of your country what would be the topic you choose to speak?

Ans. Well if I will ever get a chance to speak in front of my country or may state or my district or my colony or in front of this world I will always prefer to talk about love and the beauty of love..As love is my favorite topic.

4. What is the most hilarious moment of your life ? Describe it?

Ans. Well there are so many moments which are very hilarious in my life its tough to pick one but as per the task I have to do so once i have been stopped by a kinner in the local train and she touched my cheeks and said if you will ask me I will give you on any given day ! I was just 16 at that time i replied what? She said i will tell you give me your number then somehow my mother came and i had a lucky escape And I was along with my family and friends..they still tease me about that day.

5. What is the best thing you like about yourself?

Ans. This is the toughest question for me as even I have to know that what I like or any one like about me? I think I like my confidence level a lot. As that is the only thing I have may be gifted but yes I can do the toughest thing in the world if someone says that I can do it.

So thanking you all for your time I hope I have given my best in answering as I am very poor in that infact I hate those who asks questions to me. But today I loved it may be its because of WordPress!

Thanks to all.

My questions to the nominees are?

1. Which is your favorite ..cricket or Bollywood ?

2. Who is your crush on WordPress?

3. Who is the most irritating person in your personal life (name) and why?

4. Three changes you want to see in WordPress and why?

5. Name the person who has led you down by not nominating you till date?

Nominees are:

1. Pritu

2. Shreya

3. Richa Pandey

4. Gargi

5.Sumit

Thank you

You’re fake!


You are fake…!

Yes …

You are fake..

Everything about you is fake

Your actions ,

Your gestures ,

Your smiles ,

Your tears ,

Your love ,

Your emotions ,

Your empathy ,

Your sympathy ,

Your care and concerns ,

Your talks ,

Your romance ,

Your Giggles ,

Your Niggles ,

Your Pain ,

Your Gain ,

Your likes ,

Your Dislikes ,

Your truths and of course your lie ,

Everything was fake , there is nothing which is real about you…

You are fake….

Fake you’re!

Name is enough…


Hi Friends, Hope you all are awesome in every possible way. Today I thought to write and discuss on something very usual but uniquely quirky topic.

We all have being given by some name it could be as per the choices of our family or being suggested by the people around them. They can give you the name of a girl to a boy or the name of the boy to the girl , some may have the names of Fruits,Flowers and Vegetables (Chameli,Nimbu Lal ,Mewa Singh,PhoolBai etc)

And some of us may have the names of our ancestors.

We don’t have the choice of selection so we stick with those names whether anyone makes a joke on us.

But some of like the name we have and some don’t.

Some feel that their name is not unique, and some have the issues of not being a trendy or heroic name. Some may want to adopt the name of their favorite actor or any successful person.

But every single name is unique so we are the ones who create the name.whatever your name is you should be able enough to make the name which world would remember for a long time.

You’re special and so your name is . Names are being created by the individuals.

Every Name has its own identity.

Names are Being Made by us .

Thank You is Not enough.


My favorite thing is to acknowledge people for being what they are in my life .

Even though we do it quite often , but it’s not enough to say thanks or thank you to them , this does not end their role played in our life.

As we have grown to certain ages we learn , but we forget the ones who were in our school days they are our real friends ,our genuine friends.

The friends who don’t like you because you are Rich , Intelligent , or you are Good Looking.

They are with you because their soul connects. Their heart says that he/ she is my friend irrespective to the variable difference in Gender, Culture ,Caste ,Creed or financial status.
They just come smile and say” hey hello ! you are my friend !”
And the beautiful journey of friendship starts with sharing of Tiff-ins,Books,Notes and Secrets.
And Gradually the time flies before you even notice that you are actually depending on each.
This is the most purest form of friendship.

The Real Friendship .

The true Friendship without any Hidden Interest and Selfishness.
I am glad that I have a friend like this ,called Anchal Lanjewar (Then) now Mrs. Anchal Meshram .
She is the most selfless soul i have ever seen. She has made my school life quite enchanting . she was there for every next possible thing in those days. I remember When i was going with a very bad patch in studies ..

she took the initiative to teach me and I still feel that I could not have cleared the exams if she would not have taught me.
She got Married last year. She has invited me and how could I miss to attend . the only party I attended after years.
I am very happy for her and wish her a beautiful life .

And I am thankful to the god for giving me a friend like her in my life. she will be always my favorite friend . I have said thanks to her many times but its not enough ..
I hardly make friends but when I make I don’t let them go.

This is just a little way to express my gratitude to you and our friendship.
You will be always my favorite friend Anchal.

And I know you will be there for me my friend forever like you have been.

