Artistically Beautiful!!


 

 

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I saw a Dream,

Dream with my open eyes,
With many more layers of love,
Love,
for the one to whom I never met,
And never saw,
She was Artistically beautiful,
As I don’t think ,
could ever see a lady of such grace.
With Her Beautiful Eyes ,
More like the Moon after eclipse.
With a Little Sharp nose,
May have customized before her birth,
Lips , like Little Roses layered with Dew Drops,
Soft , Smooth and colorful.
She looked like a Beauty with a Mysterious smile,
But before I could solve it,
She Disappeared.

 

 


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Proposal…


Listen,

Let’s take it to another level,

yes I am serious

I want to live with you,

Breathe with you ,

And Die with you.

Can’t imagine anyone even in my nightmares,

Can’t imagine my life without you,

I am Just soaking every drop of dew ,

Just smelling every single rose ,

Just Dancing around the corners of road,

singing like everyone is listening to me.

Just trying to match you in every possible way my love,

I just love your world of simplicity and cuteness,

Today, I take the pledge to love you and just love you forever.

And Ever ,

Sun may not shine some day,

Moon may be disappeared for a while ,

But I won’t stop loving you as I do.

I feel my every breathe has a reason for it occurrence.

And the reason is you and only you.

I love you

I just love you the most ,

My Darling,

I have been the one who speaks less with mouth and more with eyes.

Just look at my eyes you will see everything what I feel for you,

I want you for me for the entire life.

Will you marry me ?

And make me feel,

I am the luckiest Girl alive.


***It takes a lot to propose a girl /boy, so even if you are not interested ,be polite to them and explain it in the best possible way. As you are dealing with emotions not with the individual, and emotions are sometimes very dramatic.

The Untitled love…


You know what, one day when you will sit and recall about it , you will be unhappy with your self, as you will see yourself as coward, as you never tried it for yourself and for the sake of your love. You always waited for some miracle to occur,which is not at all acceptable,

you can’t have such attitude, you will feel that you should have took some important measures to prove your love to her, at least a confident confession would have been easy to breathe situation you would feel.

I feel really bad for all such one sided lovers who never took an initiative, they have issues of becoming looser if she / he rejects, they become image conscious, they think they are not financially equal, they think they are not that in good looks and all, but some where some how they manages to love and like, they confess it to the whole world but never to the one they love.

And in the end they see that they are in the loosing side. And the reason for that is their coward behavior.

I always feel that one should fight in the best way till the end ,irrespect of the result, you can’t leave the Warfield without fighting,

There is no point of feeling bad and regretting about it later.

Show some courage you may find the same sort of emotions from the other side as well, and if not just move on with it as at least you gave your best to make your love count,

You can sleep better and live better as you tried.

Don’t opt for an untitled love in your life.

Love with courage to confess it ,


***Loving without courage to express and loosing in the end , is a real shame to the love. Say it with confidence and accept the outcome with smile.

BLOW YOUR MIND


Good Evening Guys, Today i am here to discuss something related to your mind, yes your mind and the things you could do to make it work better, rather i should say that you all should do, well before getting into the discussion and to any conclusion i really want to say that i am just trying to highlight an issue which is not much discussed or talked by us,

Guys we all may have observed a state of life where are very fizzy in our thinking or quite confused than we usually used to be, we do not have the exact picture or the sense of clarity in our thoughts and the decision making. well going further we could feel the effects of it our daily life,

The Unconscious Mind and the term called Brain Fog is something with which most of the people deal in their life in several parts of the world , both are not same but yes both are somehow similar. Well i think as my knowledge is very lesser so i don`t feel i have the right to speak anything about the technical/ scientific reasons and details but yes i have done all sorts of research on the topics which are enough to share the insights of it.

As per the available resources and observations , The Brain Fog is a state of mind at which a person is in a state of less wakeful or unaware than normal. they find it difficult to pay attention, they are not aware of the time, surroundings, and the exact demand of life. they have an imbalance in clarity of consciousness. the reaction time is quite slow than what the need is may be because of the unawareness or not be an active participant in the situation. it is a term with which can consider it as state of sluggishness of brain.

Where as The Unconscious Mind is state of mind where the person is in a state of looking at the things which are not there for introspection , and tends to favor intuitive or parallel-interactive logic, which depends on the pattern of connections that develop between all of the elements, it includes motivations, thought processes, memories , interests and desires. the unconscious does not include all that is not conscious, but rather what is actively repressed from conscious thought or what a person is averse to knowing consciously, Unconscious thoughts are not directly accessible to ordinary introspection, but are supposed to be capable of being “tapped” and “interpreted” by special methods and techniques such as meditation,dream analysis and verbal slips.

The Unconscious Mind contains all sorts of significant and disturbing material which we need to keep out of awareness because they are too threatening to acknowledge fully, well discussing all the effects and stigmas of if it i do feel the responsibility to share some quick fixing tricks which i have came to know, of course i do suggest the exact diagnosis of it by the specialists with all the issues you have to but there is no harming trying some self curing activities like yoga , meditation, chanting mantras, realizing that each moment is new, and staying in the moment is what the need is and it could be done by lowing the nervous system and regaining mental balance and clarity.

Taking Good Sleep , having proper diet, reducing stress levels, staying happy , have a check at your hormonal imbalance if any and indulging yourself into some kind of physical exercise are some ways to fix the occurrence of brain fog.

I hope i have been able to help you with this article although i tried to highlight the issue to have discussion or to have a self check of you all and have a retrospect on it if needed.

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Thank You

Who will be the first?


Well who would be the first?

Yes this is what we see in today’s kind of love. People just wait and wait for others to come first and approach for their love.

Even though they know what and where they are wrong but they feel going first and speaking would diminish their so called self-respect.

Look , I strongly feel that one should know the exact difference between self respect and ego.

There is a very fine line in between the both, so normally people think they are holding there self respect but they are actually doing wrong they are living with ego and make it grow more and more. And in the end they ruin their life .

They should not do that , what I strongly feel, as the trees which have the tendency to bend a bit end up living long, as long straight unbendable trees usually chopped and used for other purpose (Bamboo).

So, One should look beyond all these in life, egoism is not healthy for anyone especially in love it is very dangerous, people should preserve their love and nurture it better rather than spoiling it with their childish egoistic approach,

Going first and solving differences does not make you a small person, it makes you brave and bigger than your partner.

yes make sure that you don’t do anything beyond that margin of self-respect.

Dignified measures are good to sort it out ,

Make sure that you show them mirror if they are wrong and accept your mistakes as well , have proper communication and give them time to grow as an individual.

Thank you

That Kiss …!


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That Unexpected Kiss from her on my lips

has turned into

An Extended Kiss from me

which made her realize that

her lips have been bitten,

and it’s her blood which she saw on my lips

and with a smile she said

I think you gave me a love byte…

 

 

 

How could she smile when she has been treated that way?

Why she smiled with a lot of glittering sparks in her eyes?

Why that sweet kiss has turned into a kiss of Blood?

Do you want to have such experience ever in life ?

Announcement : DROPLETS OF LOVE


 

Announcement

 Hello and Namaste to all the beautiful people out there, Wishing you all a very Happy Vijay Dashami and Dusshera, may all your wishes come true. may all your worries get vanished and you find the real happiness of your life. 

Hopefully you all are healthy and doing good.

Guys ,After the overwhelming response of the previous book “Stories For You” ,

We are presenting the new book of the author.

 The book  is titled  as “DROPLETS OF LOVE” , Published by Mr. R Prakash Rao, which is now live and available in India and also in different parts of the world.

DROPLETS OF LOVE – INDIA

This is the 2nd book of the Author.

 The book is compiled and crafted with all the noticeable efforts and hard work.

The book does not hold references to any.

  The book is available in the paperback format .

so, here we are requesting you all to show some love to the efforts and dedication involved in it.

Please Appreciate it if you find it appreciable.

Grab a copy and spread the word.

The book is available at amazon , flipkart and notion press.

And yes don’t forget to share your feedback

DROPLETS OF LOVE – ABROAD

Thank You 

Team RPR

 

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 Paperback Format is available at

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Enjoy  Reading.

Not CREDIBLE !


Hello Friends,

Hope you all are doing good in your life , as i really want you all to be in the best of your health and mental state.

Guys today i have been thinking about the stature and the credible status of Bollywood , and i really feel sad for the circumstances it has been , the recent suicides of some of the most adorable and talented actors and the drama around their demise has been very strange and shameful, which is very sluggish with the best of my knowledge.

but when i see the last one and half years of entertainment world , i only feel cheated and betrayed by the so called actors and their closed ones, we have seen the involvement of Mr. Raj Kundra in the pornography case and also in the IPL Betting case.

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And then the never ending list of involvement of bollywood actors in drug peddling and consumption , we have seen the actors like Deepika Padukone , Sara Ali khan , Shraddha kappoor, Rakul Preet singh, Rhea chakraborthy along with her brother and yes Aryan Khan the son of famous bollywood actor shah Rukh Khan. Of course few of them have been are behind the bars but most of them are still in the process of investigation or may be the investigation agency could not have found any evidences or they were not enough to prove them guilty,

we also heard the noise of involvement form the televison industry with some big names from the business like Bharti singh and her husband. with due respect we have also some references of the south Indian film industry but they were are not as it has been form the bollywood,

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although with Aid of some of the most reputed lawyers they are safe and they are still working in the same field but as an audience we have to think do we still trust them ?

do we really feel them are someone who have been asked for investigation without a purpose.

do we really think that they have been targeted by some of the people for their political or ideological benefits ? which we usually get to listen who are supporting these actors or who defend the bollywood,

we do have our own brain we can sense that everything is not for an political agenda as some forces are there to destroy the youth of our country and by availing drugs in the streets by small kids or by some unconventional means they are trying to make our country weak and addictive to the drugs which could hamper us like never before,

it is sad that few still there political interests in the entire investigation and raids.

but i feel that the term called bollywood has lost its charm and attraction, people have slowly developed hatred which we usually hear in the general discussions in our local gardens, this hatred is also very reasonable not at all objectionable as they are the so called reel heroes they have extra responsibility for being what they are there many followers to them who follow them blindly, they are worshiped in some places, but if this is what the truth is then i think it is the common people who have been cheated the most for believing everything what there favorite stars said,

but the broader picture is that there are many families who are completely dependent on the film industry for their survival if this how we all are going to create a kind of rejection and question for all the valid reasons where and what they will do to survive. i can only feel bad for everyone who followed them and who is associated from the industry and have to face some hatred for things they have done wrong somewhere .

Thank you

Good Night….


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Besides the fact that the day was so irritating and a complete waste of energy and time.

but it’s time to calculate the positives out of this and plan the next day for being a bit better….

one more day of life has come to an end one more day of life has gone into veins…

Its humiliating but we cannot demand things in life its the misery but reality..

so all my friends just wash the face and expect the bright sun shine after the dark night ….the Dawn is on the way.

expect glory….

expect surprise….

expect happiness…..

Good Night

Reload!!!


The same thing is different when you start feeling it..

The same world is different when you start exploring it..

The same life is different when you start living it…

The same people are different when you start accepting them..

The same problems are different when you start solving them..

The same joke is different when you start enjoying it…

Reload the life by adding a new flair to it .

Everything is possible when you are willing to make it possible. It is very important to bring that adaptivity to withstand and conquer every single hurdle of life.
Just Bring back Life to Liveliness.
Thank you

    This is What Suits You..


    Moon
    Sun
    Stars
    And
    You, Should shine Forever,
    Because This is What Suits You.

    Shine Forever like the Diamonds,
    Even More than The Diamonds,
    Yes More And More,
    Because This is What suits You….
    This is what defines you.

    You are The One who should never be Dim and Dark.
    The Charm Of Your Face should never get faded.
    The Aura of Your Persona should never get Diminish,
    The Beauty of your Eyes should never get Lesser,
    Should Never get lesser at all,
    Because This is What suits You….

    Darling,
    Nothing Can Break You,
    Nothing can ever overshadow You,
    Nothing can ever Bother you my love,
    Just Smile and shine Always,

    jennifer winget

    Because This is What suits you,
    This is What Suits You The Most …..

    .


    The Right Girl !


    Just Not the Right Girl for you!
    
    As I smoke & Drink sometimes , and you don't,
    
    Just not the Right Girl for you ,
    
    As I Don't Pray much,
    
    Just not the Right Girl for you,
    As I laugh Louder than any other girl,
    
    Just Not the Right Girl,
    as I wear Some Clothes which are short and you don't like such clothes,
    
    Just Not the Right Girl,
    as I Care for others more than me, and you don't ,
    
    Just Not the Right Girl , 
    as I Don't share my problems and Pain , as you want it to be,
    
    Just not the right Girl,
     as I Am a free Bird ,and you want to have a puppet for you,
    
    
    I can't be that Girl with Limited Words as I speak a lot at times,
    
    I can't be your Miss Right all the time.
    
    As I want to fly and you want someone without wings.
    
    So Dude,
    You are free to have such Puppets more and more ,
    
    I am not the Right choice for you.
    Thank You

    Some More Cigarettes Please. . .


    
    
    Laying in pain, on the corners of Road,
    Without any serious sense of shyness,

     

    Also sitting sometimes near the balcony,
    
    Thinking about You, And The Fate.
    
    
    
    
    With this white smoke all around my face,
    And  A Cigarette in my hand, And even many more packets of cigarettes,
    with a lighter to put fire.
    Closing my eyes , and taking the smoke inside my body,
    
    Mixing it with my respiratory organs and destroying them ,
    
    With my eyes filled with tears and all colored in red.
    
    
    
    
    Smoking it like we breathe for living ,
    Craving for it like kids do for food.
    
    But Loosing Hopes of  Living a life.
    
    Ignoring the Dangers involved in it, 
    As every next choke of smoke gives some artificial goodness,
    with lots and lots of worries. Everything seems disappearing slowly.
    
    I know It's like a self destruction.
    I know there is nothing like heroism in it.
    I know it's not good for health,
    Yes of course It's not magical.
    It is not a healer not even a pain killer.
    It's just that I am terribly addicted to it,
    It will kill me someday,
    May be with more pain than what I have now,
    It may be unbearable for me then,
    But still I want some more..
    Some More Cigarettes Please.
    ,

    **Fictional & And I Don’t Smoke.

     

    **Smoking is Injurious to Health.

    feathers


    Feathers,

    soft and glossy

    Some Red,

    And Some Dark blue…

    Some long, some short..

    Some feels like velvet,

    Some like wool.

    Some sticks with the hands

    Some just kisses every time you touch..

    Like a beautiful Fur..

    Fur to feel the sensations,Ecstasy..

    And Notions of love..

    Some makes you feel cozy & shy..

    Some bring back the hidden smiles within you.

    Some fantasizes you with the touch,

    some makes you feel love

    And some Reminds you of someone you lost.

    Notes for self.


    I left them,

    They will say what they want,

    I have my things to do,

    I know how to do,

    I will do it.

    Let them watch me,

    And my Glory with some fake appreciations.

    I need not to prove.

    I am here for my own good.

    Yes I am doing good now,

    But will do a bit more better than this for sure.


    Good Night

    Lost’


    Someone,

    someday ,

    somehow…

    Just Disappeared .

    With some anxiety and plenty of Questions,

    Pain,

    And confusion.

    Just Disappeared

    And Lost ..

    Lost to find someone..

    Lost to find happiness..

    Lost to find Life..

    Rather

    Lost to find the own individuality.

    Lost to find the soul,

    Success,

    And smile.

    Let’s find the Lost one

    Beauty of her Eyes


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    Beauty of her eyes has changed my perception,

    Yes it has changed me as well.

    I think i am good enough to feel good about me,

    Yes I can see the mirror for a while now,

    As I feel I look good.

    I look good because she feels I look good.

    She thinks and she says the same.

    I am more positive & poised .

    I have more things to look at.

    My eyes are wider now, with confidence.

    My smile is more happening.

    I am more than happy now.

    Yes I do prefer better clothes,

    As I want to look and praised more and more.

    The beauty is in her eyes,

    as I am still the same .

    

    LOVE STAYS..


    More than the world I have my views clear …

    As I know it better than he , she and the one next to both,

    I have my gut feel which is stronger than any evidence,

    Evidence, 🙂 Do I need it?

    I with my emotionally unbalanced state, confess that ,

    Dear I still love you a lot, and it is literally impossible for me to look think and feel beyond you.

    My Every single aspect of life is evolved about you, and it is still around you.

    I may forget the biggest of things, or even the tiny little things at the same time,

    But I am unable to forget you, with or without the forgiveness.

    I am a kind of person who is still pertaining with your memories, in my real world even after years of detachment.

    Yeah it is questionable, it is unacceptable.

    But I have my set of answers and the questions.

    I have my acceptance to the things. So I don’t need any other approval,

    Feelings are stronger sometimes than the barriers,

    Loving you as ever my love.

    Can’t Help.

    God Bless You.


    *** I personally don’t prefer clean shaves.

    Janamasthami 2 Chaturthi offer !


     

    Hello Everyone ,

    Hope you all are good and sharp at health,

    Also expecting the best fortunes for everyone of you

    may everything around you becomes fruitful and happier.

    Guys here i wish you all a very happy SHRI KRISHNA JANAMASTHMI . and with my will, responsibility, love and dedication towards my beloved readers, we have decided to bring and gift an offer called Janamasthami 2 Chaturthi offer by which we are offering 7 % discount on my book ” STORIES FOR YOU – R PRAKASH RAO” from the day of shri krishna janamasthmi to the vinayaka chatuthi ( 21 readers). by accessing a secret coupon code from me through my email id ” shri.rprakashrao@gmail.com .

    the offer will get extended in terms of coupons as if we feel the demand is twice of the availability,

    please note that the mentioned offer is only available and applicable at notionpress.com so don’t try at other platforms for the offer.

    so, here i request and suggest to ensure a coupon code and grab a copy of my book.

    if not please make people know about it by sharing it on your blog post, and other social connection mediums.

    thank you again

    with love

    r prakash rao

     

    POWER CUT : a love tale


    It was around 6Pm,

    and one hour was still there to leave the place,

    Then what we felt that a power cut could be a good idea to have a little kiss near the godown, at the backyard of the office.

    Actually it was her plan before the Long office tour of mine.

    I really liked the idea and did the power cut through the help of electrician , and asked him to switch off his phone for a while and give some relatable excuse, things will be managed by me ,

    He did the same without a question, and smiled back with a wink, I tapped over his shoulder and gave some bribe for the sake of love.

    My girl has been informed the same, and she already reached the place with so many butterflies in her stomach, as this was our first time in the office premises,

    Power cut …., and within 5 minutes everyone left the place with a joy of break from work , then slowly I reached the place ,

    She was there , near the door of panel room,

    I smiled at her she was blushing and it was dark all-around.

    I just thought to look around me whether anyone is there or not, but in between that she dragged me towards her, and whispered “no one is here baby.., Don’t waste time” .

    She kissed with some serious passion, and one could see the shine in her eyes, she quickly gone opposite to her shy nature which itself is a remarkable change.

    Her thin lips were craving for a long lock with my lips, and my hands were around her neck and hair to hold her head tight.

    We both started kissing in the dark messy room,

    We both were kissing…

    Kissing with the breathe choking smooches.

    And with a passion full of love..

    We lost each other in the moment there,

    we were inseparable,

    and we wanted to have so much more in between than just kissing, but we were still kissing,

    and we hardly noticed that the office fellows are there who may come at any time,

    Thanks to the electrician who reminded that he has to come back and switch the power ON.

    We realized the same, and left the place with many more unfulfilled desires.

    Thank you

    *** A Fictional Tale 🙂

    Reading a wrong Book!


    At the end, yes almost of the completion rather say the actual start of it, I came to know that I am a reading a wrong book,

    Book with multiple reasons to get attracted,

    May be like an illusion…

    To fall for a read, like a mild love story with moderate title.

    With soothing songs, and sentimental scenes.

    Just like we want that one particular well structured cake with some serious decoration in a bakery.

    I picked , purchased and started Reading…

    And it took really time for me to realize that I am onto something very different from my expectations..

    It is a negative book ,with a concept negatively compiled, heart draining with the every single aspect of it.

    Don’t Fall for it, Don’t fall for it..

    Don’t waste your energy and time, throw it before it destroys you,

    It is poisonous..

    It took sometime for me to realize but it is good that I am out of it now..

    Someone said it right…

    Don’t Judge a book by it’s cover

    lovE & paiN


    Love is pain and pain is love

    Both are on the same page and both are with one another.

    Both are not easy to handle,

    both makes you strong,

    Both needs more and more of you.

    Both will either make you or break you,

    Why we love to have love , and want pain with it,,?

    Sometimes without our choice, Will and demand we taste both

    Live with love and love with pain so that we could live and love and feel the pain as a part of it

    Pain gets lesser when we have our best partners to cope up,

    Love gets more and actually grows when we have best partners,

    so both are same in terms of demand, love grows and pain diminishes with our best possible partners,

    Love is medicine which cures from the disease called pain,

    Love your love always, like you love your love like no one else can love ever.

    And your love never feel any pain even in a pain.

    Why always me and not you..!


    Hey listen ,

    Why I need to say hello to you every time after your bye..

    Why?

    Tell me why?

    Why always me the first and not you..

    Why you can’t say the same to me ..

    Why you feel it different from me to Approach..

    Why you don’t feel the same eagerness to talk..

    Why you are so selective and reactive..

    Why you can’t initiate the first step..

    Why?

    Tell me why?

    Why always me and not you?

    Don’t Go..


    Listen,

    Don’t go,

    Don’t go to bed !

    Let’s stay awake in love as I don’t want to sleep and loose you even in my dreams.

    Let’s stay away from fights as I know I can’t win and also I don’t want you to loose.

    Let’s stay in love to feel you in me and me in you regardless of our distance in between.

    Let’s stay away from egos and angers, and stay happy.

    Let’s stay in life with our dreams, so that you and me don’t need any other day to live .

    Hey ,

    how could you go for sleep. When I have so much to ask and many more to share.

    Kisses and many more.


    She with an image of introvert, more of a book worm,

    A simple, And Shy looking girl,

    with long black hair , always oiled and tied !!!

