Artistically Beautiful!!


 

 

Photo by lehandross on Pexels.com

 

I saw a Dream,

Dream with my open eyes,
With many more layers of love,
Love,
for the one to whom I never met,
And never saw,
She was Artistically beautiful,
As I don’t think ,
could ever see a lady of such grace.
With Her Beautiful Eyes ,
More like the Moon after eclipse.
With a Little Sharp nose,
May have customized before her birth,
Lips , like Little Roses layered with Dew Drops,
Soft , Smooth and colorful.
She looked like a Beauty with a Mysterious smile,
But before I could solve it,
She Disappeared.

 

 


© All Rights Reserved.

 

 

Proposal…


Listen,

Let’s take it to another level,

yes I am serious

I want to live with you,

Breathe with you ,

And Die with you.

Can’t imagine anyone even in my nightmares,

Can’t imagine my life without you,

I am Just soaking every drop of dew ,

Just smelling every single rose ,

Just Dancing around the corners of road,

singing like everyone is listening to me.

Just trying to match you in every possible way my love,

I just love your world of simplicity and cuteness,

Today, I take the pledge to love you and just love you forever.

And Ever ,

Sun may not shine some day,

Moon may be disappeared for a while ,

But I won’t stop loving you as I do.

I feel my every breathe has a reason for it occurrence.

And the reason is you and only you.

I love you

I just love you the most ,

My Darling,

I have been the one who speaks less with mouth and more with eyes.

Just look at my eyes you will see everything what I feel for you,

I want you for me for the entire life.

Will you marry me ?

And make me feel,

I am the luckiest Girl alive.


***It takes a lot to propose a girl /boy, so even if you are not interested ,be polite to them and explain it in the best possible way. As you are dealing with emotions not with the individual, and emotions are sometimes very dramatic.

That Kiss …!


Photo by Snapwire on Pexels.com

That Unexpected Kiss from her on my lips

has turned into

An Extended Kiss from me

which made her realize that

her lips have been bitten,

and it’s her blood which she saw on my lips

and with a smile she said

I think you gave me a love byte…

 

 

 

How could she smile when she has been treated that way?

Why she smiled with a lot of glittering sparks in her eyes?

Why that sweet kiss has turned into a kiss of Blood?

Do you want to have such experience ever in life ?

Feel Free…


Just Put the hesitations somewhere in the dustbin ..

Through it…

Dump it..

Destroy it…

Just feel free about everything you wish to do…

Bring out the giggles…

Your hidden Sparks…

Yes your desires…

Feel free to explore

You don’t need to act for the sake of someone..

Just remain the real of yours

Laugh..

Enjoy…

And stay alive..

Feel free to be what you are…

Just feel free to live your life…

Without any half measures…

Without any baggage of Egos And Issues..

Oh Dear, feel free to Breathe….

Good Night….


Photo by samer daboul on Pexels.com

Besides the fact that the day was so irritating and a complete waste of energy and time.

but it’s time to calculate the positives out of this and plan the next day for being a bit better….

one more day of life has come to an end one more day of life has gone into veins…

Its humiliating but we cannot demand things in life its the misery but reality..

so all my friends just wash the face and expect the bright sun shine after the dark night ….the Dawn is on the way.

expect glory….

expect surprise….

expect happiness…..

Good Night

Strengthening More..


Twisted,
Even Crushed,
Broken,
And yes shattered,

Losing Everyday,
Falling from several heights Again and again.


Thrown,
Also Dumped
Yes Even a little Dismantled..

Shocked,
And scattered Into Pieces..

But Still Fighting,
Yes Fighting To Survive,
And To Get succeed,

Recollecting The Pieces and fixing it again,

Beware,
I am Strengthening, we are strengthening..

Strengthening More ,
To Defend ,
And also Attack,

Strengthening Again,
To Stand,  survive, And Succeed.

Yes We are Strengthening More..

Photo by Werner Pfennig on Pexels.com

This is What Suits You..


Moon
Sun
Stars
And
You, Should shine Forever,
Because This is What Suits You.

Shine Forever like the Diamonds,
Even More than The Diamonds,
Yes More And More,
Because This is What suits You….
This is what defines you.

You are The One who should never be Dim and Dark.
The Charm Of Your Face should never get faded.
The Aura of Your Persona should never get Diminish,
The Beauty of your Eyes should never get Lesser,
Should Never get lesser at all,
Because This is What suits You….

Darling,
Nothing Can Break You,
Nothing can ever overshadow You,
Nothing can ever Bother you my love,
Just Smile and shine Always,

jennifer winget

Because This is What suits you,
This is What Suits You The Most …..

.


The Right Girl !


Just Not the Right Girl for you!

As I smoke & Drink sometimes , and you don't,

Just not the Right Girl for you ,

As I Don't Pray much,

Just not the Right Girl for you,
As I laugh Louder than any other girl,

Just Not the Right Girl,
as I wear Some Clothes which are short and you don't like such clothes,

Just Not the Right Girl,
as I Care for others more than me, and you don't ,

Just Not the Right Girl , 
as I Don't share my problems and Pain , as you want it to be,

Just not the right Girl,
 as I Am a free Bird ,and you want to have a puppet for you,


I can't be that Girl with Limited Words as I speak a lot at times,

I can't be your Miss Right all the time.

As I want to fly and you want someone without wings.

So Dude,
You are free to have such Puppets more and more ,

I am not the Right choice for you.
Thank You

Some More Cigarettes Please. . .




Laying in pain, on the corners of Road,
Without any serious sense of shyness,

 

Also sitting sometimes near the balcony,

Thinking about You, And The Fate.




With this white smoke all around my face,
And  A Cigarette in my hand, And even many more packets of cigarettes,
with a lighter to put fire.
Closing my eyes , and taking the smoke inside my body,

Mixing it with my respiratory organs and destroying them ,

With my eyes filled with tears and all colored in red.




Smoking it like we breathe for living ,
Craving for it like kids do for food.

But Loosing Hopes of  Living a life.

Ignoring the Dangers involved in it, 
As every next choke of smoke gives some artificial goodness,
with lots and lots of worries. Everything seems disappearing slowly.

I know It's like a self destruction.
I know there is nothing like heroism in it.
I know it's not good for health,
Yes of course It's not magical.
It is not a healer not even a pain killer.
It's just that I am terribly addicted to it,
It will kill me someday,
May be with more pain than what I have now,
It may be unbearable for me then,
But still I want some more..
Some More Cigarettes Please.
,

**Fictional & And I Don’t Smoke.

 

**Smoking is Injurious to Health.

feathers


Feathers,

soft and glossy

Some Red,

And Some Dark blue…

Some long, some short..

Some feels like velvet,

Some like wool.

Some sticks with the hands

Some just kisses every time you touch..

Like a beautiful Fur..

Fur to feel the sensations,Ecstasy..

And Notions of love..

Some makes you feel cozy & shy..

Some bring back the hidden smiles within you.

Some fantasizes you with the touch,

some makes you feel love

And some Reminds you of someone you lost.

Notes for self.


I left them,

They will say what they want,

I have my things to do,

I know how to do,

I will do it.

Let them watch me,

And my Glory with some fake appreciations.

I need not to prove.

I am here for my own good.

Yes I am doing good now,

But will do a bit more better than this for sure.


Good Night

Lost’


Someone,

someday ,

somehow…

Just Disappeared .

With some anxiety and plenty of Questions,

Pain,

And confusion.

Just Disappeared

And Lost ..

Lost to find someone..

Lost to find happiness..

Lost to find Life..

Rather

Lost to find the own individuality.

Lost to find the soul,

Success,

And smile.

Let’s find the Lost one

Beauty of her Eyes


Site Icon

Beauty of her eyes has changed my perception,

Yes it has changed me as well.

I think i am good enough to feel good about me,

Yes I can see the mirror for a while now,

As I feel I look good.

I look good because she feels I look good.

She thinks and she says the same.

I am more positive & poised .

I have more things to look at.

My eyes are wider now, with confidence.

My smile is more happening.

I am more than happy now.

Yes I do prefer better clothes,

As I want to look and praised more and more.

The beauty is in her eyes,

as I am still the same .



LOVE STAYS..


More than the world I have my views clear …

As I know it better than he , she and the one next to both,

I have my gut feel which is stronger than any evidence,

Evidence, 🙂 Do I need it?

I with my emotionally unbalanced state, confess that ,

Dear I still love you a lot, and it is literally impossible for me to look think and feel beyond you.

My Every single aspect of life is evolved about you, and it is still around you.

I may forget the biggest of things, or even the tiny little things at the same time,

But I am unable to forget you, with or without the forgiveness.

I am a kind of person who is still pertaining with your memories, in my real world even after years of detachment.

Yeah it is questionable, it is unacceptable.

But I have my set of answers and the questions.

I have my acceptance to the things. So I don’t need any other approval,

Feelings are stronger sometimes than the barriers,

Loving you as ever my love.

Can’t Help.

God Bless You.


*** I personally don’t prefer clean shaves.

POWER CUT : a love tale


It was around 6Pm,

and one hour was still there to leave the place,

Then what we felt that a power cut could be a good idea to have a little kiss near the godown, at the backyard of the office.

Actually it was her plan before the Long office tour of mine.

I really liked the idea and did the power cut through the help of electrician , and asked him to switch off his phone for a while and give some relatable excuse, things will be managed by me ,

He did the same without a question, and smiled back with a wink, I tapped over his shoulder and gave some bribe for the sake of love.

My girl has been informed the same, and she already reached the place with so many butterflies in her stomach, as this was our first time in the office premises,

Power cut …., and within 5 minutes everyone left the place with a joy of break from work , then slowly I reached the place ,

She was there , near the door of panel room,

I smiled at her she was blushing and it was dark all-around.

I just thought to look around me whether anyone is there or not, but in between that she dragged me towards her, and whispered “no one is here baby.., Don’t waste time” .

She kissed with some serious passion, and one could see the shine in her eyes, she quickly gone opposite to her shy nature which itself is a remarkable change.

Her thin lips were craving for a long lock with my lips, and my hands were around her neck and hair to hold her head tight.

We both started kissing in the dark messy room,

We both were kissing…

Kissing with the breathe choking smooches.

And with a passion full of love..

We lost each other in the moment there,

we were inseparable,

and we wanted to have so much more in between than just kissing, but we were still kissing,

and we hardly noticed that the office fellows are there who may come at any time,

Thanks to the electrician who reminded that he has to come back and switch the power ON.

