Artistically Beautiful!!


 

 

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I saw a Dream,

Dream with my open eyes,
With many more layers of love,
Love,
for the one to whom I never met,
And never saw,
She was Artistically beautiful,
As I don’t think ,
could ever see a lady of such grace.
With Her Beautiful Eyes ,
More like the Moon after eclipse.
With a Little Sharp nose,
May have customized before her birth,
Lips , like Little Roses layered with Dew Drops,
Soft , Smooth and colorful.
She looked like a Beauty with a Mysterious smile,
But before I could solve it,
She Disappeared.

 

 


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The Untitled love…


You know what, one day when you will sit and recall about it , you will be unhappy with your self, as you will see yourself as coward, as you never tried it for yourself and for the sake of your love. You always waited for some miracle to occur,which is not at all acceptable,

you can’t have such attitude, you will feel that you should have took some important measures to prove your love to her, at least a confident confession would have been easy to breathe situation you would feel.

I feel really bad for all such one sided lovers who never took an initiative, they have issues of becoming looser if she / he rejects, they become image conscious, they think they are not financially equal, they think they are not that in good looks and all, but some where some how they manages to love and like, they confess it to the whole world but never to the one they love.

And in the end they see that they are in the loosing side. And the reason for that is their coward behavior.

I always feel that one should fight in the best way till the end ,irrespect of the result, you can’t leave the Warfield without fighting,

There is no point of feeling bad and regretting about it later.

Show some courage you may find the same sort of emotions from the other side as well, and if not just move on with it as at least you gave your best to make your love count,

You can sleep better and live better as you tried.

Don’t opt for an untitled love in your life.

Love with courage to confess it ,


***Loving without courage to express and loosing in the end , is a real shame to the love. Say it with confidence and accept the outcome with smile.

Who will be the first?


Well who would be the first?

Yes this is what we see in today’s kind of love. People just wait and wait for others to come first and approach for their love.

Even though they know what and where they are wrong but they feel going first and speaking would diminish their so called self-respect.

Look , I strongly feel that one should know the exact difference between self respect and ego.

There is a very fine line in between the both, so normally people think they are holding there self respect but they are actually doing wrong they are living with ego and make it grow more and more. And in the end they ruin their life .

They should not do that , what I strongly feel, as the trees which have the tendency to bend a bit end up living long, as long straight unbendable trees usually chopped and used for other purpose (Bamboo).

So, One should look beyond all these in life, egoism is not healthy for anyone especially in love it is very dangerous, people should preserve their love and nurture it better rather than spoiling it with their childish egoistic approach,

Going first and solving differences does not make you a small person, it makes you brave and bigger than your partner.

yes make sure that you don’t do anything beyond that margin of self-respect.

Dignified measures are good to sort it out ,

Make sure that you show them mirror if they are wrong and accept your mistakes as well , have proper communication and give them time to grow as an individual.

Thank you

Not CREDIBLE !


Hello Friends,

Hope you all are doing good in your life , as i really want you all to be in the best of your health and mental state.

Guys today i have been thinking about the stature and the credible status of Bollywood , and i really feel sad for the circumstances it has been , the recent suicides of some of the most adorable and talented actors and the drama around their demise has been very strange and shameful, which is very sluggish with the best of my knowledge.

but when i see the last one and half years of entertainment world , i only feel cheated and betrayed by the so called actors and their closed ones, we have seen the involvement of Mr. Raj Kundra in the pornography case and also in the IPL Betting case.

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And then the never ending list of involvement of bollywood actors in drug peddling and consumption , we have seen the actors like Deepika Padukone , Sara Ali khan , Shraddha kappoor, Rakul Preet singh, Rhea chakraborthy along with her brother and yes Aryan Khan the son of famous bollywood actor shah Rukh Khan. Of course few of them have been are behind the bars but most of them are still in the process of investigation or may be the investigation agency could not have found any evidences or they were not enough to prove them guilty,

we also heard the noise of involvement form the televison industry with some big names from the business like Bharti singh and her husband. with due respect we have also some references of the south Indian film industry but they were are not as it has been form the bollywood,

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although with Aid of some of the most reputed lawyers they are safe and they are still working in the same field but as an audience we have to think do we still trust them ?

do we really feel them are someone who have been asked for investigation without a purpose.

do we really think that they have been targeted by some of the people for their political or ideological benefits ? which we usually get to listen who are supporting these actors or who defend the bollywood,

we do have our own brain we can sense that everything is not for an political agenda as some forces are there to destroy the youth of our country and by availing drugs in the streets by small kids or by some unconventional means they are trying to make our country weak and addictive to the drugs which could hamper us like never before,

it is sad that few still there political interests in the entire investigation and raids.

but i feel that the term called bollywood has lost its charm and attraction, people have slowly developed hatred which we usually hear in the general discussions in our local gardens, this hatred is also very reasonable not at all objectionable as they are the so called reel heroes they have extra responsibility for being what they are there many followers to them who follow them blindly, they are worshiped in some places, but if this is what the truth is then i think it is the common people who have been cheated the most for believing everything what there favorite stars said,

but the broader picture is that there are many families who are completely dependent on the film industry for their survival if this how we all are going to create a kind of rejection and question for all the valid reasons where and what they will do to survive. i can only feel bad for everyone who followed them and who is associated from the industry and have to face some hatred for things they have done wrong somewhere .

Thank you

Good Night….


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Besides the fact that the day was so irritating and a complete waste of energy and time.

but it’s time to calculate the positives out of this and plan the next day for being a bit better….

one more day of life has come to an end one more day of life has gone into veins…

Its humiliating but we cannot demand things in life its the misery but reality..

so all my friends just wash the face and expect the bright sun shine after the dark night ….the Dawn is on the way.

expect glory….

expect surprise….

expect happiness…..

Good Night

Strengthening More..


Twisted,
Even Crushed,
Broken,
And yes shattered,

Losing Everyday,
Falling from several heights Again and again.


Thrown,
Also Dumped
Yes Even a little Dismantled..

Shocked,
And scattered Into Pieces..

But Still Fighting,
Yes Fighting To Survive,
And To Get succeed,

Recollecting The Pieces and fixing it again,

Beware,
I am Strengthening, we are strengthening..

Strengthening More ,
To Defend ,
And also Attack,

Strengthening Again,
To Stand,  survive, And Succeed.

Yes We are Strengthening More..

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Reload!!!


The same thing is different when you start feeling it..

The same world is different when you start exploring it..

The same life is different when you start living it…

The same people are different when you start accepting them..

The same problems are different when you start solving them..

The same joke is different when you start enjoying it…

Reload the life by adding a new flair to it .

Everything is possible when you are willing to make it possible. It is very important to bring that adaptivity to withstand and conquer every single hurdle of life.
Just Bring back Life to Liveliness.
Thank you

    This is What Suits You..


    Moon
    Sun
    Stars
    And
    You, Should shine Forever,
    Because This is What Suits You.

    Shine Forever like the Diamonds,
    Even More than The Diamonds,
    Yes More And More,
    Because This is What suits You….
    This is what defines you.

    You are The One who should never be Dim and Dark.
    The Charm Of Your Face should never get faded.
    The Aura of Your Persona should never get Diminish,
    The Beauty of your Eyes should never get Lesser,
    Should Never get lesser at all,
    Because This is What suits You….

    Darling,
    Nothing Can Break You,
    Nothing can ever overshadow You,
    Nothing can ever Bother you my love,
    Just Smile and shine Always,

    jennifer winget

    Because This is What suits you,
    This is What Suits You The Most …..

    .


    The Right Girl !


    Just Not the Right Girl for you!
    
    As I smoke & Drink sometimes , and you don't,
    
    Just not the Right Girl for you ,
    
    As I Don't Pray much,
    
    Just not the Right Girl for you,
    As I laugh Louder than any other girl,
    
    Just Not the Right Girl,
    as I wear Some Clothes which are short and you don't like such clothes,
    
    Just Not the Right Girl,
    as I Care for others more than me, and you don't ,
    
    Just Not the Right Girl , 
    as I Don't share my problems and Pain , as you want it to be,
    
    Just not the right Girl,
     as I Am a free Bird ,and you want to have a puppet for you,
    
    
    I can't be that Girl with Limited Words as I speak a lot at times,
    
    I can't be your Miss Right all the time.
    
    As I want to fly and you want someone without wings.
    
    So Dude,
    You are free to have such Puppets more and more ,
    
    I am not the Right choice for you.
    Thank You

    feathers


    Feathers,

    soft and glossy

    Some Red,

    And Some Dark blue…

    Some long, some short..

    Some feels like velvet,

    Some like wool.

    Some sticks with the hands

    Some just kisses every time you touch..

    Like a beautiful Fur..

    Fur to feel the sensations,Ecstasy..

    And Notions of love..

    Some makes you feel cozy & shy..

    Some bring back the hidden smiles within you.

    Some fantasizes you with the touch,

    some makes you feel love

    And some Reminds you of someone you lost.

    Notes for self.


    I left them,

    They will say what they want,

    I have my things to do,

    I know how to do,

    I will do it.

    Let them watch me,

    And my Glory with some fake appreciations.

    I need not to prove.

    I am here for my own good.

    Yes I am doing good now,

    But will do a bit more better than this for sure.


    Good Night

    Lost’


    Someone,

    someday ,

    somehow…

    Just Disappeared .

    With some anxiety and plenty of Questions,

    Pain,

    And confusion.

    Just Disappeared

    And Lost ..

    Lost to find someone..

    Lost to find happiness..

    Lost to find Life..

    Rather

    Lost to find the own individuality.

    Lost to find the soul,

    Success,

    And smile.

    Let’s find the Lost one

    Beauty of her Eyes


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    Beauty of her eyes has changed my perception,

    Yes it has changed me as well.

    I think i am good enough to feel good about me,

    Yes I can see the mirror for a while now,

    As I feel I look good.

    I look good because she feels I look good.

    She thinks and she says the same.

    I am more positive & poised .

    I have more things to look at.

    My eyes are wider now, with confidence.

    My smile is more happening.

    I am more than happy now.

    Yes I do prefer better clothes,

    As I want to look and praised more and more.

    The beauty is in her eyes,

    as I am still the same .

    

    LOVE STAYS..


    More than the world I have my views clear …

    As I know it better than he , she and the one next to both,

    I have my gut feel which is stronger than any evidence,

    Evidence, 🙂 Do I need it?

    I with my emotionally unbalanced state, confess that ,

    Dear I still love you a lot, and it is literally impossible for me to look think and feel beyond you.

    My Every single aspect of life is evolved about you, and it is still around you.

    I may forget the biggest of things, or even the tiny little things at the same time,

    But I am unable to forget you, with or without the forgiveness.

    I am a kind of person who is still pertaining with your memories, in my real world even after years of detachment.

    Yeah it is questionable, it is unacceptable.

    But I have my set of answers and the questions.

    I have my acceptance to the things. So I don’t need any other approval,

    Feelings are stronger sometimes than the barriers,

    Loving you as ever my love.

    Can’t Help.

    God Bless You.


    *** I personally don’t prefer clean shaves.

    Reading a wrong Book!


    At the end, yes almost of the completion rather say the actual start of it, I came to know that I am a reading a wrong book,

    Book with multiple reasons to get attracted,

    May be like an illusion…

    To fall for a read, like a mild love story with moderate title.

    With soothing songs, and sentimental scenes.

    Just like we want that one particular well structured cake with some serious decoration in a bakery.

    I picked , purchased and started Reading…

    And it took really time for me to realize that I am onto something very different from my expectations..

    It is a negative book ,with a concept negatively compiled, heart draining with the every single aspect of it.

    Don’t Fall for it, Don’t fall for it..

    Don’t waste your energy and time, throw it before it destroys you,

    It is poisonous..

    It took sometime for me to realize but it is good that I am out of it now..

    Someone said it right…

    Don’t Judge a book by it’s cover

    lovE & paiN


    Love is pain and pain is love

    Both are on the same page and both are with one another.

    Both are not easy to handle,

    both makes you strong,

    Both needs more and more of you.

    Both will either make you or break you,

    Why we love to have love , and want pain with it,,?

    Sometimes without our choice, Will and demand we taste both

    Live with love and love with pain so that we could live and love and feel the pain as a part of it

    Pain gets lesser when we have our best partners to cope up,

    Love gets more and actually grows when we have best partners,

    so both are same in terms of demand, love grows and pain diminishes with our best possible partners,

    Love is medicine which cures from the disease called pain,

    Love your love always, like you love your love like no one else can love ever.

    And your love never feel any pain even in a pain.

    Why always me and not you..!


    Hey listen ,

    Why I need to say hello to you every time after your bye..

    Why?

    Tell me why?

    Why always me the first and not you..

    Why you can’t say the same to me ..

    Why you feel it different from me to Approach..

    Why you don’t feel the same eagerness to talk..

    Why you are so selective and reactive..

    Why you can’t initiate the first step..

    Why?

    Tell me why?

    Why always me and not you?

    Don’t Go..


    Listen,

    Don’t go,

    Don’t go to bed !

    Let’s stay awake in love as I don’t want to sleep and loose you even in my dreams.

    Let’s stay away from fights as I know I can’t win and also I don’t want you to loose.

    Let’s stay in love to feel you in me and me in you regardless of our distance in between.

    Let’s stay away from egos and angers, and stay happy.

    Let’s stay in life with our dreams, so that you and me don’t need any other day to live .

    Hey ,

    how could you go for sleep. When I have so much to ask and many more to share.

    Kisses and many more.


    She with an image of introvert, more of a book worm,

    A simple, And Shy looking girl,

    with long black hair , always oiled and tied !!!

    And with specs ,

    Falls in love with a guy,

    who was not so good in the good books of any father,

    With some messy hair,And untamed Beard.

    with An Ear Ring for a show off, and a street fighter with profession.

    but nervous in talking to girls.

    He finds it tough to approach for romance.

    Because Loving an introvert girl is not that easy at least as per the perception.

    As one can’t force any other.

    So, the girl understands his side and breaks the shackles of her own created barriers ,

    She calls him to her house, with a loose hair and dim light ,

    she smiles and removes her specs, with some tempting dress and a naughty pull towards her through his neck ,

    looks at him and asks ” you being a macho scared of what??? , don’t you think I am like any other girl who likes love.

    And in between her talks she holds him tight and kiss him on his lips with her own eyes closed .

    The girl is not the same book worm and introvert at the kissing,

    And she kissed him with all the hidden desires and passion.

