This is What Suits You..


Moon
Sun
Stars
And
You, Should shine Forever,
Because This is What Suits You.

Shine Forever like the Diamonds,
Even More than The Diamonds,
Yes More And More,
Because This is What suits You….
This is what defines you.

You are The One who should never be Dim and Dark.
The Charm Of Your Face should never get faded.
The Aura of Your Persona should never get Diminish,
The Beauty of your Eyes should never get Lesser,
Should Never get lesser at all,
Because This is What suits You….

Darling,
Nothing Can Break You,
Nothing can ever overshadow You,
Nothing can ever Bother you my love,
Just Smile and shine Always,

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Because This is What suits you,
This is What Suits You The Most …..

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Some More Cigarettes Please. . .




Laying in pain, on the corners of Road,
Without any serious sense of shyness,

 

Also sitting sometimes near the balcony,

Thinking about You, And The Fate.




With this white smoke all around my face,
And  A Cigarette in my hand, And even many more packets of cigarettes,
with a lighter to put fire.
Closing my eyes , and taking the smoke inside my body,

Mixing it with my respiratory organs and destroying them ,

With my eyes filled with tears and all colored in red.




Smoking it like we breathe for living ,
Craving for it like kids do for food.

But Loosing Hopes of  Living a life.

Ignoring the Dangers involved in it, 
As every next choke of smoke gives some artificial goodness,
with lots and lots of worries. Everything seems disappearing slowly.

I know It's like a self destruction.
I know there is nothing like heroism in it.
I know it's not good for health,
Yes of course It's not magical.
It is not a healer not even a pain killer.
It's just that I am terribly addicted to it,
It will kill me someday,
May be with more pain than what I have now,
It may be unbearable for me then,
But still I want some more..
Some More Cigarettes Please.
,

**Fictional & And I Don’t Smoke.

 

**Smoking is Injurious to Health.

feathers


Feathers,

soft and glossy

Some Red,

And Some Dark blue…

Some long, some short..

Some feels like velvet,

Some like wool.

Some sticks with the hands

Some just kisses every time you touch..

Like a beautiful Fur..

Fur to feel the sensations,Ecstasy..

And Notions of love..

Some makes you feel cozy & shy..

Some bring back the hidden smiles within you.

Some fantasizes you with the touch,

some makes you feel love

And some Reminds you of someone you lost.

Notes for self.


I left them,

They will say what they want,

I have my things to do,

I know how to do,

I will do it.

Let them watch me,

And my Glory with some fake appreciations.

I need not to prove.

I am here for my own good.

Yes I am doing good now,

But will do a bit more better than this for sure.


Good Night

Lost’


Someone,

someday ,

somehow…

Just Disappeared .

With some anxiety and plenty of Questions,

Pain,

And confusion.

Just Disappeared

And Lost ..

Lost to find someone..

Lost to find happiness..

Lost to find Life..

Rather

Lost to find the own individuality.

Lost to find the soul,

Success,

And smile.

Let’s find the Lost one

Beauty of her Eyes


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Beauty of her eyes has changed my perception,

Yes it has changed me as well.

I think i am good enough to feel good about me,

Yes I can see the mirror for a while now,

As I feel I look good.

I look good because she feels I look good.

She thinks and she says the same.

I am more positive & poised .

I have more things to look at.

My eyes are wider now, with confidence.

My smile is more happening.

I am more than happy now.

Yes I do prefer better clothes,

As I want to look and praised more and more.

The beauty is in her eyes,

as I am still the same .



LOVE STAYS..


More than the world I have my views clear …

As I know it better than he , she and the one next to both,

I have my gut feel which is stronger than any evidence,

Evidence, 🙂 Do I need it?

I with my emotionally unbalanced state, confess that ,

Dear I still love you a lot, and it is literally impossible for me to look think and feel beyond you.

My Every single aspect of life is evolved about you, and it is still around you.

I may forget the biggest of things, or even the tiny little things at the same time,

But I am unable to forget you, with or without the forgiveness.

I am a kind of person who is still pertaining with your memories, in my real world even after years of detachment.

Yeah it is questionable, it is unacceptable.

But I have my set of answers and the questions.

I have my acceptance to the things. So I don’t need any other approval,

Feelings are stronger sometimes than the barriers,

Loving you as ever my love.

Can’t Help.

God Bless You.


*** I personally don’t prefer clean shaves.

POWER CUT : a love tale


It was around 6Pm,

and one hour was still there to leave the place,

Then what we felt that a power cut could be a good idea to have a little kiss near the godown, at the backyard of the office.

Actually it was her plan before the Long office tour of mine.

I really liked the idea and did the power cut through the help of electrician , and asked him to switch off his phone for a while and give some relatable excuse, things will be managed by me ,

He did the same without a question, and smiled back with a wink, I tapped over his shoulder and gave some bribe for the sake of love.