“And Yes Me Aaj Bhi Dimaag ka Dahi karta hu..”

Thank you so much but this is not enough.

#sometimes…


Sometimes you have the destiny but you don’t know how to reach…

Sometimes you have the Questions but you don’t know how to answer..

Sometimes you have the life but you don’t know how to live..

Sometimes you have the Path but you don’t know how to walk..

Sometimes you have the arsenal but you don’t know how to Fight..

Sometimes you have the issues but you don’t know how to clear..

Sometimes you have the fun but you don’t how to smile…
Sometimes you have the love but don’t know how to confess…
And Sometimes you have Everything but with Restrictions

Thank you

The Fake Truths…


When it comes to make something according to you or me ,

we are very selfish , we do every possible thing to turn the table in our way.

The truth which actually should come in public is always manipulated, As per the interests of the individual it gets chopped , moulded and fabricated as per the situation demands us to present.

We are very smart in making stories which are no where close to the reality which may have some realistic sinkings ,but half or more than half is always been constructed in the way we want it for making ourselves pure and correct.

It is not just the problem

it is actually the need of the daily life in the modern days.

We are bound to make things in our way for being considered as good or innocent.

Its pity but we cannot ignore the reality.

We are accustomed to this tricks in our daily whether its a small offense or a big crime. Whether we are late in our office we never admit that we were quite lazy in the morning we start blaming traffic even we create traffic accidents .

Its starts with fun to get persuaded but later it becomes a life line for us to deal in with the issues.. For every now and then

But I Hope we will know our mistake Either Tomorrow if not today.

Thank you

Lost or Leaved ?


Well ..

It’s awkward  to put this in public but yes it is a true story true pain true cheat true life true love and of-course true lie….

she loved me a lot for 8 long years so that no one has ever did with any one but she left me without answering me and my questions in a very brutal manner…

She was forced to do so or she has left me or she has been taken away from my life…. I don’t know !
I don’t even know my mistake .. !
I loved her more than I could have Done,

I did all the stuff to make her mine.

but I failed , because  she has not stood for me when I wanted her the most… which is the most painful truth 

and this is something which still looks like a bad dream as i never ever thought of this betrayal from her.

for me this is hard to believe, even though i have passed years with this truth.

why?

what was my mistake still wanna know…

Awaiting…

Some questions are necessary to answer…

Life is round we will meet again and again, whenever we will meet I will ask you how are you I hope you will not ask me who are you?

For The GENext…


What is the Smallest Change we can do in the society which could be beneficial to Enhance the Future of The Next Generation .

We all have faced and noticed certain issues so far in the society which have been the obstacle of me, you or next to you. Somehow we have either compensated or overcame with that but why we want others to face the same ??

If we can do a bit to the society we may have a new breed of buds and with which we can become even stronger in the globe.

Let’s take a put forward to change the things which are not good by the best of times …

In any form Eradication and Revolution is necessary to form something good and beyond imagination.

Basics Changes for The Next Generation is could be :

1. Education System: we are not that parallel in education in our own country there are few areas which are still struggling with illiteracy and poor quality of schoolings,we are exceptional and horrible as well depending upon the areas so we have to bring literacy in every part of country with quality studies and Competitive Environment.

2. Equality : We need some Innovative minds who can think beyond reservations , because giving reservations to the people does not make them stronger in the society as it has crossed 70 years of Independence and I personally don’t feel that if I am from General category I don’t have the right to feel fair in the country. As this is partiality to the individuals who come from the general category,we have not been asked by god before giving us birth in this world I feel that this has to be changed with immediate effect this has been the strong reason for Unemployment and it is necessary to check whether the individual is actually in need of that reservation or not.

3. Empowering Girls : Well this is the most needed change which we should bring in the society They are equally or even more important than boys in the society as they represent the house of their husband as well as the house of the father. We have to educate the girls and provide them a secured society to feel free and live their life. The more they grow the more they give in return to the society it’s shameful to know that they feel insecure because of the society itself.

let them learn ..

let them fall ..

let them rise..

just try to make them feel comfortable to breathe ,smile ,talk,argue,sing dance,explore and live in the society

we are here to make the small changes for the betterment of them.

We Have faced alot.

But we can Change ….

And It Starts With You…


Life is very Unexpected to us , it has different colors , different phases, and of course different situations to offer us.

The darkness of it is very scary, And some of us may quit the precious life with lesser fighting spirit due to the hurdles ,obstacles and obligatory quotients .

This is the most crunchy period as it shows the real fighter with in us . if we have conquered and surpassed all the tough phases of it with a smile on our face we are ready to taste the sweetness of life And we have been considered as champion.

