The Right Girl !


Just Not the Right Girl for you!

As I smoke & Drink sometimes , and you don’t,

Just not the Right Girl for you ,

As I Don’t Pray much,

Just not the Right Girl for you ,As I laugh Louder than any other girl,

Just Not the Right Girl , as I wear Some Clothes which are short and you don’t like such clothes,

Just Not the Right Girl , as I Care for others more than me, and you don’t ,

Just Not the Right Girl , as I Don’t share my problems and Pain , as you want it to be,

Just not the right Girl , as I Am a free Bird , and you want to have a puppet for you,

I can’t be that Girl with Limited Words as I speak a lot at times,

I can’t be your Miss Right all the time.

As I want to fly and you want someone without wings.

So Dude, You are free to have such Puppets more and more ,

I am not the Right choice for you.

Women Empowerment ?


Hello Everyone,

Today, I was going through few random posts in the form of video, then suddenly i have seen a video of a lady who herself is an author and a radio presenter, infact she has an experience of over 20+ years in the profession and also one of Jury of Best Author selection committe in india by the indian governement , so listening to her was not a waste of time for me, so after the completion of video i have observed that we both have some similarities i.e in terms of opinions on the context of video, We both were standing at parallel sides in our way of thinking, and i felt that i should put this as blog post to talk and discuss more about it,

The Video was a kind of podcast from the lady herself in which she was demonstrating her side of feel and concern for the boys who were been charged in Some cases related to girls in which they were never guilty , never did any sin but paid the price for being the boy, She said some no. Of cases are proven that there was no mistake found but the life of the boys have completely destroyed because of the unfair advantage given to girls for the sake of girl power and women empowerment. Even if the boy gets a clean chit after years of legal fight his image gets shattered, the society looks at him with serious hatred , he has to face all the pain and boycott from the known and unknown people, the mental peace and Reputation Is Scattered , and Yes many of the Boys dont afford the Cost involved in fighting for himself in indian jursidiction, as it takes time and has alot of layers beneath the layers.

According to the video , The boys are not always criminals sometimes girls are the one who misuses certain sections of law for their own selfish motive , it could be out of anger or a purpose of putting the individual in some sort of trouble, or a grudge with which one is finding it as point of fixing it for her own good, I rememeber one of my post “Just Because We Are Boys in which i have observed, and highlighted same sorts of points and issues of boys who are being judged by society on the basis of their gender.

PEOPLE, Society and Government are very concerned about the injustice been done to girls and women, which are good and should be done as it is the must need because of the crimal cases on daily basis, i do feel that women empowerment is a much needed things of our society , every girl should be protected, every girl should feel safe, and Bloom in the best of her potential and individuality,

But No one should get paid for all the good things and measures taken for girl and women empowerment, The laws should be fair for both boys and girls as there are familes both sides, there are responsibiltities both sides. No one should feel partial no one should feel bad for being in the other side of the law, we do want our girls to get empowered and safe, But this empowerment should not give anyone any wrong advantage .

Everyone’s life , Everyone’s reputation, Everyone’s family and Everyone’s mental peace is equally important, As we all want in LAW.

There is a fine line between girl empowerment and disadvantage to the men which has to be addressed, no one should get any advantage on the basis of his/her gender, as it somehow weaks the equality of society.

An Innocent Should never pay the price for all the unknown things/ deeds which he or she never did, And the Culprit should never get rid of the consequences which she or he did. Justice should be on the basis of facts and truth not on the basis of prejudices and general talks or previous cases.

Thank You

VIKRAM – THE ULTIMATE KING


Around 1830s, In A Kingdom called Udhampur, There was a man, popularly known as Vikram was living in the sub-divided villages.

He was professionally a cobler, used to make and stitch the shoes of common men, and also of the bonafide persons of kingdom,

He always believed in helping others whether they are known to him or unknown to him,he never discriminated in lending the helping hand to the people in need.

He felt that real satisfaction of his life is to make people feel good about the presence of another human being around, it could be a moral support , emotional support, and also monetary support.

He was popular and also considered as someone who could comeup with solution to everyone who reaches out to him for seeking a help in any problem.

But by doing so he never looked at his own life.

He remained poor and absolutely unchanged in his daily life although he was working for the palace of king and paid good for the service he usually did ,but he opted for a selfess social service.

But As there is a Problem in everything what we do, Few around him were not happy with his popularity and reach among people, they felt it is tarnishing the image of king ,as poor people felt going to king for a help is very tough than going to Vikram,

so these jealous people started their unnecessory adaptations against him and presented him as a cheater to king infront of king.

The alegations like cheater and person with some hidden desires and tresures were applied on him. There were many theories came that he a tually wants to show the king that he is not a good king or even a man with better admistrational skills than king.

few even laughed at him for his life, as he was poor and living a very miserable life with poverty, but has the tendency of helping others with his earnings, few considered it as a show off and few even stated that he has alot of money hidden somewhere with which he is doing some amount of help to people to earn a good name and diminsh the importance of king.

After listening all the allegations, the king finally asks with some anger and confusion ,

what is this all upto ?

are you really looking for helping people or you have some hidden desires , ?

do you feel that i am not a good king,?

do you think i am not approachable?

Do you think yourself a king, do you have alot of money to feed them?

Do you have ang tresure somwhere?

Are you getting any advices from the kings of other kingdoms?

For which vikram remains silent for a while and then says ,

Firstly i am not trying to diminsh your importance not even have any such intentions,

i am not getting any advices or helps from any, i really dont have any money, or any tresure,

i dont have any hidden desires not even any agenda,

i am no one to feel or have any opinion about your admistrational skills, you are my king and i know that from my birth.

Also i know the fact that i am just a cobbler not a king,

but what i also know is that you really dont need alot of money, or tresure to help a person next to me ,

you really dont need to have any personal desire to help a person in need, and above all you dont need to be a king to look for the people around you,

i feel that a good heart and pure soul is enough to do good to people next to you, you dont need to have a kingdom, not even the need of adminstrational skills.

It has nothing to do with my loyality towards you and kingdom,

it is just my humantarian effort for making my surrounding happy,

i wont mind if people feel it a propaganda, or they feel i am idiot or actually laugh at me, i wont mind if they consider me as a king or a cobbler,

what i know better is that i am human being first without any other label of professional duties and its limitations.

The king looks at him and smiles with sheer happiness, i am very happy to have a person like you in my kingdom, you really taught everyone that it is not a need of a position or profession to do your basic humanitarian responsibilites, everyone has their job to do for the happiness around themselves, for me you are king with all the qualites ,

so even if people laugh at your selfless approach and poverty , for me you are a true king, and from now on, i want you to be remembered as VIKRAM -THE ULTIMATE KING.

THE END

lovE & paiN


Love is pain and pain is love

Both are on the same page and both are with one another.

Both are not easy to handle,

both makes you strong,

Both needs more and more of you.

Both will either make you or break you,

Why we love to have love , and want pain with it,,?

Sometimes without our choice, Will , and Demand, we taste both

Live with love and love with pain so that we could live and love and feel the pain as a part of it

Pain gets lesser when we have our best partners to cope up,

Love gets more and actually grows when we have best partners,

so both are same in terms of demand, love grows and pain diminishes with our best possible partners,

Love is medicine which cures from the disease called pain,

Love your love always, like you love your love like no one else can love ever.

And your love never feel any pain even in a pain.

ANNOUNCEMENT – Unfolding Chhattisgarh


Unfolding Chhattisgarh – THE BOOK LAUNCH

Hello Again to everyone,

Hopefully you all are healthy and doing good.

yes there are some disturbing things going around in the world, some Unnecessary war and loss to mankind but still with positive approach we all need to carry forward our life and pray for the betterment,

Guys, Today i am here to share the news that finally after the wait my 3rd book and the 1st non – fiction book is now live and available, this is a good news for me and for those who feel the same as i do.

 The book  is titled  as “Unfolding Chhattisgarh” , Published by me i.e Mr. R Prakash Rao, which is now available in India and also in different parts of the world .

 The book is compiled and crafted with all the noticeable efforts and hard work.

This book is an attempt to put the right things of my state in front of everyone who never knew or been told by any, this book will take you to some unknown facts and stories evolved in the state with some honest effort to highlight the truth and the exact reality. hope you guys would love to know about it by reading the book.

  The book is available in the paperback format .

I request you all to Please Appreciate it if you find it appreciable.

Grab a copy and spread the word.

The book is available at amazon , flipkart and notion press for everyone from the state , country and across the globe..

And yes don’t forget to share your feedback

Unfolding Chhattisgarh – ABROAD

Thank You 

Team RPR

For the Readers in India

 Paperback Format is available at

amazon : https://www.amazon.in/Unfolding-Chhattisgarh-R-Prakash-Rao/dp/B09TLG6SBJ/ref=sr_1_1?crid=C2WVL73OQQAL&keywords=unfolding+chhattisgarh&qid=1646325288&sprefix=unfolding+chhattisgarh%2Caps%2C1020&sr=8-1

Notionpress.com: https://notionpress.com/read/unfolding-chhattisgarh

Flipkart : https://www.flipkart.com/unfolding-chhattisgarh/p/itm55c19c48ec183?pid=9798886069624&lid=LSTBOK9798886069624MDITRV&marketplace=FLIPKART&q=unfolding+chhattisgarh&store=bks&srno=s_1_1&otracker=search&otracker1=search&fm=Search&iid=9d0e6f67-781a-4c30-8704-680ee004323b.9798886069624.SEARCH&ppt=hp&ppn=homepage&ssid=1unwolg6280000001646324785461&qH=a01afaa0d97ca953pid=9781685543921&affid=editornoti

For the readers in abroad , the book is available at amazon site, please visit and find the copy

Paperback format is available at

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Artistically Beautiful!!


 

 

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I saw a Dream,

Dream with my open eyes,
With many more layers of love,
Love,
for the one to whom I never met,
And never saw,
She was Artistically beautiful,
As I don’t think ,
could ever see a lady of such grace.
With Her Beautiful Eyes ,
More like the Moon after eclipse.
With a Little Sharp nose,
May have customized before her birth,
Lips , like Little Roses layered with Dew Drops,
Soft , Smooth and colorful.
She looked like a Beauty with a Mysterious smile,
But before I could solve it,
She Disappeared.

 

 


© All Rights Reserved.

 

 

Proposal…


Listen,

Let’s take it to another level,

yes I am serious

I want to live with you,

Breathe with you ,

And Die with you.

Can’t imagine anyone even in my nightmares,

Can’t imagine my life without you,

I am Just soaking every drop of dew ,

Just smelling every single rose ,

Just Dancing around the corners of road,

singing like everyone is listening to me.

Just trying to match you in every possible way my love,

I just love your world of simplicity and cuteness,

Today, I take the pledge to love you and just love you forever.

And Ever ,

Sun may not shine some day,

Moon may be disappeared for a while ,

But I won’t stop loving you as I do.

I feel my every breathe has a reason for it occurrence.

And the reason is you and only you.

I love you

I just love you the most ,

My Darling,

I have been the one who speaks less with mouth and more with eyes.

Just look at my eyes you will see everything what I feel for you,

I want you for me for the entire life.

Will you marry me ?

And make me feel,

I am the luckiest Girl alive.


***It takes a lot to propose a girl /boy, so even if you are not interested ,be polite to them and explain it in the best possible way. As you are dealing with emotions not with the individual, and emotions are sometimes very dramatic.

BLOW YOUR MIND


Good Evening Guys, Today i am here to discuss something related to your mind, yes your mind and the things you could do to make it work better, rather i should say that you all should do, well before getting into the discussion and to any conclusion i really want to say that i am just trying to highlight an issue which is not much discussed or talked by us,

Guys we all may have observed a state of life where are very fizzy in our thinking or quite confused than we usually used to be, we do not have the exact picture or the sense of clarity in our thoughts and the decision making. well going further we could feel the effects of it our daily life,

The Unconscious Mind and the term called Brain Fog is something with which most of the people deal in their life in several parts of the world , both are not same but yes both are somehow similar. Well i think as my knowledge is very lesser so i don`t feel i have the right to speak anything about the technical/ scientific reasons and details but yes i have done all sorts of research on the topics which are enough to share the insights of it.

As per the available resources and observations , The Brain Fog is a state of mind at which a person is in a state of less wakeful or unaware than normal. they find it difficult to pay attention, they are not aware of the time, surroundings, and the exact demand of life. they have an imbalance in clarity of consciousness. the reaction time is quite slow than what the need is may be because of the unawareness or not be an active participant in the situation. it is a term with which can consider it as state of sluggishness of brain.

Where as The Unconscious Mind is state of mind where the person is in a state of looking at the things which are not there for introspection , and tends to favor intuitive or parallel-interactive logic, which depends on the pattern of connections that develop between all of the elements, it includes motivations, thought processes, memories , interests and desires. the unconscious does not include all that is not conscious, but rather what is actively repressed from conscious thought or what a person is averse to knowing consciously, Unconscious thoughts are not directly accessible to ordinary introspection, but are supposed to be capable of being “tapped” and “interpreted” by special methods and techniques such as meditation,dream analysis and verbal slips.

The Unconscious Mind contains all sorts of significant and disturbing material which we need to keep out of awareness because they are too threatening to acknowledge fully, well discussing all the effects and stigmas of if it i do feel the responsibility to share some quick fixing tricks which i have came to know, of course i do suggest the exact diagnosis of it by the specialists with all the issues you have to but there is no harming trying some self curing activities like yoga , meditation, chanting mantras, realizing that each moment is new, and staying in the moment is what the need is and it could be done by lowing the nervous system and regaining mental balance and clarity.

Taking Good Sleep , having proper diet, reducing stress levels, staying happy , have a check at your hormonal imbalance if any and indulging yourself into some kind of physical exercise are some ways to fix the occurrence of brain fog.

I hope i have been able to help you with this article although i tried to highlight the issue to have discussion or to have a self check of you all and have a retrospect on it if needed.

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Thank You

Who will be the first?


Well who would be the first?

