The Brain Storm Award !!


well, hello everyone, Good to be back with some award nomination, and some questions and answers for knowing each other better, yes it is for fun so lets start the fun with a smile on our face .

let me thank to the person who has nominated for the award, called BRAINSTROM AWARD.

Thank you so much Vartika for nominating me.

It’s very encouraging And Overwhelming to get mentioned or feel special among many.

Link to Vartika`s blog – https://vartikaforu.wordpress.com/

Rules

1. Thank the person who nominated you and provide a link back to their blog.

2. Tag your post with #BrainstormsAward and follow Brainstorms if you are willing!

3. List the rules and display the Brainstorms Award Logo.

4. Talk a bit about your blog, why you started it, what you write about, and your goal for your blog.

5. Answer the five questions you have been asked.

6. Nominate five other amazing bloggers.

7. Ask them five new questions.

My blogs

well i have been writing from 2016 on wordpress. i have 2 blogging sites, the other one is named as the the roasted chicken . in the beginning of my writing i was using this platform to eject out my frustrations, opinions, ideology and perceptions. it could be for anything what i felt and observed around me. or even about my personal experience but later on i have developed from where i have been to a where i am i.e i developed the art of writing articles, short stories , poems, prose, monologues, and quotations. i dont know how good were they but yes i have published 2 books which are there for everyone in the e platforms like amazon and flipkart. so this is a small insight about me and my blogs, here you can find all kinds of stuff which are quiet engaging and exciting. make sure you all find some time to read and observe the work.

Answers to the Questions asked by Vartika….

1. Which is your all time favourite book and why ?

Ans. it is very simple for me, i have 3 favorite books out of which 2 are written by me 😀 and the 1st is always 1st because it has been narrated by Lord Shri Krishna, so they are as mentioned below.

1 . SREEMADH BHAGWATH GEETA 2. DROPLETS OF LOVE 3. STORIES FOR YOU

2. Are you a morning person or a night owl?

Ans. depends upon the need, i can be both but yes in winters dont want to wake up early. it is a torture.

3. One advice that actually changed your life ?

Ans. still seeking that one advice. because still looking for the real transformation, but yes my mother told me that i look good when i smile, so i should never hesitate to do that.

4. What is one thing you like about your personality?

Ans. this is question is not the question , how could i know about my personality or traits which are good or one can like. i think i am very straight forward so this is good or not i dont know but yes i have paid price for being on front and honest. you tell me if you find something good in me .

5. What makes you laugh the most?

Ans. A good Joke , a good hilarious moment or something in which i was teased by someone who is beautiful like no one else i have seen. or even when i say i am an author.

My Questions:

  1. tell me about yourself?
  2. the onething you are seeking in life with writing and without writing?
  3. the name which comes in your name when you see yourself in the mirror?
  4. when you are purchasing my books?
  5. give me 5topics to write which are closed to your heart?

Nominations : see, if you know me , you will definitely know that i hate picking people, in fact it is quiet cumbersome also 😛 and i am quiet lazy, so i leave it open for everyone and anyone please feel free to get nominated and answers the questions.

Artistically Beautiful!!


 

 

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I saw a Dream,

Dream with my open eyes,
With many more layers of love,
Love,
for the one to whom I never met,
And never saw,
She was Artistically beautiful,
As I don’t think ,
could ever see a lady of such grace.
With Her Beautiful Eyes ,
More like the Moon after eclipse.
With a Little Sharp nose,
May have customized before her birth,
Lips , like Little Roses layered with Dew Drops,
Soft , Smooth and colorful.
She looked like a Beauty with a Mysterious smile,
But before I could solve it,
She Disappeared.

 

 


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BLOW YOUR MIND


Good Evening Guys, Today i am here to discuss something related to your mind, yes your mind and the things you could do to make it work better, rather i should say that you all should do, well before getting into the discussion and to any conclusion i really want to say that i am just trying to highlight an issue which is not much discussed or talked by us,

Guys we all may have observed a state of life where are very fizzy in our thinking or quite confused than we usually used to be, we do not have the exact picture or the sense of clarity in our thoughts and the decision making. well going further we could feel the effects of it our daily life,

The Unconscious Mind and the term called Brain Fog is something with which most of the people deal in their life in several parts of the world , both are not same but yes both are somehow similar. Well i think as my knowledge is very lesser so i don`t feel i have the right to speak anything about the technical/ scientific reasons and details but yes i have done all sorts of research on the topics which are enough to share the insights of it.

As per the available resources and observations , The Brain Fog is a state of mind at which a person is in a state of less wakeful or unaware than normal. they find it difficult to pay attention, they are not aware of the time, surroundings, and the exact demand of life. they have an imbalance in clarity of consciousness. the reaction time is quite slow than what the need is may be because of the unawareness or not be an active participant in the situation. it is a term with which can consider it as state of sluggishness of brain.

Where as The Unconscious Mind is state of mind where the person is in a state of looking at the things which are not there for introspection , and tends to favor intuitive or parallel-interactive logic, which depends on the pattern of connections that develop between all of the elements, it includes motivations, thought processes, memories , interests and desires. the unconscious does not include all that is not conscious, but rather what is actively repressed from conscious thought or what a person is averse to knowing consciously, Unconscious thoughts are not directly accessible to ordinary introspection, but are supposed to be capable of being “tapped” and “interpreted” by special methods and techniques such as meditation,dream analysis and verbal slips.

The Unconscious Mind contains all sorts of significant and disturbing material which we need to keep out of awareness because they are too threatening to acknowledge fully, well discussing all the effects and stigmas of if it i do feel the responsibility to share some quick fixing tricks which i have came to know, of course i do suggest the exact diagnosis of it by the specialists with all the issues you have to but there is no harming trying some self curing activities like yoga , meditation, chanting mantras, realizing that each moment is new, and staying in the moment is what the need is and it could be done by lowing the nervous system and regaining mental balance and clarity.

Taking Good Sleep , having proper diet, reducing stress levels, staying happy , have a check at your hormonal imbalance if any and indulging yourself into some kind of physical exercise are some ways to fix the occurrence of brain fog.

I hope i have been able to help you with this article although i tried to highlight the issue to have discussion or to have a self check of you all and have a retrospect on it if needed.

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Thank You

Who will be the first?


Well who would be the first?

Yes this is what we see in today’s kind of love. People just wait and wait for others to come first and approach for their love.

Even though they know what and where they are wrong but they feel going first and speaking would diminish their so called self-respect.

Look , I strongly feel that one should know the exact difference between self respect and ego.

There is a very fine line in between the both, so normally people think they are holding there self respect but they are actually doing wrong they are living with ego and make it grow more and more. And in the end they ruin their life .

They should not do that , what I strongly feel, as the trees which have the tendency to bend a bit end up living long, as long straight unbendable trees usually chopped and used for other purpose (Bamboo).

So, One should look beyond all these in life, egoism is not healthy for anyone especially in love it is very dangerous, people should preserve their love and nurture it better rather than spoiling it with their childish egoistic approach,

Going first and solving differences does not make you a small person, it makes you brave and bigger than your partner.

yes make sure that you don’t do anything beyond that margin of self-respect.

Dignified measures are good to sort it out ,

Make sure that you show them mirror if they are wrong and accept your mistakes as well , have proper communication and give them time to grow as an individual.

Thank you

Announcement : DROPLETS OF LOVE


 

Announcement

 Hello and Namaste to all the beautiful people out there, Wishing you all a very Happy Vijay Dashami and Dusshera, may all your wishes come true. may all your worries get vanished and you find the real happiness of your life. 

Hopefully you all are healthy and doing good.

Guys ,After the overwhelming response of the previous book “Stories For You” ,

We are presenting the new book of the author.

 The book  is titled  as “DROPLETS OF LOVE” , Published by Mr. R Prakash Rao, which is now live and available in India and also in different parts of the world.

DROPLETS OF LOVE – INDIA

This is the 2nd book of the Author.

 The book is compiled and crafted with all the noticeable efforts and hard work.

The book does not hold references to any.

  The book is available in the paperback format .

so, here we are requesting you all to show some love to the efforts and dedication involved in it.

Please Appreciate it if you find it appreciable.

Grab a copy and spread the word.

The book is available at amazon , flipkart and notion press.

And yes don’t forget to share your feedback

DROPLETS OF LOVE – ABROAD

Thank You 

Team RPR

 

For assistance the links of various countries are shared below  of the available distributors.

For the Readers in India

 Paperback Format is available at

Amazon.In: https://www.amazon.in/DROPLETS-LOVE-R-Prakash-Rao/dp/1685543928/ref=sr_1_1?dchild=1&keywords=droplets+of+love&qid=1634840571&s=books&sr=1-1

Notionpress.com: https://notionpress.com/read/droplets-of-love

Flipkart .com : https://www.flipkart.com/droplets-of-love/p/itme40a3b2af3e1e?pid=9781685543921&affid=editornoti

 

For the readers in U.S.A

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.com: Amazon.com: DROPLETS OF LOVE: 9798470827722: RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Books https://www.amazon.com/Stories-you-Mr-Prakash-Rao/dp/B09B359ZWS/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1627623287&sr=8-1 

For the Readers in Australia

Paperback format is available at DROPLETS OF LOVE : RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Amazon.com.au: Books 

For the readers in UK

Paperback format is available at

DROPLETS OF LOVE: Amazon.co.uk: RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: 9798470827722: Books 

For the readers in Spain

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.es: Amazon.com: DROPLETS OF LOVE: 9798470827722: RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Books 

For the readers in Japan

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.co.jpAmazon.co.jp: DROPLETS OF LOVE : RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Foreign Language Books 

For the readers in Italy

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.it: Amazon.it: DROPLETS OF LOVE – RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH – Libri

 For the readers in Germany

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.de: DROPLETS OF LOVE : RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Amazon.de: Bücher

 For the readers in France

 Paperback format is available at

Amazon.fr: DROPLETS OF LOVE : RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Amazon.fr: Livres 

For the readers in Canada

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.ca: DROPLETS OF LOVE: RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: 9798470827722: Books – Amazon.ca 

For the readers in turkey

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.com.trDROPLETS OF LOVE : RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Amazon.com.tr: Kitap

 For the readers in Singapore

Paperback format is available at

Amazon.sg: DROPLETS OF LOVE : RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Amazon.sg: Books

For the readers in Egypt

Amazon.com: Amazon.com: DROPLETS OF LOVE: 9798470827722: RAO, Mr. R PRAKASH: Books 

Enjoy  Reading.

Not CREDIBLE !


Hello Friends,

Hope you all are doing good in your life , as i really want you all to be in the best of your health and mental state.

Guys today i have been thinking about the stature and the credible status of Bollywood , and i really feel sad for the circumstances it has been , the recent suicides of some of the most adorable and talented actors and the drama around their demise has been very strange and shameful, which is very sluggish with the best of my knowledge.

but when i see the last one and half years of entertainment world , i only feel cheated and betrayed by the so called actors and their closed ones, we have seen the involvement of Mr. Raj Kundra in the pornography case and also in the IPL Betting case.