We realized the same, and left the place with many more unfulfilled desires.

Thank you

*** A Fictional Tale 🙂

Why always me and not you..!


Hey listen ,

Why I need to say hello to you every time after your bye..

Why?

Tell me why?

Why always me the first and not you..

Why you can’t say the same to me ..

Why you feel it different from me to Approach..

Why you don’t feel the same eagerness to talk..

Why you are so selective and reactive..

Why you can’t initiate the first step..

Why?

Tell me why?

Why always me and not you?

Don’t Go..


Listen,

Don’t go,

Don’t go to bed !

Let’s stay awake in love as I don’t want to sleep and loose you even in my dreams.

Let’s stay away from fights as I know I can’t win and also I don’t want you to loose.

Let’s stay in love to feel you in me and me in you regardless of our distance in between.

Let’s stay away from egos and angers, and stay happy.

Let’s stay in life with our dreams, so that you and me don’t need any other day to live .

Hey ,

how could you go for sleep. When I have so much to ask and many more to share.

Kisses and many more.


She with an image of introvert, more of a book worm,

A simple, And Shy looking girl,

with long black hair , always oiled and tied !!!

And with specs ,

Falls in love with a guy,

who was not so good in the good books of any father,

With some messy hair,And untamed Beard.

with An Ear Ring for a show off, and a street fighter with profession.

but nervous in talking to girls.

He finds it tough to approach for romance.

Because Loving an introvert girl is not that easy at least as per the perception.

As one can’t force any other.

So, the girl understands his side and breaks the shackles of her own created barriers ,

She calls him to her house, with a loose hair and dim light ,

she smiles and removes her specs, with some tempting dress and a naughty pull towards her through his neck ,

looks at him and asks ” you being a macho scared of what??? , don’t you think I am like any other girl who likes love.

And in between her talks she holds him tight and kiss him on his lips with her own eyes closed .

The girl is not the same book worm and introvert at the kissing,

And she kissed him with all the hidden desires and passion.

And then the Guy kiss her with a more manly approach, he also feels good about it as they both have crossed their barrier.

and so, they both shared a passionate romance ,

And loving each other like they are carefree in love…

with some noisy kisses and many other things.

Return if you find it.


A Part of Mine is Missing,

I have been seeking and searching it’s Existence,

But I think I lost it,

Yeah,

I lost my heart and so my smile.

Check if it is there with you,

Please Return if you find it.

It has been there with me,

But I lost it,

Lost it from the last hug of yours ,

Just Check it,

you may find it somewhere,

Around your heart,

May be around your perfume,

Even around your Mirror,

Return it, if you find it.





Option / choice.


I wish I could have stopped her , a bit more,

I tried my best,

but she had priorities,…

And many more reasons to leave.

I wanted her to stay ,

Sit and talk more About she and me.

But she went as she felt going is a better option,.

Then talking to me.

Or she may have better things to do than talking to me.

I felt like ,

I am an option,

not a choice

Not a serious aspect,

Just a time pass Material!!

Who has been played,

And left after sometime.

Don’t Hide…


Yes I am happy..

I like the little cute smiles,

and the naughty winks of mine,

I wanted all this to happen for me,

Yes This is something different,

its special.

But still I am not accepting it,

I am hiding it,

I want to stay away from this,

I am staying at some distance without my honest will,

But this is quite cautionary,

I am hiding my emotions and the reactive notions.

I am hiding the cute little love.

I want loneliness not love,

May be I am avoiding it with the restricted barriers.

I don’t think I should love,

or i need a love story now,

I am good with the tears,

don’t want someone to wipe out,

I am loving this love but I think I can’t love,

I should not love.

I hope my emotions are not evident to the world,

I hope I can hide it well.

Yes I would prefer to hide my
Happiness,

My Feelings,

My Emotions,

And

My love.


*Don’t Hide your Emotions . Love , Hate , Anger, or Happiness just show it , feel it . it is good to speak and sort it out, no restricted barriers should come in between of your feelings and confrontations.

You Betrayed yourself .


jennifer winget

I am Broken

Sad

Alone

And

Empty.

But still Don’t want to Be in love with you as you don’t need it, as you don’t deserve it, as you don’t respect it,

You want darkness and the sadness,

And of course the Pain .

You may have many things to live and like, but you still need that one thing which you will never get , because you betrayed yourself,

you cheated yourself more, than anyone, You Idiot.

May you find heart and heartbeats as a human being . As you sound Alien to me sometimes, who has more of nothingness than anything to cherish .

God Bless you,

May you find yourself better someday.

May you find better reasons to live love and laugh.

Get well soon.

Let’s Love Again..



Let’s love

A bit more than the last time,

Like you say ” Lost in love”

This Red Rose is still a bud,

But it is like your favorite Flower,

I plucked it from the public garden,

And Just few drops of rain over it ,

makes it even more beautiful,

Like you look, when you loose your silky hair,

Let’s love,

And love even more,

Like we did,

in the rain,

Under your blue Umbrella,

Yes We kissed in public without any shyness,

As the love overshadowed the crowd around

Let’s love, Again

And love even more,

Let’s kiss Again ,

Even with the Rise of sun,

also in the Rise of moon,

Let’s love again ,

Near the favorite Lake with some coconut trees,

And some natural dim light,

Yes, Let’s Love Again!!!


Good Day

And She said It…


jennifer winget

In A competition,

When she was asked to write about me by looking at me,

she left it blank and said

“I can’t write about him , as I feel I shouldn’t waste my time to write about him, when he is in front of me, I would rather prefer to watch him, and just keep on watch him…

Like my eyes got stuck at him,

Like my world has paused at him,

Like I don’t care for being watched by the world when I am looking at him.

Like he is the only one in the world to look and I am the only lucky one with the eyes to look at him.

Yes of course I watch him daily but that’s just not Enough for me,

I can spend my life watching him.

He is so much of love,

I can’t take my eyes away of him when he is there around me,

I prefer to watch him in anything and everything i do.

I kiss his photographs when no one is watching without a mark of my lips at his photos “

And Guess What,

I being her competition at other End , smiling , Blushing , and filled with love and happiness applauded for her .

And said ” I feel the same for you my love but yes I couldn’t have said this in front of everyone.

And yes please give her the Prize she won it without any doubts like she won my heart.”

With a smile .


jennifer winget

She with a little smile, Enough to Bring Glitters , came to my dream, asked me How are you?

I was angry with her even in the dream, I never replied to her, but yes looked at her with confusion and hesitation,

Confusion was there as i was not expecting her to meet me and ask how are you?

Hesitation was there as I was not sure that I should be looking at her or not,Being Aware of the current dynamics.

She was in a Black suit with her head wrapped with a Black Mantilla.

She looked Pretty in the attire like she ever did,

it was enough for me to feel that I am fallen in love with you again.

But she smilingly said you should get married now,

its enough of me,

I don’t deserve this much of love, I left you and its high time, you should move on,

Yes it is different from your perception, as you love with more passion and sincerity, but yes this how it has to be,

And God is there to punish me for all the Bad things I did to you,

I think You deserve a far better girl than me, that’s why all this happened,

I feel bad for being not with you , but I know you hate Me now, and I deserve all the hate.

I could see her crying with some tears and eyes filled with Guilt.

Than she left and the visuals got blurred,

I don’t know

I don’t remember, anything after that, she left and I tried to stop her but I failed,

The Dream was over!!

Then my mom came with a newspaper from outside and said ” that Guy again gave the wrong newspaper to us.”

I smiled and took the Newspaper.

Thank you

What They Never said!


They said you may burn, you’re using fire as your Darling,

They said you may get poisonous, you’re cuddling with a snake,

They said you may get shock, you’re are hanging out with current,

They said you may fall, you’re are buzzing around a rock.

They said you may you may drowned, you’re swimming across the river in rain.

They said This,

And They said That,

Actually They said Everything

Like Snake, Rock,River, Fire and current !

But ,

They never said Directly That you shouldn’t love her !

Which was needed the most,

Come on Guys,

How could I Believe in such Hints , Being Obsessed to Her, ?


*We should be clear with our words and Actions always.

a beautiful woman


Photo by Amir SeilSepour on Pexels.com
Blink ! may be with an unnoticed wink
a wave without an eye contact
a smile with some penetrating stares at here and there
of course everywhere,
blowing kisses for the air if not for me, as per the pretending

some day in red
some day in black 
blue also but not necessarily for the mondays


with layers of makeup coated and jewels placed near the neck
 some heavy touch ups of eye shadows and mascara
with your printed embroidery clothes
and the multi colored shawls.

yes i noticed every time, 
when you reaped your lips to make it even more red and pinkish,
also when you purposely lifted your feet to show the design of alta{Dye}.

you really looked like a women with a heart that beats faster than normal,
when looked at me.
you really made me feel special with your constant searching eyes, 
and unanswered and puzzling hints,

the beauty of you is so beautiful that i never felt the need of knowing you, 
or talking to you
as you speak and tell a lot with your eyes, 
which i could sense but could not reciprocate

you came to my dreams quite a few times  
as i can`t wish to have you in my reality 
you will be there in my mind  as a beautiful woman
 with some unsaid plans for me , and also some hidden fantasies.

i feel for you for being unresponsive
 but yes i have the valid reasons.
and yes you made me feel good about myself. 



Reading The Same Book


Reading the same book

Based on Love,

and Romance,

Reading the same book,

We liked the most,

Based on Affections,

and Emotions,

Reading the same book,

We thought to Adapt & Recompile,

Based on Me,

and You.

Reading the same book,

But,

Adding the chapters of hate and cheat,

Also, Pain and Redemption to the ending of it,

And Named it

” The Roasted Chicken.”

Looking not listening..


Most of the time she looked at him, without even murmuring a single word,

He was talking a lot, being unaware of being noticed, he explained everything what was needed regarding it.

She was looking at him like a poser poses ,with a smile and still eyes with some glittering effect in eyes.

Like a serious listener

And he was just speaking with all the professionalism without any hesitation or confusion,

as he was a sincere and dedicated sales officer came to demonstrate about the product for which he was assigned.

She liked his speaking skills more than anyone as she was not listening him, and she never cared that he speaks fast and non stop.

For her it was more like seeing someone very pure at eyes and innocent with looks.

it was like something special in front of her which she really liked and loved looking at.

And for him, talking to her was just making sure that he could convince her for the purchase of the product.