Yes this is what we see in today’s kind of love. People just wait and wait for others to come first and approach for their love.

Even though they know what and where they are wrong but they feel going first and speaking would diminish their so called self-respect.

Look , I strongly feel that one should know the exact difference between self respect and ego.

There is a very fine line in between the both, so normally people think they are holding there self respect but they are actually doing wrong they are living with ego and make it grow more and more. And in the end they ruin their life .

They should not do that , what I strongly feel, as the trees which have the tendency to bend a bit end up living long, as long straight unbendable trees usually chopped and used for other purpose (Bamboo).

So, One should look beyond all these in life, egoism is not healthy for anyone especially in love it is very dangerous, people should preserve their love and nurture it better rather than spoiling it with their childish egoistic approach,

Going first and solving differences does not make you a small person, it makes you brave and bigger than your partner.

yes make sure that you don’t do anything beyond that margin of self-respect.

Dignified measures are good to sort it out ,

Make sure that you show them mirror if they are wrong and accept your mistakes as well , have proper communication and give them time to grow as an individual.

Thank you

Announcement : DROPLETS OF LOVE


 

Announcement

 Hello and Namaste to all the beautiful people out there, Wishing you all a very Happy Vijay Dashami and Dusshera, may all your wishes come true. may all your worries get vanished and you find the real happiness of your life. 

Hopefully you all are healthy and doing good.

Guys ,After the overwhelming response of the previous book “Stories For You” ,

We are presenting the new book of the author.

 The book  is titled  as “DROPLETS OF LOVE” , Published by Mr. R Prakash Rao, which is now live and available in India and also in different parts of the world.

DROPLETS OF LOVE – INDIA

This is the 2nd book of the Author.

 The book is compiled and crafted with all the noticeable efforts and hard work.

The book does not hold references to any.

  The book is available in the paperback format .

so, here we are requesting you all to show some love to the efforts and dedication involved in it.

Please Appreciate it if you find it appreciable.

Grab a copy and spread the word.

The book is available at amazon , flipkart and notion press.

And yes don’t forget to share your feedback

DROPLETS OF LOVE – ABROAD

Thank You 

Team RPR

 

For assistance the links of various countries are shared below  of the available distributors.

For the Readers in India

 Paperback Format is available at

Amazon.In: https://www.amazon.in/DROPLETS-LOVE-R-Prakash-Rao/dp/1685543928/ref=sr_1_1?dchild=1&keywords=droplets+of+love&qid=1634840571&s=books&sr=1-1

Notionpress.com: https://notionpress.com/read/droplets-of-love

Flipkart .com : https://www.flipkart.com/droplets-of-love/p/itme40a3b2af3e1e?pid=9781685543921&affid=editornoti

 

For the readers in U.S.A

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.com: Amazon.com: DROPLETS OF LOVE: 9798470827722: RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Books https://www.amazon.com/Stories-you-Mr-Prakash-Rao/dp/B09B359ZWS/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627623287&sr=8-1 

For the Readers in Australia

Paperback format is available at DROPLETS OF LOVE : RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Amazon.com.au: Books 

For the readers in UK

Paperback format is available at

DROPLETS OF LOVE: Amazon.co.uk: RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: 9798470827722: Books 

For the readers in Spain

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.es: Amazon.com: DROPLETS OF LOVE: 9798470827722: RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Books 

For the readers in Japan

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.co.jpAmazon.co.jp: DROPLETS OF LOVE : RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Foreign Language Books 

For the readers in Italy

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.it: Amazon.it: DROPLETS OF LOVE – RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH – Libri

 For the readers in Germany

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.de: DROPLETS OF LOVE : RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Amazon.de: Bücher

 For the readers in France

 Paperback format is available at

Amazon.fr: DROPLETS OF LOVE : RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Amazon.fr: Livres 

For the readers in Canada

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.ca: DROPLETS OF LOVE: RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: 9798470827722: Books – Amazon.ca 

For the readers in turkey

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.com.trDROPLETS OF LOVE : RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Amazon.com.tr: Kitap

 For the readers in Singapore

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.sg: DROPLETS OF LOVE : RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Amazon.sg: Books

For the readers in Egypt

Amazon.com: Amazon.com: DROPLETS OF LOVE: 9798470827722: RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Books 

Enjoy  Reading.

Not CREDIBLE !


Hello Friends,

Hope you all are doing good in your life , as i really want you all to be in the best of your health and mental state.

Guys today i have been thinking about the stature and the credible status of Bollywood , and i really feel sad for the circumstances it has been , the recent suicides of some of the most adorable and talented actors and the drama around their demise has been very strange and shameful, which is very sluggish with the best of my knowledge.

but when i see the last one and half years of entertainment world , i only feel cheated and betrayed by the so called actors and their closed ones, we have seen the involvement of Mr. Raj Kundra in the pornography case and also in the IPL Betting case.

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And then the never ending list of involvement of bollywood actors in drug peddling and consumption , we have seen the actors like Deepika Padukone , Sara Ali khan , Shraddha kappoor, Rakul Preet singh, Rhea chakraborthy along with her brother and yes Aryan Khan the son of famous bollywood actor shah Rukh Khan. Of course few of them have been are behind the bars but most of them are still in the process of investigation or may be the investigation agency could not have found any evidences or they were not enough to prove them guilty,

we also heard the noise of involvement form the televison industry with some big names from the business like Bharti singh and her husband. with due respect we have also some references of the south Indian film industry but they were are not as it has been form the bollywood,

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although with Aid of some of the most reputed lawyers they are safe and they are still working in the same field but as an audience we have to think do we still trust them ?

do we really feel them are someone who have been asked for investigation without a purpose.

do we really think that they have been targeted by some of the people for their political or ideological benefits ? which we usually get to listen who are supporting these actors or who defend the bollywood,

we do have our own brain we can sense that everything is not for an political agenda as some forces are there to destroy the youth of our country and by availing drugs in the streets by small kids or by some unconventional means they are trying to make our country weak and addictive to the drugs which could hamper us like never before,

it is sad that few still there political interests in the entire investigation and raids.

but i feel that the term called bollywood has lost its charm and attraction, people have slowly developed hatred which we usually hear in the general discussions in our local gardens, this hatred is also very reasonable not at all objectionable as they are the so called reel heroes they have extra responsibility for being what they are there many followers to them who follow them blindly, they are worshiped in some places, but if this is what the truth is then i think it is the common people who have been cheated the most for believing everything what there favorite stars said,

but the broader picture is that there are many families who are completely dependent on the film industry for their survival if this how we all are going to create a kind of rejection and question for all the valid reasons where and what they will do to survive. i can only feel bad for everyone who followed them and who is associated from the industry and have to face some hatred for things they have done wrong somewhere .

Thank you

Reload!!!


The same thing is different when you start feeling it..

The same world is different when you start exploring it..

The same life is different when you start living it…

The same people are different when you start accepting them..

The same problems are different when you start solving them..

The same joke is different when you start enjoying it…

Reload the life by adding a new flair to it .

Everything is possible when you are willing to make it possible. It is very important to bring that adaptivity to withstand and conquer every single hurdle of life.
Just Bring back Life to Liveliness.
Thank you

    This is What Suits You..


    Moon
    Sun
    Stars
    And
    You, Should shine Forever,
    Because This is What Suits You.

    Shine Forever like the Diamonds,
    Even More than The Diamonds,
    Yes More And More,
    Because This is What suits You….
    This is what defines you.

    You are The One who should never be Dim and Dark.
    The Charm Of Your Face should never get faded.
    The Aura of Your Persona should never get Diminish,
    The Beauty of your Eyes should never get Lesser,
    Should Never get lesser at all,
    Because This is What suits You….

    Darling,
    Nothing Can Break You,
    Nothing can ever overshadow You,
    Nothing can ever Bother you my love,
    Just Smile and shine Always,

    jennifer winget

    Because This is What suits you,
    This is What Suits You The Most …..

    .


    Some More Cigarettes Please. . .


    
    
    Laying in pain, on the corners of Road,
    Without any serious sense of shyness,

     

    Also sitting sometimes near the balcony,
    
    Thinking about You, And The Fate.
    
    
    
    
    With this white smoke all around my face,
    And  A Cigarette in my hand, And even many more packets of cigarettes,
    with a lighter to put fire.
    Closing my eyes , and taking the smoke inside my body,
    
    Mixing it with my respiratory organs and destroying them ,
    
    With my eyes filled with tears and all colored in red.
    
    
    
    
    Smoking it like we breathe for living ,
    Craving for it like kids do for food.
    
    But Loosing Hopes of  Living a life.
    
    Ignoring the Dangers involved in it, 
    As every next choke of smoke gives some artificial goodness,
    with lots and lots of worries. Everything seems disappearing slowly.
    
    I know It's like a self destruction.
    I know there is nothing like heroism in it.
    I know it's not good for health,
    Yes of course It's not magical.
    It is not a healer not even a pain killer.
    It's just that I am terribly addicted to it,
    It will kill me someday,
    May be with more pain than what I have now,
    It may be unbearable for me then,
    But still I want some more..
    Some More Cigarettes Please.
    ,

    **Fictional & And I Don’t Smoke.

     

    **Smoking is Injurious to Health.

    feathers


    Feathers,

    soft and glossy

    Some Red,

    And Some Dark blue…

    Some long, some short..

    Some feels like velvet,

    Some like wool.

    Some sticks with the hands

    Some just kisses every time you touch..

    Like a beautiful Fur..

    Fur to feel the sensations,Ecstasy..

    And Notions of love..

    Some makes you feel cozy & shy..

    Some bring back the hidden smiles within you.

    Some fantasizes you with the touch,

    some makes you feel love

    And some Reminds you of someone you lost.

    Notes for self.


    I left them,

    They will say what they want,

    I have my things to do,

    I know how to do,

    I will do it.

    Let them watch me,

    And my Glory with some fake appreciations.

    I need not to prove.

    I am here for my own good.

    Yes I am doing good now,

    But will do a bit more better than this for sure.


    Good Night

    Lost’


    Someone,

    someday ,

    somehow…

    Just Disappeared .

    With some anxiety and plenty of Questions,

    Pain,

    And confusion.

    Just Disappeared

    And Lost ..

    Lost to find someone..

    Lost to find happiness..

    Lost to find Life..

    Rather

    Lost to find the own individuality.

    Lost to find the soul,

    Success,

    And smile.

    Let’s find the Lost one

    Beauty of her Eyes


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    Beauty of her eyes has changed my perception,

    Yes it has changed me as well.

    I think i am good enough to feel good about me,

    Yes I can see the mirror for a while now,

    As I feel I look good.

    I look good because she feels I look good.

    She thinks and she says the same.

    I am more positive & poised .

    I have more things to look at.

    My eyes are wider now, with confidence.

    My smile is more happening.

    I am more than happy now.

    Yes I do prefer better clothes,

    As I want to look and praised more and more.

    The beauty is in her eyes,

    as I am still the same .

    

    LOVE STAYS..


    More than the world I have my views clear …

    As I know it better than he , she and the one next to both,

    I have my gut feel which is stronger than any evidence,

    Evidence, 🙂 Do I need it?

    I with my emotionally unbalanced state, confess that ,

    Dear I still love you a lot, and it is literally impossible for me to look think and feel beyond you.

    My Every single aspect of life is evolved about you, and it is still around you.

    I may forget the biggest of things, or even the tiny little things at the same time,

    But I am unable to forget you, with or without the forgiveness.

    I am a kind of person who is still pertaining with your memories, in my real world even after years of detachment.

    Yeah it is questionable, it is unacceptable.

    But I have my set of answers and the questions.

    I have my acceptance to the things. So I don’t need any other approval,

    Feelings are stronger sometimes than the barriers,

    Loving you as ever my love.

    Can’t Help.

    God Bless You.


    *** I personally don’t prefer clean shaves.

    Janamasthami 2 Chaturthi offer !


     

    Hello Everyone ,

    Hope you all are good and sharp at health,

    Also expecting the best fortunes for everyone of you

    may everything around you becomes fruitful and happier.

    Guys here i wish you all a very happy SHRI KRISHNA JANAMASTHMI . and with my will, responsibility, love and dedication towards my beloved readers, we have decided to bring and gift an offer called Janamasthami 2 Chaturthi offer by which we are offering 7 % discount on my book ” STORIES FOR YOU – R PRAKASH RAO” from the day of shri krishna janamasthmi to the vinayaka chatuthi ( 21 readers). by accessing a secret coupon code from me through my email id ” shri.rprakashrao@gmail.com .

    the offer will get extended in terms of coupons as if we feel the demand is twice of the availability,

    please note that the mentioned offer is only available and applicable at notionpress.com so don’t try at other platforms for the offer.

    so, here i request and suggest to ensure a coupon code and grab a copy of my book.

    if not please make people know about it by sharing it on your blog post, and other social connection mediums.

    thank you again

    with love

    r prakash rao

     

    POWER CUT : a love tale


    It was around 6Pm,

    and one hour was still there to leave the place,

    Then what we felt that a power cut could be a good idea to have a little kiss near the godown, at the backyard of the office.

    Actually it was her plan before the Long office tour of mine.

    I really liked the idea and did the power cut through the help of electrician , and asked him to switch off his phone for a while and give some relatable excuse, things will be managed by me ,

    He did the same without a question, and smiled back with a wink, I tapped over his shoulder and gave some bribe for the sake of love.

    My girl has been informed the same, and she already reached the place with so many butterflies in her stomach, as this was our first time in the office premises,

    Power cut …., and within 5 minutes everyone left the place with a joy of break from work , then slowly I reached the place ,

    She was there , near the door of panel room,

    I smiled at her she was blushing and it was dark all-around.

    I just thought to look around me whether anyone is there or not, but in between that she dragged me towards her, and whispered “no one is here baby.., Don’t waste time” .

    She kissed with some serious passion, and one could see the shine in her eyes, she quickly gone opposite to her shy nature which itself is a remarkable change.

    Her thin lips were craving for a long lock with my lips, and my hands were around her neck and hair to hold her head tight.