    And with specs ,

    Falls in love with a guy,

    who was not so good in the good books of any father,

    With some messy hair,And untamed Beard.

    with An Ear Ring for a show off, and a street fighter with profession.

    but nervous in talking to girls.

    He finds it tough to approach for romance.

    Because Loving an introvert girl is not that easy at least as per the perception.

    As one can’t force any other.

    So, the girl understands his side and breaks the shackles of her own created barriers ,

    She calls him to her house, with a loose hair and dim light ,

    she smiles and removes her specs, with some tempting dress and a naughty pull towards her through his neck ,

    looks at him and asks ” you being a macho scared of what??? , don’t you think I am like any other girl who likes love.

    And in between her talks she holds him tight and kiss him on his lips with her own eyes closed .

    The girl is not the same book worm and introvert at the kissing,

    And she kissed him with all the hidden desires and passion.

    And then the Guy kiss her with a more manly approach, he also feels good about it as they both have crossed their barrier.

    and so, they both shared a passionate romance ,

    And loving each other like they are carefree in love…

    with some noisy kisses and many other things.

    Return if you find it.


    A Part of Mine is Missing,

    I have been seeking and searching it’s Existence,

    But I think I lost it,

    Yeah,

    I lost my heart and so my smile.

    Check if it is there with you,

    Please Return if you find it.

    It has been there with me,

    But I lost it,

    Lost it from the last hug of yours ,

    Just Check it,

    you may find it somewhere,

    Around your heart,

    May be around your perfume,

    Even around your Mirror,

    Return it, if you find it.

    
    
    
    
    

    Option / choice.


    I wish I could have stopped her , a bit more,

    I tried my best,

    but she had priorities,…

    And many more reasons to leave.

    I wanted her to stay ,

    Sit and talk more About she and me.

    But she went as she felt going is a better option,.

    Then talking to me.

    Or she may have better things to do than talking to me.

    I felt like ,

    I am an option,

    not a choice

    Not a serious aspect,

    Just a time pass Material!!

    Who has been played,

    And left after sometime.

    Don’t Hide…


    Yes I am happy..

    I like the little cute smiles,

    and the naughty winks of mine,

    I wanted all this to happen for me,

    Yes This is something different,

    its special.

    But still I am not accepting it,

    I am hiding it,

    I want to stay away from this,

    I am staying at some distance without my honest will,

    But this is quite cautionary,

    I am hiding my emotions and the reactive notions.

    I am hiding the cute little love.

    I want loneliness not love,

    May be I am avoiding it with the restricted barriers.

    I don’t think I should love,

    or i need a love story now,

    I am good with the tears,

    don’t want someone to wipe out,

    I am loving this love but I think I can’t love,

    I should not love.

    I hope my emotions are not evident to the world,

    I hope I can hide it well.

    Yes I would prefer to hide my
    Happiness,

    My Feelings,

    My Emotions,

    And

    My love.


    *Don’t Hide your Emotions . Love , Hate , Anger, or Happiness just show it , feel it . it is good to speak and sort it out, no restricted barriers should come in between of your feelings and confrontations.

    You Betrayed yourself .


    jennifer winget

    I am Broken

    Sad

    Alone

    And

    Empty.

    But still Don’t want to Be in love with you as you don’t need it, as you don’t deserve it, as you don’t respect it,

    You want darkness and the sadness,

    And of course the Pain .

    You may have many things to live and like, but you still need that one thing which you will never get , because you betrayed yourself,

    you cheated yourself more, than anyone, You Idiot.

    May you find heart and heartbeats as a human being . As you sound Alien to me sometimes, who has more of nothingness than anything to cherish .

    God Bless you,

    May you find yourself better someday.

    May you find better reasons to live love and laugh.

    Get well soon.

    Let’s Love Again..



    Let’s love

    A bit more than the last time,

    Like you say ” Lost in love”

    This Red Rose is still a bud,

    But it is like your favorite Flower,

    I plucked it from the public garden,

    And Just few drops of rain over it ,

    makes it even more beautiful,

    Like you look, when you loose your silky hair,

    Let’s love,

    And love even more,

    Like we did,

    in the rain,

    Under your blue Umbrella,

    Yes We kissed in public without any shyness,

    As the love overshadowed the crowd around

    Let’s love, Again

    And love even more,

    Let’s kiss Again ,

    Even with the Rise of sun,

    also in the Rise of moon,

    Let’s love again ,

    Near the favorite Lake with some coconut trees,

    And some natural dim light,

    Yes, Let’s Love Again!!!


    Good Day

    I love for life


    I Believe in love , and loving for life.

    I am not like these modern day lovers,

    who change love on daily basis.

    I am an old school lover, I love for life.

    Love is beyond physical intimacy for me,

    It’s like the connection of two individuals eternally,

    For which they don’t need to have any official relationship,

    any named relation,

    any talks, any eye contacts

    any face offs,

    and not even any other connection physically.

    Just their soul connects.

    And I am sad that I don’t find people like me anymore .

    And She said It…


    jennifer winget

    In A competition,

    When she was asked to write about me by looking at me,

    she left it blank and said

    “I can’t write about him , as I feel I shouldn’t waste my time to write about him, when he is in front of me, I would rather prefer to watch him, and just keep on watch him…

    Like my eyes got stuck at him,

    Like my world has paused at him,

    Like I don’t care for being watched by the world when I am looking at him.

    Like he is the only one in the world to look and I am the only lucky one with the eyes to look at him.

    Yes of course I watch him daily but that’s just not Enough for me,

    I can spend my life watching him.

    He is so much of love,

    I can’t take my eyes away of him when he is there around me,

    I prefer to watch him in anything and everything i do.

    I kiss his photographs when no one is watching without a mark of my lips at his photos “

    And Guess What,

    I being her competition at other End , smiling , Blushing , and filled with love and happiness applauded for her .

    And said ” I feel the same for you my love but yes I couldn’t have said this in front of everyone.

    And yes please give her the Prize she won it without any doubts like she won my heart.”

    Announcement – Stories For You


     

    Announcement

    Hello and Namaste to all the beautiful people out there, hopefully you all are healthy and doing well.

     This is to inform you all regarding the book “Stories For You” Published by Mr. R Prakash Rao, which is now live and available in India and also in different parts of the world.

     The book is written and crafted with all the hard work and noticeable efforts.

    The book does not hold references to any.

      The book is available in both modes i.e. as an EBook and also in the paperback format.

    So, requesting you all to show some love to the creativity and dedication involved in it.

    Appreciate it if you find it appreciable.

    Let’s live the fictional journey with relevance to reality.

    Grab a copy and spread the word.

    And yes don’t forget to share your feedback

    Stories For You – India (PAPERBACK COVER)
    Stories For You – EBook cover (India)& Paperback cover (abroad)

    Thank you

    For assistance the links of various countries are shared below in both the formats and for the available distributors.

    For Readers in India

     Paperback Format is available at

    Amazon.In: https://www.amazon.in/dp/1685095259?&tag=notionpcom-21

    Notionpress.com: https://notionpress.com/read/stories-for-you

    EBook format is available at

    Amazon. In: https://www.amazon.in/Stories-you-R-Prakash-Rao-ebook/dp/B09B85NJBF/ref=sr_1_1?dchild=1&keywords=r+prakash+rao&qid=1627627331&sr=8-1

    Flipkart .com : https://www.flipkart.com/stories-for-you/p/itm64ef6a0e645d0?pid=9781685095253&lid=LSTBOK97816850952538UXFYI&marketplace=FLIPKART&q=r+prakash+rao&store=bks&srno=s_1_1&otracker=search&otracker1=search&fm=SEARCH&iid=fbef129f-db12-4397-9ff9-b77ff7150196.978168

    For the readers in U.S.A

    Paperback format is available at

    Amazon.com: https://www.amazon.com/Stories-you-Mr-Prakash-Rao/dp/B09B359ZWS/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627623287&sr=8-1

    EBook Format is available at

    Amazon.com: https://www.amazon.com/Stories-you-R-Prakash-Rao-ebook/dp/B09B85NJBF/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627623287&sr=8-1

    For the Readers in Australia

    Paperback format is available at

    Amazon.com.auhttps://www.amazon.com.au/Stories-you-Mr-Prakash-Rao/dp/B09B359ZWS/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627628520&sr=8-1

    EBook format is available at

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    For the readers in UK

    Paperback format is available at

    Amazon.co.ukhttps://www.amazon.co.uk/Stories-you-Mr-Prakash-Rao/dp/B09B359ZWS/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=r+prakash+rao&qid=1627628908&sr=8-1

    EBook Format is available at

    Amazon.co.ukhttps://www.amazon.co.uk/Stories-you-R-Prakash-Rao-ebook/dp/B09B85NJBF/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627628908&sr=8-1

    For the readers in Spain

    Paperback format is available at

    Amazon.es: https://www.amazon.es/Stories-you-Mr-Prakash-Rao/dp/B09B359ZWS/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627629795&sr=8-1

    EBook format is available at

    Amazon.es: https://www.amazon.es/Stories-you-English-Prakash-Rao-ebook/dp/B09B85NJBF/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627629795&sr=8-1

    For the readers in Japan

    Paperback format is available at

    Amazon.co.jphttps://www.amazon.co.jp/-/en/Mr-R-Prakash-Rao/dp/B09B359ZWS/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627630819&sr=8-1

    EBook format is available at

    Amazon.co.jphttps://www.amazon.co.jp/-/en/R-Prakash-Rao-ebook/dp/B09B85NJBF/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627630819&sr=8-1

    For the readers in Italy

    Paperback format is available at

    Amazon.it: https://www.amazon.it/Stories-you-Mr-Prakash-Rao/dp/B09B359ZWS/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627631084&sr=8-1

    EBook format is available at

    Amazon.it: https://www.amazon.it/Stories-you-English-Prakash-Rao-ebook/dp/B09B85NJBF/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627631084&sr=8-1

    For the readers in Germany

    Paperback format is available at

    Amazon.de: https://www.amazon.de/Stories-you-Mr-Prakash-Rao/dp/B09B359ZWS/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627631351&sr=8-1

    EBook format is available at

    Amazon.de: https://www.amazon.de/Stories-you-English-Prakash-Rao-ebook/dp/B09B85NJBF/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627631351&sr=8-1

    For the readers in France

     Paperback format is available at

    Amazon.fr: https://www.amazon.fr/Stories-you-Mr-Prakash-Rao/dp/B09B359ZWS/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627631559&sr=8-1

    EBook format is available at

    Amazon.fr: https://www.amazon.fr/Stories-you-English-Prakash-Rao-ebook/dp/B09B85NJBF/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627631559&sr=8-1

    For the readers in Canada

    Paperback format is available at

    Amazon.ca: https://www.amazon.ca/Stories-you-Mr-Prakash-Rao/dp/B09B359ZWS/ref=sr_1_1?dchild=1&keywords=r+prakash+rao&qid=1627631817&sr=8-1

    EBook format is available at

    Amazon.ca: https://www.amazon.ca/Stories-you-R-Prakash-Rao-ebook/dp/B09B85NJBF/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627631817&sr=8-1

     For the readers in Brazil

    EBook format is available at

    Amazon.com.brhttps://www.amazon.com.br/Stories-you-English-Prakash-Rao-ebook/dp/B09B85NJBF/ref=sr_1_1?__mk_pt_BR=%C3%85M%C3%85%C5%BD%C3%95%C3%91&dchild=1&keywords=r+prakash+rao&qid=1627631983&sr=8-1

    For the readers in turkey

    Paperback format is available at

    Amazon.com.trhttps://www.amazon.com.tr/Stories-you-Mr-Prakash-Rao/dp/B09B359ZWS/ref=sr_1_1?__mk_tr_TR=%C3%85M%C3%85%C5%BD%C3%95%C3%91&dchild=1&keywords=r+prakash+rao&qid=1627629666&sr=8-1

    For the readers in Singapore

    Paperback format is available at

    Amazon.sg: https://www.amazon.sg/Stories-you-Mr-Prakash-Rao/dp/B09B359ZWS/ref=sr_1_4?dchild=1&keywords=R+PRAKASH+RAO&qid=1627630035&sr=8-4

    For the readers in Netherlands

    EBook format is available at

    Amazon.nl: https://www.amazon.nl/Stories-you-English-Prakash-Rao-ebook/dp/B09B85NJBF/ref=sr_1_1?__mk_nl_NL=%C3%85M%C3%85%C5%BD%C3%95%C3%91&dchild=1&keywords=r+prakash+rao&qid=1627630449&sr=8-1

    For the readers in MEXICO

    EBook format is available at

    Amazon.com.mxhttps://www.amazon.com.mx/Stories-you-English-Prakash-Rao-ebook/dp/B09B85NJBF/ref=sr_1_2?__mk_es_MX=%C3%85M%C3%85%C5%BD%C3%95%C3%91&dchild=1&keywords=r+prakash+rao&qid=1627630654&sr=8-2

    Enjoy the Read.

    With a smile .


    jennifer winget

    She with a little smile, Enough to Bring Glitters , came to my dream, asked me How are you?

    I was angry with her even in the dream, I never replied to her, but yes looked at her with confusion and hesitation,

    Confusion was there as i was not expecting her to meet me and ask how are you?

    Hesitation was there as I was not sure that I should be looking at her or not,Being Aware of the current dynamics.

    She was in a Black suit with her head wrapped with a Black Mantilla.

    She looked Pretty in the attire like she ever did,

    it was enough for me to feel that I am fallen in love with you again.

    But she smilingly said you should get married now,

    its enough of me,

    I don’t deserve this much of love, I left you and its high time, you should move on,

    Yes it is different from your perception, as you love with more passion and sincerity, but yes this how it has to be,

    And God is there to punish me for all the Bad things I did to you,

    I think You deserve a far better girl than me, that’s why all this happened,

    I feel bad for being not with you , but I know you hate Me now, and I deserve all the hate.

    I could see her crying with some tears and eyes filled with Guilt.

    Than she left and the visuals got blurred,

    I don’t know

    I don’t remember, anything after that, she left and I tried to stop her but I failed,

    The Dream was over!!

    Then my mom came with a newspaper from outside and said ” that Guy again gave the wrong newspaper to us.”

    I smiled and took the Newspaper.

    Thank you

    What They Never said!


    They said you may burn, you’re using fire as your Darling,

    They said you may get poisonous, you’re cuddling with a snake,

    They said you may get shock, you’re are hanging out with current,

    They said you may fall, you’re are buzzing around a rock.

    They said you may you may drowned, you’re swimming across the river in rain.

    They said This,

    And They said That,

    Actually They said Everything

    Like Snake, Rock,River, Fire and current !

    But ,

    They never said Directly That you shouldn’t love her !

    Which was needed the most,

    Come on Guys,

    How could I Believe in such Hints , Being Obsessed to Her, ?


    *We should be clear with our words and Actions always.

    a beautiful woman


    Photo by Amir SeilSepour on Pexels.com
    Blink ! may be with an unnoticed wink
    a wave without an eye contact
    a smile with some penetrating stares at here and there
    of course everywhere,
    blowing kisses for the air if not for me, as per the pretending
    
    some day in red
    some day in black 
    blue also but not necessarily for the mondays
    
    
    with layers of makeup coated and jewels placed near the neck
     some heavy touch ups of eye shadows and mascara
    with your printed embroidery clothes
    and the multi colored shawls.
    
    yes i noticed every time, 
    when you reaped your lips to make it even more red and pinkish,
    also when you purposely lifted your feet to show the design of alta{Dye}.
    
    you really looked like a women with a heart that beats faster than normal,
    when looked at me.
    you really made me feel special with your constant searching eyes, 
    and unanswered and puzzling hints,
    
    the beauty of you is so beautiful that i never felt the need of knowing you, 
    or talking to you
    as you speak and tell a lot with your eyes, 
    which i could sense but could not reciprocate
    
    you came to my dreams quite a few times  
    as i can`t wish to have you in my reality 
    you will be there in my mind  as a beautiful woman
     with some unsaid plans for me , and also some hidden fantasies.
    
    i feel for you for being unresponsive
     but yes i have the valid reasons.
    and yes you made me feel good about myself. 
    
    
    
    

    Reading The Same Book


    Reading the same book

    Based on Love,

    and Romance,

    Reading the same book,

    We liked the most,

    Based on Affections,

    and Emotions,

    Reading the same book,

    We thought to Adapt & Recompile,

    Based on Me,

    and You.

    Reading the same book,

    But,

    Adding the chapters of hate and cheat,

    Also, Pain and Redemption to the ending of it,

    And Named it

    ” The Roasted Chicken.”

    Looking not listening..


    Most of the time she looked at him, without even murmuring a single word,

    He was talking a lot, being unaware of being noticed, he explained everything what was needed regarding it.

    She was looking at him like a poser poses ,with a smile and still eyes with some glittering effect in eyes.

    Like a serious listener

    And he was just speaking with all the professionalism without any hesitation or confusion,

    as he was a sincere and dedicated sales officer came to demonstrate about the product for which he was assigned.

    She liked his speaking skills more than anyone as she was not listening him, and she never cared that he speaks fast and non stop.

    For her it was more like seeing someone very pure at eyes and innocent with looks.

    it was like something special in front of her which she really liked and loved looking at.

    And for him, talking to her was just making sure that he could convince her for the purchase of the product.

    He explained everything, and asked whether she is impressed with product or not ? She has any doubts or what? She would purchase it or not?

    She replied I am very happy with the product but would like to understand about it more deeply, so she asked him to explain the entire product again,(purposely she said)

    He explained her for three times, (without any anger)

    And finally she bought it with a smile and took the word to help her if needed regarding the usage, by the visit or via phone.

    He smiled and said sure Mam.

    And then they never had any doubts and explanations between them,

    as the usage of phone was quite more better than explanations and doubts of the products.


    Thank You

    Raising My Eye Brow…


    just saw your picture the other night,

    felt like I saw something really unpleasing to my heart , more than my eyes.

    As I could easily recollect my moments with you,

    Which I actually avoided over the years. As I hate to recollect it.

    wait,

    you may think I watched it purposely, but this is not what the case was,

    I was scrolling my social site and I found you there with him as youprofile picture.

    I actually tried to avoid watching your pic by closing my eyes & scrolling down,

    but one of my eye, may be the right eye still saw your pic as it never closed.

    Though It looked like I was winking at you,

    but not actually,

    I Just watched you and him, with a raised eyebrow .

    That’s it.

    But it has been a really painful experience,

    as I never wanted to watch you and your pic again ,

    But accidentally I watched you through your pic,

    That too with the one for whom you left me.

    Sad but yes I saw your pic. !

    Hate you dear!!

    Blueprint of love.


    She came with some questions, and asked him precisely ,

    As he was the most sorted guy of the group.

    he actually wanted to spend more time with her, as she was his love interest,

    so it was like bread and butter to him.

    she started asking about love and breakups and confessed that she had bitter memory of love, he smiled

    and replied you have a memory of love which itself is good,

    many of us don’t even have that,

    they love without letting it know , even to their shadow,

    And whatever you asked me about love is just the replica of your sadness of your previous experience,

    I would rather suggest you to believe in the beauty of life, in the way it comes

    accept it, and stay honest to it,

    that’s it,

    there is no blueprint of love.

    That it has to be done that way or this way it varies from time and person to person.

    She hugged him and said thank you my friend.

    I am done with my doubts hope I find someone like you,someday!

    He smiled, and just felt good about it.

    Thank You

    Aside

    I see you ….


    My mirror is not working ,

    I can’t see my face, in it

    I tried yesterday,

    I have been trying from the morning,

    But I can’t see my face ,

    It’s not working,

    I see someone else instead,

    Yes I see you in it,

    Whenever I try to see myself in it,

    I see you,

    Sometimes smiling ,

    Sometimes fixing your shattered hair.

    Yes you even wink sometimes,

    Is it an illusion or you did some black magic. ?

    But I can’t see me in it.

    I see you in it.

    Love and feel


    Breeze just at the back yard of your house,

    I love it like I love your breathe,

    soothing and pleasant

    like we listened that famous romantic duet with some cuddles and and a bit of salsa.

    Still I wonder the shampoo you use , the perfume you spray

    your hair is soft like velvet and the fragrance is still around my shoulders,

    Don’t know how beautiful it would be if we could roam in that breeze with your open hair, and with that saree which I gifted you on your last birthday.

    Sheer pleasure and a treat to eyes.

    Don’t know whether I would just look at you or I would enjoy the ambiance.

    As it would be like “surrender right now you can’t look anywhere else

    Feel the Love.


    Aside

    Looking you in me.


    jennifer winget

    I am Adding more colors to your painting, as I added more flairs to my personality,

    yes I like smiling now as you do, not much like you but yes I can smile my love.

    Somehow I managed to look good by wearing the best clothes from my wardrobe as you have the tendency of making every presence picture perfect.

    Yes I started using the same shade of lipstick which you said you like at the movie theatre last week.

    Also i added a habit of you ,
    looking more towards the camera and posing ,

    I think I am looking you in me.

    I am not the same individual who sits alone in the dark room with specs on my eyes and searching something exciting on my laptop.

    I find my life happening with you and it is exciting as well I don’t need any other entertainment to pursue.

    I love to look good now,

    I want to be like you,

    Always smiling always charming like a happy child.


    ***when we are in love we just love to do everything like our partner not to impress but actually to feel good about it, which makes love more beautiful.
    *** Love can change your tastes, outlooks and choices.

    Love , Me, And Problem


    Me , Love And Problems, we three have been always with each other, love always came to me with many more problems, I accepted love with both the hands and problems with some tears, it’s more like a triangular love story of Bollywood , we three always fall for each one of us.

    I still remember that I have chosen the path of love almost like riding the bike against the flow of wind, always risky and challenging.

    But somehow I liked the drama around love with little bit of sweetness sometimes ,but most of the time it was bitterness which I tasted more. But still preferred to choose love and the problem later.

    Love has been my actual girl friend and with whom I wanted to spend my life time, but problem has been the one whose secret crush has been me, with whom I never actually moved apart though always tried. As she has been a strong follower of mine.

    I have been given option, to stay away from love to stay away from problem but i opted for love and so then problem persisted ,which in turn it has ruined my life,

    my life completely demolished for the sake of love. It has broken my heart into pieces of chicken, which the problem enjoyed with some roasting,

    so how I say I am like the roasted chicken, which you like the most with salt and pepper.