    And then the Guy kiss her with a more manly approach, he also feels good about it as they both have crossed their barrier.

    and so, they both shared a passionate romance ,

    And loving each other like they are carefree in love…

    with some noisy kisses and many other things.

    Return if you find it.


    A Part of Mine is Missing,

    I have been seeking and searching it’s Existence,

    But I think I lost it,

    Yeah,

    I lost my heart and so my smile.

    Check if it is there with you,

    Please Return if you find it.

    It has been there with me,

    But I lost it,

    Lost it from the last hug of yours ,

    Just Check it,

    you may find it somewhere,

    Around your heart,

    May be around your perfume,

    Even around your Mirror,

    Return it, if you find it.

    
    
    
    
    

    Option / choice.


    I wish I could have stopped her , a bit more,

    I tried my best,

    but she had priorities,…

    And many more reasons to leave.

    I wanted her to stay ,

    Sit and talk more About she and me.

    But she went as she felt going is a better option,.

    Then talking to me.

    Or she may have better things to do than talking to me.

    I felt like ,

    I am an option,

    not a choice

    Not a serious aspect,

    Just a time pass Material!!

    Who has been played,

    And left after sometime.

    Don’t Hide…


    Yes I am happy..

    I like the little cute smiles,

    and the naughty winks of mine,

    I wanted all this to happen for me,

    Yes This is something different,

    its special.

    But still I am not accepting it,

    I am hiding it,

    I want to stay away from this,

    I am staying at some distance without my honest will,

    But this is quite cautionary,

    I am hiding my emotions and the reactive notions.

    I am hiding the cute little love.

    I want loneliness not love,

    May be I am avoiding it with the restricted barriers.

    I don’t think I should love,

    or i need a love story now,

    I am good with the tears,

    don’t want someone to wipe out,

    I am loving this love but I think I can’t love,

    I should not love.

    I hope my emotions are not evident to the world,

    I hope I can hide it well.

    Yes I would prefer to hide my
    Happiness,

    My Feelings,

    My Emotions,

    And

    My love.


    *Don’t Hide your Emotions . Love , Hate , Anger, or Happiness just show it , feel it . it is good to speak and sort it out, no restricted barriers should come in between of your feelings and confrontations.

    You Betrayed yourself .


    jennifer winget

    I am Broken

    Sad

    Alone

    And

    Empty.

    But still Don’t want to Be in love with you as you don’t need it, as you don’t deserve it, as you don’t respect it,

    You want darkness and the sadness,

    And of course the Pain .

    You may have many things to live and like, but you still need that one thing which you will never get , because you betrayed yourself,

    you cheated yourself more, than anyone, You Idiot.

    May you find heart and heartbeats as a human being . As you sound Alien to me sometimes, who has more of nothingness than anything to cherish .

    God Bless you,

    May you find yourself better someday.

    May you find better reasons to live love and laugh.

    Get well soon.

    I love for life


    I Believe in love , and loving for life.

    I am not like these modern day lovers,

    who change love on daily basis.

    I am an old school lover, I love for life.

    Love is beyond physical intimacy for me,

    It’s like the connection of two individuals eternally,

    For which they don’t need to have any official relationship,

    any named relation,

    any talks, any eye contacts

    any face offs,

    and not even any other connection physically.

    Just their soul connects.

    And I am sad that I don’t find people like me anymore .

    What They Never said!


    They said you may burn, you’re using fire as your Darling,

    They said you may get poisonous, you’re cuddling with a snake,

    They said you may get shock, you’re are hanging out with current,

    They said you may fall, you’re are buzzing around a rock.

    They said you may you may drowned, you’re swimming across the river in rain.

    They said This,

    And They said That,

    Actually They said Everything

    Like Snake, Rock,River, Fire and current !

    But ,

    They never said Directly That you shouldn’t love her !

    Which was needed the most,

    Come on Guys,

    How could I Believe in such Hints , Being Obsessed to Her, ?


    *We should be clear with our words and Actions always.

    Reading The Same Book


    Reading the same book

    Based on Love,

    and Romance,

    Reading the same book,

    We liked the most,

    Based on Affections,

    and Emotions,

    Reading the same book,

    We thought to Adapt & Recompile,

    Based on Me,

    and You.

    Reading the same book,

    But,

    Adding the chapters of hate and cheat,

    Also, Pain and Redemption to the ending of it,

    And Named it

    ” The Roasted Chicken.”

    Looking not listening..


    Most of the time she looked at him, without even murmuring a single word,

    He was talking a lot, being unaware of being noticed, he explained everything what was needed regarding it.

    She was looking at him like a poser poses ,with a smile and still eyes with some glittering effect in eyes.

    Like a serious listener

    And he was just speaking with all the professionalism without any hesitation or confusion,

    as he was a sincere and dedicated sales officer came to demonstrate about the product for which he was assigned.

    She liked his speaking skills more than anyone as she was not listening him, and she never cared that he speaks fast and non stop.

    For her it was more like seeing someone very pure at eyes and innocent with looks.

    it was like something special in front of her which she really liked and loved looking at.

    And for him, talking to her was just making sure that he could convince her for the purchase of the product.

    He explained everything, and asked whether she is impressed with product or not ? She has any doubts or what? She would purchase it or not?

    She replied I am very happy with the product but would like to understand about it more deeply, so she asked him to explain the entire product again,(purposely she said)

    He explained her for three times, (without any anger)

    And finally she bought it with a smile and took the word to help her if needed regarding the usage, by the visit or via phone.

    He smiled and said sure Mam.

    And then they never had any doubts and explanations between them,

    as the usage of phone was quite more better than explanations and doubts of the products.


    Thank You

    Raising My Eye Brow…


    just saw your picture the other night,

    felt like I saw something really unpleasing to my heart , more than my eyes.

    As I could easily recollect my moments with you,

    Which I actually avoided over the years. As I hate to recollect it.

    wait,

    you may think I watched it purposely, but this is not what the case was,

    I was scrolling my social site and I found you there with him as youprofile picture.

    I actually tried to avoid watching your pic by closing my eyes & scrolling down,

    but one of my eye, may be the right eye still saw your pic as it never closed.

    Though It looked like I was winking at you,

    but not actually,

    I Just watched you and him, with a raised eyebrow .

    That’s it.

    But it has been a really painful experience,

    as I never wanted to watch you and your pic again ,

    But accidentally I watched you through your pic,

    That too with the one for whom you left me.

    Sad but yes I saw your pic. !

    Hate you dear!!

    Blueprint of love.


    She came with some questions, and asked him precisely ,

    As he was the most sorted guy of the group.

    he actually wanted to spend more time with her, as she was his love interest,

    so it was like bread and butter to him.

    she started asking about love and breakups and confessed that she had bitter memory of love, he smiled

    and replied you have a memory of love which itself is good,

    many of us don’t even have that,

    they love without letting it know , even to their shadow,

    And whatever you asked me about love is just the replica of your sadness of your previous experience,

    I would rather suggest you to believe in the beauty of life, in the way it comes

    accept it, and stay honest to it,

    that’s it,

    there is no blueprint of love.

    That it has to be done that way or this way it varies from time and person to person.

    She hugged him and said thank you my friend.

    I am done with my doubts hope I find someone like you,someday!

    He smiled, and just felt good about it.

    Thank You

    Independence


    Happiness is in the Unity.

    Strength is in the Faith .

    Love is in the Harmony.

    Let’s celebrate our independence with Happiness , Strength and Love.

    And Adding the Flair of Unity, Faith and Harmony.

    Happy Independence Day to all .

    Jai Hind!!


    Guys , Do Read My Post

    “Let’s Stay Independently United ”

    Link is shared below.

    https://wp.me/p83RXy-bN

    Thank you.

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    I see you ….


    My mirror is not working ,

    I can’t see my face, in it

    I tried yesterday,

    I have been trying from the morning,

    But I can’t see my face ,

    It’s not working,

    I see someone else instead,

    Yes I see you in it,

    Whenever I try to see myself in it,

    I see you,

    Sometimes smiling ,

    Sometimes fixing your shattered hair.

    Yes you even wink sometimes,

    Is it an illusion or you did some black magic. ?

    But I can’t see me in it.

    I see you in it.

    Aside

    Looking you in me.


    jennifer winget

    I am Adding more colors to your painting, as I added more flairs to my personality,

    yes I like smiling now as you do, not much like you but yes I can smile my love.

    Somehow I managed to look good by wearing the best clothes from my wardrobe as you have the tendency of making every presence picture perfect.

    Yes I started using the same shade of lipstick which you said you like at the movie theatre last week.

    Also i added a habit of you ,
    looking more towards the camera and posing ,

    I think I am looking you in me.

    I am not the same individual who sits alone in the dark room with specs on my eyes and searching something exciting on my laptop.

    I find my life happening with you and it is exciting as well I don’t need any other entertainment to pursue.

    I love to look good now,

    I want to be like you,

    Always smiling always charming like a happy child.


    ***when we are in love we just love to do everything like our partner not to impress but actually to feel good about it, which makes love more beautiful.
    *** Love can change your tastes, outlooks and choices.

    Love , Me, And Problem


    Me , Love And Problems, we three have been always with each other, love always came to me with many more problems, I accepted love with both the hands and problems with some tears, it’s more like a triangular love story of Bollywood , we three always fall for each one of us.

    I still remember that I have chosen the path of love almost like riding the bike against the flow of wind, always risky and challenging.

    But somehow I liked the drama around love with little bit of sweetness sometimes ,but most of the time it was bitterness which I tasted more. But still preferred to choose love and the problem later.

    Love has been my actual girl friend and with whom I wanted to spend my life time, but problem has been the one whose secret crush has been me, with whom I never actually moved apart though always tried. As she has been a strong follower of mine.

    I have been given option, to stay away from love to stay away from problem but i opted for love and so then problem persisted ,which in turn it has ruined my life,

    my life completely demolished for the sake of love. It has broken my heart into pieces of chicken, which the problem enjoyed with some roasting,

    so how I say I am like the roasted chicken, which you like the most with salt and pepper.

    It is very painful to be the one with such reality where you find yourself alone and alone, every next time.

    Deep down I feel , I shouldn’t have fallen for love it took everything from me, but I actually fall for it again and again, I am always someone who believes in doing the same mistake again and again irrespective of the outcome.

    Yes maybe I am kid at heart, or fool in other words.

    So, In return I end up being a showpiece to the world, they feel for me, the learn from my mistake ,they talk about me and some even likes to offer charity and some just do the gossips,

    Even after all this if someone ask me would you prefer love to have with you ,but you have to accept problem as well,

    I will say yes I want to have love regardless of problem and consequences.

    You can’t love anyone without problem and in other way if you see you always need love to tackle with pains & problems.

    You may loose sometime and sometime you may win, but it has to be the love for which you live regardless of it complementary gifts.

    Love always !

    Don’t worry about problems or it’s side effects.

    Just try to have love in your side more and more with a smile and shine.

    Aside

    Another day.


    Another day with some Rushing & slow downs,

    With some smiles and some worries..

    Some positivity and some insecurity along with it,

    some expectations and faced many more realities.

    Spent some time with self at the parking place alone. and recalled the time with everyone.

    Now,

    Looking the sky with more bigger eyes, and wishing the good wishes for the next day .

    Loving and Living with smile.

    Aside

    Still not sure ..


    Still I am not sure about it, as I can’t find any clue from your traits,

    Reading your mind is very tough, as solving a jigsaw puzzle,

    Sometimes you smile and sometimes you look apart,

    Someday you text me, and some day you don’t even reply.

    Somehow I came to know that you have mood swings, like me 😀

    But still not sure about your views on me..

    What’s there in your mind?

    Tell me, so that I can think better about it.

    Yes Thinking about you is like reading a poem, sweet deep and exciting.

    But are you this or you are that !

    What are you actually.. ?

    Someday you dance, and someday you cry for hours…

    Still not sure about you,

    And your views on me…

    jennifer winget

    Hypocrisy…


    We

    Were

    The

    Perfect

    Mismatch..!


    We all can say this after sometime of our love failure without any hesitation,

    but do we ever think about it when we actually in love with that individual,

    I think we don’t and we can’t actually,

    so how and why we say it after the things has gone other way?

    Hypocrisy it is..

    Instead of saying that we should try to be honest and accept that we were not good enough to stand by our love for which we are responsible, not the compatibility!

    It Happens….


    Just too hard it is to miss someone who has been not nice to you,

    I think we don’t miss them, we actually still don’t digest the fact of they being wrong and harsh to us.

    We don’t sleep in the nights .

    And we sleep sometimes with the open eyes.

    You can’t walk in the best available roads,

    But you prefer to walk blindly near the sea shore.

    It is tough to actually define it , as you don’t know is that the extended love !

    Or the extreme hate it is.

    Whatever it is , it makes life very tough.

    Let’s Cook Love…


    Have a boy and girl ,

    With two hearts at a working condition,

    Bring in some eye contacts, some attachments,

    Add some duets for the texture,

    some drama if needed,

    with some possessiveness for the aroma,

    You may choose Egos, angers and selflessness as per your nature.

    Mix it well with confusions & detachments,

    You may add Villains as spices,

    And Garnish it with some cuddles,

    That’s it,

    The Recipe called love is ready to serve,


    *** the happy ending or the ending with tears, depends upon the usage of the ingredients ,Like any other dish.


    Let’s Serve Love.

    The First Love


    One day you will sit and remember that you  actually liked the moments you lived with your first love, whether we loved or argue there is something cute within it, which is inevitable.

    you may find more love and more happiness in life but you will remember the one always as you shared the most purest form of love with him/her

    yes they say it right first love is always the love which stays in our heart even at the ages of deaths,

    First love remains there in your heart no matter how much you try to eradicate it from your heart, you can’t do it, you may find the valid reasons, but emotions don’t understand any such reason,

    First love is an illusion,

    you smile by the anger of your partner, and you get angry on the most silly things,

    The more deep you love the more you live with the innocence of first love…

     first love is the best love, it is something which makes you grow more as person sometimes and sometimes it makes you a stubborn and even a kid.

    But trust me the most beautiful emotion is love, and when it comes to first love I think the beauty of love is enhanced more and more.

    Those eye contacts, the hints, the little cuddles, makes it even more beautiful,

    Confusions, jealousness, doubts and possessiveness makes it even more exciting,

    And the impatience adds the exact salt to the taste,

    The first love is the beautiful garden with all the colors of flowers, which stays in the heart even after years and years.

