Artistically Beautiful!!


 

 

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I saw a Dream,

Dream with my open eyes,
With many more layers of love,
Love,
for the one to whom I never met,
And never saw,
She was Artistically beautiful,
As I don’t think ,
could ever see a lady of such grace.
With Her Beautiful Eyes ,
More like the Moon after eclipse.
With a Little Sharp nose,
May have customized before her birth,
Lips , like Little Roses layered with Dew Drops,
Soft , Smooth and colorful.
She looked like a Beauty with a Mysterious smile,
But before I could solve it,
She Disappeared.

 

 


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The Untitled love…


You know what, one day when you will sit and recall about it , you will be unhappy with your self, as you will see yourself as coward, as you never tried it for yourself and for the sake of your love. You always waited for some miracle to occur,which is not at all acceptable,

you can’t have such attitude, you will feel that you should have took some important measures to prove your love to her, at least a confident confession would have been easy to breathe situation you would feel.

I feel really bad for all such one sided lovers who never took an initiative, they have issues of becoming looser if she / he rejects, they become image conscious, they think they are not financially equal, they think they are not that in good looks and all, but some where some how they manages to love and like, they confess it to the whole world but never to the one they love.

And in the end they see that they are in the loosing side. And the reason for that is their coward behavior.

I always feel that one should fight in the best way till the end ,irrespect of the result, you can’t leave the Warfield without fighting,

There is no point of feeling bad and regretting about it later.

Show some courage you may find the same sort of emotions from the other side as well, and if not just move on with it as at least you gave your best to make your love count,

You can sleep better and live better as you tried.

Don’t opt for an untitled love in your life.

Love with courage to confess it ,


***Loving without courage to express and loosing in the end , is a real shame to the love. Say it with confidence and accept the outcome with smile.

5 Years of Love And Celebrations…


Hi friends, hope you guys are doing good . please stay safe and strong.

Today i am here to share that 5 years ago i started my journey at this beautiful place and i feel so happy to be the part of a platform where i have reinvented myself , i never knew few things about me which i have actually came to know by being a member at this platform ,

i feel that i did the right thing by enrolling my self and mind you this is the only place where i have been for such a long time, as usually i leave the places after sometime may be because i don`t feel the need to continue or i have the feeling of getting bored, but at this place i really learned and developed my skills which were raw by then, there were many people who were better than me from day one , but the constant learning scope and interest is something with which i feel i am better than yesterday but yes still i have a lot to learn and a long distance to travel.

there have been many friends and followers to whom i never met and knew in any form but they liked my work and i really liked their motivational feedback. i feel they have helped me by questioning , praising, and sharing their versions and perceptions.

i respect everyone as they have made me better with every single opinion. yes it has been a possible and successful journey because of the constant support of all you guys.

i firmly believe that the love for this place will only increase in tonnes, and i really want the support and love from everyone in the same way .

i want you all to share your thoughts , complaints, and opinions for me and my posts. and i do want you all to support me and published books in the best possible way. as i feel a bit shy to promote it. but yes won`t mind if you people could do it. and actually have your copy and share your feedback.

i have observed that i am lacking newness in my posts, may be i am outdated now, 🙂

i really want you all to suggest me to become an updated version of mine or the one who is on point with the demands of modern days writing , your suggestions are like gold for me which you comment down or may write down a mail at shri.rprakashrao@gmail.com .

Thank you

R Prakash Rao (RPR)

Who will be the first?


Well who would be the first?

Yes this is what we see in today’s kind of love. People just wait and wait for others to come first and approach for their love.

Even though they know what and where they are wrong but they feel going first and speaking would diminish their so called self-respect.

Look , I strongly feel that one should know the exact difference between self respect and ego.

There is a very fine line in between the both, so normally people think they are holding there self respect but they are actually doing wrong they are living with ego and make it grow more and more. And in the end they ruin their life .

They should not do that , what I strongly feel, as the trees which have the tendency to bend a bit end up living long, as long straight unbendable trees usually chopped and used for other purpose (Bamboo).

So, One should look beyond all these in life, egoism is not healthy for anyone especially in love it is very dangerous, people should preserve their love and nurture it better rather than spoiling it with their childish egoistic approach,

Going first and solving differences does not make you a small person, it makes you brave and bigger than your partner.

yes make sure that you don’t do anything beyond that margin of self-respect.

Dignified measures are good to sort it out ,

Make sure that you show them mirror if they are wrong and accept your mistakes as well , have proper communication and give them time to grow as an individual.

Thank you

Not CREDIBLE !


Hello Friends,

Hope you all are doing good in your life , as i really want you all to be in the best of your health and mental state.

Guys today i have been thinking about the stature and the credible status of Bollywood , and i really feel sad for the circumstances it has been , the recent suicides of some of the most adorable and talented actors and the drama around their demise has been very strange and shameful, which is very sluggish with the best of my knowledge.

but when i see the last one and half years of entertainment world , i only feel cheated and betrayed by the so called actors and their closed ones, we have seen the involvement of Mr. Raj Kundra in the pornography case and also in the IPL Betting case.

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And then the never ending list of involvement of bollywood actors in drug peddling and consumption , we have seen the actors like Deepika Padukone , Sara Ali khan , Shraddha kappoor, Rakul Preet singh, Rhea chakraborthy along with her brother and yes Aryan Khan the son of famous bollywood actor shah Rukh Khan. Of course few of them have been are behind the bars but most of them are still in the process of investigation or may be the investigation agency could not have found any evidences or they were not enough to prove them guilty,

we also heard the noise of involvement form the televison industry with some big names from the business like Bharti singh and her husband. with due respect we have also some references of the south Indian film industry but they were are not as it has been form the bollywood,

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although with Aid of some of the most reputed lawyers they are safe and they are still working in the same field but as an audience we have to think do we still trust them ?

do we really feel them are someone who have been asked for investigation without a purpose.

do we really think that they have been targeted by some of the people for their political or ideological benefits ? which we usually get to listen who are supporting these actors or who defend the bollywood,

we do have our own brain we can sense that everything is not for an political agenda as some forces are there to destroy the youth of our country and by availing drugs in the streets by small kids or by some unconventional means they are trying to make our country weak and addictive to the drugs which could hamper us like never before,

it is sad that few still there political interests in the entire investigation and raids.

but i feel that the term called bollywood has lost its charm and attraction, people have slowly developed hatred which we usually hear in the general discussions in our local gardens, this hatred is also very reasonable not at all objectionable as they are the so called reel heroes they have extra responsibility for being what they are there many followers to them who follow them blindly, they are worshiped in some places, but if this is what the truth is then i think it is the common people who have been cheated the most for believing everything what there favorite stars said,

but the broader picture is that there are many families who are completely dependent on the film industry for their survival if this how we all are going to create a kind of rejection and question for all the valid reasons where and what they will do to survive. i can only feel bad for everyone who followed them and who is associated from the industry and have to face some hatred for things they have done wrong somewhere .

Thank you

Reload!!!


The same thing is different when you start feeling it..

The same world is different when you start exploring it..

The same life is different when you start living it…

The same people are different when you start accepting them..

The same problems are different when you start solving them..

The same joke is different when you start enjoying it…

Reload the life by adding a new flair to it .

Everything is possible when you are willing to make it possible. It is very important to bring that adaptivity to withstand and conquer every single hurdle of life.
Just Bring back Life to Liveliness.
Thank you

    This is What Suits You..


    Moon
    Sun
    Stars
    And
    You, Should shine Forever,
    Because This is What Suits You.

    Shine Forever like the Diamonds,
    Even More than The Diamonds,
    Yes More And More,
    Because This is What suits You….
    This is what defines you.

    You are The One who should never be Dim and Dark.
    The Charm Of Your Face should never get faded.
    The Aura of Your Persona should never get Diminish,
    The Beauty of your Eyes should never get Lesser,
    Should Never get lesser at all,
    Because This is What suits You….

    Darling,
    Nothing Can Break You,
    Nothing can ever overshadow You,
    Nothing can ever Bother you my love,
    Just Smile and shine Always,

    jennifer winget

    Because This is What suits you,
    This is What Suits You The Most …..

    .


    The Right Girl !


    Just Not the Right Girl for you!
    
    As I smoke & Drink sometimes , and you don't,
    
    Just not the Right Girl for you ,
    
    As I Don't Pray much,
    
    Just not the Right Girl for you,
    As I laugh Louder than any other girl,
    
    Just Not the Right Girl,
    as I wear Some Clothes which are short and you don't like such clothes,
    
    Just Not the Right Girl,
    as I Care for others more than me, and you don't ,
    
    Just Not the Right Girl , 
    as I Don't share my problems and Pain , as you want it to be,
    
    Just not the right Girl,
     as I Am a free Bird ,and you want to have a puppet for you,
    
    
    I can't be that Girl with Limited Words as I speak a lot at times,
    
    I can't be your Miss Right all the time.
    
    As I want to fly and you want someone without wings.
    
    So Dude,
    You are free to have such Puppets more and more ,
    
    I am not the Right choice for you.
    Thank You

    Some More Cigarettes Please. . .


    
    
    Laying in pain, on the corners of Road,
    Without any serious sense of shyness,

     

    Also sitting sometimes near the balcony,
    
    Thinking about You, And The Fate.
    
    
    
    
    With this white smoke all around my face,
    And  A Cigarette in my hand, And even many more packets of cigarettes,
    with a lighter to put fire.
    Closing my eyes , and taking the smoke inside my body,
    
    Mixing it with my respiratory organs and destroying them ,
    
    With my eyes filled with tears and all colored in red.
    
    
    
    
    Smoking it like we breathe for living ,
    Craving for it like kids do for food.
    
    But Loosing Hopes of  Living a life.
    
    Ignoring the Dangers involved in it, 
    As every next choke of smoke gives some artificial goodness,
    with lots and lots of worries. Everything seems disappearing slowly.
    
    I know It's like a self destruction.
    I know there is nothing like heroism in it.
    I know it's not good for health,
    Yes of course It's not magical.
    It is not a healer not even a pain killer.
    It's just that I am terribly addicted to it,
    It will kill me someday,
    May be with more pain than what I have now,
    It may be unbearable for me then,
    But still I want some more..
    Some More Cigarettes Please.
    ,

    **Fictional & And I Don’t Smoke.

     

    **Smoking is Injurious to Health.

    LOVE STAYS..


    More than the world I have my views clear …

    As I know it better than he , she and the one next to both,

    I have my gut feel which is stronger than any evidence,

    Evidence, 🙂 Do I need it?

    I with my emotionally unbalanced state, confess that ,

    Dear I still love you a lot, and it is literally impossible for me to look think and feel beyond you.

    My Every single aspect of life is evolved about you, and it is still around you.

    I may forget the biggest of things, or even the tiny little things at the same time,

    But I am unable to forget you, with or without the forgiveness.

    I am a kind of person who is still pertaining with your memories, in my real world even after years of detachment.

    Yeah it is questionable, it is unacceptable.

    But I have my set of answers and the questions.

    I have my acceptance to the things. So I don’t need any other approval,

    Feelings are stronger sometimes than the barriers,

    Loving you as ever my love.

    Can’t Help.

    God Bless You.


    *** I personally don’t prefer clean shaves.

    Reading a wrong Book!


    At the end, yes almost of the completion rather say the actual start of it, I came to know that I am a reading a wrong book,

    Book with multiple reasons to get attracted,

    May be like an illusion…

    To fall for a read, like a mild love story with moderate title.

    With soothing songs, and sentimental scenes.

    Just like we want that one particular well structured cake with some serious decoration in a bakery.

    I picked , purchased and started Reading…

    And it took really time for me to realize that I am onto something very different from my expectations..

    It is a negative book ,with a concept negatively compiled, heart draining with the every single aspect of it.

    Don’t Fall for it, Don’t fall for it..

    Don’t waste your energy and time, throw it before it destroys you,

    It is poisonous..

    It took sometime for me to realize but it is good that I am out of it now..

    Someone said it right…

    Don’t Judge a book by it’s cover

    lovE & paiN


    Love is pain and pain is love

    Both are on the same page and both are with one another.

    Both are not easy to handle,

    both makes you strong,

    Both needs more and more of you.

    Both will either make you or break you,

    Why we love to have love , and want pain with it,,?

    Sometimes without our choice, Will and demand we taste both

    Live with love and love with pain so that we could live and love and feel the pain as a part of it

    Pain gets lesser when we have our best partners to cope up,

    Love gets more and actually grows when we have best partners,

    so both are same in terms of demand, love grows and pain diminishes with our best possible partners,

    Love is medicine which cures from the disease called pain,

    Love your love always, like you love your love like no one else can love ever.

    And your love never feel any pain even in a pain.

    Don’t Hide…


    Yes I am happy..

    I like the little cute smiles,

    and the naughty winks of mine,

    I wanted all this to happen for me,

    Yes This is something different,

    its special.

    But still I am not accepting it,

    I am hiding it,

    I want to stay away from this,

    I am staying at some distance without my honest will,

    But this is quite cautionary,

    I am hiding my emotions and the reactive notions.

    I am hiding the cute little love.

    I want loneliness not love,

    May be I am avoiding it with the restricted barriers.

    I don’t think I should love,

    or i need a love story now,

    I am good with the tears,

    don’t want someone to wipe out,

    I am loving this love but I think I can’t love,

    I should not love.

    I hope my emotions are not evident to the world,

    I hope I can hide it well.

    Yes I would prefer to hide my
    Happiness,

    My Feelings,

    My Emotions,

    And

    My love.


    *Don’t Hide your Emotions . Love , Hate , Anger, or Happiness just show it , feel it . it is good to speak and sort it out, no restricted barriers should come in between of your feelings and confrontations.

    You Betrayed yourself .


    jennifer winget

    I am Broken

    Sad

    Alone

    And

    Empty.

    But still Don’t want to Be in love with you as you don’t need it, as you don’t deserve it, as you don’t respect it,

    You want darkness and the sadness,

    And of course the Pain .

    You may have many things to live and like, but you still need that one thing which you will never get , because you betrayed yourself,

    you cheated yourself more, than anyone, You Idiot.

    May you find heart and heartbeats as a human being . As you sound Alien to me sometimes, who has more of nothingness than anything to cherish .

    God Bless you,

    May you find yourself better someday.

    May you find better reasons to live love and laugh.

    Get well soon.

    I love for life


    I Believe in love , and loving for life.

    I am not like these modern day lovers,

    who change love on daily basis.

    I am an old school lover, I love for life.

    Love is beyond physical intimacy for me,

    It’s like the connection of two individuals eternally,

    For which they don’t need to have any official relationship,

    any named relation,

    any talks, any eye contacts

    any face offs,

    and not even any other connection physically.

    Just their soul connects.

    And I am sad that I don’t find people like me anymore .

    What They Never said!


    They said you may burn, you’re using fire as your Darling,

    They said you may get poisonous, you’re cuddling with a snake,

    They said you may get shock, you’re are hanging out with current,

    They said you may fall, you’re are buzzing around a rock.

    They said you may you may drowned, you’re swimming across the river in rain.

    They said This,

    And They said That,

    Actually They said Everything

    Like Snake, Rock,River, Fire and current !

    But ,

    They never said Directly That you shouldn’t love her !

    Which was needed the most,

    Come on Guys,

    How could I Believe in such Hints , Being Obsessed to Her, ?


    *We should be clear with our words and Actions always.

    Reading The Same Book


    Reading the same book

    Based on Love,

    and Romance,

    Reading the same book,

    We liked the most,

    Based on Affections,

    and Emotions,

    Reading the same book,

    We thought to Adapt & Recompile,

    Based on Me,

    and You.

    Reading the same book,

    But,

    Adding the chapters of hate and cheat,

    Also, Pain and Redemption to the ending of it,

    And Named it

    ” The Roasted Chicken.”

    Raising My Eye Brow…


    just saw your picture the other night,

    felt like I saw something really unpleasing to my heart , more than my eyes.

    As I could easily recollect my moments with you,

    Which I actually avoided over the years. As I hate to recollect it.

    wait,

    you may think I watched it purposely, but this is not what the case was,

    I was scrolling my social site and I found you there with him as youprofile picture.

    I actually tried to avoid watching your pic by closing my eyes & scrolling down,

    but one of my eye, may be the right eye still saw your pic as it never closed.

    Though It looked like I was winking at you,

    but not actually,

    I Just watched you and him, with a raised eyebrow .

    That’s it.

    But it has been a really painful experience,

    as I never wanted to watch you and your pic again ,

    But accidentally I watched you through your pic,

    That too with the one for whom you left me.

    Sad but yes I saw your pic. !

    Hate you dear!!

    Independence


    Happiness is in the Unity.

    Strength is in the Faith .

    Love is in the Harmony.

    Let’s celebrate our independence with Happiness , Strength and Love.

    And Adding the Flair of Unity, Faith and Harmony.

    Happy Independence Day to all .

    Jai Hind!!


    Guys , Do Read My Post

    “Let’s Stay Independently United ”

    Link is shared below.

    https://wp.me/p83RXy-bN

    Thank you.

    Love , Me, And Problem


    Me , Love And Problems, we three have been always with each other, love always came to me with many more problems, I accepted love with both the hands and problems with some tears, it’s more like a triangular love story of Bollywood , we three always fall for each one of us.

    I still remember that I have chosen the path of love almost like riding the bike against the flow of wind, always risky and challenging.

    But somehow I liked the drama around love with little bit of sweetness sometimes ,but most of the time it was bitterness which I tasted more. But still preferred to choose love and the problem later.

    Love has been my actual girl friend and with whom I wanted to spend my life time, but problem has been the one whose secret crush has been me, with whom I never actually moved apart though always tried. As she has been a strong follower of mine.

    I have been given option, to stay away from love to stay away from problem but i opted for love and so then problem persisted ,which in turn it has ruined my life,

    my life completely demolished for the sake of love. It has broken my heart into pieces of chicken, which the problem enjoyed with some roasting,

    so how I say I am like the roasted chicken, which you like the most with salt and pepper.

    It is very painful to be the one with such reality where you find yourself alone and alone, every next time.

    Deep down I feel , I shouldn’t have fallen for love it took everything from me, but I actually fall for it again and again, I am always someone who believes in doing the same mistake again and again irrespective of the outcome.

    Yes maybe I am kid at heart, or fool in other words.

    So, In return I end up being a showpiece to the world, they feel for me, the learn from my mistake ,they talk about me and some even likes to offer charity and some just do the gossips,

    Even after all this if someone ask me would you prefer love to have with you ,but you have to accept problem as well,

    I will say yes I want to have love regardless of problem and consequences.

    You can’t love anyone without problem and in other way if you see you always need love to tackle with pains & problems.

    You may loose sometime and sometime you may win, but it has to be the love for which you live regardless of it complementary gifts.

    Love always !

    Don’t worry about problems or it’s side effects.

    Just try to have love in your side more and more with a smile and shine.

    Hypocrisy…


    We

    Were

    The

    Perfect

    Mismatch..!


    We all can say this after sometime of our love failure without any hesitation,

    but do we ever think about it when we actually in love with that individual,

    I think we don’t and we can’t actually,

    so how and why we say it after the things has gone other way?

    Hypocrisy it is..

    Instead of saying that we should try to be honest and accept that we were not good enough to stand by our love for which we are responsible, not the compatibility!

    It Happens….


    Just too hard it is to miss someone who has been not nice to you,

    I think we don’t miss them, we actually still don’t digest the fact of they being wrong and harsh to us.

    We don’t sleep in the nights .

    And we sleep sometimes with the open eyes.

    You can’t walk in the best available roads,

    But you prefer to walk blindly near the sea shore.

    It is tough to actually define it , as you don’t know is that the extended love !

    Or the extreme hate it is.

    Whatever it is , it makes life very tough.

    Hate you the most…


    I hate you,

    yes I hate you even in your photographs,

    I can’t take that fake smile even for few seconds,

    just too harsh for my heart to watch you even in my dreams,

    you don’t deserve an eye contact for the rest of my life,

    yes I hate you the most ,

    I don’t want to meet you forever,

    Also,

    I can’t even watch your sick photographs , I repeat!

    Don’t know when I developed this hatred for you,

    As only I know how much I loved you, You Bloody coward!

    But you never deserved that love.

    I hate you !! Yes HATE you the most.

    Wrong or Right ?


    Wrong or Right, I don’t know

    If loving someone is a crime ,

    then take me to the jail,

    but you can’t take the feelings from my heart , as I live with it ,

    if I am died, you may take it from my body but not from my soul,

    Harder & heavier it is to justify you all as you people hardly understand my language,

    as i speak clear and lucid and you only understand manipulations,

    yes it is not that legitimate to love her,

    but my heart is quite untamed,

    it don’t have an active brain,

    to think and tell that you are now Mrs. And not the same Miss,

    by the way it beats faster than an ordinary heart,

    whenever i remember you and me and the good happy days,

    Can’t help!!!

    And actually I don’t care.

    LoVeAndOnlyLovE…


    The Story of my love started with your smiles…

    Strengthened with my anger..