    It is very painful to be the one with such reality where you find yourself alone and alone, every next time.

    Deep down I feel , I shouldn’t have fallen for love it took everything from me, but I actually fall for it again and again, I am always someone who believes in doing the same mistake again and again irrespective of the outcome.

    Yes maybe I am kid at heart, or fool in other words.

    So, In return I end up being a showpiece to the world, they feel for me, the learn from my mistake ,they talk about me and some even likes to offer charity and some just do the gossips,

    Even after all this if someone ask me would you prefer love to have with you ,but you have to accept problem as well,

    I will say yes I want to have love regardless of problem and consequences.

    You can’t love anyone without problem and in other way if you see you always need love to tackle with pains & problems.

    You may loose sometime and sometime you may win, but it has to be the love for which you live regardless of it complementary gifts.

    Love always !

    Don’t worry about problems or it’s side effects.

    Just try to have love in your side more and more with a smile and shine.

    Aside

    Another day.


    Another day with some Rushing & slow downs,

    With some smiles and some worries..

    Some positivity and some insecurity along with it,

    some expectations and faced many more realities.

    Spent some time with self at the parking place alone. and recalled the time with everyone.

    Now,

    Looking the sky with more bigger eyes, and wishing the good wishes for the next day .

    Loving and Living with smile.

    Aside

    Still not sure ..


    Still I am not sure about it, as I can’t find any clue from your traits,

    Reading your mind is very tough, as solving a jigsaw puzzle,

    Sometimes you smile and sometimes you look apart,

    Someday you text me, and some day you don’t even reply.

    Somehow I came to know that you have mood swings, like me 😀

    But still not sure about your views on me..

    What’s there in your mind?

    Tell me, so that I can think better about it.

    Yes Thinking about you is like reading a poem, sweet deep and exciting.

    But are you this or you are that !

    What are you actually.. ?

    Someday you dance, and someday you cry for hours…

    Still not sure about you,

    And your views on me…

    jennifer winget

    Hypocrisy…


    We

    Were

    The

    Perfect

    Mismatch..!


    We all can say this after sometime of our love failure without any hesitation,

    but do we ever think about it when we actually in love with that individual,

    I think we don’t and we can’t actually,

    so how and why we say it after the things has gone other way?

    Hypocrisy it is..

    Instead of saying that we should try to be honest and accept that we were not good enough to stand by our love for which we are responsible, not the compatibility!

    It Happens….


    Just too hard it is to miss someone who has been not nice to you,

    I think we don’t miss them, we actually still don’t digest the fact of they being wrong and harsh to us.

    We don’t sleep in the nights .

    And we sleep sometimes with the open eyes.

    You can’t walk in the best available roads,

    But you prefer to walk blindly near the sea shore.

    It is tough to actually define it , as you don’t know is that the extended love !

    Or the extreme hate it is.

    Whatever it is , it makes life very tough.

    Let’s Cook Love…


    Have a boy and girl ,

    With two hearts at a working condition,

    Bring in some eye contacts, some attachments,

    Add some duets for the texture,

    some drama if needed,

    with some possessiveness for the aroma,

    You may choose Egos, angers and selflessness as per your nature.

    Mix it well with confusions & detachments,

    You may add Villains as spices,

    And Garnish it with some cuddles,

    That’s it,

    The Recipe called love is ready to serve,


    *** the happy ending or the ending with tears, depends upon the usage of the ingredients ,Like any other dish.


    Let’s Serve Love.

    The First Love


    One day you will sit and remember that you  actually liked the moments you lived with your first love, whether we loved or argue there is something cute within it, which is inevitable.

    you may find more love and more happiness in life but you will remember the one always as you shared the most purest form of love with him/her

    yes they say it right first love is always the love which stays in our heart even at the ages of deaths,

    First love remains there in your heart no matter how much you try to eradicate it from your heart, you can’t do it, you may find the valid reasons, but emotions don’t understand any such reason,

    First love is an illusion,

    you smile by the anger of your partner, and you get angry on the most silly things,

    The more deep you love the more you live with the innocence of first love…

     first love is the best love, it is something which makes you grow more as person sometimes and sometimes it makes you a stubborn and even a kid.

    But trust me the most beautiful emotion is love, and when it comes to first love I think the beauty of love is enhanced more and more.

    Those eye contacts, the hints, the little cuddles, makes it even more beautiful,

    Confusions, jealousness, doubts and possessiveness makes it even more exciting,

    And the impatience adds the exact salt to the taste,

    The first love is the beautiful garden with all the colors of flowers, which stays in the heart even after years and years.

    Hate you the most…


    I hate you,

    yes I hate you even in your photographs,

    I can’t take that fake smile even for few seconds,

    just too harsh for my heart to watch you even in my dreams,

    you don’t deserve an eye contact for the rest of my life,

    yes I hate you the most ,

    I don’t want to meet you forever,

    Also,

    I can’t even watch your sick photographs , I repeat!

    Don’t know when I developed this hatred for you,

    As only I know how much I loved you, You Bloody coward!

    But you never deserved that love.

    I hate you !! Yes HATE you the most.

    Wrong or Right ?


    Wrong or Right, I don’t know

    If loving someone is a crime ,

    then take me to the jail,

    but you can’t take the feelings from my heart , as I live with it ,

    if I am died, you may take it from my body but not from my soul,

    Harder & heavier it is to justify you all as you people hardly understand my language,

    as i speak clear and lucid and you only understand manipulations,

    yes it is not that legitimate to love her,

    but my heart is quite untamed,

    it don’t have an active brain,

    to think and tell that you are now Mrs. And not the same Miss,

    by the way it beats faster than an ordinary heart,

    whenever i remember you and me and the good happy days,

    Can’t help!!!

    And actually I don’t care.

    LoVeAndOnlyLovE…


    The Story of my love started with your smiles…

    Strengthened with my anger..

    Grown with your promises..

    Nurtured with my beliefs..

    Affected with the people around us…

    Spoiled with the insecurities….

    Ruptured with the traps of your loved ones..

    Finished with your decision..

    Separated by the society..

    Not ended with my loneliness..

    And

    Reliving Love with WordPress..

    Those Corners of Road.


    Those Corners of Road are still there.

    Still there as it has been ..

    But not for me anymore.

    The ambience of the road within the darkness of night with some dim moonlight is still the same as it has been,

    But not for me.

    But Not for me my dear..

    There is some unknown relationship between me and those corners of the road ,

    it is more like the relationship between the beauty and eyes.

    Both are of no use without the existence of the other.

    Those corners of Road take me to the memory of me waiting for you for hours without any hesitation , and impatience.

    The memory of our long ridings to the conclusion of our silly arguments,

    My life with you was more happening was just because of those corners of Roads...

    They are still there but not for me anymore dear..

    Those corners of Road…

    Don’t lOok bAck !


    Just a thought of looking back came in my mind , but it is good to move forward.. I realized then.

    Though the life is very empty and I am very much alone.

    Yes I don’t smile as i used to do. Yes I don’t live the life as I have been.

    Yes I put my head down when I have been asked to answer as I don’t want any confrontations as it illogical now.

    Yes I think daily about  how it happened? And why to me? I could have done better or what?

    But yes it feels good to know that I am not with those fake people , I am not around with the so called well wishers of mine.

    As even I came to know that it’s good to be alone rather than the fake people.

    So I don’t need to look back as it only gives me pain for being so idiot and blind in love. How I could be so fool? How they could be so cruel and selfish? Why I believed them in that way?

    Many questions within me comes and make feel bad about it as I can’t get the answers. As they are unavailable to me in fact don’t exist for me anymore either.

    So this life has taught me that yes it is very painful to deal with your emotional setbacks , as it may drag you again and again to the life where you have been but one should never look back . we should smile and move forward in life.

    Don’t Look Back to the People and to the history which Hurts you even more than the pain your dealing in the present.

    Just Don’t Look Back and Move forward.

    As it will give you sadness only.

    Life is cycle of happiness and sadness wait for the other side and live your life with a smiLe.

    GoodNighT.

    More of you….


    More of you …

    More of you my love…

    Yes bit more of you is what I like…

    But what you have been doing..

    What you have been doing by hiding your own shadows…??

    And the more I want…

    The more you are invisible…

    Invisible smiles…

    Invisible shadows..

    Invisible Love..

    But a sense of your existence is always there…

    In which I can smell your fragrance..

    More of you I want my love..

    Yes a bit more of you…

    Hell is the Better place to live…


    Hell is the better to place to live the rest of my life,

    As it won’t give me these breathe taking pains on instalment basis,

    As it won’t give me the sadness of being cheated again and again,
    As it won’t insult me for loving you blindly every now and then,
    Yes Hell is the better to live my life.

    You are the reason for all these conversations,

    You are the reason for all the instigations,

    You are the reason for my helplessness,

    You are the reason for every time i cry,
    You made my life irresistible,
    Hell is better place to live,

    I can’t live with this shame,

    I can’t live with this humiliation,

    I do have words,
    I don’t want to stay with it,
    Yes I am frustrated,

    As Hell is the better to place to LIVE.

    Hell is the better to place to live the rest of my life,

    As it won’t give me these breathe taking pains on instalment basis,

    As it won’t give me the sadness of being cheated again and again,
    As it won’t insult me for loving you blindly every now and then,
    Yes Hell is the better to live my life.

    You are the reason for all these conversations,

    You are the reason for all the instigations,

    You are the reason for my helplessness,

    You are the reason for every time i cry,
    You made my life irresistible,
    Hell is better place to live,

    I can’t live with this shame,

    I can’t live with this humiliation,

    I do have words,
    I don’t want to stay with it,
    Yes I am frustrated,

    As Hell is the better to place to LIVE.


    Clearly Yours…


    Let me tell her that he likes her…

    But what about you, ah not much.

    I will be happy if she is happy with him.

    But you like her. No I love her

    Then why do you want to do this..

    As I don’t want loose her friendship if she doesn’t likes me..

    And moreover he is richer and best suited to her…

    So your love…?

    Happy with her happiness..

    My love is tiny then her shopping wallet..

    Even if she accepts me..

    I know my life and her demands…

    We would be the perfect mismatch…

    Patchy Lines.


    Yes I have to say that I love you and hate you, yes it is very tough to do both at the same time but yes I have been doing it daily from few years, I don’t know how but I hate you like hell and yes I still love you dear somewhere …I don’t know why.! You have been a puzzle you are still the same.

    It is hard to have the love and hate relationship with the same individual but yes I have something like that and I am enjoying it. Yes I never wanted to hate you but your deeds are very bad, I know it is unbelievable but yes I do love and hate to you a lot.

    I hope someday I can come to a conclusion of loving you or hating you only, rather than having both emotions on you. Don’t ask me which is more.

    Love.

    You’re the difference


    the dark loneliness is lovable when it has your thoughts.

    the charmless smile is sparkling when it has your memories..

    the rough hair is shiny when it has your touch..

    the awkward moment is memorable when it has your appearance..

    the tough time is smooth when it has your support…

    the confusing path is clear when it has your guidance..

    the irritation is enjoyable when it has your flair..

    the boringness is entertaining when it has your magic..
    the sour is sweet when it has your existence..


    the sick nights are electrifying when it has your swag.
    So, you’re the difference..

    Lost in You…


    Yes I am Lost..

    I am lost in you…

    I am lost in your love…

    I am Lost in the search of your love..

    I am lost in this Amazing Loneliness..
    This loneliness is filled with you and your thoughts…

    Yes I am lost in love…

    Lost in the most painful form of love…

    Lost in the love of you and me…

    Lost in the love which has been unaccepted by the people…

    Lost with tears in my world everywhere..

    Lost with you forever..

    Yes I am Lost…

    Lost with you..

    Lost in you…

    And I Want You without any Hope…

    The Midnight Love…💞


    Lost in a Beautiful lake under the Quenching Moonlight…

    Pinching the Visions for searching something Unavailable…

    Playing with Eyes to assume the Beautiful shower to feel fresh…

    Searching something unheard to listen the soothing symphony…

    Whispering with the words to convey the darkness around the dusk…

    Want to love you even more with extreme passion in this tempting breeze…

    The fragrance of your favorite perfume is flying around My walls….

    Every Corner of my room demands you as your smile make them lively….

    But you are not here..

    And you can’t be here for me forever….

    And I can’t say that I am Missing you as you are my Soulmate…

    Thank You My Love….

    Photo by samer daboul on Pexels.com

    Leave me with a smile on your face..


    And then she said…

    I Love you …

    But my family does not want me to live with you as they have other dreams for me and you don’t fit over there according to them…

    And i can’t leave my family for you….. As they came earlier in my life then you……

    So i have decided to live without you for them as they cannot understand my situation as you can do.

    I am sorry for this

    but I am helpless

    I just want to say that you deserve a better person than me …

    I know its tough and painful but this the last thing I am asking you for this life if you really love me please leave me with a smile on your face and don’t meet me again..

    I can’t face you

    But don’t hate me I can’t see that for me.

    I am sorry I know its a kind of cheat with you but I know you will understand my situation better then anyone else.

    Please forgive me..

    Please Go …

    I Will Meet You There..


    I am leaving you for now..

    But

    I will meet you there…

    Far away from this world…

    There will be no one to ask us anything..

    No Questions..

    No Answers..

    No Egos..

    No Issues..

    No Worries..

    No Heartbreakings…

    No Rights…

    No wrongs..

    No diplomats..

    Only you….

    Only me..

    And our Love…

    I will meet you there ….

    Far away from the people..

    Far away from this world…

    Far away from the demands of life..

    I will be there for you

    I will be waiting for you

    I will meet you there…

    No one will be there to separate us.

    I will meet you there..

    Far away from this world..

    Loving You a lot..

    Bye

    What’s wrong With you dear?


    Hello Everyone..

    How many of you agree to the fact that sometimes advising someone could become your mistake…

    You may be doing something for the betterment of the individual by taking some unauthorized ownership which may hurt them if you have been enforcing your views on them. They may feel that you are taking their liberty from them to do things as per them…

    And you being unaware of the thinking would give more suggestions which may be good enough but due to the fact that you are hurting their ego. They may ask you who the hell are you to give such suggestions..?

    In fact I agree and understand their perception also. as no one want to feel lesser and its hard to see that people take opinions and views sportively…

    Nevertheless its good to have a barrier of No I don’t need to do this…Rather then feeling bad of witnessing harshness…

    But if you are advising then you will think that the person will praise you or will acknowledge you some Or the other way..

    The minimum maturity level and ethics is not there…. Which we normally expect from the people to whom we normally like and admire…but if they led you down then you will feel that the expectation was mistake….

    If anyone is advising you something then then you should be able enough to take it positively as no one has a free time in this busy world to advice you. Its purely selflessness .

    he/she is advising you because they are your well wishers. You are not paying them to do so.

    Is it mandatory that one should always say the good things and put the scope of improvement under the carpet…!

    I look my mirror for enhancing my looks.it may show me some dark circles but it does not mean that I will break that mirror…!

    The Last Love Letter…


    27.06.2017 Tuesday

    Dear Love ,

    This Letter is for the Unconditional Love we had for each other…

    May you read it with the same spark in your eyes as you had in your eyes for my Messages.

    May be I am not your love anymore but you will be my love forever as I can’t have a replacement for you ever in my life.

    May be your priorities have changed but it is still enough that you gave me the first priority in your life which is undeniable.

    May be I am not good enough to have you in my life but it is a fact that you have been in my life for years which will stay with me.

    May be you will not look at me but I still love that look of yours which imbibed with flying notions.

    You may have gone.

    You may have moved on.

    You may have separated ways.

    You may have decided to leave me alone.

    But you cannot take the memories of yours from my heart&soul.

    You know that My Love is immortal .

    You have been special and you will remain the same till the last breathe of my life though you think that
    loving me was a mistake.

    Yes it is not easy for me to live this life

    but I am living to prove that

    Leaving me was your Biggest Mistake.

    When we will be at our old ages if somehow we meet somewhere I will be happy if you remember that first emotion of love which we had.

    Once upon a time we both have stated that we are soul mates ..and we are made for each other and I still feel the same

    We are Made for each other…

    Remembering you is my source of Liveliness.

    God Bless You My Sweetheart.

    I Love You

    Sunday Mornings… 


    Good Morning Friends,

    Tell me the difference between the normal days and Sunday.
    Why we are quite late in brushing our teeth ?

    Why we are sleepy up to 10am?

    Why want Sunday to stay for a longer time?

    Why we want Sunday so desperately despite of the fact that we know it will come when it has to come.!

    We love Sunday a lot but why we are so casual on this day….even our first cup of tea is delayed but we don’t bother…

    and what about that million dollar tensions when go to bed on the Sunday night?

    Its a scary feeling….

    Sundays are precious…

    Is not it?

    How many of agree that we are quite lethargic on this day no matter how much we are fragile.

    God Bless you…

    Have Fun….

    its Sunday/Fun day

    Apology for the Analogy


    The way things are going now a days it could become even more worse for the people…

    just for the power game our so called mature experienced and bold politicians are crossing their limits …
    Are they not playing with the emotions of their countrymen …it’s highly idiotic to see them in this manner ….

    ohh fully selfishness beyond expectations…

    Why and how they do this ?

    Becoming communal or stating something which could hurt someone’s emotion is should be  strictly considered as crime for any single individual whether he is king or slave…

    as it could be the spark which can burn the entire house…..

    We don’t want any more fights or rights we have more issues to get sorted, and focus should be on the basics like unemployment, girl‘s safety, modernization, poverty, crime rate, industrial stabilization, inflation education and empowerment etc….

    how this community war Came in between these….grow up @our politicians
    #UPELECTIONs…

    Its our India and we can make things happen please know the value of a single vote …..

    Glory and Garbage….


    Oh, this life is very dramatic it makes us feel annoying at times…
    A man who has seen a life of a king and ruled people at His will like puppets …without any mercy and relaxation has now going to face all sorts of trouble in his life like poor common man…

    whether he likes it or not .

    and this time he is going to face all kinds of torture from the contradictors….

    it is simply harsh to the stature of a king to live this kind of pity life but its just his fate and he cannot make any choice ..I feel really bad for him he has seen glory now he has to see the garbage for survival…..

    O God you are very harsh sometimes….

    but its OK if you feel its just the proper judgment..

     life …!


    This life is quite a brain drainer sometimes. As it becomes tough to figure out the right one out of the numerous odd ways and in this process we could either become hero or zero .

    ohh…

    Its just that we are about to do something in which we are bound to select the thing whether we are not sure about its output, it could be both ways but we have to do irrespective to our will…if it gives a better result we take credit by that if not then we have to pay the damn price and it hurts more because its just not mistake it’s a forced mistake…

    situations and circumstances I hate this two words as they don’t favor me at all. I have to do all which I don’t want to do but time speaks louder then your will…I hate loudness though,

    And our mind is just doing nothing because we are thinking with all parameters of happenings…

    Mindislike a puppetsometimes..

    Sad but fact.

    more to learN anD morE to TeacH


    Well its obvious to grow and learn in life but as we get imbibed in certain duties in our daily life it becomes tough to aid every next thing in notice..

    As we find it boring in doing the same sort of things on daily basis and in return we start diminishing our creativeness in life…

    we want shortcuts for our life we want quick fixes…

    we do not need any experimentation or exploration ….thus it becomes necessary for us to proceed in the same way…. but this in conclusion states that we are not lesser then the software based robots who starts and completes the works on the same induced programming…they need charge to sustain or prolong their working ability and we need food…

    we need to have some creativeness in our life

    something more to learn..

    something more to grow..

    something more to express..

    something more to explore…

    and of course something more to deliver as a human being… how we can do this ?or do we want to do this ? is the biggest question above all….. the transformation of ourselves back to humans from robots is quite a lethargic process but this is the most needy thing which i find in our life….lets take the initiative to put the things in the most original way rather than the program based life….

    I Am In Need Of…


    I Am In Need Of A Bright Sunshine,

    A Strong Coffee,

    A Big Hug

    A clear Approach ,

    Positive Thoughts,

    Some Really Good News,

    New Opportunities,

    Favorable Decisions,

    A Deep Breathe

    Yes Of course The Good Sleep,

    Supporting Friends,

    Encouraging Words,

    Appreciation And Applause

    A Good Cricket Match,

    And A Never Ending Trust.

    I am asking because I need these more than anyone 🙂

    In Response ..


    Things are shaping slowly, like we see the clouds before the good needed rain, after a long never ending summer,

    people are back to move on the roads, some with the need and some with sense of relaxation,

    kids have started playing cricket again in the streets with masks while batting but with the common bat :p

    women are happy to see people walking, some in the evening and some in the morning.

    It is good to se everyone standing again with the same effort against the wicked virus, like they did last year,

    they all have realized it is not going to end this or that year, it will end when we all have our vaccinations, when we are not going to repeat the same mistakes again,

    we with the combined effort can make it possible, we will never have this shackled life if we abide and obey the modern rules of life.

    In response to this strain and that strain we all have to stand and prove again that this life which is gifted to us by god is very precious to us.

    And we are not going to make it waste by any such man made virus.

    Let’s Relive.

    Paint of You..


    If I could paint someday,

    I would love to make a paint of you,

    if I could become a painter ,

    You Will be The one To whom I want to paint on daily basis..

    Because You are my favorite ,

    Yes Allow Me to Paint you.

    The Paint Would look beautiful like a blooming flower..

    More like you,

    let me take you to the world of Paint Board and canvas..

    Colors like Red, Yellow, Blue and Pink,

    Some light And some dark.

    Your Big Round Eyes…

    Enough to express anything inherent.

    your pointed sharp nose… Yes my favorite place to kiss.

    The Red Beautiful lips…

    Puffy and very soft..

    Your long black hair…

    With some curls at the ends

    Yes some layered lashes and wide Eye Bros..

    And With some colorful clothes…

    You look like a Beautiful Portrait..

    One would love to make a paint of you..

     

    I Would Love to make Paints of You..

    “I love your daughter… “


    Fish (Guy) : hello uncle… I am… I think …I Want to say something to you, uncle I know it’s quite odd to say this but I have to say this that I love your daughter… would be happy to get married to her.

    Fisher ( Her Father) : excuse me!