He explained everything, and asked whether she is impressed with product or not ? She has any doubts or what? She would purchase it or not?

She replied I am very happy with the product but would like to understand about it more deeply, so she asked him to explain the entire product again,(purposely she said)

He explained her for three times, (without any anger)

And finally she bought it with a smile and took the word to help her if needed regarding the usage, by the visit or via phone.

He smiled and said sure Mam.

And then they never had any doubts and explanations between them,

as the usage of phone was quite more better than explanations and doubts of the products.


Thank You

Blueprint of love.


She came with some questions, and asked him precisely ,

As he was the most sorted guy of the group.

he actually wanted to spend more time with her, as she was his love interest,

so it was like bread and butter to him.

she started asking about love and breakups and confessed that she had bitter memory of love, he smiled

and replied you have a memory of love which itself is good,

many of us don’t even have that,

they love without letting it know , even to their shadow,

And whatever you asked me about love is just the replica of your sadness of your previous experience,

I would rather suggest you to believe in the beauty of life, in the way it comes

accept it, and stay honest to it,

that’s it,

there is no blueprint of love.

That it has to be done that way or this way it varies from time and person to person.

She hugged him and said thank you my friend.

I am done with my doubts hope I find someone like you,someday!

He smiled, and just felt good about it.

Thank You

Aside

I see you ….


My mirror is not working ,

I can’t see my face, in it

I tried yesterday,

I have been trying from the morning,

But I can’t see my face ,

It’s not working,

I see someone else instead,

Yes I see you in it,

Whenever I try to see myself in it,

I see you,

Sometimes smiling ,

Sometimes fixing your shattered hair.

Yes you even wink sometimes,

Is it an illusion or you did some black magic. ?

But I can’t see me in it.

I see you in it.

Love and feel


Breeze just at the back yard of your house,

I love it like I love your breathe,

soothing and pleasant

like we listened that famous romantic duet with some cuddles and and a bit of salsa.

Still I wonder the shampoo you use , the perfume you spray

your hair is soft like velvet and the fragrance is still around my shoulders,

Don’t know how beautiful it would be if we could roam in that breeze with your open hair, and with that saree which I gifted you on your last birthday.

Sheer pleasure and a treat to eyes.

Don’t know whether I would just look at you or I would enjoy the ambiance.

As it would be like “surrender right now you can’t look anywhere else

Feel the Love.


Aside

Looking you in me.


jennifer winget

I am Adding more colors to your painting, as I added more flairs to my personality,

yes I like smiling now as you do, not much like you but yes I can smile my love.

Somehow I managed to look good by wearing the best clothes from my wardrobe as you have the tendency of making every presence picture perfect.

Yes I started using the same shade of lipstick which you said you like at the movie theatre last week.

Also i added a habit of you ,
looking more towards the camera and posing ,

I think I am looking you in me.

I am not the same individual who sits alone in the dark room with specs on my eyes and searching something exciting on my laptop.

I find my life happening with you and it is exciting as well I don’t need any other entertainment to pursue.

I love to look good now,

I want to be like you,

Always smiling always charming like a happy child.


***when we are in love we just love to do everything like our partner not to impress but actually to feel good about it, which makes love more beautiful.
*** Love can change your tastes, outlooks and choices.

Love , Me, And Problem


Me , Love And Problems, we three have been always with each other, love always came to me with many more problems, I accepted love with both the hands and problems with some tears, it’s more like a triangular love story of Bollywood , we three always fall for each one of us.

I still remember that I have chosen the path of love almost like riding the bike against the flow of wind, always risky and challenging.

But somehow I liked the drama around love with little bit of sweetness sometimes ,but most of the time it was bitterness which I tasted more. But still preferred to choose love and the problem later.

Love has been my actual girl friend and with whom I wanted to spend my life time, but problem has been the one whose secret crush has been me, with whom I never actually moved apart though always tried. As she has been a strong follower of mine.

I have been given option, to stay away from love to stay away from problem but i opted for love and so then problem persisted ,which in turn it has ruined my life,

my life completely demolished for the sake of love. It has broken my heart into pieces of chicken, which the problem enjoyed with some roasting,

so how I say I am like the roasted chicken, which you like the most with salt and pepper.

It is very painful to be the one with such reality where you find yourself alone and alone, every next time.

Deep down I feel , I shouldn’t have fallen for love it took everything from me, but I actually fall for it again and again, I am always someone who believes in doing the same mistake again and again irrespective of the outcome.

Yes maybe I am kid at heart, or fool in other words.

So, In return I end up being a showpiece to the world, they feel for me, the learn from my mistake ,they talk about me and some even likes to offer charity and some just do the gossips,

Even after all this if someone ask me would you prefer love to have with you ,but you have to accept problem as well,

I will say yes I want to have love regardless of problem and consequences.

You can’t love anyone without problem and in other way if you see you always need love to tackle with pains & problems.

You may loose sometime and sometime you may win, but it has to be the love for which you live regardless of it complementary gifts.

Love always !

Don’t worry about problems or it’s side effects.

Just try to have love in your side more and more with a smile and shine.

Aside

Still not sure ..


Still I am not sure about it, as I can’t find any clue from your traits,

Reading your mind is very tough, as solving a jigsaw puzzle,

Sometimes you smile and sometimes you look apart,

Someday you text me, and some day you don’t even reply.

Somehow I came to know that you have mood swings, like me 😀

But still not sure about your views on me..

What’s there in your mind?

Tell me, so that I can think better about it.

Yes Thinking about you is like reading a poem, sweet deep and exciting.

But are you this or you are that !

What are you actually.. ?

Someday you dance, and someday you cry for hours…

Still not sure about you,

And your views on me…

jennifer winget

Hypocrisy…


We

Were

The

Perfect

Mismatch..!


We all can say this after sometime of our love failure without any hesitation,

but do we ever think about it when we actually in love with that individual,

I think we don’t and we can’t actually,

so how and why we say it after the things has gone other way?

Hypocrisy it is..

Instead of saying that we should try to be honest and accept that we were not good enough to stand by our love for which we are responsible, not the compatibility!

It Happens….


Just too hard it is to miss someone who has been not nice to you,

I think we don’t miss them, we actually still don’t digest the fact of they being wrong and harsh to us.

We don’t sleep in the nights .

And we sleep sometimes with the open eyes.

You can’t walk in the best available roads,

But you prefer to walk blindly near the sea shore.

It is tough to actually define it , as you don’t know is that the extended love !

Or the extreme hate it is.

Whatever it is , it makes life very tough.

Let’s Cook Love…


Have a boy and girl ,

With two hearts at a working condition,

Bring in some eye contacts, some attachments,

Add some duets for the texture,

some drama if needed,

with some possessiveness for the aroma,

You may choose Egos, angers and selflessness as per your nature.

Mix it well with confusions & detachments,

You may add Villains as spices,

And Garnish it with some cuddles,

That’s it,

The Recipe called love is ready to serve,


*** the happy ending or the ending with tears, depends upon the usage of the ingredients ,Like any other dish.


Let’s Serve Love.

The First Love


One day you will sit and remember that you  actually liked the moments you lived with your first love, whether we loved or argue there is something cute within it, which is inevitable.

you may find more love and more happiness in life but you will remember the one always as you shared the most purest form of love with him/her

yes they say it right first love is always the love which stays in our heart even at the ages of deaths,

First love remains there in your heart no matter how much you try to eradicate it from your heart, you can’t do it, you may find the valid reasons, but emotions don’t understand any such reason,

First love is an illusion,

you smile by the anger of your partner, and you get angry on the most silly things,

The more deep you love the more you live with the innocence of first love…

 first love is the best love, it is something which makes you grow more as person sometimes and sometimes it makes you a stubborn and even a kid.

But trust me the most beautiful emotion is love, and when it comes to first love I think the beauty of love is enhanced more and more.

Those eye contacts, the hints, the little cuddles, makes it even more beautiful,

Confusions, jealousness, doubts and possessiveness makes it even more exciting,

And the impatience adds the exact salt to the taste,

The first love is the beautiful garden with all the colors of flowers, which stays in the heart even after years and years.

Hate you the most…


I hate you,

yes I hate you even in your photographs,

I can’t take that fake smile even for few seconds,

just too harsh for my heart to watch you even in my dreams,

you don’t deserve an eye contact for the rest of my life,

yes I hate you the most ,

I don’t want to meet you forever,

Also,

I can’t even watch your sick photographs , I repeat!

Don’t know when I developed this hatred for you,

As only I know how much I loved you, You Bloody coward!

But you never deserved that love.

I hate you !! Yes HATE you the most.

Wrong or Right ?


Wrong or Right, I don’t know

If loving someone is a crime ,

then take me to the jail,

but you can’t take the feelings from my heart , as I live with it ,

if I am died, you may take it from my body but not from my soul,

Harder & heavier it is to justify you all as you people hardly understand my language,

as i speak clear and lucid and you only understand manipulations,

yes it is not that legitimate to love her,

but my heart is quite untamed,

it don’t have an active brain,

to think and tell that you are now Mrs. And not the same Miss,

by the way it beats faster than an ordinary heart,

whenever i remember you and me and the good happy days,

Can’t help!!!

And actually I don’t care.

LoVeAndOnlyLovE…


The Story of my love started with your smiles…

Strengthened with my anger..

Grown with your promises..

Nurtured with my beliefs..

Affected with the people around us…

Spoiled with the insecurities….

Ruptured with the traps of your loved ones..

Finished with your decision..

Separated by the society..

Not ended with my loneliness..

And

Reliving Love with WordPress..

Those Corners of Road.


Those Corners of Road are still there.

Still there as it has been ..

But not for me anymore.

The ambience of the road within the darkness of night with some dim moonlight is still the same as it has been,

But not for me.

But Not for me my dear..

There is some unknown relationship between me and those corners of the road ,

it is more like the relationship between the beauty and eyes.

Both are of no use without the existence of the other.

Those corners of Road take me to the memory of me waiting for you for hours without any hesitation , and impatience.

The memory of our long ridings to the conclusion of our silly arguments,

My life with you was more happening was just because of those corners of Roads...

They are still there but not for me anymore dear..

Those corners of Road…

More of you….


More of you …

More of you my love…

Yes bit more of you is what I like…

But what you have been doing..

What you have been doing by hiding your own shadows…??

And the more I want…

The more you are invisible…

Invisible smiles…

Invisible shadows..

Invisible Love..