My girl has been informed the same, and she already reached the place with so many butterflies in her stomach, as this was our first time in the office premises,

Power cut …., and within 5 minutes everyone left the place with a joy of break from work , then slowly I reached the place ,

She was there , near the door of panel room,

I smiled at her she was blushing and it was dark all-around.

I just thought to look around me whether anyone is there or not, but in between that she dragged me towards her, and whispered “no one is here baby.., Don’t waste time” .

She kissed with some serious passion, and one could see the shine in her eyes, she quickly gone opposite to her shy nature which itself is a remarkable change.

Her thin lips were craving for a long lock with my lips, and my hands were around her neck and hair to hold her head tight.

We both started kissing in the dark messy room,

We both were kissing…

Kissing with the breathe choking smooches.

And with a passion full of love..

We lost each other in the moment there,

we were inseparable,

and we wanted to have so much more in between than just kissing, but we were still kissing,

and we hardly noticed that the office fellows are there who may come at any time,

Thanks to the electrician who reminded that he has to come back and switch the power ON.

We realized the same, and left the place with many more unfulfilled desires.

Thank you

*** A Fictional Tale 🙂

Reading a wrong Book!


At the end, yes almost of the completion rather say the actual start of it, I came to know that I am a reading a wrong book,

Book with multiple reasons to get attracted,

May be like an illusion…

To fall for a read, like a mild love story with moderate title.

With soothing songs, and sentimental scenes.

Just like we want that one particular well structured cake with some serious decoration in a bakery.

I picked , purchased and started Reading…

And it took really time for me to realize that I am onto something very different from my expectations..

It is a negative book ,with a concept negatively compiled, heart draining with the every single aspect of it.

Don’t Fall for it, Don’t fall for it..

Don’t waste your energy and time, throw it before it destroys you,

It is poisonous..

It took sometime for me to realize but it is good that I am out of it now..

Someone said it right…

Don’t Judge a book by it’s cover

lovE & paiN


Love is pain and pain is love

Both are on the same page and both are with one another.

Both are not easy to handle,

both makes you strong,

Both needs more and more of you.

Both will either make you or break you,

Why we love to have love , and want pain with it,,?

Sometimes without our choice, Will and demand we taste both

Live with love and love with pain so that we could live and love and feel the pain as a part of it

Pain gets lesser when we have our best partners to cope up,

Love gets more and actually grows when we have best partners,

so both are same in terms of demand, love grows and pain diminishes with our best possible partners,

Love is medicine which cures from the disease called pain,

Love your love always, like you love your love like no one else can love ever.

And your love never feel any pain even in a pain.

Why always me and not you..!


Hey listen ,

Why I need to say hello to you every time after your bye..

Why?

Tell me why?

Why always me the first and not you..

Why you can’t say the same to me ..

Why you feel it different from me to Approach..

Why you don’t feel the same eagerness to talk..

Why you are so selective and reactive..

Why you can’t initiate the first step..

Why?

Tell me why?

Why always me and not you?

Don’t Go..


Listen,

Don’t go,

Don’t go to bed !

Let’s stay awake in love as I don’t want to sleep and loose you even in my dreams.

Let’s stay away from fights as I know I can’t win and also I don’t want you to loose.

Let’s stay in love to feel you in me and me in you regardless of our distance in between.

Let’s stay away from egos and angers, and stay happy.

Let’s stay in life with our dreams, so that you and me don’t need any other day to live .

Hey ,

how could you go for sleep. When I have so much to ask and many more to share.

Kisses and many more.


She with an image of introvert, more of a book worm,

A simple, And Shy looking girl,

with long black hair , always oiled and tied !!!

And with specs ,

Falls in love with a guy,

who was not so good in the good books of any father,

With some messy hair,And untamed Beard.

with An Ear Ring for a show off, and a street fighter with profession.

but nervous in talking to girls.

He finds it tough to approach for romance.

Because Loving an introvert girl is not that easy at least as per the perception.

As one can’t force any other.

So, the girl understands his side and breaks the shackles of her own created barriers ,

She calls him to her house, with a loose hair and dim light ,

she smiles and removes her specs, with some tempting dress and a naughty pull towards her through his neck ,

looks at him and asks ” you being a macho scared of what??? , don’t you think I am like any other girl who likes love.

And in between her talks she holds him tight and kiss him on his lips with her own eyes closed .

The girl is not the same book worm and introvert at the kissing,

And she kissed him with all the hidden desires and passion.

And then the Guy kiss her with a more manly approach, he also feels good about it as they both have crossed their barrier.

and so, they both shared a passionate romance ,

And loving each other like they are carefree in love…

with some noisy kisses and many other things.

Return if you find it.


A Part of Mine is Missing,

I have been seeking and searching it’s Existence,

But I think I lost it,

Yeah,

I lost my heart and so my smile.