    Hate you the most…


    I hate you,

    yes I hate you even in your photographs,

    I can’t take that fake smile even for few seconds,

    just too harsh for my heart to watch you even in my dreams,

    you don’t deserve an eye contact for the rest of my life,

    yes I hate you the most ,

    I don’t want to meet you forever,

    Also,

    I can’t even watch your sick photographs , I repeat!

    Don’t know when I developed this hatred for you,

    As only I know how much I loved you, You Bloody coward!

    But you never deserved that love.

    I hate you !! Yes HATE you the most.

    Wrong or Right ?


    Wrong or Right, I don’t know

    If loving someone is a crime ,

    then take me to the jail,

    but you can’t take the feelings from my heart , as I live with it ,

    if I am died, you may take it from my body but not from my soul,

    Harder & heavier it is to justify you all as you people hardly understand my language,

    as i speak clear and lucid and you only understand manipulations,

    yes it is not that legitimate to love her,

    but my heart is quite untamed,

    it don’t have an active brain,

    to think and tell that you are now Mrs. And not the same Miss,

    by the way it beats faster than an ordinary heart,

    whenever i remember you and me and the good happy days,

    Can’t help!!!

    And actually I don’t care.

    LoVeAndOnlyLovE…


    The Story of my love started with your smiles…

    Strengthened with my anger..

    Grown with your promises..

    Nurtured with my beliefs..

    Affected with the people around us…

    Spoiled with the insecurities….

    Ruptured with the traps of your loved ones..

    Finished with your decision..

    Separated by the society..

    Not ended with my loneliness..

    And

    Reliving Love with WordPress..

    Those Corners of Road.


    Those Corners of Road are still there.

    Still there as it has been ..

    But not for me anymore.

    The ambience of the road within the darkness of night with some dim moonlight is still the same as it has been,

    But not for me.

    But Not for me my dear..

    There is some unknown relationship between me and those corners of the road ,

    it is more like the relationship between the beauty and eyes.

    Both are of no use without the existence of the other.

    Those corners of Road take me to the memory of me waiting for you for hours without any hesitation , and impatience.

    The memory of our long ridings to the conclusion of our silly arguments,

    My life with you was more happening was just because of those corners of Roads...

    They are still there but not for me anymore dear..

    Those corners of Road…

    Don’t lOok bAck !


    Just a thought of looking back came in my mind , but it is good to move forward.. I realized then.

    Though the life is very empty and I am very much alone.

    Yes I don’t smile as i used to do. Yes I don’t live the life as I have been.

    Yes I put my head down when I have been asked to answer as I don’t want any confrontations as it illogical now.

    Yes I think daily about  how it happened? And why to me? I could have done better or what?

    But yes it feels good to know that I am not with those fake people , I am not around with the so called well wishers of mine.

    As even I came to know that it’s good to be alone rather than the fake people.

    So I don’t need to look back as it only gives me pain for being so idiot and blind in love. How I could be so fool? How they could be so cruel and selfish? Why I believed them in that way?

    Many questions within me comes and make feel bad about it as I can’t get the answers. As they are unavailable to me in fact don’t exist for me anymore either.

    So this life has taught me that yes it is very painful to deal with your emotional setbacks , as it may drag you again and again to the life where you have been but one should never look back . we should smile and move forward in life.

    Don’t Look Back to the People and to the history which Hurts you even more than the pain your dealing in the present.

    Just Don’t Look Back and Move forward.

    As it will give you sadness only.

    Life is cycle of happiness and sadness wait for the other side and live your life with a smiLe.

    GoodNighT.

    More of you….


    More of you …

    More of you my love…

    Yes bit more of you is what I like…

    But what you have been doing..

    What you have been doing by hiding your own shadows…??

    And the more I want…

    The more you are invisible…

    Invisible smiles…

    Invisible shadows..

    Invisible Love..

    But a sense of your existence is always there…

    In which I can smell your fragrance..

    More of you I want my love..

    Yes a bit more of you…

    Hell is the Better place to live…


    Hell is the better to place to live the rest of my life,

    As it won’t give me these breathe taking pains on instalment basis,

    As it won’t give me the sadness of being cheated again and again,
    As it won’t insult me for loving you blindly every now and then,
    Yes Hell is the better to live my life.

    You are the reason for all these conversations,

    You are the reason for all the instigations,

    You are the reason for my helplessness,

    You are the reason for every time i cry,
    You made my life irresistible,
    Hell is better place to live,

    I can’t live with this shame,

    I can’t live with this humiliation,

    I do have words,
    I don’t want to stay with it,
    Yes I am frustrated,

    As Hell is the better to place to LIVE.

    Hell is the better to place to live the rest of my life,

    As it won’t give me these breathe taking pains on instalment basis,

    As it won’t give me the sadness of being cheated again and again,
    As it won’t insult me for loving you blindly every now and then,
    Yes Hell is the better to live my life.

    You are the reason for all these conversations,

    You are the reason for all the instigations,

    You are the reason for my helplessness,

    You are the reason for every time i cry,
    You made my life irresistible,
    Hell is better place to live,

    I can’t live with this shame,

    I can’t live with this humiliation,

    I do have words,
    I don’t want to stay with it,
    Yes I am frustrated,

    As Hell is the better to place to LIVE.


    Clearly Yours…


    Let me tell her that he likes her…

    But what about you, ah not much.

    I will be happy if she is happy with him.

    But you like her. No I love her

    Then why do you want to do this..

    As I don’t want loose her friendship if she doesn’t likes me..

    And moreover he is richer and best suited to her…

    So your love…?

    Happy with her happiness..

    My love is tiny then her shopping wallet..

    Even if she accepts me..

    I know my life and her demands…

    We would be the perfect mismatch…

    Patchy Lines.


    Yes I have to say that I love you and hate you, yes it is very tough to do both at the same time but yes I have been doing it daily from few years, I don’t know how but I hate you like hell and yes I still love you dear somewhere …I don’t know why.! You have been a puzzle you are still the same.

    It is hard to have the love and hate relationship with the same individual but yes I have something like that and I am enjoying it. Yes I never wanted to hate you but your deeds are very bad, I know it is unbelievable but yes I do love and hate to you a lot.

    I hope someday I can come to a conclusion of loving you or hating you only, rather than having both emotions on you. Don’t ask me which is more.

    Love.

    You’re the difference


    the dark loneliness is lovable when it has your thoughts.

    the charmless smile is sparkling when it has your memories..

    the rough hair is shiny when it has your touch..

    the awkward moment is memorable when it has your appearance..

    the tough time is smooth when it has your support…

    the confusing path is clear when it has your guidance..

    the irritation is enjoyable when it has your flair..

    the boringness is entertaining when it has your magic..
    the sour is sweet when it has your existence..


    the sick nights are electrifying when it has your swag.
    So, you’re the difference..

    Lost in You…


    Yes I am Lost..

    I am lost in you…

    I am lost in your love…

    I am Lost in the search of your love..

    I am lost in this Amazing Loneliness..
    This loneliness is filled with you and your thoughts…

    Yes I am lost in love…

    Lost in the most painful form of love…

    Lost in the love of you and me…

    Lost in the love which has been unaccepted by the people…

    Lost with tears in my world everywhere..

    Lost with you forever..

    Yes I am Lost…

    Lost with you..

    Lost in you…

    And I Want You without any Hope…

    The Midnight Love…💞


    Lost in a Beautiful lake under the Quenching Moonlight…

    Pinching the Visions for searching something Unavailable…

    Playing with Eyes to assume the Beautiful shower to feel fresh…

    Searching something unheard to listen the soothing symphony…

    Whispering with the words to convey the darkness around the dusk…

    Want to love you even more with extreme passion in this tempting breeze…

    The fragrance of your favorite perfume is flying around My walls….

    Every Corner of my room demands you as your smile make them lively….

    But you are not here..

    And you can’t be here for me forever….

    And I can’t say that I am Missing you as you are my Soulmate…

    Thank You My Love….

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    I Will Meet You There..


    I am leaving you for now..

    But

    I will meet you there…

    Far away from this world…

    There will be no one to ask us anything..

    No Questions..

    No Answers..

    No Egos..

    No Issues..

    No Worries..

    No Heartbreakings…

    No Rights…

    No wrongs..

    No diplomats..

    Only you….

    Only me..

    And our Love…

    I will meet you there ….

    Far away from the people..

    Far away from this world…

    Far away from the demands of life..

    I will be there for you

    I will be waiting for you

    I will meet you there…

    No one will be there to separate us.

    I will meet you there..

    Far away from this world..

    Loving You a lot..

    Bye

    Watching My Watch….


    My Time is not with me as it should..

    My World is not with me as it should..

    My Sun is not shining for me as it should…

    My Stars are not twinkling for me as it should..

    My Moon is not lightening for me as it should..

    My love is not loving me as it should…

    But My Old Sick Watch still shows me the correct time twice in a Day…

    There Are Very Few Who are always there for you No Matter How you treat Them.

    What’s wrong With you dear?


    Hello Everyone..

    How many of you agree to the fact that sometimes advising someone could become your mistake…

    You may be doing something for the betterment of the individual by taking some unauthorized ownership which may hurt them if you have been enforcing your views on them. They may feel that you are taking their liberty from them to do things as per them…

    And you being unaware of the thinking would give more suggestions which may be good enough but due to the fact that you are hurting their ego. They may ask you who the hell are you to give such suggestions..?

    In fact I agree and understand their perception also. as no one want to feel lesser and its hard to see that people take opinions and views sportively…

    Nevertheless its good to have a barrier of No I don’t need to do this…Rather then feeling bad of witnessing harshness…

    But if you are advising then you will think that the person will praise you or will acknowledge you some Or the other way..

    The minimum maturity level and ethics is not there…. Which we normally expect from the people to whom we normally like and admire…but if they led you down then you will feel that the expectation was mistake….

    If anyone is advising you something then then you should be able enough to take it positively as no one has a free time in this busy world to advice you. Its purely selflessness .

    he/she is advising you because they are your well wishers. You are not paying them to do so.

    Is it mandatory that one should always say the good things and put the scope of improvement under the carpet…!

    I look my mirror for enhancing my looks.it may show me some dark circles but it does not mean that I will break that mirror…!

    Sunday Mornings… 


    Good Morning Friends,

    Tell me the difference between the normal days and Sunday.
    Why we are quite late in brushing our teeth ?

    Why we are sleepy up to 10am?

    Why want Sunday to stay for a longer time?

    Why we want Sunday so desperately despite of the fact that we know it will come when it has to come.!

    We love Sunday a lot but why we are so casual on this day….even our first cup of tea is delayed but we don’t bother…

    and what about that million dollar tensions when go to bed on the Sunday night?

    Its a scary feeling….

    Sundays are precious…

    Is not it?

    How many of agree that we are quite lethargic on this day no matter how much we are fragile.

    God Bless you…

    Have Fun….

    its Sunday/Fun day

    Apology for the Analogy


    The way things are going now a days it could become even more worse for the people…

    just for the power game our so called mature experienced and bold politicians are crossing their limits …
    Are they not playing with the emotions of their countrymen …it’s highly idiotic to see them in this manner ….

    ohh fully selfishness beyond expectations…

    Why and how they do this ?

    Becoming communal or stating something which could hurt someone’s emotion is should be  strictly considered as crime for any single individual whether he is king or slave…

    as it could be the spark which can burn the entire house…..

    We don’t want any more fights or rights we have more issues to get sorted, and focus should be on the basics like unemployment, girl‘s safety, modernization, poverty, crime rate, industrial stabilization, inflation education and empowerment etc….

    how this community war Came in between these….grow up @our politicians
    #UPELECTIONs…

    Its our India and we can make things happen please know the value of a single vote …..

    Glory and Garbage….


    Oh, this life is very dramatic it makes us feel annoying at times…
    A man who has seen a life of a king and ruled people at His will like puppets …without any mercy and relaxation has now going to face all sorts of trouble in his life like poor common man…

    whether he likes it or not .

    and this time he is going to face all kinds of torture from the contradictors….

    it is simply harsh to the stature of a king to live this kind of pity life but its just his fate and he cannot make any choice ..I feel really bad for him he has seen glory now he has to see the garbage for survival…..

    O God you are very harsh sometimes….

    but its OK if you feel its just the proper judgment..

     life …!


    This life is quite a brain drainer sometimes. As it becomes tough to figure out the right one out of the numerous odd ways and in this process we could either become hero or zero .

    ohh…

    Its just that we are about to do something in which we are bound to select the thing whether we are not sure about its output, it could be both ways but we have to do irrespective to our will…if it gives a better result we take credit by that if not then we have to pay the damn price and it hurts more because its just not mistake it’s a forced mistake…

    situations and circumstances I hate this two words as they don’t favor me at all. I have to do all which I don’t want to do but time speaks louder then your will…I hate loudness though,

    And our mind is just doing nothing because we are thinking with all parameters of happenings…

    Mindislike a puppetsometimes..

    Sad but fact.

    more to learN anD morE to TeacH


    Well its obvious to grow and learn in life but as we get imbibed in certain duties in our daily life it becomes tough to aid every next thing in notice..

    As we find it boring in doing the same sort of things on daily basis and in return we start diminishing our creativeness in life…

    we want shortcuts for our life we want quick fixes…

    we do not need any experimentation or exploration ….thus it becomes necessary for us to proceed in the same way…. but this in conclusion states that we are not lesser then the software based robots who starts and completes the works on the same induced programming…they need charge to sustain or prolong their working ability and we need food…

    we need to have some creativeness in our life

    something more to learn..

    something more to grow..

    something more to express..

    something more to explore…

    and of course something more to deliver as a human being… how we can do this ?or do we want to do this ? is the biggest question above all….. the transformation of ourselves back to humans from robots is quite a lethargic process but this is the most needy thing which i find in our life….lets take the initiative to put the things in the most original way rather than the program based life….

    PEO¶LE


    People are Good,

    People Are Bad.

    People are Beautiful,

    People are Ugly,

    People are Saviors,

    People are Cowards,

    People are Humble,

    And People are also cunning.

    People are Humans With a flair of Devils And Deity.

    And Humans are crafted to be Good, Bad, Beautiful & Ugly .

    We As a Human Are Bound to trust Each other ,

    No matter what we have experienced in life. We have to live our life with a positive Mindset and belief ,

    All are not same ,

    there are Good People Who may Bring Every Happiness you were actually searching.

    Find People , to Trust Believe And Love.

    There is Right Time for Everything.

    And Yes Good People Do Exists.