And if somehow we have not been able to do so but we have been able to fight with stretching our limits we will be termed as a fighter.

But if we have opted for surrendering under those situations then this life will show the other side of it . we will be never able to stand in front of mirror to face ourselves .

so it is always important to fight hard no matter in which way the result goes . we all need to have that fighting spirit within us to show the world that we are here to make changes as per our own choices. And we can make life even more beautiful.

There is always a Bright shiny day after a dark haunting Night.

You are the only one who can make things happen it’s just that what you think and how you stand for your thought.

There is always the first step which matters more then the remaining steps .

Be the change

Thank You

Searching…


Hello beautiful People…

I am just trying to put my view on the different kind of searches we do on daily basis for different reasons ..

some people search for money

some for success

some for love

Some for pride

Some for happiness

Some for food

Some for Education

Some for Followers

And

Some for Job.
And there are many who don’t even now what they are searching..!

But why we all are doing this ?

Is it our need or our beyond that ?

This proves that it does not matters that what we have we all are searching something which we don’t have we are demanding things at our will our needs are not getting diminished and it is not going to get diminished. We are the people who want every next thing in just one life we never get satisfied for what we have.

Is it a curse? or it’s just the tendency of humans.

But we are not living our life for the sake of living we are living to fulfill our demands as much as we can.

There are many who don’t even get basics like food shelter and education and there are many who are living in 4 & 5 BHKs and are by paying donations for education in abroad.

Why this imbalance ?

Even we don’t know what we are actually searching ? I think we all have our own answers .

But at the end we all are searching Satisfaction .

That Junk Yard


The people around me are very beautiful but I think it’s just the thinking of the individuals which has gone very cheap and sluggish…. I have gone through few nasty phases of my life and every next time its the most trusted person who has led me down …

I have done all sorts of things from my end to withstand by the individual but when I wanted the same from the person it has been a complete disappointment…. I feel how one could be so selfish…these kind of negative persons just use us for their own good and ruin our life… Has I did wrong by trusting ?…but trust and respect are something which gets increases and get back more you give ….! or it’s just the ‘karma’ of the individual which will give the punishment whenever the time comes…. ..

Never the less I wish that individual for better thinking abilities….as you cannot survive in a longer run by making people fool or by cheating..

Cheap tricks are not worthy all the time.. It’s just the good job and clean mind which stands by us even the moment we loose our sin.

God Bless you fool…

we all are here to live our life …some live with good work so that people remember them even after their death..

and some live with bad work so that people wonder when and how this person is going to die…they have been hated even after their death..so its our choice completely to what and how we want our life to be.

It really takes a lot of time to gain respect,faith and trust on someone but it takes a single second to loose the same faith respect and trust.

Thank You

I am not Alcoholic…!


Hello People,

Today I am going to share some modern kind of allegations given to us . they are in the form of friends and Relatives in our life.

And this has became a serious issue now.

They have been asking me the same question in every possible way.

  • Hey your eyes are looking very Red what’s cooking bro?
  • Hey Have you started using liquor or what?
  • What’s wrong why your eyes are looking different like you drunk last night?
  • Are you alcoholic now?
  • you are using Liquor or Beers quite often or what?
  • You are so restless I can see the difference in your eyes why!

Etcetera etcetera…!

Let me clear to you all and them that I have not tasted a single spoon of liquor or beer or any kind of drug so far in my life and will not use it ever in my life as don’t feel that I have a need to do so infact I am against drug addiction..

It is very annoying and irritating for me to answer them the same question again and again whether its a social gathering or a friendly outings.

My eyes have some issue or their Vision is not that clear any more I don’t know but I know that I am not alcoholic .

Yes I am not Alcoholic…!

But if it seems different to them then I have to say that may be my eyes are quite different from their..

May be I am having an Intoxicated Eyes.

Good Night….


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Besides the fact that the day was so irritating and a complete waste of energy and time.

but it’s time to calculate the positives out of this and plan the next day for being a bit better….

one more day of life has come to an end one more day of life has gone into veins…

Its humiliating but we cannot demand things in life its the misery but reality..

so all my friends just wash the face and expect the bright sun shine after the dark night ….the Dawn is on the way.

expect glory….

expect surprise….

expect happiness…..

Good Night

Passion….


Just a small way to recreate the magic…

With complete fun and humor .

The life will make u feel more enriched with new reason to feel good…

Leave the sadness, darkness,emptiness,  behind.

Its your life and you are the boss .

Few losses does not make you the loser just fight with your problems till the last breathe of your life no matter whether you end up in a loosing way but you will be considered as the warrior .