Check if it is there with you,

Please Return if you find it.

It has been there with me,

But I lost it,

Lost it from the last hug of yours ,

Just Check it,

you may find it somewhere,

Around your heart,

May be around your perfume,

Even around your Mirror,

Return it, if you find it.





Option / choice.


I wish I could have stopped her , a bit more,

I tried my best,

but she had priorities,…

And many more reasons to leave.

I wanted her to stay ,

Sit and talk more About she and me.

But she went as she felt going is a better option,.

Then talking to me.

Or she may have better things to do than talking to me.

I felt like ,

I am an option,

not a choice

Not a serious aspect,

Just a time pass Material!!

Who has been played,

And left after sometime.

Don’t Hide…


Yes I am happy..

I like the little cute smiles,

and the naughty winks of mine,

I wanted all this to happen for me,

Yes This is something different,

its special.

But still I am not accepting it,

I am hiding it,

I want to stay away from this,

I am staying at some distance without my honest will,

But this is quite cautionary,

I am hiding my emotions and the reactive notions.

I am hiding the cute little love.

I want loneliness not love,

May be I am avoiding it with the restricted barriers.

I don’t think I should love,

or i need a love story now,

I am good with the tears,

don’t want someone to wipe out,

I am loving this love but I think I can’t love,

I should not love.

I hope my emotions are not evident to the world,

I hope I can hide it well.

Yes I would prefer to hide my
Happiness,

My Feelings,

My Emotions,

And

My love.


*Don’t Hide your Emotions . Love , Hate , Anger, or Happiness just show it , feel it . it is good to speak and sort it out, no restricted barriers should come in between of your feelings and confrontations.

You Betrayed yourself .


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I am Broken

Sad

Alone

And

Empty.

But still Don’t want to Be in love with you as you don’t need it, as you don’t deserve it, as you don’t respect it,

You want darkness and the sadness,

And of course the Pain .

You may have many things to live and like, but you still need that one thing which you will never get , because you betrayed yourself,

you cheated yourself more, than anyone, You Idiot.

May you find heart and heartbeats as a human being . As you sound Alien to me sometimes, who has more of nothingness than anything to cherish .

God Bless you,

May you find yourself better someday.

May you find better reasons to live love and laugh.

Get well soon.

Let’s Love Again..



Let’s love

A bit more than the last time,

Like you say ” Lost in love”

This Red Rose is still a bud,

But it is like your favorite Flower,

I plucked it from the public garden,

And Just few drops of rain over it ,

makes it even more beautiful,

Like you look, when you loose your silky hair,

Let’s love,

And love even more,

Like we did,

in the rain,

Under your blue Umbrella,

Yes We kissed in public without any shyness,

As the love overshadowed the crowd around

Let’s love, Again

And love even more,

Let’s kiss Again ,

Even with the Rise of sun,

also in the Rise of moon,

Let’s love again ,

Near the favorite Lake with some coconut trees,

And some natural dim light,

Yes, Let’s Love Again!!!


Good Day

I love for life


I Believe in love , and loving for life.

I am not like these modern day lovers,

who change love on daily basis.

I am an old school lover, I love for life.

Love is beyond physical intimacy for me,

It’s like the connection of two individuals eternally,

For which they don’t need to have any official relationship,

any named relation,

any talks, any eye contacts

any face offs,

and not even any other connection physically.

Just their soul connects.

And I am sad that I don’t find people like me anymore .

And She said It…


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In A competition,

When she was asked to write about me by looking at me,

she left it blank and said

“I can’t write about him , as I feel I shouldn’t waste my time to write about him, when he is in front of me, I would rather prefer to watch him, and just keep on watch him…

Like my eyes got stuck at him,

Like my world has paused at him,

Like I don’t care for being watched by the world when I am looking at him.

Like he is the only one in the world to look and I am the only lucky one with the eyes to look at him.

Yes of course I watch him daily but that’s just not Enough for me,

I can spend my life watching him.

He is so much of love,

I can’t take my eyes away of him when he is there around me,

I prefer to watch him in anything and everything i do.

I kiss his photographs when no one is watching without a mark of my lips at his photos “

And Guess What,

I being her competition at other End , smiling , Blushing , and filled with love and happiness applauded for her .

And said ” I feel the same for you my love but yes I couldn’t have said this in front of everyone.

And yes please give her the Prize she won it without any doubts like she won my heart.”

With a smile .


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She with a little smile, Enough to Bring Glitters , came to my dream, asked me How are you?

I was angry with her even in the dream, I never replied to her, but yes looked at her with confusion and hesitation,

Confusion was there as i was not expecting her to meet me and ask how are you?

Hesitation was there as I was not sure that I should be looking at her or not,Being Aware of the current dynamics.