    We both started kissing in the dark messy room,

    We both were kissing…

    Kissing with the breathe choking smooches.

    And with a passion full of love..

    We lost each other in the moment there,

    we were inseparable,

    and we wanted to have so much more in between than just kissing, but we were still kissing,

    and we hardly noticed that the office fellows are there who may come at any time,

    Thanks to the electrician who reminded that he has to come back and switch the power ON.

    We realized the same, and left the place with many more unfulfilled desires.

    Thank you

    *** A Fictional Tale 🙂

    Reading a wrong Book!


    At the end, yes almost of the completion rather say the actual start of it, I came to know that I am a reading a wrong book,

    Book with multiple reasons to get attracted,

    May be like an illusion…

    To fall for a read, like a mild love story with moderate title.

    With soothing songs, and sentimental scenes.

    Just like we want that one particular well structured cake with some serious decoration in a bakery.

    I picked , purchased and started Reading…

    And it took really time for me to realize that I am onto something very different from my expectations..

    It is a negative book ,with a concept negatively compiled, heart draining with the every single aspect of it.

    Don’t Fall for it, Don’t fall for it..

    Don’t waste your energy and time, throw it before it destroys you,

    It is poisonous..

    It took sometime for me to realize but it is good that I am out of it now..

    Someone said it right…

    Don’t Judge a book by it’s cover

    Option / choice.


    I wish I could have stopped her , a bit more,

    I tried my best,

    but she had priorities,…

    And many more reasons to leave.

    I wanted her to stay ,

    Sit and talk more About she and me.

    But she went as she felt going is a better option,.

    Then talking to me.

    Or she may have better things to do than talking to me.

    I felt like ,

    I am an option,

    not a choice

    Not a serious aspect,

    Just a time pass Material!!

    Who has been played,

    And left after sometime.

    Don’t Hide…


    Yes I am happy..

    I like the little cute smiles,

    and the naughty winks of mine,

    I wanted all this to happen for me,

    Yes This is something different,

    its special.

    But still I am not accepting it,

    I am hiding it,

    I want to stay away from this,

    I am staying at some distance without my honest will,

    But this is quite cautionary,

    I am hiding my emotions and the reactive notions.

    I am hiding the cute little love.

    I want loneliness not love,

    May be I am avoiding it with the restricted barriers.

    I don’t think I should love,

    or i need a love story now,

    I am good with the tears,

    don’t want someone to wipe out,

    I am loving this love but I think I can’t love,

    I should not love.

    I hope my emotions are not evident to the world,

    I hope I can hide it well.

    Yes I would prefer to hide my
    Happiness,

    My Feelings,

    My Emotions,

    And

    My love.


    *Don’t Hide your Emotions . Love , Hate , Anger, or Happiness just show it , feel it . it is good to speak and sort it out, no restricted barriers should come in between of your feelings and confrontations.

    You Betrayed yourself .


    jennifer winget

    I am Broken

    Sad

    Alone

    And

    Empty.

    But still Don’t want to Be in love with you as you don’t need it, as you don’t deserve it, as you don’t respect it,

    You want darkness and the sadness,

    And of course the Pain .

    You may have many things to live and like, but you still need that one thing which you will never get , because you betrayed yourself,

    you cheated yourself more, than anyone, You Idiot.

    May you find heart and heartbeats as a human being . As you sound Alien to me sometimes, who has more of nothingness than anything to cherish .

    God Bless you,

    May you find yourself better someday.

    May you find better reasons to live love and laugh.

    Get well soon.

    Let’s Love Again..



    Let’s love

    A bit more than the last time,

    Like you say ” Lost in love”

    This Red Rose is still a bud,

    But it is like your favorite Flower,

    I plucked it from the public garden,

    And Just few drops of rain over it ,

    makes it even more beautiful,

    Like you look, when you loose your silky hair,

    Let’s love,

    And love even more,

    Like we did,

    in the rain,

    Under your blue Umbrella,

    Yes We kissed in public without any shyness,

    As the love overshadowed the crowd around

    Let’s love, Again

    And love even more,

    Let’s kiss Again ,

    Even with the Rise of sun,

    also in the Rise of moon,

    Let’s love again ,

    Near the favorite Lake with some coconut trees,

    And some natural dim light,

    Yes, Let’s Love Again!!!


    Good Day

    I love for life


    I Believe in love , and loving for life.

    I am not like these modern day lovers,

    who change love on daily basis.

    I am an old school lover, I love for life.

    Love is beyond physical intimacy for me,

    It’s like the connection of two individuals eternally,

    For which they don’t need to have any official relationship,

    any named relation,

    any talks, any eye contacts

    any face offs,

    and not even any other connection physically.

    Just their soul connects.

    And I am sad that I don’t find people like me anymore .

    And She said It…


    jennifer winget

    In A competition,

    When she was asked to write about me by looking at me,

    she left it blank and said

    “I can’t write about him , as I feel I shouldn’t waste my time to write about him, when he is in front of me, I would rather prefer to watch him, and just keep on watch him…

    Like my eyes got stuck at him,

    Like my world has paused at him,

    Like I don’t care for being watched by the world when I am looking at him.

    Like he is the only one in the world to look and I am the only lucky one with the eyes to look at him.

    Yes of course I watch him daily but that’s just not Enough for me,

    I can spend my life watching him.

    He is so much of love,

    I can’t take my eyes away of him when he is there around me,

    I prefer to watch him in anything and everything i do.

    I kiss his photographs when no one is watching without a mark of my lips at his photos “

    And Guess What,

    I being her competition at other End , smiling , Blushing , and filled with love and happiness applauded for her .

    And said ” I feel the same for you my love but yes I couldn’t have said this in front of everyone.

    And yes please give her the Prize she won it without any doubts like she won my heart.”

    Announcement – Stories For You


     

    Announcement

    Hello and Namaste to all the beautiful people out there, hopefully you all are healthy and doing well.

     This is to inform you all regarding the book “Stories For You” Published by Mr. R Prakash Rao, which is now live and available in India and also in different parts of the world.

     The book is written and crafted with all the hard work and noticeable efforts.

    The book does not hold references to any.

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    Appreciate it if you find it appreciable.

    Let’s live the fictional journey with relevance to reality.

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    Stories For You – EBook cover (India)& Paperback cover (abroad)

    Thank you

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    Enjoy the Read.

    With a smile .


    jennifer winget

    She with a little smile, Enough to Bring Glitters , came to my dream, asked me How are you?

    I was angry with her even in the dream, I never replied to her, but yes looked at her with confusion and hesitation,

    Confusion was there as i was not expecting her to meet me and ask how are you?

    Hesitation was there as I was not sure that I should be looking at her or not,Being Aware of the current dynamics.

    She was in a Black suit with her head wrapped with a Black Mantilla.

    She looked Pretty in the attire like she ever did,

    it was enough for me to feel that I am fallen in love with you again.

    But she smilingly said you should get married now,

    its enough of me,

    I don’t deserve this much of love, I left you and its high time, you should move on,

    Yes it is different from your perception, as you love with more passion and sincerity, but yes this how it has to be,

    And God is there to punish me for all the Bad things I did to you,

    I think You deserve a far better girl than me, that’s why all this happened,

    I feel bad for being not with you , but I know you hate Me now, and I deserve all the hate.

    I could see her crying with some tears and eyes filled with Guilt.

    Than she left and the visuals got blurred,

    I don’t know

    I don’t remember, anything after that, she left and I tried to stop her but I failed,

    The Dream was over!!

    Then my mom came with a newspaper from outside and said ” that Guy again gave the wrong newspaper to us.”

    I smiled and took the Newspaper.

    Thank you

    What They Never said!


    They said you may burn, you’re using fire as your Darling,

    They said you may get poisonous, you’re cuddling with a snake,

    They said you may get shock, you’re are hanging out with current,

    They said you may fall, you’re are buzzing around a rock.

    They said you may you may drowned, you’re swimming across the river in rain.

    They said This,

    And They said That,

    Actually They said Everything

    Like Snake, Rock,River, Fire and current !

    But ,

    They never said Directly That you shouldn’t love her !

    Which was needed the most,

    Come on Guys,

    How could I Believe in such Hints , Being Obsessed to Her, ?


    *We should be clear with our words and Actions always.

    a beautiful woman


    Photo by Amir SeilSepour on Pexels.com
    Blink ! may be with an unnoticed wink
    a wave without an eye contact
    a smile with some penetrating stares at here and there
    of course everywhere,
    blowing kisses for the air if not for me, as per the pretending
    
    some day in red
    some day in black 
    blue also but not necessarily for the mondays
    
    
    with layers of makeup coated and jewels placed near the neck
     some heavy touch ups of eye shadows and mascara
    with your printed embroidery clothes
    and the multi colored shawls.
    
    yes i noticed every time, 
    when you reaped your lips to make it even more red and pinkish,
    also when you purposely lifted your feet to show the design of alta{Dye}.
    
    you really looked like a women with a heart that beats faster than normal,
    when looked at me.
    you really made me feel special with your constant searching eyes, 
    and unanswered and puzzling hints,
    
    the beauty of you is so beautiful that i never felt the need of knowing you, 
    or talking to you
    as you speak and tell a lot with your eyes, 
    which i could sense but could not reciprocate
    
    you came to my dreams quite a few times  
    as i can`t wish to have you in my reality 
    you will be there in my mind  as a beautiful woman
     with some unsaid plans for me , and also some hidden fantasies.
    
    i feel for you for being unresponsive
     but yes i have the valid reasons.
    and yes you made me feel good about myself. 
    
    
    
    

    Reading The Same Book


    Reading the same book

    Based on Love,

    and Romance,

    Reading the same book,

    We liked the most,

    Based on Affections,

    and Emotions,

    Reading the same book,

    We thought to Adapt & Recompile,

    Based on Me,

    and You.

    Reading the same book,

    But,

    Adding the chapters of hate and cheat,

    Also, Pain and Redemption to the ending of it,

    And Named it

    ” The Roasted Chicken.”

    Raising My Eye Brow…


    just saw your picture the other night,

    felt like I saw something really unpleasing to my heart , more than my eyes.

    As I could easily recollect my moments with you,

    Which I actually avoided over the years. As I hate to recollect it.

    wait,

    you may think I watched it purposely, but this is not what the case was,

    I was scrolling my social site and I found you there with him as youprofile picture.

    I actually tried to avoid watching your pic by closing my eyes & scrolling down,

    but one of my eye, may be the right eye still saw your pic as it never closed.

    Though It looked like I was winking at you,

    but not actually,

    I Just watched you and him, with a raised eyebrow .

    That’s it.

    But it has been a really painful experience,

    as I never wanted to watch you and your pic again ,

    But accidentally I watched you through your pic,

    That too with the one for whom you left me.

    Sad but yes I saw your pic. !

    Hate you dear!!

    Aside

    I see you ….


    My mirror is not working ,

    I can’t see my face, in it

    I tried yesterday,

    I have been trying from the morning,

    But I can’t see my face ,

    It’s not working,

    I see someone else instead,

    Yes I see you in it,

    Whenever I try to see myself in it,

    I see you,

    Sometimes smiling ,

    Sometimes fixing your shattered hair.

    Yes you even wink sometimes,

    Is it an illusion or you did some black magic. ?

    But I can’t see me in it.

    I see you in it.

    Aside

    Looking you in me.


    jennifer winget

    I am Adding more colors to your painting, as I added more flairs to my personality,

    yes I like smiling now as you do, not much like you but yes I can smile my love.

    Somehow I managed to look good by wearing the best clothes from my wardrobe as you have the tendency of making every presence picture perfect.

    Yes I started using the same shade of lipstick which you said you like at the movie theatre last week.

    Also i added a habit of you ,
    looking more towards the camera and posing ,

    I think I am looking you in me.

    I am not the same individual who sits alone in the dark room with specs on my eyes and searching something exciting on my laptop.

    I find my life happening with you and it is exciting as well I don’t need any other entertainment to pursue.

    I love to look good now,

    I want to be like you,

    Always smiling always charming like a happy child.


    ***when we are in love we just love to do everything like our partner not to impress but actually to feel good about it, which makes love more beautiful.
    *** Love can change your tastes, outlooks and choices.

    Love , Me, And Problem


    Me , Love And Problems, we three have been always with each other, love always came to me with many more problems, I accepted love with both the hands and problems with some tears, it’s more like a triangular love story of Bollywood , we three always fall for each one of us.

    I still remember that I have chosen the path of love almost like riding the bike against the flow of wind, always risky and challenging.

    But somehow I liked the drama around love with little bit of sweetness sometimes ,but most of the time it was bitterness which I tasted more. But still preferred to choose love and the problem later.

    Love has been my actual girl friend and with whom I wanted to spend my life time, but problem has been the one whose secret crush has been me, with whom I never actually moved apart though always tried. As she has been a strong follower of mine.

    I have been given option, to stay away from love to stay away from problem but i opted for love and so then problem persisted ,which in turn it has ruined my life,

    my life completely demolished for the sake of love. It has broken my heart into pieces of chicken, which the problem enjoyed with some roasting,

    so how I say I am like the roasted chicken, which you like the most with salt and pepper.

    It is very painful to be the one with such reality where you find yourself alone and alone, every next time.

    Deep down I feel , I shouldn’t have fallen for love it took everything from me, but I actually fall for it again and again, I am always someone who believes in doing the same mistake again and again irrespective of the outcome.

    Yes maybe I am kid at heart, or fool in other words.

    So, In return I end up being a showpiece to the world, they feel for me, the learn from my mistake ,they talk about me and some even likes to offer charity and some just do the gossips,

    Even after all this if someone ask me would you prefer love to have with you ,but you have to accept problem as well,

    I will say yes I want to have love regardless of problem and consequences.

    You can’t love anyone without problem and in other way if you see you always need love to tackle with pains & problems.

    You may loose sometime and sometime you may win, but it has to be the love for which you live regardless of it complementary gifts.

    Love always !

    Don’t worry about problems or it’s side effects.

    Just try to have love in your side more and more with a smile and shine.