    Fish : yes it is quite awkward to speak about it to you directly , but I heard that you are going to look a guy for her marriage, so I thought I have to say this so that it don’t get too late.. (With some sparks and nervousness he said)

    Fisher : look it is not right for you and me to speak about it.. As neither my daughter knows this nor your family people, it is ridiculous to discuss all this now , when I am heading towards a match set..

    Fish : well your daughter loves me and you don’t need to think much about my family .. They will get involved when they will be informed about it, leave that part to me.. They all love love me a lot they would do what I want them to do 🙂 .

    Fisher : what you what me to do with it now ?

    Fish : just don’t look any guy for her ,

    Fisher : but we all are going tomorrow to the groom’s house, how I could help you then, you should have came earlier..

    Fish : I tried but I am facing to many things in my life and dealing with some heavy hardships, so I request you to cancel it by any possible way, you may go tomorrow and reject the match with any possible reason, you have to do this for the sake of love..

    Fisher: look , this is not my decision only ,, their will be other people involved in it, I like you as a person and happy that my daughter also loves you ,, you are a very talented guy, but I need reasons I am not the only decision maker.

    Fish : ‘ I love her, she loves me, you like me , i know my parents will like her. Tell me a reason to select another guy …? You are the father of her I approached you with a hope but you being the supreme of the house saying I am not the decision maker.. Sounds weird.. Don’t you think the two individuals should get married who share love.

    Fisher: you don’t have a job how to accept it for my girl I am her father..

    Fish: I don’t have now, I will have for sure.. I will marry her after sometime not today.. Don’t feel that you are talking to a useless fellow.. I am also an educated engineer… Not a peanuts seller… My time will come.. And I want her with me by then. I didn’t spoke to you regarding this till today because I am jobless ,I thought it won’t sound good to ask someone’s daughter for marriage without a job, but I heard that you are going to a match set, so I came to speak about it ,so that I don’t loose her..

    Fisher: okay I will try my best… I like the way you speak quite convinced with your side, but as I said I am not the decision maker,

    Fish : you love your daughter , you gave the best to her so far and I think i am the best for her, not because of the fact I think so, but because she loves me… And love can bring happiness.. Even if you don’t have materialistic happiness.. Like car and jewels.

    Fisher : very right. But they are also important as a father I would be happy to see me daughter in luxurious attire. We all are here for society and society wants all this materialistic happiness.

    Fish : society does not bring the eternal happiness.. They are with you when you are at good high they leave when you fall.. uncle.. (He explained with some example)

    Fisher : yes right but… OK I will think about it .. I am here as a friend to you and will tell you that marriages are made in heaven.. You have to feel sorry if god has made some harsh decisions for you..

    Fish : I don’t know god.. Though I pray.. So it is just a belief.. I don’t how we loved.. I think god wanted this to happen.. I am genuine and she also loves me with genuine heart.. She can’t love any other and I can’t even imagine of it.. I think god won’t separate the loved ones.. That’s why i am having this conversation with you so that I could stop her match set.. Hard work conquers I heard.. I did my hard work.. By speaking it to you directly about it.. Now it is up to you .. You can make it or break it.. Not the god.

    Fisher : I can do only what comes to my way.. I don’t know what to say.. I will do the best of what I can do.

    Fish : I can’t see your daughter in sadness.. I know you can’t see her in sadness.. I can’t see her crying for her whole life.. I am sure you can’t as well. Her happiness is with me.. So you have the decision to think what you want for her ,sadness or happiness..

    I would repeat that happiness is not available in the biggest of super market ,no matter how much money you have … You can’t purchase it.. You have to feel the happiness in every small and big things you have ..happiness is only with the persons you loved.. Not with those you don’t even know..

    Mark my words your daughter will be very happy with me… She will be the most beautiful girl when she would stand next to me in our marriage reception uncle!

    I saw her happiest when she talks to me about everything everyone.. Just ask her she will tell you.. About me and her and our relationship . trust me give me love give her love don’t separate us..

    Give me some time..to get a job I will come along with my family and make it official among everyone..

    Fisher : okay. I hope you do as you mentioned… I am sure I am going to do the right thing for her. Though you look a gentleman to me as you are so vocal about your love to the father of your loved girl.. It needs honesty to say all this..

    Fish : i love her the most in this world. And she loves me more than anyone and the right thing is giving her happiness which is with me..

    Fisher : alright I am convinced I will speak to her about her views towards you and would know more about it..as she is the other important person.

    Fish : yes you right … She loves me madly.. She said she will commit suicide if I won’t speak to you about us..

    Fisher : stupid girl (whispered)

    Fish : that’s love.. Even I can do the same for her..

    Fisher : this is more like movie. Life is big, one can’t be everything for anyone..

    Fish : but for us this is what practicality is… We can’t live without each other..

    Fisher: fine …we will meet once we get back from the groom’s house.

    Fish : yes.. Thank you uncle I am happy that I spoke about my love to a third person. That third person is he father of girl ..and happy with your acceptance.

    ………After three days………

    Fisher : hello … I have to say this to you that I am sorry.. everything went wrong , they all forced me. My daughter and I cried as we were unable I am sorry again forgive me. She said I would do what you people think better for me. And then they all from my wife’s family proceeded with the match.. It is now in society that my daughter is getting married to that guy…

    Fish : but I spoke to you for not this reply ,you are the father how could they do this…i cant believe this (he said this with tears in eyes) how could she say yes…she loved me she proposed me. we are in love from years.. How one can put her head down and accept someone else with ease.. This is so unreal.. I can’t think my life without her..

    Fisher : but she said to me that she is happy with it.. She may wants a safe and secured life.. Which you may not give her on today’s date.. She may have considered various other facts apart from love..

    Fish : then why she loved me..? She could love me for years and i was not a rich man then either.. ! but for now she wants marriage and wants security…or she wants his money… How could she play with my life.. I loved her with dignity i can’t accept this …this is completely in injustice to me.. She has no right to play with my life.. I have invested a lot of my years on this love and her… She can’t cheat me like this .. Just ask her to give me back my years of life which I have invested on her.. I feel like a toy which has been used by her for her own god and left aside after it becomes old..( he said this with plenty of tears falling down)

    Fisher : I don’t know.. I am done with you I feel sad for you young boy.. You are a nice person I would have loved to have you as my daughter’s husband but I am not everything… They did it and we could not avoid their decision.. And moreover she also never looked uncomfortable.. I think she got fed up with your hardships.. And wanted to move on.

    Fish : no I think you all played with me and and may be with her also..

    Fisher : she said me to tell you to move on…and live life with acceptance and attain some success and marry a pretty girl..

    Fish: shut !! tell her that “this life is enough to prove her decision wrong”! we have to pay for every single deed what we do in our life Because someone is watching us and above all to whom we call Almighty….

    Well I will pray to God to be not so harsh on her….. (he replied with the broken heart and confusion that how and where it went wrong.. whether he has been cheated by her or her father played with him a sharp cheap game .. Or this what the destiny decided for him..)

    Let’s find her….


    Guess what! I saw her again,

    Yes the same tiny girl with some curls in her hair,

    yes she was standing their at the stoppage of bus,

    she was not enjoying the hard sun over her pinkish cheeks,

    Not sure about the color of her dress,

    The same girl to whom I saw at the traffic signal other day,

    drinking some fruit juice with her friends,

    the 100secs of Red light was very worthy! as I was not objected to look her,

    Then Randomly searched her in the entire city,

    but could not find her anywhere,

    not there at the malls nor in the cinema halls,

    But I saw her today again, then again lost,

    Not sure whether I would see her again,

    Come on Guys let’s find her!

    Sensing You


    Gloomy Eyes,

    Dim, And  Dull.

    Dusky ,What I see Everywhere

    Dozens Of Reasons Without so Reasonable,

    Ticking Boxes Like Clicking Selfies.

    Still Feeling Anxious , Impatient.

    Abiding All Conditions & Terms,

    Terms To Stay At A distance.

    Distance As Much as I can

    But You Are in the Every Blink of my eyes.

    Why I Sense ,

    Like Sensing You

    Expressions of love.


    When A Person Loves You …

    they Find love to Just express in any and every form , they find your dirty clothes clean enough to touch and then wash with their own hands,

    just their around the messy collar of shirt while applying a soap/Detergent they have a smile for which they don’t have a limit, and yes a lot of satisfaction,

    They wake up Early in the morning and hit the kitchen arranges everything with cooking your favourite dish with some secret smile and makes you eat with a complete satisfaction, it gives the individual some good feeling which is pure love,

    They even love to iron your clothes with a proper combination of clothes, They don’t do to express or show you their care ,they find it as a mark of love, they just want to be with you and your things and yes involve in everything which is associated with you,

    they want you to help professionally, emotionally, mentally and also personally,

    Sometimes it may sound like a that they should not be doing all that which a servant or we could do our own, but who can explain the one who is madly in love,

    They find it exciting, enchanting and encouraging everything small and big thing what they do for us.. Is just the pure form of love in which they live, and for which should be so Thankful to them,

    As love is more when you have your ways of expressing it, just not at your bed, not even by the gifts you share on birthdays, it should be there in everything what you do..

    Yes Just to get a complement they by being not so good at their health try their best to dress up well with all sorts of efforts to look good and make you feel good, please don’t ignore them after such efforts.

    Feel Your love For Your Partner in everything you do in life, But yes Do have an idea about the choices so that one should not feel like discomfort.

    A Daughter.


    She Is Awesome as A Daughter,

    A Daughter Who really Earned Respect for being So Loving And Reliable to Her Parents ,

    she could be in the 40s who lives along with her parents , she earns for the livelihood , as there is no other source of income , she could be working from last 16years , just never felt the need of a partner for herself as her priority has been always her parents.

    She is someone who merely talks with anyone in her locality, as she is a working women with just a day off in a week, also she finds her self different in the area as most of them are conservative.

    Few considers her as an egoistic, few find her modern girl as they prefer to stay at home.

    But At the age of 39 she gets married to a guy after few years of dating who basically works at the same place of work,

    He could be a bit younger to her as per the appearance but the most interesting thing is that Even though she got married to him, she has convinced him and her in-laws to stay at her own home with her parents as she can’t leave them at this old age alone, as she can’t walk away from her responsibilities which has been doing over the years both her parents have some disease.

    And they do need regular diagnosis and timely medication.

    Also they need someone for all the basic requirements and daily needs which she evenly realizes so she has put forward everything in front of her beloved husband and in laws which they without a second opinion agreed and the guy also took the appropriate stand to stay with his parents likewise.

    They do come and go on weekly basis at each other’s residences. I think they both are very good in their understanding each other.

    So every time I stand at my balcony I see a 40year old daughter go to her office and her 68years old mother and 72years old father comes and share their escorts by a bye or see you evening and also with a Ta Ta is so overwhelming.

    And the daughter replies the Ta Ta with do take medicines in time is absolutely cute.

    The parents stares the daughter Till she takes the last turn of the road which is so pleasing to my eyes.

    I feel she is an inspiration to every guy who at leaves his very own parents to the old age homes, or even makes their life miserable by treating them with taunts for every is single need of them.

    I have been watching this lovely visual of daughter and her parents. From quite a few days and she makes me feel good about life every time I see her .

    she is a tight slap on the faces of people who used to prefer boys over girls , or even have a negative mindset for girls.

    i hope we all have many more inspiring girls..

    MAN Ki BAAT !


    HELLO,

    Let’s Experience and Celebrate MAN Ki BAAT, ( Men’s Talk).

    Happy Men’s Day to Everyone Around, I know it sounds weird and formal as we are not aware of such days, Neither we feel Anything special about it.

    Because we do not have any Social Media Propaganda for it, Not Even A Page , Video compilations or Even a text on our private Contact No.s , Neither we got educated/Informed about it in schools, Never Even saw anything in reference to it on television or even a hoarding about it 😀

    Yes We do find it Awkward to think special because we live in this society were we are questioned, judged and validated by the society itself, we are considered in some group of culprits, without any consent.

    We don’t Have an identity card to prove our self, We are going to face the same situation some day or the other, because society feels all are same,

    We are Strong, Weak, Equal, selfish, Partial, Superior, Incompetent and what not as per the demand and the needs of society and above all as per the manipulation of so called modern day social reformers,

    They are Right because they can’t be wrong , and we have to sit and listen whatever they feel , think and decide.

    Anyways let’s celebrate this day with a big heart because Mr. Bachhan said , “MARD ko Dard Nahi Hota”.

    But Obvious Dard Toh Hota Hai.

    Thank You

    © RPR


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    Fire Without a Smoke..


    Thanks To That Messy Wall,

    Standing There Behind the Garage

    With a light more like a moon..

    To support and withstand The load of two Passionate Bodies..

    With hand over hand..

    Feet above feet..

    Lips Above And Under Lips..

    Tongues Fighting to prove each other best ..

    Salvia Intermixed within the mouths, Like the Juices of Oranges and Pomegranate .

    And Gulped. .

    With Some Enticing sensations in the bottom and Butterflies flying everywhere in the Belly..

    Also Some Heavy Breathings and interlocked Eye contacts..

    There was Fire Without a Smoke..

    And A Never Ending Quench .

    Spread Love..

    The Stage : A Love Story


     

    The stage of college fest was ready, and the whole crowd filled with students and their belongings have gathered, with all the Teaching and Non teaching staff.

     

    The two individuals who never have had any talk were about to do the proceedings and the presentation for the first time. They knew each other by face but they never felt the need of having a talk,

     

    Yes they were aware of their respected names. But without having any direct introductions,

     

    when they have been asked by the management to have a bit of preparation they were busy enough to avoid it, so they just shared the list of programs to be presented and have had their self preparation for the day.

     

    Vanaika, the Girl Belongs to Decent family with having all the attributes Perfectly fine,

     

    She has been Very good at her studies and believed in helping others who stand and sit next to her, she has been Quite Active and Agile, with traits of Quirkiness.

     

    One could find it really tough to blink an eye whenever she speaks and smile.

     

    Mohan has been a shy natured guy, he belonged to a middle class family who have Aspirations more than their pocket Allows,

    He has been decent in studies with rich in self esteem and Flawless in speaking skills, be it an argument or even a buttering 🙂 .

     

    His Never Ending Smile and Brilliant sense of humor was something to have for many.

     

    He looks quite Good to the Girls who fall for type called “chocolaty boys ” if not to all.

     

    As he was not muscular,

     

     

    So, On the Given day Vanaika Preferred to wear A Dress Brought by her dad on her latest birthday, and she was looking a level up than word called Gorgeous.

     

     

     

     

     

    And Mohan has arranged clothes and shoes from His 2 Days old cricket friend, with a promise to play for his team and win more matches,

     

    It was blue denim with a suit and tie to look different and elegant. He shoes were a bit tight but he has no option than to manage.

     

    By the way, he carried the attire fabulously like a Prince.

     

     

     

     

     

     

    On The Big Stage When They have reached and shared their very first eye contact, they both felt something different between them, it was some spark, some vibe, something which has been hallucintionary.

     

    Everyone Could see some chemistry, as there were more pauses and freezing of eyes in between, may be they have forgotten that they were on stage , Or just lost in a world where they can’t notice that the crowd is looking at them, and enjoying their beautiful and cute commradri.

     

     

     

     

    Somehow, Mohan realizes that Job is to do the fest without any bad remark on any of the two. He navigates the ship in right direction as he was better between them,

     

     

    He being more practical realizes that this is just an attraction or an extended infatuation, which should not hamper the fest at all , He slowly whispers to vanaika to have focus , with a smile like he said nothing,

     

    She suddenly realizes that it is a stage she can’t look at guy next to her without a purpose.

     

    But she forgets all her preparations by the mess and mistake of her own eyes, rather say of the charm of the guy.

     

     

     

     

     

    This has been observed by the guy, and he slowly helps her without even letting anyone know about it, with Switching off their microphones.

     

    And slowly their extended looks and occasional availability of time have given them space that they are dying to talk and know more about each other.

     

    Which they merely get as they were on a stage of a fest but yes they have realized they should meet and speak whenever they will have time,

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    But at that time no one of them realizes that it’s the last day of their college and then they may not see each other as the branches and the sections were different.

     

    The Glittering Fest ends on a beautiful note with appreciation to both for their respected jobs they have performed, and also some Jokes and pulling of legs from friends of both who caught them having a special feeling, an illumination of love.

     

     

    They tried to reach each other after the night but they haven’t as they never had any common friends nor they have any way of reaching one another, but yes they felt they have observed something like love between them, which they failed to confess and Nurture.

     

     

    They are still in a search of each other; hopefully they find themselves somewhere and Share their feelings.

    Spread Love… 🙂

     

    Pick Me Out of Many….


    Pick me out of many,

    Place me in your favourites, Please me in the best of your times,

    Pardon me if I don’t Repeat the same.

    Pardon me if I don’t repeat the same…..

    Not because I can’t do , But because I can’t Express…

    I have my layers of Availability which is somehow practically not visible.

    Not Visible because of my existence..

    Existence to Feel and Express.

    Yes I do Expect a lot from me,

    but I know my expectations are not worthy Enough..

    Worthy Enough to withstand with the demands..

    My list is Ready for you.

    Just Pick me out of many..

    Place me in your favourites..

    Please me in the Best of Your Times

    And Pardon me if i Don’t Repeat the same.

    Pardon Me If I Don’t Repeat the same..

    Thank you

    ©

    RPR

    WHAT’S THE FUN ?


    Well HELLO Everyone,

    Hope You all are Healthy and Strong at your Respective spaces.


    So Firstly tell me Guys How About You Being Watched , Observed, Discussed, Objected, And Manipulated Every Day for Everything You do and don’t, By None Other Than Your very neighbors , and The People Around You?

    I Don’t Know about you but I find it absolutely annoying. I feel like I am under a camera with every single act of mine been watched ,observed and Discussed without my choice.


    Let’s Discuss about the group of people who are nothing to you and you are nothing to them but they always have the tendency to know you & your personal life.

    They start their day with an eye at your house,

    they have every idea about your entry and exit timings,

    They could act like doing something by standing near their balconies, it could be liking watering their home garden, drying their clothes, walking for health or even sipping their morning and evening tea,

    What you do and don’t they have an appropriate list,

    They have their Binoculars on you but Without any real binoculars,

    their eyes are enough with which they can zoom in every time a new guest/friend arrives at your home,

    Even if You have Received any bill for the service you used, they stand and see what’s the amount you are paying or if requesting for a part payment.

    They have same sort of people in their gang, With which they usually sit and discuss about every other individual they are spying / looking at, with some rounds of tea they enjoy someone’s personal Life.

    They are so sharp that even they could tell you that who is having an affair with someone, even before their parents,

    they also have some specialists who could tell you who are planning to get married without any information to their parents,

    Also A Gang is their who is special for knowing the professional information, it could be someone’s promotion details, or a salary and even about the Fake Job Appointment .

    Some are good in knowing about the habits of individuals they can tell with utmost confidence that who started drinking liquors and who has been smoking without anyone’s knowledge.

    Some even work like traffic inspectors, yes I am saying truth.

    they don’t show signals of Stop and Go in Red and Green,

    they don’t even inspect your vehicles and Driving licenses but yes they would stand near their gate or around some near by shops for the good long hours and watch everyone going and coming like the traffic inspectors.

    Yes all these people are around you and me,

    they just look at you with your notice and also without your notice, sometimes we can sense when they come and discuss about someone’s personal life and do everything with their life which they should not,

    Without the knowledge the individual is in news of the area, everyone is talking because they make it viral without any social site and internet but yes with talking about it to everyone they meet.

    It is mostly seen in ladies :p , they sit and discuss about someone who don’t even know that how is life has became a Road side topic of discussion.

    Yes I do feel that few Men are also of such kind who would stand behind his curtain and see how you are parking your bike and on which day your petrol tank is empty and you are dragging it to the nearest petrol bunk.

    They would see how you look your colony’s Most Beautiful Girl, Whether You both have an eye contact or not, they have an eye on you.

    They observe How long you can talk with your phone. And what time you are coming back to home from any party.

    Anyways, I Don’t like it at all and I don’t even know what they get out of it, is it for fun or they find it entertaining , or its just their trait, but seriously this is not good.

    you may have such interest to know what’s going in your neighbor’s house but this curiosity should not make anyone feel irritated with you, it should not make anyone’s life a topic of discussion from his house to the market.

    After all Everyone wants a personal space in life , we all have a choice of letting it know to everyone and also not to anyone and it should be left to the individual .

    No one should make someone’s life a Film or Drama.

    And I feel People who are audience of it are equally responsible as this practice should not be appreciated and encouraged, We should refuse to listen such Orchestra.

    Think About it !!

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    The Wrong Question : A Fictional Love Story



    Riya, The Girl from New Delhi lives along with her father Prabhakar ,

    she has recently completed her law degree and continuing her internship from the famous lawyer of the city, courtesy to her army retired Dad, she lost her mother Due to cancer during her law studies.

    Things going well and composed but Mr.Prabhakar being the father is in a hustle to see his daughter as bride so that he could live his life without any responsibility left behind,

    Riya still wants to get strong as an individual but stands by his father’s word as she thinks her father is broken by her mother’s sudden demise.

    Prabhakar always wanted to have a son in law who is from the army background but her mother felt that their personal life was disturbed due to the same background, so he decides to go as per the Mother of Riya,

    Prabhakar consults a matrimonial agency as they want to keep it secretive in their relatives till the final knot.

    They have been given a few matches to choose, out of which Prabhakar selects the one who is a foreign returned well settled engineer in Banglore named Shyamal (Groom).

    Prabhakar consults to his sister through the contact No. Given to them,

    Sneha (Sister of Groom) lifts the phone and get the purpose of call along with the details of the girl and shows her interest and asks him to wait till the next evening as she would discuss about Riya to Shyamal and her husband Gopi .

    Sneha calls Shyamal to come for the dinner along with parents Arun and Aradhana, so that they could talk about everything with comfort and transparency.

    Shyamal along with Mother Aradhana and Father Arun Comes to Sneha’s House where they all have been joined with Gopi (Sneha’s Husband) .

    Sneha Tells the entire purpose of their sudden get to together with the photographs of Riya shared by her Father,

    Shyamal being a Shy Natured Guy refuses to see her photographs and says “if she is OK to all I don’t have am issue. “

    Later they all decide to pay a visit to Riya’s home by the next week to know more about them with marriage plans if everything goes well.