    Grown with your promises..

    Nurtured with my beliefs..

    Affected with the people around us…

    Spoiled with the insecurities….

    Ruptured with the traps of your loved ones..

    Finished with your decision..

    Separated by the society..

    Not ended with my loneliness..

    And

    Reliving Love with WordPress..

    Those Corners of Road.


    Those Corners of Road are still there.

    Still there as it has been ..

    But not for me anymore.

    The ambience of the road within the darkness of night with some dim moonlight is still the same as it has been,

    But not for me.

    But Not for me my dear..

    There is some unknown relationship between me and those corners of the road ,

    it is more like the relationship between the beauty and eyes.

    Both are of no use without the existence of the other.

    Those corners of Road take me to the memory of me waiting for you for hours without any hesitation , and impatience.

    The memory of our long ridings to the conclusion of our silly arguments,

    My life with you was more happening was just because of those corners of Roads...

    They are still there but not for me anymore dear..

    Those corners of Road…

    Don’t lOok bAck !


    Just a thought of looking back came in my mind , but it is good to move forward.. I realized then.

    Though the life is very empty and I am very much alone.

    Yes I don’t smile as i used to do. Yes I don’t live the life as I have been.

    Yes I put my head down when I have been asked to answer as I don’t want any confrontations as it illogical now.

    Yes I think daily about  how it happened? And why to me? I could have done better or what?

    But yes it feels good to know that I am not with those fake people , I am not around with the so called well wishers of mine.

    As even I came to know that it’s good to be alone rather than the fake people.

    So I don’t need to look back as it only gives me pain for being so idiot and blind in love. How I could be so fool? How they could be so cruel and selfish? Why I believed them in that way?

    Many questions within me comes and make feel bad about it as I can’t get the answers. As they are unavailable to me in fact don’t exist for me anymore either.

    So this life has taught me that yes it is very painful to deal with your emotional setbacks , as it may drag you again and again to the life where you have been but one should never look back . we should smile and move forward in life.

    Don’t Look Back to the People and to the history which Hurts you even more than the pain your dealing in the present.

    Just Don’t Look Back and Move forward.

    As it will give you sadness only.

    Life is cycle of happiness and sadness wait for the other side and live your life with a smiLe.

    GoodNighT.

    Hell is the Better place to live…


    Hell is the better to place to live the rest of my life,

    As it won’t give me these breathe taking pains on instalment basis,

    As it won’t give me the sadness of being cheated again and again,
    As it won’t insult me for loving you blindly every now and then,
    Yes Hell is the better to live my life.

    You are the reason for all these conversations,

    You are the reason for all the instigations,

    You are the reason for my helplessness,

    You are the reason for every time i cry,
    You made my life irresistible,
    Hell is better place to live,

    I can’t live with this shame,

    I can’t live with this humiliation,

    I do have words,
    I don’t want to stay with it,
    Yes I am frustrated,

    As Hell is the better to place to LIVE.

    Hell is the better to place to live the rest of my life,

    As it won’t give me these breathe taking pains on instalment basis,

    As it won’t give me the sadness of being cheated again and again,
    As it won’t insult me for loving you blindly every now and then,
    Yes Hell is the better to live my life.

    You are the reason for all these conversations,

    You are the reason for all the instigations,

    You are the reason for my helplessness,

    You are the reason for every time i cry,
    You made my life irresistible,
    Hell is better place to live,

    I can’t live with this shame,

    I can’t live with this humiliation,

    I do have words,
    I don’t want to stay with it,
    Yes I am frustrated,

    As Hell is the better to place to LIVE.


    Leave me with a smile on your face..


    And then she said…

    I Love you …

    But my family does not want me to live with you as they have other dreams for me and you don’t fit over there according to them…

    And i can’t leave my family for you….. As they came earlier in my life then you……

    So i have decided to live without you for them as they cannot understand my situation as you can do.

    I am sorry for this

    but I am helpless

    I just want to say that you deserve a better person than me …

    I know its tough and painful but this the last thing I am asking you for this life if you really love me please leave me with a smile on your face and don’t meet me again..

    I can’t face you

    But don’t hate me I can’t see that for me.

    I am sorry I know its a kind of cheat with you but I know you will understand my situation better then anyone else.

    Please forgive me..

    Please Go …

    I Will Meet You There..


    I am leaving you for now..

    But

    I will meet you there…

    Far away from this world…

    There will be no one to ask us anything..

    No Questions..

    No Answers..

    No Egos..

    No Issues..

    No Worries..

    No Heartbreakings…

    No Rights…

    No wrongs..

    No diplomats..

    Only you….

    Only me..

    And our Love…

    I will meet you there ….

    Far away from the people..

    Far away from this world…

    Far away from the demands of life..

    I will be there for you

    I will be waiting for you

    I will meet you there…

    No one will be there to separate us.

    I will meet you there..

    Far away from this world..

    Loving You a lot..

    Bye

    Watching My Watch….


    My Time is not with me as it should..

    My World is not with me as it should..

    My Sun is not shining for me as it should…

    My Stars are not twinkling for me as it should..

    My Moon is not lightening for me as it should..

    My love is not loving me as it should…

    But My Old Sick Watch still shows me the correct time twice in a Day…

    There Are Very Few Who are always there for you No Matter How you treat Them.

    What’s wrong With you dear?


    Hello Everyone..

    How many of you agree to the fact that sometimes advising someone could become your mistake…

    You may be doing something for the betterment of the individual by taking some unauthorized ownership which may hurt them if you have been enforcing your views on them. They may feel that you are taking their liberty from them to do things as per them…

    And you being unaware of the thinking would give more suggestions which may be good enough but due to the fact that you are hurting their ego. They may ask you who the hell are you to give such suggestions..?

    In fact I agree and understand their perception also. as no one want to feel lesser and its hard to see that people take opinions and views sportively…

    Nevertheless its good to have a barrier of No I don’t need to do this…Rather then feeling bad of witnessing harshness…

    But if you are advising then you will think that the person will praise you or will acknowledge you some Or the other way..

    The minimum maturity level and ethics is not there…. Which we normally expect from the people to whom we normally like and admire…but if they led you down then you will feel that the expectation was mistake….

    If anyone is advising you something then then you should be able enough to take it positively as no one has a free time in this busy world to advice you. Its purely selflessness .

    he/she is advising you because they are your well wishers. You are not paying them to do so.

    Is it mandatory that one should always say the good things and put the scope of improvement under the carpet…!

    I look my mirror for enhancing my looks.it may show me some dark circles but it does not mean that I will break that mirror…!

    Apology for the Analogy


    The way things are going now a days it could become even more worse for the people…

    just for the power game our so called mature experienced and bold politicians are crossing their limits …
    Are they not playing with the emotions of their countrymen …it’s highly idiotic to see them in this manner ….

    ohh fully selfishness beyond expectations…

    Why and how they do this ?

    Becoming communal or stating something which could hurt someone’s emotion is should be  strictly considered as crime for any single individual whether he is king or slave…

    as it could be the spark which can burn the entire house…..

    We don’t want any more fights or rights we have more issues to get sorted, and focus should be on the basics like unemployment, girl‘s safety, modernization, poverty, crime rate, industrial stabilization, inflation education and empowerment etc….

    how this community war Came in between these….grow up @our politicians
    #UPELECTIONs…

    Its our India and we can make things happen please know the value of a single vote …..

    Glory and Garbage….


    Oh, this life is very dramatic it makes us feel annoying at times…
    A man who has seen a life of a king and ruled people at His will like puppets …without any mercy and relaxation has now going to face all sorts of trouble in his life like poor common man…

    whether he likes it or not .

    and this time he is going to face all kinds of torture from the contradictors….

    it is simply harsh to the stature of a king to live this kind of pity life but its just his fate and he cannot make any choice ..I feel really bad for him he has seen glory now he has to see the garbage for survival…..

    O God you are very harsh sometimes….

    but its OK if you feel its just the proper judgment..

     life …!


    This life is quite a brain drainer sometimes. As it becomes tough to figure out the right one out of the numerous odd ways and in this process we could either become hero or zero .

    ohh…

    Its just that we are about to do something in which we are bound to select the thing whether we are not sure about its output, it could be both ways but we have to do irrespective to our will…if it gives a better result we take credit by that if not then we have to pay the damn price and it hurts more because its just not mistake it’s a forced mistake…

    situations and circumstances I hate this two words as they don’t favor me at all. I have to do all which I don’t want to do but time speaks louder then your will…I hate loudness though,

    And our mind is just doing nothing because we are thinking with all parameters of happenings…

    Mindislike a puppetsometimes..

    Sad but fact.

    more to learN anD morE to TeacH


    Well its obvious to grow and learn in life but as we get imbibed in certain duties in our daily life it becomes tough to aid every next thing in notice..

    As we find it boring in doing the same sort of things on daily basis and in return we start diminishing our creativeness in life…

    we want shortcuts for our life we want quick fixes…

    we do not need any experimentation or exploration ….thus it becomes necessary for us to proceed in the same way…. but this in conclusion states that we are not lesser then the software based robots who starts and completes the works on the same induced programming…they need charge to sustain or prolong their working ability and we need food…

    we need to have some creativeness in our life

    something more to learn..

    something more to grow..

    something more to express..

    something more to explore…

    and of course something more to deliver as a human being… how we can do this ?or do we want to do this ? is the biggest question above all….. the transformation of ourselves back to humans from robots is quite a lethargic process but this is the most needy thing which i find in our life….lets take the initiative to put the things in the most original way rather than the program based life….

    Scratchy


    Some scented paper flowers ,

    some colored lamps ,

    some artificial glittering

    some dry fruits with sweets and snacks,

    some hilarious jokes, and a never ending gratuitous music of saxophone..

    life is slow, yes not moving but living is mandatory.

    feeling something like a hollow river,

    deep and silent with waves somewhere beneath,

    eyes are closed but not sleepy,

    I am at rest but yes tired though,

    something is scratchy,

    something is ostentatious,

    someone is being missed .

    may be a true friend ,

    may be an old friend,

    a well wisher

    Or someone who has been as closes as no one.

    Jennifer Winget

    PEO¶LE


    People are Good,

    People Are Bad.

    People are Beautiful,

    People are Ugly,

    People are Saviors,

    People are Cowards,

    People are Humble,

    And People are also cunning.

    People are Humans With a flair of Devils And Deity.

    And Humans are crafted to be Good, Bad, Beautiful & Ugly .

    We As a Human Are Bound to trust Each other ,

    No matter what we have experienced in life. We have to live our life with a positive Mindset and belief ,

    All are not same ,

    there are Good People Who may Bring Every Happiness you were actually searching.

    Find People , to Trust Believe And Love.

    There is Right Time for Everything.

    And Yes Good People Do Exists.

    Double Standards…


    How often we see that there is a different sort of treatment in life to a daughter and son, Parents Have their own way of treating both one is above and the other is slightly pushed back,

    I would say it is unfair to be partial with your very own children, If it is due to financial problem then it is fine, as situations do change in different phases of life but I have observed a different story where a girl has been treated in an unfair manner because she was a girl ,

    she has been manipulated and cheated by her own parents, When she confessed about her love interest for a person her emotions have been suppressed by her own  parents,

    she was emotionally blackmailed by her father and mother used her health issues to keep her under control,

    she was asked and explained about thinking their social stature and family’s reputation, without even thinking about her emotional feelings for her love interest she was manipulated and in a way forced to get married with the one they selected,

    but few years later her own brother opts to marry a girl he chosen for himself, and this time his emotions have been taken into account and supported by the parents  , their manipulation , warning and emotional blackmailing has not worked this time because the boy kept himself above Of everyone, which the girl didn’t did on her time,

    she kept her family and their thoughts above by being selfless but I feel this terrible for the girl because her own parents have been mischievous to her, they being of double standards have did injustice to their daughter.

    I feel their many such parents and families are around us where the girl has been asked to pay the price for being selfless and responsible, their emotions and thoughts have been discarded, and diminished.

    Hope the daughters stand for themselves, hope we find better parents, and families in our society. Because Equality starts at home  ,  Don’t suppress , don’t put the extra baggage don’t make them feel bad for what they are.

    If You can accept Your son and his demands then What’s Wrong with a girl and her Demands.

    Think About it.

    Happy Women’s Day { Belated}

    I Am In Need Of…


    I Am In Need Of A Bright Sunshine,

    A Strong Coffee,

    A Big Hug

    A clear Approach ,

    Positive Thoughts,

    Some Really Good News,

    New Opportunities,

    Favorable Decisions,

    A Deep Breathe

    Yes Of course The Good Sleep,

    Supporting Friends,

    Encouraging Words,

    Appreciation And Applause

    A Good Cricket Match,

    And A Never Ending Trust.

    I am asking because I need these more than anyone 🙂

    The Exact Reality


                                 

    Some see what they can

     Some hide what they can,

    Some show what they want

    And Some know what to show….

    They judge you then

    They make you cruel criminal and culprit

    They say what they are supposed to say..

    Mind you they don’t talk anything inspiring ,

    Not even reality, because they don’t even know the exact reality..

    So what is the exact reality?

    Of course it is not what showed to see,,

    It is that which has been hidden somewhere in the dustbin.

    Or in the dump box,

    May be sealed in the lips intact…

    The truth is frozen with all the selfish and evil deeds

    Can we really melt it?

    The truth is not necessary for the one who is not seeking it..

    Not even for the one who believed the false and fabricated truth.

    But for the one who has been stated declared and considered wrong, filthy and mischievous.

    For the one whose soul is pleading to bring , show and tell the exact truth and reality.

                                  Lets Find The Exact Reality.

    In Response ..


    Things are shaping slowly, like we see the clouds before the good needed rain, after a long never ending summer,

    people are back to move on the roads, some with the need and some with sense of relaxation,

    kids have started playing cricket again in the streets with masks while batting but with the common bat :p

    women are happy to see people walking, some in the evening and some in the morning.

    It is good to se everyone standing again with the same effort against the wicked virus, like they did last year,

    they all have realized it is not going to end this or that year, it will end when we all have our vaccinations, when we are not going to repeat the same mistakes again,

    we with the combined effort can make it possible, we will never have this shackled life if we abide and obey the modern rules of life.

    In response to this strain and that strain we all have to stand and prove again that this life which is gifted to us by god is very precious to us.

    And we are not going to make it waste by any such man made virus.

    Let’s Relive.

    “I love your daughter… “


    Fish (Guy) : hello uncle… I am… I think …I Want to say something to you, uncle I know it’s quite odd to say this but I have to say this that I love your daughter… would be happy to get married to her.

    Fisher ( Her Father) : excuse me!

    Fish : yes it is quite awkward to speak about it to you directly , but I heard that you are going to look a guy for her marriage, so I thought I have to say this so that it don’t get too late.. (With some sparks and nervousness he said)

    Fisher : look it is not right for you and me to speak about it.. As neither my daughter knows this nor your family people, it is ridiculous to discuss all this now , when I am heading towards a match set..

    Fish : well your daughter loves me and you don’t need to think much about my family .. They will get involved when they will be informed about it, leave that part to me.. They all love love me a lot they would do what I want them to do 🙂 .

    Fisher : what you what me to do with it now ?

    Fish : just don’t look any guy for her ,

    Fisher : but we all are going tomorrow to the groom’s house, how I could help you then, you should have came earlier..

    Fish : I tried but I am facing to many things in my life and dealing with some heavy hardships, so I request you to cancel it by any possible way, you may go tomorrow and reject the match with any possible reason, you have to do this for the sake of love..

    Fisher: look , this is not my decision only ,, their will be other people involved in it, I like you as a person and happy that my daughter also loves you ,, you are a very talented guy, but I need reasons I am not the only decision maker.

    Fish : ‘ I love her, she loves me, you like me , i know my parents will like her. Tell me a reason to select another guy …? You are the father of her I approached you with a hope but you being the supreme of the house saying I am not the decision maker.. Sounds weird.. Don’t you think the two individuals should get married who share love.

    Fisher: you don’t have a job how to accept it for my girl I am her father..

    Fish: I don’t have now, I will have for sure.. I will marry her after sometime not today.. Don’t feel that you are talking to a useless fellow.. I am also an educated engineer… Not a peanuts seller… My time will come.. And I want her with me by then. I didn’t spoke to you regarding this till today because I am jobless ,I thought it won’t sound good to ask someone’s daughter for marriage without a job, but I heard that you are going to a match set, so I came to speak about it ,so that I don’t loose her..

    Fisher: okay I will try my best… I like the way you speak quite convinced with your side, but as I said I am not the decision maker,

    Fish : you love your daughter , you gave the best to her so far and I think i am the best for her, not because of the fact I think so, but because she loves me… And love can bring happiness.. Even if you don’t have materialistic happiness.. Like car and jewels.

    Fisher : very right. But they are also important as a father I would be happy to see me daughter in luxurious attire. We all are here for society and society wants all this materialistic happiness.

    Fish : society does not bring the eternal happiness.. They are with you when you are at good high they leave when you fall.. uncle.. (He explained with some example)

    Fisher : yes right but… OK I will think about it .. I am here as a friend to you and will tell you that marriages are made in heaven.. You have to feel sorry if god has made some harsh decisions for you..

    Fish : I don’t know god.. Though I pray.. So it is just a belief.. I don’t how we loved.. I think god wanted this to happen.. I am genuine and she also loves me with genuine heart.. She can’t love any other and I can’t even imagine of it.. I think god won’t separate the loved ones.. That’s why i am having this conversation with you so that I could stop her match set.. Hard work conquers I heard.. I did my hard work.. By speaking it to you directly about it.. Now it is up to you .. You can make it or break it.. Not the god.

    Fisher : I can do only what comes to my way.. I don’t know what to say.. I will do the best of what I can do.

    Fish : I can’t see your daughter in sadness.. I know you can’t see her in sadness.. I can’t see her crying for her whole life.. I am sure you can’t as well. Her happiness is with me.. So you have the decision to think what you want for her ,sadness or happiness..

    I would repeat that happiness is not available in the biggest of super market ,no matter how much money you have … You can’t purchase it.. You have to feel the happiness in every small and big things you have ..happiness is only with the persons you loved.. Not with those you don’t even know..

    Mark my words your daughter will be very happy with me… She will be the most beautiful girl when she would stand next to me in our marriage reception uncle!

    I saw her happiest when she talks to me about everything everyone.. Just ask her she will tell you.. About me and her and our relationship . trust me give me love give her love don’t separate us..

    Give me some time..to get a job I will come along with my family and make it official among everyone..

    Fisher : okay. I hope you do as you mentioned… I am sure I am going to do the right thing for her. Though you look a gentleman to me as you are so vocal about your love to the father of your loved girl.. It needs honesty to say all this..

    Fish : i love her the most in this world. And she loves me more than anyone and the right thing is giving her happiness which is with me..

    Fisher : alright I am convinced I will speak to her about her views towards you and would know more about it..as she is the other important person.

    Fish : yes you right … She loves me madly.. She said she will commit suicide if I won’t speak to you about us..

    Fisher : stupid girl (whispered)

    Fish : that’s love.. Even I can do the same for her..

    Fisher : this is more like movie. Life is big, one can’t be everything for anyone..

    Fish : but for us this is what practicality is… We can’t live without each other..

    Fisher: fine …we will meet once we get back from the groom’s house.

    Fish : yes.. Thank you uncle I am happy that I spoke about my love to a third person. That third person is he father of girl ..and happy with your acceptance.

    ………After three days………

    Fisher : hello … I have to say this to you that I am sorry.. everything went wrong , they all forced me. My daughter and I cried as we were unable I am sorry again forgive me. She said I would do what you people think better for me. And then they all from my wife’s family proceeded with the match.. It is now in society that my daughter is getting married to that guy…

    Fish : but I spoke to you for not this reply ,you are the father how could they do this…i cant believe this (he said this with tears in eyes) how could she say yes…she loved me she proposed me. we are in love from years.. How one can put her head down and accept someone else with ease.. This is so unreal.. I can’t think my life without her..

    Fisher : but she said to me that she is happy with it.. She may wants a safe and secured life.. Which you may not give her on today’s date.. She may have considered various other facts apart from love..

    Fish : then why she loved me..? She could love me for years and i was not a rich man then either.. ! but for now she wants marriage and wants security…or she wants his money… How could she play with my life.. I loved her with dignity i can’t accept this …this is completely in injustice to me.. She has no right to play with my life.. I have invested a lot of my years on this love and her… She can’t cheat me like this .. Just ask her to give me back my years of life which I have invested on her.. I feel like a toy which has been used by her for her own god and left aside after it becomes old..( he said this with plenty of tears falling down)

    Fisher : I don’t know.. I am done with you I feel sad for you young boy.. You are a nice person I would have loved to have you as my daughter’s husband but I am not everything… They did it and we could not avoid their decision.. And moreover she also never looked uncomfortable.. I think she got fed up with your hardships.. And wanted to move on.

    Fish : no I think you all played with me and and may be with her also..