    It Happens….


    Just too hard it is to miss someone who has been not nice to you,

    I think we don’t miss them, we actually still don’t digest the fact of they being wrong and harsh to us.

    We don’t sleep in the nights .

    And we sleep sometimes with the open eyes.

    You can’t walk in the best available roads,

    But you prefer to walk blindly near the sea shore.

    It is tough to actually define it , as you don’t know is that the extended love !

    Or the extreme hate it is.

    Whatever it is , it makes life very tough.

    Hate you the most…


    I hate you,

    yes I hate you even in your photographs,

    I can’t take that fake smile even for few seconds,

    just too harsh for my heart to watch you even in my dreams,

    you don’t deserve an eye contact for the rest of my life,

    yes I hate you the most ,

    I don’t want to meet you forever,

    Also,

    I can’t even watch your sick photographs , I repeat!

    Don’t know when I developed this hatred for you,

    As only I know how much I loved you, You Bloody coward!

    But you never deserved that love.

    I hate you !! Yes HATE you the most.

    Wrong or Right ?


    Wrong or Right, I don’t know

    If loving someone is a crime ,

    then take me to the jail,

    but you can’t take the feelings from my heart , as I live with it ,

    if I am died, you may take it from my body but not from my soul,

    Harder & heavier it is to justify you all as you people hardly understand my language,

    as i speak clear and lucid and you only understand manipulations,

    yes it is not that legitimate to love her,

    but my heart is quite untamed,

    it don’t have an active brain,

    to think and tell that you are now Mrs. And not the same Miss,

    by the way it beats faster than an ordinary heart,

    whenever i remember you and me and the good happy days,

    Can’t help!!!

    And actually I don’t care.

    LoVeAndOnlyLovE…


    The Story of my love started with your smiles…

    Strengthened with my anger..

    Grown with your promises..

    Nurtured with my beliefs..

    Affected with the people around us…

    Spoiled with the insecurities….

    Ruptured with the traps of your loved ones..

    Finished with your decision..

    Separated by the society..

    Not ended with my loneliness..

    And

    Reliving Love with WordPress..

    Those Corners of Road.


    Those Corners of Road are still there.

    Still there as it has been ..

    But not for me anymore.

    The ambience of the road within the darkness of night with some dim moonlight is still the same as it has been,

    But not for me.

    But Not for me my dear..

    There is some unknown relationship between me and those corners of the road ,

    it is more like the relationship between the beauty and eyes.

    Both are of no use without the existence of the other.

    Those corners of Road take me to the memory of me waiting for you for hours without any hesitation , and impatience.

    The memory of our long ridings to the conclusion of our silly arguments,

    My life with you was more happening was just because of those corners of Roads...

    They are still there but not for me anymore dear..

    Those corners of Road…

    Don’t lOok bAck !


    Just a thought of looking back came in my mind , but it is good to move forward.. I realized then.

    Though the life is very empty and I am very much alone.

    Yes I don’t smile as i used to do. Yes I don’t live the life as I have been.

    Yes I put my head down when I have been asked to answer as I don’t want any confrontations as it illogical now.

    Yes I think daily about  how it happened? And why to me? I could have done better or what?

    But yes it feels good to know that I am not with those fake people , I am not around with the so called well wishers of mine.

    As even I came to know that it’s good to be alone rather than the fake people.

    So I don’t need to look back as it only gives me pain for being so idiot and blind in love. How I could be so fool? How they could be so cruel and selfish? Why I believed them in that way?

    Many questions within me comes and make feel bad about it as I can’t get the answers. As they are unavailable to me in fact don’t exist for me anymore either.

    So this life has taught me that yes it is very painful to deal with your emotional setbacks , as it may drag you again and again to the life where you have been but one should never look back . we should smile and move forward in life.

    Don’t Look Back to the People and to the history which Hurts you even more than the pain your dealing in the present.

    Just Don’t Look Back and Move forward.

    As it will give you sadness only.

    Life is cycle of happiness and sadness wait for the other side and live your life with a smiLe.

    GoodNighT.

    You’re the difference


    the dark loneliness is lovable when it has your thoughts.

    the charmless smile is sparkling when it has your memories..

    the rough hair is shiny when it has your touch..

    the awkward moment is memorable when it has your appearance..

    the tough time is smooth when it has your support…

    the confusing path is clear when it has your guidance..

    the irritation is enjoyable when it has your flair..

    the boringness is entertaining when it has your magic..
    the sour is sweet when it has your existence..


    the sick nights are electrifying when it has your swag.
    So, you’re the difference..

    Lost in You…


    Yes I am Lost..

    I am lost in you…

    I am lost in your love…

    I am Lost in the search of your love..

    I am lost in this Amazing Loneliness..
    This loneliness is filled with you and your thoughts…

    Yes I am lost in love…

    Lost in the most painful form of love…

    Lost in the love of you and me…

    Lost in the love which has been unaccepted by the people…

    Lost with tears in my world everywhere..

    Lost with you forever..

    Yes I am Lost…

    Lost with you..

    Lost in you…

    And I Want You without any Hope…

    Leave me with a smile on your face..


    And then she said…

    I Love you …

    But my family does not want me to live with you as they have other dreams for me and you don’t fit over there according to them…

    And i can’t leave my family for you….. As they came earlier in my life then you……

    So i have decided to live without you for them as they cannot understand my situation as you can do.

    I am sorry for this

    but I am helpless

    I just want to say that you deserve a better person than me …

    I know its tough and painful but this the last thing I am asking you for this life if you really love me please leave me with a smile on your face and don’t meet me again..

    I can’t face you

    But don’t hate me I can’t see that for me.

    I am sorry I know its a kind of cheat with you but I know you will understand my situation better then anyone else.

    Please forgive me..

    Please Go …

    What’s wrong With you dear?


    Hello Everyone..

    How many of you agree to the fact that sometimes advising someone could become your mistake…

    You may be doing something for the betterment of the individual by taking some unauthorized ownership which may hurt them if you have been enforcing your views on them. They may feel that you are taking their liberty from them to do things as per them…

    And you being unaware of the thinking would give more suggestions which may be good enough but due to the fact that you are hurting their ego. They may ask you who the hell are you to give such suggestions..?

    In fact I agree and understand their perception also. as no one want to feel lesser and its hard to see that people take opinions and views sportively…

    Nevertheless its good to have a barrier of No I don’t need to do this…Rather then feeling bad of witnessing harshness…

    But if you are advising then you will think that the person will praise you or will acknowledge you some Or the other way..

    The minimum maturity level and ethics is not there…. Which we normally expect from the people to whom we normally like and admire…but if they led you down then you will feel that the expectation was mistake….

    If anyone is advising you something then then you should be able enough to take it positively as no one has a free time in this busy world to advice you. Its purely selflessness .

    he/she is advising you because they are your well wishers. You are not paying them to do so.

    Is it mandatory that one should always say the good things and put the scope of improvement under the carpet…!

    I look my mirror for enhancing my looks.it may show me some dark circles but it does not mean that I will break that mirror…!

    Paint of You..


    If I could paint someday,

    I would love to make a paint of you,

    if I could become a painter ,

    You Will be The one To whom I want to paint on daily basis..

    Because You are my favorite ,

    Yes Allow Me to Paint you.

    The Paint Would look beautiful like a blooming flower..

    More like you,

    let me take you to the world of Paint Board and canvas..

    Colors like Red, Yellow, Blue and Pink,

    Some light And some dark.

    Your Big Round Eyes…

    Enough to express anything inherent.

    your pointed sharp nose… Yes my favorite place to kiss.

    The Red Beautiful lips…

    Puffy and very soft..

    Your long black hair…

    With some curls at the ends

    Yes some layered lashes and wide Eye Bros..

    And With some colorful clothes…

    You look like a Beautiful Portrait..

    One would love to make a paint of you..

     

    I Would Love to make Paints of You..

    K I S S I N G T H E K I S S


    Kiss , What is it ? Why We Do it? When it started? How It Started? What Are The Types? Etcetera Etcetera. So Guys Let’s Find The Answers On This Kissing Day… ( A Very Happy Valentine’s Day 🙂 ).


    Kiss is An Expression Of showing your love To Your partner, Friends, Parents, kids etc., it could be for welcoming, Greeting, Congratulating, Love making, consoling, fare welling, etc.

    It is scientifically stated that kissing is good for human beings, as a hormone called oxytocin is released which is also the main reason for having a kiss.

    It causes a chemical reaction on your brain, It is considered as a happy hormone.

    It has been observed that people kiss by learning it from another, And adapt it to their best , kissing on your partners cheeks, forehead, lips, Nose Neck, Palms, Shoulders , feet,etc are the ones which could be considered as an intimacy for love and love making,

    Kissing could be a bad experience if you or your partner is having a bad breathe and body odor . so make sure you smell good.

    It started 3500 years ago, as per Hindu Vedic Sanskrit texts, where kissing is termed as an inhaling of souls.

    The sculptures are somewhat the observation of the same. There are other terms which are debatable .

    There are many types of kissing so let’s not get in details of all, but yes The most common types are Lips Kiss, French Kiss, Neck kiss, Forehead kiss, palm kiss, Lizard kiss, Peck Kiss, Earlobe Kiss, Bite Kiss etc.

    you may Google All for knowing the details And The Steps involved in performing it. Don’t Feel shy to perform with Your loved ones 🙂

    So Kissing is a beautiful feeling and considered as good for humans as per various reports of physiologists , Kissing is not bounded as per the place and time, People have it by their choice in the brightest if sunshine to the darkness of night, at the corners of road also at the coffee table ,and bedrooms.

    Hope You People like it. And share your thoughts on the post.

    Spread Love ..

    Kisses.


    A Daughter.


    She Is Awesome as A Daughter,

    A Daughter Who really Earned Respect for being So Loving And Reliable to Her Parents ,

    she could be in the 40s who lives along with her parents , she earns for the livelihood , as there is no other source of income , she could be working from last 16years , just never felt the need of a partner for herself as her priority has been always her parents.

    She is someone who merely talks with anyone in her locality, as she is a working women with just a day off in a week, also she finds her self different in the area as most of them are conservative.

    Few considers her as an egoistic, few find her modern girl as they prefer to stay at home.

    But At the age of 39 she gets married to a guy after few years of dating who basically works at the same place of work,

    He could be a bit younger to her as per the appearance but the most interesting thing is that Even though she got married to him, she has convinced him and her in-laws to stay at her own home with her parents as she can’t leave them at this old age alone, as she can’t walk away from her responsibilities which has been doing over the years both her parents have some disease.

    And they do need regular diagnosis and timely medication.

    Also they need someone for all the basic requirements and daily needs which she evenly realizes so she has put forward everything in front of her beloved husband and in laws which they without a second opinion agreed and the guy also took the appropriate stand to stay with his parents likewise.

    They do come and go on weekly basis at each other’s residences. I think they both are very good in their understanding each other.

    So every time I stand at my balcony I see a 40year old daughter go to her office and her 68years old mother and 72years old father comes and share their escorts by a bye or see you evening and also with a Ta Ta is so overwhelming.

    And the daughter replies the Ta Ta with do take medicines in time is absolutely cute.

    The parents stares the daughter Till she takes the last turn of the road which is so pleasing to my eyes.

    I feel she is an inspiration to every guy who at leaves his very own parents to the old age homes, or even makes their life miserable by treating them with taunts for every is single need of them.

    I have been watching this lovely visual of daughter and her parents. From quite a few days and she makes me feel good about life every time I see her .

    she is a tight slap on the faces of people who used to prefer boys over girls , or even have a negative mindset for girls.

    i hope we all have many more inspiring girls..

    Retirement & Responsibility


    One Day Everyone of Us will reach to certain Ages where we have to consider ourselves retired at least by the physical contributions, society standards, and also as per the demands of family,

    Everyone is very highly inclined at the working ages where one have command on the every parameters of life be it is a financial thing or a Any other responsibility ,

    but when we reach to the stage where we have been considered as retired by social standards, we have to get dependent on every single thing on our kids , be it is a financial need or any other requirements ,

    sometimes kids have this realization that from this month my father/mother doesn’t have the same job so I have to be their for fulfilling all the needs but sometimes we do forget this just by a fault or even by lapse or unavoidable conditions,

    at that stage we do observe how after all those days of work and having money all around life changes,

    but we just forget that we can’t afford everything what we feel to have , it is quite scratchy to ask sometimes as ego does comes,

    sometimes people over think and consider themselves as worthless ,

    we do see that same person who merely went to buy a packet of candles has started purchasing the households and grocery, shall we say time teaches..

    Or we can say they do want to contribute in the way they could. It is painful to observe it .

    But yes it is a learning thing even at such days because the more you are creating barrier,

    you find your self in a very doubtful situation it is also a thing to understand that one should never get too dependent on anyone at least to cope up with his own self respect.

    And yes the one who has responsibility of individuals of certain old age people and our parents should always prioritize their needs on fore front.

    Life is smooth and Fine when we don’t have any curtains in between, As We do find self created barriers which is sometimes so strong that it becomes Unbreakable.

    Planning Life is Not Always Possible, But Prioritizing Life is Always Possible.

    MAN Ki BAAT !


    HELLO,

    Let’s Experience and Celebrate MAN Ki BAAT, ( Men’s Talk).

    Happy Men’s Day to Everyone Around, I know it sounds weird and formal as we are not aware of such days, Neither we feel Anything special about it.

    Because we do not have any Social Media Propaganda for it, Not Even A Page , Video compilations or Even a text on our private Contact No.s , Neither we got educated/Informed about it in schools, Never Even saw anything in reference to it on television or even a hoarding about it 😀

    Yes We do find it Awkward to think special because we live in this society were we are questioned, judged and validated by the society itself, we are considered in some group of culprits, without any consent.

    We don’t Have an identity card to prove our self, We are going to face the same situation some day or the other, because society feels all are same,

    We are Strong, Weak, Equal, selfish, Partial, Superior, Incompetent and what not as per the demand and the needs of society and above all as per the manipulation of so called modern day social reformers,

    They are Right because they can’t be wrong , and we have to sit and listen whatever they feel , think and decide.