You are the King and this is your Kingdom

Love & Live .

Enjoy the beauty within you.

You have the spark.

Don’t give up.

Reload!!!


The same thing is different when you start feeling it..

The same world is different when you start exploring it..

The same life is different when you start living it…

The same people are different when you start accepting them..

The same problems are different when you start solving them..

The same joke is different when you start enjoying it…

Reload the life by adding a new flair to it .

Everything is possible when you are willing to make it possible. It is very important to bring that adaptivity to withstand and conquer every single hurdle of life.
Just Bring back Life to Liveliness.
Thank you

    I Will Meet You There..


    I am leaving you for now..

    But

    I will meet you there…

    Far away from this world…

    There will be no one to ask us anything..

    No Questions..

    No Answers..

    No Egos..

    No Issues..

    No Worries..

    No Heartbreakings…

    No Rights…

    No wrongs..

    No diplomats..

    Only you….

    Only me..

    And our Love…

    I will meet you there ….

    Far away from the people..

    Far away from this world…

    Far away from the demands of life..

    I will be there for you

    I will be waiting for you

    I will meet you there…

    No one will be there to separate us.

    I will meet you there..

    Far away from this world..

    Loving You a lot..

    Bye

    In Response ..


    Things are shaping slowly, like we see the clouds before the good needed rain, after a long never ending summer,

    people are back to move on the roads, some with the need and some with sense of relaxation,

    kids have started playing cricket again in the streets with masks while batting but with the common bat :p

    women are happy to see people walking, some in the evening and some in the morning.

    It is good to se everyone standing again with the same effort against the wicked virus, like they did last year,

    they all have realized it is not going to end this or that year, it will end when we all have our vaccinations, when we are not going to repeat the same mistakes again,

    we with the combined effort can make it possible, we will never have this shackled life if we abide and obey the modern rules of life.

    In response to this strain and that strain we all have to stand and prove again that this life which is gifted to us by god is very precious to us.

    And we are not going to make it waste by any such man made virus.

    Let’s Relive.

    At a coffee shop…


    After a long day,

    Me at a coffee shop with a coffee on my table.. and literally no one to accompany me.. Looking everyone with a story in mind about their conversations..

    In between this, just swallowed the unbearable coffee sips..

    And my vulnerable eyes started looking at everyone and everywhere..

    Then I saw a table where three girls were sitting and gossiping about something with shouts, giggles and laughter..

    I just changed my seat.. And sat next to their table so that I could listen what they were talking about..

    Ok so now they were audible..

    As I raised my listening skills by few more decibels..

    So the coffee was quite entertaining now, and I asked one more to look engaged to the waiters.

    These girls were clapping and doing high fives in between them.

    The three girls were talking about their respected boyfriends, and how they have been pampered ..

    actually they were saying that , they literally play as per their will with the boys.. Be it a movie going or some expensive purchasing.

    They compared who is better among the three and how they are planning more expenditure from their boyfriends. As Diwali is on the cards now,

    I was actually liking this, as it is something new to know..that everything is as per planning and plotting.

    In between this they have realized that I am listening their talks..or observing them.. They may have thought that I am interested in one of them..

    So they actually started looking at me with a smile..which was even more hilarious.

    One of them has loosened her hair and started swinging her hair with a confident swag ..

    And looked at me with even more nuances .. With fixing her messy Red t-shirt near her waist.

    And looked at me for while trying to say Hey or Hello, with a smile filled with fakeness,

    I just turned my eyes and shakedown my head.

    She along with her friends left the place

    Reasons better know to them.

    But yes she had her flair.. 🙂

    And I turned off the signals and shifted focus on the right hind side of the table,

    Where I saw An lady around 85years was there with a kid may be her grand daughter..

    She was in a state of confusion as she don’t know what to order and how,

    Then a suspicious man with a very suspicious look came , could be her servant or a known fellow..

    Even he was unsure about the things so , I helped them to make their order

    He came and asked me to click a picture of him showing his Rudraksh and also asked my name,by saying I will be helpful to you sir, I am the one to whom you pray daily.

    I said, look I am helping just for the sake of kid and the lady ,not for being asked for clicking your PIC.

    He said ok sir, and obliged for the help in placing order,

    He was a bit different from normal, like mentally instable and heavy in voice, his actions were strange, though they enjoyed their coffee.

    but I still don’t why he asked me to click his picture though I deleted it.

    Then i recived a call from my home,left the place.

    Thank you

    ***P.S – I wrote this post by being at the coffee place.

    Pray for me.