She was in a Black suit with her head wrapped with a Black Mantilla.

She looked Pretty in the attire like she ever did,

it was enough for me to feel that I am fallen in love with you again.

But she smilingly said you should get married now,

its enough of me,

I don’t deserve this much of love, I left you and its high time, you should move on,

Yes it is different from your perception, as you love with more passion and sincerity, but yes this how it has to be,

And God is there to punish me for all the Bad things I did to you,

I think You deserve a far better girl than me, that’s why all this happened,

I feel bad for being not with you , but I know you hate Me now, and I deserve all the hate.

I could see her crying with some tears and eyes filled with Guilt.

Than she left and the visuals got blurred,

I don’t know

I don’t remember, anything after that, she left and I tried to stop her but I failed,

The Dream was over!!

Then my mom came with a newspaper from outside and said ” that Guy again gave the wrong newspaper to us.”

I smiled and took the Newspaper.

Thank you

What They Never said!


They said you may burn, you’re using fire as your Darling,

They said you may get poisonous, you’re cuddling with a snake,

They said you may get shock, you’re are hanging out with current,

They said you may fall, you’re are buzzing around a rock.

They said you may you may drowned, you’re swimming across the river in rain.

They said This,

And They said That,

Actually They said Everything

Like Snake, Rock,River, Fire and current !

But ,

They never said Directly That you shouldn’t love her !

Which was needed the most,

Come on Guys,

How could I Believe in such Hints , Being Obsessed to Her, ?


*We should be clear with our words and Actions always.

Reading The Same Book


Reading the same book

Based on Love,

and Romance,

Reading the same book,

We liked the most,

Based on Affections,

and Emotions,

Reading the same book,

We thought to Adapt & Recompile,

Based on Me,

and You.

Reading the same book,

But,

Adding the chapters of hate and cheat,

Also, Pain and Redemption to the ending of it,

And Named it

” The Roasted Chicken.”

Looking not listening..


Most of the time she looked at him, without even murmuring a single word,

He was talking a lot, being unaware of being noticed, he explained everything what was needed regarding it.

She was looking at him like a poser poses ,with a smile and still eyes with some glittering effect in eyes.

Like a serious listener

And he was just speaking with all the professionalism without any hesitation or confusion,

as he was a sincere and dedicated sales officer came to demonstrate about the product for which he was assigned.

She liked his speaking skills more than anyone as she was not listening him, and she never cared that he speaks fast and non stop.

For her it was more like seeing someone very pure at eyes and innocent with looks.

it was like something special in front of her which she really liked and loved looking at.

And for him, talking to her was just making sure that he could convince her for the purchase of the product.

He explained everything, and asked whether she is impressed with product or not ? She has any doubts or what? She would purchase it or not?

She replied I am very happy with the product but would like to understand about it more deeply, so she asked him to explain the entire product again,(purposely she said)

He explained her for three times, (without any anger)

And finally she bought it with a smile and took the word to help her if needed regarding the usage, by the visit or via phone.

He smiled and said sure Mam.

And then they never had any doubts and explanations between them,

as the usage of phone was quite more better than explanations and doubts of the products.


Thank You

Raising My Eye Brow…


just saw your picture the other night,

felt like I saw something really unpleasing to my heart , more than my eyes.

As I could easily recollect my moments with you,

Which I actually avoided over the years. As I hate to recollect it.

wait,

you may think I watched it purposely, but this is not what the case was,

I was scrolling my social site and I found you there with him as youprofile picture.

I actually tried to avoid watching your pic by closing my eyes & scrolling down,

but one of my eye, may be the right eye still saw your pic as it never closed.

Though It looked like I was winking at you,

but not actually,

I Just watched you and him, with a raised eyebrow .

That’s it.

But it has been a really painful experience,

as I never wanted to watch you and your pic again ,

But accidentally I watched you through your pic,

That too with the one for whom you left me.

Sad but yes I saw your pic. !

Hate you dear!!

Blueprint of love.


She came with some questions, and asked him precisely ,

As he was the most sorted guy of the group.

he actually wanted to spend more time with her, as she was his love interest,

so it was like bread and butter to him.

she started asking about love and breakups and confessed that she had bitter memory of love, he smiled

and replied you have a memory of love which itself is good,

many of us don’t even have that,

they love without letting it know , even to their shadow,

And whatever you asked me about love is just the replica of your sadness of your previous experience,

I would rather suggest you to believe in the beauty of life, in the way it comes

accept it, and stay honest to it,

that’s it,

there is no blueprint of love.

That it has to be done that way or this way it varies from time and person to person.

She hugged him and said thank you my friend.

I am done with my doubts hope I find someone like you,someday!

He smiled, and just felt good about it.

Thank You

Independence


Happiness is in the Unity.

Strength is in the Faith .

Love is in the Harmony.