    Anyways let’s celebrate this day with a big heart because Mr. Bachhan said , “MARD ko Dard Nahi Hota”.

    But Obvious Dard Toh Hota Hai.

    Thank You

    © RPR


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    Not Just A Temple – JAI SHRI RAM


    JAI SHRI RAM

    As We All Know , Yesterday On 5th August 2020, Our Honourable Prime Minister has Initiated the construction of Shri Ram Mandir (Temple) at Ayodhya in the state of Uttar Pradesh.

    Ayodhya Itself is a place of birth of Lord Shri Rama.

    All Traditional Values have been Properly addressed along with The Prayers and laying of foundation stone ( Bhumi Poojan).

    All sorts of actions have been addressed for the People to stand and sit in context to the global pandemic Corona . Though It has been stated that very limited Audience were there due to the same.

    It has been stated that it would take Around 3years For the completion of Construction of temple.

    It has been a long fight for everyone who believes in Hinduism, and worships Shri Rama.

    It has been a different kind of ambience altogether. Similar to what we have in festivals Diwali And Dussera.

    People of different ages and of different locations were united for the temple , and it is evident that everyone is happy with the construction of temple, But this is not just about constructing another Temple, it is about sentiments and Emotions, it is like Providing hone in the form of temple to Lord Shri Rama on his own birthplace.

    But I Would like to share that even I have been one of those who felt that we could have this later , when corona’s impact is negligible, as it could have a high amount of risk but yes on 5th August from the morning I have observed something in me and this is different from the normal , Ambience , Aura , And Connectivity with God was at something else .

    I did some exercise to find and know few more facts about Lord Shri Rama, And I came to know few really Inspiring Facts, stories, and observations.

    Yes I have even read about the hardships of the individuals in the making of Shri Rama Temple along with the dispute and wait of 500years .

    I have To admit this, that what we know is very little About The God ,

    I recommend everyone to have a look at Shri Ram’s Life and the every facts involved about the lord, be it is about chanting of the Tarak Mantra, Or About the Principles of Shri Rama.

    “Shri Ram Jai Ram Jai Jai Ram”


    “Shri Rama Rama Rameti , Rame Rame Manorame , Shahastra Nama Tattulyam Rama Nama Varanane ..”

    These Mantras above have been Used by my father and we all at home from our childhood have been chanting without knowing the meaning not even trying to know what it impact has, yes we knew it is there for the God,

    but yesterday I came to know that the mantras are very popular and it is equal to the read of Entire ‘Vishnu shashtranama’ .

    Writing Shri Rama on a blank piece of paper for around 108times has a lot of good things involved which could be unfolded by doing the simple practice, I did but yes I wrote without a count and completed the entire 3 sheets . it felt good after I saw on paper,

    I am not forcing anyone for any belief I am just sharing my thoughts and observations, I Request everyone just to get involved in the Stories related to Shri Rama, Shri Krishna in this free time.

    I am not promoting Hinduism here but yes I am sharing the observed facts beliefs and Stories .

    Just use your time to find and know the existence , individuality, thoughts and principle’s of Our Almighty.

    Thanking Everyone For the Read.

    Jai Shri Ram !!

    WHAT’S THE FUN ?


    Well HELLO Everyone,

    Hope You all are Healthy and Strong at your Respective spaces.


    So Firstly tell me Guys How About You Being Watched , Observed, Discussed, Objected, And Manipulated Every Day for Everything You do and don’t, By None Other Than Your very neighbors , and The People Around You?

    I Don’t Know about you but I find it absolutely annoying. I feel like I am under a camera with every single act of mine been watched ,observed and Discussed without my choice.


    Let’s Discuss about the group of people who are nothing to you and you are nothing to them but they always have the tendency to know you & your personal life.

    They start their day with an eye at your house,

    they have every idea about your entry and exit timings,

    They could act like doing something by standing near their balconies, it could be liking watering their home garden, drying their clothes, walking for health or even sipping their morning and evening tea,

    What you do and don’t they have an appropriate list,

    They have their Binoculars on you but Without any real binoculars,

    their eyes are enough with which they can zoom in every time a new guest/friend arrives at your home,

    Even if You have Received any bill for the service you used, they stand and see what’s the amount you are paying or if requesting for a part payment.

    They have same sort of people in their gang, With which they usually sit and discuss about every other individual they are spying / looking at, with some rounds of tea they enjoy someone’s personal Life.

    They are so sharp that even they could tell you that who is having an affair with someone, even before their parents,

    they also have some specialists who could tell you who are planning to get married without any information to their parents,

    Also A Gang is their who is special for knowing the professional information, it could be someone’s promotion details, or a salary and even about the Fake Job Appointment .

    Some are good in knowing about the habits of individuals they can tell with utmost confidence that who started drinking liquors and who has been smoking without anyone’s knowledge.

    Some even work like traffic inspectors, yes I am saying truth.

    they don’t show signals of Stop and Go in Red and Green,

    they don’t even inspect your vehicles and Driving licenses but yes they would stand near their gate or around some near by shops for the good long hours and watch everyone going and coming like the traffic inspectors.

    Yes all these people are around you and me,

    they just look at you with your notice and also without your notice, sometimes we can sense when they come and discuss about someone’s personal life and do everything with their life which they should not,

    Without the knowledge the individual is in news of the area, everyone is talking because they make it viral without any social site and internet but yes with talking about it to everyone they meet.

    It is mostly seen in ladies :p , they sit and discuss about someone who don’t even know that how is life has became a Road side topic of discussion.

    Yes I do feel that few Men are also of such kind who would stand behind his curtain and see how you are parking your bike and on which day your petrol tank is empty and you are dragging it to the nearest petrol bunk.

    They would see how you look your colony’s Most Beautiful Girl, Whether You both have an eye contact or not, they have an eye on you.

    They observe How long you can talk with your phone. And what time you are coming back to home from any party.

    Anyways, I Don’t like it at all and I don’t even know what they get out of it, is it for fun or they find it entertaining , or its just their trait, but seriously this is not good.

    you may have such interest to know what’s going in your neighbor’s house but this curiosity should not make anyone feel irritated with you, it should not make anyone’s life a topic of discussion from his house to the market.

    After all Everyone wants a personal space in life , we all have a choice of letting it know to everyone and also not to anyone and it should be left to the individual .

    No one should make someone’s life a Film or Drama.

    And I feel People who are audience of it are equally responsible as this practice should not be appreciated and encouraged, We should refuse to listen such Orchestra.

    Think About it !!

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    GOOD BOY


    Hello Everyone ,

    Hoping That You all are smiling with The best of health and calmness in your life. 🙂


    Dear Friends,

    We All have heard And Even stated about this Term called “Good Boy” , Let’s Discuss About The Concept Of Good Boy,

    Before even starting about this mega torture(at least to me) let me know who have had luck of seeing him, or even listening about the person,

    How He/They look?

    They are like you and me with Two hands, Two legs, Two Eyes,Ears with one nose and neck or they look different in appearances. :p

    Coming Back To The Point ,

    Good Boy is a society Given Title to the persons who are good With them and to their Books,

    They must be obedient enough with a never ending smile always,

    Also should be with lesser hair and complemented with some Classy Clothes, Polished shoes.

    Clean Shaven with a good listening skills.

    they may even have the knack of doing things before asking , before even the actual need.

    They have to be very Attentive, Adaptive, Available , Apologetic and Assuring.

    Even in the childhood days it has been stated that the boys with spectacles and combed hair are good in contrary to those who have had the rough uncombed hair , and if someone is with pierced ear he has been awarded with a certification of Criminal.

    The Boys Who Sit in the first Three Benches are always considered as the Good boys whereas the last benchers are the most hated boys of the class, They are unofficially Culprits of everything bad happening to anyone and everyone.

    And In the Jobs, Everyone is in a hunt to prove himself the good boy and this is seriously going with full fledged manner, Even then no one could be ever unanimously considered as Good Boy , because everyone have their choice and you will fail to their demands someday or the other.

    One should be religious, Really needs to visit Temples on daily basis, should never roam unnecessarily,. Etcetera

    So , After All this observation I think we could sense what the actual definition of Good Boy,

    one whose parents feel proud about to discuss ,

    one who is good as son , brother,friend,husband and father,

    one who is concerned about the family and everyone around without any wrong intention

    One Who is sincere in his work with all his dedication

    One who is not at all harmful to anyone regardless of the sitting arrangement

    Yes there is no specific Representation of Looks,Expression, Behavior, sitting arrangement.

    One could live as he wants to be with his comfort,and utmost dedication , it really don’t need any buttering to have a validations.

    Just be honest.

    Just Be Responsible enough to accept your mistakes and stay Affectionate to the people you love a lot .

    Every Boy is a Good Boy if they know The Real Difference between Good And Bad.

    Thank You


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    S Y S T E M !


    Hello Everyone,

    Today I thought Just to Put a glare on the Various Systems ( Functionings), With which we usually deal in our daily life, with And without our choice,

    Guys , we often see People complaining about the things with which they felt Discarded ,Also toxic and end up Leaving it for their own good, as It becomes suffocating to withstand with something which is not Productive and also Unworthy,

    And If You find it decent than the people who are running it make it terrible, Like I Work in Private Sector and it has been said that everything what we have in the private sector is Very Professional and You may get paid as per your output,

    it was also stated that the People are being associated with multiple Job responsibilities , so that one could learn more than One thing if he is actually happy in learning,

    And yes we all have been said that Growth of An Individual is Very Good, With Job satisfaction and Productive Involvement.

    But later I Have Observed, that People are having negative mindsets, they feel that “even if we put our Life for the respective organization we are not going get to recognized,”

    “we will never get any monetary gains,”

    “we will never ever get appreciated,”

    they are just scared to do new things,

    they just don’t want to learn and grow,

    even of they know it,they would say

    we don’t know,

    we can’t do,

    this is not our cup of tea etc.

    They Even divert the job responsibility,

    They are so Negative in thoughts that , they don’t Even ready to share the knowledge or even help their juniors if they seek help from them,

    it is so disturbing to me, even the Paper works are very slow and cumbersome,

    In fact I gave an interview Recently and in which I cleared the technical interview and it was the salary part which was about to be discussed, I gave my expected salary to the HR department and then they haven’t called me for 10 days and I have to call them for the same, then they said we can’t pay lesser than the half of what you have mentioned as your expected salary,

    I was not happy with the Fish Market Bargaining,

    As I was Very Much in the market Rate. I said It is not about what you can pay and what not, but what it took to make a call on the very next day or a day after or even 3/4 days post interview.

    as I was happy about my interview and the feedback, and was serious about your Organization, They Said We Thought You will Understand it yourself, that we can’t pay. I replied your organization is one of the reputed ones and I never thought you people can’t pay the nominal market salary , and above it this approach is something which I never expected from your end. Even if I have asked more than what you kept as salary for the job, you people have conveyed me the same, and at least informed me about it, there is always a scope of negotiations, but I think Your company can’t even afford a phone call, I replied and disconnected the call.

    Even many of my friends have also mentioned the same that some of the Interviewers are not at all Sensitive, they neither inform about your selection not even about your rejection, they just call and take the interview and Collect the database,

    I have observed that people usually leave their job after 1 or 2 years,

    I felt that may be the individuals are not mentally stable, or even got better package, I later came to know the reason of it, that The people who have performed well, did the extreme hard work and expected an appraisal , increment,and even promotion has never got it, instead had been asked to do Overtimes without any pay for a constant time, and they left the job once they find a better one,

    I feel that The people who are recruiting individuals have the responsibility of Finding Performing individuals and preserve them for a long time, as they have to be given respect for bringing the best from the rest,

    Recruiting individuals is not the only modern day thing of HR Department, it is about Finding the best team and making them stay with you to have the best output . Just for A little lesser Amount Organizations compromises with their proven Individuals and find someone new as we have pool of Unemployed People and that individual takes time to understand things,and even they may not fit in the same place, then they face severe Loss of output, Quality of work and a team of Performers,

    There should be a Policy to Find, Nurture and Sustain with the individuals.

    Think About it.

    Thank You

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    On a Serious Note…


    The Way these so called Kids are using  their sick  brains is not good at all, this is not acceptable, we are  already going through a very tough time,

    And something like this in between is even more painful and disturbing.

    I don’t know which school they go,
    what they  have been taught,
    what their parents are doing ,
    where they stand in their life,
    what they feel about the whole incident,
    but this is seriously very cheap and disgraceful,why this happened ,
    what are the psychological reasons involved in it we don’t know , 
    but this is very shameful..

    Yes I also feel that the social media platforms should have an eye on the things which are obligatory,

    And should not allow individuals to post and share things which are offensive by any parameter of society.

    Even if it is an abusive language, should be completely prohibited,
    As everyone holds responsibility  to make a good society, so it starts with you , me and then with she and he. And so on.
    I do believe that we have the need of sex education in our syllabus, it is high time now, we can’t wait to things get better, we have to bring the results with our efforts.
    we have to curb the explicitness of public platform, even the advertisements are so pathetic nowadays,  we can’t even sit at the same place with family at certain times. This is so disturbing.

    The content has to be blamed along with the broadcasting authorities.
    And The way we are accustomed to social media, television, online studies, etc it is a very serious responsibility of the individuals who have the authority to actually check the content, language, advertisements, etc associated with it.

    Moreover as a responsible citizen, one has to understand that every person should be treated with respect and dignity.
    You have no right to speak or write anything which is degrading and derogatory.
    Abusing, Trolling, Defaming, Blackmailing, etc on public platforms  should be  strictly prohibited by the public platforms itself .

    Criminal charges should be imposed  on culprits regardless of their ages.
    And this should mentioned in the disclaimers to stop cyber crimes.

    Think About it.
    Thank you

    I am not loving you , I Just …


    No , I don’t love you, it is not like that , I just like your smile and smirk, I really don’t love you , I think I just like that eyes , yes big round & deep eyes, like a sea to swim… .