    It is nervousness or anxiety , I don’t know….

    but it is something which is hitting my heart and mind,

    I think my heart is not willing to accept myself as a failure and somehow my mind has came to a conclusion of compensatory happiness.

    Being amongst the losers with some reasons, explanations , and of course few excuses has been the story so far,

    Loosing without a trial with lot of distractions and few strong barriers are something with which I am dealing from years,

    LOSER, is a big tag.

    And I think I am accepting it somewhere in my heart with sadness, its not that I never had the ingredients to conquer, but it has been somehow my negligence with some hard lucks, obligations and poor decisions.

    Yes it has affected me, my dreams, my aspirations, my happiness and my searching satisfaction.

    I am good at this and that but not enough stabilized to put it for some productive outcome ,

    Outcome in context of success, And successful satisfaction.

    I hate the confusion, hate that a lot as it ruined me, still I feel a compensatory choice I preferred for sustainment.

    As sustainment is an important thing I dared to avoid it once and paid the price for that dare,

    so may be I am not good at dreaming or my dreams are just dreams I should not try to feel and live it, I figured out.

    Yes it is saddens you at your heart , and you start questioning your own life,

    like may be god has made me for this and not that and I am trying to hard to go beyond god’s decision.

    Anyways I Still feel sad when people come and say you have been so good ,

    you could have done this and that with ease, you should have been there we always felt that you are something different and thought you to be at some high to look,

    we still have high expectations,

    you can still start and deliver with ease, you have the spark , you just have to focus and focus at like everything, we still have high expectations from you.

    And listening all that makes me feel so bad for being so unjustified to their expectations,

    it feels good to have high expectations but it breaks you into pieces when they themselves say you spoiled it man with your own, and failed and you are a loser!

    And then our mind and heart have some serious sadness with which we may not cope up.

    As it takes us to negativeness, when you start comparing yourself with your expectations and with your contemporaries. And you find yourself now where.

    You actually fail when you question your self or start thinking more than you should.

    But having being said that,

    I think life gives you chances to bounce back and roll it like a boss,

    I am still seeking and trying to find out that one chance to make it appropriate with my life and the people around it.

    I hope god has left one more good thing to share and hopefully I would accept it without any blunders this time.

    Pray for me.

    Thank you

    Confusion or Laziness?


    Good Noon People,

    Well I am in a state of confusion, or I am actually delaying it because of my laziness I don’t know, but seriously would like to know your suggestions or clarity about the situation.

    And the situation is so silly that you may laugh on me. OK let me reveal what it is .

    Actually my hair has grown a bit more than my usual expectations as I avoided this Sunday after Sunday, and so on, and my parents , my colleagues and my seniors are against it, few of them like a lot though, few pass some comment like ‘Lo Model Agya ‘ , ‘ Desi John Abraham ‘etc etc ,few see me with a weird look , few say slightly Dude you are professional engineer ,

    And I am like Yes I know.

    But as I took leave today due to some health issues, my mother is like go cut your hair otherwise you have to sleep outside today etc etcetera.

    Now, I am very much confused of it as I like my hair but also when it is messy I feel I should chop it, also I feel like OK I can cut it next week or tomorrow, I don’t want to cut or I want to cut but I am lazy enough to avoid it, I don’t Know.

    By the way I don’t even shave for months right from college days.

    I think more percentage of boys especially engineers are like me, they like to live untamed, wild and laziness…. or I am the special case.

    Anyways , Drop your opinions about this seriously silly issue, and yes I posed for this pic 2weeks ago.

    I Love You My Enemy.


    Yes I love my enemy.

    As they make me think twice. So that I could make less mistakes.

    He/she is the reason for my continues cautiousness.

    I can feel the pressure of being questioned every time I Sit/ stand.

    I have to match up with all the demands they do.

    Sometimes I answer them even before they ask.

    Sometimes they Win.

    Sometimes they have to loose.

    But yes they are the reason for my every dedicated work.

    Yes it is annoying but I like the counterparts.

    As it is not healthy to run without a competitor in a race.

    I love you my enemy as you have been so keen to put all efforts to watch my work,Sometimes even my well wishers fail to do this..

    I love that focus and intensity.

    Yes it encourages me to do good and even better , and to learn.

    Thank you my enemy for being my biggest strength and motivation.

    Yes I do get strengthened by every cheap and silly things you do to make me fall.

    I don’t fall, I just smile and continue the process..

    I love you my enemy. As you teach me a lot without any investment.

    Thank you.

    LEAVE THEM!


    Don’t need to think much about them..

    As you can’t do anything about it.

    Yes they will be like this only..

    They will do what they want to do..

    They are not going to think anything about you..

    Its fun for them..