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And then the never ending list of involvement of bollywood actors in drug peddling and consumption , we have seen the actors like Deepika Padukone , Sara Ali khan , Shraddha kappoor, Rakul Preet singh, Rhea chakraborthy along with her brother and yes Aryan Khan the son of famous bollywood actor shah Rukh Khan. Of course few of them have been are behind the bars but most of them are still in the process of investigation or may be the investigation agency could not have found any evidences or they were not enough to prove them guilty,

we also heard the noise of involvement form the televison industry with some big names from the business like Bharti singh and her husband. with due respect we have also some references of the south Indian film industry but they were are not as it has been form the bollywood,

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although with Aid of some of the most reputed lawyers they are safe and they are still working in the same field but as an audience we have to think do we still trust them ?

do we really feel them are someone who have been asked for investigation without a purpose.

do we really think that they have been targeted by some of the people for their political or ideological benefits ? which we usually get to listen who are supporting these actors or who defend the bollywood,

we do have our own brain we can sense that everything is not for an political agenda as some forces are there to destroy the youth of our country and by availing drugs in the streets by small kids or by some unconventional means they are trying to make our country weak and addictive to the drugs which could hamper us like never before,

it is sad that few still there political interests in the entire investigation and raids.

but i feel that the term called bollywood has lost its charm and attraction, people have slowly developed hatred which we usually hear in the general discussions in our local gardens, this hatred is also very reasonable not at all objectionable as they are the so called reel heroes they have extra responsibility for being what they are there many followers to them who follow them blindly, they are worshiped in some places, but if this is what the truth is then i think it is the common people who have been cheated the most for believing everything what there favorite stars said,

but the broader picture is that there are many families who are completely dependent on the film industry for their survival if this how we all are going to create a kind of rejection and question for all the valid reasons where and what they will do to survive. i can only feel bad for everyone who followed them and who is associated from the industry and have to face some hatred for things they have done wrong somewhere .

Thank you

Strengthening More..


Twisted,
Even Crushed,
Broken,
And yes shattered,

Losing Everyday,
Falling from several heights Again and again.


Thrown,
Also Dumped
Yes Even a little Dismantled..

Shocked,
And scattered Into Pieces..

But Still Fighting,
Yes Fighting To Survive,
And To Get succeed,

Recollecting The Pieces and fixing it again,

Beware,
I am Strengthening, we are strengthening..

Strengthening More ,
To Defend ,
And also Attack,

Strengthening Again,
To Stand,  survive, And Succeed.

Yes We are Strengthening More..

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Reload!!!


The same thing is different when you start feeling it..

The same world is different when you start exploring it..

The same life is different when you start living it…

The same people are different when you start accepting them..

The same problems are different when you start solving them..

The same joke is different when you start enjoying it…

Reload the life by adding a new flair to it .

Everything is possible when you are willing to make it possible. It is very important to bring that adaptivity to withstand and conquer every single hurdle of life.
Just Bring back Life to Liveliness.
Thank you

    The Right Girl !


    Just Not the Right Girl for you!
    
    As I smoke & Drink sometimes , and you don't,
    
    Just not the Right Girl for you ,
    
    As I Don't Pray much,
    
    Just not the Right Girl for you,
    As I laugh Louder than any other girl,
    
    Just Not the Right Girl,
    as I wear Some Clothes which are short and you don't like such clothes,
    
    Just Not the Right Girl,
    as I Care for others more than me, and you don't ,
    
    Just Not the Right Girl , 
    as I Don't share my problems and Pain , as you want it to be,
    
    Just not the right Girl,
     as I Am a free Bird ,and you want to have a puppet for you,
    
    
    I can't be that Girl with Limited Words as I speak a lot at times,
    
    I can't be your Miss Right all the time.
    
    As I want to fly and you want someone without wings.
    
    So Dude,
    You are free to have such Puppets more and more ,
    
    I am not the Right choice for you.
    Thank You

    Some More Cigarettes Please. . .


    
    
    Laying in pain, on the corners of Road,
    Without any serious sense of shyness,

     

    Also sitting sometimes near the balcony,
    
    Thinking about You, And The Fate.
    
    
    
    
    With this white smoke all around my face,
    And  A Cigarette in my hand, And even many more packets of cigarettes,
    with a lighter to put fire.
    Closing my eyes , and taking the smoke inside my body,
    
    Mixing it with my respiratory organs and destroying them ,
    
    With my eyes filled with tears and all colored in red.
    
    
    
    
    Smoking it like we breathe for living ,
    Craving for it like kids do for food.
    
    But Loosing Hopes of  Living a life.
    
    Ignoring the Dangers involved in it, 
    As every next choke of smoke gives some artificial goodness,
    with lots and lots of worries. Everything seems disappearing slowly.
    
    I know It's like a self destruction.
    I know there is nothing like heroism in it.
    I know it's not good for health,
    Yes of course It's not magical.
    It is not a healer not even a pain killer.
    It's just that I am terribly addicted to it,
    It will kill me someday,
    May be with more pain than what I have now,
    It may be unbearable for me then,
    But still I want some more..
    Some More Cigarettes Please.
    ,

    **Fictional & And I Don’t Smoke.

     

    **Smoking is Injurious to Health.

    Notes for self.


    I left them,

    They will say what they want,

    I have my things to do,

    I know how to do,

    I will do it.

    Let them watch me,

    And my Glory with some fake appreciations.

    I need not to prove.

    I am here for my own good.

    Yes I am doing good now,

    But will do a bit more better than this for sure.


    Good Night

    Janamasthami 2 Chaturthi offer !


     

    Hello Everyone ,

    Hope you all are good and sharp at health,

    Also expecting the best fortunes for everyone of you

    may everything around you becomes fruitful and happier.

    Guys here i wish you all a very happy SHRI KRISHNA JANAMASTHMI . and with my will, responsibility, love and dedication towards my beloved readers, we have decided to bring and gift an offer called Janamasthami 2 Chaturthi offer by which we are offering 7 % discount on my book ” STORIES FOR YOU – R PRAKASH RAO” from the day of shri krishna janamasthmi to the vinayaka chatuthi ( 21 readers). by accessing a secret coupon code from me through my email id ” shri.rprakashrao@gmail.com .

    the offer will get extended in terms of coupons as if we feel the demand is twice of the availability,

    please note that the mentioned offer is only available and applicable at notionpress.com so don’t try at other platforms for the offer.

    so, here i request and suggest to ensure a coupon code and grab a copy of my book.

    if not please make people know about it by sharing it on your blog post, and other social connection mediums.

    thank you again

    with love

    r prakash rao

     

    lovE & paiN


    Love is pain and pain is love

    Both are on the same page and both are with one another.

    Both are not easy to handle,

    both makes you strong,

    Both needs more and more of you.

    Both will either make you or break you,

    Why we love to have love , and want pain with it,,?

    Sometimes without our choice, Will and demand we taste both

    Live with love and love with pain so that we could live and love and feel the pain as a part of it

    Pain gets lesser when we have our best partners to cope up,

    Love gets more and actually grows when we have best partners,

    so both are same in terms of demand, love grows and pain diminishes with our best possible partners,

    Love is medicine which cures from the disease called pain,

    Love your love always, like you love your love like no one else can love ever.

    And your love never feel any pain even in a pain.

    Don’t Hide…


    Yes I am happy..

    I like the little cute smiles,

    and the naughty winks of mine,

    I wanted all this to happen for me,

    Yes This is something different,

    its special.

    But still I am not accepting it,

    I am hiding it,

    I want to stay away from this,

    I am staying at some distance without my honest will,

    But this is quite cautionary,

    I am hiding my emotions and the reactive notions.

    I am hiding the cute little love.

    I want loneliness not love,

    May be I am avoiding it with the restricted barriers.

    I don’t think I should love,

    or i need a love story now,

    I am good with the tears,

    don’t want someone to wipe out,

    I am loving this love but I think I can’t love,

    I should not love.

    I hope my emotions are not evident to the world,

    I hope I can hide it well.

    Yes I would prefer to hide my
    Happiness,

    My Feelings,

    My Emotions,

    And

    My love.


    *Don’t Hide your Emotions . Love , Hate , Anger, or Happiness just show it , feel it . it is good to speak and sort it out, no restricted barriers should come in between of your feelings and confrontations.

    What They Never said!


    They said you may burn, you’re using fire as your Darling,

    They said you may get poisonous, you’re cuddling with a snake,

    They said you may get shock, you’re are hanging out with current,

    They said you may fall, you’re are buzzing around a rock.

    They said you may you may drowned, you’re swimming across the river in rain.

    They said This,

    And They said That,

    Actually They said Everything

    Like Snake, Rock,River, Fire and current !

    But ,

    They never said Directly That you shouldn’t love her !

    Which was needed the most,

    Come on Guys,

    How could I Believe in such Hints , Being Obsessed to Her, ?


    *We should be clear with our words and Actions always.

    Raising My Eye Brow…


    just saw your picture the other night,

    felt like I saw something really unpleasing to my heart , more than my eyes.

    As I could easily recollect my moments with you,

    Which I actually avoided over the years. As I hate to recollect it.

    wait,

    you may think I watched it purposely, but this is not what the case was,

    I was scrolling my social site and I found you there with him as youprofile picture.

    I actually tried to avoid watching your pic by closing my eyes & scrolling down,

    but one of my eye, may be the right eye still saw your pic as it never closed.

    Though It looked like I was winking at you,

    but not actually,

    I Just watched you and him, with a raised eyebrow .

    That’s it.

    But it has been a really painful experience,

    as I never wanted to watch you and your pic again ,

    But accidentally I watched you through your pic,

    That too with the one for whom you left me.

    Sad but yes I saw your pic. !

    Hate you dear!!

    Love , Me, And Problem


    Me , Love And Problems, we three have been always with each other, love always came to me with many more problems, I accepted love with both the hands and problems with some tears, it’s more like a triangular love story of Bollywood , we three always fall for each one of us.

    I still remember that I have chosen the path of love almost like riding the bike against the flow of wind, always risky and challenging.

    But somehow I liked the drama around love with little bit of sweetness sometimes ,but most of the time it was bitterness which I tasted more. But still preferred to choose love and the problem later.

    Love has been my actual girl friend and with whom I wanted to spend my life time, but problem has been the one whose secret crush has been me, with whom I never actually moved apart though always tried. As she has been a strong follower of mine.

    I have been given option, to stay away from love to stay away from problem but i opted for love and so then problem persisted ,which in turn it has ruined my life,

    my life completely demolished for the sake of love. It has broken my heart into pieces of chicken, which the problem enjoyed with some roasting,

    so how I say I am like the roasted chicken, which you like the most with salt and pepper.

    It is very painful to be the one with such reality where you find yourself alone and alone, every next time.

    Deep down I feel , I shouldn’t have fallen for love it took everything from me, but I actually fall for it again and again, I am always someone who believes in doing the same mistake again and again irrespective of the outcome.

    Yes maybe I am kid at heart, or fool in other words.

    So, In return I end up being a showpiece to the world, they feel for me, the learn from my mistake ,they talk about me and some even likes to offer charity and some just do the gossips,

    Even after all this if someone ask me would you prefer love to have with you ,but you have to accept problem as well,

    I will say yes I want to have love regardless of problem and consequences.

    You can’t love anyone without problem and in other way if you see you always need love to tackle with pains & problems.

    You may loose sometime and sometime you may win, but it has to be the love for which you live regardless of it complementary gifts.

    Love always !

    Don’t worry about problems or it’s side effects.

    Just try to have love in your side more and more with a smile and shine.

    Don’t lOok bAck !


    Just a thought of looking back came in my mind , but it is good to move forward.. I realized then.

    Though the life is very empty and I am very much alone.

    Yes I don’t smile as i used to do. Yes I don’t live the life as I have been.

    Yes I put my head down when I have been asked to answer as I don’t want any confrontations as it illogical now.

    Yes I think daily about  how it happened? And why to me? I could have done better or what?

    But yes it feels good to know that I am not with those fake people , I am not around with the so called well wishers of mine.

    As even I came to know that it’s good to be alone rather than the fake people.

    So I don’t need to look back as it only gives me pain for being so idiot and blind in love. How I could be so fool? How they could be so cruel and selfish? Why I believed them in that way?

    Many questions within me comes and make feel bad about it as I can’t get the answers. As they are unavailable to me in fact don’t exist for me anymore either.

    So this life has taught me that yes it is very painful to deal with your emotional setbacks , as it may drag you again and again to the life where you have been but one should never look back . we should smile and move forward in life.

    Don’t Look Back to the People and to the history which Hurts you even more than the pain your dealing in the present.