    Please don’t get me wrong with my acts, I really don’t love you, I just try to steal some swag, and charm..

    I breathe more when you are near, because I am just fond of that perfume you use, it is so fascinating, more like Lavenders and Jasmine.

    I like that walk of you, something is good about it , it adds confidence to your persona,even attracts the ones who see your walk.

    Again , I repeat I am not at all loving you , but yes I like the way you listen me, though I talk rubbish most of the times,

    Jennifer Winget

    this sometimes makes me feel why and how I can’t love , as you are so so loveable,

    I am not in love with you as of now but yes I would love to love you, as I think of you day and night, with and without a need,

    sometimes even i have you in my dreams, can’t share the details of the dream though.

    But still I am saying the same I am not loving you, but we could be the best pair, and we should live together forever..

    I am not loving you, I just…

    .

    The Sunshine Blogger Award.


    Hello Everyone,

    I wish and hope you all are safe and fine, Please take care of yourself and of everyone around you.

    Okay, so I have been nominated by a good friend , and a very active blogger, Rachana Dhaka for “The Sunshine Blogger Award” , and I Am very thankful to her for the nomination,

    she is very good at her work, though I am very late to write about it for which I feel bad, but writing through this Thanksgiving for award nomination.

    And yes this is my second nomination for this award. So, Thank you again.

    My Answers :-

    1. If you could be any animal, what would you be and why?
    May be A Dog, as it is considered as the faithful one, but I won’t prefer to be a cat as I don’t like them.

    2. What was the first ever creative effort that you remember really being proud of?
    I think the first time I gave speech in my school in front of many students, teachers at very young age (May be 10years), without any preparation has given me confidence, and later it became a habit and soon I have been approached for anchoring, debates at school, college,social events,etc and also coming here at WordPress makes me feel good if not proud about myself for the creativity involved in it to be here and appreciation I received in return.

    3. If you could choose between true happiness, or a greater creative skills, what would you pick?
    I would be a fool to pick skills over happiness, I am always going to pick happiness even with least skills as end of the day you search satisfaction and that’s only available with happiness.

    4. Does politics have a place in the arts?
    Yes it has, Though it is a need still to cultivate good politics not the bad one,

    5. What gets you out of bed in the morning?
    a bad dream, a power cut,and of course responsibilities.

    6. Where and how do you do most of your writing?
    Always at home, when I have some issues, topics, stories to tell and discuss.

    7. What famous work do you wish you had created?
    Let’s not discuss it to make famous, let’s do it and make it famous.

    8. Is there anyone in the world that you actually hate?
    We as human, have different emotions we have love for some and for some we have hatred, its a natural process unless you are a saint or kind of creature, which I am not yet. So yes I have hate for few and don’t feel bad about as they deserve my hatred, though I am not seeking anything bad for them but yes I don’t like them at this phase of my life not sure about future. And yes one more thing, I hate very few but there are many who hate me, but I don’t care 🙂 .

    9. Where is the furthest you have been from home?
    I just love my home, but yes Delhi, Hyderabad .

    10. Would you prefer to wake up early, or stay up late?

    🙂 Unsure , As it depends Whether I have some work at night or in the morning. I can do both.

    11. Who has been your greatest inspiration?

    Anyone and Everyone who are good at what they do could inspire me,

    12. If you could give a new writer who was setting up a blog one piece of advice, what would it be?
    Just express the instincts, It could be raw , different and unpleasant to some. But it would what you have in your mind, just try and write the original thoughts don’t worry about the people, express yourself make people see your work in the way you want.

    13. What is your favorite sport?

    Cricket always.

    ______________,_____,____________

    My Questions : –

    1. Mention the names of any five bloggers along with their site links who are your favourites and why, explain each individually.

    2. What makes you or anyone beautiful human being, ?

    3. What could be your second choice as a profession?

    4. The Dream You have seen but you failed to accomplish?

    5. Your Insecurities.

    6. What is the hidden story which is yet to tell to your very own family.

    7. How do you relate your life with Bollywood’s characters?

    _________________

    Okay so I nominate everyone of you as I hate picking people, you all can make a formal post or even answer through comments, yes you may answer all the 20 questions.

    Guys I am waiting to see your answers.

    Thank you

    Think About it.


    If You don’t try it for the one last time, you may regret for lifetime,

    I know you may have seen enough of heartbreaking moments, I know somewhere you deserved a better space in life in every prospect,

    I know the failures are haunting you and you are dying in every moment.

    This is very painful, this is very disheartening, this makes you feel that you are no more an individual who can live a life with all sort of satisfaction.

    It hurts you even more when you become a loser with having every prospect of a winner within, but being the one who never tried hard to change the dynamics.

    The people who loose with any strong opponent is always happy than the people who loose with none other than themselves and their own dreadful mindset.

    They don’t try , they don’t fight they leave things for someone else or even for god to come and help,

    They lack effort not the talent, they lack persistence And may be motivation,

    Please find people who need a push to fight for themselves,

    they do realize that they are slowly diminishing their dreams and life, but they don’t react at all.

    It happens when you or anyone is going through dark psychic passage, or even with those who are not serious in life. Tell them , discuss with them regarding the same,

    Help them, make them do it for one first time or last time so that they could never feel bad when they turn back and look how they lived.

    Trying , fighting, Putting Your Best even you loose by the report card is far more satisfying than regretting for life for not even trying once though being gifted with enormous talent.

    It is a crime, as you are putting everyone down, along with yourself, Try And Try again , it’s more satisfying than sitting and thinking that should have tried!

    Think about it.

    Good Night

    Read Before You React.


    Hello People,

    Well I am writing about it today , but I actually wanted to write even before, I don’t know how many of you agree with me and what are your opinions about it,

    but i really feel sad so sharing my views

    Guys , Nowadays the WordPress readers are not readers any more, they are doing their formalities , why I am saying this because, I have observed it from a long time,

    The readers are reading a full length 3500+ words story in just 4 seconds of being published,

    I still don’t know what sort of talent it is and how they read it ,

    if they actually read it in that particular duration of time , then it’s more than a miracle for me, and I would like to learn that special power what they have ,

    but if they don’t read (Obviously they don’t Read) and like it without reading a single line with the reasons better known to them, is very disheartening to me,

    I always want people to read it regardless of their choices of likes or feedback, but they should read it first.

    It may be satisfactory to some, but not to me, I don’t have any fantasy for Number Of likes , comments etc

    I want to make it clear please don’t like without reading it,

    This is a cheat to yourself first, Then to the Writer.

    And yes I want to add one more thing , this is not with everyone , but yes many of us are of such mindsets who have a knack of pleasing people for their choice, or revert . (like to get a like back.)

    Which I hate the most, The process should be read then react if needed,

    and we all know how much time it takes to read 500 words, 1000 words, and 4000 words for any human being, you can’t complete it in just seconds.

    please avoid this practice if you are of such kind.

    And enjoy this space for knowing perceptions, observations, opinions, thoughts, stories, and creations etc.

    Don’t contaminate it like any other social networking platform. The uniqueness of this platform makes it what it is.

    And If they think they haven’t been noticed than they are making mistake.

    We all know who is genuinely reading and reaching towards our posts, and who is not.

    Please this is my sincere request to read my posts, with your interest of reading, not for anything else,

    and react after reading even if you haven’t liked it just put your words in the comment section and help Me to learn more and write even better.

    I hope my words are making sense to all. As I feel my concern is not wrong.

    Thank You ,

    You all are beautiful. But Be a Good Reader 🙂

    Take care.

    Let Me Find.


     

    In the search of satisfaction I think I lost my happiness,
    and the essence of purity
    committing more mistakes than corrections,
    Losing a day Now,
    And Lost a Day yesterday,
    And Also lost many more days before yesterday.
    These are preciously important Days of my life.
    What’s Wrong?
    Where I am?
    What I am doing?
    Why I am doing?
    Don’t know
    Don’t have any clue.
    I am Lost,
    I have more flaws now,
    Yes  Not Appropriate,
    And also weirdly imperfect
    But
    How to stop ,
    How to fightback
    Tell me
    I need your help
    I really need your help.
    To fix things back,
    To Swipe out the dirt,
    To Find the same space,

     

    And Vibe
    Let me find,

    The same Person Again

    Always smiling and always shinning.

     

    I find a New ME .


    Dear,
    Whenever I am with You,
    I Find a New Me.
    My newness puzzles me,
    I am different with you, or you make me a different person, ?

    You may notice that I stare at you with a constant eye contact,
    Some say that I have an intoxicated eyes,
    but I feel that I get intoxicated with your eyes,
    I see you with my still eyes, and With a blush n smile which has lot of satisfaction,
    may be because you look so pure, and I am always attracted to the things which are real and not contaminated,
    We just do the general talks, but for me it works like a motivational speech,
    I don’t know why you always make me realize that I am not what I have been till I met you,
    you make me think I am different,
    Am I different or I am just not what I have been .?
    Whatever It is I Think I am the best version of mine when I am with you.

    #Errorless

    Thank You

     

    To You With Love…


    To You With Love,

    Thank you for being there as someone who looked like a family more, being a stranger from day one,

    Thank You for the lovely moments with which I could smile back again. Even if i see them as a mistaken excitement or as an unreal expectation,

    I still like the answers you gave and the questions which were inherent, the answers were more easier to understand than self raised questions,

    Looking something for some purpose is not good, but looking something as source of satisfaction is not bad,

    Yes you have been a source,

    A source to do good, and aspire good things in life,

    You have been the source of fun , anger, worries, happiness and of course inspiration.

    Rather say a source of liveliness

    Sometimes it is not that easy to accept the outcome if it is not favouring your life ,

    It’s painful and disheartening to withstand with what we Haven’t expected.

    But we can’t have everything what we want in life .


    Living it and Leaving it.


    Wanna Know You Better


    Hello Again,

    Thank you Minnie for Nominating  me ! This is quite new and interesting Questionnaire For those of you who don’t know her, be sure to check out her blog just tap the link here
    https://lightbehindthecloud.wordpress.com she’s truly talented.

    You may like her work.


    Wanna Know You Better:

    you  have to create your own post and title it “Wanna Know You Better”. Then
    Copy all the questions and answer them one by one. Then pass this along as a challenge to any of your favorite/All bloggers . You may create your own questions for those you tag if you want to.

     


    My answers to 10 “briefly explain” questions:

    1. What really makes you angry? Lies,Cheat, Nuisance and disrespect,
    2. What is your favorite food that you cannot do without?  A Good South Indian Food.
    3. What is your biggest fear? Losing my loved ones, Fear of being cheated
    4. What has been your biggest accomplishment this year? Personal it is ,so sorry ,
    5. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would that be?  With my family Literally anywhere. but I want them to be at the best available places.
    6. What is your favorite method of relieving stress? I’ve always preferred music but now I write here, earlier during study days I used to play cricket and leave everything behind.
    7. Would you rather live on the Moon or Mars for two yearsOur planet has been pretty good over the years, yes it is contaminated so I feel we should stay here and refix in the best shape of it for the generations coming next,, rather staying there.
    8. Which is your favorite type of weather? Moderate Winters.
    9. What is your favorite sport to play or watch? Cricket, Cricket and Cricket
    10. Do you enjoy creative efforts to attract readers to your blog? I don’t try to attract but yes I like it nice,crisp and connective to readers , so I do try to make it look with what we have.

    My answers to 10 “this or that” questions:

    1. Beach or Mountains? Both
    2. Fish or fried chicken wings? Fish
    3. Sydney or Rio De Janeiro? Sydney
    4. Swimming or climbing hills? Not sure, may be swimming
    5. Steak or Lamb? Would try steak
    6. Summer or Winter? Moderate Winter
    7. Countryside or the city? Both
    8. Spring or Autumn? Both
    9. Political Science or Statistics? I am from Maths Background, so would try political science to enhance my knowledge.
    10. Train or Airplane Ride? Both .

    Additional questions :-

    1. What is your field of study/work? Studied Mechanical Engineering, Working as an Engineer.
    2. What would you like to achieve in 2020? There are many things but yes I want to have a lot of success,smiles and satisfaction.
    3. What are your hobbies apart from writing/blogging? Listening Music, Playing cricket, Reading, and observing everything around.
    4. What are you grateful for this year? Sister’s Marriage.
    5. How would you describe yourself? 😀  Spiritual, Quite good at heart if not the best,Sometimes Moody, straight forward, Believes in being comfortable than trendy, Sometimes Angry, Funny with friends, speak less with those who are new, don’t look back if you break my heart.


    My Questions:

    1. You are Bad when?
    2. Do You Like Individuals if they are good to you  though being bad with conduct to many?
    3. What would be the one possible change you want in you? And why?
    4. Why you think I/one should meet you someday , from here?
    5. What you cook the best at home?
    6. One topic which you want me to write  ?

    Okay this post is open for all! As i hate picking people,And I would like to Nominate Everyone of you to answer the questions, whether in the form of post or in the comment section. I am waiting !!

    Thank you.

     

     

     

    Aside

    Some Mornings’


    Some Mornings, you just want to stay on bed, and you just want to lay there, you don’t care what the clock says, you don’t think about the daily routine,

    You take it as a need to feel good, like you never felt of having it, you want to sleep more and more though you actually don’t sleep,

    You have the node of listening everything what happens out there, but you prefer to be inside the blanket, sometimes with the folding of legs, and some times with one sided sleeping posture,

    It happens more in the winter days where you just can’t bare the mighty cold shivering conditions,

    it happens quite often when you are taking leave or it is a holiday,

    It is both today, a Sunday and of course it’s winter, I have to say that it feels lethargic somewhere but who cares, I don’t care .

    staying on bed inside the blanket, laying not sleeping, listening not reacting, and posting a new post is not that bad as it looks ..

    As it is winters with minus degree Centigrades around with chilled breeze, and also Sunday so it is actual quite cool to sleep for some long hours,

    the kind of relaxation the body needs,

    And in between all this lazy mornings you may even plan your best schedule for the coming hours, days,weeks,and months,

    Infact a good soothing music, with the love of your life could bring some unmatched happiness, and unfold some hidden fantasies..