    Fisher : she said me to tell you to move on…and live life with acceptance and attain some success and marry a pretty girl..

    Fish: shut !! tell her that “this life is enough to prove her decision wrong”! we have to pay for every single deed what we do in our life Because someone is watching us and above all to whom we call Almighty….

    Well I will pray to God to be not so harsh on her….. (he replied with the broken heart and confusion that how and where it went wrong.. whether he has been cheated by her or her father played with him a sharp cheap game .. Or this what the destiny decided for him..)

    Let’s find her….


    Guess what! I saw her again,

    Yes the same tiny girl with some curls in her hair,

    yes she was standing their at the stoppage of bus,

    she was not enjoying the hard sun over her pinkish cheeks,

    Not sure about the color of her dress,

    The same girl to whom I saw at the traffic signal other day,

    drinking some fruit juice with her friends,

    the 100secs of Red light was very worthy! as I was not objected to look her,

    Then Randomly searched her in the entire city,

    but could not find her anywhere,

    not there at the malls nor in the cinema halls,

    But I saw her today again, then again lost,

    Not sure whether I would see her again,

    Come on Guys let’s find her!

    K I S S I N G T H E K I S S


    Kiss , What is it ? Why We Do it? When it started? How It Started? What Are The Types? Etcetera Etcetera. So Guys Let’s Find The Answers On This Kissing Day… ( A Very Happy Valentine’s Day 🙂 ).


    Kiss is An Expression Of showing your love To Your partner, Friends, Parents, kids etc., it could be for welcoming, Greeting, Congratulating, Love making, consoling, fare welling, etc.

    It is scientifically stated that kissing is good for human beings, as a hormone called oxytocin is released which is also the main reason for having a kiss.

    It causes a chemical reaction on your brain, It is considered as a happy hormone.

    It has been observed that people kiss by learning it from another, And adapt it to their best , kissing on your partners cheeks, forehead, lips, Nose Neck, Palms, Shoulders , feet,etc are the ones which could be considered as an intimacy for love and love making,

    Kissing could be a bad experience if you or your partner is having a bad breathe and body odor . so make sure you smell good.

    It started 3500 years ago, as per Hindu Vedic Sanskrit texts, where kissing is termed as an inhaling of souls.

    The sculptures are somewhat the observation of the same. There are other terms which are debatable .

    There are many types of kissing so let’s not get in details of all, but yes The most common types are Lips Kiss, French Kiss, Neck kiss, Forehead kiss, palm kiss, Lizard kiss, Peck Kiss, Earlobe Kiss, Bite Kiss etc.

    you may Google All for knowing the details And The Steps involved in performing it. Don’t Feel shy to perform with Your loved ones 🙂

    So Kissing is a beautiful feeling and considered as good for humans as per various reports of physiologists , Kissing is not bounded as per the place and time, People have it by their choice in the brightest if sunshine to the darkness of night, at the corners of road also at the coffee table ,and bedrooms.

    Hope You People like it. And share your thoughts on the post.

    Spread Love ..

    Kisses.


    Searching Me….


    I Am In The shadows,

    Some Dark ,Some Light

    Sometimes this Way , Sometimes the Other Way,

    Where I am ?

    No, Not there In the Home,

    Not Even Around The trees And Mountains,

    I am Floating With water

    Swinging in Air.

    Sinking In Nights ,

    And Soaking in Days,

    There with some clouds ,

    Or behind the smoke,

    With some stars ,

    Or within the sun rays.

    Hey , Where I am ?

    I am searching Me

    Yes I am searching Me.

    A Daughter.


    She Is Awesome as A Daughter,

    A Daughter Who really Earned Respect for being So Loving And Reliable to Her Parents ,

    she could be in the 40s who lives along with her parents , she earns for the livelihood , as there is no other source of income , she could be working from last 16years , just never felt the need of a partner for herself as her priority has been always her parents.

    She is someone who merely talks with anyone in her locality, as she is a working women with just a day off in a week, also she finds her self different in the area as most of them are conservative.

    Few considers her as an egoistic, few find her modern girl as they prefer to stay at home.

    But At the age of 39 she gets married to a guy after few years of dating who basically works at the same place of work,

    He could be a bit younger to her as per the appearance but the most interesting thing is that Even though she got married to him, she has convinced him and her in-laws to stay at her own home with her parents as she can’t leave them at this old age alone, as she can’t walk away from her responsibilities which has been doing over the years both her parents have some disease.

    And they do need regular diagnosis and timely medication.

    Also they need someone for all the basic requirements and daily needs which she evenly realizes so she has put forward everything in front of her beloved husband and in laws which they without a second opinion agreed and the guy also took the appropriate stand to stay with his parents likewise.

    They do come and go on weekly basis at each other’s residences. I think they both are very good in their understanding each other.

    So every time I stand at my balcony I see a 40year old daughter go to her office and her 68years old mother and 72years old father comes and share their escorts by a bye or see you evening and also with a Ta Ta is so overwhelming.

    And the daughter replies the Ta Ta with do take medicines in time is absolutely cute.

    The parents stares the daughter Till she takes the last turn of the road which is so pleasing to my eyes.

    I feel she is an inspiration to every guy who at leaves his very own parents to the old age homes, or even makes their life miserable by treating them with taunts for every is single need of them.

    I have been watching this lovely visual of daughter and her parents. From quite a few days and she makes me feel good about life every time I see her .

    she is a tight slap on the faces of people who used to prefer boys over girls , or even have a negative mindset for girls.

    i hope we all have many more inspiring girls..

    I Want To Fly…


    I Want To fly ,Yes I Want To Fly

    Because I Deserve,

    I Deserve To Fly

    Up, High,

    Yes There in the sky,

    I want to fly,

    Just want to spread my hands like birds do with their Wings.

    Don’t Need Any Permission,

    Don’t Need any Command,

    Don’t Need Any Instructions,

    I am Enough ,

    Enough to fly high,

    Fly High Like A free Bird.

    I want to fly,

    Yes I want to fly .

    I Am Flying High

    Retirement & Responsibility


    One Day Everyone of Us will reach to certain Ages where we have to consider ourselves retired at least by the physical contributions, society standards, and also as per the demands of family,

    Everyone is very highly inclined at the working ages where one have command on the every parameters of life be it is a financial thing or a Any other responsibility ,

    but when we reach to the stage where we have been considered as retired by social standards, we have to get dependent on every single thing on our kids , be it is a financial need or any other requirements ,

    sometimes kids have this realization that from this month my father/mother doesn’t have the same job so I have to be their for fulfilling all the needs but sometimes we do forget this just by a fault or even by lapse or unavoidable conditions,

    at that stage we do observe how after all those days of work and having money all around life changes,

    but we just forget that we can’t afford everything what we feel to have , it is quite scratchy to ask sometimes as ego does comes,

    sometimes people over think and consider themselves as worthless ,

    we do see that same person who merely went to buy a packet of candles has started purchasing the households and grocery, shall we say time teaches..

    Or we can say they do want to contribute in the way they could. It is painful to observe it .

    But yes it is a learning thing even at such days because the more you are creating barrier,

    you find your self in a very doubtful situation it is also a thing to understand that one should never get too dependent on anyone at least to cope up with his own self respect.

    And yes the one who has responsibility of individuals of certain old age people and our parents should always prioritize their needs on fore front.

    Life is smooth and Fine when we don’t have any curtains in between, As We do find self created barriers which is sometimes so strong that it becomes Unbreakable.

    Planning Life is Not Always Possible, But Prioritizing Life is Always Possible.

    Power cut : A Love Tale


    It was around 6Pm, and one hour was still there to leave the place, Then what we felt that a power cut could be a good idea to have a little kiss near the godown, at the backyard of the office. Actually it was her plan before the Long office tour of mine. I really […]

    Power cut : A Love Tale

    Let’s Talk..


    Hello Friends, Hopefully You All Are Good at Your Health, my good wishes are there with everyone of you, Don’t feel shy to share your worries if any. Likewise share your happy moments.

    Also Let me know your plans about New year And yes share your Christmas Fun In Detail, it has been a long time talking to you all.

    And yes I feel like missing something as important as breathing in life.. So Everyone of you share your things and yes it could be anything,

    I am here to listen you, discuss with you and also share my views if asked.

    Yes You can ask me as well. 🙂

    So Guys Let’s Have Talkings (waiting) !!

    Thank You…

    His Wife…


    His Wife,

    She is His wife ,

    Wife of the one who don’t works ,

    Don’t Have a job ,

    Don’t Have a business ,

    Don’t Even Have any Assets to look at.

    She is the one who has to look at her In Laws for the basic requirements,

    Yes For Food, Clothes, Bills And What Not.

    Yes She is his wife,

    She has been taunted for every single slice of bread and tea they sip.

    She is His Wife, Wife of a Jobless,

    Jobless, but more because of his unwillingness to do work.

    Somewhat sounds like a Wife of a Worthless.

    She can’t Smile freely, as it require happiness.

    And She is not Happy at all,

    Like Every Lady she wants her Partner to do good in every aspect.

    She can’t sit in the group of ladies,

    Because She has everything which she can’t hide and nothing which she could show.

    She can’t evolve with people,

    can’t sit and stand freely at any place.

    Can’t demand,

    Can’t Purchase,

    Can’t Even feel the need of having a Dinner at Restaurant.

    She is his wife,

    Being His Wife is Tough,

    It came to her without her choice but yes as a fate,

    Hope he Understands it,

    And Works Hard to Raise her head high among many..

    if not, she should find a way to deal with it.


    There is no point to Diminish your own Self Respect.

    MAN Ki BAAT !


    HELLO,

    Let’s Experience and Celebrate MAN Ki BAAT, ( Men’s Talk).

    Happy Men’s Day to Everyone Around, I know it sounds weird and formal as we are not aware of such days, Neither we feel Anything special about it.

    Because we do not have any Social Media Propaganda for it, Not Even A Page , Video compilations or Even a text on our private Contact No.s , Neither we got educated/Informed about it in schools, Never Even saw anything in reference to it on television or even a hoarding about it 😀

    Yes We do find it Awkward to think special because we live in this society were we are questioned, judged and validated by the society itself, we are considered in some group of culprits, without any consent.

    We don’t Have an identity card to prove our self, We are going to face the same situation some day or the other, because society feels all are same,

    We are Strong, Weak, Equal, selfish, Partial, Superior, Incompetent and what not as per the demand and the needs of society and above all as per the manipulation of so called modern day social reformers,

    They are Right because they can’t be wrong , and we have to sit and listen whatever they feel , think and decide.

    Anyways let’s celebrate this day with a big heart because Mr. Bachhan said , “MARD ko Dard Nahi Hota”.

    But Obvious Dard Toh Hota Hai.

    Thank You

    © RPR


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    Believe Me, You Are Awesome.


    Hey, Hello…

    Listen,

    Look at me,

    Yes I Am Talking to You,

    Just Look at me And Listen,

    Stop This, Stop This Over Thinking ,

    Stand With a Purpose,

    Breathe, And Feel the Beautiful Breeze.

    Read Some Inspiring Stories,

    Boost Your Confidence,

    Build Your Self Esteem,

    Bring Some Positivity,

    Calm Yourself ,

    And Avoid Self Doubting,

    Just Look at the Mirror And Smile 🙂

    Because You’re AWESOME !

    Believe Me, You Are Awesome…

    ©RPR

    Magical Journey Continues . . 4th Year Anniversary


    Hello Everyone,

    It feels Good to be somewhere and look Back at the journey,

    It has been a Magical Experience with fun and freedom,

    Sometimes High in Motivation, sometimes low in confidence,

    something felt like a pass time tool, sometimes like an option to look forward,

    sometimes gave me smiles, and sometimes left me in a state of confusion.

    Sometimes loved it more than the real world,

    Sometimes started sinking it with originality,

    Sometimes words felt short to express, sometimes paused to write a single word,

    However I want to Thank All of you for being with me in this beautiful Journey which brought us closer to know our personalities , thoughts, imaginations and Creativity.

    All you beautiful people from different parts of the globe have helped me to become good and better , actually guided me to feel , observe and share my views on the things I look.

    Also I want to say a Big ‘THANKS’ to this platform called WordPress.com which gave me a stage to stand and speak which I could have never able to speak,

    I feel we are just in the intermediate stage we have a long run to go, just be with me my friends and let’s experience the Magic.

    Spread Love…

    Thank You. RPR (Raghupatruni Prakash Rao)

    The Stage : A Love Story


     

    The stage of college fest was ready, and the whole crowd filled with students and their belongings have gathered, with all the Teaching and Non teaching staff.

     

    The two individuals who never have had any talk were about to do the proceedings and the presentation for the first time. They knew each other by face but they never felt the need of having a talk,

     

    Yes they were aware of their respected names. But without having any direct introductions,

     

    when they have been asked by the management to have a bit of preparation they were busy enough to avoid it, so they just shared the list of programs to be presented and have had their self preparation for the day.

     

    Vanaika, the Girl Belongs to Decent family with having all the attributes Perfectly fine,

     

    She has been Very good at her studies and believed in helping others who stand and sit next to her, she has been Quite Active and Agile, with traits of Quirkiness.

     

    One could find it really tough to blink an eye whenever she speaks and smile.

     

    Mohan has been a shy natured guy, he belonged to a middle class family who have Aspirations more than their pocket Allows,

    He has been decent in studies with rich in self esteem and Flawless in speaking skills, be it an argument or even a buttering 🙂 .

     

    His Never Ending Smile and Brilliant sense of humor was something to have for many.

     

    He looks quite Good to the Girls who fall for type called “chocolaty boys ” if not to all.

     

    As he was not muscular,

     

     

    So, On the Given day Vanaika Preferred to wear A Dress Brought by her dad on her latest birthday, and she was looking a level up than word called Gorgeous.

     

     

     

     

     

    And Mohan has arranged clothes and shoes from His 2 Days old cricket friend, with a promise to play for his team and win more matches,

     

    It was blue denim with a suit and tie to look different and elegant. He shoes were a bit tight but he has no option than to manage.

     

    By the way, he carried the attire fabulously like a Prince.

     

     

     

     

     

     

    On The Big Stage When They have reached and shared their very first eye contact, they both felt something different between them, it was some spark, some vibe, something which has been hallucintionary.

     

    Everyone Could see some chemistry, as there were more pauses and freezing of eyes in between, may be they have forgotten that they were on stage , Or just lost in a world where they can’t notice that the crowd is looking at them, and enjoying their beautiful and cute commradri.

     

     

     

     

    Somehow, Mohan realizes that Job is to do the fest without any bad remark on any of the two. He navigates the ship in right direction as he was better between them,

     

     

    He being more practical realizes that this is just an attraction or an extended infatuation, which should not hamper the fest at all , He slowly whispers to vanaika to have focus , with a smile like he said nothing,

     

    She suddenly realizes that it is a stage she can’t look at guy next to her without a purpose.

     

    But she forgets all her preparations by the mess and mistake of her own eyes, rather say of the charm of the guy.

     

     

     

     

     

    This has been observed by the guy, and he slowly helps her without even letting anyone know about it, with Switching off their microphones.

     

    And slowly their extended looks and occasional availability of time have given them space that they are dying to talk and know more about each other.

     

    Which they merely get as they were on a stage of a fest but yes they have realized they should meet and speak whenever they will have time,

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    But at that time no one of them realizes that it’s the last day of their college and then they may not see each other as the branches and the sections were different.

     

    The Glittering Fest ends on a beautiful note with appreciation to both for their respected jobs they have performed, and also some Jokes and pulling of legs from friends of both who caught them having a special feeling, an illumination of love.

     

     

    They tried to reach each other after the night but they haven’t as they never had any common friends nor they have any way of reaching one another, but yes they felt they have observed something like love between them, which they failed to confess and Nurture.

     

     

    They are still in a search of each other; hopefully they find themselves somewhere and Share their feelings.

    Spread Love… 🙂

     

    Not Just A Temple – JAI SHRI RAM


    JAI SHRI RAM

    As We All Know , Yesterday On 5th August 2020, Our Honourable Prime Minister has Initiated the construction of Shri Ram Mandir (Temple) at Ayodhya in the state of Uttar Pradesh.

    Ayodhya Itself is a place of birth of Lord Shri Rama.

    All Traditional Values have been Properly addressed along with The Prayers and laying of foundation stone ( Bhumi Poojan).

    All sorts of actions have been addressed for the People to stand and sit in context to the global pandemic Corona . Though It has been stated that very limited Audience were there due to the same.

    It has been stated that it would take Around 3years For the completion of Construction of temple.

    It has been a long fight for everyone who believes in Hinduism, and worships Shri Rama.

    It has been a different kind of ambience altogether. Similar to what we have in festivals Diwali And Dussera.

    People of different ages and of different locations were united for the temple , and it is evident that everyone is happy with the construction of temple, But this is not just about constructing another Temple, it is about sentiments and Emotions, it is like Providing hone in the form of temple to Lord Shri Rama on his own birthplace.

    But I Would like to share that even I have been one of those who felt that we could have this later , when corona’s impact is negligible, as it could have a high amount of risk but yes on 5th August from the morning I have observed something in me and this is different from the normal , Ambience , Aura , And Connectivity with God was at something else .

    I did some exercise to find and know few more facts about Lord Shri Rama, And I came to know few really Inspiring Facts, stories, and observations.

    Yes I have even read about the hardships of the individuals in the making of Shri Rama Temple along with the dispute and wait of 500years .

    I have To admit this, that what we know is very little About The God ,

    I recommend everyone to have a look at Shri Ram’s Life and the every facts involved about the lord, be it is about chanting of the Tarak Mantra, Or About the Principles of Shri Rama.

    “Shri Ram Jai Ram Jai Jai Ram”


    “Shri Rama Rama Rameti , Rame Rame Manorame , Shahastra Nama Tattulyam Rama Nama Varanane ..”

    These Mantras above have been Used by my father and we all at home from our childhood have been chanting without knowing the meaning not even trying to know what it impact has, yes we knew it is there for the God,

    but yesterday I came to know that the mantras are very popular and it is equal to the read of Entire ‘Vishnu shashtranama’ .

    Writing Shri Rama on a blank piece of paper for around 108times has a lot of good things involved which could be unfolded by doing the simple practice, I did but yes I wrote without a count and completed the entire 3 sheets . it felt good after I saw on paper,

    I am not forcing anyone for any belief I am just sharing my thoughts and observations, I Request everyone just to get involved in the Stories related to Shri Rama, Shri Krishna in this free time.

    I am not promoting Hinduism here but yes I am sharing the observed facts beliefs and Stories .

    Just use your time to find and know the existence , individuality, thoughts and principle’s of Our Almighty.

    Thanking Everyone For the Read.

    Jai Shri Ram !!

    WHAT’S THE FUN ?


    Well HELLO Everyone,

    Hope You all are Healthy and Strong at your Respective spaces.


    So Firstly tell me Guys How About You Being Watched , Observed, Discussed, Objected, And Manipulated Every Day for Everything You do and don’t, By None Other Than Your very neighbors , and The People Around You?

    I Don’t Know about you but I find it absolutely annoying. I feel like I am under a camera with every single act of mine been watched ,observed and Discussed without my choice.


    Let’s Discuss about the group of people who are nothing to you and you are nothing to them but they always have the tendency to know you & your personal life.

    They start their day with an eye at your house,

    they have every idea about your entry and exit timings,

    They could act like doing something by standing near their balconies, it could be liking watering their home garden, drying their clothes, walking for health or even sipping their morning and evening tea,

    What you do and don’t they have an appropriate list,

    They have their Binoculars on you but Without any real binoculars,

    their eyes are enough with which they can zoom in every time a new guest/friend arrives at your home,

    Even if You have Received any bill for the service you used, they stand and see what’s the amount you are paying or if requesting for a part payment.

    They have same sort of people in their gang, With which they usually sit and discuss about every other individual they are spying / looking at, with some rounds of tea they enjoy someone’s personal Life.

    They are so sharp that even they could tell you that who is having an affair with someone, even before their parents,

    they also have some specialists who could tell you who are planning to get married without any information to their parents,

    Also A Gang is their who is special for knowing the professional information, it could be someone’s promotion details, or a salary and even about the Fake Job Appointment .

    Some are good in knowing about the habits of individuals they can tell with utmost confidence that who started drinking liquors and who has been smoking without anyone’s knowledge.

    Some even work like traffic inspectors, yes I am saying truth.

    they don’t show signals of Stop and Go in Red and Green,

    they don’t even inspect your vehicles and Driving licenses but yes they would stand near their gate or around some near by shops for the good long hours and watch everyone going and coming like the traffic inspectors.

    Yes all these people are around you and me,

    they just look at you with your notice and also without your notice, sometimes we can sense when they come and discuss about someone’s personal life and do everything with their life which they should not,

    Without the knowledge the individual is in news of the area, everyone is talking because they make it viral without any social site and internet but yes with talking about it to everyone they meet.

    It is mostly seen in ladies :p , they sit and discuss about someone who don’t even know that how is life has became a Road side topic of discussion.