    Just Don’t Look Back and Move forward.

    As it will give you sadness only.

    Life is cycle of happiness and sadness wait for the other side and live your life with a smiLe.

    GoodNighT.

    Watching My Watch….


    My Time is not with me as it should..

    My World is not with me as it should..

    My Sun is not shining for me as it should…

    My Stars are not twinkling for me as it should..

    My Moon is not lightening for me as it should..

    My love is not loving me as it should…

    But My Old Sick Watch still shows me the correct time twice in a Day…

    There Are Very Few Who are always there for you No Matter How you treat Them.

    What’s wrong With you dear?


    Hello Everyone..

    How many of you agree to the fact that sometimes advising someone could become your mistake…

    You may be doing something for the betterment of the individual by taking some unauthorized ownership which may hurt them if you have been enforcing your views on them. They may feel that you are taking their liberty from them to do things as per them…

    And you being unaware of the thinking would give more suggestions which may be good enough but due to the fact that you are hurting their ego. They may ask you who the hell are you to give such suggestions..?

    In fact I agree and understand their perception also. as no one want to feel lesser and its hard to see that people take opinions and views sportively…

    Nevertheless its good to have a barrier of No I don’t need to do this…Rather then feeling bad of witnessing harshness…

    But if you are advising then you will think that the person will praise you or will acknowledge you some Or the other way..

    The minimum maturity level and ethics is not there…. Which we normally expect from the people to whom we normally like and admire…but if they led you down then you will feel that the expectation was mistake….

    If anyone is advising you something then then you should be able enough to take it positively as no one has a free time in this busy world to advice you. Its purely selflessness .

    he/she is advising you because they are your well wishers. You are not paying them to do so.

    Is it mandatory that one should always say the good things and put the scope of improvement under the carpet…!

    I look my mirror for enhancing my looks.it may show me some dark circles but it does not mean that I will break that mirror…!

    Glory and Garbage….


    Oh, this life is very dramatic it makes us feel annoying at times…
    A man who has seen a life of a king and ruled people at His will like puppets …without any mercy and relaxation has now going to face all sorts of trouble in his life like poor common man…

    whether he likes it or not .

    and this time he is going to face all kinds of torture from the contradictors….

    it is simply harsh to the stature of a king to live this kind of pity life but its just his fate and he cannot make any choice ..I feel really bad for him he has seen glory now he has to see the garbage for survival…..

    O God you are very harsh sometimes….

    but its OK if you feel its just the proper judgment..

     life …!


    This life is quite a brain drainer sometimes. As it becomes tough to figure out the right one out of the numerous odd ways and in this process we could either become hero or zero .

    ohh…

    Its just that we are about to do something in which we are bound to select the thing whether we are not sure about its output, it could be both ways but we have to do irrespective to our will…if it gives a better result we take credit by that if not then we have to pay the damn price and it hurts more because its just not mistake it’s a forced mistake…

    situations and circumstances I hate this two words as they don’t favor me at all. I have to do all which I don’t want to do but time speaks louder then your will…I hate loudness though,

    And our mind is just doing nothing because we are thinking with all parameters of happenings…

    Mindislike a puppetsometimes..

    Sad but fact.

    I Am In Need Of…


    I Am In Need Of A Bright Sunshine,

    A Strong Coffee,

    A Big Hug

    A clear Approach ,

    Positive Thoughts,

    Some Really Good News,

    New Opportunities,

    Favorable Decisions,

    A Deep Breathe

    Yes Of course The Good Sleep,

    Supporting Friends,

    Encouraging Words,

    Appreciation And Applause

    A Good Cricket Match,

    And A Never Ending Trust.

    I am asking because I need these more than anyone 🙂

    K I S S I N G T H E K I S S


    Kiss , What is it ? Why We Do it? When it started? How It Started? What Are The Types? Etcetera Etcetera. So Guys Let’s Find The Answers On This Kissing Day… ( A Very Happy Valentine’s Day 🙂 ).


    Kiss is An Expression Of showing your love To Your partner, Friends, Parents, kids etc., it could be for welcoming, Greeting, Congratulating, Love making, consoling, fare welling, etc.

    It is scientifically stated that kissing is good for human beings, as a hormone called oxytocin is released which is also the main reason for having a kiss.

    It causes a chemical reaction on your brain, It is considered as a happy hormone.

    It has been observed that people kiss by learning it from another, And adapt it to their best , kissing on your partners cheeks, forehead, lips, Nose Neck, Palms, Shoulders , feet,etc are the ones which could be considered as an intimacy for love and love making,

    Kissing could be a bad experience if you or your partner is having a bad breathe and body odor . so make sure you smell good.

    It started 3500 years ago, as per Hindu Vedic Sanskrit texts, where kissing is termed as an inhaling of souls.

    The sculptures are somewhat the observation of the same. There are other terms which are debatable .

    There are many types of kissing so let’s not get in details of all, but yes The most common types are Lips Kiss, French Kiss, Neck kiss, Forehead kiss, palm kiss, Lizard kiss, Peck Kiss, Earlobe Kiss, Bite Kiss etc.

    you may Google All for knowing the details And The Steps involved in performing it. Don’t Feel shy to perform with Your loved ones 🙂

    So Kissing is a beautiful feeling and considered as good for humans as per various reports of physiologists , Kissing is not bounded as per the place and time, People have it by their choice in the brightest if sunshine to the darkness of night, at the corners of road also at the coffee table ,and bedrooms.

    Hope You People like it. And share your thoughts on the post.

    Spread Love ..

    Kisses.


    Expressions of love.


    When A Person Loves You …

    they Find love to Just express in any and every form , they find your dirty clothes clean enough to touch and then wash with their own hands,

    just their around the messy collar of shirt while applying a soap/Detergent they have a smile for which they don’t have a limit, and yes a lot of satisfaction,

    They wake up Early in the morning and hit the kitchen arranges everything with cooking your favourite dish with some secret smile and makes you eat with a complete satisfaction, it gives the individual some good feeling which is pure love,

    They even love to iron your clothes with a proper combination of clothes, They don’t do to express or show you their care ,they find it as a mark of love, they just want to be with you and your things and yes involve in everything which is associated with you,

    they want you to help professionally, emotionally, mentally and also personally,

    Sometimes it may sound like a that they should not be doing all that which a servant or we could do our own, but who can explain the one who is madly in love,

    They find it exciting, enchanting and encouraging everything small and big thing what they do for us.. Is just the pure form of love in which they live, and for which should be so Thankful to them,

    As love is more when you have your ways of expressing it, just not at your bed, not even by the gifts you share on birthdays, it should be there in everything what you do..

    Yes Just to get a complement they by being not so good at their health try their best to dress up well with all sorts of efforts to look good and make you feel good, please don’t ignore them after such efforts.

    Feel Your love For Your Partner in everything you do in life, But yes Do have an idea about the choices so that one should not feel like discomfort.

    Retirement & Responsibility


    One Day Everyone of Us will reach to certain Ages where we have to consider ourselves retired at least by the physical contributions, society standards, and also as per the demands of family,

    Everyone is very highly inclined at the working ages where one have command on the every parameters of life be it is a financial thing or a Any other responsibility ,

    but when we reach to the stage where we have been considered as retired by social standards, we have to get dependent on every single thing on our kids , be it is a financial need or any other requirements ,

    sometimes kids have this realization that from this month my father/mother doesn’t have the same job so I have to be their for fulfilling all the needs but sometimes we do forget this just by a fault or even by lapse or unavoidable conditions,

    at that stage we do observe how after all those days of work and having money all around life changes,

    but we just forget that we can’t afford everything what we feel to have , it is quite scratchy to ask sometimes as ego does comes,

    sometimes people over think and consider themselves as worthless ,

    we do see that same person who merely went to buy a packet of candles has started purchasing the households and grocery, shall we say time teaches..

    Or we can say they do want to contribute in the way they could. It is painful to observe it .

    But yes it is a learning thing even at such days because the more you are creating barrier,

    you find your self in a very doubtful situation it is also a thing to understand that one should never get too dependent on anyone at least to cope up with his own self respect.

    And yes the one who has responsibility of individuals of certain old age people and our parents should always prioritize their needs on fore front.

    Life is smooth and Fine when we don’t have any curtains in between, As We do find self created barriers which is sometimes so strong that it becomes Unbreakable.

    Planning Life is Not Always Possible, But Prioritizing Life is Always Possible.

    Not Just A Temple – JAI SHRI RAM


    JAI SHRI RAM

    As We All Know , Yesterday On 5th August 2020, Our Honourable Prime Minister has Initiated the construction of Shri Ram Mandir (Temple) at Ayodhya in the state of Uttar Pradesh.

    Ayodhya Itself is a place of birth of Lord Shri Rama.

    All Traditional Values have been Properly addressed along with The Prayers and laying of foundation stone ( Bhumi Poojan).

    All sorts of actions have been addressed for the People to stand and sit in context to the global pandemic Corona . Though It has been stated that very limited Audience were there due to the same.

    It has been stated that it would take Around 3years For the completion of Construction of temple.

    It has been a long fight for everyone who believes in Hinduism, and worships Shri Rama.

    It has been a different kind of ambience altogether. Similar to what we have in festivals Diwali And Dussera.

    People of different ages and of different locations were united for the temple , and it is evident that everyone is happy with the construction of temple, But this is not just about constructing another Temple, it is about sentiments and Emotions, it is like Providing hone in the form of temple to Lord Shri Rama on his own birthplace.

    But I Would like to share that even I have been one of those who felt that we could have this later , when corona’s impact is negligible, as it could have a high amount of risk but yes on 5th August from the morning I have observed something in me and this is different from the normal , Ambience , Aura , And Connectivity with God was at something else .

    I did some exercise to find and know few more facts about Lord Shri Rama, And I came to know few really Inspiring Facts, stories, and observations.

    Yes I have even read about the hardships of the individuals in the making of Shri Rama Temple along with the dispute and wait of 500years .

    I have To admit this, that what we know is very little About The God ,

    I recommend everyone to have a look at Shri Ram’s Life and the every facts involved about the lord, be it is about chanting of the Tarak Mantra, Or About the Principles of Shri Rama.

    “Shri Ram Jai Ram Jai Jai Ram”


    “Shri Rama Rama Rameti , Rame Rame Manorame , Shahastra Nama Tattulyam Rama Nama Varanane ..”

    These Mantras above have been Used by my father and we all at home from our childhood have been chanting without knowing the meaning not even trying to know what it impact has, yes we knew it is there for the God,

    but yesterday I came to know that the mantras are very popular and it is equal to the read of Entire ‘Vishnu shashtranama’ .

    Writing Shri Rama on a blank piece of paper for around 108times has a lot of good things involved which could be unfolded by doing the simple practice, I did but yes I wrote without a count and completed the entire 3 sheets . it felt good after I saw on paper,

    I am not forcing anyone for any belief I am just sharing my thoughts and observations, I Request everyone just to get involved in the Stories related to Shri Rama, Shri Krishna in this free time.

    I am not promoting Hinduism here but yes I am sharing the observed facts beliefs and Stories .

    Just use your time to find and know the existence , individuality, thoughts and principle’s of Our Almighty.

    Thanking Everyone For the Read.

    Jai Shri Ram !!

    WHAT’S THE FUN ?


    Well HELLO Everyone,

    Hope You all are Healthy and Strong at your Respective spaces.


    So Firstly tell me Guys How About You Being Watched , Observed, Discussed, Objected, And Manipulated Every Day for Everything You do and don’t, By None Other Than Your very neighbors , and The People Around You?

    I Don’t Know about you but I find it absolutely annoying. I feel like I am under a camera with every single act of mine been watched ,observed and Discussed without my choice.


    Let’s Discuss about the group of people who are nothing to you and you are nothing to them but they always have the tendency to know you & your personal life.