Let’s celebrate our independence with Happiness , Strength and Love.

And Adding the Flair of Unity, Faith and Harmony.

Happy Independence Day to all .

Jai Hind!!


Guys , Do Read My Post

“Let’s Stay Independently United ”

Link is shared below.

https://wp.me/p83RXy-bN

Thank you.

Aside

I see you ….


My mirror is not working ,

I can’t see my face, in it

I tried yesterday,

I have been trying from the morning,

But I can’t see my face ,

It’s not working,

I see someone else instead,

Yes I see you in it,

Whenever I try to see myself in it,

I see you,

Sometimes smiling ,

Sometimes fixing your shattered hair.

Yes you even wink sometimes,

Is it an illusion or you did some black magic. ?

But I can’t see me in it.

I see you in it.

Love and feel


Breeze just at the back yard of your house,

I love it like I love your breathe,

soothing and pleasant

like we listened that famous romantic duet with some cuddles and and a bit of salsa.

Still I wonder the shampoo you use , the perfume you spray

your hair is soft like velvet and the fragrance is still around my shoulders,

Don’t know how beautiful it would be if we could roam in that breeze with your open hair, and with that saree which I gifted you on your last birthday.

Sheer pleasure and a treat to eyes.

Don’t know whether I would just look at you or I would enjoy the ambiance.

As it would be like “surrender right now you can’t look anywhere else

Feel the Love.


Aside

Looking you in me.


jennifer winget

I am Adding more colors to your painting, as I added more flairs to my personality,

yes I like smiling now as you do, not much like you but yes I can smile my love.

Somehow I managed to look good by wearing the best clothes from my wardrobe as you have the tendency of making every presence picture perfect.

Yes I started using the same shade of lipstick which you said you like at the movie theatre last week.

Also i added a habit of you ,
looking more towards the camera and posing ,

I think I am looking you in me.

I am not the same individual who sits alone in the dark room with specs on my eyes and searching something exciting on my laptop.

I find my life happening with you and it is exciting as well I don’t need any other entertainment to pursue.

I love to look good now,

I want to be like you,

Always smiling always charming like a happy child.


***when we are in love we just love to do everything like our partner not to impress but actually to feel good about it, which makes love more beautiful.
*** Love can change your tastes, outlooks and choices.

Love , Me, And Problem


Me , Love And Problems, we three have been always with each other, love always came to me with many more problems, I accepted love with both the hands and problems with some tears, it’s more like a triangular love story of Bollywood , we three always fall for each one of us.

I still remember that I have chosen the path of love almost like riding the bike against the flow of wind, always risky and challenging.

But somehow I liked the drama around love with little bit of sweetness sometimes ,but most of the time it was bitterness which I tasted more. But still preferred to choose love and the problem later.

Love has been my actual girl friend and with whom I wanted to spend my life time, but problem has been the one whose secret crush has been me, with whom I never actually moved apart though always tried. As she has been a strong follower of mine.

I have been given option, to stay away from love to stay away from problem but i opted for love and so then problem persisted ,which in turn it has ruined my life,

my life completely demolished for the sake of love. It has broken my heart into pieces of chicken, which the problem enjoyed with some roasting,

so how I say I am like the roasted chicken, which you like the most with salt and pepper.

It is very painful to be the one with such reality where you find yourself alone and alone, every next time.

Deep down I feel , I shouldn’t have fallen for love it took everything from me, but I actually fall for it again and again, I am always someone who believes in doing the same mistake again and again irrespective of the outcome.

Yes maybe I am kid at heart, or fool in other words.

So, In return I end up being a showpiece to the world, they feel for me, the learn from my mistake ,they talk about me and some even likes to offer charity and some just do the gossips,

Even after all this if someone ask me would you prefer love to have with you ,but you have to accept problem as well,

I will say yes I want to have love regardless of problem and consequences.

You can’t love anyone without problem and in other way if you see you always need love to tackle with pains & problems.

You may loose sometime and sometime you may win, but it has to be the love for which you live regardless of it complementary gifts.

Love always !

Don’t worry about problems or it’s side effects.

Just try to have love in your side more and more with a smile and shine.

Aside

Another day.


Another day with some Rushing & slow downs,

With some smiles and some worries..

Some positivity and some insecurity along with it,

some expectations and faced many more realities.

Spent some time with self at the parking place alone. and recalled the time with everyone.

Now,

Looking the sky with more bigger eyes, and wishing the good wishes for the next day .

Loving and Living with smile.

Aside

Still not sure ..


Still I am not sure about it, as I can’t find any clue from your traits,

Reading your mind is very tough, as solving a jigsaw puzzle,

Sometimes you smile and sometimes you look apart,

Someday you text me, and some day you don’t even reply.

Somehow I came to know that you have mood swings, like me 😀

But still not sure about your views on me..

What’s there in your mind?