But a sense of your existence is always there…

In which I can smell your fragrance..

More of you I want my love..

Yes a bit more of you…

Hell is the Better place to live…


Hell is the better to place to live the rest of my life,

As it won’t give me these breathe taking pains on instalment basis,

As it won’t give me the sadness of being cheated again and again,
As it won’t insult me for loving you blindly every now and then,
Yes Hell is the better to live my life.

You are the reason for all these conversations,

You are the reason for all the instigations,

You are the reason for my helplessness,

You are the reason for every time i cry,
You made my life irresistible,
Hell is better place to live,

I can’t live with this shame,

I can’t live with this humiliation,

I do have words,
I don’t want to stay with it,
Yes I am frustrated,

As Hell is the better to place to LIVE.

Hell is the better to place to live the rest of my life,

As it won’t give me these breathe taking pains on instalment basis,

As it won’t give me the sadness of being cheated again and again,
As it won’t insult me for loving you blindly every now and then,
Yes Hell is the better to live my life.

You are the reason for all these conversations,

You are the reason for all the instigations,

You are the reason for my helplessness,

You are the reason for every time i cry,
You made my life irresistible,
Hell is better place to live,

I can’t live with this shame,

I can’t live with this humiliation,

I do have words,
I don’t want to stay with it,
Yes I am frustrated,

As Hell is the better to place to LIVE.


Clearly Yours…


Let me tell her that he likes her…

But what about you, ah not much.

I will be happy if she is happy with him.

But you like her. No I love her

Then why do you want to do this..

As I don’t want loose her friendship if she doesn’t likes me..

And moreover he is richer and best suited to her…

So your love…?

Happy with her happiness..

My love is tiny then her shopping wallet..

Even if she accepts me..

I know my life and her demands…

We would be the perfect mismatch…

Patchy Lines.


Yes I have to say that I love you and hate you, yes it is very tough to do both at the same time but yes I have been doing it daily from few years, I don’t know how but I hate you like hell and yes I still love you dear somewhere …I don’t know why.! You have been a puzzle you are still the same.

It is hard to have the love and hate relationship with the same individual but yes I have something like that and I am enjoying it. Yes I never wanted to hate you but your deeds are very bad, I know it is unbelievable but yes I do love and hate to you a lot.

I hope someday I can come to a conclusion of loving you or hating you only, rather than having both emotions on you. Don’t ask me which is more.

Love.

You’re the difference


the dark loneliness is lovable when it has your thoughts.

the charmless smile is sparkling when it has your memories..

the rough hair is shiny when it has your touch..

the awkward moment is memorable when it has your appearance..

the tough time is smooth when it has your support…

the confusing path is clear when it has your guidance..

the irritation is enjoyable when it has your flair..

the boringness is entertaining when it has your magic..
the sour is sweet when it has your existence..


the sick nights are electrifying when it has your swag.
So, you’re the difference..

Lost in You…


Yes I am Lost..

I am lost in you…

I am lost in your love…

I am Lost in the search of your love..

I am lost in this Amazing Loneliness..
This loneliness is filled with you and your thoughts…

Yes I am lost in love…

Lost in the most painful form of love…

Lost in the love of you and me…

Lost in the love which has been unaccepted by the people…

Lost with tears in my world everywhere..

Lost with you forever..

Yes I am Lost…

Lost with you..

Lost in you…

And I Want You without any Hope…

The Midnight Love…💞


Lost in a Beautiful lake under the Quenching Moonlight…

Pinching the Visions for searching something Unavailable…

Playing with Eyes to assume the Beautiful shower to feel fresh…

Searching something unheard to listen the soothing symphony…

Whispering with the words to convey the darkness around the dusk…

Want to love you even more with extreme passion in this tempting breeze…

The fragrance of your favorite perfume is flying around My walls….

Every Corner of my room demands you as your smile make them lively….

But you are not here..

And you can’t be here for me forever….

And I can’t say that I am Missing you as you are my Soulmate…

Thank You My Love….

Photo by samer daboul on Pexels.com

I Will Meet You There..


I am leaving you for now..

But

I will meet you there…

Far away from this world…

There will be no one to ask us anything..

No Questions..

No Answers..

No Egos..

No Issues..

No Worries..

No Heartbreakings…

No Rights…

No wrongs..

No diplomats..

Only you….

Only me..

And our Love…

I will meet you there ….

Far away from the people..

Far away from this world…

Far away from the demands of life..

I will be there for you

I will be waiting for you

I will meet you there…

No one will be there to separate us.

I will meet you there..

Far away from this world..

Loving You a lot..

Bye

Watching My Watch….


My Time is not with me as it should..

My World is not with me as it should..

My Sun is not shining for me as it should…

My Stars are not twinkling for me as it should..

My Moon is not lightening for me as it should..

My love is not loving me as it should…

But My Old Sick Watch still shows me the correct time twice in a Day…

There Are Very Few Who are always there for you No Matter How you treat Them.

The Last Love Letter…


27.06.2017 Tuesday

Dear Love ,

This Letter is for the Unconditional Love we had for each other…

May you read it with the same spark in your eyes as you had in your eyes for my Messages.

May be I am not your love anymore but you will be my love forever as I can’t have a replacement for you ever in my life.

May be your priorities have changed but it is still enough that you gave me the first priority in your life which is undeniable.

May be I am not good enough to have you in my life but it is a fact that you have been in my life for years which will stay with me.

May be you will not look at me but I still love that look of yours which imbibed with flying notions.

You may have gone.

You may have moved on.

You may have separated ways.

You may have decided to leave me alone.

But you cannot take the memories of yours from my heart&soul.

You know that My Love is immortal .

You have been special and you will remain the same till the last breathe of my life though you think that
loving me was a mistake.

Yes it is not easy for me to live this life

but I am living to prove that

Leaving me was your Biggest Mistake.

When we will be at our old ages if somehow we meet somewhere I will be happy if you remember that first emotion of love which we had.

Once upon a time we both have stated that we are soul mates ..and we are made for each other and I still feel the same

We are Made for each other…

Remembering you is my source of Liveliness.

God Bless You My Sweetheart.

I Love You

Paint of You..


If I could paint someday,

I would love to make a paint of you,

if I could become a painter ,

You Will be The one To whom I want to paint on daily basis..

Because You are my favorite ,

Yes Allow Me to Paint you.

The Paint Would look beautiful like a blooming flower..

More like you,

let me take you to the world of Paint Board and canvas..

Colors like Red, Yellow, Blue and Pink,

Some light And some dark.

Your Big Round Eyes…

Enough to express anything inherent.

your pointed sharp nose… Yes my favorite place to kiss.

The Red Beautiful lips…

Puffy and very soft..

Your long black hair…

With some curls at the ends

Yes some layered lashes and wide Eye Bros..

And With some colorful clothes…

You look like a Beautiful Portrait..

One would love to make a paint of you..

 

I Would Love to make Paints of You..

Let’s find her….


Guess what! I saw her again,

Yes the same tiny girl with some curls in her hair,

yes she was standing their at the stoppage of bus,

she was not enjoying the hard sun over her pinkish cheeks,

Not sure about the color of her dress,

The same girl to whom I saw at the traffic signal other day,

drinking some fruit juice with her friends,

the 100secs of Red light was very worthy! as I was not objected to look her,

Then Randomly searched her in the entire city,

but could not find her anywhere,

not there at the malls nor in the cinema halls,

But I saw her today again, then again lost,

Not sure whether I would see her again,

Come on Guys let’s find her!

K I S S I N G T H E K I S S


Kiss , What is it ? Why We Do it? When it started? How It Started? What Are The Types? Etcetera Etcetera. So Guys Let’s Find The Answers On This Kissing Day… ( A Very Happy Valentine’s Day 🙂 ).


Kiss is An Expression Of showing your love To Your partner, Friends, Parents, kids etc., it could be for welcoming, Greeting, Congratulating, Love making, consoling, fare welling, etc.

It is scientifically stated that kissing is good for human beings, as a hormone called oxytocin is released which is also the main reason for having a kiss.

It causes a chemical reaction on your brain, It is considered as a happy hormone.

It has been observed that people kiss by learning it from another, And adapt it to their best , kissing on your partners cheeks, forehead, lips, Nose Neck, Palms, Shoulders , feet,etc are the ones which could be considered as an intimacy for love and love making,

Kissing could be a bad experience if you or your partner is having a bad breathe and body odor . so make sure you smell good.

It started 3500 years ago, as per Hindu Vedic Sanskrit texts, where kissing is termed as an inhaling of souls.

The sculptures are somewhat the observation of the same. There are other terms which are debatable .

There are many types of kissing so let’s not get in details of all, but yes The most common types are Lips Kiss, French Kiss, Neck kiss, Forehead kiss, palm kiss, Lizard kiss, Peck Kiss, Earlobe Kiss, Bite Kiss etc.

you may Google All for knowing the details And The Steps involved in performing it. Don’t Feel shy to perform with Your loved ones 🙂

So Kissing is a beautiful feeling and considered as good for humans as per various reports of physiologists , Kissing is not bounded as per the place and time, People have it by their choice in the brightest if sunshine to the darkness of night, at the corners of road also at the coffee table ,and bedrooms.

Hope You People like it. And share your thoughts on the post.

Spread Love ..

Kisses.


Sensing You


Gloomy Eyes,

Dim, And  Dull.

Dusky ,What I see Everywhere

Dozens Of Reasons Without so Reasonable,

Ticking Boxes Like Clicking Selfies.

Still Feeling Anxious , Impatient.

Abiding All Conditions & Terms,

Terms To Stay At A distance.

Distance As Much as I can

But You Are in the Every Blink of my eyes.

Why I Sense ,

Like Sensing You

Fire Without a Smoke..


Thanks To That Messy Wall,

Standing There Behind the Garage

With a light more like a moon..

To support and withstand The load of two Passionate Bodies..

With hand over hand..

Feet above feet..

Lips Above And Under Lips..

Tongues Fighting to prove each other best ..

Salvia Intermixed within the mouths, Like the Juices of Oranges and Pomegranate .

And Gulped. .

With Some Enticing sensations in the bottom and Butterflies flying everywhere in the Belly..

Also Some Heavy Breathings and interlocked Eye contacts..

There was Fire Without a Smoke..

And A Never Ending Quench .

Spread Love..

The Stage : A Love Story


 

The stage of college fest was ready, and the whole crowd filled with students and their belongings have gathered, with all the Teaching and Non teaching staff.