    Just Focus on the Proceedings..

    Don’t need to think much ..

    Don’t need to feel bad..

    Just Look with a smile towards them..

    And Leave Them!

    Just Leave them..

    #society

    #negativity

    #perceptions

    It’s Okay to be an Engineer.


    We are the one who don’t care

    We are the one who don’t stop

    We are the one who don’t quit .

    We are the one who don’t surrender .

    We are the one who don’t forget .

    We are the one who don’t hesitate .

    We are the one who don’t Judge.

    We are the one who take Jokes.

    We are the one who don’t Loose.

    We are the one who take criticism.

    We are the one who have been highly expected to earn.

    We are the one who build Nations.

    We are the one who are the most flexible And adaptable Professionals.

    We are the one who are underated by the society.

    Yes we are the Modern Day Engineers. We can act , we can sing ,we can write , we can Blog, we can be the CM, and we can be the cricketer as well.

    We can take Jokes for being Unemployed..

    We can bring the laughter if we somehow fails in achieving the target.

    Yes we Spend Four Years for Graduation..

    Yes we have 80 Subjects to study ..

    Yes it is very much okay to be An Engineer.

    Kerala needs you!


    Please help Kerala ….

    Nature has been harsh on the people over their. I want everyone of my friends and followers to do their bit for the sake of the humanity..

    I just want you to make sure that spread awareness amongst the people who are around you and urge them to their work for the betterment of the condition in any possible way they want to do.. It could be a release of some fund through Bank Transactions, online transfer and Paytm .

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    If it is not possible then make sure that you can spread everything of the tragedy to the people including the charity methods and helpline numbers.

    Please do it as they need it..

    Please do as they are hoping we all are with them..

    Please do as they are also like you and me..

    And everyone of them is willing to live their lives.

    Just do it . It won’t take much even if you can spread awareness amongst the people. In a way it is a help..

    Your efforts are always for good cause…

    Life is beyond artificial satisfaction… The more you help others the more you do the good work for your own satisfaction..

    Thank you

    Happy Birthday Daddy !


    Wishing You all the happiness ,health and achievements ….

    Happy Birthday Daddy…

    May all your little and big dreams come true…

    May all the worries of your head get vanished…

    May all the desired happiness of your life stick with you forever…

    May you become fitter and fittest as you have been always..

    May you live your life in the way you wanted to live..

    May you remain the real boss of our lives always as you have been…

    Wishing you every glory and giggles to you…

    Happy Birthday Dad….

    Stay Healthy yet Funky..

    She was in a Grey Saree..


    She just came from her workplace .

    And she realized that their is no one their , she thought it is good to have some private moments with her lover, she called him to come and join her as they both were seeking some space for them..

    He came without wasting much time…

    She was in grey sari…with a visibility of her navel….which was even stranger for her boy as she has been   a shy girl..

    But she was in a different mood on that noon…

    She told him to kiss on her neck when she will stand in the opposite direction as she always felt that romance from the back is her kind of thing…

    As he was the obedient fellow he agreed for doing this…

    Now, she should stood near the window so that she can have a look at the main gate, and asked him to kiss her…

    He came closer to her ..his right hand was over her waist, and the left hand was busy in clearing her hair aside so that he could kiss her on her neck from back…

    Now slowly he cleared her long hair from her neck and kissed her on her neck..

    And the right hand from the waist has came to stomach and was playing around the navel, and in between she tried to control his hand by her hand..

    And the kiss made her eyes close…

    She hold him tight and whispered ” just stay with me forever …i cant imagine my life without you… ”

    She kissed him on his cheeks and forehead…

    Slowly she left her hand as she was in complete temptation…

    And who wants to control emotions…

    They were in full swing of love …

    But in between their romance they realized it is good to control their notions…

    An Interview !


    Hey Guys, I gave an interview today, which has been good but not as an engineer as a content writer. They asked me to write on a topic called cyber security on last week or so, which I completed and mailed them and then they called me for the face to face interview today,

    so I took a leave from my work for today, as I entered the office I saw three girls were having their work on their computers, I have been asked to sit and wait, then the fellow came may be the boss may not be I am not sure as he was not looking like a boss almost same age,

    he asked few questions to me in which the first one was that why I am switching my career from an engineer to content writer?

    Is it just for following your passion? Or you have any other ideas?

    What you have been doing over their ?

    What is your job role and how much you are earning ?

    How the idea of writing came to you ? will you leave your job ?

    I am still not sure you changed 3 companies in the span of 4 years ,how I could be sure that you won’t leave this job?

    What kind of content you write ?Etc etc

    And I was like oh my god…. So much at once..