    Yes I do feel that few Men are also of such kind who would stand behind his curtain and see how you are parking your bike and on which day your petrol tank is empty and you are dragging it to the nearest petrol bunk.

    They would see how you look your colony’s Most Beautiful Girl, Whether You both have an eye contact or not, they have an eye on you.

    They observe How long you can talk with your phone. And what time you are coming back to home from any party.

    Anyways, I Don’t like it at all and I don’t even know what they get out of it, is it for fun or they find it entertaining , or its just their trait, but seriously this is not good.

    you may have such interest to know what’s going in your neighbor’s house but this curiosity should not make anyone feel irritated with you, it should not make anyone’s life a topic of discussion from his house to the market.

    After all Everyone wants a personal space in life , we all have a choice of letting it know to everyone and also not to anyone and it should be left to the individual .

    No one should make someone’s life a Film or Drama.

    And I feel People who are audience of it are equally responsible as this practice should not be appreciated and encouraged, We should refuse to listen such Orchestra.

    Think About it !!

    © 2020

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    The Wrong Question : A Fictional Love Story



    Riya, The Girl from New Delhi lives along with her father Prabhakar ,

    she has recently completed her law degree and continuing her internship from the famous lawyer of the city, courtesy to her army retired Dad, she lost her mother Due to cancer during her law studies.

    Things going well and composed but Mr.Prabhakar being the father is in a hustle to see his daughter as bride so that he could live his life without any responsibility left behind,

    Riya still wants to get strong as an individual but stands by his father’s word as she thinks her father is broken by her mother’s sudden demise.

    Prabhakar always wanted to have a son in law who is from the army background but her mother felt that their personal life was disturbed due to the same background, so he decides to go as per the Mother of Riya,

    Prabhakar consults a matrimonial agency as they want to keep it secretive in their relatives till the final knot.

    They have been given a few matches to choose, out of which Prabhakar selects the one who is a foreign returned well settled engineer in Banglore named Shyamal (Groom).

    Prabhakar consults to his sister through the contact No. Given to them,

    Sneha (Sister of Groom) lifts the phone and get the purpose of call along with the details of the girl and shows her interest and asks him to wait till the next evening as she would discuss about Riya to Shyamal and her husband Gopi .

    Sneha calls Shyamal to come for the dinner along with parents Arun and Aradhana, so that they could talk about everything with comfort and transparency.

    Shyamal along with Mother Aradhana and Father Arun Comes to Sneha’s House where they all have been joined with Gopi (Sneha’s Husband) .

    Sneha Tells the entire purpose of their sudden get to together with the photographs of Riya shared by her Father,

    Shyamal being a Shy Natured Guy refuses to see her photographs and says “if she is OK to all I don’t have am issue. “

    Later they all decide to pay a visit to Riya’s home by the next week to know more about them with marriage plans if everything goes well.

    Riya has been Informed everything About it by her father and she has been asked to Stay at home on the particular day .

    She agrees with some anxiety and Uneasiness.

    She actually wanted to know more about Shyamal before the final knot but she didn’t had the guts to ask his contact Number to her father , she tried her best by searching Shyamal on every Social site but she could could not find him anywhere.

    On the other hand , Shyamal is also in state of Several Thoughts and Questions. As he has been an introvert and never ever talked with girls throughout the time of his studies and Job.

    He shares the entire situation to his childhood friend who himself is a Bachelor with being around with many girls from a young age, His name is Tony.

    Tony is happy for his friend,

    And says “Go have a chat and marry, after all you left everything on your family so there is nothing in your bowl, either she or your family is going to decide,

    But She may even reject you because she is today’s girl and you are quite reserved in comparison. “

    Shyamal says ” he don’t want to get rejected by her as his family members have huge expectations from her as my wife and their daughter in law. “

    He asks Tony to give some tips with which he could look Likeable,

    Tony says ” don’t try to look something that you are not just be yourself but ask some Questions when you both get chance to talk,

    And It has to be about her choices, and Past so that she could treat you as friend, try to know about her life,thoughts, dream and affairs etc “

    Shyamal says ” she can’t have an affair she is a lawyer and also a daughter of army officer, They are very strict to their kids. “

    Tony laughs at him, and says ” you are impossible my Friend !, she has 5000 followers on a social site with maximum Males in the list, And they comment on her pic for which they get a Thanksgiving. “

    Shyamal says “she don’t follow them, they follow her and if as a gratitude she pays Thanksgiving to their appreciation it doesn’t make any scene or story here. “

    Tony says ” who knows about the private messages ,You don’t know the scenario of these days my friend, situation is not as you are thinking every boy needs a girl and every girl needs a boy regardless of their marital status,

    It starts from the very early age almost in schools and get nurtured in colleges and So on,

    Go with my words you know I am expert in this ,

    you will never find a virgin boy and a virgin girl in the present times. “

    Shyamal with some anger says “Hello I am Virgin and I belong to the present times only, Just shut your Mouth “

    Tony replies ” yes but you are the only exception , apart from you everyone else is same it is the current need and trend.

    Forget about it just go and give me the good news you never know I could be wrong and she may not have had any single affair ” , he says with a wink.

    Shyamal leaves with some added Questions and confusion.

    He along with family reaches the bride’s house and they have been greeted well with Prabhakar and later joined by Riya,

    Riya wears a Green saree with matching bangles and bindi , she is looking very pretty in her attire.

    Shyamal As Always comes with a formal White Shirt And Navy Blue Trouser.

    They all have a formal introduction with one another and then slowly the parents of Shyamal along with his sister and brother in law expresses interest for Riya to be Shyamal’s wife.

    Prabhakar looks at her daughter who is sitting in front of him with her head down with few occasional smiles,

    He says ” I think even I like your family and also the guy for my daughter , but it would be unfair if we don’t give them a chance to discuss a bit , “

    He asks Riya to take Shyamal to the society park next to their house.

    Riya agrees but Shyamal looks at her parents with some hesitation,

    Sneha says ” shyamal is very shy person actually he left everything on us, he would exactly what we say to him, “.

    Prabhakar smiles and says ” Yes even my daughter will stay on my word,

    but yes as a father I have to know what she thinks better for her than what I feel,

    so I think we should leave them to know each other at least for once so that we could proceed without a second thought. “

    Shyamal Also Agrees to his consent and they both silently walks in to the park,

    Shyamal with some heavy heart beats stays silent and looking at everything around in park with an eye on Riya,

    Riya With all the courage decides to break the silence and asks him about his favorite Food,

    he replies , “everything from home is my favorite nothing from outside. “

    She smiles and asks ” why he wants her to marry him,”?

    he replies “One day or the other I have to and , and yes my family liked you a lot so I am here,

    And yes I can’t deny That you are beautiful. I Can’t stop my eyes stalking at you So I feel I should marry you

    She smiles again and says ” I liked the last reason. “

    She again asks ” how about my look is everything OK ?, “

    he replies with a smile and says ” I never knew about the looks and all but yes you are beautiful without any disagreement. “

    She says “yes you also look good but yes today is not your professional meeting , but it is classy .”

    Shyamal looks at himself from top to bottom, and says “I prefer comfort over trend . “

    She says ” that’s good, what about your invisibility in public platforms, “

    he says “I don’t have the need and of course the confidence,

    I am very reserve in real world what would I do in virtual world, but yes I heard you like a lot to be there, “

    Riya says , “I am A fun loving girl I want people to live with , I can’t handle silence,

    Everything has to be moving for me, and yes like every normal individual I am on social platform where I share my moods , But Have you spyed?”

    He says “No, Just a homework, Tell about your thoughts on me?

    What would you say once we go back to the family persons, “

    She says “you are quite interesting , but yes very much Puzzling You are not someone to whom I wanted to be as my husband,

    You have hidden life and more often than not dependent on our your family for big decisions, atleast you discuss personal things if not professional it is good but you have to be a bit more available for world as well, open a bit More. “

    Shyamal says ” Nice Observation and Demand in one single statement. “

    What about your past, any affair?

    I mean you can tell me this is common in today’s generation my friend tony has told me about the current set of people, “

    She says ” Excuse me ! who the hell he is he to validate the entire generation, Even if I have had any affair why I am standing next to you for the match?

    I would have convinced my father to get the same guy with whom I would have been in love and my father. Would have arranged the meetings with his family not yours . “

    Shyamal Says ” OK so are you saying you never had any affair ?

    But my friend said everyone have affairs Before marriage

    Infact he said no one is virgin here apart from me,

    and without a second thought he asks her Are You Virgin? “

    Riya is stunned with pathetic questionnaire and slaps him without a delay, and says ” you are stupid you never talked with a girl which I could sense,

    I am happy and sad with the same reason ,

    how fool are you being a foreign returned, !

    Is this the way to talk to a girl, ?

    how dare you to ask me about my virginity ?

    My Father Will Kill You if He Would know about the Question You asked. “

    And decides to leave place,

    He says sorry with folded hands but says ” My friend has said these things to me .

    He requests her to not reject him for this as he really likes and wants her in his life,

    He says “he has nothing to do with her past, And Virginity he just got Stuck with the inputs of his friend. “

    She stays angry and silent,

    He says “if you won’t marry me, I will feel really bad, but if you don’t accept my sorry I can’t breathe anymore please at least accept my apology, “

    She can see the pure eyes without a filth, And Finds That they were not his thoughts ,

    she smiles and says ” OK Mr. Virgin Accepting Your Apology for the First and last time, “

    also asks him to share his contact Number With suggesting him to leave his Filthy friend.

    He agrees with the suggestion but Asks her to call only in the Evenings,

    She pulls his hair with a smile and asks him to be available 24×7 without any mistake,

    They later join the family members and share their decision, and within Two Months Riya And Shyamal get Married.

    Thank You © 2020


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    GOOD BOY


    Hello Everyone ,

    Hoping That You all are smiling with The best of health and calmness in your life. 🙂


    Dear Friends,

    We All have heard And Even stated about this Term called “Good Boy” , Let’s Discuss About The Concept Of Good Boy,

    Before even starting about this mega torture(at least to me) let me know who have had luck of seeing him, or even listening about the person,

    How He/They look?

    They are like you and me with Two hands, Two legs, Two Eyes,Ears with one nose and neck or they look different in appearances. :p

    Coming Back To The Point ,

    Good Boy is a society Given Title to the persons who are good With them and to their Books,

    They must be obedient enough with a never ending smile always,

    Also should be with lesser hair and complemented with some Classy Clothes, Polished shoes.

    Clean Shaven with a good listening skills.

    they may even have the knack of doing things before asking , before even the actual need.

    They have to be very Attentive, Adaptive, Available , Apologetic and Assuring.

    Even in the childhood days it has been stated that the boys with spectacles and combed hair are good in contrary to those who have had the rough uncombed hair , and if someone is with pierced ear he has been awarded with a certification of Criminal.

    The Boys Who Sit in the first Three Benches are always considered as the Good boys whereas the last benchers are the most hated boys of the class, They are unofficially Culprits of everything bad happening to anyone and everyone.

    And In the Jobs, Everyone is in a hunt to prove himself the good boy and this is seriously going with full fledged manner, Even then no one could be ever unanimously considered as Good Boy , because everyone have their choice and you will fail to their demands someday or the other.

    One should be religious, Really needs to visit Temples on daily basis, should never roam unnecessarily,. Etcetera

    So , After All this observation I think we could sense what the actual definition of Good Boy,

    one whose parents feel proud about to discuss ,

    one who is good as son , brother,friend,husband and father,

    one who is concerned about the family and everyone around without any wrong intention

    One Who is sincere in his work with all his dedication

    One who is not at all harmful to anyone regardless of the sitting arrangement

    Yes there is no specific Representation of Looks,Expression, Behavior, sitting arrangement.

    One could live as he wants to be with his comfort,and utmost dedication , it really don’t need any buttering to have a validations.

    Just be honest.

    Just Be Responsible enough to accept your mistakes and stay Affectionate to the people you love a lot .

    Every Boy is a Good Boy if they know The Real Difference between Good And Bad.

    Thank You


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    It happens…


    Just too hard it is to miss someone who has been not nice to you, I think we don’t miss them, we actually still don’t digest the fact of they being wrong and harsh to us. We don’t sleep in the nights . And we sleep sometimes with the open eyes. You can’t walk in […]

    It happens…

    Look At Me.


    Hey Listen,

    Look at me,

    And Just keep Looking at me .

    Else Don’t Need to look at all.

    Yes, Don’t Need to look at all,

    Because Everyone is already looking at you,

    And I know how they look at you,

    They Look at you even from some distance,

    They are just obsessed of you,

    with the thoughts of Lust and love.

    They Just stuck at you with their filthy focused yet tilted eyes,

    With many more feelings of attractions and infatuations.

    Just don’t need to look at anyone, because they don’t deserve your look,

    Just Look at me ,

    And keep looking at me, My Love.

    Like I look at you without a blink ,

    like I look at you , More than the stars ,moon, and Sun.

    As I find me for you,

    And You for me,

    Not for anyone else.

    Just Think , Feel and Relate.

    And Look at me only else Don’t look at all… 🙂

    LOCAL, VOCAL & GLOBAL..


    “Just be Vocal About the Local so that it could become Global..”
    Actually a nice thought, I am completely standing with PM Modi on it,


    But Just by canvassing about the products ,
    That this is good ,
    this is good ,
    this is good , take it.

    Sorry it can’t make people to put their money on it,

    As no one actually puts a penny on anything just by listening to someone, so It would be a bigger challenge to make our local products bigger than the brands we have,


    We have to give The best quality, continued upgradings, affordability, Supply and Availability to match the demands of consumer regularly.


    And Globalization is even more tough, as it needs Branding,Promoting, Marketing, Market Reach, services, Reliability, Customer satisfaction, Global Tie-Ups, Research, Demand Generation, Launch, Advertisements, supply & ease of availability, Etc  etc.

    then we could at least  stand on global competition ,
    and  the survival depends upon the performances and feedbacks of the product.


    So, it has a lot more than what we think, but yes it is the exact need of our country because we are relying too much on others and in return they are being benefitted.


    let’s start from here, lets Use our  Indian brands, see how it is and what else we could find to make it even better. We are having the best brains and Manpower and with proper support and outlook we could try and get what we are thinking about.

    But At this point we have to stop using Foreign Brands.
    Can we all stop using foreign brands?
    We are creating huge revenues for them by using it.

    We helped them to become Popular and improve more as a brand. Which actually helped them to become big bigger and even biggest.


    Though I do believe that they are exciting and also worthy enough but we can give a chance to our Indian brands to Grow and explore more , as a Indian this is the minimum what we could do to put ourselves in a global space.

    Think About It. ©

    I Feel..


    I Feel,
    That mostly People are Good but they have that unnecessary attitude , which makes them alone and avoidable.

    They should Chop it to the end, to do more good things in their life, as it defines you more when you behave ,

    The most successful people have been those whose attitude have been enigmatic by being humble,

    the people who are more inclined towards ego, arrogance and of course proud ends up doing nothing though they’re potentially talented.

    Sometimes it is your behavior which drags you down , and sometimes its the same which lifts you Up.

    It is not new that the people with lesser talent have been preferred over someone with much more talent , just because of the arrogance, and attitude the talented individual has.

    So, Your attitude actually defines you in life .

    One can learn the things gradually but your etiquettes should be Perfect even if you are slow,

    You can’t argue or misbehave with  your teacher just because you have secured good marks in the previous class out of many students,
    you have to keep your feet grounded, and have humbleness to learn and gain more in life.

    Think about it Sir/Madam.

    Untold Forever …


    I stand , you stand.
    I look, you look.
    I walk,you stand and see.
    You walk , I stand and see.
    I Buy, you see.
    You Buy, I see.
    You Pray, I Pray.
    You Never Smile , I Never Smile.
    I never Wave ,
    You never Wave.
    I Never try to talk.
    You Never try to talk..
    I Think You like me,
    I think even I like you.
    But
    You will never say this to anyone, including me.
    And Even I will never say this to anyone, including you.
    This is What I Know,
    And This is what is even good,

    But yes I Like You, i think You know that,
    And You Like me, which even I know,
    But This has to be Untold forever,
    This has to be unspoken,
    This should not have any further prolongations,
    This can’t have a life to breathe and nurture,

    As I Have My Wife with two kids at HOME,
    And you also have a kid with a husband at HOME.
    And They Love Us, with a lot of trust.

    I am not loving you , I Just …


    No , I don’t love you, it is not like that , I just like your smile and smirk, I really don’t love you , I think I just like that eyes , yes big round & deep eyes, like a sea to swim… .

    Please don’t get me wrong with my acts, I really don’t love you, I just try to steal some swag, and charm..

    I breathe more when you are near, because I am just fond of that perfume you use, it is so fascinating, more like Lavenders and Jasmine.

    I like that walk of you, something is good about it , it adds confidence to your persona,even attracts the ones who see your walk.

    Again , I repeat I am not at all loving you , but yes I like the way you listen me, though I talk rubbish most of the times,

    Jennifer Winget

    this sometimes makes me feel why and how I can’t love , as you are so so loveable,

    I am not in love with you as of now but yes I would love to love you, as I think of you day and night, with and without a need,

    sometimes even i have you in my dreams, can’t share the details of the dream though.

    But still I am saying the same I am not loving you, but we could be the best pair, and we should live together forever..

    I am not loving you, I just…

    .

    The Sunshine Blogger Award.


    Hello Everyone,

    I wish and hope you all are safe and fine, Please take care of yourself and of everyone around you.

    Okay, so I have been nominated by a good friend , and a very active blogger, Rachana Dhaka for “The Sunshine Blogger Award” , and I Am very thankful to her for the nomination,

    she is very good at her work, though I am very late to write about it for which I feel bad, but writing through this Thanksgiving for award nomination.

    And yes this is my second nomination for this award. So, Thank you again.

    My Answers :-

    1. If you could be any animal, what would you be and why?
    May be A Dog, as it is considered as the faithful one, but I won’t prefer to be a cat as I don’t like them.

    2. What was the first ever creative effort that you remember really being proud of?
    I think the first time I gave speech in my school in front of many students, teachers at very young age (May be 10years), without any preparation has given me confidence, and later it became a habit and soon I have been approached for anchoring, debates at school, college,social events,etc and also coming here at WordPress makes me feel good if not proud about myself for the creativity involved in it to be here and appreciation I received in return.

    3. If you could choose between true happiness, or a greater creative skills, what would you pick?
    I would be a fool to pick skills over happiness, I am always going to pick happiness even with least skills as end of the day you search satisfaction and that’s only available with happiness.

    4. Does politics have a place in the arts?
    Yes it has, Though it is a need still to cultivate good politics not the bad one,

    5. What gets you out of bed in the morning?
    a bad dream, a power cut,and of course responsibilities.

    6. Where and how do you do most of your writing?
    Always at home, when I have some issues, topics, stories to tell and discuss.

    7. What famous work do you wish you had created?
    Let’s not discuss it to make famous, let’s do it and make it famous.

    8. Is there anyone in the world that you actually hate?
    We as human, have different emotions we have love for some and for some we have hatred, its a natural process unless you are a saint or kind of creature, which I am not yet. So yes I have hate for few and don’t feel bad about as they deserve my hatred, though I am not seeking anything bad for them but yes I don’t like them at this phase of my life not sure about future. And yes one more thing, I hate very few but there are many who hate me, but I don’t care 🙂 .

    9. Where is the furthest you have been from home?
    I just love my home, but yes Delhi, Hyderabad .

    10. Would you prefer to wake up early, or stay up late?

    🙂 Unsure , As it depends Whether I have some work at night or in the morning. I can do both.

    11. Who has been your greatest inspiration?

    Anyone and Everyone who are good at what they do could inspire me,

    12. If you could give a new writer who was setting up a blog one piece of advice, what would it be?
    Just express the instincts, It could be raw , different and unpleasant to some. But it would what you have in your mind, just try and write the original thoughts don’t worry about the people, express yourself make people see your work in the way you want.

    13. What is your favorite sport?

    Cricket always.

    ______________,_____,____________

    My Questions : –

    1. Mention the names of any five bloggers along with their site links who are your favourites and why, explain each individually.

    2. What makes you or anyone beautiful human being, ?

    3. What could be your second choice as a profession?

    4. The Dream You have seen but you failed to accomplish?

    5. Your Insecurities.

    6. What is the hidden story which is yet to tell to your very own family.

    7. How do you relate your life with Bollywood’s characters?

    _________________

    Okay so I nominate everyone of you as I hate picking people, you all can make a formal post or even answer through comments, yes you may answer all the 20 questions.

    Guys I am waiting to see your answers.

    Thank you

    Think About it.


    If You don’t try it for the one last time, you may regret for lifetime,

    I know you may have seen enough of heartbreaking moments, I know somewhere you deserved a better space in life in every prospect,

    I know the failures are haunting you and you are dying in every moment.

    This is very painful, this is very disheartening, this makes you feel that you are no more an individual who can live a life with all sort of satisfaction.