    They start their day with an eye at your house,

    they have every idea about your entry and exit timings,

    They could act like doing something by standing near their balconies, it could be liking watering their home garden, drying their clothes, walking for health or even sipping their morning and evening tea,

    What you do and don’t they have an appropriate list,

    They have their Binoculars on you but Without any real binoculars,

    their eyes are enough with which they can zoom in every time a new guest/friend arrives at your home,

    Even if You have Received any bill for the service you used, they stand and see what’s the amount you are paying or if requesting for a part payment.

    They have same sort of people in their gang, With which they usually sit and discuss about every other individual they are spying / looking at, with some rounds of tea they enjoy someone’s personal Life.

    They are so sharp that even they could tell you that who is having an affair with someone, even before their parents,

    they also have some specialists who could tell you who are planning to get married without any information to their parents,

    Also A Gang is their who is special for knowing the professional information, it could be someone’s promotion details, or a salary and even about the Fake Job Appointment .

    Some are good in knowing about the habits of individuals they can tell with utmost confidence that who started drinking liquors and who has been smoking without anyone’s knowledge.

    Some even work like traffic inspectors, yes I am saying truth.

    they don’t show signals of Stop and Go in Red and Green,

    they don’t even inspect your vehicles and Driving licenses but yes they would stand near their gate or around some near by shops for the good long hours and watch everyone going and coming like the traffic inspectors.

    Yes all these people are around you and me,

    they just look at you with your notice and also without your notice, sometimes we can sense when they come and discuss about someone’s personal life and do everything with their life which they should not,

    Without the knowledge the individual is in news of the area, everyone is talking because they make it viral without any social site and internet but yes with talking about it to everyone they meet.

    It is mostly seen in ladies :p , they sit and discuss about someone who don’t even know that how is life has became a Road side topic of discussion.

    Yes I do feel that few Men are also of such kind who would stand behind his curtain and see how you are parking your bike and on which day your petrol tank is empty and you are dragging it to the nearest petrol bunk.

    They would see how you look your colony’s Most Beautiful Girl, Whether You both have an eye contact or not, they have an eye on you.

    They observe How long you can talk with your phone. And what time you are coming back to home from any party.

    Anyways, I Don’t like it at all and I don’t even know what they get out of it, is it for fun or they find it entertaining , or its just their trait, but seriously this is not good.

    you may have such interest to know what’s going in your neighbor’s house but this curiosity should not make anyone feel irritated with you, it should not make anyone’s life a topic of discussion from his house to the market.

    After all Everyone wants a personal space in life , we all have a choice of letting it know to everyone and also not to anyone and it should be left to the individual .

    No one should make someone’s life a Film or Drama.

    And I feel People who are audience of it are equally responsible as this practice should not be appreciated and encouraged, We should refuse to listen such Orchestra.

    Think About it !!

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    GOOD BOY


    Hello Everyone ,

    Hoping That You all are smiling with The best of health and calmness in your life. 🙂


    Dear Friends,

    We All have heard And Even stated about this Term called “Good Boy” , Let’s Discuss About The Concept Of Good Boy,

    Before even starting about this mega torture(at least to me) let me know who have had luck of seeing him, or even listening about the person,

    How He/They look?

    They are like you and me with Two hands, Two legs, Two Eyes,Ears with one nose and neck or they look different in appearances. :p

    Coming Back To The Point ,

    Good Boy is a society Given Title to the persons who are good With them and to their Books,

    They must be obedient enough with a never ending smile always,

    Also should be with lesser hair and complemented with some Classy Clothes, Polished shoes.

    Clean Shaven with a good listening skills.

    they may even have the knack of doing things before asking , before even the actual need.

    They have to be very Attentive, Adaptive, Available , Apologetic and Assuring.

    Even in the childhood days it has been stated that the boys with spectacles and combed hair are good in contrary to those who have had the rough uncombed hair , and if someone is with pierced ear he has been awarded with a certification of Criminal.

    The Boys Who Sit in the first Three Benches are always considered as the Good boys whereas the last benchers are the most hated boys of the class, They are unofficially Culprits of everything bad happening to anyone and everyone.

    And In the Jobs, Everyone is in a hunt to prove himself the good boy and this is seriously going with full fledged manner, Even then no one could be ever unanimously considered as Good Boy , because everyone have their choice and you will fail to their demands someday or the other.

    One should be religious, Really needs to visit Temples on daily basis, should never roam unnecessarily,. Etcetera

    So , After All this observation I think we could sense what the actual definition of Good Boy,

    one whose parents feel proud about to discuss ,

    one who is good as son , brother,friend,husband and father,

    one who is concerned about the family and everyone around without any wrong intention

    One Who is sincere in his work with all his dedication

    One who is not at all harmful to anyone regardless of the sitting arrangement

    Yes there is no specific Representation of Looks,Expression, Behavior, sitting arrangement.

    One could live as he wants to be with his comfort,and utmost dedication , it really don’t need any buttering to have a validations.

    Just be honest.

    Just Be Responsible enough to accept your mistakes and stay Affectionate to the people you love a lot .

    Every Boy is a Good Boy if they know The Real Difference between Good And Bad.

    Thank You


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    S Y S T E M !


    Hello Everyone,

    Today I thought Just to Put a glare on the Various Systems ( Functionings), With which we usually deal in our daily life, with And without our choice,

    Guys , we often see People complaining about the things with which they felt Discarded ,Also toxic and end up Leaving it for their own good, as It becomes suffocating to withstand with something which is not Productive and also Unworthy,

    And If You find it decent than the people who are running it make it terrible, Like I Work in Private Sector and it has been said that everything what we have in the private sector is Very Professional and You may get paid as per your output,

    it was also stated that the People are being associated with multiple Job responsibilities , so that one could learn more than One thing if he is actually happy in learning,

    And yes we all have been said that Growth of An Individual is Very Good, With Job satisfaction and Productive Involvement.

    But later I Have Observed, that People are having negative mindsets, they feel that “even if we put our Life for the respective organization we are not going get to recognized,”

    “we will never get any monetary gains,”

    “we will never ever get appreciated,”

    they are just scared to do new things,

    they just don’t want to learn and grow,

    even of they know it,they would say

    we don’t know,

    we can’t do,

    this is not our cup of tea etc.

    They Even divert the job responsibility,

    They are so Negative in thoughts that , they don’t Even ready to share the knowledge or even help their juniors if they seek help from them,

    it is so disturbing to me, even the Paper works are very slow and cumbersome,

    In fact I gave an interview Recently and in which I cleared the technical interview and it was the salary part which was about to be discussed, I gave my expected salary to the HR department and then they haven’t called me for 10 days and I have to call them for the same, then they said we can’t pay lesser than the half of what you have mentioned as your expected salary,

    I was not happy with the Fish Market Bargaining,

    As I was Very Much in the market Rate. I said It is not about what you can pay and what not, but what it took to make a call on the very next day or a day after or even 3/4 days post interview.

    as I was happy about my interview and the feedback, and was serious about your Organization, They Said We Thought You will Understand it yourself, that we can’t pay. I replied your organization is one of the reputed ones and I never thought you people can’t pay the nominal market salary , and above it this approach is something which I never expected from your end. Even if I have asked more than what you kept as salary for the job, you people have conveyed me the same, and at least informed me about it, there is always a scope of negotiations, but I think Your company can’t even afford a phone call, I replied and disconnected the call.

    Even many of my friends have also mentioned the same that some of the Interviewers are not at all Sensitive, they neither inform about your selection not even about your rejection, they just call and take the interview and Collect the database,

    I have observed that people usually leave their job after 1 or 2 years,

    I felt that may be the individuals are not mentally stable, or even got better package, I later came to know the reason of it, that The people who have performed well, did the extreme hard work and expected an appraisal , increment,and even promotion has never got it, instead had been asked to do Overtimes without any pay for a constant time, and they left the job once they find a better one,

    I feel that The people who are recruiting individuals have the responsibility of Finding Performing individuals and preserve them for a long time, as they have to be given respect for bringing the best from the rest,

    Recruiting individuals is not the only modern day thing of HR Department, it is about Finding the best team and making them stay with you to have the best output . Just for A little lesser Amount Organizations compromises with their proven Individuals and find someone new as we have pool of Unemployed People and that individual takes time to understand things,and even they may not fit in the same place, then they face severe Loss of output, Quality of work and a team of Performers,

    There should be a Policy to Find, Nurture and Sustain with the individuals.

    Think About it.

    Thank You

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    LOCAL, VOCAL & GLOBAL..


    “Just be Vocal About the Local so that it could become Global..”
    Actually a nice thought, I am completely standing with PM Modi on it,


    But Just by canvassing about the products ,
    That this is good ,
    this is good ,
    this is good , take it.

    Sorry it can’t make people to put their money on it,

    As no one actually puts a penny on anything just by listening to someone, so It would be a bigger challenge to make our local products bigger than the brands we have,


    We have to give The best quality, continued upgradings, affordability, Supply and Availability to match the demands of consumer regularly.


    And Globalization is even more tough, as it needs Branding,Promoting, Marketing, Market Reach, services, Reliability, Customer satisfaction, Global Tie-Ups, Research, Demand Generation, Launch, Advertisements, supply & ease of availability, Etc  etc.

    then we could at least  stand on global competition ,
    and  the survival depends upon the performances and feedbacks of the product.


    So, it has a lot more than what we think, but yes it is the exact need of our country because we are relying too much on others and in return they are being benefitted.


    let’s start from here, lets Use our  Indian brands, see how it is and what else we could find to make it even better. We are having the best brains and Manpower and with proper support and outlook we could try and get what we are thinking about.

    But At this point we have to stop using Foreign Brands.
    Can we all stop using foreign brands?
    We are creating huge revenues for them by using it.

    We helped them to become Popular and improve more as a brand. Which actually helped them to become big bigger and even biggest.


    Though I do believe that they are exciting and also worthy enough but we can give a chance to our Indian brands to Grow and explore more , as a Indian this is the minimum what we could do to put ourselves in a global space.

    Think About It. ©

    I Feel..


    I Feel,
    That mostly People are Good but they have that unnecessary attitude , which makes them alone and avoidable.

    They should Chop it to the end, to do more good things in their life, as it defines you more when you behave ,

    The most successful people have been those whose attitude have been enigmatic by being humble,

    the people who are more inclined towards ego, arrogance and of course proud ends up doing nothing though they’re potentially talented.

    Sometimes it is your behavior which drags you down , and sometimes its the same which lifts you Up.

    It is not new that the people with lesser talent have been preferred over someone with much more talent , just because of the arrogance, and attitude the talented individual has.

    So, Your attitude actually defines you in life .

    One can learn the things gradually but your etiquettes should be Perfect even if you are slow,

    You can’t argue or misbehave with  your teacher just because you have secured good marks in the previous class out of many students,
    you have to keep your feet grounded, and have humbleness to learn and gain more in life.

    Think about it Sir/Madam.

    On a Serious Note…


    The Way these so called Kids are using  their sick  brains is not good at all, this is not acceptable, we are  already going through a very tough time,

    And something like this in between is even more painful and disturbing.

    I don’t know which school they go,
    what they  have been taught,
    what their parents are doing ,
    where they stand in their life,
    what they feel about the whole incident,
    but this is seriously very cheap and disgraceful,why this happened ,
    what are the psychological reasons involved in it we don’t know , 
    but this is very shameful..

    Yes I also feel that the social media platforms should have an eye on the things which are obligatory,

    And should not allow individuals to post and share things which are offensive by any parameter of society.

    Even if it is an abusive language, should be completely prohibited,
    As everyone holds responsibility  to make a good society, so it starts with you , me and then with she and he. And so on.
    I do believe that we have the need of sex education in our syllabus, it is high time now, we can’t wait to things get better, we have to bring the results with our efforts.
    we have to curb the explicitness of public platform, even the advertisements are so pathetic nowadays,  we can’t even sit at the same place with family at certain times. This is so disturbing.