    I Am In Need Of…


    I Am In Need Of A Bright Sunshine,

    A Strong Coffee,

    A Big Hug

    A clear Approach ,

    Positive Thoughts,

    Some Really Good News,

    New Opportunities,

    Favorable Decisions,

    A Deep Breathe

    Yes Of course The Good Sleep,

    Supporting Friends,

    Encouraging Words,

    Appreciation And Applause

    A Good Cricket Match,

    And A Never Ending Trust.

    I am asking because I need these more than anyone 🙂

    The Exact Reality


                                 

    Some see what they can

     Some hide what they can,

    Some show what they want

    And Some know what to show….

    They judge you then

    They make you cruel criminal and culprit

    They say what they are supposed to say..

    Mind you they don’t talk anything inspiring ,

    Not even reality, because they don’t even know the exact reality..

    So what is the exact reality?

    Of course it is not what showed to see,,

    It is that which has been hidden somewhere in the dustbin.

    Or in the dump box,

    May be sealed in the lips intact…

    The truth is frozen with all the selfish and evil deeds

    Can we really melt it?

    The truth is not necessary for the one who is not seeking it..

    Not even for the one who believed the false and fabricated truth.

    But for the one who has been stated declared and considered wrong, filthy and mischievous.

    For the one whose soul is pleading to bring , show and tell the exact truth and reality.

                                  Lets Find The Exact Reality.

    In Response ..


    Things are shaping slowly, like we see the clouds before the good needed rain, after a long never ending summer,

    people are back to move on the roads, some with the need and some with sense of relaxation,

    kids have started playing cricket again in the streets with masks while batting but with the common bat :p

    women are happy to see people walking, some in the evening and some in the morning.

    It is good to se everyone standing again with the same effort against the wicked virus, like they did last year,

    they all have realized it is not going to end this or that year, it will end when we all have our vaccinations, when we are not going to repeat the same mistakes again,

    we with the combined effort can make it possible, we will never have this shackled life if we abide and obey the modern rules of life.

    In response to this strain and that strain we all have to stand and prove again that this life which is gifted to us by god is very precious to us.

    And we are not going to make it waste by any such man made virus.

    Let’s Relive.

    K I S S I N G T H E K I S S


    Kiss , What is it ? Why We Do it? When it started? How It Started? What Are The Types? Etcetera Etcetera. So Guys Let’s Find The Answers On This Kissing Day… ( A Very Happy Valentine’s Day 🙂 ).


    Kiss is An Expression Of showing your love To Your partner, Friends, Parents, kids etc., it could be for welcoming, Greeting, Congratulating, Love making, consoling, fare welling, etc.

    It is scientifically stated that kissing is good for human beings, as a hormone called oxytocin is released which is also the main reason for having a kiss.

    It causes a chemical reaction on your brain, It is considered as a happy hormone.

    It has been observed that people kiss by learning it from another, And adapt it to their best , kissing on your partners cheeks, forehead, lips, Nose Neck, Palms, Shoulders , feet,etc are the ones which could be considered as an intimacy for love and love making,

    Kissing could be a bad experience if you or your partner is having a bad breathe and body odor . so make sure you smell good.

    It started 3500 years ago, as per Hindu Vedic Sanskrit texts, where kissing is termed as an inhaling of souls.

    The sculptures are somewhat the observation of the same. There are other terms which are debatable .

    There are many types of kissing so let’s not get in details of all, but yes The most common types are Lips Kiss, French Kiss, Neck kiss, Forehead kiss, palm kiss, Lizard kiss, Peck Kiss, Earlobe Kiss, Bite Kiss etc.

    you may Google All for knowing the details And The Steps involved in performing it. Don’t Feel shy to perform with Your loved ones 🙂

    So Kissing is a beautiful feeling and considered as good for humans as per various reports of physiologists , Kissing is not bounded as per the place and time, People have it by their choice in the brightest if sunshine to the darkness of night, at the corners of road also at the coffee table ,and bedrooms.

    Hope You People like it. And share your thoughts on the post.

    Spread Love ..

    Kisses.


    Sensing You


    Gloomy Eyes,

    Dim, And  Dull.

    Dusky ,What I see Everywhere

    Dozens Of Reasons Without so Reasonable,

    Ticking Boxes Like Clicking Selfies.

    Still Feeling Anxious , Impatient.

    Abiding All Conditions & Terms,

    Terms To Stay At A distance.

    Distance As Much as I can

    But You Are in the Every Blink of my eyes.

    Why I Sense ,

    Like Sensing You

    Expressions of love.


    When A Person Loves You …

    they Find love to Just express in any and every form , they find your dirty clothes clean enough to touch and then wash with their own hands,

    just their around the messy collar of shirt while applying a soap/Detergent they have a smile for which they don’t have a limit, and yes a lot of satisfaction,

    They wake up Early in the morning and hit the kitchen arranges everything with cooking your favourite dish with some secret smile and makes you eat with a complete satisfaction, it gives the individual some good feeling which is pure love,

    They even love to iron your clothes with a proper combination of clothes, They don’t do to express or show you their care ,they find it as a mark of love, they just want to be with you and your things and yes involve in everything which is associated with you,

    they want you to help professionally, emotionally, mentally and also personally,

    Sometimes it may sound like a that they should not be doing all that which a servant or we could do our own, but who can explain the one who is madly in love,

    They find it exciting, enchanting and encouraging everything small and big thing what they do for us.. Is just the pure form of love in which they live, and for which should be so Thankful to them,

    As love is more when you have your ways of expressing it, just not at your bed, not even by the gifts you share on birthdays, it should be there in everything what you do..

    Yes Just to get a complement they by being not so good at their health try their best to dress up well with all sorts of efforts to look good and make you feel good, please don’t ignore them after such efforts.

    Feel Your love For Your Partner in everything you do in life, But yes Do have an idea about the choices so that one should not feel like discomfort.

    A Daughter.


    She Is Awesome as A Daughter,

    A Daughter Who really Earned Respect for being So Loving And Reliable to Her Parents ,

    she could be in the 40s who lives along with her parents , she earns for the livelihood , as there is no other source of income , she could be working from last 16years , just never felt the need of a partner for herself as her priority has been always her parents.

    She is someone who merely talks with anyone in her locality, as she is a working women with just a day off in a week, also she finds her self different in the area as most of them are conservative.

    Few considers her as an egoistic, few find her modern girl as they prefer to stay at home.

    But At the age of 39 she gets married to a guy after few years of dating who basically works at the same place of work,

    He could be a bit younger to her as per the appearance but the most interesting thing is that Even though she got married to him, she has convinced him and her in-laws to stay at her own home with her parents as she can’t leave them at this old age alone, as she can’t walk away from her responsibilities which has been doing over the years both her parents have some disease.

    And they do need regular diagnosis and timely medication.

    Also they need someone for all the basic requirements and daily needs which she evenly realizes so she has put forward everything in front of her beloved husband and in laws which they without a second opinion agreed and the guy also took the appropriate stand to stay with his parents likewise.

    They do come and go on weekly basis at each other’s residences. I think they both are very good in their understanding each other.

    So every time I stand at my balcony I see a 40year old daughter go to her office and her 68years old mother and 72years old father comes and share their escorts by a bye or see you evening and also with a Ta Ta is so overwhelming.

    And the daughter replies the Ta Ta with do take medicines in time is absolutely cute.

    The parents stares the daughter Till she takes the last turn of the road which is so pleasing to my eyes.

    I feel she is an inspiration to every guy who at leaves his very own parents to the old age homes, or even makes their life miserable by treating them with taunts for every is single need of them.

    I have been watching this lovely visual of daughter and her parents. From quite a few days and she makes me feel good about life every time I see her .

    she is a tight slap on the faces of people who used to prefer boys over girls , or even have a negative mindset for girls.

    i hope we all have many more inspiring girls..

    I Want To Fly…


    I Want To fly ,Yes I Want To Fly

    Because I Deserve,

    I Deserve To Fly

    Up, High,

    Yes There in the sky,

    I want to fly,

    Just want to spread my hands like birds do with their Wings.

    Don’t Need Any Permission,

    Don’t Need any Command,

    Don’t Need Any Instructions,

    I am Enough ,

    Enough to fly high,

    Fly High Like A free Bird.

    I want to fly,

    Yes I want to fly .

    I Am Flying High

    Retirement & Responsibility


    One Day Everyone of Us will reach to certain Ages where we have to consider ourselves retired at least by the physical contributions, society standards, and also as per the demands of family,

    Everyone is very highly inclined at the working ages where one have command on the every parameters of life be it is a financial thing or a Any other responsibility ,

    but when we reach to the stage where we have been considered as retired by social standards, we have to get dependent on every single thing on our kids , be it is a financial need or any other requirements ,

    sometimes kids have this realization that from this month my father/mother doesn’t have the same job so I have to be their for fulfilling all the needs but sometimes we do forget this just by a fault or even by lapse or unavoidable conditions,

    at that stage we do observe how after all those days of work and having money all around life changes,

    but we just forget that we can’t afford everything what we feel to have , it is quite scratchy to ask sometimes as ego does comes,

    sometimes people over think and consider themselves as worthless ,

    we do see that same person who merely went to buy a packet of candles has started purchasing the households and grocery, shall we say time teaches..

    Or we can say they do want to contribute in the way they could. It is painful to observe it .

    But yes it is a learning thing even at such days because the more you are creating barrier,

    you find your self in a very doubtful situation it is also a thing to understand that one should never get too dependent on anyone at least to cope up with his own self respect.

    And yes the one who has responsibility of individuals of certain old age people and our parents should always prioritize their needs on fore front.

    Life is smooth and Fine when we don’t have any curtains in between, As We do find self created barriers which is sometimes so strong that it becomes Unbreakable.

    Planning Life is Not Always Possible, But Prioritizing Life is Always Possible.

    MAN Ki BAAT !


    HELLO,

    Let’s Experience and Celebrate MAN Ki BAAT, ( Men’s Talk).

    Happy Men’s Day to Everyone Around, I know it sounds weird and formal as we are not aware of such days, Neither we feel Anything special about it.

    Because we do not have any Social Media Propaganda for it, Not Even A Page , Video compilations or Even a text on our private Contact No.s , Neither we got educated/Informed about it in schools, Never Even saw anything in reference to it on television or even a hoarding about it 😀

    Yes We do find it Awkward to think special because we live in this society were we are questioned, judged and validated by the society itself, we are considered in some group of culprits, without any consent.

    We don’t Have an identity card to prove our self, We are going to face the same situation some day or the other, because society feels all are same,

    We are Strong, Weak, Equal, selfish, Partial, Superior, Incompetent and what not as per the demand and the needs of society and above all as per the manipulation of so called modern day social reformers,

    They are Right because they can’t be wrong , and we have to sit and listen whatever they feel , think and decide.

    Anyways let’s celebrate this day with a big heart because Mr. Bachhan said , “MARD ko Dard Nahi Hota”.

    But Obvious Dard Toh Hota Hai.

    Thank You

    © RPR


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    Pick Me Out of Many….


    Pick me out of many,

    Place me in your favourites, Please me in the best of your times,

    Pardon me if I don’t Repeat the same.

    Pardon me if I don’t repeat the same…..

    Not because I can’t do , But because I can’t Express…

    I have my layers of Availability which is somehow practically not visible.

    Not Visible because of my existence..

    Existence to Feel and Express.

    Yes I do Expect a lot from me,

    but I know my expectations are not worthy Enough..

    Worthy Enough to withstand with the demands..

    My list is Ready for you.

    Just Pick me out of many..

    Place me in your favourites..

    Please me in the Best of Your Times

    And Pardon me if i Don’t Repeat the same.

    Pardon Me If I Don’t Repeat the same..

    Thank you

    ©

    RPR

    Not Just A Temple – JAI SHRI RAM


    JAI SHRI RAM

    As We All Know , Yesterday On 5th August 2020, Our Honourable Prime Minister has Initiated the construction of Shri Ram Mandir (Temple) at Ayodhya in the state of Uttar Pradesh.

    Ayodhya Itself is a place of birth of Lord Shri Rama.

    All Traditional Values have been Properly addressed along with The Prayers and laying of foundation stone ( Bhumi Poojan).

    All sorts of actions have been addressed for the People to stand and sit in context to the global pandemic Corona . Though It has been stated that very limited Audience were there due to the same.

    It has been stated that it would take Around 3years For the completion of Construction of temple.

    It has been a long fight for everyone who believes in Hinduism, and worships Shri Rama.

    It has been a different kind of ambience altogether. Similar to what we have in festivals Diwali And Dussera.

    People of different ages and of different locations were united for the temple , and it is evident that everyone is happy with the construction of temple, But this is not just about constructing another Temple, it is about sentiments and Emotions, it is like Providing hone in the form of temple to Lord Shri Rama on his own birthplace.

    But I Would like to share that even I have been one of those who felt that we could have this later , when corona’s impact is negligible, as it could have a high amount of risk but yes on 5th August from the morning I have observed something in me and this is different from the normal , Ambience , Aura , And Connectivity with God was at something else .

    I did some exercise to find and know few more facts about Lord Shri Rama, And I came to know few really Inspiring Facts, stories, and observations.

    Yes I have even read about the hardships of the individuals in the making of Shri Rama Temple along with the dispute and wait of 500years .

    I have To admit this, that what we know is very little About The God ,

    I recommend everyone to have a look at Shri Ram’s Life and the every facts involved about the lord, be it is about chanting of the Tarak Mantra, Or About the Principles of Shri Rama.

    “Shri Ram Jai Ram Jai Jai Ram”


    “Shri Rama Rama Rameti , Rame Rame Manorame , Shahastra Nama Tattulyam Rama Nama Varanane ..”

    These Mantras above have been Used by my father and we all at home from our childhood have been chanting without knowing the meaning not even trying to know what it impact has, yes we knew it is there for the God,

    but yesterday I came to know that the mantras are very popular and it is equal to the read of Entire ‘Vishnu shashtranama’ .

    Writing Shri Rama on a blank piece of paper for around 108times has a lot of good things involved which could be unfolded by doing the simple practice, I did but yes I wrote without a count and completed the entire 3 sheets . it felt good after I saw on paper,

    I am not forcing anyone for any belief I am just sharing my thoughts and observations, I Request everyone just to get involved in the Stories related to Shri Rama, Shri Krishna in this free time.

    I am not promoting Hinduism here but yes I am sharing the observed facts beliefs and Stories .

    Just use your time to find and know the existence , individuality, thoughts and principle’s of Our Almighty.

    Thanking Everyone For the Read.