    It hurts you even more when you become a loser with having every prospect of a winner within, but being the one who never tried hard to change the dynamics.

    The people who loose with any strong opponent is always happy than the people who loose with none other than themselves and their own dreadful mindset.

    They don’t try , they don’t fight they leave things for someone else or even for god to come and help,

    They lack effort not the talent, they lack persistence And may be motivation,

    Please find people who need a push to fight for themselves,

    they do realize that they are slowly diminishing their dreams and life, but they don’t react at all.

    It happens when you or anyone is going through dark psychic passage, or even with those who are not serious in life. Tell them , discuss with them regarding the same,

    Help them, make them do it for one first time or last time so that they could never feel bad when they turn back and look how they lived.

    Trying , fighting, Putting Your Best even you loose by the report card is far more satisfying than regretting for life for not even trying once though being gifted with enormous talent.

    It is a crime, as you are putting everyone down, along with yourself, Try And Try again , it’s more satisfying than sitting and thinking that should have tried!

    Think about it.

    Good Night

    Looking for Free Lancing !!


    Hello Again,

    Yes As the title speaks itself,

    I am seriously looking for a free lancing project, and I want to know more regarding the same,

    I have done some free lancing content writing thing few years ago,and I want to do it again,

    It has nothing to do with lockdown,

    i want to make it clear that if I find everything smooth and positive I would prefer to stick with it, as long as can,

    I know many of my friends are doing it,

    They are doing Free lancing content writing , From Years.

    I could have done the same through the job portals, but I have preferred this way, as I want everyone of you to know,

    so that you people could help me with what you have.

    So, all those readers/bloggers who know about it or have such contacts please kindly extend the details to me, either through the comments or by directly mailing me, (Ask The Email Id if you don’t find)

    And Regarding the Capabilities, I have nothing to hide, You may find everything what you want to know about me and the writing versions of mine,

    I have always preferred in learning and moulding as per the situations demanded,

    so I hope I could do the best with what I have .

    Just Let me know if anyone of you could find something Handy.

    And Let’s Be Professional with Approach!!

    Thank You.

    Hello Friends.


    Hello friends,

    Hope You all are doing good in your life, And staying at home for your own good.

    We all are fighting against the common enemy called Corona Virus,which is a global pandemic , and the Only solution we have right now is staying at home, obeying our government’s agenda, and living a life with all the parameters of WHO ,Like Frequent Hand washing, avoiding social gatherings, etc.

    And yes if you are capable enough don’t shy to donate at Prime Minister Relief Fund, even any other way also.

    Please Do charities to the ones who are facing hardships for their livelihood.

    Don’t Spread or believe the fake news,
    Please educate people to avoid violating lockdown, in the best possible way,

    Take care of the senior citizens and the little kids with utmost responsibility,

    Please try to eat good healthy diet, and add a physical Activity in your daily life, it could be yoga, exercise, Dance etc,


    And yes don’t forget to take care of yourself. 🙂


    Jai Shri Ram


    Wishing everyone of you a very Happy Ram Navami.

    We all need to learn a lot from Lord Shri Rama, And From the Holy Book Shri Ram Charit  Manas.

    Every human should be treated with Respect, Love and Care,
    Regardless of the hold he/she has in society,

    Everyone deserves equality,

    Every Evil should be Punished,

    Every innocent and needy should be supported, Please Don’t Hesitate to be a savior of a Genuine Individual.

    We should be always grateful to our teachers and express gratitude to the people who stood by us.

    We should always respect and Oblige our parents,

    And should be loyal to our companion.

    Jai Shri Ram.

    Shri Ram Darbar

    Pure as Prayer.


    Pure as prayer!!

    Partying with prey,
    Not crafted,
    Not Decorated,
    Just Left by the nature,
    To Embrace The Beauty Everywhere,
    To make you feel,
    And to make me feel
    That We are not even near to the beautiful things created by god,
    As we have a hustle to earn more,
    Burn More,
    To fit in somewhere in the materialistic society,
    Which is nowhere to the little tiny beautiful Flurries, with wings,
    Very Enigmatic,
    And Also Colorful,
    called as Butterflies,

    Yes they are Pure as Prayer.

    Happy Women’s Day


    Thank You for being Around me every time, whenever i needed without any thanks giving.

    Sometimes being a mother to protect me , make me secured and nurture in the best possible way.

    Sometimes being sisters to help me to differentiate between right and wrong, And to do the all the sacrifices to make me feel comfortable.

    Also Sometimes being A niece to bring a smile on my face. And remind me that I am still a kid somewhere.

    This is Just to  acknowledge that how you all being what you are to me is very special. And I have a lot of respect for you all.

    I am sure that the etiquettes and mannerisms which you all gave me would help me to treat every women with love, respect and care.

    More Power and strength to you all.

    Happy Women’s Day.

     

     

    Aside

    Please Don’t Read !


    Please Don’t Read,

    Don’t Read it Please,

    It’s Not Good,

    Not Good for Anyone.

    You may feel bad.

    You may curse love.

    You may hate god,

    You may start crying,

    Because It’s filled with Pain.

    And Decorated with cheat.

    It is layered with Greed,

    And poured with selfishness.

    You may find Questions ,

    But You can’t find The Answers.

    And You may need some Fresh Air to breathe,

    it’s really very Toxic.

    It’s terrible for your heart and also for mind.

    You may Not love .

    You may never trust .

    You may hate the Emotions .

    Yes it is Negative.

    Please Don’t Read,

    Yes Please,

    I Request You My Friend,

    Don’t Read My Story,

    Please Don’t Read My Story.

    HELLO 2020


    Hey, Hello 2020 …

    Welcome,

    Welcome to this beautiful world …

    Okay , so here I wish you all a very happy new year, may you all live your life with utmost happiness , health and satisfaction.

    May all the goals and aspirations get accomplished, may you all find the ways to grow more in every prospect of life.

    Also i welcome and greet the brand new year i.e 2020 to our lives,

    As we all want to grow and make 2020 a benchmark year.

    Let’s leave the bad memories behind and carry forward the positives from the previous year.

    Let’s believe in our abilities more than counting excuses,

    let’s stay and stick with positivity, purity and persistence.

    Let’s smile More than yesterday and plan tomorrow, with living full of life today…

    All The Best, keep smiling , Have Fun. 🙂

    Happy New Year to all.

    Wanna Know You Better


    Hello Again,

    Thank you Minnie for Nominating  me ! This is quite new and interesting Questionnaire For those of you who don’t know her, be sure to check out her blog just tap the link here
    https://lightbehindthecloud.wordpress.com she’s truly talented.

    You may like her work.


    Wanna Know You Better:

    you  have to create your own post and title it “Wanna Know You Better”. Then
    Copy all the questions and answer them one by one. Then pass this along as a challenge to any of your favorite/All bloggers . You may create your own questions for those you tag if you want to.

     


    My answers to 10 “briefly explain” questions:

    1. What really makes you angry? Lies,Cheat, Nuisance and disrespect,
    2. What is your favorite food that you cannot do without?  A Good South Indian Food.
    3. What is your biggest fear? Losing my loved ones, Fear of being cheated
    4. What has been your biggest accomplishment this year? Personal it is ,so sorry ,
    5. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would that be?  With my family Literally anywhere. but I want them to be at the best available places.
    6. What is your favorite method of relieving stress? I’ve always preferred music but now I write here, earlier during study days I used to play cricket and leave everything behind.
    7. Would you rather live on the Moon or Mars for two yearsOur planet has been pretty good over the years, yes it is contaminated so I feel we should stay here and refix in the best shape of it for the generations coming next,, rather staying there.
    8. Which is your favorite type of weather? Moderate Winters.
    9. What is your favorite sport to play or watch? Cricket, Cricket and Cricket
    10. Do you enjoy creative efforts to attract readers to your blog? I don’t try to attract but yes I like it nice,crisp and connective to readers , so I do try to make it look with what we have.

    My answers to 10 “this or that” questions:

    1. Beach or Mountains? Both
    2. Fish or fried chicken wings? Fish
    3. Sydney or Rio De Janeiro? Sydney
    4. Swimming or climbing hills? Not sure, may be swimming
    5. Steak or Lamb? Would try steak
    6. Summer or Winter? Moderate Winter
    7. Countryside or the city? Both
    8. Spring or Autumn? Both
    9. Political Science or Statistics? I am from Maths Background, so would try political science to enhance my knowledge.
    10. Train or Airplane Ride? Both .

    Additional questions :-

    1. What is your field of study/work? Studied Mechanical Engineering, Working as an Engineer.
    2. What would you like to achieve in 2020? There are many things but yes I want to have a lot of success,smiles and satisfaction.
    3. What are your hobbies apart from writing/blogging? Listening Music, Playing cricket, Reading, and observing everything around.
    4. What are you grateful for this year? Sister’s Marriage.
    5. How would you describe yourself? 😀  Spiritual, Quite good at heart if not the best,Sometimes Moody, straight forward, Believes in being comfortable than trendy, Sometimes Angry, Funny with friends, speak less with those who are new, don’t look back if you break my heart.


    My Questions:

    1. You are Bad when?
    2. Do You Like Individuals if they are good to you  though being bad with conduct to many?
    3. What would be the one possible change you want in you? And why?
    4. Why you think I/one should meet you someday , from here?
    5. What you cook the best at home?
    6. One topic which you want me to write  ?

    Okay this post is open for all! As i hate picking people,And I would like to Nominate Everyone of you to answer the questions, whether in the form of post or in the comment section. I am waiting !!

    Thank you.

     

     

     

    Happy Birthday!


    Hello,

    Today is My Brother’s birthday , yes on 31st of December , so Before the year Ends , we have his birthday to celebrate and carry forward the same fun and enthusiasm to the new year,

    so here I wish him all the good, better and best things for his life, may he grow more, earn more, learn more, Of course have fun more.

    May he remains healthy , fit and flexible, Avoid every single worry and stay humble as well.

    Above all be brave and enjoy the moments with smile and make everyone proud around you.

    I urge everyone of you to wish him the best birthday wishes, in your ways,

    Thank You, Good Night 🙂

    There After a Decade..


    Okay ,Good Evening Guys !

    so I visited the same place. Same temple and clicked the photograph with the same pose. Which and where I was exactly 10 long years ago,
    this time to celebrate the 5th birthday of my niece, Janvi.

    But now, it has been me and only my family not the one who was with us 10 years ago with unofficial permission.

    Like everyone says time flies.
    I accept it. Time flies and the situations do change.
    Smile remains there but question is about the genuineness of it.

    It was not easy to do but did to show to the world and the people around that everything is fine to me now. And I am above such sentiments.

    Deep down, silently my heart being the usual human heart was pumping at a speed more than the usual sprint of a horse.

    I  Asked to click images randomly so that I could have the best one in the gallery.
    But not even a single PIC was good to have. As the smile was fake and my eyes where not ready to face camera, may be heart was not liking it and the face was not supporting my forced Instincts.

    Everything there was same to same and I recalled every single moment of mine there a decade ago.
    Be it roaming everywhere around there with wheels on my legs, playing stupid pass time games or even captivating energy for some useful work and some how bringing out that WE moments in between.

    The roads,The people, the ambiance, the staying rooms, the Temple and of course the God.

    Yes I have been a teenager by then and very very care free monk.,with some good etiquettes which I still have,by being real and raw sometimes at heart.

    But this time. I have been quite silent  matured rather say changed version of mine,
    silently observing everything what was there then and now, also my little eyes went for some tearful ride as well when was alone as I have been mostly by being with many with a reason and with a purpose more personal.
    10years ago, never thought about this visit nor the circumstances I am around with, never felt that I have to face such realities in love with hate and cheat.

    Forget about it.

    I really feel that it has been heavy on my heart at that moment but when I rethink about the same I feel good about it. That overcame my very own created barrier. And surpassed this hurdle.


    Anyways ,
    Happy Birthday Janvi(Niece).


    Thank you

    Aside

    Some Mornings’


    Some Mornings, you just want to stay on bed, and you just want to lay there, you don’t care what the clock says, you don’t think about the daily routine,

    You take it as a need to feel good, like you never felt of having it, you want to sleep more and more though you actually don’t sleep,

    You have the node of listening everything what happens out there, but you prefer to be inside the blanket, sometimes with the folding of legs, and some times with one sided sleeping posture,

    It happens more in the winter days where you just can’t bare the mighty cold shivering conditions,

    it happens quite often when you are taking leave or it is a holiday,

    It is both today, a Sunday and of course it’s winter, I have to say that it feels lethargic somewhere but who cares, I don’t care .

    staying on bed inside the blanket, laying not sleeping, listening not reacting, and posting a new post is not that bad as it looks ..

    As it is winters with minus degree Centigrades around with chilled breeze, and also Sunday so it is actual quite cool to sleep for some long hours,

    the kind of relaxation the body needs,

    And in between all this lazy mornings you may even plan your best schedule for the coming hours, days,weeks,and months,

    Infact a good soothing music, with the love of your life could bring some unmatched happiness, and unfold some hidden fantasies..

    And the ones who are not being accompanied by their partners or are singles have their own ways to enjoy.. 🙂

    We are quite different here on being lazy, we have our ways to do things differently,

    Some prefer to have phonecalls by being under blanket,

    Some can have long chats with their friends, lover, &any other as well.

    some are wrapped that they could look scary as well. As a part of them is visible and you have to find the rest like a jigsaw puzzle. The can sleep in impossible posture .

    Some can sit but they can’t leave the cushion if blanket, they look bloody cute, they may tap limitless naps as well,they can sleep sit eat and talk at the same time.

    Who else like/have such mornings..?


    #lastsundayoftheyear

    #lastsundayofthedecade

    What I feel.


    Good Morning Friends,

    Hope you Guys are doing Good, This Sunday morning has been quite Different so far, not like the regular ones ,

    As I woke up early in the morning and went for having a good inhale of oxygen , around 6kms of brisk walk with headphones & quality music has been really nice.

    And then sat for more than 2 hours in direct sun light, it really feels good. And in between this, I thought to write to share my views about the current state of world cricket and also know your views about the same if any.

    Guys Don’t you think Cricket is not at it’s very best as it has been over the years, though the different boards are trying hard to bring back the old cricket excitement back,by bringing Day & Night test matches, Pink Ball Test Matches , T10 Cricket ,100 Balls cricket etc, But still we can’t find the same what we observed during the days of early 90’s, 2k’s etc when we had the likes of super stars in every game, be it Australia ,India Pakistan or even West Indies, etc though it is always been team game but we can’t discard the personal rivilaries of the individuals, though it may be dramatically conceptualized by the media.

    Even in this generation of Cricket we have superstars but the quality of cricket is not the same in all the teams,

    teams like Srilanka South Africa , west indies, Pakistan, Bangladesh etc are not in their best phase of cricket they don’t have proper teams to compete in global tournaments, no matter what we bring to Cricket but it is always the players who bring the excitement, world cricket is struggling to bring the best competitive cricket only few teams are good and looks like an even teams on paper whereas remaining teams are not even good of the opponent’s B- team .

    And yes we are having too much of cricket through out the years, we have T20World cups, 50Over world cups, IPL ,CPL,BPL,BBL etc with so many bilateral series which even make it overdose of cricket .

    Also we don’t have Lara ,Sangakara,Murali, Akhtar,ABD,etc’s in cricket nor we have their so called replacements, as we do even watch for stars , it is not good for the world cricket as we have selective matches to watch as non one would prefer to watch a match which don’t have any contest.

    And their is no other team than Afghanistan who looks prominent from the new test playing nations. Though they also need to get better, and their are only 10-12 playing nations out of which only few are good to be on head to head clash.

    I strongly feel that it’s slowly loosing it’s charm though we all want it to prosper more but we can’t stay unaware of the current state of cricket.

    Teams like Srilanka , south Africa, West Indies, Pakistan, Bangladesh, Zimbabwe, Kenya , etc should come back harder and raise their level of cricket to have the excitement back.

    Take Care

    SHAME!


    Seriously this is shameful to be around such coward people.

    Stunned, Saddened , and Disturbed with the offense.

    why we are in the society were we are so helpless .

    Why we can’t stop the constant injustice, and crime happening to the women around us.

    Another day another girl, another rape another murder and another life of an individual has been buried.

    What we are doing , !

    Shame.

    Just too tiny I am to say but yes we are helpless and we are actually careless, no remedies , no rule and no control over the crimes in India so far.

    A girl named Dr. Priyanka Reddy (Age 26) has been Gang raped , Murdered, and buried brutally by wrapping her in a blanket with kerosene oil near the toll post outside area,

    she was seeking help as her scooty was out of order.

    They punctured her scooter , they trapped her by offering help, they did everything bad what they should not have done.

    She called her sister and told about the vehicle’s status, the parents reached the same area from where she called but they already took her to somewhere else .

    It’s not about Delhi, Mumbai or Hyderabad.

    It’s not about short dress or love affairs,

    it is about the bloody criminal mentality,

    It is so sick to be around such cowards.

    SHAME.


    #RIPDr.PriyankaReddy

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    Good Things Coming your way.


    Good Things coming your way..

    Keep your head high & feet steady,

    This is your time,

    Your time to smile,

    Yes smile with joy.

    You have seen enough of tough times,

    And it’s over now.

    Believe,

    Pray,

    and feel ,

    Good Things coming your way.

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    Good Night.

    Thank you WordPress.


    Dear WordPress And My Lovely Fellow Bloggers, Thank you so much for being with me with all my senseless thoughts and Silly words,

    I appreciate everyone of you for being there with me with every single post of mine and encouraging me to do a bit better than yesterday,

    it is overwhelming to know that I have surpassed 3years on WordPress,

    I can’t express my gratitude towards WordPress for giving me an opportunity to put my views , thoughts and stories a platform through which I have been able to reach beyond the horizons,

    yes it gave me the big strong wings to fly and even fly higher.

    Thank you everyone

    keep all the love coming, and support me in the way you all did so far.

    God Bless.

    At a coffee shop…


    After a long day,

    Me at a coffee shop with a coffee on my table.. and literally no one to accompany me.. Looking everyone with a story in mind about their conversations..

    In between this, just swallowed the unbearable coffee sips..

    And my vulnerable eyes started looking at everyone and everywhere..

    Then I saw a table where three girls were sitting and gossiping about something with shouts, giggles and laughter..

    I just changed my seat.. And sat next to their table so that I could listen what they were talking about..

    Ok so now they were audible..

    As I raised my listening skills by few more decibels..

    So the coffee was quite entertaining now, and I asked one more to look engaged to the waiters.

    These girls were clapping and doing high fives in between them.

    The three girls were talking about their respected boyfriends, and how they have been pampered ..

    actually they were saying that , they literally play as per their will with the boys.. Be it a movie going or some expensive purchasing.

    They compared who is better among the three and how they are planning more expenditure from their boyfriends. As Diwali is on the cards now,

    I was actually liking this, as it is something new to know..that everything is as per planning and plotting.

    In between this they have realized that I am listening their talks..or observing them.. They may have thought that I am interested in one of them..

    So they actually started looking at me with a smile..which was even more hilarious.

    One of them has loosened her hair and started swinging her hair with a confident swag ..

    And looked at me with even more nuances .. With fixing her messy Red t-shirt near her waist.

    And looked at me for while trying to say Hey or Hello, with a smile filled with fakeness,

    I just turned my eyes and shakedown my head.

    She along with her friends left the place

    Reasons better know to them.

    But yes she had her flair.. 🙂

    And I turned off the signals and shifted focus on the right hind side of the table,

    Where I saw An lady around 85years was there with a kid may be her grand daughter..

    She was in a state of confusion as she don’t know what to order and how,

    Then a suspicious man with a very suspicious look came , could be her servant or a known fellow..

    Even he was unsure about the things so , I helped them to make their order

    He came and asked me to click a picture of him showing his Rudraksh and also asked my name,by saying I will be helpful to you sir, I am the one to whom you pray daily.

    I said, look I am helping just for the sake of kid and the lady ,not for being asked for clicking your PIC.

    He said ok sir, and obliged for the help in placing order,

    He was a bit different from normal, like mentally instable and heavy in voice, his actions were strange, though they enjoyed their coffee.

    but I still don’t why he asked me to click his picture though I deleted it.

    Then i recived a call from my home,left the place.

    Thank you

    ***P.S – I wrote this post by being at the coffee place.

    So strange ..


    If I can wish you Eid Mubarak

    If I can wish you Merry Christmas

    Then why you can’t even react to Ganesh chaturthi..

    Not Even to Shri Krishna Janamashthami..

    Infact you people stayed calm and unresponsive to festivals like Diwali and The Dussera..

    This is so strange for me to understand , also to figure out that why is it so..

    As you say you are not communal and hate communalism , like i do..

    And You say secularism is something with which you relate and stand by the best of your strength.

    But I don’t know by which parameters you consider yourself to be the secular Indian, as you behave like a stranger to our own festivals..

    about which we all have been taught in the schools and also our movies have shown us celebrating our festivals together be it Eid or Christmas or even Diwali..