    Riya has been Informed everything About it by her father and she has been asked to Stay at home on the particular day .

    She agrees with some anxiety and Uneasiness.

    She actually wanted to know more about Shyamal before the final knot but she didn’t had the guts to ask his contact Number to her father , she tried her best by searching Shyamal on every Social site but she could could not find him anywhere.

    On the other hand , Shyamal is also in state of Several Thoughts and Questions. As he has been an introvert and never ever talked with girls throughout the time of his studies and Job.

    He shares the entire situation to his childhood friend who himself is a Bachelor with being around with many girls from a young age, His name is Tony.

    Tony is happy for his friend,

    And says “Go have a chat and marry, after all you left everything on your family so there is nothing in your bowl, either she or your family is going to decide,

    But She may even reject you because she is today’s girl and you are quite reserved in comparison. “

    Shyamal says ” he don’t want to get rejected by her as his family members have huge expectations from her as my wife and their daughter in law. “

    He asks Tony to give some tips with which he could look Likeable,

    Tony says ” don’t try to look something that you are not just be yourself but ask some Questions when you both get chance to talk,

    And It has to be about her choices, and Past so that she could treat you as friend, try to know about her life,thoughts, dream and affairs etc “

    Shyamal says ” she can’t have an affair she is a lawyer and also a daughter of army officer, They are very strict to their kids. “

    Tony laughs at him, and says ” you are impossible my Friend !, she has 5000 followers on a social site with maximum Males in the list, And they comment on her pic for which they get a Thanksgiving. “

    Shyamal says “she don’t follow them, they follow her and if as a gratitude she pays Thanksgiving to their appreciation it doesn’t make any scene or story here. “

    Tony says ” who knows about the private messages ,You don’t know the scenario of these days my friend, situation is not as you are thinking every boy needs a girl and every girl needs a boy regardless of their marital status,

    It starts from the very early age almost in schools and get nurtured in colleges and So on,

    Go with my words you know I am expert in this ,

    you will never find a virgin boy and a virgin girl in the present times. “

    Shyamal with some anger says “Hello I am Virgin and I belong to the present times only, Just shut your Mouth “

    Tony replies ” yes but you are the only exception , apart from you everyone else is same it is the current need and trend.

    Forget about it just go and give me the good news you never know I could be wrong and she may not have had any single affair ” , he says with a wink.

    Shyamal leaves with some added Questions and confusion.

    He along with family reaches the bride’s house and they have been greeted well with Prabhakar and later joined by Riya,

    Riya wears a Green saree with matching bangles and bindi , she is looking very pretty in her attire.

    Shyamal As Always comes with a formal White Shirt And Navy Blue Trouser.

    They all have a formal introduction with one another and then slowly the parents of Shyamal along with his sister and brother in law expresses interest for Riya to be Shyamal’s wife.

    Prabhakar looks at her daughter who is sitting in front of him with her head down with few occasional smiles,

    He says ” I think even I like your family and also the guy for my daughter , but it would be unfair if we don’t give them a chance to discuss a bit , “

    He asks Riya to take Shyamal to the society park next to their house.

    Riya agrees but Shyamal looks at her parents with some hesitation,

    Sneha says ” shyamal is very shy person actually he left everything on us, he would exactly what we say to him, “.

    Prabhakar smiles and says ” Yes even my daughter will stay on my word,

    but yes as a father I have to know what she thinks better for her than what I feel,

    so I think we should leave them to know each other at least for once so that we could proceed without a second thought. “

    Shyamal Also Agrees to his consent and they both silently walks in to the park,

    Shyamal with some heavy heart beats stays silent and looking at everything around in park with an eye on Riya,

    Riya With all the courage decides to break the silence and asks him about his favorite Food,

    he replies , “everything from home is my favorite nothing from outside. “

    She smiles and asks ” why he wants her to marry him,”?

    he replies “One day or the other I have to and , and yes my family liked you a lot so I am here,

    And yes I can’t deny That you are beautiful. I Can’t stop my eyes stalking at you So I feel I should marry you

    She smiles again and says ” I liked the last reason. “

    She again asks ” how about my look is everything OK ?, “

    he replies with a smile and says ” I never knew about the looks and all but yes you are beautiful without any disagreement. “

    She says “yes you also look good but yes today is not your professional meeting , but it is classy .”

    Shyamal looks at himself from top to bottom, and says “I prefer comfort over trend . “

    She says ” that’s good, what about your invisibility in public platforms, “

    he says “I don’t have the need and of course the confidence,

    I am very reserve in real world what would I do in virtual world, but yes I heard you like a lot to be there, “

    Riya says , “I am A fun loving girl I want people to live with , I can’t handle silence,

    Everything has to be moving for me, and yes like every normal individual I am on social platform where I share my moods , But Have you spyed?”

    He says “No, Just a homework, Tell about your thoughts on me?

    What would you say once we go back to the family persons, “

    She says “you are quite interesting , but yes very much Puzzling You are not someone to whom I wanted to be as my husband,

    You have hidden life and more often than not dependent on our your family for big decisions, atleast you discuss personal things if not professional it is good but you have to be a bit more available for world as well, open a bit More. “

    Shyamal says ” Nice Observation and Demand in one single statement. “

    What about your past, any affair?

    I mean you can tell me this is common in today’s generation my friend tony has told me about the current set of people, “

    She says ” Excuse me ! who the hell he is he to validate the entire generation, Even if I have had any affair why I am standing next to you for the match?

    I would have convinced my father to get the same guy with whom I would have been in love and my father. Would have arranged the meetings with his family not yours . “

    Shyamal Says ” OK so are you saying you never had any affair ?

    But my friend said everyone have affairs Before marriage

    Infact he said no one is virgin here apart from me,

    and without a second thought he asks her Are You Virgin? “

    Riya is stunned with pathetic questionnaire and slaps him without a delay, and says ” you are stupid you never talked with a girl which I could sense,

    I am happy and sad with the same reason ,

    how fool are you being a foreign returned, !

    Is this the way to talk to a girl, ?

    how dare you to ask me about my virginity ?

    My Father Will Kill You if He Would know about the Question You asked. “

    And decides to leave place,

    He says sorry with folded hands but says ” My friend has said these things to me .

    He requests her to not reject him for this as he really likes and wants her in his life,

    He says “he has nothing to do with her past, And Virginity he just got Stuck with the inputs of his friend. “

    She stays angry and silent,

    He says “if you won’t marry me, I will feel really bad, but if you don’t accept my sorry I can’t breathe anymore please at least accept my apology, “

    She can see the pure eyes without a filth, And Finds That they were not his thoughts ,

    she smiles and says ” OK Mr. Virgin Accepting Your Apology for the First and last time, “

    also asks him to share his contact Number With suggesting him to leave his Filthy friend.

    He agrees with the suggestion but Asks her to call only in the Evenings,

    She pulls his hair with a smile and asks him to be available 24×7 without any mistake,

    They later join the family members and share their decision, and within Two Months Riya And Shyamal get Married.

    Thank You © 2020


    Please share your thoughts..

    And keep Reading My Posts , shared Another Story Below Enjoy Reading it.

    https://rprakashrao.wordpress.com/2019/07/17/thank-you-mr-sharma/


    GOOD BOY


    Hello Everyone ,

    Hoping That You all are smiling with The best of health and calmness in your life. 🙂


    Dear Friends,

    We All have heard And Even stated about this Term called “Good Boy” , Let’s Discuss About The Concept Of Good Boy,

    Before even starting about this mega torture(at least to me) let me know who have had luck of seeing him, or even listening about the person,

    How He/They look?

    They are like you and me with Two hands, Two legs, Two Eyes,Ears with one nose and neck or they look different in appearances. :p

    Coming Back To The Point ,

    Good Boy is a society Given Title to the persons who are good With them and to their Books,

    They must be obedient enough with a never ending smile always,

    Also should be with lesser hair and complemented with some Classy Clothes, Polished shoes.

    Clean Shaven with a good listening skills.

    they may even have the knack of doing things before asking , before even the actual need.

    They have to be very Attentive, Adaptive, Available , Apologetic and Assuring.

    Even in the childhood days it has been stated that the boys with spectacles and combed hair are good in contrary to those who have had the rough uncombed hair , and if someone is with pierced ear he has been awarded with a certification of Criminal.

    The Boys Who Sit in the first Three Benches are always considered as the Good boys whereas the last benchers are the most hated boys of the class, They are unofficially Culprits of everything bad happening to anyone and everyone.

    And In the Jobs, Everyone is in a hunt to prove himself the good boy and this is seriously going with full fledged manner, Even then no one could be ever unanimously considered as Good Boy , because everyone have their choice and you will fail to their demands someday or the other.

    One should be religious, Really needs to visit Temples on daily basis, should never roam unnecessarily,. Etcetera

    So , After All this observation I think we could sense what the actual definition of Good Boy,

    one whose parents feel proud about to discuss ,

    one who is good as son , brother,friend,husband and father,

    one who is concerned about the family and everyone around without any wrong intention

    One Who is sincere in his work with all his dedication

    One who is not at all harmful to anyone regardless of the sitting arrangement

    Yes there is no specific Representation of Looks,Expression, Behavior, sitting arrangement.

    One could live as he wants to be with his comfort,and utmost dedication , it really don’t need any buttering to have a validations.

    Just be honest.

    Just Be Responsible enough to accept your mistakes and stay Affectionate to the people you love a lot .

    Every Boy is a Good Boy if they know The Real Difference between Good And Bad.

    Thank You


    Do Read Other Posts of mine,

    https://rprakashrao.wordpress.com/2017/06/29/i-am-not-alcoholic/

    I have shared One of Such Kind Above.

    Please share your Feedbacks.

    Puffy Cheeks!


    In Love With your Puffy Cheeks,

    Yes You heard it right,
    Round Pinkish Cheeks

    Just So Soft And Smooth.

    Yes I Like It more when You smile ,
    And blush,
    Even When You Wink And Smirks.
    Feels like velvet Yet so slippery

    Sometimes it even troubles as I Get distracted,
    I just get stuck around , and tinged with love and lust.

    Don’t Ask me to pinch Again and again , my love .

    I may kiss someday
    And even bite a bit without any PERMISSION and pain,

    but with some impressions. 🙂


    All Rights Reserved  © 2020


    Please Like Share And Comment If You Enjoyed Reading , Also Find Many More of such kind , like I shared one below.

    https://rprakashrao.wordpress.com/2019/08/01/i-find-you-cute/

    Look At Me.


    Hey Listen,

    Look at me,

    And Just keep Looking at me .

    Else Don’t Need to look at all.

    Yes, Don’t Need to look at all,

    Because Everyone is already looking at you,

    And I know how they look at you,

    They Look at you even from some distance,

    They are just obsessed of you,

    with the thoughts of Lust and love.

    They Just stuck at you with their filthy focused yet tilted eyes,

    With many more feelings of attractions and infatuations.

    Just don’t need to look at anyone, because they don’t deserve your look,

    Just Look at me ,

    And keep looking at me, My Love.

    Like I look at you without a blink ,

    like I look at you , More than the stars ,moon, and Sun.

    As I find me for you,

    And You for me,

    Not for anyone else.

    Just Think , Feel and Relate.

    And Look at me only else Don’t look at all… 🙂

    LOCAL, VOCAL & GLOBAL..


    “Just be Vocal About the Local so that it could become Global..”
    Actually a nice thought, I am completely standing with PM Modi on it,


    But Just by canvassing about the products ,
    That this is good ,
    this is good ,
    this is good , take it.

    Sorry it can’t make people to put their money on it,

    As no one actually puts a penny on anything just by listening to someone, so It would be a bigger challenge to make our local products bigger than the brands we have,


    We have to give The best quality, continued upgradings, affordability, Supply and Availability to match the demands of consumer regularly.


    And Globalization is even more tough, as it needs Branding,Promoting, Marketing, Market Reach, services, Reliability, Customer satisfaction, Global Tie-Ups, Research, Demand Generation, Launch, Advertisements, supply & ease of availability, Etc  etc.

    then we could at least  stand on global competition ,
    and  the survival depends upon the performances and feedbacks of the product.


    So, it has a lot more than what we think, but yes it is the exact need of our country because we are relying too much on others and in return they are being benefitted.


    let’s start from here, lets Use our  Indian brands, see how it is and what else we could find to make it even better. We are having the best brains and Manpower and with proper support and outlook we could try and get what we are thinking about.

    But At this point we have to stop using Foreign Brands.
    Can we all stop using foreign brands?
    We are creating huge revenues for them by using it.

    We helped them to become Popular and improve more as a brand. Which actually helped them to become big bigger and even biggest.


    Though I do believe that they are exciting and also worthy enough but we can give a chance to our Indian brands to Grow and explore more , as a Indian this is the minimum what we could do to put ourselves in a global space.

    Think About It. ©

    I am not loving you , I Just …


    No , I don’t love you, it is not like that , I just like your smile and smirk, I really don’t love you , I think I just like that eyes , yes big round & deep eyes, like a sea to swim… .

    Please don’t get me wrong with my acts, I really don’t love you, I just try to steal some swag, and charm..

    I breathe more when you are near, because I am just fond of that perfume you use, it is so fascinating, more like Lavenders and Jasmine.

    I like that walk of you, something is good about it , it adds confidence to your persona,even attracts the ones who see your walk.

    Again , I repeat I am not at all loving you , but yes I like the way you listen me, though I talk rubbish most of the times,

    Jennifer Winget

    this sometimes makes me feel why and how I can’t love , as you are so so loveable,

    I am not in love with you as of now but yes I would love to love you, as I think of you day and night, with and without a need,

    sometimes even i have you in my dreams, can’t share the details of the dream though.

    But still I am saying the same I am not loving you, but we could be the best pair, and we should live together forever..

    I am not loving you, I just…

    .

    Think About it.


    If You don’t try it for the one last time, you may regret for lifetime,

    I know you may have seen enough of heartbreaking moments, I know somewhere you deserved a better space in life in every prospect,

    I know the failures are haunting you and you are dying in every moment.

    This is very painful, this is very disheartening, this makes you feel that you are no more an individual who can live a life with all sort of satisfaction.

    It hurts you even more when you become a loser with having every prospect of a winner within, but being the one who never tried hard to change the dynamics.

    The people who loose with any strong opponent is always happy than the people who loose with none other than themselves and their own dreadful mindset.

    They don’t try , they don’t fight they leave things for someone else or even for god to come and help,

    They lack effort not the talent, they lack persistence And may be motivation,

    Please find people who need a push to fight for themselves,

    they do realize that they are slowly diminishing their dreams and life, but they don’t react at all.

    It happens when you or anyone is going through dark psychic passage, or even with those who are not serious in life. Tell them , discuss with them regarding the same,

    Help them, make them do it for one first time or last time so that they could never feel bad when they turn back and look how they lived.

    Trying , fighting, Putting Your Best even you loose by the report card is far more satisfying than regretting for life for not even trying once though being gifted with enormous talent.

    It is a crime, as you are putting everyone down, along with yourself, Try And Try again , it’s more satisfying than sitting and thinking that should have tried!

    Think about it.

    Good Night

    Read Before You React.


    Hello People,

    Well I am writing about it today , but I actually wanted to write even before, I don’t know how many of you agree with me and what are your opinions about it,

    but i really feel sad so sharing my views

    Guys , Nowadays the WordPress readers are not readers any more, they are doing their formalities , why I am saying this because, I have observed it from a long time,

    The readers are reading a full length 3500+ words story in just 4 seconds of being published,

    I still don’t know what sort of talent it is and how they read it ,

    if they actually read it in that particular duration of time , then it’s more than a miracle for me, and I would like to learn that special power what they have ,

    but if they don’t read (Obviously they don’t Read) and like it without reading a single line with the reasons better known to them, is very disheartening to me,

    I always want people to read it regardless of their choices of likes or feedback, but they should read it first.

    It may be satisfactory to some, but not to me, I don’t have any fantasy for Number Of likes , comments etc

    I want to make it clear please don’t like without reading it,

    This is a cheat to yourself first, Then to the Writer.

    And yes I want to add one more thing , this is not with everyone , but yes many of us are of such mindsets who have a knack of pleasing people for their choice, or revert . (like to get a like back.)

    Which I hate the most, The process should be read then react if needed,

    and we all know how much time it takes to read 500 words, 1000 words, and 4000 words for any human being, you can’t complete it in just seconds.

    please avoid this practice if you are of such kind.

    And enjoy this space for knowing perceptions, observations, opinions, thoughts, stories, and creations etc.

    Don’t contaminate it like any other social networking platform. The uniqueness of this platform makes it what it is.

    And If they think they haven’t been noticed than they are making mistake.

    We all know who is genuinely reading and reaching towards our posts, and who is not.

    Please this is my sincere request to read my posts, with your interest of reading, not for anything else,

    and react after reading even if you haven’t liked it just put your words in the comment section and help Me to learn more and write even better.

    I hope my words are making sense to all. As I feel my concern is not wrong.

    Thank You ,

    You all are beautiful. But Be a Good Reader 🙂

    Take care.

    Looking for Free Lancing !!


    Hello Again,

    Yes As the title speaks itself,

    I am seriously looking for a free lancing project, and I want to know more regarding the same,

    I have done some free lancing content writing thing few years ago,and I want to do it again,

    It has nothing to do with lockdown,

    i want to make it clear that if I find everything smooth and positive I would prefer to stick with it, as long as can,

    I know many of my friends are doing it,

    They are doing Free lancing content writing , From Years.

    I could have done the same through the job portals, but I have preferred this way, as I want everyone of you to know,

    so that you people could help me with what you have.

    So, all those readers/bloggers who know about it or have such contacts please kindly extend the details to me, either through the comments or by directly mailing me, (Ask The Email Id if you don’t find)

    And Regarding the Capabilities, I have nothing to hide, You may find everything what you want to know about me and the writing versions of mine,

    I have always preferred in learning and moulding as per the situations demanded,

    so I hope I could do the best with what I have .

    Just Let me know if anyone of you could find something Handy.

    And Let’s Be Professional with Approach!!

    Thank You.

    Hello Friends.


    Hello friends,

    Hope You all are doing good in your life, And staying at home for your own good.

    We all are fighting against the common enemy called Corona Virus,which is a global pandemic , and the Only solution we have right now is staying at home, obeying our government’s agenda, and living a life with all the parameters of WHO ,Like Frequent Hand washing, avoiding social gatherings, etc.

    And yes if you are capable enough don’t shy to donate at Prime Minister Relief Fund, even any other way also.

    Please Do charities to the ones who are facing hardships for their livelihood.

    Don’t Spread or believe the fake news,
    Please educate people to avoid violating lockdown, in the best possible way,

    Take care of the senior citizens and the little kids with utmost responsibility,

    Please try to eat good healthy diet, and add a physical Activity in your daily life, it could be yoga, exercise, Dance etc,


    And yes don’t forget to take care of yourself. 🙂


    Uncool Love. – The Fictional Story


    In The Early 90’s, A village called Vayubagh (Fictional) was situated near the banks of river Gomti, with very low dense population,

    The most common occupation of the people was weaving.

    And the richest man, of the village has been Najeer Ali, who was equipped with some good collateral assets, and Lands.

    But he was someone who never believed in living the life, he was more inclined towards making money and but not using it.

    He himself never bought a good pair of shoes. But this was not irritating him, he was happy with it and enjoying life in his own way.

    But the only problem that he had, for which he was not comfortable was that he was not literate.

    He was always in a state of embarrassment, by the people who were not rich but educated enough.

    So, Najeer Ali at the age of 56 decides to get married though everyone wanted him to get married but the money minded fellow never agreed before,

    But now, he wants to get married and said the girl should be educated enough, no matter whether she is rich or not, this was a shocker to expect from a person like him,

    His relatives involved in searching a girl.

    And they get a girl from their own village, Named Mumtaz bagh who did her schooling and was pursuing graduation.

    She was the daughter of a poor farmer of the same village, and her age could be merely 20,

    She was a big Madhuri Dixit Fan, and always wanted to be called as Madhuri.

    So let’s call her Madhuri.

    So, Madhuri’s father has borrowed some money from Najeer Ali which he couldn’t return, not even the interests.

    And Najeer exempted the entire Amount with a condition to get married to his daughter, her father was poor and Najeer was richest, also he felt that his daughter was ready for the Marriage.

    But in between all this none of them felt the need of asking Madhuri’s take on it.

    And within a very little time, she got married to a man who was around her father’s age.

    And with which she always felt that She can’t be what she want to be, she was restricted , she was asked to be a women with utter seriousness, she lost her identity ,

    but yes she slowly started accepting it, she took the financial accounts of Najeer Ali and helped her husband in monetary consignments, and completed her studies, and in between these her life passed on with some satisfactions but a lot of dissatisfactions,

    Now, she was rich and powerful but living a life which she never dreamt.

    She can’t roam, sing, dance and laugh. She had to behave like a lady who was milder, and also old.

    Gradually she added responsibility of being mother to a 2 year old boy called Iftikar. Who was her only source of liveliness

    She Enjoys every single moment of her motherhood , she is now a happy mother though not a wife she wanted because of the generation gap, difference mindsets, illiteracy, Etc.

    Najeer Ali and Madhuri Never have a common opinion because of their varied thoughts,

    Najeer was happy with his account being managed by his educated wife. And Madhuri had sigh of relief with her love for her son.

    In between all this, Madhuri’s school Friend Shashikant Reentered her life now as a Govt. Doctor of their village.

    Shashikant, has been a secret crush of Madhuri, he was a book worm of the class, and Madhuri being the girl with flairs of a performer.

    So, shashikant with a very little words has always attracted her, but both of them could never say anything about it, and one got married another become the city returned doctor.

    Shashikant bought a new house which is at 15 steps distance of Madhuri’s house.

    And they willingly or unwillingly see each other on daily basis, and share their smiles with hesitations, and awkwardness,

    Madhuri has became even more beautiful than the school days, may be with age,

    And shashikant is not the same fellow with specs; he developed his looks with time, and may be the most handsome man of Village.