    Jai Shri Ram !!

    WHAT’S THE FUN ?


    Well HELLO Everyone,

    Hope You all are Healthy and Strong at your Respective spaces.


    So Firstly tell me Guys How About You Being Watched , Observed, Discussed, Objected, And Manipulated Every Day for Everything You do and don’t, By None Other Than Your very neighbors , and The People Around You?

    I Don’t Know about you but I find it absolutely annoying. I feel like I am under a camera with every single act of mine been watched ,observed and Discussed without my choice.


    Let’s Discuss about the group of people who are nothing to you and you are nothing to them but they always have the tendency to know you & your personal life.

    They start their day with an eye at your house,

    they have every idea about your entry and exit timings,

    They could act like doing something by standing near their balconies, it could be liking watering their home garden, drying their clothes, walking for health or even sipping their morning and evening tea,

    What you do and don’t they have an appropriate list,

    They have their Binoculars on you but Without any real binoculars,

    their eyes are enough with which they can zoom in every time a new guest/friend arrives at your home,

    Even if You have Received any bill for the service you used, they stand and see what’s the amount you are paying or if requesting for a part payment.

    They have same sort of people in their gang, With which they usually sit and discuss about every other individual they are spying / looking at, with some rounds of tea they enjoy someone’s personal Life.

    They are so sharp that even they could tell you that who is having an affair with someone, even before their parents,

    they also have some specialists who could tell you who are planning to get married without any information to their parents,

    Also A Gang is their who is special for knowing the professional information, it could be someone’s promotion details, or a salary and even about the Fake Job Appointment .

    Some are good in knowing about the habits of individuals they can tell with utmost confidence that who started drinking liquors and who has been smoking without anyone’s knowledge.

    Some even work like traffic inspectors, yes I am saying truth.

    they don’t show signals of Stop and Go in Red and Green,

    they don’t even inspect your vehicles and Driving licenses but yes they would stand near their gate or around some near by shops for the good long hours and watch everyone going and coming like the traffic inspectors.

    Yes all these people are around you and me,

    they just look at you with your notice and also without your notice, sometimes we can sense when they come and discuss about someone’s personal life and do everything with their life which they should not,

    Without the knowledge the individual is in news of the area, everyone is talking because they make it viral without any social site and internet but yes with talking about it to everyone they meet.

    It is mostly seen in ladies :p , they sit and discuss about someone who don’t even know that how is life has became a Road side topic of discussion.

    Yes I do feel that few Men are also of such kind who would stand behind his curtain and see how you are parking your bike and on which day your petrol tank is empty and you are dragging it to the nearest petrol bunk.

    They would see how you look your colony’s Most Beautiful Girl, Whether You both have an eye contact or not, they have an eye on you.

    They observe How long you can talk with your phone. And what time you are coming back to home from any party.

    Anyways, I Don’t like it at all and I don’t even know what they get out of it, is it for fun or they find it entertaining , or its just their trait, but seriously this is not good.

    you may have such interest to know what’s going in your neighbor’s house but this curiosity should not make anyone feel irritated with you, it should not make anyone’s life a topic of discussion from his house to the market.

    After all Everyone wants a personal space in life , we all have a choice of letting it know to everyone and also not to anyone and it should be left to the individual .

    No one should make someone’s life a Film or Drama.

    And I feel People who are audience of it are equally responsible as this practice should not be appreciated and encouraged, We should refuse to listen such Orchestra.

    Think About it !!

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    The Wrong Question : A Fictional Love Story



    Riya, The Girl from New Delhi lives along with her father Prabhakar ,

    she has recently completed her law degree and continuing her internship from the famous lawyer of the city, courtesy to her army retired Dad, she lost her mother Due to cancer during her law studies.

    Things going well and composed but Mr.Prabhakar being the father is in a hustle to see his daughter as bride so that he could live his life without any responsibility left behind,

    Riya still wants to get strong as an individual but stands by his father’s word as she thinks her father is broken by her mother’s sudden demise.

    Prabhakar always wanted to have a son in law who is from the army background but her mother felt that their personal life was disturbed due to the same background, so he decides to go as per the Mother of Riya,

    Prabhakar consults a matrimonial agency as they want to keep it secretive in their relatives till the final knot.

    They have been given a few matches to choose, out of which Prabhakar selects the one who is a foreign returned well settled engineer in Banglore named Shyamal (Groom).

    Prabhakar consults to his sister through the contact No. Given to them,

    Sneha (Sister of Groom) lifts the phone and get the purpose of call along with the details of the girl and shows her interest and asks him to wait till the next evening as she would discuss about Riya to Shyamal and her husband Gopi .

    Sneha calls Shyamal to come for the dinner along with parents Arun and Aradhana, so that they could talk about everything with comfort and transparency.

    Shyamal along with Mother Aradhana and Father Arun Comes to Sneha’s House where they all have been joined with Gopi (Sneha’s Husband) .

    Sneha Tells the entire purpose of their sudden get to together with the photographs of Riya shared by her Father,

    Shyamal being a Shy Natured Guy refuses to see her photographs and says “if she is OK to all I don’t have am issue. “

    Later they all decide to pay a visit to Riya’s home by the next week to know more about them with marriage plans if everything goes well.

    Riya has been Informed everything About it by her father and she has been asked to Stay at home on the particular day .

    She agrees with some anxiety and Uneasiness.

    She actually wanted to know more about Shyamal before the final knot but she didn’t had the guts to ask his contact Number to her father , she tried her best by searching Shyamal on every Social site but she could could not find him anywhere.

    On the other hand , Shyamal is also in state of Several Thoughts and Questions. As he has been an introvert and never ever talked with girls throughout the time of his studies and Job.

    He shares the entire situation to his childhood friend who himself is a Bachelor with being around with many girls from a young age, His name is Tony.

    Tony is happy for his friend,

    And says “Go have a chat and marry, after all you left everything on your family so there is nothing in your bowl, either she or your family is going to decide,

    But She may even reject you because she is today’s girl and you are quite reserved in comparison. “

    Shyamal says ” he don’t want to get rejected by her as his family members have huge expectations from her as my wife and their daughter in law. “

    He asks Tony to give some tips with which he could look Likeable,

    Tony says ” don’t try to look something that you are not just be yourself but ask some Questions when you both get chance to talk,

    And It has to be about her choices, and Past so that she could treat you as friend, try to know about her life,thoughts, dream and affairs etc “

    Shyamal says ” she can’t have an affair she is a lawyer and also a daughter of army officer, They are very strict to their kids. “

    Tony laughs at him, and says ” you are impossible my Friend !, she has 5000 followers on a social site with maximum Males in the list, And they comment on her pic for which they get a Thanksgiving. “

    Shyamal says “she don’t follow them, they follow her and if as a gratitude she pays Thanksgiving to their appreciation it doesn’t make any scene or story here. “

    Tony says ” who knows about the private messages ,You don’t know the scenario of these days my friend, situation is not as you are thinking every boy needs a girl and every girl needs a boy regardless of their marital status,

    It starts from the very early age almost in schools and get nurtured in colleges and So on,

    Go with my words you know I am expert in this ,

    you will never find a virgin boy and a virgin girl in the present times. “

    Shyamal with some anger says “Hello I am Virgin and I belong to the present times only, Just shut your Mouth “

    Tony replies ” yes but you are the only exception , apart from you everyone else is same it is the current need and trend.

    Forget about it just go and give me the good news you never know I could be wrong and she may not have had any single affair ” , he says with a wink.

    Shyamal leaves with some added Questions and confusion.

    He along with family reaches the bride’s house and they have been greeted well with Prabhakar and later joined by Riya,

    Riya wears a Green saree with matching bangles and bindi , she is looking very pretty in her attire.

    Shyamal As Always comes with a formal White Shirt And Navy Blue Trouser.

    They all have a formal introduction with one another and then slowly the parents of Shyamal along with his sister and brother in law expresses interest for Riya to be Shyamal’s wife.

    Prabhakar looks at her daughter who is sitting in front of him with her head down with few occasional smiles,

    He says ” I think even I like your family and also the guy for my daughter , but it would be unfair if we don’t give them a chance to discuss a bit , “

    He asks Riya to take Shyamal to the society park next to their house.

    Riya agrees but Shyamal looks at her parents with some hesitation,

    Sneha says ” shyamal is very shy person actually he left everything on us, he would exactly what we say to him, “.

    Prabhakar smiles and says ” Yes even my daughter will stay on my word,

    but yes as a father I have to know what she thinks better for her than what I feel,

    so I think we should leave them to know each other at least for once so that we could proceed without a second thought. “

    Shyamal Also Agrees to his consent and they both silently walks in to the park,

    Shyamal with some heavy heart beats stays silent and looking at everything around in park with an eye on Riya,

    Riya With all the courage decides to break the silence and asks him about his favorite Food,

    he replies , “everything from home is my favorite nothing from outside. “

    She smiles and asks ” why he wants her to marry him,”?

    he replies “One day or the other I have to and , and yes my family liked you a lot so I am here,

    And yes I can’t deny That you are beautiful. I Can’t stop my eyes stalking at you So I feel I should marry you

    She smiles again and says ” I liked the last reason. “

    She again asks ” how about my look is everything OK ?, “

    he replies with a smile and says ” I never knew about the looks and all but yes you are beautiful without any disagreement. “

    She says “yes you also look good but yes today is not your professional meeting , but it is classy .”

    Shyamal looks at himself from top to bottom, and says “I prefer comfort over trend . “

    She says ” that’s good, what about your invisibility in public platforms, “

    he says “I don’t have the need and of course the confidence,

    I am very reserve in real world what would I do in virtual world, but yes I heard you like a lot to be there, “

    Riya says , “I am A fun loving girl I want people to live with , I can’t handle silence,

    Everything has to be moving for me, and yes like every normal individual I am on social platform where I share my moods , But Have you spyed?”

    He says “No, Just a homework, Tell about your thoughts on me?

    What would you say once we go back to the family persons, “

    She says “you are quite interesting , but yes very much Puzzling You are not someone to whom I wanted to be as my husband,

    You have hidden life and more often than not dependent on our your family for big decisions, atleast you discuss personal things if not professional it is good but you have to be a bit more available for world as well, open a bit More. “

    Shyamal says ” Nice Observation and Demand in one single statement. “

    What about your past, any affair?

    I mean you can tell me this is common in today’s generation my friend tony has told me about the current set of people, “

    She says ” Excuse me ! who the hell he is he to validate the entire generation, Even if I have had any affair why I am standing next to you for the match?

    I would have convinced my father to get the same guy with whom I would have been in love and my father. Would have arranged the meetings with his family not yours . “

    Shyamal Says ” OK so are you saying you never had any affair ?

    But my friend said everyone have affairs Before marriage

    Infact he said no one is virgin here apart from me,

    and without a second thought he asks her Are You Virgin? “

    Riya is stunned with pathetic questionnaire and slaps him without a delay, and says ” you are stupid you never talked with a girl which I could sense,

    I am happy and sad with the same reason ,

    how fool are you being a foreign returned, !

    Is this the way to talk to a girl, ?

    how dare you to ask me about my virginity ?

    My Father Will Kill You if He Would know about the Question You asked. “

    And decides to leave place,

    He says sorry with folded hands but says ” My friend has said these things to me .

    He requests her to not reject him for this as he really likes and wants her in his life,

    He says “he has nothing to do with her past, And Virginity he just got Stuck with the inputs of his friend. “

    She stays angry and silent,

    He says “if you won’t marry me, I will feel really bad, but if you don’t accept my sorry I can’t breathe anymore please at least accept my apology, “

    She can see the pure eyes without a filth, And Finds That they were not his thoughts ,

    she smiles and says ” OK Mr. Virgin Accepting Your Apology for the First and last time, “

    also asks him to share his contact Number With suggesting him to leave his Filthy friend.

    He agrees with the suggestion but Asks her to call only in the Evenings,

    She pulls his hair with a smile and asks him to be available 24×7 without any mistake,

    They later join the family members and share their decision, and within Two Months Riya And Shyamal get Married.

    Thank You © 2020


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    GOOD BOY


    Hello Everyone ,

    Hoping That You all are smiling with The best of health and calmness in your life. 🙂


    Dear Friends,

    We All have heard And Even stated about this Term called “Good Boy” , Let’s Discuss About The Concept Of Good Boy,

    Before even starting about this mega torture(at least to me) let me know who have had luck of seeing him, or even listening about the person,

    How He/They look?

    They are like you and me with Two hands, Two legs, Two Eyes,Ears with one nose and neck or they look different in appearances. :p

    Coming Back To The Point ,

    Good Boy is a society Given Title to the persons who are good With them and to their Books,

    They must be obedient enough with a never ending smile always,

    Also should be with lesser hair and complemented with some Classy Clothes, Polished shoes.

    Clean Shaven with a good listening skills.

    they may even have the knack of doing things before asking , before even the actual need.

    They have to be very Attentive, Adaptive, Available , Apologetic and Assuring.

    Even in the childhood days it has been stated that the boys with spectacles and combed hair are good in contrary to those who have had the rough uncombed hair , and if someone is with pierced ear he has been awarded with a certification of Criminal.

    The Boys Who Sit in the first Three Benches are always considered as the Good boys whereas the last benchers are the most hated boys of the class, They are unofficially Culprits of everything bad happening to anyone and everyone.

    And In the Jobs, Everyone is in a hunt to prove himself the good boy and this is seriously going with full fledged manner, Even then no one could be ever unanimously considered as Good Boy , because everyone have their choice and you will fail to their demands someday or the other.

    One should be religious, Really needs to visit Temples on daily basis, should never roam unnecessarily,. Etcetera

    So , After All this observation I think we could sense what the actual definition of Good Boy,

    one whose parents feel proud about to discuss ,

    one who is good as son , brother,friend,husband and father,

    one who is concerned about the family and everyone around without any wrong intention

    One Who is sincere in his work with all his dedication

    One who is not at all harmful to anyone regardless of the sitting arrangement

    Yes there is no specific Representation of Looks,Expression, Behavior, sitting arrangement.

    One could live as he wants to be with his comfort,and utmost dedication , it really don’t need any buttering to have a validations.

    Just be honest.

    Just Be Responsible enough to accept your mistakes and stay Affectionate to the people you love a lot .

    Every Boy is a Good Boy if they know The Real Difference between Good And Bad.