    Then why I find it different from your end.. ?

    Why this hypocrisy ?

    Don’t spread negativity..

    We are Indians and we should stick together by the roots..

    we all are brothers irrespective of our religion And religious belief..

    anyways hope you people feel what I feel..

    Thank you Happy Ganesh chaturthi..

    And Happy Teacher’s Day.

    Love to sleep over your Lap


    Lap…

    I love to sleep over your lap,

    I feel so calm,

    Also sleepy..

    My worries don’t haunt me anymore..

    And I am not the same insomniac ..

    Also, I don’t have headaches..

    I feel so good…

    Chilled and relaxed..

    I feel free to breathe,

    All my tensions get vanished..

    Yes your Lap,

    similar to my mother’s lap,

    the warm and soothing Lap..

    Lap ,

    just love to sleep over your lap.

    Let me sleep over your lap.

    I never loved you.


    That day with some tears , she came to him and said, I feel sorry to you for being so helpless , I am sorry, I know you love me a lot and i really don’t need any evidence as I can feel it,

    but I never loved you dear ,

    yes this is what the truth is, I just wanted to be their with you till my parents search someone for me to get married,

    yes I never loved you, I just acted to be in love with you, I loved your company and everything you did for me ,

    yes I never thought About this day, but I should have thought about it,

    I am very bad I know,

    but this is what the truth is,

    I just wanted to get along in a busy status of relationship till my marriage as my friends were teasing me for living a life without boyfriend,

    so I did all that for which I am feeling sad.. I know I played with your emotions… But I am sorry..

    As I know you have been serious for me and I was just doing it for fun and showoff. I am sorry ,it is really bad and embarrassing…

    And the guy was listening without believing….

    With some tears and confusion.


    ***Don’t Play with Emotions..

    ***How should the guy react to it ? And what would be your reaction if you find yourself at such situation?

    Let’s Stay Independently United.


    Good Morning Friends,

    Wishing luck and love to all of you, And appealing all to believe in the integrity of our nation and celebrate our Independence,

    Yes a Very Happy Independence Day all my friends and fellow Bloggers across the globe.

    We all are one, we all believe in Unity .

    We all know our history, and the fight against slavery and struggle for freedom.

    So, We need to understand the value of the freedom, we have some issues still to fight like Terrorism, Unemployment,crime, communalism, etc etc we need to eradicate all these and the solutions against it,

    we have to strengthen our women and should focus on women empowerment,

    we need to have a parallel education system, no changes as per the state, one nation one syllabus and one medium, .

    we need to fight against the misconception of our so called social reformers and put the right things forward.

    Yes we have been doing some good things in the recent times which has brought some more expectations, it’s good the evils like triple talaq and article 370 has been removed, also the reservation have been offered to the people who are economically weaker, irrespect of the their caste.

    We have to accept that somewhere we needed these transformations,

    But we need more and more to bring back the title of The Golden Bird for our country. And I believe we can do that.

    Let’s fight against the poor mindsets, and stay united for the Harmony and peace.

    We all make India, The India world knows.

    Let’s stay Independent for ever and take our independence for more generations to come.

    Let’s Stay Independently United.

    Yes I Am a Proud Indian like Any other Indian. And I believe we all should be.

    Happy Independence Day!!!

    Mera Bharat Mahaan!!

    Jai Hind!!

    Pray 4 Kerala…


    Good Morning friends,

    We all are quite aware of the issues Kerala is facing now, with heavy rains and flood kind of situations ,in fact many portions of southern India is dealing with it,

    Kerala is in deep trouble, they face it every next time and I read this on s portal that it happens because of unplanned development, landslides and floods occurs mainly because of poor decisions taken for having developments, they discard the demands of nature, they opt for deforestation,rock cuttings, poor water harvesting etc

    Anyways, we need to stand by them in their tough situations, let’s stick together and help them , we could help them in any possible manner like offerings charity, donating essentials like food and basics.

    If you are good enough then I would request you to share your bit for them. And it could be anything they need food ,clothes, water, raincoats ,medicines etc you may Google it to do it.

    I have been following news about it 8 districts have been declared as red alerted. 150+ individuals are missing ,20+ people are died, (Numbers may vary)

    Imagine abundance of water everywhere you see and its still raining, you desiring for life to live with your family, but don’t how to survive. Being unsheltered,sick ,and hungry.

    It is horrible and tragic.

    Same is with Karnataka and Maharashtra, the people who are there are facing trouble as well, in fact the States residing next to the Western Ghats have been declared to have heavy rainfall and may face severe landslides .

    Our Govt. is trying their best but don’t why they do it after the occurrence, as I believe “preventions is better than cure”. Anyways hoping for the best.

    But Kerala has been the most affected state so far by being the most green and beautiful. And of course my favourite.

    Lets do it as a human being. let’s pray for them, let’s pray for Kerala, and urge god in our prayers about all the Kerala people, as praying for the person next to you is also a kind of concern.

    Thank you.

    They say…..


    They say I am too good for this,

    And they say I am too bad to be here,

    they say you may think that way or even this way,

    they say you can’t do this,

    And they say only you can do this ,

    they say you may have think so, And they say you may have thought that,

    they say you have mood swings,

    Also, they say you have overconfidence,and rash attitude,

    they say you can’t do much,

    As you are sick with your actions,

    Also you are carefree,Negligent and over rated.

    Wait,

    How do they say so, ?

    Do they have any clue about me?

    how could be they saying so,

    how they can be presuming about my mind, and heart, ?

    how they are so judgemental!

    And why?

    Who are they to think that I may think or may have thought so,

    Why they consider me so...?

    What gives them that courage to be so considerable about me.

    Literally What ???

    Look & Listen

    I am not like what you presume or consider ,

    I am just way beyond your imaginations.

    I love being Me,

    I won’t mind if you think I have attitude or I am carefree.

    I have something about which you can only dream to have.

    And that’s my originality I am not fake,

    I am Rude ,or care free.

    I have my head high for everything I do.

    And I don’t need a certificate for being selfless from you.

    I am not this or that,

    I don’t think this way or that way,

    I am Too Good for your mind to pick or presume.

    And it’s only me who know it better that what I can do and what I can’t, Got it .

    Take care!


    **Don’t be Judgemental about anyone, as they know themselves better.

    Pray for me.


    It is nervousness or anxiety , I don’t know….

    but it is something which is hitting my heart and mind,

    I think my heart is not willing to accept myself as a failure and somehow my mind has came to a conclusion of compensatory happiness.

    Being amongst the losers with some reasons, explanations , and of course few excuses has been the story so far,

    Loosing without a trial with lot of distractions and few strong barriers are something with which I am dealing from years,

    LOSER, is a big tag.

    And I think I am accepting it somewhere in my heart with sadness, its not that I never had the ingredients to conquer, but it has been somehow my negligence with some hard lucks, obligations and poor decisions.

    Yes it has affected me, my dreams, my aspirations, my happiness and my searching satisfaction.

    I am good at this and that but not enough stabilized to put it for some productive outcome ,

    Outcome in context of success, And successful satisfaction.

    I hate the confusion, hate that a lot as it ruined me, still I feel a compensatory choice I preferred for sustainment.

    As sustainment is an important thing I dared to avoid it once and paid the price for that dare,

    so may be I am not good at dreaming or my dreams are just dreams I should not try to feel and live it, I figured out.

    Yes it is saddens you at your heart , and you start questioning your own life,

    like may be god has made me for this and not that and I am trying to hard to go beyond god’s decision.

    Anyways I Still feel sad when people come and say you have been so good ,

    you could have done this and that with ease, you should have been there we always felt that you are something different and thought you to be at some high to look,

    we still have high expectations,

    you can still start and deliver with ease, you have the spark , you just have to focus and focus at like everything, we still have high expectations from you.

    And listening all that makes me feel so bad for being so unjustified to their expectations,

    it feels good to have high expectations but it breaks you into pieces when they themselves say you spoiled it man with your own, and failed and you are a loser!

    And then our mind and heart have some serious sadness with which we may not cope up.

    As it takes us to negativeness, when you start comparing yourself with your expectations and with your contemporaries. And you find yourself now where.

    You actually fail when you question your self or start thinking more than you should.

    But having being said that,

    I think life gives you chances to bounce back and roll it like a boss,

    I am still seeking and trying to find out that one chance to make it appropriate with my life and the people around it.

    I hope god has left one more good thing to share and hopefully I would accept it without any blunders this time.

    Pray for me.

    Thank you

    Bad at Response.


    Good Afternoon Guys,

    Today I am here with something to discuss which you may like , or may not but let’s discuss it.

    Guys, we often see such people in our daily life who have the tendency of speaking more and also speaking less, and it actually varies from individual to individual as per their own choices,

    But there is one other kind of people who speak relevantly good but have the tendency of showing disinterest to your talks, they will be available to you but with half of their heart, even if they are not half hearted but there traits will make you think so,

    they will give smiles, as reply, they may give you one liners sometimes even one words, they make reaction with expressions, they may listen but pretends to not listen, or they will change the topic at their will, which is actually disheartening to the individual who is eagerly waiting for a respected response,

    It actually makes you think that this man/woman don’t want to talk or may be not interested to talk or may have some attitude issues. Which is very much okay by their observations, as they are receiving such vibes from the other end so they may presume that,

    Even I don’t want to be in a conversation where the individual is finding words on instalments, I speak with my heart and also with a reason, and want the partner to speak well, and react whenever needed, not sure how you people think about it,

    But my opinion is this , and to have a healthy conversation, the two individual should have enough interest to speak and listen, one should not speak alone and vice versa.

    And it has nothing to do with the choice of context or with the subject of talks, they have the tendency of speaking in that way as they prefer it, regardless of the subject of talks.

    Of course I am not saying that everyone is blessed with good speaking skills or talkativeness, but it is not about the limited skills or the other, the individuals who act unavailable or who react late or selective with responses are actually Bad at listening skills and of course with the speaking skills, even with the reactive skills ,

    they should learn and improve, as it is actually a graveyard for themselves, as they are actually creating barriers between their loved ones with bits and pieces of words.

    Like they sound RUDE,FAKE,And ANNOYING!

    And someone with really bad Etiquettes,

    And no one prefers to talk with a person who has 3-4 words for every single thing you say, or may prefer to talk when it is needed the most with some sadness.

    This is what I feel , Don’t know Right or wrong,

    Do share your opinions if you feel so.

    Thank you

    I Find You Cute.


    I find you cute, seriously cute.

    When you smile in between the intense arguments,

    I find you cute, when you try to sing sharp with a bad voice.

    When you try and match your clothes with mine for every party,

    I find you really very cute,

    When you ask me to close the umbrella even if i don’t like rain, with a polite request.

    I find you cute when you share all the boring stories of your friends,without my interest.

    I find you cute, when I see you talking and crying at the same time.

    I find you cute , when you play the music of my favorite composer, whenever I am in stress.

    I find you cute , when you put your head on my shoulder and talk ,

    And in between that you sleep on my shoulder, which is even more cute.

    I find you cute when you ask me a kiss on your forehead,

    I find you cute with me, this way and also that way ,

    I find you cute every time.

    As You are Really Cute.


    Good Night

    This is Good!!!


    Hello Everyone,

    Well I am still not sure but as per the stats, this is my 100th post, I don’t know how to react,

    but yes I have been unsure about my interest for writing,

    But it feels good to be at 100 literally, like I scored 100 Runs,

    Also,

    I would like to share that I have surpassed 50posts on The Roasted chicken https://thoughts304.wordpress.com .

    the current Tally is 55, and 2019 especially July as been the recording breaking month for my all time hits,likes and views on both the sites.

    So, My total tally of posts including both sites is 155Now.

    And, I wrote more than 55posts this month on my sites respectively.

    So I am actually happy with the Presence of mine, I haven’t been so often active on WordPress due to my unavailability and other commitments but now I started writing more than I ever did. And happy with it.

    I would like to thank all of you for every single view like and comment. Hopefully I could double my stats soon.

    I need all the love and blessings from everyone of you to enhance my writing ability and to continue the Blogging.

    Thank you all for being with me throughout the distance hope we all could go further And make wonders.

    Thank you Again!

    Me Versus mE


    I’m fighting within me.

    My Mind And Heart is Dealing with Duality,

    The Writer,

    And An Engineer,

    Both are Right and Both are Mine

    Both Sleeps with me,

    And Wake with me as well,

    Both Fights Within Me.

    Both Dominate The Other.

    Both put my in trouble.

    As I don’t know which way to Go.

    I love writing and expressing my thoughts.

    I Love to be in the charge with the tag called Engineer.

    One is my hidden Pleasure,

    Another is my portrayed obsession.

    One is my Expansion to the Dream,

    Another is my source of existence.

    Can’t Pick One

    Can’t settle with one.

    I am Both,

    And I want Both.

    But It is Tough to be Both.

    I feel Like it is Me Versus mE.

    Aside

    Die with a smile


    Yes I am breathing,

    My Portion of Oxygen is Bad

    Its Poisonous,

    Enriched with impurities,

    I don’t want to Inhale it.

    I would prefer to Die.

    My Blood is not Red ,

    It looks like Violet in color,

    I don’t bleed at all

    Even if I cut my hand with a knife.

    It makes me feel that,

    I am not the same human

    I would prefer to die

    My world is Dark and silent

    My heart Cry every night and day,

    I can hear the audible wipeouts of tears.

    My few working parts of body has started abusing me,

    For my existence.

    They pray for my death as they feel its enough,

    Of what I have seen

    They say I am too good for the society.

    I should die,

    they can’t see me dying everyday,

    My left hand wrote a pleading note for my death to god, without my knowledge

    Yes I am naturally Right handed,

    But paralyzed from many years,

    And living my life,

    I am strong ,

    Yes I am strong at my head

    I am strong enough to live my life with a will to live.

    Look I I would prefer to Live and get Better.

    I am a warrior , I would prefer a fight ,

    A Tough Fight!

    And Then I may prefer to die,

    I don’t want to have tears in my eyes, before I die,

    I want to Die with a smile.


    ***Fight and Conquer you may loose but Don’t surrender.

    You Are Beautiful.


    You like The Roses, Right !

    I like the color called blue a lot,

    yes all the shades of blue,

    What about The Roses in Blue color !

    Layer by layer,

    The petals of Roses in Blue color.

    With some drops of dew over it,

    Which would add the glittering effect.

    You like wearing shorts more,

    As you love your legs,

    Yes long sexy legs,

    And I like short hair ,

    Colored short hair more, As world is beyond monochrome,

    What about you being in your favourite shorts,

    With the sexy long legs,

    And the colored short hair,

    Around the shoulder height,

    And the slightly soothing smooth breeze,

    Adding the visual treat .

    Visualizing the scene more and more

    And Feeling good about it,

    To see you in the colored hair with a Blue Rose,

    Also wearing the shorts

    And showing your sexy legs.

    With a token in my hand to give you

    With a note written

    “You are Beautiful”

    Stories and many more : II


    Hello Again,

    Well I would like to say that I am very happy with the response from the previous post of mine from the same segment which encouraged me to come up with the second post of such kind from my real life.

    Hoping seriously that you guys would shatter the same kind of love and response to this.

    Also for those who missed reading out the previous one I am sharing the link of it so that they could read it .

    https://wp.me/p83RXy-9E


    Okay, so I share an incident which had been a serious tension to my family.

    We all know that there was a superhero show which used to be there at the television and we all watched it like something more than precious,

    yes I am talking about shaktimaan the one only superhero show,

    i think it used to be there on the Saturdays mostly than started on Sundays as well,

    I was crazy for the show, I use to ran hard with all my strength and swiftness to watch the show,sometimes without removing shoes.

    So it was a craze for the kids of my age. And the guys from 90s would agree with me.

    Like many kids I used to believe in everything what I saw through television, though the show always provided the Disclamation of it is being fictitious and don’t deal any resemblance with anyone.

    But me being a kid, also idiot thought it showcases the real world.

    And I climbed up to the peak of water tank which was about 30metres from the ground level so that shaktimaan would come and stop me from jumping ,

    I literally did that by being influenced by my neighbor friend who stated that shaktimaan came to save him like he does in the TV and he met him that way,

    So i liked the idea of meeting him and luckily at the time I decided to climb , my brother was there with me,

    he tried to stop but I don’t listen at such times,

    and then he reached home somehow all the way from the water tank to my home which was about one km from my home,

    my mother came with a hustle with every tear falling over the stairs and stopped me,

    I reached almost of the water tank,as it was around 200stairs and I was too young to walk through it,

    so she came and took me from their with all the way to my home with some hard slaps , pulling my hair through the journey and yes folding of ears which was her favorite, she asked why you did so?

    I told her that shaktimaan was about to come but you came in between my mother told the show is not real it is fiction,

    I said our neighbor told me that he met him yesterday when he climbed so I did the same,

    she slapped me more than earlier as she felt I am having a bad bunch of fools with me,

    later she never allowed me to meet me but I used to met him again and again,

    I remember that the show has such an influence that I wanted to wear the costume of the show for all my parties if possible and allowed, also at the backyard i used to spin around and fly like shaktimaan but always failed 😀


    Hope you guys liked my story and allow me to share more my childhood with you all. Yes it is not that cool as it could have gone either way, so I would say that we should be selective about what to show the kids .

    Yes I have been idiotic as I find it ridiculous now and don’t encourage that all, but that’s what childhood is and like to share it with you all.

    And

    Always Follow the golden words

    “DON’T TRY THIS AT HOME”.

    Loving Ghost


    Yes he kissed her as she sleeps next to him every night,

    And in the morning he takes his breakfast with her.

    As she loves to cook for him and watch him eating,

    He make few cups of coffee which they enjoy with a kiss .

    She comes and goes,

    she is not scary but yes she is the ghost who thinks and treats him as her boyfriend,

    though he told her that I am not the one but she says let it be I like you as i used to like my boy friend,

    Also he asked about her that why she is ghost now, and what went wrong with her,

    she said she murdered her boyfriend and committed suicide as she caught him with another girl,

    And she had been brutally betrayed by her boyfriend.

    She likes him because he looks like him ,

    but he is single and lives just next to the room where they lived.

    And more ever he also failed in love with same kind of situation though he preferred to let her live with him,

    So there is a connection of being cheated by their loved ones but both had different approach to it.

    Anyways,

    She just wears the normal clothes like jeans T – shirts, etc like any other young girl not like the ghosts of the movies,

    yes her voice is dual and of course she has some amplitude at it.

    And She could smile and cry at the same time,

    She likes romantic movies. And prefer playing carom.

    She has the most beautiful eyes and even more beautiful smile.

    She is friendly to him but he don’t know how to tell her that she is a different spirit now,

    he can’t love her like she wants,

    Ghost and human can’t be the lovers,

    she says one day when the god would be kind enough on her she would happily leave the world but by then he has to be her love interest,

    He thinks he don’t have any other option as he can’t find a way to escape also he has generated some kind of sympathy for her.

    May be because of her love failure And the betrayal.


    That’s it.!!!

    Stories and many more!


    Ok , so years ago I was too young and considerably a kid, (I am still a kid but not as per physical appearance 🙂 )

    So I was a kid about 4 – 5 years and my family took me to school for the very first time , which was more like having new pair of shoes a good school bag few new friends and of course a delicious tiffin box daily for me, in short I was like any other kid not aware of that why I am going to school and all,

    so I still remember the very first day of my school, I did everything like a good boy, like well mannered etc ,

    my father used to have a moped called kinetic Luna by then,which he still have of course in working condition,

    So, I stood in the front of Luna with my choice as I like, winds & hair flyings passing by and my brother was sitting on the back side.

    We both have been always in the same class as he was forced to leave his school by my parents and attend my school as I have been the most pampered kid, so he restarted his schooling with me from KG-1 level from a reputed school of the town,

    Though we never looked same but few thought we were twins ,but we were not.

    So , we three were going it was about 2- 3kms from my house, I was very happy as I was crazy for a bike ride at that age.

    Then, The school came, and I was asked to enter the school my brother gone towards the gate and I was still not interested to go,

    I said I won’t go my father took me towards the gate and I just refused and did every possible thing like crying and running which may have been like shameful for my dad as all the kids and the parents were looking at him,

    he was really embarrassed with that, he tried everything but failed!

    suddenly I looked at the shop next to the school and was looking at a cake in the jar, which could be Of 2 – 5 Rs maximum.

    my father saw that bought it for me And my brother, I took that and never gave it to my brother, i entered the gate of my school and in the first period itself I ate my tiffin and of course the cake,

    and this is how it has been for years. I entered the school like I never had an issue of going , we need something to eat whenever we have been asked to study or to go school isn’t it?

    I am still thankful to the shopkeeper who was there and for having that cake.

    As it has made my dad’s life easier by then. And even I started going to school regularly as I had friends later,

    And I still remember that I used to eat my friends tiffin without sharing them at all 😀 .

    This is how it has been for the next few years of schooling till I was pressurized for homework.

    Thank you.