Tell me, so that I can think better about it.

Yes Thinking about you is like reading a poem, sweet deep and exciting.

But are you this or you are that !

What are you actually.. ?

Someday you dance, and someday you cry for hours…

Still not sure about you,

And your views on me…

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Hypocrisy…


We

Were

The

Perfect

Mismatch..!


We all can say this after sometime of our love failure without any hesitation,

but do we ever think about it when we actually in love with that individual,

I think we don’t and we can’t actually,

so how and why we say it after the things has gone other way?

Hypocrisy it is..

Instead of saying that we should try to be honest and accept that we were not good enough to stand by our love for which we are responsible, not the compatibility!

It Happens….


Just too hard it is to miss someone who has been not nice to you,

I think we don’t miss them, we actually still don’t digest the fact of they being wrong and harsh to us.

We don’t sleep in the nights .

And we sleep sometimes with the open eyes.

You can’t walk in the best available roads,

But you prefer to walk blindly near the sea shore.

It is tough to actually define it , as you don’t know is that the extended love !

Or the extreme hate it is.

Whatever it is , it makes life very tough.

Let’s Cook Love…


Have a boy and girl ,

With two hearts at a working condition,

Bring in some eye contacts, some attachments,

Add some duets for the texture,

some drama if needed,

with some possessiveness for the aroma,

You may choose Egos, angers and selflessness as per your nature.

Mix it well with confusions & detachments,

You may add Villains as spices,

And Garnish it with some cuddles,

That’s it,

The Recipe called love is ready to serve,


*** the happy ending or the ending with tears, depends upon the usage of the ingredients ,Like any other dish.


Let’s Serve Love.

The First Love


One day you will sit and remember that you  actually liked the moments you lived with your first love, whether we loved or argue there is something cute within it, which is inevitable.

you may find more love and more happiness in life but you will remember the one always as you shared the most purest form of love with him/her

yes they say it right first love is always the love which stays in our heart even at the ages of deaths,

First love remains there in your heart no matter how much you try to eradicate it from your heart, you can’t do it, you may find the valid reasons, but emotions don’t understand any such reason,

First love is an illusion,

you smile by the anger of your partner, and you get angry on the most silly things,

The more deep you love the more you live with the innocence of first love…

 first love is the best love, it is something which makes you grow more as person sometimes and sometimes it makes you a stubborn and even a kid.

But trust me the most beautiful emotion is love, and when it comes to first love I think the beauty of love is enhanced more and more.

Those eye contacts, the hints, the little cuddles, makes it even more beautiful,

Confusions, jealousness, doubts and possessiveness makes it even more exciting,

And the impatience adds the exact salt to the taste,

The first love is the beautiful garden with all the colors of flowers, which stays in the heart even after years and years.

Hate you the most…


I hate you,

yes I hate you even in your photographs,

I can’t take that fake smile even for few seconds,

just too harsh for my heart to watch you even in my dreams,

you don’t deserve an eye contact for the rest of my life,

yes I hate you the most ,

I don’t want to meet you forever,

Also,

I can’t even watch your sick photographs , I repeat!

Don’t know when I developed this hatred for you,

As only I know how much I loved you, You Bloody coward!

But you never deserved that love.

I hate you !! Yes HATE you the most.

Wrong or Right ?


Wrong or Right, I don’t know

If loving someone is a crime ,

then take me to the jail,

but you can’t take the feelings from my heart , as I live with it ,

if I am died, you may take it from my body but not from my soul,

Harder & heavier it is to justify you all as you people hardly understand my language,

as i speak clear and lucid and you only understand manipulations,

yes it is not that legitimate to love her,

but my heart is quite untamed,

it don’t have an active brain,

to think and tell that you are now Mrs. And not the same Miss,

by the way it beats faster than an ordinary heart,

whenever i remember you and me and the good happy days,

Can’t help!!!

And actually I don’t care.

LoVeAndOnlyLovE…


The Story of my love started with your smiles…

Strengthened with my anger..

Grown with your promises..

Nurtured with my beliefs..

Affected with the people around us…

Spoiled with the insecurities….

Ruptured with the traps of your loved ones..

Finished with your decision..

Separated by the society..

Not ended with my loneliness..

And

Reliving Love with WordPress..

Those Corners of Road.


Those Corners of Road are still there.

Still there as it has been ..

But not for me anymore.

The ambience of the road within the darkness of night with some dim moonlight is still the same as it has been,

But not for me.

But Not for me my dear..

There is some unknown relationship between me and those corners of the road ,

it is more like the relationship between the beauty and eyes.

Both are of no use without the existence of the other.

Those corners of Road take me to the memory of me waiting for you for hours without any hesitation , and impatience.

The memory of our long ridings to the conclusion of our silly arguments,

My life with you was more happening was just because of those corners of Roads...