    Thank You


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    Hello Everyone,

    Today I thought Just to Put a glare on the Various Systems ( Functionings), With which we usually deal in our daily life, with And without our choice,

    Guys , we often see People complaining about the things with which they felt Discarded ,Also toxic and end up Leaving it for their own good, as It becomes suffocating to withstand with something which is not Productive and also Unworthy,

    And If You find it decent than the people who are running it make it terrible, Like I Work in Private Sector and it has been said that everything what we have in the private sector is Very Professional and You may get paid as per your output,

    it was also stated that the People are being associated with multiple Job responsibilities , so that one could learn more than One thing if he is actually happy in learning,

    And yes we all have been said that Growth of An Individual is Very Good, With Job satisfaction and Productive Involvement.

    But later I Have Observed, that People are having negative mindsets, they feel that “even if we put our Life for the respective organization we are not going get to recognized,”

    “we will never get any monetary gains,”

    “we will never ever get appreciated,”

    they are just scared to do new things,

    they just don’t want to learn and grow,

    even of they know it,they would say

    we don’t know,

    we can’t do,

    this is not our cup of tea etc.

    They Even divert the job responsibility,

    They are so Negative in thoughts that , they don’t Even ready to share the knowledge or even help their juniors if they seek help from them,

    it is so disturbing to me, even the Paper works are very slow and cumbersome,

    In fact I gave an interview Recently and in which I cleared the technical interview and it was the salary part which was about to be discussed, I gave my expected salary to the HR department and then they haven’t called me for 10 days and I have to call them for the same, then they said we can’t pay lesser than the half of what you have mentioned as your expected salary,

    I was not happy with the Fish Market Bargaining,

    As I was Very Much in the market Rate. I said It is not about what you can pay and what not, but what it took to make a call on the very next day or a day after or even 3/4 days post interview.

    as I was happy about my interview and the feedback, and was serious about your Organization, They Said We Thought You will Understand it yourself, that we can’t pay. I replied your organization is one of the reputed ones and I never thought you people can’t pay the nominal market salary , and above it this approach is something which I never expected from your end. Even if I have asked more than what you kept as salary for the job, you people have conveyed me the same, and at least informed me about it, there is always a scope of negotiations, but I think Your company can’t even afford a phone call, I replied and disconnected the call.

    Even many of my friends have also mentioned the same that some of the Interviewers are not at all Sensitive, they neither inform about your selection not even about your rejection, they just call and take the interview and Collect the database,

    I have observed that people usually leave their job after 1 or 2 years,

    I felt that may be the individuals are not mentally stable, or even got better package, I later came to know the reason of it, that The people who have performed well, did the extreme hard work and expected an appraisal , increment,and even promotion has never got it, instead had been asked to do Overtimes without any pay for a constant time, and they left the job once they find a better one,

    I feel that The people who are recruiting individuals have the responsibility of Finding Performing individuals and preserve them for a long time, as they have to be given respect for bringing the best from the rest,

    Recruiting individuals is not the only modern day thing of HR Department, it is about Finding the best team and making them stay with you to have the best output . Just for A little lesser Amount Organizations compromises with their proven Individuals and find someone new as we have pool of Unemployed People and that individual takes time to understand things,and even they may not fit in the same place, then they face severe Loss of output, Quality of work and a team of Performers,

    There should be a Policy to Find, Nurture and Sustain with the individuals.

    Think About it.

    Thank You

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    Look At Me.


    Hey Listen,

    Look at me,

    And Just keep Looking at me .

    Else Don’t Need to look at all.

    Yes, Don’t Need to look at all,

    Because Everyone is already looking at you,

    And I know how they look at you,

    They Look at you even from some distance,

    They are just obsessed of you,

    with the thoughts of Lust and love.

    They Just stuck at you with their filthy focused yet tilted eyes,

    With many more feelings of attractions and infatuations.

    Just don’t need to look at anyone, because they don’t deserve your look,

    Just Look at me ,

    And keep looking at me, My Love.

    Like I look at you without a blink ,

    like I look at you , More than the stars ,moon, and Sun.

    As I find me for you,

    And You for me,

    Not for anyone else.

    Just Think , Feel and Relate.

    And Look at me only else Don’t look at all… 🙂

    LOCAL, VOCAL & GLOBAL..


    “Just be Vocal About the Local so that it could become Global..”
    Actually a nice thought, I am completely standing with PM Modi on it,


    But Just by canvassing about the products ,
    That this is good ,
    this is good ,
    this is good , take it.

    Sorry it can’t make people to put their money on it,

    As no one actually puts a penny on anything just by listening to someone, so It would be a bigger challenge to make our local products bigger than the brands we have,


    We have to give The best quality, continued upgradings, affordability, Supply and Availability to match the demands of consumer regularly.


    And Globalization is even more tough, as it needs Branding,Promoting, Marketing, Market Reach, services, Reliability, Customer satisfaction, Global Tie-Ups, Research, Demand Generation, Launch, Advertisements, supply & ease of availability, Etc  etc.

    then we could at least  stand on global competition ,
    and  the survival depends upon the performances and feedbacks of the product.


    So, it has a lot more than what we think, but yes it is the exact need of our country because we are relying too much on others and in return they are being benefitted.


    let’s start from here, lets Use our  Indian brands, see how it is and what else we could find to make it even better. We are having the best brains and Manpower and with proper support and outlook we could try and get what we are thinking about.

    But At this point we have to stop using Foreign Brands.
    Can we all stop using foreign brands?
    We are creating huge revenues for them by using it.

    We helped them to become Popular and improve more as a brand. Which actually helped them to become big bigger and even biggest.


    Though I do believe that they are exciting and also worthy enough but we can give a chance to our Indian brands to Grow and explore more , as a Indian this is the minimum what we could do to put ourselves in a global space.

    Think About It. ©

    I Feel..


    I Feel,
    That mostly People are Good but they have that unnecessary attitude , which makes them alone and avoidable.

    They should Chop it to the end, to do more good things in their life, as it defines you more when you behave ,

    The most successful people have been those whose attitude have been enigmatic by being humble,

    the people who are more inclined towards ego, arrogance and of course proud ends up doing nothing though they’re potentially talented.

    Sometimes it is your behavior which drags you down , and sometimes its the same which lifts you Up.

    It is not new that the people with lesser talent have been preferred over someone with much more talent , just because of the arrogance, and attitude the talented individual has.

    So, Your attitude actually defines you in life .

    One can learn the things gradually but your etiquettes should be Perfect even if you are slow,

    You can’t argue or misbehave with  your teacher just because you have secured good marks in the previous class out of many students,
    you have to keep your feet grounded, and have humbleness to learn and gain more in life.

    Think about it Sir/Madam.

    On a Serious Note…


    The Way these so called Kids are using  their sick  brains is not good at all, this is not acceptable, we are  already going through a very tough time,

    And something like this in between is even more painful and disturbing.

    I don’t know which school they go,
    what they  have been taught,
    what their parents are doing ,
    where they stand in their life,
    what they feel about the whole incident,
    but this is seriously very cheap and disgraceful,why this happened ,
    what are the psychological reasons involved in it we don’t know , 
    but this is very shameful..

    Yes I also feel that the social media platforms should have an eye on the things which are obligatory,

    And should not allow individuals to post and share things which are offensive by any parameter of society.

    Even if it is an abusive language, should be completely prohibited,
    As everyone holds responsibility  to make a good society, so it starts with you , me and then with she and he. And so on.
    I do believe that we have the need of sex education in our syllabus, it is high time now, we can’t wait to things get better, we have to bring the results with our efforts.
    we have to curb the explicitness of public platform, even the advertisements are so pathetic nowadays,  we can’t even sit at the same place with family at certain times. This is so disturbing.

    The content has to be blamed along with the broadcasting authorities.
    And The way we are accustomed to social media, television, online studies, etc it is a very serious responsibility of the individuals who have the authority to actually check the content, language, advertisements, etc associated with it.

    Moreover as a responsible citizen, one has to understand that every person should be treated with respect and dignity.
    You have no right to speak or write anything which is degrading and derogatory.
    Abusing, Trolling, Defaming, Blackmailing, etc on public platforms  should be  strictly prohibited by the public platforms itself .

    Criminal charges should be imposed  on culprits regardless of their ages.
    And this should mentioned in the disclaimers to stop cyber crimes.

    Think About it.
    Thank you

    The Sunshine Blogger Award.


    Hello Everyone,

    I wish and hope you all are safe and fine, Please take care of yourself and of everyone around you.

    Okay, so I have been nominated by a good friend , and a very active blogger, Rachana Dhaka for “The Sunshine Blogger Award” , and I Am very thankful to her for the nomination,

    she is very good at her work, though I am very late to write about it for which I feel bad, but writing through this Thanksgiving for award nomination.

    And yes this is my second nomination for this award. So, Thank you again.

    My Answers :-

    1. If you could be any animal, what would you be and why?
    May be A Dog, as it is considered as the faithful one, but I won’t prefer to be a cat as I don’t like them.

    2. What was the first ever creative effort that you remember really being proud of?
    I think the first time I gave speech in my school in front of many students, teachers at very young age (May be 10years), without any preparation has given me confidence, and later it became a habit and soon I have been approached for anchoring, debates at school, college,social events,etc and also coming here at WordPress makes me feel good if not proud about myself for the creativity involved in it to be here and appreciation I received in return.

    3. If you could choose between true happiness, or a greater creative skills, what would you pick?
    I would be a fool to pick skills over happiness, I am always going to pick happiness even with least skills as end of the day you search satisfaction and that’s only available with happiness.

    4. Does politics have a place in the arts?
    Yes it has, Though it is a need still to cultivate good politics not the bad one,

    5. What gets you out of bed in the morning?
    a bad dream, a power cut,and of course responsibilities.

    6. Where and how do you do most of your writing?
    Always at home, when I have some issues, topics, stories to tell and discuss.

    7. What famous work do you wish you had created?
    Let’s not discuss it to make famous, let’s do it and make it famous.

    8. Is there anyone in the world that you actually hate?
    We as human, have different emotions we have love for some and for some we have hatred, its a natural process unless you are a saint or kind of creature, which I am not yet. So yes I have hate for few and don’t feel bad about as they deserve my hatred, though I am not seeking anything bad for them but yes I don’t like them at this phase of my life not sure about future. And yes one more thing, I hate very few but there are many who hate me, but I don’t care 🙂 .

    9. Where is the furthest you have been from home?
    I just love my home, but yes Delhi, Hyderabad .

    10. Would you prefer to wake up early, or stay up late?

    🙂 Unsure , As it depends Whether I have some work at night or in the morning. I can do both.

    11. Who has been your greatest inspiration?

    Anyone and Everyone who are good at what they do could inspire me,

    12. If you could give a new writer who was setting up a blog one piece of advice, what would it be?
    Just express the instincts, It could be raw , different and unpleasant to some. But it would what you have in your mind, just try and write the original thoughts don’t worry about the people, express yourself make people see your work in the way you want.

    13. What is your favorite sport?

    Cricket always.

    ______________,_____,____________

    My Questions : –

    1. Mention the names of any five bloggers along with their site links who are your favourites and why, explain each individually.

    2. What makes you or anyone beautiful human being, ?

    3. What could be your second choice as a profession?

    4. The Dream You have seen but you failed to accomplish?

    5. Your Insecurities.

    6. What is the hidden story which is yet to tell to your very own family.

    7. How do you relate your life with Bollywood’s characters?

    _________________

    Okay so I nominate everyone of you as I hate picking people, you all can make a formal post or even answer through comments, yes you may answer all the 20 questions.

    Guys I am waiting to see your answers.

    Thank you

    Think About it.


    If You don’t try it for the one last time, you may regret for lifetime,

    I know you may have seen enough of heartbreaking moments, I know somewhere you deserved a better space in life in every prospect,

    I know the failures are haunting you and you are dying in every moment.

    This is very painful, this is very disheartening, this makes you feel that you are no more an individual who can live a life with all sort of satisfaction.

    It hurts you even more when you become a loser with having every prospect of a winner within, but being the one who never tried hard to change the dynamics.

    The people who loose with any strong opponent is always happy than the people who loose with none other than themselves and their own dreadful mindset.

    They don’t try , they don’t fight they leave things for someone else or even for god to come and help,

    They lack effort not the talent, they lack persistence And may be motivation,

    Please find people who need a push to fight for themselves,

    they do realize that they are slowly diminishing their dreams and life, but they don’t react at all.

    It happens when you or anyone is going through dark psychic passage, or even with those who are not serious in life. Tell them , discuss with them regarding the same,

    Help them, make them do it for one first time or last time so that they could never feel bad when they turn back and look how they lived.

    Trying , fighting, Putting Your Best even you loose by the report card is far more satisfying than regretting for life for not even trying once though being gifted with enormous talent.

    It is a crime, as you are putting everyone down, along with yourself, Try And Try again , it’s more satisfying than sitting and thinking that should have tried!

    Think about it.

    Good Night

    Read Before You React.


    Hello People,

    Well I am writing about it today , but I actually wanted to write even before, I don’t know how many of you agree with me and what are your opinions about it,

    but i really feel sad so sharing my views

    Guys , Nowadays the WordPress readers are not readers any more, they are doing their formalities , why I am saying this because, I have observed it from a long time,

    The readers are reading a full length 3500+ words story in just 4 seconds of being published,

    I still don’t know what sort of talent it is and how they read it ,

    if they actually read it in that particular duration of time , then it’s more than a miracle for me, and I would like to learn that special power what they have ,

    but if they don’t read (Obviously they don’t Read) and like it without reading a single line with the reasons better known to them, is very disheartening to me,

    I always want people to read it regardless of their choices of likes or feedback, but they should read it first.

    It may be satisfactory to some, but not to me, I don’t have any fantasy for Number Of likes , comments etc

    I want to make it clear please don’t like without reading it,

    This is a cheat to yourself first, Then to the Writer.

    And yes I want to add one more thing , this is not with everyone , but yes many of us are of such mindsets who have a knack of pleasing people for their choice, or revert . (like to get a like back.)

    Which I hate the most, The process should be read then react if needed,

    and we all know how much time it takes to read 500 words, 1000 words, and 4000 words for any human being, you can’t complete it in just seconds.

    please avoid this practice if you are of such kind.

    And enjoy this space for knowing perceptions, observations, opinions, thoughts, stories, and creations etc.

    Don’t contaminate it like any other social networking platform. The uniqueness of this platform makes it what it is.

    And If they think they haven’t been noticed than they are making mistake.

    We all know who is genuinely reading and reaching towards our posts, and who is not.