    Then gradually started answering him that,

    I am not going to leave my job I would rather provide the contents through mail,

    I have been in a project based company so I have to change the companies if it does not have the project, as I can’t be jobless.

    Yes it is passion but I would be happy if I could convert it as my profession.

    Also I explained the job role and about my remuneration .

    So by now, he was quite clear about me and I think quite impressed also, then he told me to write something in front of him, which should about 600+words,

    I was not happy with it as I was getting late and I had different work to do, but he told me to do it as it also the part of the interview ,

    the topic was ‘Branding on social media’ as he was Branding Head over their.

    Then I was running short of options ,so accepted the task and completed it in just 20mins+ . Google was there to have an overview but plagiarism was strictly not allowed and I even don’t believe in doing such cheaper trics.

    then I mailed the same to the individual and to the HR deptt. And they asked me to wait for the review and interview result . I said sure thanks.

    Let’s see what happens. Luckily I have both my tasks in the sent mail of my email I’d. So that I can check and see what I did good and bad. If any of want to have a look can ask me it is very much for you all.

    Thank you for the time.

    Tired!


    What a day it has been,

    Oh sorry, Hello Everyone.

    What you all do when you are very tired? Yes my energy has got drained due to the stretch of my ultimate limit / over dedication may be?

    It has been a very long ,hectic and stressful working day, I Am very tired ,few of my body parts are are in severe pain.

    I have been restless.

    Doing Job of 3individuals is not a joke on a given day, as we are the Project fellows we have a lot to do and to do this we need our full team, but they were not available .

    I have been doing their job along with mine from last week, as we are heading towards the end of our project and every next officer is there to watch the work report along with the supremo, and it has been today which was scheduled to visit , and as no one was there it has to be me to take the entire responsibility and accountability of the job, I did it but by doing all that I am very tired. And in between these I have been somehow under some serious problem which is very likely to get resolved, it is not an easy thing to lead the team.

    I don’t know how I will walk tomorrow as my lower body is in deep pain, my energy level is very low and i am blinking to type every word , but it is good that everyone has watched my hard work and I can say that yes I have done justice to my job, yes I stretched more than needed which led to this condition. I could have given some excuses to get away or to skip some work but I did everything which was asked to me.

    Still Learning…

    It has been very busy day with a lot of mental and physical stress.

    Need a very good sleep.

    I hope you all are in very better position in comparison to me.

    Good Night.

    This is not acceptable!


    Hello People , An eight year old girl has been raped , drugged , and murdered in the temple. And this so painful by being the part of same society.

    How could be they so brutal?
    What they got by doing so?
    What was her mistake?
    Why they did?
    How could we stop?
    What is the actual solution?
    How could we provide justice to her ?

    They were humans?

    What is the role of law and order? It exists or not?

    How could we answer that girl?

    What these coward Politicians are doing after her brutality?
    When we could that our girls are safe?
    Rape is always a crime whether the culprit is Hindu or Muslim . and we stand by the victims without any communal discrimination and no one can stop us for doing so…

    And I Urge everyone to come forward to support them in every possible way .

    We need a crimeless society . we want women empowerment. We want their utmost security . we want them to excel and embrace in the way they want.

    We stand by for peace and Harmony.

    We want justice. We want to stop this brutality at any cost. Please use the virtual and real world to open the eyes of our so called leaders so that they would do some thing to strengthen the women safety and punish the culprits.
    it is more in the mind. They are mentally sick.

    They are not humans. They don’t deserve to live in the same society .

    And the darker part is that people are using their dirty games in the context of the issue just for the sake of their power game and to spread communal rights .

    Please don’t make it a part of your dirty politics.

    We stand for you kid.

    #Justice #RIP #NomoreRapes.

    Trying to make it bigger…


    Hello friends…

    Just thought to share what I have been Thinking..

    Yes its high time now. And I want to convert my interest into some serious profession.

    As I really want to make it count and stretch my limit through which I could attain the maximum reach and some remuneration also.

    So, Looking forward to get into the job of a content writer / online blogger on part/full time basis , so that I could say that my hobby and profession is not different any more.

    I don’t think that it is a shame to let others know what I have in my mind at least not from the people who proclaim to follow me and like my work.

    Please let me know your suggestions and do share your support in the context of my post.

    It would be worthy if I will get true responses from the people to whom I say my fellows.

    Please let me know it it is replicating your demands of search.

    Thank you

    1/1/2018


    And we entered to a very much new and fresh year #2018,

    And Today is the very first date of it so here i wish all my fellow bloggers and friends a very very beautiful and happy new year .

    May you all remain the same quirky people as you all are.