    It was Republic day,

    Najeer Ali along with family has been asked to attend the village celebrations where shashikant was also there, this was the first time he saw Najeer, and felt bad for her old school friend,

    Najeer was wrapped in a shawl with some coughing, and even got angry on Madhuri for clapping on the performance of kids.

    One Night at around, 22 Hours, Najeer had some cough and severe fever, the village is dark and silent by 8’O Clock,

    All the servants had left for their homes, and Madhuri had to ran and call shashikant, where she found him sleeping after the dinner,

    She knocked the door, and took him to her house,

    He gave the medicines and asked him to take rest; madhuri thanked him with her gesture of folded lips and smile,

    and asked him for the payment,

    He refused. And left the place.

    The whole night they both were sleepless,

    He could not accept the sad, tensed face of her. He felt that she deserved a better partner.

    And She recalled all the secret love letters she wrote which never been given to him.

    Next day, she saw him grinning hard with his exercise and yoga while she was at her terrace to swipe out dirt.

    She couldn’t move,

    She was in a state of illusion,

    She always dreamt of the same man, who was in front of her,

    On the same day, she removed the servants so that she could swipe daily and see him, and gave the logic of savings to her husband, which he agreed readily.

    Now, this is her daily routine.

    And shashikant was still unaware of it, though he felt bad on her fate because she was the most vibrant girl he ever saw.

    Seeing him going out, getting in, doing yoga, offering prayer, cooking food, playing cricket etc have become her part of life,

    She started starring him for hours, and her husband’s regular diagnosis has given her the chance to have him around her more often than not,

    She was not in her control, she felt that loving him is not wrong, she is a women first, and going to his house for the valid and invalid reasons has became a habit to her,

    On the other hand shashikant also started thinking the same way, he was also curious to look her daily, and they both now share smiles, eye contacts and something more than just look in their face offs but nothing said yet .

    One day,

    Shashikant was having his dinner and Madhuri reached his house with her son, with a reason of his fever, and shashikant could sense that iftikar is perfectly fine,

    He smiled and kissed the kid on cheeks with a smile and whispered “tell your Ammi that she may need a medicine, but u don’t need.”

    His kiss on the cheeks was enough to understand Madhuri that she was no more alone in love,

    She kissed Iftikar on the same spot and smilingly said “Doctor Uncle is not wrong as usual.”

    With a blush, she left the place with her kid.

    And then they both went to many more fascinating fantasies with each other, in their day & Night dreams.

    But On the very next day the Doctor has to reach the Madhuri’s house again, to cure her husband, he gave the tablets and asks him to take complete bed rest.

    She was happy that her husband’s health gives her the chances to see him,

    She was dropping him to the main gate of the house, without a blink from both sides,

    It was dark and the entire village was sleeping along with the kid.

    He smiled near the gate, and said “the gate came, I have to go now”

    She saw the same and smiled back with shyness, that moment was still, breezy and romantic, as the notions were flourishing.

    Madhuri asked the payment for medicines he gave, and doctor said “got much more than the payment,” with a wink.

    And shockingly touched her cheeks with a word take care!!

    And left the house. ,

    She pulled him back inside the boundary wall and kissed him with compassion and pleasure,

    He could not even hold himself properly, as she was uncontrollable and kissing with all her hidden desires.

    Emotions were melting in the night like Ice with fire within,

    And in between all this, Iftikar started crying, which forced them to leave eachother,

    But that passionate kiss has unfolded all the layers of love between them,

    The Entire Night for them was sleepless; they couldn’t not resist with the emotions they had for each other,           

    And on the very next day, the life of madhuri completely changed, she started living life like she did earlier before the marriage, she sings, dances, and wears beautiful clothes keeping shashikant in mind.

    She was enjoying her life, she couldn’t judge whether the love she developed was right or wrong,

    Shashikant was also unsure about the reality for him, love was beyond the right and wrongs,


    Najeer Ali was unaware of the things, he was still sick and thinking about the expenses involved in his disease. And ifitikar is too young to react on anyone of them.

    They both started meeting behind Najeer Ali, and shared their romantic scoops, sometimes at the clinic, sometimes at Madhuri’s house post diagnosis, and sometimes at the terrace of Shashikant’a house. The flame of love was evident in their love.

    They both involved in Long hugs, inseparable kisses and never ending passionate smooches.

    Slowly the People Of the village were having their talks, few felt it cheat to najeer , few were happy as they were humiliated by najeer and few wanted to use it for their own Good.

    One of them reported the same to najeer Ali and said would also provide the evidence but want money in reward.

    Najeer was not happy with it for the obvious reasons, and got very angry on the person and threw him out of the house, but agreed to figure out the truth without anyone else’s involvement.

    Later that Night, Najeer Again got sick, and Madhuri calls doctor, he cures him, and says ” you should not take stress and I repeat please take complete bed rest.”

    Najeer directly asks him “Do you love my wife? Is that the reason you come even at the midnight? This is not your duty hour’s right? I know my wife also loves you,”

    Shashikant replied “Look I am a doctor, curing patients is what my job is. People worship us for the same, you should take rest, “coming at midnight to cure you is not because of your wife, and I would have done the same for any another as well,”

    I am a professional doctor I can’t cheat with my professional responsibilities; you may cross check with any other doctor regarding the medicines,

    They are not to kill you, they are to cure you”

    Now, Najeer asks his wife “do you like this good looking young man? Have you forgotten that you have kid and a husband??”

    She asks him, to take rest and avoid talks,

    But he continues poking her and provoking her with most ugly words about her upbringing, poverty and character.

    She then says “yes I love him, and he loves me, it has nothing to do with his professional responsibility and my maternal responsibility,

    I am iftikar’s mother. But yes I love him, because I never loved you, I am sorry.

    And if it makes me characterless then let it be, I was with you, but without being me.

    He always tried and treated like any other best doctor,

    You have the reason and right to angry on me, but not on him, sleep for now. “

    Shashikant interrupts, and says “No I am equally wrong,

    I’m the other man of her life, which is not good by the social standards of society,

    But you are also wrong you never felt the need of knowing her will for the marriage,

    Being very old to a girl you married to her for your prestige, it is a selfish act,

    You have no right to ruin her life,” he added.

    And asks him to sleep, as they both are accepting mistakes and would take all legal punishments.

    Najeer Ali agrees to sleep, with anger in his eyes, as felt he was cheated by his wife, and the doctor is not curing him, and may kill him with wrong medicines.

    So, in the dark dim light of the night he shoots both of them with his pistol by reaching the doctor’s house first then to his wife while she was sleeping with iftikar.

    And Then He shoots himself with the same pistol without even thinking about the kid and makes him an orphan.

    The End

    Pure as Prayer.


    Pure as prayer!!

    Partying with prey,
    Not crafted,
    Not Decorated,
    Just Left by the nature,
    To Embrace The Beauty Everywhere,
    To make you feel,
    And to make me feel
    That We are not even near to the beautiful things created by god,
    As we have a hustle to earn more,
    Burn More,
    To fit in somewhere in the materialistic society,
    Which is nowhere to the little tiny beautiful Flurries, with wings,
    Very Enigmatic,
    And Also Colorful,
    called as Butterflies,

    Yes they are Pure as Prayer.

    Let Me Find.


     

    In the search of satisfaction I think I lost my happiness,
    and the essence of purity
    committing more mistakes than corrections,
    Losing a day Now,
    And Lost a Day yesterday,
    And Also lost many more days before yesterday.
    These are preciously important Days of my life.
    What’s Wrong?
    Where I am?
    What I am doing?
    Why I am doing?
    Don’t know
    Don’t have any clue.
    I am Lost,
    I have more flaws now,
    Yes  Not Appropriate,
    And also weirdly imperfect
    But
    How to stop ,
    How to fightback
    Tell me
    I need your help
    I really need your help.
    To fix things back,
    To Swipe out the dirt,
    To Find the same space,

     

    And Vibe
    Let me find,

    The same Person Again

    Always smiling and always shinning.

     

    I find a New ME .


    Dear,
    Whenever I am with You,
    I Find a New Me.
    My newness puzzles me,
    I am different with you, or you make me a different person, ?

    You may notice that I stare at you with a constant eye contact,
    Some say that I have an intoxicated eyes,
    but I feel that I get intoxicated with your eyes,
    I see you with my still eyes, and With a blush n smile which has lot of satisfaction,
    may be because you look so pure, and I am always attracted to the things which are real and not contaminated,
    We just do the general talks, but for me it works like a motivational speech,
    I don’t know why you always make me realize that I am not what I have been till I met you,
    you make me think I am different,
    Am I different or I am just not what I have been .?
    Whatever It is I Think I am the best version of mine when I am with you.

    #Errorless

    Thank You

     

    Aside

    Please Don’t Read !


    Please Don’t Read,

    Don’t Read it Please,

    It’s Not Good,

    Not Good for Anyone.

    You may feel bad.

    You may curse love.

    You may hate god,

    You may start crying,

    Because It’s filled with Pain.

    And Decorated with cheat.

    It is layered with Greed,

    And poured with selfishness.

    You may find Questions ,

    But You can’t find The Answers.

    And You may need some Fresh Air to breathe,

    it’s really very Toxic.

    It’s terrible for your heart and also for mind.

    You may Not love .

    You may never trust .

    You may hate the Emotions .

    Yes it is Negative.

    Please Don’t Read,

    Yes Please,

    I Request You My Friend,

    Don’t Read My Story,

    Please Don’t Read My Story.

    To You With Love…


    To You With Love,

    Thank you for being there as someone who looked like a family more, being a stranger from day one,

    Thank You for the lovely moments with which I could smile back again. Even if i see them as a mistaken excitement or as an unreal expectation,

    I still like the answers you gave and the questions which were inherent, the answers were more easier to understand than self raised questions,

    Looking something for some purpose is not good, but looking something as source of satisfaction is not bad,

    Yes you have been a source,

    A source to do good, and aspire good things in life,

    You have been the source of fun , anger, worries, happiness and of course inspiration.

    Rather say a source of liveliness

    Sometimes it is not that easy to accept the outcome if it is not favouring your life ,

    It’s painful and disheartening to withstand with what we Haven’t expected.

    But we can’t have everything what we want in life .


    Living it and Leaving it.


    HELLO 2020


    Hey, Hello 2020 …

    Welcome,

    Welcome to this beautiful world …

    Okay , so here I wish you all a very happy new year, may you all live your life with utmost happiness , health and satisfaction.

    May all the goals and aspirations get accomplished, may you all find the ways to grow more in every prospect of life.

    Also i welcome and greet the brand new year i.e 2020 to our lives,

    As we all want to grow and make 2020 a benchmark year.

    Let’s leave the bad memories behind and carry forward the positives from the previous year.

    Let’s believe in our abilities more than counting excuses,

    let’s stay and stick with positivity, purity and persistence.

    Let’s smile More than yesterday and plan tomorrow, with living full of life today…

    All The Best, keep smiling , Have Fun. 🙂

    Happy New Year to all.

    Wanna Know You Better


    Hello Again,

    Thank you Minnie for Nominating  me ! This is quite new and interesting Questionnaire For those of you who don’t know her, be sure to check out her blog just tap the link here
    https://lightbehindthecloud.wordpress.com she’s truly talented.

    You may like her work.


    Wanna Know You Better:

    you  have to create your own post and title it “Wanna Know You Better”. Then
    Copy all the questions and answer them one by one. Then pass this along as a challenge to any of your favorite/All bloggers . You may create your own questions for those you tag if you want to.

     


    My answers to 10 “briefly explain” questions:

    1. What really makes you angry? Lies,Cheat, Nuisance and disrespect,
    2. What is your favorite food that you cannot do without?  A Good South Indian Food.
    3. What is your biggest fear? Losing my loved ones, Fear of being cheated
    4. What has been your biggest accomplishment this year? Personal it is ,so sorry ,
    5. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would that be?  With my family Literally anywhere. but I want them to be at the best available places.
    6. What is your favorite method of relieving stress? I’ve always preferred music but now I write here, earlier during study days I used to play cricket and leave everything behind.
    7. Would you rather live on the Moon or Mars for two yearsOur planet has been pretty good over the years, yes it is contaminated so I feel we should stay here and refix in the best shape of it for the generations coming next,, rather staying there.
    8. Which is your favorite type of weather? Moderate Winters.
    9. What is your favorite sport to play or watch? Cricket, Cricket and Cricket
    10. Do you enjoy creative efforts to attract readers to your blog? I don’t try to attract but yes I like it nice,crisp and connective to readers , so I do try to make it look with what we have.

    My answers to 10 “this or that” questions:

    1. Beach or Mountains? Both
    2. Fish or fried chicken wings? Fish
    3. Sydney or Rio De Janeiro? Sydney
    4. Swimming or climbing hills? Not sure, may be swimming
    5. Steak or Lamb? Would try steak
    6. Summer or Winter? Moderate Winter
    7. Countryside or the city? Both
    8. Spring or Autumn? Both
    9. Political Science or Statistics? I am from Maths Background, so would try political science to enhance my knowledge.
    10. Train or Airplane Ride? Both .

    Additional questions :-

    1. What is your field of study/work? Studied Mechanical Engineering, Working as an Engineer.
    2. What would you like to achieve in 2020? There are many things but yes I want to have a lot of success,smiles and satisfaction.
    3. What are your hobbies apart from writing/blogging? Listening Music, Playing cricket, Reading, and observing everything around.
    4. What are you grateful for this year? Sister’s Marriage.
    5. How would you describe yourself? 😀  Spiritual, Quite good at heart if not the best,Sometimes Moody, straight forward, Believes in being comfortable than trendy, Sometimes Angry, Funny with friends, speak less with those who are new, don’t look back if you break my heart.


    My Questions:

    1. You are Bad when?
    2. Do You Like Individuals if they are good to you  though being bad with conduct to many?
    3. What would be the one possible change you want in you? And why?
    4. Why you think I/one should meet you someday , from here?
    5. What you cook the best at home?
    6. One topic which you want me to write  ?

    Okay this post is open for all! As i hate picking people,And I would like to Nominate Everyone of you to answer the questions, whether in the form of post or in the comment section. I am waiting !!

    Thank you.

     

     

     

    Happy Birthday!


    Hello,

    Today is My Brother’s birthday , yes on 31st of December , so Before the year Ends , we have his birthday to celebrate and carry forward the same fun and enthusiasm to the new year,

    so here I wish him all the good, better and best things for his life, may he grow more, earn more, learn more, Of course have fun more.

    May he remains healthy , fit and flexible, Avoid every single worry and stay humble as well.

    Above all be brave and enjoy the moments with smile and make everyone proud around you.

    I urge everyone of you to wish him the best birthday wishes, in your ways,

    Thank You, Good Night 🙂

    There After a Decade..


    Okay ,Good Evening Guys !

    so I visited the same place. Same temple and clicked the photograph with the same pose. Which and where I was exactly 10 long years ago,
    this time to celebrate the 5th birthday of my niece, Janvi.

    But now, it has been me and only my family not the one who was with us 10 years ago with unofficial permission.

    Like everyone says time flies.
    I accept it. Time flies and the situations do change.
    Smile remains there but question is about the genuineness of it.

    It was not easy to do but did to show to the world and the people around that everything is fine to me now. And I am above such sentiments.

    Deep down, silently my heart being the usual human heart was pumping at a speed more than the usual sprint of a horse.

    I  Asked to click images randomly so that I could have the best one in the gallery.
    But not even a single PIC was good to have. As the smile was fake and my eyes where not ready to face camera, may be heart was not liking it and the face was not supporting my forced Instincts.

    Everything there was same to same and I recalled every single moment of mine there a decade ago.
    Be it roaming everywhere around there with wheels on my legs, playing stupid pass time games or even captivating energy for some useful work and some how bringing out that WE moments in between.

    The roads,The people, the ambiance, the staying rooms, the Temple and of course the God.

    Yes I have been a teenager by then and very very care free monk.,with some good etiquettes which I still have,by being real and raw sometimes at heart.

    But this time. I have been quite silent  matured rather say changed version of mine,
    silently observing everything what was there then and now, also my little eyes went for some tearful ride as well when was alone as I have been mostly by being with many with a reason and with a purpose more personal.
    10years ago, never thought about this visit nor the circumstances I am around with, never felt that I have to face such realities in love with hate and cheat.

    Forget about it.

    I really feel that it has been heavy on my heart at that moment but when I rethink about the same I feel good about it. That overcame my very own created barrier. And surpassed this hurdle.


    Anyways ,
    Happy Birthday Janvi(Niece).


    Thank you

    Aside

    Some Mornings’


    Some Mornings, you just want to stay on bed, and you just want to lay there, you don’t care what the clock says, you don’t think about the daily routine,

    You take it as a need to feel good, like you never felt of having it, you want to sleep more and more though you actually don’t sleep,

    You have the node of listening everything what happens out there, but you prefer to be inside the blanket, sometimes with the folding of legs, and some times with one sided sleeping posture,

    It happens more in the winter days where you just can’t bare the mighty cold shivering conditions,

    it happens quite often when you are taking leave or it is a holiday,

    It is both today, a Sunday and of course it’s winter, I have to say that it feels lethargic somewhere but who cares, I don’t care .

    staying on bed inside the blanket, laying not sleeping, listening not reacting, and posting a new post is not that bad as it looks ..

    As it is winters with minus degree Centigrades around with chilled breeze, and also Sunday so it is actual quite cool to sleep for some long hours,

    the kind of relaxation the body needs,

    And in between all this lazy mornings you may even plan your best schedule for the coming hours, days,weeks,and months,

    Infact a good soothing music, with the love of your life could bring some unmatched happiness, and unfold some hidden fantasies..

    And the ones who are not being accompanied by their partners or are singles have their own ways to enjoy.. 🙂

    We are quite different here on being lazy, we have our ways to do things differently,

    Some prefer to have phonecalls by being under blanket,

    Some can have long chats with their friends, lover, &any other as well.

    some are wrapped that they could look scary as well. As a part of them is visible and you have to find the rest like a jigsaw puzzle. The can sleep in impossible posture .

    Some can sit but they can’t leave the cushion if blanket, they look bloody cute, they may tap limitless naps as well,they can sleep sit eat and talk at the same time.

    Who else like/have such mornings..?


    #lastsundayoftheyear

    #lastsundayofthedecade

    Two Things


    Two Things which are still pleasing to my heart,

    Two things which bring back the smile on my face.

    Two things which is even new yet old to my heart..

    Two things which enlighten my day even more brighter..

    Two things which make me feel good about me being me and you being you..

    Yes they are the part of my heart being not mine..

    Not mine but still have my share on it..

    To think and feel alive.

    The Two things are litter..

    Yes The Slight Pinkish blush of your cheeks..

    And the Little light late lucid smiles.

    Without any application of cosmetics..

    Your smile is glittering to my eyes with the blushings of shyness.

    The Thin soft smiles….

    ©

    Start Doing…


    Where you stand today,

    Do you think is the place where you wanted to be.

    What you are today,

    Is it The same you wanted to be.

    How it feels to find yourself in the wrong place ,

    Or the place which is not where you wanted to be ..

    Isn’t it draining when you turn and see where you stand in the crowd

    And what they have expected from you,

    The fighter within you has surrendered or what?

    Or you think you can still fight against all the odds?

    Are you habitual now ,

    Habitual of comprising your dreams,

    Habitual of loosing and explaining the reasons of your failure.

    Or you have the spark still somewhere which gives you the reason to leave the bed in the early morning and conquer again,

    That fire to stay awake and pursue your dreams,

    Is it there?

    Are you still the same …?

    Yes You’re,

    And it is there,

    Just stay motivated

    And be focused.

    Above all

    Stop Wishing, Start Doing.

    Beautiful in & out


    Beautiful You’re in general,

    And Beautiful your smile is.

    Beautiful you are with your words.

    Beautiful you are to the one you love.

    Beautiful to the people you care.

    Beautiful to the one you feel good about.

    Beautiful to the society standards.

    But Are you Really Beautiful?

    As the real beauty is in the heart,

    It’s beyond the layering of cosmetics,

    And wearing of quality clothes.

    It’s beyond the buttering of words.

    It does not require to be in the good books of everyone,

    It just require a good heart.

    Are you Beautiful both in and out?

    Thank you WordPress.


    Dear WordPress And My Lovely Fellow Bloggers, Thank you so much for being with me with all my senseless thoughts and Silly words,

    I appreciate everyone of you for being there with me with every single post of mine and encouraging me to do a bit better than yesterday,

    it is overwhelming to know that I have surpassed 3years on WordPress,

    I can’t express my gratitude towards WordPress for giving me an opportunity to put my views , thoughts and stories a platform through which I have been able to reach beyond the horizons,

    yes it gave me the big strong wings to fly and even fly higher.

    Thank you everyone

    keep all the love coming, and support me in the way you all did so far.

    God Bless.

    Quote

    Definitely You..


    I know….

    I have more things to do…

    But I have my own selected priorities , though it look silly to some and careless to many..

    But yes i do have my priorities.. And the most prior of the priorities is you…

    Definitely You.

    Life starts with you and Ends at you

    Prince Charming!!


    Oh the thick big glasses on my eyes don’t look good to the girls,

    They say I look like an uncle..

    Oh the dark skin tone of mine don’t attract to the girls ,

    They say, they can’t even see me sometimes..

    Oh the lean and thin body of mine , more like a Skelton , don’t get appreciated by girls..

    They say , They want muscular guys..

    They want Prince charming but with more the looks of the Prince ..

    That’s it !!

    Do I look like a Prince ? ,

    Yes of course ..

    But to me, and to my mother and sometimes in my mirror…

    They all want someone with good physique, and handsome looks..

    They treat me like a tree, as they don’t even notice when I stare at them.

    They laugh at my walk, also at my talk.

    They make fun of my clothes .

    They are good in fact better than good..

    But they should treat me at least a human..

    Human with all the feelings, and flaws..

    The Real Prince doesn’t require all the attributes , to get liked they get liked for being what they are.

    Oh they don’t even know that Thin, Lean, Fat, Short, Tall,Dark,Ugly, or weird are not what we can demand but yes we can diminish these tiny things of appearance with our nature , character and humanity.

    And The Real Prince is always about character, Humanity, Humbleness etc. Hope they learn before falling and failing in life..

    #BeTheRealPrince

    P.S : Just A Random Writeup.

    I can’t be a writer….