    OK so let me know should I continue such tales of my life or not.

    And yes I shared the same story of my life in the farewell speech of my school, which was appreciated by every other teacher and friends of mine.

    Yesterday kids were going to school in front of my house, some were crying and some were eating like they don’t care what will happen at school, so I recollected everything of my life from that portion.

    Hope you guys liked it.

    Good Day.

    Virgin…


    After 2 years of her marriage ,

    Pia came back to India to stay with her family, so many of her friends came to meet her,

    they asked her many random questions about her and husband,

    like,

    how is your marriage,?

    You both are happy ?

    How you have been these days etc.

    she said yes I am happy as I look. And we are living with all possible happiness.

    Her friend (Nisha) said , all good !that’s enough as you have been the most reserved girl from our group! And went to abroad all of a sudden .

    Pia replied ‘ yes i have been very shy and reserved.,

    Pia asked – What about you, are you still flirting with all?

    Nisha replied- yes sometimes for fun and sometimes for seriously nothing.

    But tell me about you how good is your life, you are looking different, he is nice to you right?

    I mean why you came alone where is he?,

    Pia replied ‘ of course he wanted to come but he had some commitments.

    yes I can’t tell you about it in details but I feel so lucky to be his wife.

    Her friend was not convinced as she can observe that her eyes were saying something else.

    She again, asked her the same question in a different way,

    ” hey your husband is a rich guy , I saw his profile has some good money in the bank and also have a lot of property etc right?.”

    She replied ‘ yes so.

    Her friend puzzled pia ” are you not excited with that, like money ,property cars etc.

    pia replied “yes if it excites you then I am also excited.”

    Her friend could sense that pia is missing something, she asked her again and again by some promises and all.

    Pia replied ” yes I am married I love him and he loves me, yes he is rich and talented that’s it,

    but you know what I feel like i am still partially virgin,

    Yes we travelled everywhere but not like a couple , he was there with some work and consignments.

    And I was there to make him feel stress relieved whenever needed.

    He has been there with me, but not there for me, more for status showoff. To show it to the world through social networking sites.

    And you know how we love, it is more like robots following some of the mating commands.

    Yes He is a proper straight man and i am also proper straight girl, nothing odd as it sounds.

    but the fact is that, he only touched my body and not my soul, and never allowed me to get in his zone of privacy.

    We are not connected to each other like we should have.

    My body is not virgin my friend but yes my emotions are , my heart is not there when I am with him because he is not also there with me, its more like a task to him or an activity to loose stress for him, that’s it,

    he is busy with his cigars and phone ,

    he is there but he is not there with me actually ,

    he loves his work more than himself. He love me but his style of love is not what I like may be he don’t even know how to love.

    He has a time for everything like 10mins for breakfast , 5mins for getting ready etc,

    he is a big time management insect.

    It’s good professionally.

    but not for the layers of love to get unfolded.

    But I am happy as I can’t be sad.


    ***Love is beyond the materialistic happiness. Love them with everything you have,not just posting pictures and buying gifts.

    Thank you Mr. Sharma


    Just saw you there for the very first time at the coffee shop behind my office.

    you have been playing & posing with the bunch of flowers .And waiting eagerly for your cup of coffee.I was there with a Client for a business meeting,But I hardly heard a word of him,As I was watching you without a blink,like a serious stalker,Still unsure about it as I have been a sophisticated guy,More like a Gentleman. But that day,I was like dumb, deaf and numb,Yes completely numb.I wanted to sit in the same table,And ask many questions like,”hey what’s your name?”can we exchange our numbers”?Though i have been very bad in getting numbers, yes seriously !And then you just disappeared from the scenes.Of course, i searched you everywhere in the city but I failed.I was sick and sad for more than a month.Then, one fine morning at my doors when I was there to collect the packets of milk,I saw you ,you are my new neighbor ,Yes , Niece to Mr. Sharma and came to pursue your Post Graduation.And trust me ,I tried a lot to be the best genuine neighbor but I failed deliberately.As I wanted to be more than just neighbors from day one.And slowly,Steadily,even you started liking me,And see where we are now,Tomorrow is our marriage.

    Well, Thanks to Sharma Uncle for being my dear neighbor,

    And Giving me my Love for life.


    *****sometimes we find what we search just next to us though we tend to search it everywhere being impatient. So just pray , believe and work hard, miracles do exists.*****But yes fortune favours the brave.

    Aside

    What A Match !


    Guys , I would be lying if I would say I watched a better match than that, Drama at it’s very best, everything was so close yet so far, may be the best match of my life so far.

    England .. the new world champions!!

    But New Zealand would be still thinking why and how , I strongly feel that the winner should be in a convincing manner , this is so unfair they tied the game and then tied the super over as well, then why and how they lost, this so sick that no. Of boundaries came in to play and england became the champion, on other side I feel that there should have been the joint winner formula like it was in 2000 champions trophy India – Srilanka.

    But cricket is unexpected as they say it proved again, new Zealand have been unlucky they could have been the champion if the throw from Martin Guptill was not gone for an extra six.

    Of course Ben Stokes was exceptional.

    But never the less, the New Zealand has won our hearts. And I am happy with their hardwork and effort. They are the champions for me along with England as neither they won nor New Zealand lost.

    Thank you

    Sunshine blogger award.


    Hello Friends, finally I am going to share that I have been nominated For sunshine blogger award 2months ago by Miss Vanilla https://bhanitasblog.wordpress.com, a very good blogger she wrote some sweet little stories with emotional poems as well. You all should look at her work.

    Thank you so much , Dear Bhanita aka Vanilla for nominating me , but I was unable to respond to the nomination, as I wanted , Though I always wanted, anyways I am very thankful for the nomination , it has been quite sometime I wrote about awards and all, so thank you and sorry if I failed to respond to any such nomination ever of anyone. Do remind me if possible guys.


    Questions & Answers

    1. What inspired you to writing?

    Ans. I started it my own, so I would say my heart.

    2. How long you can spend with your writing skill?

    Ans. Not Sure. It is on the mood but may be 3 – 4 hours maximum.

    3. Themes / ideas you mostly choose to write. ?

    Ans. I think I preferred to write on everything which came to me , yes I mostly wrote about love and its subordinates but I think I have been quite open to all the genres. But would like to more about love and they way to love.

    4. Who encourages the most?

    Ans. You all my friends. The society , the sadness and the madness of my heart are the main reason for my encouragement.

    5. Most important goal of life?

    Ans. To become successful, in every prospect of life, I want to be remembered as a good man, after my death.

    6. Favorite movie?

    Ans. I have many choices, but Swadesh, Rang de Basanti, Yuva, Arjun Reddy/Kabir singh ,Yemaaya chesaave etc are few of them.

    7. Views Regarding life from your own experience?

    Ans. Life is not simple , it has alot of challenges we have to face every challenge with different approach and ideas, as I believe that there is no set formula for living, my formula may not work for you and may work for someone next to you. So its like seasons, one thing would work for one time and we have to be ready with other for the next, anyways one should love with all the smiles and shines.

    8. Biggest challenge you face while blogging?

    Ans. I think so far I tried but sometimes one can see that my blogs look more perceptual, which sometimes I don’t like when I look back, I want it to be like book or a film, it should flow freely, but I am trying to do it, not sure about it you people can tell that better, yes I am not happy with my direct posting and writing habit, I think I should write somewhere else and paste and post it here, rather then writing here and posting it directly, sometimes I find errors later, also I don’t like my first title of the post , I edit and change it.

    9. Who would you look more than anyone?

    Ans. Frankly I was not clear with the question, so I consulted her and clearly tried to know what she asked , so the answer is me ,my family and only my family of closed ones.

    10. Greatest Failure & what you learned?

    Ans. My failures are very personal and I don’t discuss or even believe in elaborating it ,yes I am trying still to learn from everything I have done so far good bad right and wrong also from success and failure.

    11. Proudest Achievement?

    Ans. I am not sure, as I feel I have a long way to go, I have not done something so far to which I should consider as an achievement. I would happy If I could inspire anyone with my life.


    So I hope you all liked the answers, I tried but I can’t be the best when it comes to answering as I always hated answering, anyways as the format says I have to nominate few of my fellow bloggers, which I won’t to do as it is not fair for me to pick and plot few of my friends and moreover o find all of them equally applicable for the nomination,

    so I am nominating every single friend of mine on WordPress, I want you all to answer the questions I am going to ask below,

    I have deduced the no. Of questions as well I am going to ask you only 5 questions. Which you may answer and even let me know through comment section, as per your choice.

    The questions are :

    1. Which post of mine you liked the most and why?

    2. What would you like to change in me/post if you find it annoying, ? (Don’t try to be diplomatic)

    3. Would like to add any from here in your WhatsApp group? Name him/her.

    4. Any topic which you want to write from a long time ?

    5. Any topic or subject on which you want me to write.?

    Thank you.

    Aside

    Love Scoops… The Romantic Tale


    They both were watching a movie and it was around 2am, everyone except them were sleeping, it was a good regional movie which they were watching, and suddenly she realized that no one is awake, she whispered with a touch on his feet, ” hey, all are sleeping except us” !

    He turned every where around him at once, and said “yes it is quite late so obviously, they will sleep , and they may have watched the movie . so let them sleep, it’s a nice scene of the movie look at it .”

    She again turned every where. And said “look it’s too dark everyone is sleeping.”

    He replied with some irritation, “so what ? are you scared of ghosts or what, don’t bother about all that , ghosts don’t exists.”

    She said “are you crazy I am thinking something else. You are such a fool.”

    He was still unsure and continued watching the movie.

    She took the remote in her hand and asked him to look towards her if he wants her to continue the movie, now he could understand what was there in her mind,

    He looked towards her and she looked towards him with smiles and glitters .. She was shining like a star in the dark room,

    He somehow managed to touch her feet, and they both were still looking to each other,

    she kissed the palm of his hands with shivering all over her body.

    As they both were sharing such physical touchdowns for the very first time in their life.

    And they were just one day old confessed lovers, so it was there first love and also their first scoop of love.

    They both were shaky at the night, as they were young and confused with desperation, and it was all happening to them at a place where they were invited as guest, by a common family friend.

    They both decided to turn off the TV. As they were not watching it also it was giving more than lightning needed to them.

    They came close to each other now,without any light, and soundtrack.

    They were not sure how much loving is ethically good, and how to stop love at such point.

    She asked him that are you feeling something different, like me. I am feeling like something is there in my stomach may be huge amount of butterflies are flying.

    He replied “yes, I am excited yet nervous, I can’t tell that what I am feeling but yes, you brought this idea in mind. I was watching movie like a fool. ”

    She looked at him, smiled and kissed on his hand again,for 3-5 minutes. Like she has been paused.

    He also kissed her on her hands, forehands, shoulder ,cheeks, neck and forehead. Without any hesitation.

    She was stunned with such reaction, as it was beyond her expectations.

    Though she liked his passionate love.

    They lost themselves in that moment, their nervousness and shyness has gone somewhere.

    And there kisses were audible now,

    Can you come to the washroom he asked , she said I was about to ask you this. But what would you do there.? She asked with a smile.

    He replied everything. What we are doing now, we would be doing better than this.

    She said that’s it?

    Nothing else.

    He said I don’t know, may be a bit more.

    She smiled and kissed him on her cheeks and said okay. I am going you join me there.

    But be cautious while you will be coming.

    So that we may not be caught,

    In reply he said ‘yes yes go first’ !

    She goes..

    He was about to go..

    And suddenly he came to know that grandmother of one of them has just woke up, and slowly searching her glasses and drinking water, and sat on her bed .

    She came outside of the washroom and asks the grandmother to sleep, but she declines to sleep as she just saw a bad dream.

    That means they neither continue their love at hall nor at the washroom.

    They both go to their respective places as they both were aware that movie is also not there to sit together, they passed the flying kisses and sleep apart, and thanking god for such a lovely night.

    Stumped!


    The Man with some temper issues, did enough to make a mark , but still unaware of buttering to the officials, not a person with a reputation of striking like others , but reasonably good to be in the position for which we are still finding someone , he is not that flamboyant , not that outspoken, like these modern day cricketers are.


    Yes I am talking about Mr. Ambati Tirupati Rayudu,

    A person who has been good in studies in the early days also did graduation, and always considered as shy and reserved. Someone who never danced,

    But always a freaky guy as he did things in style. Be it the the tweet he did against the statement of chief selector of Indian team , for which he may paid the price of his life.

    Yes he was quite impulsive in nature , a short tempered guy, with some previous history of anger.

    Started his career with a big hype, and suddenly acclaimed as the next big thing in Indian Cricket,

    Missed the track in between as did all the wrong things at the right time, he opted to play for the ICL , the league which came before IPL , and considered as The Non BCCI league, for which many players have been penalized and left, somehow they all came back with the courtesy call of the BCCI,

    And then the fortune turned for him again, he performed for MI then for CSK, and did enough to play for India and scored decently with an average of 47+.

    But then , what went wrong how he has been left from the probables , is still a question mark which haven’t been answered!

    Later he was added in the standbys , but never preferred when the team needed, which may have hurt him more, as he was there in the reserved players list like Rishabh Pant, but Mayank Agarwal has been asked to join ahead of Ambati, which may have enforced him to quit the game forever at just 33years.

    Seriously not the way one should be treated. It shows the other side of our Indian cricket, He may have decided in an anger, but his anger has reasons and I feel that he has all the rights to feel bad and angry with the outcome,

    After all every cricketer wants to represent India in the world cup arena.

    He has been a good ambassador of cricket but has been treated in the most bad way,

    He deserved a better farewell.

    I hope we all could react in the best way, they ruined his career in the best possible way, I am sure they will sit someday in their life and feel bad about their decision, as he could have played for 5 – 6 years.

    Politics And Politicians are everywhere, proved again. As cricket fan I am completely saddened with it.

    If Ego was the reason to his debacle ,then I think this is the most worst thing happened in Indian cricket.

    Thank you.

    Love you even more…


    Hey Girl ,

    I love you even more,

    and more,

    When you are angry,

    I just love that face,

    That face with a Red tint all over,

    Pointed nose, sharper then the normal

    Still eyes, with questions more than a kid

    Sometimes folded lips, (internally)

    With the shrinks of eye brows, quite animated

    Love you even more , When you are angry,

    You look more cute to me, though I feel bad for making you angry ,

    But love to watch that face again and again,

    In love with that face of anger,

    Love you even more , when you are angry…


    *Girls Really Look cute When they are angry. Isn’t it? 😀

    Queen by heart…


    She came with so many Dreams,

    She explored all the Horizons,

    She created magic everywhere she looked,

    She is kind,

    And also beautiful,

    She is not a queen by birth,

    Not even a magician with her tricks,

    She is an ordinary girl with all the ingredients of Queen,

    Who creates illusion with her charm,

    Truly she is Queen By heart!

    The Roasted Chicken


    Hello, Beautiful Ladies and Handsome Gentlemen,

    Hope you all are doing good in your life ,

    today i want to share that I have another blogging site as ‘the Roasted chicken’ which is very special to me.

    Few of my friends know about it but many of you don’t , so I thought it is good and equally necessary to put that in front of everyone ,

    so that the people who know and who don’t know could be officially informed about it by me.

    I have been writing stuffs like poems ,lyrical tales and articles about love and hate over there,which may be liked by you all,

    Yes I feel bad for the fact , that I haven’t been regular on sites although I have been writing from 4years ,but due to lack of time I haven’t been that active on my sites, though I am trying hard and I am quite regular now than earlier I was, and I am assuring you all that I would like and try to be as regular on blogs as I can from now on.

    so I urge you all to have a glance over the site . if you really like the content then don’t hesitate to follow the site as well 🙂

    I would be very happy if i could see your views over there as well, 😀

    I am sharing the link below, if you love someone or if you want to love or you have loved anyone so far , you will have a good time there for sure.

    And yes let me clear , this is not an advertising post, this is more of information about my blogging site.

    Tap the link below only if you are interested,

    https://thoughts304.wordpress.com

    Good Night

    Love Again, Live Again !


    Just break the shackles,

    Go outside, breathe the fresh air,

    make your day more brighter,

    wear the best suited dress of yours,

    yes let your hair swing in the breeze,

    wear a good sunglass if needed,

    Enjoy the Dawn and Dusk with a cup of coffee,

    Yes you faced a lot, you cried a lot,

    You may have lost your love but you still have life to live,

    Live it with honesty, Enjoy it more than you ever did,

    Let the love come to you again, and again,

    No point in feeling sad for the one who cheated.

    Don’t get confused, You cried enough,

    It’s time to get back to life,show some fight,

    Live Again Love again,

    Thank you

    That one friend!


    we all need that one friend for life,

    who laughs at our lame jokes,

    who cry with us at our tough times

    who stands with you when the world is apart,

    we all need that one friend for life,

    who fights for us without a care

    who is happy with our happiness

    And sad with our sadness,

    we all need that one friend for life,

    who finds you in the biggest of crowds.

    we do search for such one friend,

    but sometimes we never find anyone of such kind!

    Who selflessly stays with you in the thick and thin of your life.

    They are lucky who have such friends. Hope they live long together with smiles.

    Sleep Again ! – An Erotic Poem


    I want to sleep again, as you disturbed me in between,

    yes you rang ,

    you stupid alarm,

    we were at the peak of our love, yes you rang , you stupid alarm.

    let me tell you what the dream was,

    I can remember that it was very dark and he hugged me tight,

    we were tumbling this and that way of the bed,

    Yes he kissed me with some lusty passion ,

    sometimes at my lips & sometimes at my hips,

    I really love that noisy smooches,

    like I swallow my long sized noodles,

    Love that chocolate coated over my lips, which he tasted with some bites.

    yes I wanted it again and again ,

    Of course I love that sheer passion, as i was about to die with pleasure and pain.

    Yes I want to sleep again to watch the same dream again,

    And this time I don’t want you to disturb,

    As i want to finish the remainings.

    ***And then she switched off her alarm and slept again.

    WordPress needs some WORDS & PRESS!


    Hey, hello everyone , hope you all are nice and fine there.

    Today I am not here with any such content in which you may have difference of opinions, I am here to put some views of mine for the betterment , Rather say enhancement of WordPress . which may you all like and feel the same . Few of them have been furnished below,

    1. Whenever we write some content we often check the related standbys such as images ,videos, etc so I would rather prefer to have an option where we could get millions of supportive contents also automatically arranged by the context of the content. It is high time to find it from outer source and waste our time and energy, it would save our time and also gives us the added advantage of staying over here.

    2. What about having more fonts, more options and more tools to us, as when we try to compile a write up we often don’t like the font , style,themes and limited availability of options , as we often find it in other places. So for the betterment of it we need to have an updated and proper visual interface with some beautiful theme and editing options.

    3. What about having an option of finding the people from your own locations, so that we could have a group of blogger from our town ,village and city, in a way we could celebrate our blogging by meeting at least once or twice of month. Something like location of the bloggers as soon as they are there.

    4. Sometimes we do feel that we need a private window to chat with our friends , may be for knowing ourselves better and talking all that which we don’t want to share with a third person. So having a chat window is good tool as well. As we may discuss about the blocks and interruptions and clear it by them in our forthcoming posts.

    5. Again , when we use reader we find everything there so why not to have something which is as per the previous choice of ours it may be like a quote ,love story and an erotic post, whatever we prefer to read and like same kind of posts should be filtered again whenever we scroll. Our rather it should provide an option of filters there itself. So that a boy who is not interested in beauty or skin tips would not be able to see it by the filtration.

    That’s it for now,

    we all love WordPress and we all want it to be the best than being better.

    Hope the officials of WordPress reads my blog some day.

    Thank you.

    S H A D E S


    It was around 2 am , he reached his home, which was at 4th floor of the famous apartment in that city.

    He was extremely tired with the stress and strain of the day, as finding job is more tougher than doing the job,

    some how he managed to change the formal wears with shorts and took his sleep.

    he was an aspiring actor who was searching opportunities.

    But yet to get a call for acting,It has been 3months of joblessness.

    So he was frustrated in a way, but he was there to prove the people wrong who discarded him and his talent in the auditions he gave so far.

    So, the next morning he woke up with the same fighting spirit and gone for many more offices for auditions,

    And again no one even looked at his portfolio and rejected him,

    Now , it was around 3pm, he was about to feel sad and hungry at the same time, he received a call from a reputed ad agency, he ran and reached the agency with some nervousness ,he was asked to sit, then he was about to face the owner,

    But she lefts the place.

    He was stated by the manager that he has to do AD of some detergent, he was ready with the incoming and accepted it,

    Next Day, he reached the place and he saw the other side of acting world,

    he saw that there are many guys and girls are being asked for audience for the same AD in which he was already part, he was confused that why this audition is going on,

    before he could now he came to know that they are doing it as preventive method, as they may replace him if he does not do good

    Some how he managed to impress and did a good job, now in the same set he met the owner,

    she is beautiful with some temper issues he observed, she cleared his amount for the ad and asked him to meet again in the evening by sharing her card.