    The content has to be blamed along with the broadcasting authorities.
    And The way we are accustomed to social media, television, online studies, etc it is a very serious responsibility of the individuals who have the authority to actually check the content, language, advertisements, etc associated with it.

    Moreover as a responsible citizen, one has to understand that every person should be treated with respect and dignity.
    You have no right to speak or write anything which is degrading and derogatory.
    Abusing, Trolling, Defaming, Blackmailing, etc on public platforms  should be  strictly prohibited by the public platforms itself .

    Criminal charges should be imposed  on culprits regardless of their ages.
    And this should mentioned in the disclaimers to stop cyber crimes.

    Think About it.
    Thank you

    The Sunshine Blogger Award.


    Hello Everyone,

    I wish and hope you all are safe and fine, Please take care of yourself and of everyone around you.

    Okay, so I have been nominated by a good friend , and a very active blogger, Rachana Dhaka for “The Sunshine Blogger Award” , and I Am very thankful to her for the nomination,

    she is very good at her work, though I am very late to write about it for which I feel bad, but writing through this Thanksgiving for award nomination.

    And yes this is my second nomination for this award. So, Thank you again.

    My Answers :-

    1. If you could be any animal, what would you be and why?
    May be A Dog, as it is considered as the faithful one, but I won’t prefer to be a cat as I don’t like them.

    2. What was the first ever creative effort that you remember really being proud of?
    I think the first time I gave speech in my school in front of many students, teachers at very young age (May be 10years), without any preparation has given me confidence, and later it became a habit and soon I have been approached for anchoring, debates at school, college,social events,etc and also coming here at WordPress makes me feel good if not proud about myself for the creativity involved in it to be here and appreciation I received in return.

    3. If you could choose between true happiness, or a greater creative skills, what would you pick?
    I would be a fool to pick skills over happiness, I am always going to pick happiness even with least skills as end of the day you search satisfaction and that’s only available with happiness.

    4. Does politics have a place in the arts?
    Yes it has, Though it is a need still to cultivate good politics not the bad one,

    5. What gets you out of bed in the morning?
    a bad dream, a power cut,and of course responsibilities.

    6. Where and how do you do most of your writing?
    Always at home, when I have some issues, topics, stories to tell and discuss.

    7. What famous work do you wish you had created?
    Let’s not discuss it to make famous, let’s do it and make it famous.

    8. Is there anyone in the world that you actually hate?
    We as human, have different emotions we have love for some and for some we have hatred, its a natural process unless you are a saint or kind of creature, which I am not yet. So yes I have hate for few and don’t feel bad about as they deserve my hatred, though I am not seeking anything bad for them but yes I don’t like them at this phase of my life not sure about future. And yes one more thing, I hate very few but there are many who hate me, but I don’t care 🙂 .

    9. Where is the furthest you have been from home?
    I just love my home, but yes Delhi, Hyderabad .

    10. Would you prefer to wake up early, or stay up late?

    🙂 Unsure , As it depends Whether I have some work at night or in the morning. I can do both.

    11. Who has been your greatest inspiration?

    Anyone and Everyone who are good at what they do could inspire me,

    12. If you could give a new writer who was setting up a blog one piece of advice, what would it be?
    Just express the instincts, It could be raw , different and unpleasant to some. But it would what you have in your mind, just try and write the original thoughts don’t worry about the people, express yourself make people see your work in the way you want.

    13. What is your favorite sport?

    Cricket always.

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    My Questions : –

    1. Mention the names of any five bloggers along with their site links who are your favourites and why, explain each individually.

    2. What makes you or anyone beautiful human being, ?

    3. What could be your second choice as a profession?

    4. The Dream You have seen but you failed to accomplish?

    5. Your Insecurities.

    6. What is the hidden story which is yet to tell to your very own family.

    7. How do you relate your life with Bollywood’s characters?

    _________________

    Okay so I nominate everyone of you as I hate picking people, you all can make a formal post or even answer through comments, yes you may answer all the 20 questions.

    Guys I am waiting to see your answers.

    Thank you

    Think About it.


    If You don’t try it for the one last time, you may regret for lifetime,

    I know you may have seen enough of heartbreaking moments, I know somewhere you deserved a better space in life in every prospect,

    I know the failures are haunting you and you are dying in every moment.

    This is very painful, this is very disheartening, this makes you feel that you are no more an individual who can live a life with all sort of satisfaction.

    It hurts you even more when you become a loser with having every prospect of a winner within, but being the one who never tried hard to change the dynamics.

    The people who loose with any strong opponent is always happy than the people who loose with none other than themselves and their own dreadful mindset.

    They don’t try , they don’t fight they leave things for someone else or even for god to come and help,

    They lack effort not the talent, they lack persistence And may be motivation,

    Please find people who need a push to fight for themselves,

    they do realize that they are slowly diminishing their dreams and life, but they don’t react at all.

    It happens when you or anyone is going through dark psychic passage, or even with those who are not serious in life. Tell them , discuss with them regarding the same,

    Help them, make them do it for one first time or last time so that they could never feel bad when they turn back and look how they lived.

    Trying , fighting, Putting Your Best even you loose by the report card is far more satisfying than regretting for life for not even trying once though being gifted with enormous talent.

    It is a crime, as you are putting everyone down, along with yourself, Try And Try again , it’s more satisfying than sitting and thinking that should have tried!

    Think about it.

    Good Night

    Read Before You React.


    Hello People,

    Well I am writing about it today , but I actually wanted to write even before, I don’t know how many of you agree with me and what are your opinions about it,

    but i really feel sad so sharing my views

    Guys , Nowadays the WordPress readers are not readers any more, they are doing their formalities , why I am saying this because, I have observed it from a long time,

    The readers are reading a full length 3500+ words story in just 4 seconds of being published,

    I still don’t know what sort of talent it is and how they read it ,

    if they actually read it in that particular duration of time , then it’s more than a miracle for me, and I would like to learn that special power what they have ,

    but if they don’t read (Obviously they don’t Read) and like it without reading a single line with the reasons better known to them, is very disheartening to me,

    I always want people to read it regardless of their choices of likes or feedback, but they should read it first.

    It may be satisfactory to some, but not to me, I don’t have any fantasy for Number Of likes , comments etc

    I want to make it clear please don’t like without reading it,

    This is a cheat to yourself first, Then to the Writer.

    And yes I want to add one more thing , this is not with everyone , but yes many of us are of such mindsets who have a knack of pleasing people for their choice, or revert . (like to get a like back.)

    Which I hate the most, The process should be read then react if needed,

    and we all know how much time it takes to read 500 words, 1000 words, and 4000 words for any human being, you can’t complete it in just seconds.

    please avoid this practice if you are of such kind.

    And enjoy this space for knowing perceptions, observations, opinions, thoughts, stories, and creations etc.

    Don’t contaminate it like any other social networking platform. The uniqueness of this platform makes it what it is.

    And If they think they haven’t been noticed than they are making mistake.

    We all know who is genuinely reading and reaching towards our posts, and who is not.

    Please this is my sincere request to read my posts, with your interest of reading, not for anything else,

    and react after reading even if you haven’t liked it just put your words in the comment section and help Me to learn more and write even better.

    I hope my words are making sense to all. As I feel my concern is not wrong.

    Thank You ,

    You all are beautiful. But Be a Good Reader 🙂

    Take care.

    Looking for Free Lancing !!


    Hello Again,

    Yes As the title speaks itself,

    I am seriously looking for a free lancing project, and I want to know more regarding the same,

    I have done some free lancing content writing thing few years ago,and I want to do it again,

    It has nothing to do with lockdown,

    i want to make it clear that if I find everything smooth and positive I would prefer to stick with it, as long as can,

    I know many of my friends are doing it,

    They are doing Free lancing content writing , From Years.

    I could have done the same through the job portals, but I have preferred this way, as I want everyone of you to know,

    so that you people could help me with what you have.

    So, all those readers/bloggers who know about it or have such contacts please kindly extend the details to me, either through the comments or by directly mailing me, (Ask The Email Id if you don’t find)

    And Regarding the Capabilities, I have nothing to hide, You may find everything what you want to know about me and the writing versions of mine,

    I have always preferred in learning and moulding as per the situations demanded,

    so I hope I could do the best with what I have .

    Just Let me know if anyone of you could find something Handy.

    And Let’s Be Professional with Approach!!

    Thank You.

    Jai Shri Ram


    Wishing everyone of you a very Happy Ram Navami.

    We all need to learn a lot from Lord Shri Rama, And From the Holy Book Shri Ram Charit  Manas.

    Every human should be treated with Respect, Love and Care,
    Regardless of the hold he/she has in society,

    Everyone deserves equality,

    Every Evil should be Punished,

    Every innocent and needy should be supported, Please Don’t Hesitate to be a savior of a Genuine Individual.

    We should be always grateful to our teachers and express gratitude to the people who stood by us.

    We should always respect and Oblige our parents,

    And should be loyal to our companion.

    Jai Shri Ram.

    Shri Ram Darbar
    Aside

    Please Don’t Read !


    Please Don’t Read,

    Don’t Read it Please,

    It’s Not Good,

    Not Good for Anyone.

    You may feel bad.

    You may curse love.

    You may hate god,

    You may start crying,

    Because It’s filled with Pain.

    And Decorated with cheat.

    It is layered with Greed,

    And poured with selfishness.

    You may find Questions ,

    But You can’t find The Answers.

    And You may need some Fresh Air to breathe,

    it’s really very Toxic.

    It’s terrible for your heart and also for mind.

    You may Not love .

    You may never trust .

    You may hate the Emotions .

    Yes it is Negative.

    Please Don’t Read,

    Yes Please,

    I Request You My Friend,

    Don’t Read My Story,

    Please Don’t Read My Story.

    1000 at 2020 !!!


    Good Morning Everyone …

    Love to all you beautiful people from Different Parts of the world 🙂

    So what a positive start to the year, I thank Everyone for being the part of my extended Family, as I am excitingly delighted to share that I have crossed the 1000 Followers mark, and it’s really the perfect way to kick start the year,

    so I thought of sharing it to everyone of you, and express my gratitude in the best possible way, it’s really nice to get have a family of 4 Digits,

    I am Thanking each and everyone for being with me, I request you all to shatter the same amount of love towards me and my posts, forever , may we have more and more friends and we cherish this never ending journey .

    Thank You.

    Wanna Know You Better


    Hello Again,

    Thank you Minnie for Nominating  me ! This is quite new and interesting Questionnaire For those of you who don’t know her, be sure to check out her blog just tap the link here
    https://lightbehindthecloud.wordpress.com she’s truly talented.

    You may like her work.


    Wanna Know You Better:

    you  have to create your own post and title it “Wanna Know You Better”. Then
    Copy all the questions and answer them one by one. Then pass this along as a challenge to any of your favorite/All bloggers . You may create your own questions for those you tag if you want to.

     


    My answers to 10 “briefly explain” questions:

    1. What really makes you angry? Lies,Cheat, Nuisance and disrespect,
    2. What is your favorite food that you cannot do without?  A Good South Indian Food.
    3. What is your biggest fear? Losing my loved ones, Fear of being cheated
    4. What has been your biggest accomplishment this year? Personal it is ,so sorry ,
    5. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would that be?  With my family Literally anywhere. but I want them to be at the best available places.
    6. What is your favorite method of relieving stress? I’ve always preferred music but now I write here, earlier during study days I used to play cricket and leave everything behind.
    7. Would you rather live on the Moon or Mars for two yearsOur planet has been pretty good over the years, yes it is contaminated so I feel we should stay here and refix in the best shape of it for the generations coming next,, rather staying there.
    8. Which is your favorite type of weather? Moderate Winters.
    9. What is your favorite sport to play or watch? Cricket, Cricket and Cricket
    10. Do you enjoy creative efforts to attract readers to your blog? I don’t try to attract but yes I like it nice,crisp and connective to readers , so I do try to make it look with what we have.