    So, Then I have realized that I can’t be a writer as it needs lot more than just writing good and real,

    As It requires a lot of materialistic things, and many more fabricated insights, one can’t be a writer if he/she is willing to write with the pure emotions and substance which makes him feel to write,

    They may put words and also may compile it , but it would not be enough to get attention and readers, you need more spices,

    And by having such spice you may tend to loose your original idea of the article or plot,

    You may write but you will never get satisfied with your work as you have opted for the additives of the trend.

    You may even find your self in a state where you are doing your work but for the choice of others,

    The tears , pains , emotions, happiness, sacrifice, selfishness, tragedy etc etc of your work will only get attention if it has some layering of everything in trend be it a title of the article or the visualization of it,

    sometimes you may need to promote it like a salesman, the original description of pain and happiness with the words came from heart may not by liked by the readers, they have their choice of interest and it has nothing to do with the effort you kept for writing,

    You and your writeup will be discarded within sometime. As you may not had the ingredients they were looking for..

    You can’t be what they want , as you can’t diminish your creativity..

    But you can’t survive with what you feel and write ,as everyone has options more than the choice..

    Think About it.

    Love to sleep over your Lap


    Lap…

    I love to sleep over your lap,

    I feel so calm,

    Also sleepy..

    My worries don’t haunt me anymore..

    And I am not the same insomniac ..

    Also, I don’t have headaches..

    I feel so good…

    Chilled and relaxed..

    I feel free to breathe,

    All my tensions get vanished..

    Yes your Lap,

    similar to my mother’s lap,

    the warm and soothing Lap..

    Lap ,

    just love to sleep over your lap.

    Let me sleep over your lap.

    I never loved you.


    That day with some tears , she came to him and said, I feel sorry to you for being so helpless , I am sorry, I know you love me a lot and i really don’t need any evidence as I can feel it,

    but I never loved you dear ,

    yes this is what the truth is, I just wanted to be their with you till my parents search someone for me to get married,

    yes I never loved you, I just acted to be in love with you, I loved your company and everything you did for me ,

    yes I never thought About this day, but I should have thought about it,

    I am very bad I know,

    but this is what the truth is,

    I just wanted to get along in a busy status of relationship till my marriage as my friends were teasing me for living a life without boyfriend,

    so I did all that for which I am feeling sad.. I know I played with your emotions… But I am sorry..

    As I know you have been serious for me and I was just doing it for fun and showoff. I am sorry ,it is really bad and embarrassing…

    And the guy was listening without believing….

    With some tears and confusion.


    ***Don’t Play with Emotions..

    ***How should the guy react to it ? And what would be your reaction if you find yourself at such situation?

    Even I accepted their lies.


    They asked me few things about an issue, actually they wanted me to answer it either in a spicy way or they wanted to put me in some troublesome state,

    I smilingly said why you people are asking me this.? Don’t you believe their stated truths, Or you feel that I need to say my version.

    They said we want to know your side.

    I replied, There is no my side or their side, there is truth and their false.

    So you have to see what you take from their talks,

    We don’t believe them, they said.

    I answered I believe them, as I don’t care about anything now , I have nothing to loose. And they may be putting the right things forward, I don’t know what they are saying though, but even I accepted their lies, I can’t do much either.

    As even don’t know the real truth. And I have nothing to do with the truth now, as they did what they wanted to, and the damage couldn’t be recovered ever, but yes they have been good in chopping and presenting things in their suited way.

    But, I don’t have any interest in giving justification to anyone, or to put my side on the issue. As I am not here to prove Anything to anyone, I know my side I am right by best of thoughts, and deep down they also know what is right and what is not right, who is culprit and who is not, and above all there is someone who knows everything and he is looking at everything, to whom we call Almighty, The God,

    Moreover I heard that, they are too good and the world is too bad ,and I am too bad and the world is too bad , as per the talks what I came to know from the people in between me and them.

    Anyways We all are going to pay for the deeds we do , if not today then tomorrow for sure.

    if you are good you will receive good things from god , if bad then you have to be ready for the outcome, you can’t get away from your punishments.

    So , I don’t care what they are saying as I am only answerable to the god , but in my case it’s God who has to answer me, as he may don’t have any question and I have many to ask him. And it would start from Why me? ?

    I hope i will get the answer,!!!

    Anyways you are free to think and consider me anything you want as liberty is there for everyone.

    But my identity is best known to me and god. Likewise truth is better known to God , culprit and victim.

    But if they say I am culprit , then yes I am culprit . nothing to objectify or even feel bad. As they are not the decision makers . so why to think or care about it.

    Then they smiled and said you said nothing in particular but said everything.

    And I smiled back.

    Thank you for reading.

    Let’s Stay Independently United.


    Good Morning Friends,

    Wishing luck and love to all of you, And appealing all to believe in the integrity of our nation and celebrate our Independence,

    Yes a Very Happy Independence Day all my friends and fellow Bloggers across the globe.

    We all are one, we all believe in Unity .

    We all know our history, and the fight against slavery and struggle for freedom.

    So, We need to understand the value of the freedom, we have some issues still to fight like Terrorism, Unemployment,crime, communalism, etc etc we need to eradicate all these and the solutions against it,

    we have to strengthen our women and should focus on women empowerment,

    we need to have a parallel education system, no changes as per the state, one nation one syllabus and one medium, .

    we need to fight against the misconception of our so called social reformers and put the right things forward.

    Yes we have been doing some good things in the recent times which has brought some more expectations, it’s good the evils like triple talaq and article 370 has been removed, also the reservation have been offered to the people who are economically weaker, irrespect of the their caste.

    We have to accept that somewhere we needed these transformations,

    But we need more and more to bring back the title of The Golden Bird for our country. And I believe we can do that.

    Let’s fight against the poor mindsets, and stay united for the Harmony and peace.

    We all make India, The India world knows.

    Let’s stay Independent for ever and take our independence for more generations to come.

    Let’s Stay Independently United.

    Yes I Am a Proud Indian like Any other Indian. And I believe we all should be.

    Happy Independence Day!!!

    Mera Bharat Mahaan!!

    Jai Hind!!

    Pray for me.


    It is nervousness or anxiety , I don’t know….

    but it is something which is hitting my heart and mind,

    I think my heart is not willing to accept myself as a failure and somehow my mind has came to a conclusion of compensatory happiness.

    Being amongst the losers with some reasons, explanations , and of course few excuses has been the story so far,

    Loosing without a trial with lot of distractions and few strong barriers are something with which I am dealing from years,

    LOSER, is a big tag.

    And I think I am accepting it somewhere in my heart with sadness, its not that I never had the ingredients to conquer, but it has been somehow my negligence with some hard lucks, obligations and poor decisions.

    Yes it has affected me, my dreams, my aspirations, my happiness and my searching satisfaction.

    I am good at this and that but not enough stabilized to put it for some productive outcome ,

    Outcome in context of success, And successful satisfaction.

    I hate the confusion, hate that a lot as it ruined me, still I feel a compensatory choice I preferred for sustainment.

    As sustainment is an important thing I dared to avoid it once and paid the price for that dare,

    so may be I am not good at dreaming or my dreams are just dreams I should not try to feel and live it, I figured out.

    Yes it is saddens you at your heart , and you start questioning your own life,

    like may be god has made me for this and not that and I am trying to hard to go beyond god’s decision.

    Anyways I Still feel sad when people come and say you have been so good ,

    you could have done this and that with ease, you should have been there we always felt that you are something different and thought you to be at some high to look,

    we still have high expectations,

    you can still start and deliver with ease, you have the spark , you just have to focus and focus at like everything, we still have high expectations from you.

    And listening all that makes me feel so bad for being so unjustified to their expectations,

    it feels good to have high expectations but it breaks you into pieces when they themselves say you spoiled it man with your own, and failed and you are a loser!

    And then our mind and heart have some serious sadness with which we may not cope up.

    As it takes us to negativeness, when you start comparing yourself with your expectations and with your contemporaries. And you find yourself now where.

    You actually fail when you question your self or start thinking more than you should.

    But having being said that,

    I think life gives you chances to bounce back and roll it like a boss,

    I am still seeking and trying to find out that one chance to make it appropriate with my life and the people around it.

    I hope god has left one more good thing to share and hopefully I would accept it without any blunders this time.

    Pray for me.

    Thank you

    Bad at Response.


    Good Afternoon Guys,

    Today I am here with something to discuss which you may like , or may not but let’s discuss it.

    Guys, we often see such people in our daily life who have the tendency of speaking more and also speaking less, and it actually varies from individual to individual as per their own choices,

    But there is one other kind of people who speak relevantly good but have the tendency of showing disinterest to your talks, they will be available to you but with half of their heart, even if they are not half hearted but there traits will make you think so,

    they will give smiles, as reply, they may give you one liners sometimes even one words, they make reaction with expressions, they may listen but pretends to not listen, or they will change the topic at their will, which is actually disheartening to the individual who is eagerly waiting for a respected response,

    It actually makes you think that this man/woman don’t want to talk or may be not interested to talk or may have some attitude issues. Which is very much okay by their observations, as they are receiving such vibes from the other end so they may presume that,

    Even I don’t want to be in a conversation where the individual is finding words on instalments, I speak with my heart and also with a reason, and want the partner to speak well, and react whenever needed, not sure how you people think about it,

    But my opinion is this , and to have a healthy conversation, the two individual should have enough interest to speak and listen, one should not speak alone and vice versa.

    And it has nothing to do with the choice of context or with the subject of talks, they have the tendency of speaking in that way as they prefer it, regardless of the subject of talks.

    Of course I am not saying that everyone is blessed with good speaking skills or talkativeness, but it is not about the limited skills or the other, the individuals who act unavailable or who react late or selective with responses are actually Bad at listening skills and of course with the speaking skills, even with the reactive skills ,

    they should learn and improve, as it is actually a graveyard for themselves, as they are actually creating barriers between their loved ones with bits and pieces of words.

    Like they sound RUDE,FAKE,And ANNOYING!

    And someone with really bad Etiquettes,

    And no one prefers to talk with a person who has 3-4 words for every single thing you say, or may prefer to talk when it is needed the most with some sadness.

    This is what I feel , Don’t know Right or wrong,

    Do share your opinions if you feel so.

    Thank you

    You look good when you smile :)


    You look good when you smile, 🙂

    I see some holes on your chubby cheeks,

    Like drilled,

    Yes, They say Dimples!

    You look good when you smile, 🙂

    With some zig zag Pattern of teeth with a little wider lips,

    Which you don’t like,

    but it looks pretty cool to me,

    So don’t need to hide.

    Show More , Smile More!!

    You look good when you smile, 🙂

    As your tiny little round eyes gets closed,

    Though not completely closed,

    but it looks like closed.

    You look good when you smile , 🙂

    As you smile without any fear,

    And I consider it real and pure,

    not fake for sure.

    Like the new born baby smile without the reasons we know!!

    You look good when you smile 🙂

    So keep on Smiling !!!


    ***Good Night And Smile Please!

    I Find You Cute.


    I find you cute, seriously cute.

    When you smile in between the intense arguments,

    I find you cute, when you try to sing sharp with a bad voice.

    When you try and match your clothes with mine for every party,

    I find you really very cute,

    When you ask me to close the umbrella even if i don’t like rain, with a polite request.

    I find you cute when you share all the boring stories of your friends,without my interest.

    I find you cute, when I see you talking and crying at the same time.

    I find you cute , when you play the music of my favorite composer, whenever I am in stress.

    I find you cute , when you put your head on my shoulder and talk ,

    And in between that you sleep on my shoulder, which is even more cute.

    I find you cute when you ask me a kiss on your forehead,

    I find you cute with me, this way and also that way ,

    I find you cute every time.

    As You are Really Cute.


    Good Night

    Both are important.


    Well most of my friends are unhappy with me,

    They find me Annoying,

    They call me everything what they hate,

    They say I am unavailable being available to them,

    They say you can’t be like this to us,

    I try to convince them,but they don’t listen,

    They are Right in their ways, I have to be with them if I am with them,

    But I am with my love interest,

    If not being next to her always then through my phone,

    I feel good for the fact that she feels good when I am connected to her either next to her with holding a hand or through calls or even chats,

    My friends don’t like my life style and priority,

    But I don’t want to see her sad, as she feels sad and bad when I don’t message or call her and don’t lift her call,

    I lie her sometimes that yes you wished me the first birthday wish, though sometimes she is second as my mother wishes before than her may be a fraction of second earlier,

    Even if its a lake or I am at some public place I text her, as she wants to feel the ambiance with me and my words. I like it, its not that I am not enjoying it.

    But its a cheat with my friends.

    She enjoys everything of my talks ,

    Even my sick poor cheap jokes, at which no one can laugh.

    And of course my way of care,

    She just love talking to me,

    She says ” I will be fine I don’t need a doctor, you are the doctor and the medicine is our conversation.” When she gets sick.

    I Remember that ,

    I talked to her through calls and texts for around 20hrs continuously with a charger plugged in, whenever needed.

    She loved the gesture, and even felt good to be with her when she needed me.

    I have to talk as she my love and I can’t see her sad,

    After knowing that her sadness is my unavailability and lesser communication.

    But what to do with my friends ,they are not wrong either.

    They want me as their friend as I have been,

    She asks me to pick one sometimes,

    somehow I skip the question with an ice cream or some deep discussion about my career, but i am worried with the picking of one.

    I may pick her over them by being a selfish lover but I wouldn’t be Happy with that, I know as my friends are also important .!

    Love them and Love her also. Both have their importance but yes one priority is not happy when I am with the another priority.


    ***We can’t decide who comes first and who is second, of course it’s both which make us what we want to be, so its important to make them understand their importance in our life, one can’t be another and vice versa. Both are differently important in life. It’s harsh and unfair to pick and choose.

    Me Versus mE


    I’m fighting within me.

    My Mind And Heart is Dealing with Duality,

    The Writer,

    And An Engineer,

    Both are Right and Both are Mine

    Both Sleeps with me,

    And Wake with me as well,

    Both Fights Within Me.

    Both Dominate The Other.

    Both put my in trouble.

    As I don’t know which way to Go.

    I love writing and expressing my thoughts.

    I Love to be in the charge with the tag called Engineer.

    One is my hidden Pleasure,

    Another is my portrayed obsession.

    One is my Expansion to the Dream,

    Another is my source of existence.

    Can’t Pick One

    Can’t settle with one.

    I am Both,

    And I want Both.

    But It is Tough to be Both.

    I feel Like it is Me Versus mE.

    You Are Beautiful.


    You like The Roses, Right !

    I like the color called blue a lot,

    yes all the shades of blue,

    What about The Roses in Blue color !

    Layer by layer,

    The petals of Roses in Blue color.

    With some drops of dew over it,

    Which would add the glittering effect.

    You like wearing shorts more,

    As you love your legs,

    Yes long sexy legs,

    And I like short hair ,

    Colored short hair more, As world is beyond monochrome,

    What about you being in your favourite shorts,

    With the sexy long legs,

    And the colored short hair,

    Around the shoulder height,

    And the slightly soothing smooth breeze,

    Adding the visual treat .

    Visualizing the scene more and more

    And Feeling good about it,

    To see you in the colored hair with a Blue Rose,

    Also wearing the shorts

    And showing your sexy legs.

    With a token in my hand to give you

    With a note written

    “You are Beautiful”

    Loving Ghost


    Yes he kissed her as she sleeps next to him every night,

    And in the morning he takes his breakfast with her.

    As she loves to cook for him and watch him eating,

    He make few cups of coffee which they enjoy with a kiss .

    She comes and goes,

    she is not scary but yes she is the ghost who thinks and treats him as her boyfriend,

    though he told her that I am not the one but she says let it be I like you as i used to like my boy friend,

    Also he asked about her that why she is ghost now, and what went wrong with her,

    she said she murdered her boyfriend and committed suicide as she caught him with another girl,

    And she had been brutally betrayed by her boyfriend.

    She likes him because he looks like him ,

    but he is single and lives just next to the room where they lived.

    And more ever he also failed in love with same kind of situation though he preferred to let her live with him,

    So there is a connection of being cheated by their loved ones but both had different approach to it.

    Anyways,

    She just wears the normal clothes like jeans T – shirts, etc like any other young girl not like the ghosts of the movies,

    yes her voice is dual and of course she has some amplitude at it.

    And She could smile and cry at the same time,

    She likes romantic movies. And prefer playing carom.

    She has the most beautiful eyes and even more beautiful smile.

    She is friendly to him but he don’t know how to tell her that she is a different spirit now,

    he can’t love her like she wants,

    Ghost and human can’t be the lovers,

    she says one day when the god would be kind enough on her she would happily leave the world but by then he has to be her love interest,

    He thinks he don’t have any other option as he can’t find a way to escape also he has generated some kind of sympathy for her.

    May be because of her love failure And the betrayal.


    That’s it.!!!

    Stories and many more!


    Ok , so years ago I was too young and considerably a kid, (I am still a kid but not as per physical appearance 🙂 )

    So I was a kid about 4 – 5 years and my family took me to school for the very first time , which was more like having new pair of shoes a good school bag few new friends and of course a delicious tiffin box daily for me, in short I was like any other kid not aware of that why I am going to school and all,

    so I still remember the very first day of my school, I did everything like a good boy, like well mannered etc ,

    my father used to have a moped called kinetic Luna by then,which he still have of course in working condition,

    So, I stood in the front of Luna with my choice as I like, winds & hair flyings passing by and my brother was sitting on the back side.

    We both have been always in the same class as he was forced to leave his school by my parents and attend my school as I have been the most pampered kid, so he restarted his schooling with me from KG-1 level from a reputed school of the town,

    Though we never looked same but few thought we were twins ,but we were not.

    So , we three were going it was about 2- 3kms from my house, I was very happy as I was crazy for a bike ride at that age.

    Then, The school came, and I was asked to enter the school my brother gone towards the gate and I was still not interested to go,

    I said I won’t go my father took me towards the gate and I just refused and did every possible thing like crying and running which may have been like shameful for my dad as all the kids and the parents were looking at him,

    he was really embarrassed with that, he tried everything but failed!

    suddenly I looked at the shop next to the school and was looking at a cake in the jar, which could be Of 2 – 5 Rs maximum.

    my father saw that bought it for me And my brother, I took that and never gave it to my brother, i entered the gate of my school and in the first period itself I ate my tiffin and of course the cake,

    and this is how it has been for years. I entered the school like I never had an issue of going , we need something to eat whenever we have been asked to study or to go school isn’t it?

    I am still thankful to the shopkeeper who was there and for having that cake.

    As it has made my dad’s life easier by then. And even I started going to school regularly as I had friends later,

    And I still remember that I used to eat my friends tiffin without sharing them at all 😀 .

    This is how it has been for the next few years of schooling till I was pressurized for homework.

    Thank you.


    OK so let me know should I continue such tales of my life or not.

    And yes I shared the same story of my life in the farewell speech of my school, which was appreciated by every other teacher and friends of mine.

    Yesterday kids were going to school in front of my house, some were crying and some were eating like they don’t care what will happen at school, so I recollected everything of my life from that portion.

    Hope you guys liked it.

    Good Day.

    Virgin…


    After 2 years of her marriage ,

    Pia came back to India to stay with her family, so many of her friends came to meet her,

    they asked her many random questions about her and husband,

    like,

    how is your marriage,?

    You both are happy ?

    How you have been these days etc.

    she said yes I am happy as I look. And we are living with all possible happiness.

    Her friend (Nisha) said , all good !that’s enough as you have been the most reserved girl from our group! And went to abroad all of a sudden .

    Pia replied ‘ yes i have been very shy and reserved.,

    Pia asked – What about you, are you still flirting with all?

    Nisha replied- yes sometimes for fun and sometimes for seriously nothing.

    But tell me about you how good is your life, you are looking different, he is nice to you right?

    I mean why you came alone where is he?,

    Pia replied ‘ of course he wanted to come but he had some commitments.

    yes I can’t tell you about it in details but I feel so lucky to be his wife.

    Her friend was not convinced as she can observe that her eyes were saying something else.

    She again, asked her the same question in a different way,

    ” hey your husband is a rich guy , I saw his profile has some good money in the bank and also have a lot of property etc right?.”

    She replied ‘ yes so.

    Her friend puzzled pia ” are you not excited with that, like money ,property cars etc.

    pia replied “yes if it excites you then I am also excited.”

    Her friend could sense that pia is missing something, she asked her again and again by some promises and all.

    Pia replied ” yes I am married I love him and he loves me, yes he is rich and talented that’s it,

    but you know what I feel like i am still partially virgin,

    Yes we travelled everywhere but not like a couple , he was there with some work and consignments.

    And I was there to make him feel stress relieved whenever needed.

    He has been there with me, but not there for me, more for status showoff. To show it to the world through social networking sites.

    And you know how we love, it is more like robots following some of the mating commands.

    Yes He is a proper straight man and i am also proper straight girl, nothing odd as it sounds.

    but the fact is that, he only touched my body and not my soul, and never allowed me to get in his zone of privacy.

    We are not connected to each other like we should have.

    My body is not virgin my friend but yes my emotions are , my heart is not there when I am with him because he is not also there with me, its more like a task to him or an activity to loose stress for him, that’s it,

    he is busy with his cigars and phone ,

    he is there but he is not there with me actually ,

    he loves his work more than himself. He love me but his style of love is not what I like may be he don’t even know how to love.

    He has a time for everything like 10mins for breakfast , 5mins for getting ready etc,

    he is a big time management insect.

    It’s good professionally.

    but not for the layers of love to get unfolded.

    But I am happy as I can’t be sad.


    ***Love is beyond the materialistic happiness. Love them with everything you have,not just posting pictures and buying gifts.

    Thank you Mr. Sharma


    Just saw you there for the very first time at the coffee shop behind my office.

    you have been playing & posing with the bunch of flowers .And waiting eagerly for your cup of coffee.I was there with a Client for a business meeting,But I hardly heard a word of him,As I was watching you without a blink,like a serious stalker,Still unsure about it as I have been a sophisticated guy,More like a Gentleman. But that day,I was like dumb, deaf and numb,Yes completely numb.I wanted to sit in the same table,And ask many questions like,”hey what’s your name?”can we exchange our numbers”?Though i have been very bad in getting numbers, yes seriously !And then you just disappeared from the scenes.Of course, i searched you everywhere in the city but I failed.I was sick and sad for more than a month.Then, one fine morning at my doors when I was there to collect the packets of milk,I saw you ,you are my new neighbor ,Yes , Niece to Mr. Sharma and came to pursue your Post Graduation.And trust me ,I tried a lot to be the best genuine neighbor but I failed deliberately.As I wanted to be more than just neighbors from day one.And slowly,Steadily,even you started liking me,And see where we are now,Tomorrow is our marriage.