 

The two individuals who never have had any talk were about to do the proceedings and the presentation for the first time. They knew each other by face but they never felt the need of having a talk,

 

Yes they were aware of their respected names. But without having any direct introductions,

 

when they have been asked by the management to have a bit of preparation they were busy enough to avoid it, so they just shared the list of programs to be presented and have had their self preparation for the day.

 

Vanaika, the Girl Belongs to Decent family with having all the attributes Perfectly fine,

 

She has been Very good at her studies and believed in helping others who stand and sit next to her, she has been Quite Active and Agile, with traits of Quirkiness.

 

One could find it really tough to blink an eye whenever she speaks and smile.

 

Mohan has been a shy natured guy, he belonged to a middle class family who have Aspirations more than their pocket Allows,

He has been decent in studies with rich in self esteem and Flawless in speaking skills, be it an argument or even a buttering 🙂 .

 

His Never Ending Smile and Brilliant sense of humor was something to have for many.

 

He looks quite Good to the Girls who fall for type called “chocolaty boys ” if not to all.

 

As he was not muscular,

 

 

So, On the Given day Vanaika Preferred to wear A Dress Brought by her dad on her latest birthday, and she was looking a level up than word called Gorgeous.

 

 

 

 

 

And Mohan has arranged clothes and shoes from His 2 Days old cricket friend, with a promise to play for his team and win more matches,

 

It was blue denim with a suit and tie to look different and elegant. He shoes were a bit tight but he has no option than to manage.

 

By the way, he carried the attire fabulously like a Prince.

 

 

 

 

 

 

On The Big Stage When They have reached and shared their very first eye contact, they both felt something different between them, it was some spark, some vibe, something which has been hallucintionary.

 

Everyone Could see some chemistry, as there were more pauses and freezing of eyes in between, may be they have forgotten that they were on stage , Or just lost in a world where they can’t notice that the crowd is looking at them, and enjoying their beautiful and cute commradri.

 

 

 

 

Somehow, Mohan realizes that Job is to do the fest without any bad remark on any of the two. He navigates the ship in right direction as he was better between them,

 

 

He being more practical realizes that this is just an attraction or an extended infatuation, which should not hamper the fest at all , He slowly whispers to vanaika to have focus , with a smile like he said nothing,

 

She suddenly realizes that it is a stage she can’t look at guy next to her without a purpose.

 

But she forgets all her preparations by the mess and mistake of her own eyes, rather say of the charm of the guy.

 

 

 

 

 

This has been observed by the guy, and he slowly helps her without even letting anyone know about it, with Switching off their microphones.

 

And slowly their extended looks and occasional availability of time have given them space that they are dying to talk and know more about each other.

 

Which they merely get as they were on a stage of a fest but yes they have realized they should meet and speak whenever they will have time,

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

But at that time no one of them realizes that it’s the last day of their college and then they may not see each other as the branches and the sections were different.

 

The Glittering Fest ends on a beautiful note with appreciation to both for their respected jobs they have performed, and also some Jokes and pulling of legs from friends of both who caught them having a special feeling, an illumination of love.

 

 

They tried to reach each other after the night but they haven’t as they never had any common friends nor they have any way of reaching one another, but yes they felt they have observed something like love between them, which they failed to confess and Nurture.

 

 

They are still in a search of each other; hopefully they find themselves somewhere and Share their feelings.

Spread Love… 🙂

 

The Wrong Question : A Fictional Love Story



Riya, The Girl from New Delhi lives along with her father Prabhakar ,

she has recently completed her law degree and continuing her internship from the famous lawyer of the city, courtesy to her army retired Dad, she lost her mother Due to cancer during her law studies.

Things going well and composed but Mr.Prabhakar being the father is in a hustle to see his daughter as bride so that he could live his life without any responsibility left behind,

Riya still wants to get strong as an individual but stands by his father’s word as she thinks her father is broken by her mother’s sudden demise.

Prabhakar always wanted to have a son in law who is from the army background but her mother felt that their personal life was disturbed due to the same background, so he decides to go as per the Mother of Riya,

Prabhakar consults a matrimonial agency as they want to keep it secretive in their relatives till the final knot.

They have been given a few matches to choose, out of which Prabhakar selects the one who is a foreign returned well settled engineer in Banglore named Shyamal (Groom).

Prabhakar consults to his sister through the contact No. Given to them,

Sneha (Sister of Groom) lifts the phone and get the purpose of call along with the details of the girl and shows her interest and asks him to wait till the next evening as she would discuss about Riya to Shyamal and her husband Gopi .

Sneha calls Shyamal to come for the dinner along with parents Arun and Aradhana, so that they could talk about everything with comfort and transparency.

Shyamal along with Mother Aradhana and Father Arun Comes to Sneha’s House where they all have been joined with Gopi (Sneha’s Husband) .

Sneha Tells the entire purpose of their sudden get to together with the photographs of Riya shared by her Father,

Shyamal being a Shy Natured Guy refuses to see her photographs and says “if she is OK to all I don’t have am issue. “

Later they all decide to pay a visit to Riya’s home by the next week to know more about them with marriage plans if everything goes well.

Riya has been Informed everything About it by her father and she has been asked to Stay at home on the particular day .

She agrees with some anxiety and Uneasiness.

She actually wanted to know more about Shyamal before the final knot but she didn’t had the guts to ask his contact Number to her father , she tried her best by searching Shyamal on every Social site but she could could not find him anywhere.

On the other hand , Shyamal is also in state of Several Thoughts and Questions. As he has been an introvert and never ever talked with girls throughout the time of his studies and Job.

He shares the entire situation to his childhood friend who himself is a Bachelor with being around with many girls from a young age, His name is Tony.

Tony is happy for his friend,

And says “Go have a chat and marry, after all you left everything on your family so there is nothing in your bowl, either she or your family is going to decide,

But She may even reject you because she is today’s girl and you are quite reserved in comparison. “

Shyamal says ” he don’t want to get rejected by her as his family members have huge expectations from her as my wife and their daughter in law. “

He asks Tony to give some tips with which he could look Likeable,

Tony says ” don’t try to look something that you are not just be yourself but ask some Questions when you both get chance to talk,

And It has to be about her choices, and Past so that she could treat you as friend, try to know about her life,thoughts, dream and affairs etc “

Shyamal says ” she can’t have an affair she is a lawyer and also a daughter of army officer, They are very strict to their kids. “

Tony laughs at him, and says ” you are impossible my Friend !, she has 5000 followers on a social site with maximum Males in the list, And they comment on her pic for which they get a Thanksgiving. “

Shyamal says “she don’t follow them, they follow her and if as a gratitude she pays Thanksgiving to their appreciation it doesn’t make any scene or story here. “

Tony says ” who knows about the private messages ,You don’t know the scenario of these days my friend, situation is not as you are thinking every boy needs a girl and every girl needs a boy regardless of their marital status,

It starts from the very early age almost in schools and get nurtured in colleges and So on,

Go with my words you know I am expert in this ,

you will never find a virgin boy and a virgin girl in the present times. “

Shyamal with some anger says “Hello I am Virgin and I belong to the present times only, Just shut your Mouth “

Tony replies ” yes but you are the only exception , apart from you everyone else is same it is the current need and trend.

Forget about it just go and give me the good news you never know I could be wrong and she may not have had any single affair ” , he says with a wink.

Shyamal leaves with some added Questions and confusion.

He along with family reaches the bride’s house and they have been greeted well with Prabhakar and later joined by Riya,

Riya wears a Green saree with matching bangles and bindi , she is looking very pretty in her attire.

Shyamal As Always comes with a formal White Shirt And Navy Blue Trouser.

They all have a formal introduction with one another and then slowly the parents of Shyamal along with his sister and brother in law expresses interest for Riya to be Shyamal’s wife.

Prabhakar looks at her daughter who is sitting in front of him with her head down with few occasional smiles,

He says ” I think even I like your family and also the guy for my daughter , but it would be unfair if we don’t give them a chance to discuss a bit , “

He asks Riya to take Shyamal to the society park next to their house.

Riya agrees but Shyamal looks at her parents with some hesitation,

Sneha says ” shyamal is very shy person actually he left everything on us, he would exactly what we say to him, “.

Prabhakar smiles and says ” Yes even my daughter will stay on my word,

but yes as a father I have to know what she thinks better for her than what I feel,

so I think we should leave them to know each other at least for once so that we could proceed without a second thought. “

Shyamal Also Agrees to his consent and they both silently walks in to the park,

Shyamal with some heavy heart beats stays silent and looking at everything around in park with an eye on Riya,

Riya With all the courage decides to break the silence and asks him about his favorite Food,

he replies , “everything from home is my favorite nothing from outside. “

She smiles and asks ” why he wants her to marry him,”?

he replies “One day or the other I have to and , and yes my family liked you a lot so I am here,

And yes I can’t deny That you are beautiful. I Can’t stop my eyes stalking at you So I feel I should marry you

She smiles again and says ” I liked the last reason. “

She again asks ” how about my look is everything OK ?, “

he replies with a smile and says ” I never knew about the looks and all but yes you are beautiful without any disagreement. “

She says “yes you also look good but yes today is not your professional meeting , but it is classy .”

Shyamal looks at himself from top to bottom, and says “I prefer comfort over trend . “

She says ” that’s good, what about your invisibility in public platforms, “

he says “I don’t have the need and of course the confidence,

I am very reserve in real world what would I do in virtual world, but yes I heard you like a lot to be there, “

Riya says , “I am A fun loving girl I want people to live with , I can’t handle silence,

Everything has to be moving for me, and yes like every normal individual I am on social platform where I share my moods , But Have you spyed?”

He says “No, Just a homework, Tell about your thoughts on me?

What would you say once we go back to the family persons, “

She says “you are quite interesting , but yes very much Puzzling You are not someone to whom I wanted to be as my husband,

You have hidden life and more often than not dependent on our your family for big decisions, atleast you discuss personal things if not professional it is good but you have to be a bit more available for world as well, open a bit More. “

Shyamal says ” Nice Observation and Demand in one single statement. “

What about your past, any affair?

I mean you can tell me this is common in today’s generation my friend tony has told me about the current set of people, “

She says ” Excuse me ! who the hell he is he to validate the entire generation, Even if I have had any affair why I am standing next to you for the match?