    My answers to 10 “this or that” questions:

    1. Beach or Mountains? Both
    2. Fish or fried chicken wings? Fish
    3. Sydney or Rio De Janeiro? Sydney
    4. Swimming or climbing hills? Not sure, may be swimming
    5. Steak or Lamb? Would try steak
    6. Summer or Winter? Moderate Winter
    7. Countryside or the city? Both
    8. Spring or Autumn? Both
    9. Political Science or Statistics? I am from Maths Background, so would try political science to enhance my knowledge.
    10. Train or Airplane Ride? Both .

    Additional questions :-

    1. What is your field of study/work? Studied Mechanical Engineering, Working as an Engineer.
    2. What would you like to achieve in 2020? There are many things but yes I want to have a lot of success,smiles and satisfaction.
    3. What are your hobbies apart from writing/blogging? Listening Music, Playing cricket, Reading, and observing everything around.
    4. What are you grateful for this year? Sister’s Marriage.
    5. How would you describe yourself? 😀  Spiritual, Quite good at heart if not the best,Sometimes Moody, straight forward, Believes in being comfortable than trendy, Sometimes Angry, Funny with friends, speak less with those who are new, don’t look back if you break my heart.


    My Questions:

    1. You are Bad when?
    2. Do You Like Individuals if they are good to you  though being bad with conduct to many?
    3. What would be the one possible change you want in you? And why?
    4. Why you think I/one should meet you someday , from here?
    5. What you cook the best at home?
    6. One topic which you want me to write  ?

    Okay this post is open for all! As i hate picking people,And I would like to Nominate Everyone of you to answer the questions, whether in the form of post or in the comment section. I am waiting !!

    Thank you.

     

     

     

    There After a Decade..


    Okay ,Good Evening Guys !

    so I visited the same place. Same temple and clicked the photograph with the same pose. Which and where I was exactly 10 long years ago,
    this time to celebrate the 5th birthday of my niece, Janvi.

    But now, it has been me and only my family not the one who was with us 10 years ago with unofficial permission.

    Like everyone says time flies.
    I accept it. Time flies and the situations do change.
    Smile remains there but question is about the genuineness of it.

    It was not easy to do but did to show to the world and the people around that everything is fine to me now. And I am above such sentiments.

    Deep down, silently my heart being the usual human heart was pumping at a speed more than the usual sprint of a horse.

    I  Asked to click images randomly so that I could have the best one in the gallery.
    But not even a single PIC was good to have. As the smile was fake and my eyes where not ready to face camera, may be heart was not liking it and the face was not supporting my forced Instincts.

    Everything there was same to same and I recalled every single moment of mine there a decade ago.
    Be it roaming everywhere around there with wheels on my legs, playing stupid pass time games or even captivating energy for some useful work and some how bringing out that WE moments in between.

    The roads,The people, the ambiance, the staying rooms, the Temple and of course the God.

    Yes I have been a teenager by then and very very care free monk.,with some good etiquettes which I still have,by being real and raw sometimes at heart.

    But this time. I have been quite silent  matured rather say changed version of mine,
    silently observing everything what was there then and now, also my little eyes went for some tearful ride as well when was alone as I have been mostly by being with many with a reason and with a purpose more personal.
    10years ago, never thought about this visit nor the circumstances I am around with, never felt that I have to face such realities in love with hate and cheat.

    Forget about it.

    I really feel that it has been heavy on my heart at that moment but when I rethink about the same I feel good about it. That overcame my very own created barrier. And surpassed this hurdle.


    Anyways ,
    Happy Birthday Janvi(Niece).


    Thank you

    Start Doing…


    Where you stand today,

    Do you think is the place where you wanted to be.

    What you are today,

    Is it The same you wanted to be.

    How it feels to find yourself in the wrong place ,

    Or the place which is not where you wanted to be ..

    Isn’t it draining when you turn and see where you stand in the crowd

    And what they have expected from you,

    The fighter within you has surrendered or what?

    Or you think you can still fight against all the odds?

    Are you habitual now ,

    Habitual of comprising your dreams,

    Habitual of loosing and explaining the reasons of your failure.

    Or you have the spark still somewhere which gives you the reason to leave the bed in the early morning and conquer again,

    That fire to stay awake and pursue your dreams,

    Is it there?

    Are you still the same …?

    Yes You’re,

    And it is there,

    Just stay motivated

    And be focused.

    Above all

    Stop Wishing, Start Doing.

    Thank you WordPress.


    Dear WordPress And My Lovely Fellow Bloggers, Thank you so much for being with me with all my senseless thoughts and Silly words,

    I appreciate everyone of you for being there with me with every single post of mine and encouraging me to do a bit better than yesterday,

    it is overwhelming to know that I have surpassed 3years on WordPress,

    I can’t express my gratitude towards WordPress for giving me an opportunity to put my views , thoughts and stories a platform through which I have been able to reach beyond the horizons,

    yes it gave me the big strong wings to fly and even fly higher.

    Thank you everyone

    keep all the love coming, and support me in the way you all did so far.

    God Bless.

    Quote

    Definitely You..


    I know….

    I have more things to do…

    But I have my own selected priorities , though it look silly to some and careless to many..

    But yes i do have my priorities.. And the most prior of the priorities is you…

    Definitely You.

    Life starts with you and Ends at you

    At a coffee shop…


    After a long day,

    Me at a coffee shop with a coffee on my table.. and literally no one to accompany me.. Looking everyone with a story in mind about their conversations..

    In between this, just swallowed the unbearable coffee sips..

    And my vulnerable eyes started looking at everyone and everywhere..

    Then I saw a table where three girls were sitting and gossiping about something with shouts, giggles and laughter..

    I just changed my seat.. And sat next to their table so that I could listen what they were talking about..

    Ok so now they were audible..

    As I raised my listening skills by few more decibels..

    So the coffee was quite entertaining now, and I asked one more to look engaged to the waiters.

    These girls were clapping and doing high fives in between them.

    The three girls were talking about their respected boyfriends, and how they have been pampered ..

    actually they were saying that , they literally play as per their will with the boys.. Be it a movie going or some expensive purchasing.

    They compared who is better among the three and how they are planning more expenditure from their boyfriends. As Diwali is on the cards now,

    I was actually liking this, as it is something new to know..that everything is as per planning and plotting.

    In between this they have realized that I am listening their talks..or observing them.. They may have thought that I am interested in one of them..

    So they actually started looking at me with a smile..which was even more hilarious.

    One of them has loosened her hair and started swinging her hair with a confident swag ..

    And looked at me with even more nuances .. With fixing her messy Red t-shirt near her waist.

    And looked at me for while trying to say Hey or Hello, with a smile filled with fakeness,

    I just turned my eyes and shakedown my head.

    She along with her friends left the place

    Reasons better know to them.

    But yes she had her flair.. 🙂

    And I turned off the signals and shifted focus on the right hind side of the table,

    Where I saw An lady around 85years was there with a kid may be her grand daughter..

    She was in a state of confusion as she don’t know what to order and how,

    Then a suspicious man with a very suspicious look came , could be her servant or a known fellow..

    Even he was unsure about the things so , I helped them to make their order

    He came and asked me to click a picture of him showing his Rudraksh and also asked my name,by saying I will be helpful to you sir, I am the one to whom you pray daily.

    I said, look I am helping just for the sake of kid and the lady ,not for being asked for clicking your PIC.

    He said ok sir, and obliged for the help in placing order,

    He was a bit different from normal, like mentally instable and heavy in voice, his actions were strange, though they enjoyed their coffee.

    but I still don’t why he asked me to click his picture though I deleted it.

    Then i recived a call from my home,left the place.

    Thank you

    ***P.S – I wrote this post by being at the coffee place.

    Prince Charming!!


    Oh the thick big glasses on my eyes don’t look good to the girls,

    They say I look like an uncle..

    Oh the dark skin tone of mine don’t attract to the girls ,

    They say, they can’t even see me sometimes..

    Oh the lean and thin body of mine , more like a Skelton , don’t get appreciated by girls..

    They say , They want muscular guys..

    They want Prince charming but with more the looks of the Prince ..

    That’s it !!

    Do I look like a Prince ? ,

    Yes of course ..

    But to me, and to my mother and sometimes in my mirror…

    They all want someone with good physique, and handsome looks..

    They treat me like a tree, as they don’t even notice when I stare at them.

    They laugh at my walk, also at my talk.

    They make fun of my clothes .

    They are good in fact better than good..

    But they should treat me at least a human..

    Human with all the feelings, and flaws..

    The Real Prince doesn’t require all the attributes , to get liked they get liked for being what they are.

    Oh they don’t even know that Thin, Lean, Fat, Short, Tall,Dark,Ugly, or weird are not what we can demand but yes we can diminish these tiny things of appearance with our nature , character and humanity.

    And The Real Prince is always about character, Humanity, Humbleness etc. Hope they learn before falling and failing in life..

    #BeTheRealPrince

    P.S : Just A Random Writeup.

    So strange ..


    If I can wish you Eid Mubarak

    If I can wish you Merry Christmas

    Then why you can’t even react to Ganesh chaturthi..

    Not Even to Shri Krishna Janamashthami..

    Infact you people stayed calm and unresponsive to festivals like Diwali and The Dussera..

    This is so strange for me to understand , also to figure out that why is it so..

    As you say you are not communal and hate communalism , like i do..

    And You say secularism is something with which you relate and stand by the best of your strength.

    But I don’t know by which parameters you consider yourself to be the secular Indian, as you behave like a stranger to our own festivals..

    about which we all have been taught in the schools and also our movies have shown us celebrating our festivals together be it Eid or Christmas or even Diwali..

    Then why I find it different from your end.. ?

    Why this hypocrisy ?

    Don’t spread negativity..

    We are Indians and we should stick together by the roots..

    we all are brothers irrespective of our religion And religious belief..

    anyways hope you people feel what I feel..

    Thank you Happy Ganesh chaturthi..

    And Happy Teacher’s Day.

    Even I accepted their lies.


    They asked me few things about an issue, actually they wanted me to answer it either in a spicy way or they wanted to put me in some troublesome state,

    I smilingly said why you people are asking me this.? Don’t you believe their stated truths, Or you feel that I need to say my version.

    They said we want to know your side.

    I replied, There is no my side or their side, there is truth and their false.

    So you have to see what you take from their talks,

    We don’t believe them, they said.

    I answered I believe them, as I don’t care about anything now , I have nothing to loose. And they may be putting the right things forward, I don’t know what they are saying though, but even I accepted their lies, I can’t do much either.

    As even don’t know the real truth. And I have nothing to do with the truth now, as they did what they wanted to, and the damage couldn’t be recovered ever, but yes they have been good in chopping and presenting things in their suited way.

    But, I don’t have any interest in giving justification to anyone, or to put my side on the issue. As I am not here to prove Anything to anyone, I know my side I am right by best of thoughts, and deep down they also know what is right and what is not right, who is culprit and who is not, and above all there is someone who knows everything and he is looking at everything, to whom we call Almighty, The God,

    Moreover I heard that, they are too good and the world is too bad ,and I am too bad and the world is too bad , as per the talks what I came to know from the people in between me and them.

    Anyways We all are going to pay for the deeds we do , if not today then tomorrow for sure.

    if you are good you will receive good things from god , if bad then you have to be ready for the outcome, you can’t get away from your punishments.

    So , I don’t care what they are saying as I am only answerable to the god , but in my case it’s God who has to answer me, as he may don’t have any question and I have many to ask him. And it would start from Why me? ?

    I hope i will get the answer,!!!

    Anyways you are free to think and consider me anything you want as liberty is there for everyone.

    But my identity is best known to me and god. Likewise truth is better known to God , culprit and victim.

