In the search of satisfaction I think I lost my happiness,
and the essence of purity
committing more mistakes than corrections,
Losing a day Now,
And Lost a Day yesterday,
And Also lost many more days before yesterday.
These are preciously important Days of my life.
Where I am?
What I am doing?
Why I am doing?
Don’t have any clue.
I am Lost,
I have more flaws now,
Yes Not Appropriate,
And also weirdly imperfect
How to stop ,
How to fightback
I need your help
I really need your help.
To fix things back,
To Swipe out the dirt,
To Find the same space,
Let me find,
The same Person Again
Always smiling and always shinning.
Whenever I am with You,
I Find a New Me.
My newness puzzles me,
I am different with you, or you make me a different person, ?
You may notice that I stare at you with a constant eye contact,
Some say that I have an intoxicated eyes,
but I feel that I get intoxicated with your eyes,
I see you with my still eyes, and With a blush n smile which has lot of satisfaction,
may be because you look so pure, and I am always attracted to the things which are real and not contaminated,
We just do the general talks, but for me it works like a motivational speech,
I don’t know why you always make me realize that I am not what I have been till I met you,
you make me think I am different,
Am I different or I am just not what I have been .?
Whatever It is I Think I am the best version of mine when I am with you.
Please Don’t Read,
Don’t Read it Please,
It’s Not Good,
Not Good for Anyone.
You may feel bad.
You may curse love.
You may hate god,
You may start crying,
Because It’s filled with Pain.
And Decorated with cheat.
It is layered with Greed,
And poured with selfishness.
You may find Questions ,
But You can’t find The Answers.
And You may need some Fresh Air to breathe,
it’s really very Toxic.
It’s terrible for your heart and also for mind.
You may Not love .
You may never trust .
You may hate the Emotions .
Yes it is Negative.
Please Don’t Read,
I Request You My Friend,
Don’t Read My Story,
Please Don’t Read My Story.
To You With Love,
Thank you for being there as someone who looked like a family more, being a stranger from day one,
Thank You for the lovely moments with which I could smile back again. Even if i see them as a mistaken excitement or as an unreal expectation,
I still like the answers you gave and the questions which were inherent, the answers were more easier to understand than self raised questions,
Looking something for some purpose is not good, but looking something as source of satisfaction is not bad,
Yes you have been a source,
A source to do good, and aspire good things in life,
You have been the source of fun , anger, worries, happiness and of course inspiration.
Rather say a source of liveliness
Sometimes it is not that easy to accept the outcome if it is not favouring your life ,
It’s painful and disheartening to withstand with what we Haven’t expected.
But we can’t have everything what we want in life .
Living it and Leaving it.
I saw a Dream,
Dream with my open eyes,
With many more layers of love,
for the one to whom I never met,
And never saw,
She was Artistically beautiful,
As I don’t think ,
could ever see a lady of such grace.
With Her Beautiful Eyes ,
More like the Moon after eclipse.
With a Little Sharp nose,
May have customized before her birth,
Lips , like Little Roses layered with Dew Drops,
Soft , Smooth and colorful.
She looked like a Beauty with a Mysterious smile,
But before I could solve it,
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Hey, Hello 2020 …
Welcome to this beautiful world …
Okay , so here I wish you all a very happy new year, may you all live your life with utmost happiness , health and satisfaction.
May all the goals and aspirations get accomplished, may you all find the ways to grow more in every prospect of life.
Also i welcome and greet the brand new year i.e 2020 to our lives,
As we all want to grow and make 2020 a benchmark year.
Let’s leave the bad memories behind and carry forward the positives from the previous year.
Let’s believe in our abilities more than counting excuses,
let’s stay and stick with positivity, purity and persistence.
Let’s smile More than yesterday and plan tomorrow, with living full of life today…
All The Best, keep smiling , Have Fun. 🙂
Happy New Year to all.