    And attain a lot of good vibes in your life .

    May you all stay fit and healthy for ever .

    May all your dreams and goals get accomplished .

    May you all make yourself more significantly strong and bold .

    May you all have the love of your life in the very best way of it.

    May you smile more and Cherish every single second of you life.

    May you live your life in the way you want .

    Happy New Year to all .

    Dear Prabhjot…


    Hello friends ,

    Today I am going to share some memories of my college days , I think its the end of our 1st semester or so.. I met a person called Prabhjot Singh Virdi very much different from me in swag,ideology, physique and very much similar to me in facing problems.

    Though we shared the same Bus for our transportation (bus no.8) we haven’t actually communicated may be because of the fact that we were Choosey in picking people.

    But it was the 2nd semester in which I used to go college quite regularly . we have been friends but not after our college hours but gradually people have witnessed that the two boys from north and south have became brothers. Whether Its bus , class ,canteen , cricket match ,social gathering ,college function or even a friendly outing one could easily find us with each other all the time and trust me we have so many issues to solve in our conversation, so many topics to discuss, so many methods of improving our weaknesses so many comments for those to whom we don’t like hahaha.

    If someone is in search of him or me he could get the proper address if anyone of us is been asked about the other. We managed our attendance also quite nicely by the virtue of it.

    I still remember that I used to eat his tiffin box daily and I still thank her mother for making such delicious paranthas…

    Its not that there were no difference of opinions between us infact we haven’t been in talking terms for more then a semester if I am not wrong but it became very small in front of our friendship and I thank him for this…

    Trust me I have been his partner in crimes and this is something which I still don’t believe .

    Few things never changes no matter how much time has passed I could still remember everything of those days. Thanks for being my friend otherwise that Engineering Would have became more then just boring…

    I hope you remain the same bro…I still believe you are the most ambitious person my friend.

    We all have that one friend who stays in our mind forever from school and college days.

    Don’t make fun of me.


    You are someone

    I loved the most …

    You are someone

    I trusted the most…

    You are someone

    I wanted the most…

    You are someone

    I needed the most…

    You are someone

    I Believed the most…

    You are someone

    I Looked the most…

    You are someone

    I cared the most…

    You are someone

    I Remember the most…

    Just Sharing..


    Hello Beautiful people …

      15th of July has been special for me and my family as it is the date of My dad’s birthday. And we all love him a lot. We have celebrated his birthday in the way we use to celebrate it.

      so adding more things to this yesterday few good things have also been observed over WordPress which is very overwhelming for me so Sharing with you all.

      • Highest no. Of likes on my site rprakashrao surpassing the previous best of 28likes.
      • 100+ likes on my site the roasted chicken and the current tally is 104.
      • 100+ followers on my site rprakashrao current tally is 117.
      • 50+ followers on my site the roasted chicken current tally is 51.

        Its has been a complete love for me .

        Thank you .

        History….created but its just a start…


        The Bahubali…….

        The movie which has created a revolution in Indian cinema but can we maintain this for a longer Run do we have that calibre of course we have ,but as the Hype has created in the world…we have to maintain this rage for a long time.but how ? This is the million dollar question. Do we have more directors like Rajamouli do we have more actors like Prabhas Rana Anushka do we have more writers and of course the vision????

        Let me remind all that its a regional cinema……

        It may become the highest profitable cinema of india….

        Is it a beginning of new Indian cinema….??? or its just fluke…time will tell……#bahubali roars

        15.04.2017…the day to remember


        Thank you…

        Thank you so much god

        Thank you all who have supported me in most the toughest phase of my life so far..

        I will remember this day forever….

        I must say that this date has came very late in my life …this late has taken a lot from me my love …my pride… my passion …my believe …my quench.. my respect… my goal… my path .. My style …my hunger..my rest …my faith…my emotions… My tears and my desired life…

        Today when I have achieved this it’s just pity that the person with whom I wanted to share it with priority is not with me…she has her own priorities.. And when I was willing to achieve this..when she was willing from to Achieve I was just unable to do ..god I don’t know much about your games but yes it’s very painful for me…I am very nostalgic today I hope I can share this with her before I die…I hope I can realize her that leaving me was never the right call…sorry bit I want to prove her decision wrong…I love her and will love her for the rest of my life but I cannot forgive her for the cheat and betrayal ….this life is enough I still believe for me to prove your decision wrong….and I will prove it for sure… I wish u and me can come together again and will celebrate our small happy moments..life give my happiness back plz….
        Thank you god for at least thinking about me after a long delay….I hope from now I on u will be kind on your most admired child…..thank you again to u and all from my best wishers including my family…