They are still there but not for me anymore dear..

Those corners of Road…

Don’t lOok bAck !


Just a thought of looking back came in my mind , but it is good to move forward.. I realized then.

Though the life is very empty and I am very much alone.

Yes I don’t smile as i used to do. Yes I don’t live the life as I have been.

Yes I put my head down when I have been asked to answer as I don’t want any confrontations as it illogical now.

Yes I think daily about  how it happened? And why to me? I could have done better or what?

But yes it feels good to know that I am not with those fake people , I am not around with the so called well wishers of mine.

As even I came to know that it’s good to be alone rather than the fake people.

So I don’t need to look back as it only gives me pain for being so idiot and blind in love. How I could be so fool? How they could be so cruel and selfish? Why I believed them in that way?

Many questions within me comes and make feel bad about it as I can’t get the answers. As they are unavailable to me in fact don’t exist for me anymore either.

So this life has taught me that yes it is very painful to deal with your emotional setbacks , as it may drag you again and again to the life where you have been but one should never look back . we should smile and move forward in life.

Don’t Look Back to the People and to the history which Hurts you even more than the pain your dealing in the present.

Just Don’t Look Back and Move forward.

As it will give you sadness only.

Life is cycle of happiness and sadness wait for the other side and live your life with a smiLe.

GoodNighT.

More of you….


More of you …

More of you my love…

Yes bit more of you is what I like…

But what you have been doing..

What you have been doing by hiding your own shadows…??

And the more I want…

The more you are invisible…

Invisible smiles…

Invisible shadows..

Invisible Love..

But a sense of your existence is always there…

In which I can smell your fragrance..

More of you I want my love..

Yes a bit more of you…

Hell is the Better place to live…


Hell is the better to place to live the rest of my life,

As it won’t give me these breathe taking pains on instalment basis,

As it won’t give me the sadness of being cheated again and again,
As it won’t insult me for loving you blindly every now and then,
Yes Hell is the better to live my life.

You are the reason for all these conversations,

You are the reason for all the instigations,

You are the reason for my helplessness,

You are the reason for every time i cry,
You made my life irresistible,
Hell is better place to live,

I can’t live with this shame,

I can’t live with this humiliation,

I do have words,
I don’t want to stay with it,
Yes I am frustrated,

As Hell is the better to place to LIVE.

Hell is the better to place to live the rest of my life,

As it won’t give me these breathe taking pains on instalment basis,

As it won’t give me the sadness of being cheated again and again,
As it won’t insult me for loving you blindly every now and then,
Yes Hell is the better to live my life.

You are the reason for all these conversations,

You are the reason for all the instigations,

You are the reason for my helplessness,

You are the reason for every time i cry,
You made my life irresistible,
Hell is better place to live,

I can’t live with this shame,

I can’t live with this humiliation,

I do have words,
I don’t want to stay with it,
Yes I am frustrated,

As Hell is the better to place to LIVE.


Clearly Yours…


Let me tell her that he likes her…

But what about you, ah not much.

I will be happy if she is happy with him.

But you like her. No I love her

Then why do you want to do this..

As I don’t want loose her friendship if she doesn’t likes me..

And moreover he is richer and best suited to her…

So your love…?

Happy with her happiness..

My love is tiny then her shopping wallet..

Even if she accepts me..

I know my life and her demands…

We would be the perfect mismatch…

Patchy Lines.


Yes I have to say that I love you and hate you, yes it is very tough to do both at the same time but yes I have been doing it daily from few years, I don’t know how but I hate you like hell and yes I still love you dear somewhere …I don’t know why.! You have been a puzzle you are still the same.

It is hard to have the love and hate relationship with the same individual but yes I have something like that and I am enjoying it. Yes I never wanted to hate you but your deeds are very bad, I know it is unbelievable but yes I do love and hate to you a lot.

I hope someday I can come to a conclusion of loving you or hating you only, rather than having both emotions on you. Don’t ask me which is more.

Love.

You’re the difference


the dark loneliness is lovable when it has your thoughts.

the charmless smile is sparkling when it has your memories..

the rough hair is shiny when it has your touch..

the awkward moment is memorable when it has your appearance..

the tough time is smooth when it has your support…

the confusing path is clear when it has your guidance..

the irritation is enjoyable when it has your flair..

the boringness is entertaining when it has your magic..
the sour is sweet when it has your existence..


the sick nights are electrifying when it has your swag.
So, you’re the difference..

Lost in You…


Yes I am Lost..

I am lost in you…

I am lost in your love…

I am Lost in the search of your love..

I am lost in this Amazing Loneliness..
This loneliness is filled with you and your thoughts…

Yes I am lost in love…

Lost in the most painful form of love…

Lost in the love of you and me…

Lost in the love which has been unaccepted by the people…

Lost with tears in my world everywhere..