I would have convinced my father to get the same guy with whom I would have been in love and my father. Would have arranged the meetings with his family not yours . “

Shyamal Says ” OK so are you saying you never had any affair ?

But my friend said everyone have affairs Before marriage

Infact he said no one is virgin here apart from me,

and without a second thought he asks her Are You Virgin? “

Riya is stunned with pathetic questionnaire and slaps him without a delay, and says ” you are stupid you never talked with a girl which I could sense,

I am happy and sad with the same reason ,

how fool are you being a foreign returned, !

Is this the way to talk to a girl, ?

how dare you to ask me about my virginity ?

My Father Will Kill You if He Would know about the Question You asked. “

And decides to leave place,

He says sorry with folded hands but says ” My friend has said these things to me .

He requests her to not reject him for this as he really likes and wants her in his life,

He says “he has nothing to do with her past, And Virginity he just got Stuck with the inputs of his friend. “

She stays angry and silent,

He says “if you won’t marry me, I will feel really bad, but if you don’t accept my sorry I can’t breathe anymore please at least accept my apology, “

She can see the pure eyes without a filth, And Finds That they were not his thoughts ,

she smiles and says ” OK Mr. Virgin Accepting Your Apology for the First and last time, “

also asks him to share his contact Number With suggesting him to leave his Filthy friend.

He agrees with the suggestion but Asks her to call only in the Evenings,

She pulls his hair with a smile and asks him to be available 24×7 without any mistake,

They later join the family members and share their decision, and within Two Months Riya And Shyamal get Married.

Thank You © 2020


Please share your thoughts..

And keep Reading My Posts , shared Another Story Below Enjoy Reading it.

https://rprakashrao.wordpress.com/2019/07/17/thank-you-mr-sharma/


Puffy Cheeks!


In Love With your Puffy Cheeks,

Yes You heard it right,
Round Pinkish Cheeks

Just So Soft And Smooth.

Yes I Like It more when You smile ,
And blush,
Even When You Wink And Smirks.
Feels like velvet Yet so slippery

Sometimes it even troubles as I Get distracted,
I just get stuck around , and tinged with love and lust.

Don’t Ask me to pinch Again and again , my love .

I may kiss someday
And even bite a bit without any PERMISSION and pain,

but with some impressions. 🙂


All Rights Reserved  © 2020


Please Like Share And Comment If You Enjoyed Reading , Also Find Many More of such kind , like I shared one below.

https://rprakashrao.wordpress.com/2019/08/01/i-find-you-cute/

Look At Me.


Hey Listen,

Look at me,

And Just keep Looking at me .

Else Don’t Need to look at all.

Yes, Don’t Need to look at all,

Because Everyone is already looking at you,

And I know how they look at you,

They Look at you even from some distance,

They are just obsessed of you,

with the thoughts of Lust and love.

They Just stuck at you with their filthy focused yet tilted eyes,

With many more feelings of attractions and infatuations.

Just don’t need to look at anyone, because they don’t deserve your look,

Just Look at me ,

And keep looking at me, My Love.

Like I look at you without a blink ,

like I look at you , More than the stars ,moon, and Sun.

As I find me for you,

And You for me,

Not for anyone else.

Just Think , Feel and Relate.

And Look at me only else Don’t look at all… 🙂

I am not loving you , I Just …


No , I don’t love you, it is not like that , I just like your smile and smirk, I really don’t love you , I think I just like that eyes , yes big round & deep eyes, like a sea to swim… .

Please don’t get me wrong with my acts, I really don’t love you, I just try to steal some swag, and charm..

I breathe more when you are near, because I am just fond of that perfume you use, it is so fascinating, more like Lavenders and Jasmine.

I like that walk of you, something is good about it , it adds confidence to your persona,even attracts the ones who see your walk.

Again , I repeat I am not at all loving you , but yes I like the way you listen me, though I talk rubbish most of the times,

Jennifer Winget

this sometimes makes me feel why and how I can’t love , as you are so so loveable,

I am not in love with you as of now but yes I would love to love you, as I think of you day and night, with and without a need,

sometimes even i have you in my dreams, can’t share the details of the dream though.

But still I am saying the same I am not loving you, but we could be the best pair, and we should live together forever..

I am not loving you, I just…

.

Uncool Love. – The Fictional Story


In The Early 90’s, A village called Vayubagh (Fictional) was situated near the banks of river Gomti, with very low dense population,

The most common occupation of the people was weaving.

And the richest man, of the village has been Najeer Ali, who was equipped with some good collateral assets, and Lands.

But he was someone who never believed in living the life, he was more inclined towards making money and but not using it.

He himself never bought a good pair of shoes. But this was not irritating him, he was happy with it and enjoying life in his own way.

But the only problem that he had, for which he was not comfortable was that he was not literate.

He was always in a state of embarrassment, by the people who were not rich but educated enough.

So, Najeer Ali at the age of 56 decides to get married though everyone wanted him to get married but the money minded fellow never agreed before,

But now, he wants to get married and said the girl should be educated enough, no matter whether she is rich or not, this was a shocker to expect from a person like him,

His relatives involved in searching a girl.

And they get a girl from their own village, Named Mumtaz bagh who did her schooling and was pursuing graduation.

She was the daughter of a poor farmer of the same village, and her age could be merely 20,

She was a big Madhuri Dixit Fan, and always wanted to be called as Madhuri.

So let’s call her Madhuri.

So, Madhuri’s father has borrowed some money from Najeer Ali which he couldn’t return, not even the interests.

And Najeer exempted the entire Amount with a condition to get married to his daughter, her father was poor and Najeer was richest, also he felt that his daughter was ready for the Marriage.

But in between all this none of them felt the need of asking Madhuri’s take on it.

And within a very little time, she got married to a man who was around her father’s age.

And with which she always felt that She can’t be what she want to be, she was restricted , she was asked to be a women with utter seriousness, she lost her identity ,

but yes she slowly started accepting it, she took the financial accounts of Najeer Ali and helped her husband in monetary consignments, and completed her studies, and in between these her life passed on with some satisfactions but a lot of dissatisfactions,

Now, she was rich and powerful but living a life which she never dreamt.

She can’t roam, sing, dance and laugh. She had to behave like a lady who was milder, and also old.

Gradually she added responsibility of being mother to a 2 year old boy called Iftikar. Who was her only source of liveliness

She Enjoys every single moment of her motherhood , she is now a happy mother though not a wife she wanted because of the generation gap, difference mindsets, illiteracy, Etc.

Najeer Ali and Madhuri Never have a common opinion because of their varied thoughts,

Najeer was happy with his account being managed by his educated wife. And Madhuri had sigh of relief with her love for her son.

In between all this, Madhuri’s school Friend Shashikant Reentered her life now as a Govt. Doctor of their village.

Shashikant, has been a secret crush of Madhuri, he was a book worm of the class, and Madhuri being the girl with flairs of a performer.

So, shashikant with a very little words has always attracted her, but both of them could never say anything about it, and one got married another become the city returned doctor.

Shashikant bought a new house which is at 15 steps distance of Madhuri’s house.

And they willingly or unwillingly see each other on daily basis, and share their smiles with hesitations, and awkwardness,

Madhuri has became even more beautiful than the school days, may be with age,

And shashikant is not the same fellow with specs; he developed his looks with time, and may be the most handsome man of Village.

It was Republic day,

Najeer Ali along with family has been asked to attend the village celebrations where shashikant was also there, this was the first time he saw Najeer, and felt bad for her old school friend,

Najeer was wrapped in a shawl with some coughing, and even got angry on Madhuri for clapping on the performance of kids.

One Night at around, 22 Hours, Najeer had some cough and severe fever, the village is dark and silent by 8’O Clock,

All the servants had left for their homes, and Madhuri had to ran and call shashikant, where she found him sleeping after the dinner,

She knocked the door, and took him to her house,

He gave the medicines and asked him to take rest; madhuri thanked him with her gesture of folded lips and smile,

and asked him for the payment,

He refused. And left the place.

The whole night they both were sleepless,

He could not accept the sad, tensed face of her. He felt that she deserved a better partner.

And She recalled all the secret love letters she wrote which never been given to him.

Next day, she saw him grinning hard with his exercise and yoga while she was at her terrace to swipe out dirt.

She couldn’t move,

She was in a state of illusion,

She always dreamt of the same man, who was in front of her,

On the same day, she removed the servants so that she could swipe daily and see him, and gave the logic of savings to her husband, which he agreed readily.

Now, this is her daily routine.

And shashikant was still unaware of it, though he felt bad on her fate because she was the most vibrant girl he ever saw.

Seeing him going out, getting in, doing yoga, offering prayer, cooking food, playing cricket etc have become her part of life,

She started starring him for hours, and her husband’s regular diagnosis has given her the chance to have him around her more often than not,

She was not in her control, she felt that loving him is not wrong, she is a women first, and going to his house for the valid and invalid reasons has became a habit to her,

On the other hand shashikant also started thinking the same way, he was also curious to look her daily, and they both now share smiles, eye contacts and something more than just look in their face offs but nothing said yet .

One day,

Shashikant was having his dinner and Madhuri reached his house with her son, with a reason of his fever, and shashikant could sense that iftikar is perfectly fine,

He smiled and kissed the kid on cheeks with a smile and whispered “tell your Ammi that she may need a medicine, but u don’t need.”

His kiss on the cheeks was enough to understand Madhuri that she was no more alone in love,

She kissed Iftikar on the same spot and smilingly said “Doctor Uncle is not wrong as usual.”

With a blush, she left the place with her kid.

And then they both went to many more fascinating fantasies with each other, in their day & Night dreams.

But On the very next day the Doctor has to reach the Madhuri’s house again, to cure her husband, he gave the tablets and asks him to take complete bed rest.

She was happy that her husband’s health gives her the chances to see him,

She was dropping him to the main gate of the house, without a blink from both sides,

It was dark and the entire village was sleeping along with the kid.

He smiled near the gate, and said “the gate came, I have to go now”

She saw the same and smiled back with shyness, that moment was still, breezy and romantic, as the notions were flourishing.

Madhuri asked the payment for medicines he gave, and doctor said “got much more than the payment,” with a wink.

And shockingly touched her cheeks with a word take care!!

And left the house. ,

She pulled him back inside the boundary wall and kissed him with compassion and pleasure,

He could not even hold himself properly, as she was uncontrollable and kissing with all her hidden desires.