    He agreed and left.

    In the evening he called the no. Printed on the card,

    She didn’t lift and dropped a message in which she shared her address of farm house .

    He manages to go there. It is 7pm now

    He again calls. This time her phone is in a silent mode. Some how he enter the house.

    He could hardly find the purpose of calling him there.

    Then he enters , he is still not sure what’s going on.

    And suddenly he finds a weird thing of being locked from outside. He is scared now, who is there ? He shouts.

    She smiles and says relax , and in between this she offers him some drink and it was not tea or coffee .

    he says madam I am OK may I know what’s the reason to call me here. Is there any big project,

    she says yeah. It is bigger than you thought,

    As You have to impress me, or Should i say satisfy me! By sitting over a couch in a navy blue dress with some alcoholic eyes and unconditioned hair falling over her shoulder she says..

    He is shocked now. And says excuse me! What?

    She smiles again and asks him to come closer,

    And says look, I am searching fun and you are searching success,

    so should I say that you are the next star of the country. But for becoming the star you have to go with what I prefer for you.

    Look I know that you are from a small town and these things are new , but you may have seen the amount of aspirants near my office and you may be in a confusion that how and why you have been selected. And I hope you are by now quite clear with your doubts.

    And Pulls him towards her with showing some of her visible body parts,

    I saw your photographs in the portfolio and I decided that you will be in the ad, now I want you to be in the next project but for that you have to impress me in every prospect.

    I know you are good at work as you are very hardworking as told by the director ,

    Let me check whether you are equally good at other works or not she whispered.

    He replied I am good enough to earn money I think I don’t need to do this or that to become a star so thank you I am happy with it. I would like to go now, let the doors get open. He removes her hand over his neck.

    She smiled and says ,

    you know what the small town people are so poor they can’t take life smoothly, I am beautiful rich and also successful and u need opportunity which only I can provide but you are saying no to me. Do you know how fool you are ! Again she snatches few buttons of his shirt and pulls him towards her.

    He says yes I am fool , and happy with it and I don’t want to become star as well.. You are beautiful and also i need opportunity but it does not mean that I would do something which is not good ,

    I am not here for sale. Let me go! He slaps her and firmly looks her with anger,

    He Breaks the door and left the place. But she was not happy with what happened. As she had other ideas for him, and felt like rejected.

    Next Day,

    He was saddened now with the side effects of his dream and decides to leave the city. But in between the rush he has been called from another production house , they were seeking some one who is new and talented and found him as the perfect choice through his previous audience.

    Six Months Later,

    He is the star by his own merit without any comprises.

    And finds the same lady in every other business parties and looks her like he saw nothing.

    And one bad day he came to know that the lady has been killed at her own farm house from one of her longtime victim.

    Good Day!

    They are actors…


    Do you know how it feels,

    When you enter a place where everyone is an actor,

    They all are acting in their own way ,

    And you find that some play is going around you

    Around you, near your surroundings some kind of play is going on,

    In which you don’t know the act of acting, you’re real but everyone is acting ,

    In the play , you find yourself in the center of stage but you don’t know how to cope up with those super talented actors ,

    In your own life you are being played for being so natural and real as you treat it life and they treat it like a play,

    The entire play is so dictating that you being the hero of it, sinks as the actors want you to be.

    This play is about life where you are real and the surrounding is surrounded by actors.

    In the end you find yourself in an awkward position as you can’t act as they do.

    They laugh at you ,

    they may make fun of you ,

    They shout and scream,

    You may find some versatile performance as well.

    And you take all that smilingly with your head down and still not sure about what it is actually.

    Thank you

    RPR : Don’t be so real in life my friends

    Justice


    Hello people hope you all are doing good .

    okay so finally it happened though it could not bring the girl back..

    but at least her soul will feel good that her murders and the rapists are being sentenced for lifetime imprisonment, and respective punishments by the Indian Court.

    I don’t know why they were not given the death sentence as I find it is not a crime for which you can have an imprisonment, this needed more tough decisions, as they were so harsh on a girl who was there to live the life with smile . they did every wrong thing to her which was was not at all acceptable only the people with evil mindset can do such cruel offence,

    As we can find the charge sheet prepared by the cops who investigated, one of my fellow blogger as explained the entire offence in the blog, https://wp.me/p7FFpK-4a , and it is really shocking to read what the girl has gone through,

    but I think we all need to accept what the court has decided for them,

    2018 was the year, when it happened and I was the one who really saddened with the news.. I couldn’t control myself to stand for her ,besides the fact that few were trying to make it a political agenda..I wrote a post on my blog ‘This is not acceptable’ in which tried to put my views about the cruelness and the wrong way of furnishing it by some people – https://rprakashrao.wordpress.com/2018/04/15/this-is-not-acceJustice

    And i am here with her now again, with decision she may like if she could know somehow,

    But as everything came in her way though she is not here,but her parents will be feeling good about it as I am feeling for who just tried to make people feel her,

    But the responsibility is bigger now, do we want more such offence? Or we can control and chop it from here on,

    if I am the one who has to look at it I would bring out a strong law of live death sentence in front of public without any lifetime imprisonment sentences, as it would set the example to the individuals who have such mindsets, and would think twice before proceeding,

    Also I urge the Govt. Of India to be more cautious towards women empowerment and women safety, as it is as important as any other thing is…we can’t blame anyone after the damage has done, I think we need to accept the administrational mistakes and rectify it,

    Also we all need to step up and understand our roles we are the ones who are representing society, so we should be thinking of diminishing garbage around us, yes I feel that kind of people are garbage..

    I hope their family members are feeling some sort of satisfaction as I am feeling yes it won’t bring their daughter back..

    And nothing can bring her back to them but atleast the people are not breathing with ease is what satisfying,

    Something is better than nothing..

    #Justice

    Thank you

    The Obsession…


    Observing the obsession by searching the same eye contacts everywhere I go..

    Observing the obsession by every similar fragrance I smell…

    Observing the obsession when I accidentally turn back to look the same tiny little girl with a mild makeup like you..

    Observing the obsession when I stare any girl wearing that light pink salwar suit with churidar..

    Observing the obsession when I try to talk with comfort with everyone around me …

    Observing the obsession when I think about you with a big smile on my face..

    Observing the obsession when I stand and see any girl going with her head down..

    Observing the obsession when i dream about you at nights..

    Observing the obsession when I try to find you on every public platforms..

    And observing the obsession now , as I am writing this post about you..

    Dekho Udhar Pyar Hai


    Dekho Udhar Pyar Hai..

    Zara thhaam lo use..

    Dekho Udhar Pyar Hai..

    Utni toh nahi magar utni toh h jitni tumhe jarurat hai..

    Dekho Udhar Pyar Hai..

    Shyad usko tumhara intzaar hai…

    Kuch halki hansi liye hue wo whaa hai..

    Wahi se tumhe nihar rha hai..

    Dekho Udhar Pyar hai.

    Paa lo Usse.. Lelo usse

    Shyad tumhe bhi jarurat hai..shyad usse bhi hai jarurat..

    Apna lo.. Chodo ye jhijak..

    Pyar hai.. Dekho Udhar

    Dekho Udhar pyar hai..

    The Blame Games


    This is about the modern day habit of people.. We often see it in the case of two leaders, two lovers, two countries etc , we know how sad it is that whatever is the truth between the respective people has been either chopped , or manipulated.
    I feel it is a moral responsibility of the people to put the right things forward whether by doing so one is exposed as a culprit.
    But if they keep on blaming each other it becomes slightly tough for the people around them to judge about it, as both cannot be culprit and both cannot be the victim at the same time.
    In my view the culprit himself/herself knows about their individuality that they are not right, but all want to be in the safer side , all wants to pretend like a victim.. All want to show the world that they are right and the world is wrong..
    The culprit should be brave enough to accept their mistake and they should tell the world about it , they should not be living with a mask over their face..
    I urge everyone who is reading this post, just stop this blame game.. It would take some courage out of you to put the right things regardless of the fact that you me be not politically right, but an individual who is a victim genuinely, who has not done any sin to get blamed or defamed will breathe easy..
    Stop this now!!
    In a way it gives the culprit a chance to diminish the outcome of the wrong deeds up to some extent..
    We all live in a world with many kind of people , some do the offence and stay quite so that other could pay for his offence, and some face it by acceptance, so that no one else get bothered..
    There is no shame in accepting your mistakes , just stop denying it, accept it , don’t hide.. No more blames on the one who is innocent.
    Shame on those blame others or those who just stay quite being the culprit one..
    This is a crime and very much unkind.
    You cannot be right by being wrong..
    As if they are so conscious about their image then why do they do something which is not ethically good…
    And if they have committed that mistake they should be brave enough to accept it and face the consequences of it,rather then blaming others..
    They should have the courage to say that yes I did this… I am the one who is responsible for this… Or I am the one who made this mistake not anyone else.. Instead of manipulations..
    No More Blame Games.
    Don’t get biased don’t get judgemental..
    We should stay strong towards the one who is a victim regardless of the gender,caste, financial status..this is our responsibility.
    Thank You

    Love on Road…. A Fictional Love Story


    It was quite humid there in the evening….

    And he was tired with the extended travel. But he could only get some rest if he would reach the desired destination.

    He was quite tall by appearance with some good looks to get a stare.. Even in the noon with some stubble around his cheeks , wearing a white shirt, black goggle and a tight blue colored denim, with a travel bag on his shoulder

    He was waiting for some public Transport but what he could see is the limited availability of it over there.

    Ah.. He don’t know anyone there and he can’t call anyone from the destination to pick up.

    But he was waiting with a hope and faith on Almighty for more than an hour. And it actually proved worthy .

    He saw an auto , with a beautiful lady in red saree in it, with some beautiful eyes ,sparkling like stars.. And decorated with some heavy gold ornaments near her neck ..

    He sat next to her with a mere distance for decency. But they had their eye contacts which involved some spicy chemistry …

    And then they went towards their respective destination in the common route,

    In the next stoppage he has to arrange the sitting with 4 more ladies but no one was actually as beautiful as the first one.

    And he was happily placed in between the group of ladies and a girl.

    The road was quite bad in condition, as everyone was falling one over another and the guy was not happy with it as few were falling over him and he in result fell over the lady in red saree as she was in the corner. And she was looking with some angry eyes to feel bad.

    But she also fell over him, which made her understand the scenario, it was very dark in the road with no lights at all ,and the auto was going at good speed with some jerks and brakes ,

    Then he asked the driver about the time of reach to the destination and got reply of two more hour. He was like “Two more hours! ”

    Then the lady in red saree whispered are you from outside?

    He said yes , and I don’t know about the place , it is very dark and I don’t have a charged phone I have been traveling from yesterday and still not reached there.

    She said I will guide you and then she spoke about her self and asked about him precisely,

    and he was liking it, and she was also enjoying his company, she shared her travel reason, kids,husband’s job etc and by then he could understand that she is quite a nice woman.

    Another brake came in between and he fell over her with touch over her forehand and she smiled and said the road is nice are you not liking it?

    He said yes the best route of my life so far!

    And again she whispered something fishy and he couldn’t listen and he asked her what I can’t hear you by inching next to her mouth !! as it was quite noisy there,

    she smiled and said nothing in a whispered manner.

    She asked him about the purpose of visit and he replied that ” for an interview “

    she said you can’t work here as you are from outside you may not like the discomfort of here, he said I can if they pay good she smiled again,

    She said you can come to my village as you said you don’t know the location and it is very dark and the area is more than dangerous for unknown person,

    he said is it scary? And How I could come over there and where I would stay?

    She said don’t worry , don’t think much you may join us I will share the problem to my husband he would not say no to your staying. I will manage it.

    He was like thank you so much.

    By then it was evident to everyone in the auto that something is nice in the conversation as they were listening about what they talk. And enjoying such tuning of unknowns.

    Now, she thought to talk with the old lady next to him as she was quite known to her she asked about where she went and her purpose of travel.

    And in between this she pressed his little finger of right leg in the darkness..with her left leg’s palm..

    and he did the same in return , for some minutes.

    she took her leg away.

    And he put his head down to check whether he pressed the same leg.

    She smiled on her own and purposely rubbed her shoulder with him , he liked her instincts and he didn’t removed his shoulder and touched her hand,

    she also liked it and touched his hand and holded it tightly.

    Her eyes were bigger now, and filled with notions ,she was happily enjoying his style of love scoops.. and She may have kissed him but she could not as there were many in the auto.

    They both looked other side of each other with holding hands, for while.

    And after sometime they started looking at each other with some extended eye contacts, and smiles over the faces, with some awkward touchdowns.

    They spoke about their families and he came to know that her husband is very older than her and she is not living a happy life and so was seeking happiness in him.

    And in between this his stoppage came and he has to go now with a lot of pain…

    he smiled with helplessness

    she smiled with the folded lips and they said nothing to each other

    Auto driver asked him some change she gave it on his behalf.. he said how could I Return it ? she said no need of doing it.

    It was around 8.

    Then the auto started and she moved forward and he winked his eyes with plenty of smile and sadness…

    he turned again and again but he could not see anything as it was very dark there in the night…

    So he walked towards the destination in that dark night.

    ***Not The End***

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    Happy Birthday Amma..


    Happy Birthday Amma,

    May all the happiness and glory come your way,

    May you remain healthier forever,

    May you smile and laugh as you always do,

    Love you the most ,

    Thank you for being there for me in every possible way ,

    You are the only reason for my existence.

    You have been my favorite from the younger age and you gave me many reasons to be my favorite.

    You are irreplaceable in my life

    Stay strong and happier always.

    Lots of Love..

    W O M E N.


    Hello Everyone hope you all are awesome there, just thought to putting my views about Women and society.

    Actually They Are empowered enough by birth, they don’t need any other person to help them in any situation, they are able to enough cope with the demands of life in every prospect, they don’t need any charitable support.

    They are the support system for many around them, they make the world beautiful with their essence .

    They give Birth,they feed ,they nurture, they care, they love ,they teach ,they strengthen ,they sweat to make you what you are,

    They are playing every possible role around you which has been given to them by the god.

    But besides this our society is still lagging somewhere, may be because we are not understanding their Values, or we are taking them just as a part of our life, we have to look them in a different way, they are our mothers,sisters, partners, friends, and many more.

    Every possible effort is essential to preserve their individuality , it is like rediscovering world with beauty, women don’t need any speech or good words about them on women’s day,

    they need continues respect for being what they are to you in your daily life, it should be replicating in your actions, saying good words or kind to them is not enough , one has to give the respect and equality to them in terms freedom and choice of life, they should not be bounded for anything,

    they need better version of you,and world.

    Let them follow their dreams don’t control or dominate them, we can’t empower or strengthen them as they are already empowered and strengthened by god,

    yes we can help them to feel and breathe easy irrespective of the Male Dominant contamination.

    Feel their Individuality.

    Feel the importance.

    Feel their dreams and help them to achieve.

    You have no right to discard their choice of living.

    We are weak we need empowerment. We need strength ,

    Women are not weak. They just need your respect and care, and an open mind to understand them. That’s it.

    Bring out the Gentleman.

    Original Ones – People


    Few Learn with age,

    Few Learn with Experience,

    Few learn with Mistakes,

    Few Learn with Education,

    Few don’t Learn with any.

    Anyways this world is imbibed with mean and manipulative people. They may use the best of you before you realize and leave you without your choice.

    BEWARE

    The more I think about it ,the more I feel like biting some Red Chillies.

    Yes it is painful , yes it haunts

    and yes it hurts.

    They may learn with what they do with their life.

    They may grow ,

    They may become wiser,

    They may become HumanBeings

    Om Namah Shivaya…

    Har Har Mahadev …

    Jai Gauri Shankar.

    Say No To Suffocation!


    Good Morning Bloggers, I have some heat within my heart so just thought to pen down it.

    You don’t need to do something which is not giving you the comfortness, either it is your work or a relation. The more you bend the more they will bend you.

    Even the rubber has some limit of deformation, after that it breaks, we are humans, we also have that stretching limit but we need to find out the breaking limit so that it does not get too late.

    What if they don’t like by saying NO or STOP to them? At least it will satisfy yourself that you haven’t been a puppet.

    It may look bad to some,and some may feel you have a radical attitude. But it does not mean that what they feel or think is right. You have your limitations and you know it better , sometimes saying No is necessary. As you may get dragged into a shallow space where you find yourself suffering from Suffocation.

    It is good to stretch your limits and perform the best of what you can , it is good to be the GoTo Man , and someone’s yes man but it has a certain boundary.

    Everything is beautiful when it is under some dignified layer, if you feel that it is crossing that layer then there is no point of whatever you do,

    you can’t loose your individuality for anyone , you need not be feel like a puppet just for being good to him. You are the boss of your life no one can decide anything about you,

    if you have done your work with complete dedication you just need to fold your hands and leave the rest to god. It will convey your approach to fruitful result.

    You really don’t need any certification from anyone for your work. You are the performer ,you are the Judge.

    Teach them are nothe right way if they need it.

    Unfolding to your expectations is good but it is not necessary to dig the entire well to prove your mettle.

    Sometimes it is necessary to take stand and say STOP so that it would not reach the level slavery.

    Say no to this suffocation.

    If you know you are right then go with your emotions ..no need to hold back.

    Just because that someone’s is having some years of experience or some off colored hair it is not necessary that he/she is right in every prospect.

    Also if you don’t feel that you are not that good at some specific work it is important to say No I Can’t! . There is no shame in accepting your limitations ,it is a way of being realistic.

    Everyone has some limits.

    A plumber can’t become a doctor and vice versa. If the plumber accepts the challenge and does some surgery you may see some valve/knob inside the abdomen.

    So, you don’t need to say yes I can/ will every time and feel suffocated during the proceedings and after the result.

    Just be genuine to your work and the efforts.

    You are human being who is having limitations.

    And there is no shame in accepting it.

    This is about my ideology and I strictly believe in this , and i would not care if anyone have any disagreement with it.

    Bhagwath Gita


    GoodMorning , Just a Thought came in my mind to share it with all, yes I completed our holy book “Shrimadh Bhagwath MahaPuran”this month (Jan2019), which I started reading in the mid of December 2017.

    It took about one year to read it. And I feel very fortunate to associated with it. Also I would recommend it to everyone of you. As it is only going to add value to your life.

    It has 18 Chapters. And every single word has it’s own importance. As it has been stated that every single word has been illustrated by Lord Shri Krishna.

    I am not able enough to describe or to evaluate the book or the content but yes I would say it is more about the truth,purity and responsibility.. It speaks about social values Along with the cycle of birth – death and rebirth.

    It says that we all are doing what are meant to do by the lord whether its good or bad, precisely we are the creations of god who has limited life and power.

    Everyone should read it once to have the exact view about life and proceedings of creation.

    Do good be good, every single action has it’s own count .

    Don’t cheat , Don’t steal, Don’t hurt anyone.

    Also, came to know this that this is my 50th post on this blogging site, happy about it but never planned to complete 50 with this lovely post.

    Jai Shri Krishna

    Another Lazy Sunday!


    It’s 12…in the day and I am still laying on my bed..with a blanket over me…using my phone for searching something really amazing so that l could pass my time..

    But one can’t find it entertaining from 8’o clock..

    Yes I brushed my teeth ..took my breakfast …with a glance on the newspaper..

    But some laziness is there which dragged me towards the bed..

    And I came to lay under my blanket over my bed…time is moving very slow or I want some action ??

    I don’t know..

    Then in between this confusing state I am writing this on my blog…

    just to tell everyone about my current state of mind… Which is enriched with laziness.. And sleepiness..

    May be the winter is at its peak..or I am not enjoying the nonworking days..

    yes I wait for Sundays.

    But somehow Sundays are so boring for me…

    Why ? What do you think people?

    Look’ my 3rd tea is ready..let me take a sip!

    GoodDay…

    Happy Diwali !!!


    Happy Diwali……to all my dear lovely bloggers and Readers…

    May all the happiness, Harmony and success comes your way…

    May every Light of love and peace falls at your place..

    May you enlighten the brightest of vision to design the world to its best..

    May you bring out the best Version of yours as a human being..

    Enjoy this Diwali with lights.. And Bring the smile on our next needy near your surrounding…

    Say No to Crackers..

    Say no to Pollution..

    Say no to Danger…

    Happy Diwali…Have Fun.. enriched with All the culture and Tradition.

    Kill The Evil within you.


    Kill the evil within you!

    It is there around you and me.

    May be it comes when we are angry and anguish.

    May be it becomes healthier when you are cheating with your responsibilities.

    Kill it.

    It may be smiling when we fight with anger.

    It may gets happier when we are seeking for artificial satisfaction.

    Kill it by bringing your humanitarian values back in you.

    Kill it by helping others.

    Kill it by reacting to the injustices.

    Yes it is there within you as your ego.

    It is there in that grudges which you are holding.

    Kill it by saying no more enemies..

    Kill the evil within you.

    Kill the evil within the society.

    Happy Dussera : The Festival based on the triumph of Good over Evil.