    But if they say I am culprit , then yes I am culprit . nothing to objectify or even feel bad. As they are not the decision makers . so why to think or care about it.

    Then they smiled and said you said nothing in particular but said everything.

    And I smiled back.

    Thank you for reading.

    Let’s Stay Independently United.


    Good Morning Friends,

    Wishing luck and love to all of you, And appealing all to believe in the integrity of our nation and celebrate our Independence,

    Yes a Very Happy Independence Day all my friends and fellow Bloggers across the globe.

    We all are one, we all believe in Unity .

    We all know our history, and the fight against slavery and struggle for freedom.

    So, We need to understand the value of the freedom, we have some issues still to fight like Terrorism, Unemployment,crime, communalism, etc etc we need to eradicate all these and the solutions against it,

    we have to strengthen our women and should focus on women empowerment,

    we need to have a parallel education system, no changes as per the state, one nation one syllabus and one medium, .

    we need to fight against the misconception of our so called social reformers and put the right things forward.

    Yes we have been doing some good things in the recent times which has brought some more expectations, it’s good the evils like triple talaq and article 370 has been removed, also the reservation have been offered to the people who are economically weaker, irrespect of the their caste.

    We have to accept that somewhere we needed these transformations,

    But we need more and more to bring back the title of The Golden Bird for our country. And I believe we can do that.

    Let’s fight against the poor mindsets, and stay united for the Harmony and peace.

    We all make India, The India world knows.

    Let’s stay Independent for ever and take our independence for more generations to come.

    Let’s Stay Independently United.

    Yes I Am a Proud Indian like Any other Indian. And I believe we all should be.

    Happy Independence Day!!!

    Mera Bharat Mahaan!!

    Jai Hind!!

    Pray 4 Kerala…


    Good Morning friends,

    We all are quite aware of the issues Kerala is facing now, with heavy rains and flood kind of situations ,in fact many portions of southern India is dealing with it,

    Kerala is in deep trouble, they face it every next time and I read this on s portal that it happens because of unplanned development, landslides and floods occurs mainly because of poor decisions taken for having developments, they discard the demands of nature, they opt for deforestation,rock cuttings, poor water harvesting etc

    Anyways, we need to stand by them in their tough situations, let’s stick together and help them , we could help them in any possible manner like offerings charity, donating essentials like food and basics.

    If you are good enough then I would request you to share your bit for them. And it could be anything they need food ,clothes, water, raincoats ,medicines etc you may Google it to do it.

    I have been following news about it 8 districts have been declared as red alerted. 150+ individuals are missing ,20+ people are died, (Numbers may vary)

    Imagine abundance of water everywhere you see and its still raining, you desiring for life to live with your family, but don’t how to survive. Being unsheltered,sick ,and hungry.

    It is horrible and tragic.

    Same is with Karnataka and Maharashtra, the people who are there are facing trouble as well, in fact the States residing next to the Western Ghats have been declared to have heavy rainfall and may face severe landslides .

    Our Govt. is trying their best but don’t why they do it after the occurrence, as I believe “preventions is better than cure”. Anyways hoping for the best.

    But Kerala has been the most affected state so far by being the most green and beautiful. And of course my favourite.

    Lets do it as a human being. let’s pray for them, let’s pray for Kerala, and urge god in our prayers about all the Kerala people, as praying for the person next to you is also a kind of concern.

    Thank you.

    Pray for me.


    It is nervousness or anxiety , I don’t know….

    but it is something which is hitting my heart and mind,

    I think my heart is not willing to accept myself as a failure and somehow my mind has came to a conclusion of compensatory happiness.

    Being amongst the losers with some reasons, explanations , and of course few excuses has been the story so far,

    Loosing without a trial with lot of distractions and few strong barriers are something with which I am dealing from years,

    LOSER, is a big tag.

    And I think I am accepting it somewhere in my heart with sadness, its not that I never had the ingredients to conquer, but it has been somehow my negligence with some hard lucks, obligations and poor decisions.

    Yes it has affected me, my dreams, my aspirations, my happiness and my searching satisfaction.

    I am good at this and that but not enough stabilized to put it for some productive outcome ,

    Outcome in context of success, And successful satisfaction.

    I hate the confusion, hate that a lot as it ruined me, still I feel a compensatory choice I preferred for sustainment.

    As sustainment is an important thing I dared to avoid it once and paid the price for that dare,

    so may be I am not good at dreaming or my dreams are just dreams I should not try to feel and live it, I figured out.

    Yes it is saddens you at your heart , and you start questioning your own life,

    like may be god has made me for this and not that and I am trying to hard to go beyond god’s decision.

    Anyways I Still feel sad when people come and say you have been so good ,

    you could have done this and that with ease, you should have been there we always felt that you are something different and thought you to be at some high to look,

    we still have high expectations,

    you can still start and deliver with ease, you have the spark , you just have to focus and focus at like everything, we still have high expectations from you.

    And listening all that makes me feel so bad for being so unjustified to their expectations,

    it feels good to have high expectations but it breaks you into pieces when they themselves say you spoiled it man with your own, and failed and you are a loser!

    And then our mind and heart have some serious sadness with which we may not cope up.

    As it takes us to negativeness, when you start comparing yourself with your expectations and with your contemporaries. And you find yourself now where.

    You actually fail when you question your self or start thinking more than you should.

    But having being said that,

    I think life gives you chances to bounce back and roll it like a boss,

    I am still seeking and trying to find out that one chance to make it appropriate with my life and the people around it.

    I hope god has left one more good thing to share and hopefully I would accept it without any blunders this time.

    Pray for me.

    Thank you

    Bad at Response.


    Good Afternoon Guys,

    Today I am here with something to discuss which you may like , or may not but let’s discuss it.

    Guys, we often see such people in our daily life who have the tendency of speaking more and also speaking less, and it actually varies from individual to individual as per their own choices,

    But there is one other kind of people who speak relevantly good but have the tendency of showing disinterest to your talks, they will be available to you but with half of their heart, even if they are not half hearted but there traits will make you think so,

    they will give smiles, as reply, they may give you one liners sometimes even one words, they make reaction with expressions, they may listen but pretends to not listen, or they will change the topic at their will, which is actually disheartening to the individual who is eagerly waiting for a respected response,

    It actually makes you think that this man/woman don’t want to talk or may be not interested to talk or may have some attitude issues. Which is very much okay by their observations, as they are receiving such vibes from the other end so they may presume that,

    Even I don’t want to be in a conversation where the individual is finding words on instalments, I speak with my heart and also with a reason, and want the partner to speak well, and react whenever needed, not sure how you people think about it,

    But my opinion is this , and to have a healthy conversation, the two individual should have enough interest to speak and listen, one should not speak alone and vice versa.

    And it has nothing to do with the choice of context or with the subject of talks, they have the tendency of speaking in that way as they prefer it, regardless of the subject of talks.

    Of course I am not saying that everyone is blessed with good speaking skills or talkativeness, but it is not about the limited skills or the other, the individuals who act unavailable or who react late or selective with responses are actually Bad at listening skills and of course with the speaking skills, even with the reactive skills ,

    they should learn and improve, as it is actually a graveyard for themselves, as they are actually creating barriers between their loved ones with bits and pieces of words.

    Like they sound RUDE,FAKE,And ANNOYING!

    And someone with really bad Etiquettes,

    And no one prefers to talk with a person who has 3-4 words for every single thing you say, or may prefer to talk when it is needed the most with some sadness.

    This is what I feel , Don’t know Right or wrong,

    Do share your opinions if you feel so.

    Thank you

    Both are important.


    Well most of my friends are unhappy with me,

    They find me Annoying,

    They call me everything what they hate,

    They say I am unavailable being available to them,

    They say you can’t be like this to us,

    I try to convince them,but they don’t listen,

    They are Right in their ways, I have to be with them if I am with them,

    But I am with my love interest,

    If not being next to her always then through my phone,

    I feel good for the fact that she feels good when I am connected to her either next to her with holding a hand or through calls or even chats,

    My friends don’t like my life style and priority,

    But I don’t want to see her sad, as she feels sad and bad when I don’t message or call her and don’t lift her call,

    I lie her sometimes that yes you wished me the first birthday wish, though sometimes she is second as my mother wishes before than her may be a fraction of second earlier,

    Even if its a lake or I am at some public place I text her, as she wants to feel the ambiance with me and my words. I like it, its not that I am not enjoying it.

    But its a cheat with my friends.

    She enjoys everything of my talks ,

    Even my sick poor cheap jokes, at which no one can laugh.

    And of course my way of care,

    She just love talking to me,

    She says ” I will be fine I don’t need a doctor, you are the doctor and the medicine is our conversation.” When she gets sick.

    I Remember that ,

    I talked to her through calls and texts for around 20hrs continuously with a charger plugged in, whenever needed.

    She loved the gesture, and even felt good to be with her when she needed me.

    I have to talk as she my love and I can’t see her sad,

    After knowing that her sadness is my unavailability and lesser communication.

    But what to do with my friends ,they are not wrong either.

    They want me as their friend as I have been,

    She asks me to pick one sometimes,

    somehow I skip the question with an ice cream or some deep discussion about my career, but i am worried with the picking of one.

    I may pick her over them by being a selfish lover but I wouldn’t be Happy with that, I know as my friends are also important .!

    Love them and Love her also. Both have their importance but yes one priority is not happy when I am with the another priority.


    ***We can’t decide who comes first and who is second, of course it’s both which make us what we want to be, so its important to make them understand their importance in our life, one can’t be another and vice versa. Both are differently important in life. It’s harsh and unfair to pick and choose.

    Stories and many more : II


    Hello Again,

    Well I would like to say that I am very happy with the response from the previous post of mine from the same segment which encouraged me to come up with the second post of such kind from my real life.

    Hoping seriously that you guys would shatter the same kind of love and response to this.

    Also for those who missed reading out the previous one I am sharing the link of it so that they could read it .

    https://wp.me/p83RXy-9E


    Okay, so I share an incident which had been a serious tension to my family.

    We all know that there was a superhero show which used to be there at the television and we all watched it like something more than precious,

    yes I am talking about shaktimaan the one only superhero show,

    i think it used to be there on the Saturdays mostly than started on Sundays as well,

    I was crazy for the show, I use to ran hard with all my strength and swiftness to watch the show,sometimes without removing shoes.

    So it was a craze for the kids of my age. And the guys from 90s would agree with me.

    Like many kids I used to believe in everything what I saw through television, though the show always provided the Disclamation of it is being fictitious and don’t deal any resemblance with anyone.

    But me being a kid, also idiot thought it showcases the real world.

    And I climbed up to the peak of water tank which was about 30metres from the ground level so that shaktimaan would come and stop me from jumping ,

    I literally did that by being influenced by my neighbor friend who stated that shaktimaan came to save him like he does in the TV and he met him that way,

    So i liked the idea of meeting him and luckily at the time I decided to climb , my brother was there with me,

    he tried to stop but I don’t listen at such times,

    and then he reached home somehow all the way from the water tank to my home which was about one km from my home,

    my mother came with a hustle with every tear falling over the stairs and stopped me,

    I reached almost of the water tank,as it was around 200stairs and I was too young to walk through it,

    so she came and took me from their with all the way to my home with some hard slaps , pulling my hair through the journey and yes folding of ears which was her favorite, she asked why you did so?

    I told her that shaktimaan was about to come but you came in between my mother told the show is not real it is fiction,

    I said our neighbor told me that he met him yesterday when he climbed so I did the same,

    she slapped me more than earlier as she felt I am having a bad bunch of fools with me,

    later she never allowed me to meet me but I used to met him again and again,

    I remember that the show has such an influence that I wanted to wear the costume of the show for all my parties if possible and allowed, also at the backyard i used to spin around and fly like shaktimaan but always failed 😀


    Hope you guys liked my story and allow me to share more my childhood with you all. Yes it is not that cool as it could have gone either way, so I would say that we should be selective about what to show the kids .

