After 2 years of her marriage ,
Pia came back to India to stay with her family, so many of her friends came to meet her,
they asked her many random questions about her and husband,
how is your marriage,?
You both are happy ?
How you have been these days etc.
she said yes I am happy as I look. And we are living with all possible happiness.
Her friend (Nisha) said , all good !that’s enough as you have been the most reserved girl from our group! And went to abroad all of a sudden .
Pia replied ‘ yes i have been very shy and reserved.,
Pia asked – What about you, are you still flirting with all?
Nisha replied- yes sometimes for fun and sometimes for seriously nothing.
But tell me about you how good is your life, you are looking different, he is nice to you right?
I mean why you came alone where is he?,
Pia replied ‘ of course he wanted to come but he had some commitments.
yes I can’t tell you about it in details but I feel so lucky to be his wife.
Her friend was not convinced as she can observe that her eyes were saying something else.
She again, asked her the same question in a different way,
” hey your husband is a rich guy , I saw his profile has some good money in the bank and also have a lot of property etc right?.”
She replied ‘ yes so.
Her friend puzzled pia ” are you not excited with that, like money ,property cars etc.
pia replied “yes if it excites you then I am also excited.”
Her friend could sense that pia is missing something, she asked her again and again by some promises and all.
Pia replied ” yes I am married I love him and he loves me, yes he is rich and talented that’s it,
but you know what I feel like i am still partially virgin,
Yes we travelled everywhere but not like a couple , he was there with some work and consignments.
And I was there to make him feel stress relieved whenever needed.
He has been there with me, but not there for me, more for status showoff. To show it to the world through social networking sites.
And you know how we love, it is more like robots following some of the mating commands.
Yes He is a proper straight man and i am also proper straight girl, nothing odd as it sounds.
but the fact is that, he only touched my body and not my soul, and never allowed me to get in his zone of privacy.
We are not connected to each other like we should have.
My body is not virgin my friend but yes my emotions are , my heart is not there when I am with him because he is not also there with me, its more like a task to him or an activity to loose stress for him, that’s it,
he is busy with his cigars and phone ,
he is there but he is not there with me actually ,
he loves his work more than himself. He love me but his style of love is not what I like may be he don’t even know how to love.
He has a time for everything like 10mins for breakfast , 5mins for getting ready etc,
he is a big time management insect.
It’s good professionally.
but not for the layers of love to get unfolded.
But I am happy as I can’t be sad.
***Love is beyond the materialistic happiness. Love them with everything you have,not just posting pictures and buying gifts.