    Please this is my sincere request to read my posts, with your interest of reading, not for anything else,

    and react after reading even if you haven’t liked it just put your words in the comment section and help Me to learn more and write even better.

    I hope my words are making sense to all. As I feel my concern is not wrong.

    Thank You ,

    You all are beautiful. But Be a Good Reader 🙂

    Take care.

    Looking for Free Lancing !!


    Hello Again,

    Yes As the title speaks itself,

    I am seriously looking for a free lancing project, and I want to know more regarding the same,

    I have done some free lancing content writing thing few years ago,and I want to do it again,

    It has nothing to do with lockdown,

    i want to make it clear that if I find everything smooth and positive I would prefer to stick with it, as long as can,

    I know many of my friends are doing it,

    They are doing Free lancing content writing , From Years.

    I could have done the same through the job portals, but I have preferred this way, as I want everyone of you to know,

    so that you people could help me with what you have.

    So, all those readers/bloggers who know about it or have such contacts please kindly extend the details to me, either through the comments or by directly mailing me, (Ask The Email Id if you don’t find)

    And Regarding the Capabilities, I have nothing to hide, You may find everything what you want to know about me and the writing versions of mine,

    I have always preferred in learning and moulding as per the situations demanded,

    so I hope I could do the best with what I have .

    Just Let me know if anyone of you could find something Handy.

    And Let’s Be Professional with Approach!!

    Thank You.

    Hello Friends.


    Hello friends,

    Hope You all are doing good in your life, And staying at home for your own good.

    We all are fighting against the common enemy called Corona Virus,which is a global pandemic , and the Only solution we have right now is staying at home, obeying our government’s agenda, and living a life with all the parameters of WHO ,Like Frequent Hand washing, avoiding social gatherings, etc.

    And yes if you are capable enough don’t shy to donate at Prime Minister Relief Fund, even any other way also.

    Please Do charities to the ones who are facing hardships for their livelihood.

    Don’t Spread or believe the fake news,
    Please educate people to avoid violating lockdown, in the best possible way,

    Take care of the senior citizens and the little kids with utmost responsibility,

    Please try to eat good healthy diet, and add a physical Activity in your daily life, it could be yoga, exercise, Dance etc,


    And yes don’t forget to take care of yourself. 🙂


    Jai Shri Ram


    Wishing everyone of you a very Happy Ram Navami.

    We all need to learn a lot from Lord Shri Rama, And From the Holy Book Shri Ram Charit  Manas.

    Every human should be treated with Respect, Love and Care,
    Regardless of the hold he/she has in society,

    Everyone deserves equality,

    Every Evil should be Punished,

    Every innocent and needy should be supported, Please Don’t Hesitate to be a savior of a Genuine Individual.

    We should be always grateful to our teachers and express gratitude to the people who stood by us.

    We should always respect and Oblige our parents,

    And should be loyal to our companion.

    Jai Shri Ram.

    Shri Ram Darbar

    Pure as Prayer.


    Pure as prayer!!

    Partying with prey,
    Not crafted,
    Not Decorated,
    Just Left by the nature,
    To Embrace The Beauty Everywhere,
    To make you feel,
    And to make me feel
    That We are not even near to the beautiful things created by god,
    As we have a hustle to earn more,
    Burn More,
    To fit in somewhere in the materialistic society,
    Which is nowhere to the little tiny beautiful Flurries, with wings,
    Very Enigmatic,
    And Also Colorful,
    called as Butterflies,

    Yes they are Pure as Prayer.

    Let Me Find.


     

    In the search of satisfaction I think I lost my happiness,
    and the essence of purity
    committing more mistakes than corrections,
    Losing a day Now,
    And Lost a Day yesterday,
    And Also lost many more days before yesterday.
    These are preciously important Days of my life.
    What’s Wrong?
    Where I am?
    What I am doing?
    Why I am doing?
    Don’t know
    Don’t have any clue.
    I am Lost,
    I have more flaws now,
    Yes  Not Appropriate,
    And also weirdly imperfect
    But
    How to stop ,
    How to fightback
    Tell me
    I need your help
    I really need your help.
    To fix things back,
    To Swipe out the dirt,
    To Find the same space,

     

    And Vibe
    Let me find,

    The same Person Again

    Always smiling and always shinning.

     

    I find a New ME .


    Dear,
    Whenever I am with You,
    I Find a New Me.
    My newness puzzles me,
    I am different with you, or you make me a different person, ?

    You may notice that I stare at you with a constant eye contact,
    Some say that I have an intoxicated eyes,
    but I feel that I get intoxicated with your eyes,
    I see you with my still eyes, and With a blush n smile which has lot of satisfaction,
    may be because you look so pure, and I am always attracted to the things which are real and not contaminated,
    We just do the general talks, but for me it works like a motivational speech,
    I don’t know why you always make me realize that I am not what I have been till I met you,
    you make me think I am different,
    Am I different or I am just not what I have been .?
    Whatever It is I Think I am the best version of mine when I am with you.

    #Errorless

    Thank You

     

    Aside

    Please Don’t Read !


    Please Don’t Read,

    Don’t Read it Please,

    It’s Not Good,

    Not Good for Anyone.

    You may feel bad.

    You may curse love.

    You may hate god,

    You may start crying,

    Because It’s filled with Pain.

    And Decorated with cheat.

    It is layered with Greed,

    And poured with selfishness.

    You may find Questions ,

    But You can’t find The Answers.

    And You may need some Fresh Air to breathe,

    it’s really very Toxic.

    It’s terrible for your heart and also for mind.

    You may Not love .

    You may never trust .

    You may hate the Emotions .

    Yes it is Negative.

    Please Don’t Read,

    Yes Please,

    I Request You My Friend,

    Don’t Read My Story,

    Please Don’t Read My Story.

    To You With Love…


    To You With Love,

    Thank you for being there as someone who looked like a family more, being a stranger from day one,

    Thank You for the lovely moments with which I could smile back again. Even if i see them as a mistaken excitement or as an unreal expectation,

    I still like the answers you gave and the questions which were inherent, the answers were more easier to understand than self raised questions,

    Looking something for some purpose is not good, but looking something as source of satisfaction is not bad,

    Yes you have been a source,

    A source to do good, and aspire good things in life,

    You have been the source of fun , anger, worries, happiness and of course inspiration.

    Rather say a source of liveliness

    Sometimes it is not that easy to accept the outcome if it is not favouring your life ,

    It’s painful and disheartening to withstand with what we Haven’t expected.

    But we can’t have everything what we want in life .


    Living it and Leaving it.


    HELLO 2020


    Hey, Hello 2020 …

    Welcome,

    Welcome to this beautiful world …

    Okay , so here I wish you all a very happy new year, may you all live your life with utmost happiness , health and satisfaction.

    May all the goals and aspirations get accomplished, may you all find the ways to grow more in every prospect of life.

    Also i welcome and greet the brand new year i.e 2020 to our lives,

    As we all want to grow and make 2020 a benchmark year.

    Let’s leave the bad memories behind and carry forward the positives from the previous year.

    Let’s believe in our abilities more than counting excuses,

    let’s stay and stick with positivity, purity and persistence.

    Let’s smile More than yesterday and plan tomorrow, with living full of life today…

    All The Best, keep smiling , Have Fun. 🙂

    Happy New Year to all.

    Aside

    Some Mornings’


    Some Mornings, you just want to stay on bed, and you just want to lay there, you don’t care what the clock says, you don’t think about the daily routine,

    You take it as a need to feel good, like you never felt of having it, you want to sleep more and more though you actually don’t sleep,

    You have the node of listening everything what happens out there, but you prefer to be inside the blanket, sometimes with the folding of legs, and some times with one sided sleeping posture,

    It happens more in the winter days where you just can’t bare the mighty cold shivering conditions,

    it happens quite often when you are taking leave or it is a holiday,

    It is both today, a Sunday and of course it’s winter, I have to say that it feels lethargic somewhere but who cares, I don’t care .

    staying on bed inside the blanket, laying not sleeping, listening not reacting, and posting a new post is not that bad as it looks ..

    As it is winters with minus degree Centigrades around with chilled breeze, and also Sunday so it is actual quite cool to sleep for some long hours,

    the kind of relaxation the body needs,

    And in between all this lazy mornings you may even plan your best schedule for the coming hours, days,weeks,and months,

    Infact a good soothing music, with the love of your life could bring some unmatched happiness, and unfold some hidden fantasies..

    And the ones who are not being accompanied by their partners or are singles have their own ways to enjoy.. 🙂

    We are quite different here on being lazy, we have our ways to do things differently,

    Some prefer to have phonecalls by being under blanket,

    Some can have long chats with their friends, lover, &any other as well.

    some are wrapped that they could look scary as well. As a part of them is visible and you have to find the rest like a jigsaw puzzle. The can sleep in impossible posture .

    Some can sit but they can’t leave the cushion if blanket, they look bloody cute, they may tap limitless naps as well,they can sleep sit eat and talk at the same time.

    Who else like/have such mornings..?


    #lastsundayoftheyear

    #lastsundayofthedecade

    What I feel.


    Good Morning Friends,

    Hope you Guys are doing Good, This Sunday morning has been quite Different so far, not like the regular ones ,

    As I woke up early in the morning and went for having a good inhale of oxygen , around 6kms of brisk walk with headphones & quality music has been really nice.

    And then sat for more than 2 hours in direct sun light, it really feels good. And in between this, I thought to write to share my views about the current state of world cricket and also know your views about the same if any.

    Guys Don’t you think Cricket is not at it’s very best as it has been over the years, though the different boards are trying hard to bring back the old cricket excitement back,by bringing Day & Night test matches, Pink Ball Test Matches , T10 Cricket ,100 Balls cricket etc, But still we can’t find the same what we observed during the days of early 90’s, 2k’s etc when we had the likes of super stars in every game, be it Australia ,India Pakistan or even West Indies, etc though it is always been team game but we can’t discard the personal rivilaries of the individuals, though it may be dramatically conceptualized by the media.

    Even in this generation of Cricket we have superstars but the quality of cricket is not the same in all the teams,

    teams like Srilanka South Africa , west indies, Pakistan, Bangladesh etc are not in their best phase of cricket they don’t have proper teams to compete in global tournaments, no matter what we bring to Cricket but it is always the players who bring the excitement, world cricket is struggling to bring the best competitive cricket only few teams are good and looks like an even teams on paper whereas remaining teams are not even good of the opponent’s B- team .

    And yes we are having too much of cricket through out the years, we have T20World cups, 50Over world cups, IPL ,CPL,BPL,BBL etc with so many bilateral series which even make it overdose of cricket .

    Also we don’t have Lara ,Sangakara,Murali, Akhtar,ABD,etc’s in cricket nor we have their so called replacements, as we do even watch for stars , it is not good for the world cricket as we have selective matches to watch as non one would prefer to watch a match which don’t have any contest.

    And their is no other team than Afghanistan who looks prominent from the new test playing nations. Though they also need to get better, and their are only 10-12 playing nations out of which only few are good to be on head to head clash.

    I strongly feel that it’s slowly loosing it’s charm though we all want it to prosper more but we can’t stay unaware of the current state of cricket.

    Teams like Srilanka , south Africa, West Indies, Pakistan, Bangladesh, Zimbabwe, Kenya , etc should come back harder and raise their level of cricket to have the excitement back.

    Take Care

    Start Doing…


    Where you stand today,

    Do you think is the place where you wanted to be.

    What you are today,

    Is it The same you wanted to be.

    How it feels to find yourself in the wrong place ,

    Or the place which is not where you wanted to be ..

    Isn’t it draining when you turn and see where you stand in the crowd

    And what they have expected from you,

    The fighter within you has surrendered or what?

    Or you think you can still fight against all the odds?

    Are you habitual now ,

    Habitual of comprising your dreams,

    Habitual of loosing and explaining the reasons of your failure.

    Or you have the spark still somewhere which gives you the reason to leave the bed in the early morning and conquer again,

    That fire to stay awake and pursue your dreams,

    Is it there?

    Are you still the same …?

    Yes You’re,

    And it is there,

    Just stay motivated

    And be focused.

    Above all

    Stop Wishing, Start Doing.

    Beautiful in & out


    Beautiful You’re in general,

    And Beautiful your smile is.

    Beautiful you are with your words.

    Beautiful you are to the one you love.

    Beautiful to the people you care.

    Beautiful to the one you feel good about.

    Beautiful to the society standards.

    But Are you Really Beautiful?

    As the real beauty is in the heart,

    It’s beyond the layering of cosmetics,

    And wearing of quality clothes.

    It’s beyond the buttering of words.

    It does not require to be in the good books of everyone,

    It just require a good heart.

    Are you Beautiful both in and out?

    Quote

    Definitely You..


    I know….

    I have more things to do…

    But I have my own selected priorities , though it look silly to some and careless to many..

    But yes i do have my priorities.. And the most prior of the priorities is you…

    Definitely You.

    Life starts with you and Ends at you

    Prince Charming!!


    Oh the thick big glasses on my eyes don’t look good to the girls,

    They say I look like an uncle..

    Oh the dark skin tone of mine don’t attract to the girls ,

    They say, they can’t even see me sometimes..

    Oh the lean and thin body of mine , more like a Skelton , don’t get appreciated by girls..

    They say , They want muscular guys..

    They want Prince charming but with more the looks of the Prince ..

    That’s it !!

    Do I look like a Prince ? ,

    Yes of course ..

    But to me, and to my mother and sometimes in my mirror…

    They all want someone with good physique, and handsome looks..

    They treat me like a tree, as they don’t even notice when I stare at them.

    They laugh at my walk, also at my talk.

    They make fun of my clothes .

    They are good in fact better than good..

    But they should treat me at least a human..

    Human with all the feelings, and flaws..

    The Real Prince doesn’t require all the attributes , to get liked they get liked for being what they are.

    Oh they don’t even know that Thin, Lean, Fat, Short, Tall,Dark,Ugly, or weird are not what we can demand but yes we can diminish these tiny things of appearance with our nature , character and humanity.

    And The Real Prince is always about character, Humanity, Humbleness etc. Hope they learn before falling and failing in life..

    #BeTheRealPrince

    P.S : Just A Random Writeup.

    I can’t be a writer….


    So, Then I have realized that I can’t be a writer as it needs lot more than just writing good and real,

    As It requires a lot of materialistic things, and many more fabricated insights, one can’t be a writer if he/she is willing to write with the pure emotions and substance which makes him feel to write,

    They may put words and also may compile it , but it would not be enough to get attention and readers, you need more spices,

    And by having such spice you may tend to loose your original idea of the article or plot,

    You may write but you will never get satisfied with your work as you have opted for the additives of the trend.