    Yes I have been idiotic as I find it ridiculous now and don’t encourage that all, but that’s what childhood is and like to share it with you all.

    And

    Always Follow the golden words

    “DON’T TRY THIS AT HOME”.

    Loving Ghost


    Yes he kissed her as she sleeps next to him every night,

    And in the morning he takes his breakfast with her.

    As she loves to cook for him and watch him eating,

    He make few cups of coffee which they enjoy with a kiss .

    She comes and goes,

    she is not scary but yes she is the ghost who thinks and treats him as her boyfriend,

    though he told her that I am not the one but she says let it be I like you as i used to like my boy friend,

    Also he asked about her that why she is ghost now, and what went wrong with her,

    she said she murdered her boyfriend and committed suicide as she caught him with another girl,

    And she had been brutally betrayed by her boyfriend.

    She likes him because he looks like him ,

    but he is single and lives just next to the room where they lived.

    And more ever he also failed in love with same kind of situation though he preferred to let her live with him,

    So there is a connection of being cheated by their loved ones but both had different approach to it.

    Anyways,

    She just wears the normal clothes like jeans T – shirts, etc like any other young girl not like the ghosts of the movies,

    yes her voice is dual and of course she has some amplitude at it.

    And She could smile and cry at the same time,

    She likes romantic movies. And prefer playing carom.

    She has the most beautiful eyes and even more beautiful smile.

    She is friendly to him but he don’t know how to tell her that she is a different spirit now,

    he can’t love her like she wants,

    Ghost and human can’t be the lovers,

    she says one day when the god would be kind enough on her she would happily leave the world but by then he has to be her love interest,

    He thinks he don’t have any other option as he can’t find a way to escape also he has generated some kind of sympathy for her.

    May be because of her love failure And the betrayal.


    That’s it.!!!

    Stories and many more!


    Ok , so years ago I was too young and considerably a kid, (I am still a kid but not as per physical appearance 🙂 )

    So I was a kid about 4 – 5 years and my family took me to school for the very first time , which was more like having new pair of shoes a good school bag few new friends and of course a delicious tiffin box daily for me, in short I was like any other kid not aware of that why I am going to school and all,

    so I still remember the very first day of my school, I did everything like a good boy, like well mannered etc ,

    my father used to have a moped called kinetic Luna by then,which he still have of course in working condition,

    So, I stood in the front of Luna with my choice as I like, winds & hair flyings passing by and my brother was sitting on the back side.

    We both have been always in the same class as he was forced to leave his school by my parents and attend my school as I have been the most pampered kid, so he restarted his schooling with me from KG-1 level from a reputed school of the town,

    Though we never looked same but few thought we were twins ,but we were not.

    So , we three were going it was about 2- 3kms from my house, I was very happy as I was crazy for a bike ride at that age.

    Then, The school came, and I was asked to enter the school my brother gone towards the gate and I was still not interested to go,

    I said I won’t go my father took me towards the gate and I just refused and did every possible thing like crying and running which may have been like shameful for my dad as all the kids and the parents were looking at him,

    he was really embarrassed with that, he tried everything but failed!

    suddenly I looked at the shop next to the school and was looking at a cake in the jar, which could be Of 2 – 5 Rs maximum.

    my father saw that bought it for me And my brother, I took that and never gave it to my brother, i entered the gate of my school and in the first period itself I ate my tiffin and of course the cake,

    and this is how it has been for years. I entered the school like I never had an issue of going , we need something to eat whenever we have been asked to study or to go school isn’t it?

    I am still thankful to the shopkeeper who was there and for having that cake.

    As it has made my dad’s life easier by then. And even I started going to school regularly as I had friends later,

    And I still remember that I used to eat my friends tiffin without sharing them at all 😀 .

    This is how it has been for the next few years of schooling till I was pressurized for homework.

    Thank you.


    OK so let me know should I continue such tales of my life or not.

    And yes I shared the same story of my life in the farewell speech of my school, which was appreciated by every other teacher and friends of mine.

    Yesterday kids were going to school in front of my house, some were crying and some were eating like they don’t care what will happen at school, so I recollected everything of my life from that portion.

    Hope you guys liked it.

    Good Day.

    Link

    I will meet you there ( Linked)


    Hey hello everyone , hope you all are fine and fabulous .

    Just shared a link of my blog post from my another blog site, titled as “I will meet you there” which I really liked and it has been one of my favorite posts, hope you guys like it as well,

    Look I still see that many of my friends don’t know about my another blog, and I am not happy with that as my work which means a lot to me has not reached to the people who follow me from years.

    So, I just shared the link,and would do again and again if I feel so. 🙂

    Anyways,

    it is a romantic poem which you may love and like.

    Follow the link below,

    Like And share your opinions there.

    https://thoughts304.wordpress.com/2017/08/06/i-will-meet-you-there/

    Good Night.

    Virgin…


    After 2 years of her marriage ,

    Pia came back to India to stay with her family, so many of her friends came to meet her,

    they asked her many random questions about her and husband,

    like,

    how is your marriage,?

    You both are happy ?

    How you have been these days etc.

    she said yes I am happy as I look. And we are living with all possible happiness.

    Her friend (Nisha) said , all good !that’s enough as you have been the most reserved girl from our group! And went to abroad all of a sudden .

    Pia replied ‘ yes i have been very shy and reserved.,

    Pia asked – What about you, are you still flirting with all?

    Nisha replied- yes sometimes for fun and sometimes for seriously nothing.

    But tell me about you how good is your life, you are looking different, he is nice to you right?

    I mean why you came alone where is he?,

    Pia replied ‘ of course he wanted to come but he had some commitments.

    yes I can’t tell you about it in details but I feel so lucky to be his wife.

    Her friend was not convinced as she can observe that her eyes were saying something else.

    She again, asked her the same question in a different way,

    ” hey your husband is a rich guy , I saw his profile has some good money in the bank and also have a lot of property etc right?.”

    She replied ‘ yes so.

    Her friend puzzled pia ” are you not excited with that, like money ,property cars etc.

    pia replied “yes if it excites you then I am also excited.”

    Her friend could sense that pia is missing something, she asked her again and again by some promises and all.

    Pia replied ” yes I am married I love him and he loves me, yes he is rich and talented that’s it,

    but you know what I feel like i am still partially virgin,

    Yes we travelled everywhere but not like a couple , he was there with some work and consignments.

    And I was there to make him feel stress relieved whenever needed.

    He has been there with me, but not there for me, more for status showoff. To show it to the world through social networking sites.

    And you know how we love, it is more like robots following some of the mating commands.

    Yes He is a proper straight man and i am also proper straight girl, nothing odd as it sounds.

    but the fact is that, he only touched my body and not my soul, and never allowed me to get in his zone of privacy.

    We are not connected to each other like we should have.

    My body is not virgin my friend but yes my emotions are , my heart is not there when I am with him because he is not also there with me, its more like a task to him or an activity to loose stress for him, that’s it,

    he is busy with his cigars and phone ,

    he is there but he is not there with me actually ,

    he loves his work more than himself. He love me but his style of love is not what I like may be he don’t even know how to love.

    He has a time for everything like 10mins for breakfast , 5mins for getting ready etc,

    he is a big time management insect.

    It’s good professionally.

    but not for the layers of love to get unfolded.

    But I am happy as I can’t be sad.


    ***Love is beyond the materialistic happiness. Love them with everything you have,not just posting pictures and buying gifts.
    Aside

    Happy Birthday Daddy


    Happy Birthday Daddy!

    Hello every one, Good morning

    Yes today is my Dad’s Birthday, and I wish him everything what he deserves, with good health and Harmony and just sharing this day with everyone over here.

    My Dad is very hardworking man, he has been very fun loving and a soul who believes doing what he thinks the best,

    He has been 14 when his father passed, and from there he made himself what ever he is, it took a lot from him, as mostly his childhood has been in crisis he has to earn for survival and he did all that with real heroic flair.

    He has been a big ANR fan (Telugu Movie Super star), by being from the down south.

    He sings beautiful and sometimes he may give laughter at its best.

    One can’t hide anything from him, he is the sharp mind reader, he speaks without any fear, he is very simple and innocent also and sometimes people make use of it.

    He is the perfect mixture of hardwork and intelligence. He taught the kid who was senior to him by 3years and at his young age. And even now people ask him to do their toughest of things as they feel no one can be better than him,

    There is Much more to tell but that’s it for now,

    Wishing you a very happy birthday Dad .

    Thank you.

    Stumped!


    The Man with some temper issues, did enough to make a mark , but still unaware of buttering to the officials, not a person with a reputation of striking like others , but reasonably good to be in the position for which we are still finding someone , he is not that flamboyant , not that outspoken, like these modern day cricketers are.


    Yes I am talking about Mr. Ambati Tirupati Rayudu,

    A person who has been good in studies in the early days also did graduation, and always considered as shy and reserved. Someone who never danced,

    But always a freaky guy as he did things in style. Be it the the tweet he did against the statement of chief selector of Indian team , for which he may paid the price of his life.

    Yes he was quite impulsive in nature , a short tempered guy, with some previous history of anger.

    Started his career with a big hype, and suddenly acclaimed as the next big thing in Indian Cricket,

    Missed the track in between as did all the wrong things at the right time, he opted to play for the ICL , the league which came before IPL , and considered as The Non BCCI league, for which many players have been penalized and left, somehow they all came back with the courtesy call of the BCCI,

    And then the fortune turned for him again, he performed for MI then for CSK, and did enough to play for India and scored decently with an average of 47+.

    But then , what went wrong how he has been left from the probables , is still a question mark which haven’t been answered!

    Later he was added in the standbys , but never preferred when the team needed, which may have hurt him more, as he was there in the reserved players list like Rishabh Pant, but Mayank Agarwal has been asked to join ahead of Ambati, which may have enforced him to quit the game forever at just 33years.

    Seriously not the way one should be treated. It shows the other side of our Indian cricket, He may have decided in an anger, but his anger has reasons and I feel that he has all the rights to feel bad and angry with the outcome,

    After all every cricketer wants to represent India in the world cup arena.

    He has been a good ambassador of cricket but has been treated in the most bad way,

    He deserved a better farewell.

    I hope we all could react in the best way, they ruined his career in the best possible way, I am sure they will sit someday in their life and feel bad about their decision, as he could have played for 5 – 6 years.

    Politics And Politicians are everywhere, proved again. As cricket fan I am completely saddened with it.

    If Ego was the reason to his debacle ,then I think this is the most worst thing happened in Indian cricket.

    Thank you.

    The Roasted Chicken


    Hello, Beautiful Ladies and Handsome Gentlemen,

    Hope you all are doing good in your life ,

    today i want to share that I have another blogging site as ‘the Roasted chicken’ which is very special to me.

    Few of my friends know about it but many of you don’t , so I thought it is good and equally necessary to put that in front of everyone ,

    so that the people who know and who don’t know could be officially informed about it by me.

    I have been writing stuffs like poems ,lyrical tales and articles about love and hate over there,which may be liked by you all,

    Yes I feel bad for the fact , that I haven’t been regular on sites although I have been writing from 4years ,but due to lack of time I haven’t been that active on my sites, though I am trying hard and I am quite regular now than earlier I was, and I am assuring you all that I would like and try to be as regular on blogs as I can from now on.

    so I urge you all to have a glance over the site . if you really like the content then don’t hesitate to follow the site as well 🙂

    I would be very happy if i could see your views over there as well, 😀

    I am sharing the link below, if you love someone or if you want to love or you have loved anyone so far , you will have a good time there for sure.

    And yes let me clear , this is not an advertising post, this is more of information about my blogging site.

    Tap the link below only if you are interested,

    https://thoughts304.wordpress.com

    Good Night