    And the ones who are not being accompanied by their partners or are singles have their own ways to enjoy.. 🙂

    We are quite different here on being lazy, we have our ways to do things differently,

    Some prefer to have phonecalls by being under blanket,

    Some can have long chats with their friends, lover, &any other as well.

    some are wrapped that they could look scary as well. As a part of them is visible and you have to find the rest like a jigsaw puzzle. The can sleep in impossible posture .

    Some can sit but they can’t leave the cushion if blanket, they look bloody cute, they may tap limitless naps as well,they can sleep sit eat and talk at the same time.

    Who else like/have such mornings..?


    #lastsundayoftheyear

    #lastsundayofthedecade

    Two Things


    Two Things which are still pleasing to my heart,

    Two things which bring back the smile on my face.

    Two things which is even new yet old to my heart..

    Two things which enlighten my day even more brighter..

    Two things which make me feel good about me being me and you being you..

    Yes they are the part of my heart being not mine..

    Not mine but still have my share on it..

    To think and feel alive.

    The Two things are litter..

    Yes The Slight Pinkish blush of your cheeks..

    And the Little light late lucid smiles.

    Without any application of cosmetics..

    Your smile is glittering to my eyes with the blushings of shyness.

    The Thin soft smiles….

    ©

    Start Doing…


    Where you stand today,

    Do you think is the place where you wanted to be.

    What you are today,

    Is it The same you wanted to be.

    How it feels to find yourself in the wrong place ,

    Or the place which is not where you wanted to be ..

    Isn’t it draining when you turn and see where you stand in the crowd

    And what they have expected from you,

    The fighter within you has surrendered or what?

    Or you think you can still fight against all the odds?

    Are you habitual now ,

    Habitual of comprising your dreams,

    Habitual of loosing and explaining the reasons of your failure.

    Or you have the spark still somewhere which gives you the reason to leave the bed in the early morning and conquer again,

    That fire to stay awake and pursue your dreams,

    Is it there?

    Are you still the same …?

    Yes You’re,

    And it is there,

    Just stay motivated

    And be focused.

    Above all

    Stop Wishing, Start Doing.

    Quote

    Definitely You..


    I know….

    I have more things to do…

    But I have my own selected priorities , though it look silly to some and careless to many..

    But yes i do have my priorities.. And the most prior of the priorities is you…

    Definitely You.

    Life starts with you and Ends at you

    At a coffee shop…


    After a long day,

    Me at a coffee shop with a coffee on my table.. and literally no one to accompany me.. Looking everyone with a story in mind about their conversations..

    In between this, just swallowed the unbearable coffee sips..

    And my vulnerable eyes started looking at everyone and everywhere..

    Then I saw a table where three girls were sitting and gossiping about something with shouts, giggles and laughter..

    I just changed my seat.. And sat next to their table so that I could listen what they were talking about..

    Ok so now they were audible..

    As I raised my listening skills by few more decibels..

    So the coffee was quite entertaining now, and I asked one more to look engaged to the waiters.

    These girls were clapping and doing high fives in between them.

    The three girls were talking about their respected boyfriends, and how they have been pampered ..

    actually they were saying that , they literally play as per their will with the boys.. Be it a movie going or some expensive purchasing.

    They compared who is better among the three and how they are planning more expenditure from their boyfriends. As Diwali is on the cards now,

    I was actually liking this, as it is something new to know..that everything is as per planning and plotting.

    In between this they have realized that I am listening their talks..or observing them.. They may have thought that I am interested in one of them..

    So they actually started looking at me with a smile..which was even more hilarious.

    One of them has loosened her hair and started swinging her hair with a confident swag ..

    And looked at me with even more nuances .. With fixing her messy Red t-shirt near her waist.

    And looked at me for while trying to say Hey or Hello, with a smile filled with fakeness,

    I just turned my eyes and shakedown my head.

    She along with her friends left the place

    Reasons better know to them.

    But yes she had her flair.. 🙂

    And I turned off the signals and shifted focus on the right hind side of the table,

    Where I saw An lady around 85years was there with a kid may be her grand daughter..

    She was in a state of confusion as she don’t know what to order and how,

    Then a suspicious man with a very suspicious look came , could be her servant or a known fellow..

    Even he was unsure about the things so , I helped them to make their order

    He came and asked me to click a picture of him showing his Rudraksh and also asked my name,by saying I will be helpful to you sir, I am the one to whom you pray daily.

    I said, look I am helping just for the sake of kid and the lady ,not for being asked for clicking your PIC.

    He said ok sir, and obliged for the help in placing order,

    He was a bit different from normal, like mentally instable and heavy in voice, his actions were strange, though they enjoyed their coffee.

    but I still don’t why he asked me to click his picture though I deleted it.

    Then i recived a call from my home,left the place.

    Thank you

    ***P.S – I wrote this post by being at the coffee place.

    Prince Charming!!


    Oh the thick big glasses on my eyes don’t look good to the girls,

    They say I look like an uncle..

    Oh the dark skin tone of mine don’t attract to the girls ,

    They say, they can’t even see me sometimes..

    Oh the lean and thin body of mine , more like a Skelton , don’t get appreciated by girls..

    They say , They want muscular guys..

    They want Prince charming but with more the looks of the Prince ..

    That’s it !!

    Do I look like a Prince ? ,

    Yes of course ..

    But to me, and to my mother and sometimes in my mirror…

    They all want someone with good physique, and handsome looks..

    They treat me like a tree, as they don’t even notice when I stare at them.

    They laugh at my walk, also at my talk.

    They make fun of my clothes .

    They are good in fact better than good..

    But they should treat me at least a human..

    Human with all the feelings, and flaws..

    The Real Prince doesn’t require all the attributes , to get liked they get liked for being what they are.

    Oh they don’t even know that Thin, Lean, Fat, Short, Tall,Dark,Ugly, or weird are not what we can demand but yes we can diminish these tiny things of appearance with our nature , character and humanity.

    And The Real Prince is always about character, Humanity, Humbleness etc. Hope they learn before falling and failing in life..

    #BeTheRealPrince

    P.S : Just A Random Writeup.

    I can’t be a writer….


    So, Then I have realized that I can’t be a writer as it needs lot more than just writing good and real,

    As It requires a lot of materialistic things, and many more fabricated insights, one can’t be a writer if he/she is willing to write with the pure emotions and substance which makes him feel to write,

    They may put words and also may compile it , but it would not be enough to get attention and readers, you need more spices,

    And by having such spice you may tend to loose your original idea of the article or plot,

    You may write but you will never get satisfied with your work as you have opted for the additives of the trend.

    You may even find your self in a state where you are doing your work but for the choice of others,

    The tears , pains , emotions, happiness, sacrifice, selfishness, tragedy etc etc of your work will only get attention if it has some layering of everything in trend be it a title of the article or the visualization of it,

    sometimes you may need to promote it like a salesman, the original description of pain and happiness with the words came from heart may not by liked by the readers, they have their choice of interest and it has nothing to do with the effort you kept for writing,

    You and your writeup will be discarded within sometime. As you may not had the ingredients they were looking for..

    You can’t be what they want , as you can’t diminish your creativity..

    But you can’t survive with what you feel and write ,as everyone has options more than the choice..

    Think About it.

    Even I accepted their lies.


    They asked me few things about an issue, actually they wanted me to answer it either in a spicy way or they wanted to put me in some troublesome state,

    I smilingly said why you people are asking me this.? Don’t you believe their stated truths, Or you feel that I need to say my version.

    They said we want to know your side.

    I replied, There is no my side or their side, there is truth and their false.

    So you have to see what you take from their talks,

    We don’t believe them, they said.

    I answered I believe them, as I don’t care about anything now , I have nothing to loose. And they may be putting the right things forward, I don’t know what they are saying though, but even I accepted their lies, I can’t do much either.

    As even don’t know the real truth. And I have nothing to do with the truth now, as they did what they wanted to, and the damage couldn’t be recovered ever, but yes they have been good in chopping and presenting things in their suited way.

    But, I don’t have any interest in giving justification to anyone, or to put my side on the issue. As I am not here to prove Anything to anyone, I know my side I am right by best of thoughts, and deep down they also know what is right and what is not right, who is culprit and who is not, and above all there is someone who knows everything and he is looking at everything, to whom we call Almighty, The God,

    Moreover I heard that, they are too good and the world is too bad ,and I am too bad and the world is too bad , as per the talks what I came to know from the people in between me and them.

    Anyways We all are going to pay for the deeds we do , if not today then tomorrow for sure.

    if you are good you will receive good things from god , if bad then you have to be ready for the outcome, you can’t get away from your punishments.

    So , I don’t care what they are saying as I am only answerable to the god , but in my case it’s God who has to answer me, as he may don’t have any question and I have many to ask him. And it would start from Why me? ?

    I hope i will get the answer,!!!

    Anyways you are free to think and consider me anything you want as liberty is there for everyone.

    But my identity is best known to me and god. Likewise truth is better known to God , culprit and victim.

    But if they say I am culprit , then yes I am culprit . nothing to objectify or even feel bad. As they are not the decision makers . so why to think or care about it.

    Then they smiled and said you said nothing in particular but said everything.

    And I smiled back.

    Thank you for reading.

    Let’s Stay Independently United.


    Good Morning Friends,

    Wishing luck and love to all of you, And appealing all to believe in the integrity of our nation and celebrate our Independence,

    Yes a Very Happy Independence Day all my friends and fellow Bloggers across the globe.

    We all are one, we all believe in Unity .

    We all know our history, and the fight against slavery and struggle for freedom.

    So, We need to understand the value of the freedom, we have some issues still to fight like Terrorism, Unemployment,crime, communalism, etc etc we need to eradicate all these and the solutions against it,

    we have to strengthen our women and should focus on women empowerment,

    we need to have a parallel education system, no changes as per the state, one nation one syllabus and one medium, .

    we need to fight against the misconception of our so called social reformers and put the right things forward.

    Yes we have been doing some good things in the recent times which has brought some more expectations, it’s good the evils like triple talaq and article 370 has been removed, also the reservation have been offered to the people who are economically weaker, irrespect of the their caste.

    We have to accept that somewhere we needed these transformations,

    But we need more and more to bring back the title of The Golden Bird for our country. And I believe we can do that.

    Let’s fight against the poor mindsets, and stay united for the Harmony and peace.

    We all make India, The India world knows.

    Let’s stay Independent for ever and take our independence for more generations to come.

    Let’s Stay Independently United.

    Yes I Am a Proud Indian like Any other Indian. And I believe we all should be.

    Happy Independence Day!!!

    Mera Bharat Mahaan!!

    Jai Hind!!

    Pray 4 Kerala…


    Good Morning friends,

    We all are quite aware of the issues Kerala is facing now, with heavy rains and flood kind of situations ,in fact many portions of southern India is dealing with it,

    Kerala is in deep trouble, they face it every next time and I read this on s portal that it happens because of unplanned development, landslides and floods occurs mainly because of poor decisions taken for having developments, they discard the demands of nature, they opt for deforestation,rock cuttings, poor water harvesting etc

    Anyways, we need to stand by them in their tough situations, let’s stick together and help them , we could help them in any possible manner like offerings charity, donating essentials like food and basics.

    If you are good enough then I would request you to share your bit for them. And it could be anything they need food ,clothes, water, raincoats ,medicines etc you may Google it to do it.

    I have been following news about it 8 districts have been declared as red alerted. 150+ individuals are missing ,20+ people are died, (Numbers may vary)

    Imagine abundance of water everywhere you see and its still raining, you desiring for life to live with your family, but don’t how to survive. Being unsheltered,sick ,and hungry.

    It is horrible and tragic.

    Same is with Karnataka and Maharashtra, the people who are there are facing trouble as well, in fact the States residing next to the Western Ghats have been declared to have heavy rainfall and may face severe landslides .

    Our Govt. is trying their best but don’t why they do it after the occurrence, as I believe “preventions is better than cure”. Anyways hoping for the best.

    But Kerala has been the most affected state so far by being the most green and beautiful. And of course my favourite.

    Lets do it as a human being. let’s pray for them, let’s pray for Kerala, and urge god in our prayers about all the Kerala people, as praying for the person next to you is also a kind of concern.

    Thank you.

    Bad at Response.


    Good Afternoon Guys,

    Today I am here with something to discuss which you may like , or may not but let’s discuss it.

    Guys, we often see such people in our daily life who have the tendency of speaking more and also speaking less, and it actually varies from individual to individual as per their own choices,

    But there is one other kind of people who speak relevantly good but have the tendency of showing disinterest to your talks, they will be available to you but with half of their heart, even if they are not half hearted but there traits will make you think so,

    they will give smiles, as reply, they may give you one liners sometimes even one words, they make reaction with expressions, they may listen but pretends to not listen, or they will change the topic at their will, which is actually disheartening to the individual who is eagerly waiting for a respected response,

    It actually makes you think that this man/woman don’t want to talk or may be not interested to talk or may have some attitude issues. Which is very much okay by their observations, as they are receiving such vibes from the other end so they may presume that,

    Even I don’t want to be in a conversation where the individual is finding words on instalments, I speak with my heart and also with a reason, and want the partner to speak well, and react whenever needed, not sure how you people think about it,

    But my opinion is this , and to have a healthy conversation, the two individual should have enough interest to speak and listen, one should not speak alone and vice versa.

    And it has nothing to do with the choice of context or with the subject of talks, they have the tendency of speaking in that way as they prefer it, regardless of the subject of talks.

    Of course I am not saying that everyone is blessed with good speaking skills or talkativeness, but it is not about the limited skills or the other, the individuals who act unavailable or who react late or selective with responses are actually Bad at listening skills and of course with the speaking skills, even with the reactive skills ,

    they should learn and improve, as it is actually a graveyard for themselves, as they are actually creating barriers between their loved ones with bits and pieces of words.

    Like they sound RUDE,FAKE,And ANNOYING!