    You may even find your self in a state where you are doing your work but for the choice of others,

    The tears , pains , emotions, happiness, sacrifice, selfishness, tragedy etc etc of your work will only get attention if it has some layering of everything in trend be it a title of the article or the visualization of it,

    sometimes you may need to promote it like a salesman, the original description of pain and happiness with the words came from heart may not by liked by the readers, they have their choice of interest and it has nothing to do with the effort you kept for writing,

    You and your writeup will be discarded within sometime. As you may not had the ingredients they were looking for..

    You can’t be what they want , as you can’t diminish your creativity..

    But you can’t survive with what you feel and write ,as everyone has options more than the choice..

    Think About it.

    So strange ..


    If I can wish you Eid Mubarak

    If I can wish you Merry Christmas

    Then why you can’t even react to Ganesh chaturthi..

    Not Even to Shri Krishna Janamashthami..

    Infact you people stayed calm and unresponsive to festivals like Diwali and The Dussera..

    This is so strange for me to understand , also to figure out that why is it so..

    As you say you are not communal and hate communalism , like i do..

    And You say secularism is something with which you relate and stand by the best of your strength.

    But I don’t know by which parameters you consider yourself to be the secular Indian, as you behave like a stranger to our own festivals..

    about which we all have been taught in the schools and also our movies have shown us celebrating our festivals together be it Eid or Christmas or even Diwali..

    Then why I find it different from your end.. ?

    Why this hypocrisy ?

    Don’t spread negativity..

    We are Indians and we should stick together by the roots..

    we all are brothers irrespective of our religion And religious belief..

    anyways hope you people feel what I feel..

    Thank you Happy Ganesh chaturthi..

    And Happy Teacher’s Day.

    I never loved you.


    That day with some tears , she came to him and said, I feel sorry to you for being so helpless , I am sorry, I know you love me a lot and i really don’t need any evidence as I can feel it,

    but I never loved you dear ,

    yes this is what the truth is, I just wanted to be their with you till my parents search someone for me to get married,

    yes I never loved you, I just acted to be in love with you, I loved your company and everything you did for me ,

    yes I never thought About this day, but I should have thought about it,

    I am very bad I know,

    but this is what the truth is,

    I just wanted to get along in a busy status of relationship till my marriage as my friends were teasing me for living a life without boyfriend,

    so I did all that for which I am feeling sad.. I know I played with your emotions… But I am sorry..

    As I know you have been serious for me and I was just doing it for fun and showoff. I am sorry ,it is really bad and embarrassing…

    And the guy was listening without believing….

    With some tears and confusion.


    ***Don’t Play with Emotions..

    ***How should the guy react to it ? And what would be your reaction if you find yourself at such situation?

    Even I accepted their lies.


    They asked me few things about an issue, actually they wanted me to answer it either in a spicy way or they wanted to put me in some troublesome state,

    I smilingly said why you people are asking me this.? Don’t you believe their stated truths, Or you feel that I need to say my version.

    They said we want to know your side.

    I replied, There is no my side or their side, there is truth and their false.

    So you have to see what you take from their talks,

    We don’t believe them, they said.

    I answered I believe them, as I don’t care about anything now , I have nothing to loose. And they may be putting the right things forward, I don’t know what they are saying though, but even I accepted their lies, I can’t do much either.

    As even don’t know the real truth. And I have nothing to do with the truth now, as they did what they wanted to, and the damage couldn’t be recovered ever, but yes they have been good in chopping and presenting things in their suited way.

    But, I don’t have any interest in giving justification to anyone, or to put my side on the issue. As I am not here to prove Anything to anyone, I know my side I am right by best of thoughts, and deep down they also know what is right and what is not right, who is culprit and who is not, and above all there is someone who knows everything and he is looking at everything, to whom we call Almighty, The God,

    Moreover I heard that, they are too good and the world is too bad ,and I am too bad and the world is too bad , as per the talks what I came to know from the people in between me and them.

    Anyways We all are going to pay for the deeds we do , if not today then tomorrow for sure.

    if you are good you will receive good things from god , if bad then you have to be ready for the outcome, you can’t get away from your punishments.

    So , I don’t care what they are saying as I am only answerable to the god , but in my case it’s God who has to answer me, as he may don’t have any question and I have many to ask him. And it would start from Why me? ?

    I hope i will get the answer,!!!

    Anyways you are free to think and consider me anything you want as liberty is there for everyone.

    But my identity is best known to me and god. Likewise truth is better known to God , culprit and victim.

    But if they say I am culprit , then yes I am culprit . nothing to objectify or even feel bad. As they are not the decision makers . so why to think or care about it.

    Then they smiled and said you said nothing in particular but said everything.

    And I smiled back.

    Thank you for reading.

    Pray for me.


    It is nervousness or anxiety , I don’t know….

    but it is something which is hitting my heart and mind,

    I think my heart is not willing to accept myself as a failure and somehow my mind has came to a conclusion of compensatory happiness.

    Being amongst the losers with some reasons, explanations , and of course few excuses has been the story so far,

    Loosing without a trial with lot of distractions and few strong barriers are something with which I am dealing from years,

    LOSER, is a big tag.

    And I think I am accepting it somewhere in my heart with sadness, its not that I never had the ingredients to conquer, but it has been somehow my negligence with some hard lucks, obligations and poor decisions.

    Yes it has affected me, my dreams, my aspirations, my happiness and my searching satisfaction.

    I am good at this and that but not enough stabilized to put it for some productive outcome ,

    Outcome in context of success, And successful satisfaction.

    I hate the confusion, hate that a lot as it ruined me, still I feel a compensatory choice I preferred for sustainment.

    As sustainment is an important thing I dared to avoid it once and paid the price for that dare,

    so may be I am not good at dreaming or my dreams are just dreams I should not try to feel and live it, I figured out.

    Yes it is saddens you at your heart , and you start questioning your own life,

    like may be god has made me for this and not that and I am trying to hard to go beyond god’s decision.

    Anyways I Still feel sad when people come and say you have been so good ,

    you could have done this and that with ease, you should have been there we always felt that you are something different and thought you to be at some high to look,

    we still have high expectations,

    you can still start and deliver with ease, you have the spark , you just have to focus and focus at like everything, we still have high expectations from you.

    And listening all that makes me feel so bad for being so unjustified to their expectations,

    it feels good to have high expectations but it breaks you into pieces when they themselves say you spoiled it man with your own, and failed and you are a loser!

    And then our mind and heart have some serious sadness with which we may not cope up.

    As it takes us to negativeness, when you start comparing yourself with your expectations and with your contemporaries. And you find yourself now where.

    You actually fail when you question your self or start thinking more than you should.

    But having being said that,

    I think life gives you chances to bounce back and roll it like a boss,

    I am still seeking and trying to find out that one chance to make it appropriate with my life and the people around it.

    I hope god has left one more good thing to share and hopefully I would accept it without any blunders this time.

    Pray for me.

    Thank you

    Bad at Response.


    Good Afternoon Guys,

    Today I am here with something to discuss which you may like , or may not but let’s discuss it.

    Guys, we often see such people in our daily life who have the tendency of speaking more and also speaking less, and it actually varies from individual to individual as per their own choices,

    But there is one other kind of people who speak relevantly good but have the tendency of showing disinterest to your talks, they will be available to you but with half of their heart, even if they are not half hearted but there traits will make you think so,

    they will give smiles, as reply, they may give you one liners sometimes even one words, they make reaction with expressions, they may listen but pretends to not listen, or they will change the topic at their will, which is actually disheartening to the individual who is eagerly waiting for a respected response,

    It actually makes you think that this man/woman don’t want to talk or may be not interested to talk or may have some attitude issues. Which is very much okay by their observations, as they are receiving such vibes from the other end so they may presume that,

    Even I don’t want to be in a conversation where the individual is finding words on instalments, I speak with my heart and also with a reason, and want the partner to speak well, and react whenever needed, not sure how you people think about it,

    But my opinion is this , and to have a healthy conversation, the two individual should have enough interest to speak and listen, one should not speak alone and vice versa.

    And it has nothing to do with the choice of context or with the subject of talks, they have the tendency of speaking in that way as they prefer it, regardless of the subject of talks.

    Of course I am not saying that everyone is blessed with good speaking skills or talkativeness, but it is not about the limited skills or the other, the individuals who act unavailable or who react late or selective with responses are actually Bad at listening skills and of course with the speaking skills, even with the reactive skills ,

    they should learn and improve, as it is actually a graveyard for themselves, as they are actually creating barriers between their loved ones with bits and pieces of words.

    Like they sound RUDE,FAKE,And ANNOYING!

    And someone with really bad Etiquettes,

    And no one prefers to talk with a person who has 3-4 words for every single thing you say, or may prefer to talk when it is needed the most with some sadness.

    This is what I feel , Don’t know Right or wrong,

    Do share your opinions if you feel so.

    Thank you

    You look good when you smile :)


    You look good when you smile, 🙂

    I see some holes on your chubby cheeks,

    Like drilled,

    Yes, They say Dimples!

    You look good when you smile, 🙂

    With some zig zag Pattern of teeth with a little wider lips,

    Which you don’t like,

    but it looks pretty cool to me,

    So don’t need to hide.

    Show More , Smile More!!

    You look good when you smile, 🙂

    As your tiny little round eyes gets closed,

    Though not completely closed,

    but it looks like closed.

    You look good when you smile , 🙂

    As you smile without any fear,

    And I consider it real and pure,

    not fake for sure.

    Like the new born baby smile without the reasons we know!!

    You look good when you smile 🙂

    So keep on Smiling !!!


    ***Good Night And Smile Please!

    I Find You Cute.


    I find you cute, seriously cute.

    When you smile in between the intense arguments,

    I find you cute, when you try to sing sharp with a bad voice.

    When you try and match your clothes with mine for every party,

    I find you really very cute,

    When you ask me to close the umbrella even if i don’t like rain, with a polite request.

    I find you cute when you share all the boring stories of your friends,without my interest.

    I find you cute, when I see you talking and crying at the same time.

    I find you cute , when you play the music of my favorite composer, whenever I am in stress.

    I find you cute , when you put your head on my shoulder and talk ,

    And in between that you sleep on my shoulder, which is even more cute.

    I find you cute when you ask me a kiss on your forehead,

    I find you cute with me, this way and also that way ,

    I find you cute every time.

    As You are Really Cute.


    Good Night

    Both are important.


    Well most of my friends are unhappy with me,

    They find me Annoying,

    They call me everything what they hate,

    They say I am unavailable being available to them,

    They say you can’t be like this to us,

    I try to convince them,but they don’t listen,

    They are Right in their ways, I have to be with them if I am with them,

    But I am with my love interest,

    If not being next to her always then through my phone,

    I feel good for the fact that she feels good when I am connected to her either next to her with holding a hand or through calls or even chats,

    My friends don’t like my life style and priority,

    But I don’t want to see her sad, as she feels sad and bad when I don’t message or call her and don’t lift her call,

    I lie her sometimes that yes you wished me the first birthday wish, though sometimes she is second as my mother wishes before than her may be a fraction of second earlier,

    Even if its a lake or I am at some public place I text her, as she wants to feel the ambiance with me and my words. I like it, its not that I am not enjoying it.

    But its a cheat with my friends.

    She enjoys everything of my talks ,

    Even my sick poor cheap jokes, at which no one can laugh.

    And of course my way of care,

    She just love talking to me,

    She says ” I will be fine I don’t need a doctor, you are the doctor and the medicine is our conversation.” When she gets sick.

    I Remember that ,

    I talked to her through calls and texts for around 20hrs continuously with a charger plugged in, whenever needed.

    She loved the gesture, and even felt good to be with her when she needed me.

    I have to talk as she my love and I can’t see her sad,

    After knowing that her sadness is my unavailability and lesser communication.

    But what to do with my friends ,they are not wrong either.

    They want me as their friend as I have been,

    She asks me to pick one sometimes,

    somehow I skip the question with an ice cream or some deep discussion about my career, but i am worried with the picking of one.

    I may pick her over them by being a selfish lover but I wouldn’t be Happy with that, I know as my friends are also important .!

    Love them and Love her also. Both have their importance but yes one priority is not happy when I am with the another priority.


    ***We can’t decide who comes first and who is second, of course it’s both which make us what we want to be, so its important to make them understand their importance in our life, one can’t be another and vice versa. Both are differently important in life. It’s harsh and unfair to pick and choose.

    Me Versus mE


    I’m fighting within me.

    My Mind And Heart is Dealing with Duality,

    The Writer,

    And An Engineer,

    Both are Right and Both are Mine

    Both Sleeps with me,

    And Wake with me as well,

    Both Fights Within Me.

    Both Dominate The Other.

    Both put my in trouble.

    As I don’t know which way to Go.

    I love writing and expressing my thoughts.

    I Love to be in the charge with the tag called Engineer.

    One is my hidden Pleasure,

    Another is my portrayed obsession.

    One is my Expansion to the Dream,

    Another is my source of existence.

    Can’t Pick One

    Can’t settle with one.

    I am Both,

    And I want Both.

    But It is Tough to be Both.

    I feel Like it is Me Versus mE.

    Aside

    Die with a smile


    Yes I am breathing,

    My Portion of Oxygen is Bad

    Its Poisonous,

    Enriched with impurities,

    I don’t want to Inhale it.

    I would prefer to Die.

    My Blood is not Red ,

    It looks like Violet in color,

    I don’t bleed at all

    Even if I cut my hand with a knife.

    It makes me feel that,

    I am not the same human

    I would prefer to die

    My world is Dark and silent

    My heart Cry every night and day,

    I can hear the audible wipeouts of tears.

    My few working parts of body has started abusing me,

    For my existence.

    They pray for my death as they feel its enough,

    Of what I have seen

    They say I am too good for the society.

    I should die,

    they can’t see me dying everyday,

    My left hand wrote a pleading note for my death to god, without my knowledge

    Yes I am naturally Right handed,

    But paralyzed from many years,

    And living my life,

    I am strong ,

    Yes I am strong at my head

    I am strong enough to live my life with a will to live.

    Look I I would prefer to Live and get Better.

    I am a warrior , I would prefer a fight ,

    A Tough Fight!

    And Then I may prefer to die,

    I don’t want to have tears in my eyes, before I die,

    I want to Die with a smile.


    ***Fight and Conquer you may loose but Don’t surrender.