Lost with you forever..

Yes I am Lost…

Lost with you..

Lost in you…

And I Want You without any Hope…

The Midnight Love…💞


Lost in a Beautiful lake under the Quenching Moonlight…

Pinching the Visions for searching something Unavailable…

Playing with Eyes to assume the Beautiful shower to feel fresh…

Searching something unheard to listen the soothing symphony…

Whispering with the words to convey the darkness around the dusk…

Want to love you even more with extreme passion in this tempting breeze…

The fragrance of your favorite perfume is flying around My walls….

Every Corner of my room demands you as your smile make them lively….

But you are not here..

And you can’t be here for me forever….

And I can’t say that I am Missing you as you are my Soulmate…

Thank You My Love….

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Leave me with a smile on your face..


And then she said…

I Love you …

But my family does not want me to live with you as they have other dreams for me and you don’t fit over there according to them…

And i can’t leave my family for you….. As they came earlier in my life then you……

So i have decided to live without you for them as they cannot understand my situation as you can do.

I am sorry for this

but I am helpless

I just want to say that you deserve a better person than me …

I know its tough and painful but this the last thing I am asking you for this life if you really love me please leave me with a smile on your face and don’t meet me again..

I can’t face you

But don’t hate me I can’t see that for me.

I am sorry I know its a kind of cheat with you but I know you will understand my situation better then anyone else.

Please forgive me..

Please Go …

I Will Meet You There..


I am leaving you for now..

But

I will meet you there…

Far away from this world…

There will be no one to ask us anything..

No Questions..

No Answers..

No Egos..

No Issues..

No Worries..

No Heartbreakings…

No Rights…

No wrongs..

No diplomats..

Only you….

Only me..

And our Love…

I will meet you there ….

Far away from the people..

Far away from this world…

Far away from the demands of life..

I will be there for you

I will be waiting for you

I will meet you there…

No one will be there to separate us.

I will meet you there..

Far away from this world..

Loving You a lot..

Bye

Watching My Watch….


My Time is not with me as it should..

My World is not with me as it should..

My Sun is not shining for me as it should…

My Stars are not twinkling for me as it should..

My Moon is not lightening for me as it should..

My love is not loving me as it should…

But My Old Sick Watch still shows me the correct time twice in a Day…

There Are Very Few Who are always there for you No Matter How you treat Them.

What’s wrong With you dear?


Hello Everyone..

How many of you agree to the fact that sometimes advising someone could become your mistake…

You may be doing something for the betterment of the individual by taking some unauthorized ownership which may hurt them if you have been enforcing your views on them. They may feel that you are taking their liberty from them to do things as per them…

And you being unaware of the thinking would give more suggestions which may be good enough but due to the fact that you are hurting their ego. They may ask you who the hell are you to give such suggestions..?

In fact I agree and understand their perception also. as no one want to feel lesser and its hard to see that people take opinions and views sportively…

Nevertheless its good to have a barrier of No I don’t need to do this…Rather then feeling bad of witnessing harshness…

But if you are advising then you will think that the person will praise you or will acknowledge you some Or the other way..

The minimum maturity level and ethics is not there…. Which we normally expect from the people to whom we normally like and admire…but if they led you down then you will feel that the expectation was mistake….

If anyone is advising you something then then you should be able enough to take it positively as no one has a free time in this busy world to advice you. Its purely selflessness .

he/she is advising you because they are your well wishers. You are not paying them to do so.

Is it mandatory that one should always say the good things and put the scope of improvement under the carpet…!

I look my mirror for enhancing my looks.it may show me some dark circles but it does not mean that I will break that mirror…!

The Last Love Letter…


27.06.2017 Tuesday

Dear Love ,

This Letter is for the Unconditional Love we had for each other…

May you read it with the same spark in your eyes as you had in your eyes for my Messages.

May be I am not your love anymore but you will be my love forever as I can’t have a replacement for you ever in my life.

May be your priorities have changed but it is still enough that you gave me the first priority in your life which is undeniable.

May be I am not good enough to have you in my life but it is a fact that you have been in my life for years which will stay with me.

May be you will not look at me but I still love that look of yours which imbibed with flying notions.

You may have gone.

You may have moved on.

You may have separated ways.

You may have decided to leave me alone.

But you cannot take the memories of yours from my heart&soul.

You know that My Love is immortal .

You have been special and you will remain the same till the last breathe of my life though you think that
loving me was a mistake.

Yes it is not easy for me to live this life

but I am living to prove that

Leaving me was your Biggest Mistake.

When we will be at our old ages if somehow we meet somewhere I will be happy if you remember that first emotion of love which we had.

Once upon a time we both have stated that we are soul mates ..and we are made for each other and I still feel the same

We are Made for each other…

Remembering you is my source of Liveliness.

God Bless You My Sweetheart.

I Love You