Emotions were melting in the night like Ice with fire within,

And in between all this, Iftikar started crying, which forced them to leave eachother,

But that passionate kiss has unfolded all the layers of love between them,

The Entire Night for them was sleepless; they couldn’t not resist with the emotions they had for each other,           

And on the very next day, the life of madhuri completely changed, she started living life like she did earlier before the marriage, she sings, dances, and wears beautiful clothes keeping shashikant in mind.

She was enjoying her life, she couldn’t judge whether the love she developed was right or wrong,

Shashikant was also unsure about the reality for him, love was beyond the right and wrongs,


Najeer Ali was unaware of the things, he was still sick and thinking about the expenses involved in his disease. And ifitikar is too young to react on anyone of them.

They both started meeting behind Najeer Ali, and shared their romantic scoops, sometimes at the clinic, sometimes at Madhuri’s house post diagnosis, and sometimes at the terrace of Shashikant’a house. The flame of love was evident in their love.

They both involved in Long hugs, inseparable kisses and never ending passionate smooches.

Slowly the People Of the village were having their talks, few felt it cheat to najeer , few were happy as they were humiliated by najeer and few wanted to use it for their own Good.

One of them reported the same to najeer Ali and said would also provide the evidence but want money in reward.

Najeer was not happy with it for the obvious reasons, and got very angry on the person and threw him out of the house, but agreed to figure out the truth without anyone else’s involvement.

Later that Night, Najeer Again got sick, and Madhuri calls doctor, he cures him, and says ” you should not take stress and I repeat please take complete bed rest.”

Najeer directly asks him “Do you love my wife? Is that the reason you come even at the midnight? This is not your duty hour’s right? I know my wife also loves you,”

Shashikant replied “Look I am a doctor, curing patients is what my job is. People worship us for the same, you should take rest, “coming at midnight to cure you is not because of your wife, and I would have done the same for any another as well,”

I am a professional doctor I can’t cheat with my professional responsibilities; you may cross check with any other doctor regarding the medicines,

They are not to kill you, they are to cure you”

Now, Najeer asks his wife “do you like this good looking young man? Have you forgotten that you have kid and a husband??”

She asks him, to take rest and avoid talks,

But he continues poking her and provoking her with most ugly words about her upbringing, poverty and character.

She then says “yes I love him, and he loves me, it has nothing to do with his professional responsibility and my maternal responsibility,

I am iftikar’s mother. But yes I love him, because I never loved you, I am sorry.

And if it makes me characterless then let it be, I was with you, but without being me.

He always tried and treated like any other best doctor,

You have the reason and right to angry on me, but not on him, sleep for now. “

Shashikant interrupts, and says “No I am equally wrong,

I’m the other man of her life, which is not good by the social standards of society,

But you are also wrong you never felt the need of knowing her will for the marriage,

Being very old to a girl you married to her for your prestige, it is a selfish act,

You have no right to ruin her life,” he added.

And asks him to sleep, as they both are accepting mistakes and would take all legal punishments.

Najeer Ali agrees to sleep, with anger in his eyes, as felt he was cheated by his wife, and the doctor is not curing him, and may kill him with wrong medicines.

So, in the dark dim light of the night he shoots both of them with his pistol by reaching the doctor’s house first then to his wife while she was sleeping with iftikar.

And Then He shoots himself with the same pistol without even thinking about the kid and makes him an orphan.

The End

Pure as Prayer.


Pure as prayer!!

Partying with prey,
Not crafted,
Not Decorated,
Just Left by the nature,
To Embrace The Beauty Everywhere,
To make you feel,
And to make me feel
That We are not even near to the beautiful things created by god,
As we have a hustle to earn more,
Burn More,
To fit in somewhere in the materialistic society,
Which is nowhere to the little tiny beautiful Flurries, with wings,
Very Enigmatic,
And Also Colorful,
called as Butterflies,

Yes they are Pure as Prayer.

Let Me Find.


 

In the search of satisfaction I think I lost my happiness,
and the essence of purity
committing more mistakes than corrections,
Losing a day Now,
And Lost a Day yesterday,
And Also lost many more days before yesterday.
These are preciously important Days of my life.
What’s Wrong?
Where I am?
What I am doing?
Why I am doing?
Don’t know
Don’t have any clue.
I am Lost,
I have more flaws now,
Yes  Not Appropriate,
And also weirdly imperfect
But
How to stop ,
How to fightback
Tell me
I need your help
I really need your help.
To fix things back,
To Swipe out the dirt,
To Find the same space,

 

And Vibe
Let me find,

The same Person Again

Always smiling and always shinning.

 

I find a New ME .


Dear,
Whenever I am with You,
I Find a New Me.
My newness puzzles me,
I am different with you, or you make me a different person, ?

You may notice that I stare at you with a constant eye contact,
Some say that I have an intoxicated eyes,
but I feel that I get intoxicated with your eyes,
I see you with my still eyes, and With a blush n smile which has lot of satisfaction,
may be because you look so pure, and I am always attracted to the things which are real and not contaminated,
We just do the general talks, but for me it works like a motivational speech,
I don’t know why you always make me realize that I am not what I have been till I met you,
you make me think I am different,
Am I different or I am just not what I have been .?
Whatever It is I Think I am the best version of mine when I am with you.

#Errorless

Thank You

 

To You With Love…


To You With Love,

Thank you for being there as someone who looked like a family more, being a stranger from day one,

Thank You for the lovely moments with which I could smile back again. Even if i see them as a mistaken excitement or as an unreal expectation,

I still like the answers you gave and the questions which were inherent, the answers were more easier to understand than self raised questions,

Looking something for some purpose is not good, but looking something as source of satisfaction is not bad,

Yes you have been a source,

A source to do good, and aspire good things in life,

You have been the source of fun , anger, worries, happiness and of course inspiration.

Rather say a source of liveliness

Sometimes it is not that easy to accept the outcome if it is not favouring your life ,

It’s painful and disheartening to withstand with what we Haven’t expected.

But we can’t have everything what we want in life .


Living it and Leaving it.


Two Things


Two Things which are still pleasing to my heart,

Two things which bring back the smile on my face.

Two things which is even new yet old to my heart..

Two things which enlighten my day even more brighter..

Two things which make me feel good about me being me and you being you..

Yes they are the part of my heart being not mine..

Not mine but still have my share on it..

To think and feel alive.

The Two things are litter..

Yes The Slight Pinkish blush of your cheeks..

And the Little light late lucid smiles.

Without any application of cosmetics..

Your smile is glittering to my eyes with the blushings of shyness.

The Thin soft smiles….

©

Start Doing…


Where you stand today,

Do you think is the place where you wanted to be.

What you are today,

Is it The same you wanted to be.

How it feels to find yourself in the wrong place ,

Or the place which is not where you wanted to be ..

Isn’t it draining when you turn and see where you stand in the crowd

And what they have expected from you,

The fighter within you has surrendered or what?

Or you think you can still fight against all the odds?

Are you habitual now ,

Habitual of comprising your dreams,

Habitual of loosing and explaining the reasons of your failure.

Or you have the spark still somewhere which gives you the reason to leave the bed in the early morning and conquer again,

That fire to stay awake and pursue your dreams,

Is it there?

Are you still the same …?

Yes You’re,

And it is there,

Just stay motivated

And be focused.

Above all

Stop Wishing, Start Doing.

Quote

Definitely You..


I know….

I have more things to do…

But I have my own selected priorities , though it look silly to some and careless to many..

But yes i do have my priorities.. And the most prior of the priorities is you…

Definitely You.

Life starts with you and Ends at you

Love to sleep over your Lap


Lap…

I love to sleep over your lap,

I feel so calm,

Also sleepy..

My worries don’t haunt me anymore..

And I am not the same insomniac ..

Also, I don’t have headaches..

I feel so good…

Chilled and relaxed..

I feel free to breathe,

All my tensions get vanished..

Yes your Lap,

similar to my mother’s lap,

the warm and soothing Lap..

Lap ,

just love to sleep over your lap.

Let me sleep over your lap.

You look good when you smile :)


You look good when you smile, 🙂

I see some holes on your chubby cheeks,

Like drilled,

Yes, They say Dimples!

You look good when you smile, 🙂

With some zig zag Pattern of teeth with a little wider lips,

Which you don’t like,

but it looks pretty cool to me,

So don’t need to hide.

Show More , Smile More!!

You look good when you smile, 🙂

As your tiny little round eyes gets closed,

Though not completely closed,

but it looks like closed.

You look good when you smile , 🙂

As you smile without any fear,

And I consider it real and pure,

not fake for sure.

Like the new born baby smile without the reasons we know!!

You look good when you smile 🙂

So keep on Smiling !!!


***Good Night And Smile Please!

I Find You Cute.


I find you cute, seriously cute.

When you smile in between the intense arguments,

I find you cute, when you try to sing sharp with a bad voice.

When you try and match your clothes with mine for every party,

I find you really very cute,

When you ask me to close the umbrella even if i don’t like rain, with a polite request.

I find you cute when you share all the boring stories of your friends,without my interest.

I find you cute, when I see you talking and crying at the same time.

I find you cute , when you play the music of my favorite composer, whenever I am in stress.

I find you cute , when you put your head on my shoulder and talk ,

And in between that you sleep on my shoulder, which is even more cute.

I find you cute when you ask me a kiss on your forehead,

I find you cute with me, this way and also that way ,

I find you cute every time.

As You are Really Cute.


Good Night

You Are Beautiful.


You like The Roses, Right !

I like the color called blue a lot,

yes all the shades of blue,

What about The Roses in Blue color !

Layer by layer,

The petals of Roses in Blue color.

With some drops of dew over it,

Which would add the glittering effect.

You like wearing shorts more,

As you love your legs,

Yes long sexy legs,

And I like short hair ,

Colored short hair more, As world is beyond monochrome,

What about you being in your favourite shorts,

With the sexy long legs,

And the colored short hair,

Around the shoulder height,

And the slightly soothing smooth breeze,

Adding the visual treat .

Visualizing the scene more and more

And Feeling good about it,

To see you in the colored hair with a Blue Rose,

Also wearing the shorts

And showing your sexy legs.

With a token in my hand to give you

With a note written

“You are Beautiful”

Loving Ghost


Yes he kissed her as she sleeps next to him every night,

And in the morning he takes his breakfast with her.

As she loves to cook for him and watch him eating,

He make few cups of coffee which they enjoy with a kiss .