    Well, Thanks to Sharma Uncle for being my dear neighbor,

    And Giving me my Love for life.


    *****sometimes we find what we search just next to us though we tend to search it everywhere being impatient. So just pray , believe and work hard, miracles do exists.*****But yes fortune favours the brave.

    Aside

    Happy Birthday Daddy


    Happy Birthday Daddy!

    Hello every one, Good morning

    Yes today is my Dad’s Birthday, and I wish him everything what he deserves, with good health and Harmony and just sharing this day with everyone over here.

    My Dad is very hardworking man, he has been very fun loving and a soul who believes doing what he thinks the best,

    He has been 14 when his father passed, and from there he made himself what ever he is, it took a lot from him, as mostly his childhood has been in crisis he has to earn for survival and he did all that with real heroic flair.

    He has been a big ANR fan (Telugu Movie Super star), by being from the down south.

    He sings beautiful and sometimes he may give laughter at its best.

    One can’t hide anything from him, he is the sharp mind reader, he speaks without any fear, he is very simple and innocent also and sometimes people make use of it.

    He is the perfect mixture of hardwork and intelligence. He taught the kid who was senior to him by 3years and at his young age. And even now people ask him to do their toughest of things as they feel no one can be better than him,

    There is Much more to tell but that’s it for now,

    Wishing you a very happy birthday Dad .

    Thank you.

    Aside

    Love Scoops… The Romantic Tale


    They both were watching a movie and it was around 2am, everyone except them were sleeping, it was a good regional movie which they were watching, and suddenly she realized that no one is awake, she whispered with a touch on his feet, ” hey, all are sleeping except us” !

    He turned every where around him at once, and said “yes it is quite late so obviously, they will sleep , and they may have watched the movie . so let them sleep, it’s a nice scene of the movie look at it .”

    She again turned every where. And said “look it’s too dark everyone is sleeping.”

    He replied with some irritation, “so what ? are you scared of ghosts or what, don’t bother about all that , ghosts don’t exists.”

    She said “are you crazy I am thinking something else. You are such a fool.”

    He was still unsure and continued watching the movie.

    She took the remote in her hand and asked him to look towards her if he wants her to continue the movie, now he could understand what was there in her mind,

    He looked towards her and she looked towards him with smiles and glitters .. She was shining like a star in the dark room,

    He somehow managed to touch her feet, and they both were still looking to each other,

    she kissed the palm of his hands with shivering all over her body.

    As they both were sharing such physical touchdowns for the very first time in their life.

    And they were just one day old confessed lovers, so it was there first love and also their first scoop of love.

    They both were shaky at the night, as they were young and confused with desperation, and it was all happening to them at a place where they were invited as guest, by a common family friend.

    They both decided to turn off the TV. As they were not watching it also it was giving more than lightning needed to them.

    They came close to each other now,without any light, and soundtrack.

    They were not sure how much loving is ethically good, and how to stop love at such point.

    She asked him that are you feeling something different, like me. I am feeling like something is there in my stomach may be huge amount of butterflies are flying.

    He replied “yes, I am excited yet nervous, I can’t tell that what I am feeling but yes, you brought this idea in mind. I was watching movie like a fool. ”

    She looked at him, smiled and kissed on his hand again,for 3-5 minutes. Like she has been paused.

    He also kissed her on her hands, forehands, shoulder ,cheeks, neck and forehead. Without any hesitation.

    She was stunned with such reaction, as it was beyond her expectations.

    Though she liked his passionate love.

    They lost themselves in that moment, their nervousness and shyness has gone somewhere.

    And there kisses were audible now,

    Can you come to the washroom he asked , she said I was about to ask you this. But what would you do there.? She asked with a smile.

    He replied everything. What we are doing now, we would be doing better than this.

    She said that’s it?

    Nothing else.

    He said I don’t know, may be a bit more.

    She smiled and kissed him on her cheeks and said okay. I am going you join me there.

    But be cautious while you will be coming.

    So that we may not be caught,

    In reply he said ‘yes yes go first’ !

    She goes..

    He was about to go..

    And suddenly he came to know that grandmother of one of them has just woke up, and slowly searching her glasses and drinking water, and sat on her bed .

    She came outside of the washroom and asks the grandmother to sleep, but she declines to sleep as she just saw a bad dream.

    That means they neither continue their love at hall nor at the washroom.

    They both go to their respective places as they both were aware that movie is also not there to sit together, they passed the flying kisses and sleep apart, and thanking god for such a lovely night.

    love her!


    I want that Tight Hug from you..

    Just a Gentle Push towards the wall,

    And Hold me Hard,

    Yes, Harder than an air lock,

    I have been waiting for you with all my heavy breathes..

    Yes I am sick , & Uncomfortable,

    the doctor advised to sleep and sleep for at least a week,

    Look I painted my nails with Red colour…

    And coloured my hair as well,

    Similar to your favorite Hollywood Girl,

    You may like it, and love me more.

    Please Love me .. I want your love.

    Show some care ..

    I haven’t ate from yesterday,

    I want to eat from your hands,

    I don’t like those pills..

    I need you, and your love..

    Not those pills..

    They can’t cure me..

    Love me with all the passion ,

    You may like the body temperature,

    Yes my eyes look a bit sleepless,

    But I will sleep tonight ,

    I swear, just love me please…

    Show some care….!!

    Stay with them more , they need you in their tough times more than anything else.

    Stumped!


    The Man with some temper issues, did enough to make a mark , but still unaware of buttering to the officials, not a person with a reputation of striking like others , but reasonably good to be in the position for which we are still finding someone , he is not that flamboyant , not that outspoken, like these modern day cricketers are.


    Yes I am talking about Mr. Ambati Tirupati Rayudu,

    A person who has been good in studies in the early days also did graduation, and always considered as shy and reserved. Someone who never danced,

    But always a freaky guy as he did things in style. Be it the the tweet he did against the statement of chief selector of Indian team , for which he may paid the price of his life.

    Yes he was quite impulsive in nature , a short tempered guy, with some previous history of anger.

    Started his career with a big hype, and suddenly acclaimed as the next big thing in Indian Cricket,

    Missed the track in between as did all the wrong things at the right time, he opted to play for the ICL , the league which came before IPL , and considered as The Non BCCI league, for which many players have been penalized and left, somehow they all came back with the courtesy call of the BCCI,

    And then the fortune turned for him again, he performed for MI then for CSK, and did enough to play for India and scored decently with an average of 47+.

    But then , what went wrong how he has been left from the probables , is still a question mark which haven’t been answered!

    Later he was added in the standbys , but never preferred when the team needed, which may have hurt him more, as he was there in the reserved players list like Rishabh Pant, but Mayank Agarwal has been asked to join ahead of Ambati, which may have enforced him to quit the game forever at just 33years.

    Seriously not the way one should be treated. It shows the other side of our Indian cricket, He may have decided in an anger, but his anger has reasons and I feel that he has all the rights to feel bad and angry with the outcome,

    After all every cricketer wants to represent India in the world cup arena.

    He has been a good ambassador of cricket but has been treated in the most bad way,

    He deserved a better farewell.

    I hope we all could react in the best way, they ruined his career in the best possible way, I am sure they will sit someday in their life and feel bad about their decision, as he could have played for 5 – 6 years.

    Politics And Politicians are everywhere, proved again. As cricket fan I am completely saddened with it.

    If Ego was the reason to his debacle ,then I think this is the most worst thing happened in Indian cricket.

    Thank you.

    Love you even more…


    Hey Girl ,

    I love you even more,

    and more,

    When you are angry,

    I just love that face,

    That face with a Red tint all over,

    Pointed nose, sharper then the normal

    Still eyes, with questions more than a kid

    Sometimes folded lips, (internally)

    With the shrinks of eye brows, quite animated

    Love you even more , When you are angry,

    You look more cute to me, though I feel bad for making you angry ,

    But love to watch that face again and again,

    In love with that face of anger,

    Love you even more , when you are angry…


    *Girls Really Look cute When they are angry. Isn’t it? 😀

    Queen by heart…


    She came with so many Dreams,

    She explored all the Horizons,

    She created magic everywhere she looked,

    She is kind,

    And also beautiful,

    She is not a queen by birth,

    Not even a magician with her tricks,

    She is an ordinary girl with all the ingredients of Queen,

    Who creates illusion with her charm,

    Truly she is Queen By heart!

    The Roasted Chicken


    Hello, Beautiful Ladies and Handsome Gentlemen,

    Hope you all are doing good in your life ,

    today i want to share that I have another blogging site as ‘the Roasted chicken’ which is very special to me.

    Few of my friends know about it but many of you don’t , so I thought it is good and equally necessary to put that in front of everyone ,

    so that the people who know and who don’t know could be officially informed about it by me.

    I have been writing stuffs like poems ,lyrical tales and articles about love and hate over there,which may be liked by you all,

    Yes I feel bad for the fact , that I haven’t been regular on sites although I have been writing from 4years ,but due to lack of time I haven’t been that active on my sites, though I am trying hard and I am quite regular now than earlier I was, and I am assuring you all that I would like and try to be as regular on blogs as I can from now on.

    so I urge you all to have a glance over the site . if you really like the content then don’t hesitate to follow the site as well 🙂

    I would be very happy if i could see your views over there as well, 😀

    I am sharing the link below, if you love someone or if you want to love or you have loved anyone so far , you will have a good time there for sure.

    And yes let me clear , this is not an advertising post, this is more of information about my blogging site.

    Tap the link below only if you are interested,

    https://thoughts304.wordpress.com

    Good Night

    Love Again, Live Again !


    Just break the shackles,

    Go outside, breathe the fresh air,

    make your day more brighter,

    wear the best suited dress of yours,

    yes let your hair swing in the breeze,

    wear a good sunglass if needed,

    Enjoy the Dawn and Dusk with a cup of coffee,

    Yes you faced a lot, you cried a lot,

    You may have lost your love but you still have life to live,

    Live it with honesty, Enjoy it more than you ever did,

    Let the love come to you again, and again,

    No point in feeling sad for the one who cheated.

    Don’t get confused, You cried enough,

    It’s time to get back to life,show some fight,

    Live Again Love again,

    Thank you

    That one friend!


    we all need that one friend for life,

    who laughs at our lame jokes,

    who cry with us at our tough times

    who stands with you when the world is apart,

    we all need that one friend for life,

    who fights for us without a care

    who is happy with our happiness

    And sad with our sadness,

    we all need that one friend for life,

    who finds you in the biggest of crowds.

    we do search for such one friend,

    but sometimes we never find anyone of such kind!

    Who selflessly stays with you in the thick and thin of your life.

    They are lucky who have such friends. Hope they live long together with smiles.

    Sleep Again ! – An Erotic Poem


    I want to sleep again, as you disturbed me in between,

    yes you rang ,

    you stupid alarm,

    we were at the peak of our love, yes you rang , you stupid alarm.

    let me tell you what the dream was,

    I can remember that it was very dark and he hugged me tight,

    we were tumbling this and that way of the bed,

    Yes he kissed me with some lusty passion ,

    sometimes at my lips & sometimes at my hips,

    I really love that noisy smooches,

    like I swallow my long sized noodles,

    Love that chocolate coated over my lips, which he tasted with some bites.

    yes I wanted it again and again ,

    Of course I love that sheer passion, as i was about to die with pleasure and pain.

    Yes I want to sleep again to watch the same dream again,

    And this time I don’t want you to disturb,

    As i want to finish the remainings.

    ***And then she switched off her alarm and slept again.

    WordPress needs some WORDS & PRESS!


    Hey, hello everyone , hope you all are nice and fine there.

    Today I am not here with any such content in which you may have difference of opinions, I am here to put some views of mine for the betterment , Rather say enhancement of WordPress . which may you all like and feel the same . Few of them have been furnished below,

    1. Whenever we write some content we often check the related standbys such as images ,videos, etc so I would rather prefer to have an option where we could get millions of supportive contents also automatically arranged by the context of the content. It is high time to find it from outer source and waste our time and energy, it would save our time and also gives us the added advantage of staying over here.

    2. What about having more fonts, more options and more tools to us, as when we try to compile a write up we often don’t like the font , style,themes and limited availability of options , as we often find it in other places. So for the betterment of it we need to have an updated and proper visual interface with some beautiful theme and editing options.

    3. What about having an option of finding the people from your own locations, so that we could have a group of blogger from our town ,village and city, in a way we could celebrate our blogging by meeting at least once or twice of month. Something like location of the bloggers as soon as they are there.

    4. Sometimes we do feel that we need a private window to chat with our friends , may be for knowing ourselves better and talking all that which we don’t want to share with a third person. So having a chat window is good tool as well. As we may discuss about the blocks and interruptions and clear it by them in our forthcoming posts.

    5. Again , when we use reader we find everything there so why not to have something which is as per the previous choice of ours it may be like a quote ,love story and an erotic post, whatever we prefer to read and like same kind of posts should be filtered again whenever we scroll. Our rather it should provide an option of filters there itself. So that a boy who is not interested in beauty or skin tips would not be able to see it by the filtration.

    That’s it for now,

    we all love WordPress and we all want it to be the best than being better.

    Hope the officials of WordPress reads my blog some day.

    Thank you.

    The Orange Lipstick


    Another Day, and it is another wedding of a dear friend, at some distance from my home town , we took over basics and decided to reach the wedding place by a day before,

    Our rooms were near to the rooms of girls from the other side , everyone was trying their bit to see some one and have some short love story as it happens in the Indian marriages,

    I was more busy in doing this and that of the marriage,

    may be not that good in impressing girls, so left it for my friends.

    But we all know that we have to expect the unexpected, always

    She came with some music instrument, they call it guitar, I don’t know much about it,

    Yes she sings beautiful ,heard by standing next to the dirty bathrooms as the place was filled with many more lovers of her.

    Whole night I was Singing the same songs and my friends were laughing at me,some of them even pleaded me to stop singing 🙂 ,

    Next day , I purposely took the breakfast to her room, and knocked the door, she said yes who is this?

    I acted like I don’t know English.

    She came and said love you for this I was hungry, with some good shade of orange lipstick and a big smile of Thanksgiving!!

    And I left the place with some winks and smiles and also with some orangish fantasies.

    Now the infatuation turned into some serious love,

    Met her with the real identity and proposed her as well , with gifting her the same kind of orange lipstick.

    She liked the way I approached,

    She took it , opened it and applied it on her lips with a smile..

    I was looking at her lips without a blink for hours,

    And then she whispered, would you like to taste some orange juice, from my lips. :p

    Thank you!

    The Obsession…


    Observing the obsession by searching the same eye contacts everywhere I go..

    Observing the obsession by every similar fragrance I smell…

    Observing the obsession when I accidentally turn back to look the same tiny little girl with a mild makeup like you..

    Observing the obsession when I stare any girl wearing that light pink salwar suit with churidar..

    Observing the obsession when I try to talk with comfort with everyone around me …

    Observing the obsession when I think about you with a big smile on my face..

    Observing the obsession when I stand and see any girl going with her head down..

    Observing the obsession when i dream about you at nights..

    Observing the obsession when I try to find you on every public platforms..

    And observing the obsession now , as I am writing this post about you..

    Love on Road…. A Fictional Love Story


    It was quite humid there in the evening….

    And he was tired with the extended travel. But he could only get some rest if he would reach the desired destination.

    He was quite tall by appearance with some good looks to get a stare.. Even in the noon with some stubble around his cheeks , wearing a white shirt, black goggle and a tight blue colored denim, with a travel bag on his shoulder

    He was waiting for some public Transport but what he could see is the limited availability of it over there.

    Ah.. He don’t know anyone there and he can’t call anyone from the destination to pick up.

    But he was waiting with a hope and faith on Almighty for more than an hour. And it actually proved worthy .

    He saw an auto , with a beautiful lady in red saree in it, with some beautiful eyes ,sparkling like stars.. And decorated with some heavy gold ornaments near her neck ..

    He sat next to her with a mere distance for decency. But they had their eye contacts which involved some spicy chemistry …

    And then they went towards their respective destination in the common route,

    In the next stoppage he has to arrange the sitting with 4 more ladies but no one was actually as beautiful as the first one.

    And he was happily placed in between the group of ladies and a girl.

    The road was quite bad in condition, as everyone was falling one over another and the guy was not happy with it as few were falling over him and he in result fell over the lady in red saree as she was in the corner. And she was looking with some angry eyes to feel bad.

    But she also fell over him, which made her understand the scenario, it was very dark in the road with no lights at all ,and the auto was going at good speed with some jerks and brakes ,

    Then he asked the driver about the time of reach to the destination and got reply of two more hour. He was like “Two more hours! ”

    Then the lady in red saree whispered are you from outside?

    He said yes , and I don’t know about the place , it is very dark and I don’t have a charged phone I have been traveling from yesterday and still not reached there.

    She said I will guide you and then she spoke about her self and asked about him precisely,

    and he was liking it, and she was also enjoying his company, she shared her travel reason, kids,husband’s job etc and by then he could understand that she is quite a nice woman.

    Another brake came in between and he fell over her with touch over her forehand and she smiled and said the road is nice are you not liking it?

    He said yes the best route of my life so far!

    And again she whispered something fishy and he couldn’t listen and he asked her what I can’t hear you by inching next to her mouth !! as it was quite noisy there,

    she smiled and said nothing in a whispered manner.

    She asked him about the purpose of visit and he replied that ” for an interview “

    she said you can’t work here as you are from outside you may not like the discomfort of here, he said I can if they pay good she smiled again,

    She said you can come to my village as you said you don’t know the location and it is very dark and the area is more than dangerous for unknown person,

    he said is it scary? And How I could come over there and where I would stay?

    She said don’t worry , don’t think much you may join us I will share the problem to my husband he would not say no to your staying. I will manage it.

    He was like thank you so much.

    By then it was evident to everyone in the auto that something is nice in the conversation as they were listening about what they talk. And enjoying such tuning of unknowns.

    Now, she thought to talk with the old lady next to him as she was quite known to her she asked about where she went and her purpose of travel.

    And in between this she pressed his little finger of right leg in the darkness..with her left leg’s palm..

    and he did the same in return , for some minutes.

    she took her leg away.

    And he put his head down to check whether he pressed the same leg.

    She smiled on her own and purposely rubbed her shoulder with him , he liked her instincts and he didn’t removed his shoulder and touched her hand,

    she also liked it and touched his hand and holded it tightly.

    Her eyes were bigger now, and filled with notions ,she was happily enjoying his style of love scoops.. and She may have kissed him but she could not as there were many in the auto.

    They both looked other side of each other with holding hands, for while.

    And after sometime they started looking at each other with some extended eye contacts, and smiles over the faces, with some awkward touchdowns.

    They spoke about their families and he came to know that her husband is very older than her and she is not living a happy life and so was seeking happiness in him.

    And in between this his stoppage came and he has to go now with a lot of pain…

    he smiled with helplessness

    she smiled with the folded lips and they said nothing to each other

    Auto driver asked him some change she gave it on his behalf.. he said how could I Return it ? she said no need of doing it.

    It was around 8.

    Then the auto started and she moved forward and he winked his eyes with plenty of smile and sadness…

    he turned again and again but he could not see anything as it was very dark there in the night…

    So he walked towards the destination in that dark night.

    ***Not The End***

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    Love Harder!


    Love Harder,

    Love beyond the limits.

    Love unconditionally.

    Love Harder than yesterday.

    Love Harder than he/she expected.

    Love Harder than anyone.

    Love harder so that they always have a smile.

    Love harder than your partner loves .

    Love harder to discard all the worries.

    Love Harder to withstand by them forever.

    You Know what, its worthy!

    Love Harder.

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    Happy Diwali !!!


    Happy Diwali……to all my dear lovely bloggers and Readers…

    May all the happiness, Harmony and success comes your way…

    May every Light of love and peace falls at your place..

    May you enlighten the brightest of vision to design the world to its best..

    May you bring out the best Version of yours as a human being..

    Enjoy this Diwali with lights.. And Bring the smile on our next needy near your surrounding…

    Say No to Crackers..

    Say no to Pollution..

    Say no to Danger…

    Happy Diwali…Have Fun.. enriched with All the culture and Tradition.

    LoVeAndOnlyLove.


    The Story of my love started with your smiles…

    Strengthened with my anger..

    Grown with your promises..

    Nurtured with my beliefs..

    Affected with the people around us…

    Spoiled with the insecurities….

    Ruptured with the traps of your loved ones..

    Finished with your decision..

    Separated by the society..

    Not ended with my loneliness..

    And

    ReLiving Love with WordPress..

    She was in a Grey Saree..


    She just came from her workplace .

    And she realized that their is no one their , she thought it is good to have some private moments with her lover, she called him to come and join her as they both were seeking some space for them..

    He came without wasting much time…

    She was in grey sari…with a visibility of her navel….which was even stranger for her boy as she has been   a shy girl..

    But she was in a different mood on that noon…

    She told him to kiss on her neck when she will stand in the opposite direction as she always felt that romance from the back is her kind of thing…

    As he was the obedient fellow he agreed for doing this…

    Now, she should stood near the window so that she can have a look at the main gate, and asked him to kiss her…

    He came closer to her ..his right hand was over her waist, and the left hand was busy in clearing her hair aside so that he could kiss her on her neck from back…

    Now slowly he cleared her long hair from her neck and kissed her on her neck..

    And the right hand from the waist has came to stomach and was playing around the navel, and in between she tried to control his hand by her hand..

    And the kiss made her eyes close…

    She hold him tight and whispered ” just stay with me forever …i cant imagine my life without you… ”

    She kissed him on his cheeks and forehead…

    Slowly she left her hand as she was in complete temptation…

    And who wants to control emotions…

    They were in full swing of love …

    But in between their romance they realized it is good to control their notions…