    And someone with really bad Etiquettes,

    And no one prefers to talk with a person who has 3-4 words for every single thing you say, or may prefer to talk when it is needed the most with some sadness.

    This is what I feel , Don’t know Right or wrong,

    Do share your opinions if you feel so.

    Thank you

    I Find You Cute.


    I find you cute, seriously cute.

    When you smile in between the intense arguments,

    I find you cute, when you try to sing sharp with a bad voice.

    When you try and match your clothes with mine for every party,

    I find you really very cute,

    When you ask me to close the umbrella even if i don’t like rain, with a polite request.

    I find you cute when you share all the boring stories of your friends,without my interest.

    I find you cute, when I see you talking and crying at the same time.

    I find you cute , when you play the music of my favorite composer, whenever I am in stress.

    I find you cute , when you put your head on my shoulder and talk ,

    And in between that you sleep on my shoulder, which is even more cute.

    I find you cute when you ask me a kiss on your forehead,

    I find you cute with me, this way and also that way ,

    I find you cute every time.

    As You are Really Cute.


    Good Night

    Both are important.


    Well most of my friends are unhappy with me,

    They find me Annoying,

    They call me everything what they hate,

    They say I am unavailable being available to them,

    They say you can’t be like this to us,

    I try to convince them,but they don’t listen,

    They are Right in their ways, I have to be with them if I am with them,

    But I am with my love interest,

    If not being next to her always then through my phone,

    I feel good for the fact that she feels good when I am connected to her either next to her with holding a hand or through calls or even chats,

    My friends don’t like my life style and priority,

    But I don’t want to see her sad, as she feels sad and bad when I don’t message or call her and don’t lift her call,

    I lie her sometimes that yes you wished me the first birthday wish, though sometimes she is second as my mother wishes before than her may be a fraction of second earlier,

    Even if its a lake or I am at some public place I text her, as she wants to feel the ambiance with me and my words. I like it, its not that I am not enjoying it.

    But its a cheat with my friends.

    She enjoys everything of my talks ,

    Even my sick poor cheap jokes, at which no one can laugh.

    And of course my way of care,

    She just love talking to me,

    She says ” I will be fine I don’t need a doctor, you are the doctor and the medicine is our conversation.” When she gets sick.

    I Remember that ,

    I talked to her through calls and texts for around 20hrs continuously with a charger plugged in, whenever needed.

    She loved the gesture, and even felt good to be with her when she needed me.

    I have to talk as she my love and I can’t see her sad,

    After knowing that her sadness is my unavailability and lesser communication.

    But what to do with my friends ,they are not wrong either.

    They want me as their friend as I have been,

    She asks me to pick one sometimes,

    somehow I skip the question with an ice cream or some deep discussion about my career, but i am worried with the picking of one.

    I may pick her over them by being a selfish lover but I wouldn’t be Happy with that, I know as my friends are also important .!

    Love them and Love her also. Both have their importance but yes one priority is not happy when I am with the another priority.


    ***We can’t decide who comes first and who is second, of course it’s both which make us what we want to be, so its important to make them understand their importance in our life, one can’t be another and vice versa. Both are differently important in life. It’s harsh and unfair to pick and choose.

    You Are Beautiful.


    You like The Roses, Right !

    I like the color called blue a lot,

    yes all the shades of blue,

    What about The Roses in Blue color !

    Layer by layer,

    The petals of Roses in Blue color.

    With some drops of dew over it,

    Which would add the glittering effect.

    You like wearing shorts more,

    As you love your legs,

    Yes long sexy legs,

    And I like short hair ,

    Colored short hair more, As world is beyond monochrome,

    What about you being in your favourite shorts,

    With the sexy long legs,

    And the colored short hair,

    Around the shoulder height,

    And the slightly soothing smooth breeze,

    Adding the visual treat .

    Visualizing the scene more and more

    And Feeling good about it,

    To see you in the colored hair with a Blue Rose,

    Also wearing the shorts

    And showing your sexy legs.

    With a token in my hand to give you

    With a note written

    “You are Beautiful”

    Stories and many more : II


    Hello Again,

    Well I would like to say that I am very happy with the response from the previous post of mine from the same segment which encouraged me to come up with the second post of such kind from my real life.

    Hoping seriously that you guys would shatter the same kind of love and response to this.

    Also for those who missed reading out the previous one I am sharing the link of it so that they could read it .

    https://wp.me/p83RXy-9E


    Okay, so I share an incident which had been a serious tension to my family.

    We all know that there was a superhero show which used to be there at the television and we all watched it like something more than precious,

    yes I am talking about shaktimaan the one only superhero show,

    i think it used to be there on the Saturdays mostly than started on Sundays as well,

    I was crazy for the show, I use to ran hard with all my strength and swiftness to watch the show,sometimes without removing shoes.

    So it was a craze for the kids of my age. And the guys from 90s would agree with me.

    Like many kids I used to believe in everything what I saw through television, though the show always provided the Disclamation of it is being fictitious and don’t deal any resemblance with anyone.

    But me being a kid, also idiot thought it showcases the real world.

    And I climbed up to the peak of water tank which was about 30metres from the ground level so that shaktimaan would come and stop me from jumping ,

    I literally did that by being influenced by my neighbor friend who stated that shaktimaan came to save him like he does in the TV and he met him that way,

    So i liked the idea of meeting him and luckily at the time I decided to climb , my brother was there with me,

    he tried to stop but I don’t listen at such times,

    and then he reached home somehow all the way from the water tank to my home which was about one km from my home,

    my mother came with a hustle with every tear falling over the stairs and stopped me,

    I reached almost of the water tank,as it was around 200stairs and I was too young to walk through it,

    so she came and took me from their with all the way to my home with some hard slaps , pulling my hair through the journey and yes folding of ears which was her favorite, she asked why you did so?

    I told her that shaktimaan was about to come but you came in between my mother told the show is not real it is fiction,

    I said our neighbor told me that he met him yesterday when he climbed so I did the same,

    she slapped me more than earlier as she felt I am having a bad bunch of fools with me,

    later she never allowed me to meet me but I used to met him again and again,

    I remember that the show has such an influence that I wanted to wear the costume of the show for all my parties if possible and allowed, also at the backyard i used to spin around and fly like shaktimaan but always failed 😀


    Hope you guys liked my story and allow me to share more my childhood with you all. Yes it is not that cool as it could have gone either way, so I would say that we should be selective about what to show the kids .

    Yes I have been idiotic as I find it ridiculous now and don’t encourage that all, but that’s what childhood is and like to share it with you all.

    And

    Always Follow the golden words

    “DON’T TRY THIS AT HOME”.

    Virgin…


    After 2 years of her marriage ,

    Pia came back to India to stay with her family, so many of her friends came to meet her,

    they asked her many random questions about her and husband,

    like,

    how is your marriage,?

    You both are happy ?

    How you have been these days etc.

    she said yes I am happy as I look. And we are living with all possible happiness.

    Her friend (Nisha) said , all good !that’s enough as you have been the most reserved girl from our group! And went to abroad all of a sudden .

    Pia replied ‘ yes i have been very shy and reserved.,

    Pia asked – What about you, are you still flirting with all?

    Nisha replied- yes sometimes for fun and sometimes for seriously nothing.

    But tell me about you how good is your life, you are looking different, he is nice to you right?

    I mean why you came alone where is he?,

    Pia replied ‘ of course he wanted to come but he had some commitments.

    yes I can’t tell you about it in details but I feel so lucky to be his wife.

    Her friend was not convinced as she can observe that her eyes were saying something else.

    She again, asked her the same question in a different way,

    ” hey your husband is a rich guy , I saw his profile has some good money in the bank and also have a lot of property etc right?.”

    She replied ‘ yes so.

    Her friend puzzled pia ” are you not excited with that, like money ,property cars etc.

    pia replied “yes if it excites you then I am also excited.”

    Her friend could sense that pia is missing something, she asked her again and again by some promises and all.

    Pia replied ” yes I am married I love him and he loves me, yes he is rich and talented that’s it,

    but you know what I feel like i am still partially virgin,

    Yes we travelled everywhere but not like a couple , he was there with some work and consignments.

    And I was there to make him feel stress relieved whenever needed.

    He has been there with me, but not there for me, more for status showoff. To show it to the world through social networking sites.

    And you know how we love, it is more like robots following some of the mating commands.

    Yes He is a proper straight man and i am also proper straight girl, nothing odd as it sounds.

    but the fact is that, he only touched my body and not my soul, and never allowed me to get in his zone of privacy.

    We are not connected to each other like we should have.

    My body is not virgin my friend but yes my emotions are , my heart is not there when I am with him because he is not also there with me, its more like a task to him or an activity to loose stress for him, that’s it,

    he is busy with his cigars and phone ,

    he is there but he is not there with me actually ,

    he loves his work more than himself. He love me but his style of love is not what I like may be he don’t even know how to love.

    He has a time for everything like 10mins for breakfast , 5mins for getting ready etc,

    he is a big time management insect.

    It’s good professionally.

    but not for the layers of love to get unfolded.

    But I am happy as I can’t be sad.


    ***Love is beyond the materialistic happiness. Love them with everything you have,not just posting pictures and buying gifts.

    love her!


    I want that Tight Hug from you..

    Just a Gentle Push towards the wall,

    And Hold me Hard,

    Yes, Harder than an air lock,

    I have been waiting for you with all my heavy breathes..

    Yes I am sick , & Uncomfortable,

    the doctor advised to sleep and sleep for at least a week,

    Look I painted my nails with Red colour…

    And coloured my hair as well,

    Similar to your favorite Hollywood Girl,

    You may like it, and love me more.

    Please Love me .. I want your love.

    Show some care ..

    I haven’t ate from yesterday,

    I want to eat from your hands,

    I don’t like those pills..

    I need you, and your love..

    Not those pills..

    They can’t cure me..

    Love me with all the passion ,

    You may like the body temperature,

    Yes my eyes look a bit sleepless,

    But I will sleep tonight ,

    I swear, just love me please…

    Show some care….!!

    Stay with them more , they need you in their tough times more than anything else.

    S H A D E S


    It was around 2 am , he reached his home, which was at 4th floor of the famous apartment in that city.

    He was extremely tired with the stress and strain of the day, as finding job is more tougher than doing the job,

    some how he managed to change the formal wears with shorts and took his sleep.

    he was an aspiring actor who was searching opportunities.

    But yet to get a call for acting,It has been 3months of joblessness.

    So he was frustrated in a way, but he was there to prove the people wrong who discarded him and his talent in the auditions he gave so far.

    So, the next morning he woke up with the same fighting spirit and gone for many more offices for auditions,

    And again no one even looked at his portfolio and rejected him,

    Now , it was around 3pm, he was about to feel sad and hungry at the same time, he received a call from a reputed ad agency, he ran and reached the agency with some nervousness ,he was asked to sit, then he was about to face the owner,

    But she lefts the place.

    He was stated by the manager that he has to do AD of some detergent, he was ready with the incoming and accepted it,

    Next Day, he reached the place and he saw the other side of acting world,

    he saw that there are many guys and girls are being asked for audience for the same AD in which he was already part, he was confused that why this audition is going on,

    before he could now he came to know that they are doing it as preventive method, as they may replace him if he does not do good

    Some how he managed to impress and did a good job, now in the same set he met the owner,

    she is beautiful with some temper issues he observed, she cleared his amount for the ad and asked him to meet again in the evening by sharing her card.

    He agreed and left.

    In the evening he called the no. Printed on the card,

    She didn’t lift and dropped a message in which she shared her address of farm house .

    He manages to go there. It is 7pm now

    He again calls. This time her phone is in a silent mode. Some how he enter the house.

    He could hardly find the purpose of calling him there.

    Then he enters , he is still not sure what’s going on.

    And suddenly he finds a weird thing of being locked from outside. He is scared now, who is there ? He shouts.

    She smiles and says relax , and in between this she offers him some drink and it was not tea or coffee .

    he says madam I am OK may I know what’s the reason to call me here. Is there any big project,

    she says yeah. It is bigger than you thought,

    As You have to impress me, or Should i say satisfy me! By sitting over a couch in a navy blue dress with some alcoholic eyes and unconditioned hair falling over her shoulder she says..

    He is shocked now. And says excuse me! What?

    She smiles again and asks him to come closer,

    And says look, I am searching fun and you are searching success,

    so should I say that you are the next star of the country. But for becoming the star you have to go with what I prefer for you.

    Look I know that you are from a small town and these things are new , but you may have seen the amount of aspirants near my office and you may be in a confusion that how and why you have been selected. And I hope you are by now quite clear with your doubts.

    And Pulls him towards her with showing some of her visible body parts,

    I saw your photographs in the portfolio and I decided that you will be in the ad, now I want you to be in the next project but for that you have to impress me in every prospect.

    I know you are good at work as you are very hardworking as told by the director ,

    Let me check whether you are equally good at other works or not she whispered.

    He replied I am good enough to earn money I think I don’t need to do this or that to become a star so thank you I am happy with it. I would like to go now, let the doors get open. He removes her hand over his neck.

    She smiled and says ,

    you know what the small town people are so poor they can’t take life smoothly, I am beautiful rich and also successful and u need opportunity which only I can provide but you are saying no to me. Do you know how fool you are ! Again she snatches few buttons of his shirt and pulls him towards her.

    He says yes I am fool , and happy with it and I don’t want to become star as well.. You are beautiful and also i need opportunity but it does not mean that I would do something which is not good ,

    I am not here for sale. Let me go! He slaps her and firmly looks her with anger,

    He Breaks the door and left the place. But she was not happy with what happened. As she had other ideas for him, and felt like rejected.

    Next Day,

    He was saddened now with the side effects of his dream and decides to leave the city. But in between the rush he has been called from another production house , they were seeking some one who is new and talented and found him as the perfect choice through his previous audience.

    Six Months Later,

    He is the star by his own merit without any comprises.

    And finds the same lady in every other business parties and looks her like he saw nothing.

    And one bad day he came to know that the lady has been killed at her own farm house from one of her longtime victim.

    Good Day!