She comes and goes,

she is not scary but yes she is the ghost who thinks and treats him as her boyfriend,

though he told her that I am not the one but she says let it be I like you as i used to like my boy friend,

Also he asked about her that why she is ghost now, and what went wrong with her,

she said she murdered her boyfriend and committed suicide as she caught him with another girl,

And she had been brutally betrayed by her boyfriend.

She likes him because he looks like him ,

but he is single and lives just next to the room where they lived.

And more ever he also failed in love with same kind of situation though he preferred to let her live with him,

So there is a connection of being cheated by their loved ones but both had different approach to it.

Anyways,

She just wears the normal clothes like jeans T – shirts, etc like any other young girl not like the ghosts of the movies,

yes her voice is dual and of course she has some amplitude at it.

And She could smile and cry at the same time,

She likes romantic movies. And prefer playing carom.

She has the most beautiful eyes and even more beautiful smile.

She is friendly to him but he don’t know how to tell her that she is a different spirit now,

he can’t love her like she wants,

Ghost and human can’t be the lovers,

she says one day when the god would be kind enough on her she would happily leave the world but by then he has to be her love interest,

He thinks he don’t have any other option as he can’t find a way to escape also he has generated some kind of sympathy for her.

May be because of her love failure And the betrayal.


That’s it.!!!

Virgin…


After 2 years of her marriage ,

Pia came back to India to stay with her family, so many of her friends came to meet her,

they asked her many random questions about her and husband,

like,

how is your marriage,?

You both are happy ?

How you have been these days etc.

she said yes I am happy as I look. And we are living with all possible happiness.

Her friend (Nisha) said , all good !that’s enough as you have been the most reserved girl from our group! And went to abroad all of a sudden .

Pia replied ‘ yes i have been very shy and reserved.,

Pia asked – What about you, are you still flirting with all?

Nisha replied- yes sometimes for fun and sometimes for seriously nothing.

But tell me about you how good is your life, you are looking different, he is nice to you right?

I mean why you came alone where is he?,

Pia replied ‘ of course he wanted to come but he had some commitments.

yes I can’t tell you about it in details but I feel so lucky to be his wife.

Her friend was not convinced as she can observe that her eyes were saying something else.

She again, asked her the same question in a different way,

” hey your husband is a rich guy , I saw his profile has some good money in the bank and also have a lot of property etc right?.”

She replied ‘ yes so.

Her friend puzzled pia ” are you not excited with that, like money ,property cars etc.

pia replied “yes if it excites you then I am also excited.”

Her friend could sense that pia is missing something, she asked her again and again by some promises and all.

Pia replied ” yes I am married I love him and he loves me, yes he is rich and talented that’s it,

but you know what I feel like i am still partially virgin,

Yes we travelled everywhere but not like a couple , he was there with some work and consignments.

And I was there to make him feel stress relieved whenever needed.

He has been there with me, but not there for me, more for status showoff. To show it to the world through social networking sites.

And you know how we love, it is more like robots following some of the mating commands.

Yes He is a proper straight man and i am also proper straight girl, nothing odd as it sounds.

but the fact is that, he only touched my body and not my soul, and never allowed me to get in his zone of privacy.

We are not connected to each other like we should have.

My body is not virgin my friend but yes my emotions are , my heart is not there when I am with him because he is not also there with me, its more like a task to him or an activity to loose stress for him, that’s it,

he is busy with his cigars and phone ,

he is there but he is not there with me actually ,

he loves his work more than himself. He love me but his style of love is not what I like may be he don’t even know how to love.

He has a time for everything like 10mins for breakfast , 5mins for getting ready etc,

he is a big time management insect.

It’s good professionally.

but not for the layers of love to get unfolded.

But I am happy as I can’t be sad.


***Love is beyond the materialistic happiness. Love them with everything you have,not just posting pictures and buying gifts.

Thank you Mr. Sharma


Just saw you there for the very first time at the coffee shop behind my office.

you have been playing & posing with the bunch of flowers .And waiting eagerly for your cup of coffee.I was there with a Client for a business meeting,But I hardly heard a word of him,As I was watching you without a blink,like a serious stalker,Still unsure about it as I have been a sophisticated guy,More like a Gentleman. But that day,I was like dumb, deaf and numb,Yes completely numb.I wanted to sit in the same table,And ask many questions like,”hey what’s your name?”can we exchange our numbers”?Though i have been very bad in getting numbers, yes seriously !And then you just disappeared from the scenes.Of course, i searched you everywhere in the city but I failed.I was sick and sad for more than a month.Then, one fine morning at my doors when I was there to collect the packets of milk,I saw you ,you are my new neighbor ,Yes , Niece to Mr. Sharma and came to pursue your Post Graduation.And trust me ,I tried a lot to be the best genuine neighbor but I failed deliberately.As I wanted to be more than just neighbors from day one.And slowly,Steadily,even you started liking me,And see where we are now,Tomorrow is our marriage.

Well, Thanks to Sharma Uncle for being my dear neighbor,

And Giving me my Love for life.


*****sometimes we find what we search just next to us though we tend to search it everywhere being impatient. So just pray , believe and work hard, miracles do exists.*****But yes fortune favours the brave.

Aside

Love Scoops… The Romantic Tale


They both were watching a movie and it was around 2am, everyone except them were sleeping, it was a good regional movie which they were watching, and suddenly she realized that no one is awake, she whispered with a touch on his feet, ” hey, all are sleeping except us” !

He turned every where around him at once, and said “yes it is quite late so obviously, they will sleep , and they may have watched the movie . so let them sleep, it’s a nice scene of the movie look at it .”

She again turned every where. And said “look it’s too dark everyone is sleeping.”

He replied with some irritation, “so what ? are you scared of ghosts or what, don’t bother about all that , ghosts don’t exists.”

She said “are you crazy I am thinking something else. You are such a fool.”

He was still unsure and continued watching the movie.

She took the remote in her hand and asked him to look towards her if he wants her to continue the movie, now he could understand what was there in her mind,

He looked towards her and she looked towards him with smiles and glitters .. She was shining like a star in the dark room,

He somehow managed to touch her feet, and they both were still looking to each other,

she kissed the palm of his hands with shivering all over her body.

As they both were sharing such physical touchdowns for the very first time in their life.

And they were just one day old confessed lovers, so it was there first love and also their first scoop of love.

They both were shaky at the night, as they were young and confused with desperation, and it was all happening to them at a place where they were invited as guest, by a common family friend.

They both decided to turn off the TV. As they were not watching it also it was giving more than lightning needed to them.

They came close to each other now,without any light, and soundtrack.

They were not sure how much loving is ethically good, and how to stop love at such point.

She asked him that are you feeling something different, like me. I am feeling like something is there in my stomach may be huge amount of butterflies are flying.

He replied “yes, I am excited yet nervous, I can’t tell that what I am feeling but yes, you brought this idea in mind. I was watching movie like a fool. ”

She looked at him, smiled and kissed on his hand again,for 3-5 minutes. Like she has been paused.

He also kissed her on her hands, forehands, shoulder ,cheeks, neck and forehead. Without any hesitation.

She was stunned with such reaction, as it was beyond her expectations.

Though she liked his passionate love.

They lost themselves in that moment, their nervousness and shyness has gone somewhere.

And there kisses were audible now,

Can you come to the washroom he asked , she said I was about to ask you this. But what would you do there.? She asked with a smile.

He replied everything. What we are doing now, we would be doing better than this.

She said that’s it?

Nothing else.

He said I don’t know, may be a bit more.

She smiled and kissed him on her cheeks and said okay. I am going you join me there.

But be cautious while you will be coming.

So that we may not be caught,

In reply he said ‘yes yes go first’ !

She goes..

He was about to go..

And suddenly he came to know that grandmother of one of them has just woke up, and slowly searching her glasses and drinking water, and sat on her bed .

She came outside of the washroom and asks the grandmother to sleep, but she declines to sleep as she just saw a bad dream.

That means they neither continue their love at hall nor at the washroom.

They both go to their respective places as they both were aware that movie is also not there to sit together, they passed the flying kisses and sleep apart, and thanking god for such a lovely night.

love her!


I want that Tight Hug from you..

Just a Gentle Push towards the wall,

And Hold me Hard,

Yes, Harder than an air lock,

I have been waiting for you with all my heavy breathes..

Yes I am sick , & Uncomfortable,

the doctor advised to sleep and sleep for at least a week,

Look I painted my nails with Red colour…

And coloured my hair as well,

Similar to your favorite Hollywood Girl,

You may like it, and love me more.

Please Love me .. I want your love.

Show some care ..

I haven’t ate from yesterday,

I want to eat from your hands,

I don’t like those pills..

I need you, and your love..

Not those pills..

They can’t cure me..

Love me with all the passion ,

You may like the body temperature,

Yes my eyes look a bit sleepless,

But I will sleep tonight ,

I swear, just love me please…

Show some care….!!

Stay with them more , they need you in their tough times more than anything else.

Love you even more…


Hey Girl ,

I love you even more,

and more,

When you are angry,

I just love that face,

That face with a Red tint all over,

Pointed nose, sharper then the normal

Still eyes, with questions more than a kid

Sometimes folded lips, (internally)

With the shrinks of eye brows, quite animated

Love you even more , When you are angry,

You look more cute to me, though I feel bad for making you angry ,

But love to watch that face again and again,

In love with that face of anger,

Love you even more , when you are angry…


*Girls Really Look cute When they are angry. Isn’t it? 😀

Queen by heart…


She came with so many Dreams,

She explored all the Horizons,

She created magic everywhere she looked,

She is kind,

And also beautiful,

She is not a queen by birth,

Not even a magician with her tricks,

She is an ordinary girl with all the ingredients of Queen,

Who creates illusion with her charm,

Truly she is Queen By heart!

Sleep Again ! – An Erotic Poem


I want to sleep again, as you disturbed me in between,

yes you rang ,

you stupid alarm,

we were at the peak of our love, yes you rang , you stupid alarm.

let me tell you what the dream was,

I can remember that it was very dark and he hugged me tight,

we were tumbling this and that way of the bed,

Yes he kissed me with some lusty passion ,

sometimes at my lips & sometimes at my hips,

I really love that noisy smooches,

like I swallow my long sized noodles,

Love that chocolate coated over my lips, which he tasted with some bites.

yes I wanted it again and again ,

Of course I love that sheer passion, as i was about to die with pleasure and pain.

Yes I want to sleep again to watch the same dream again,

And this time I don’t want you to disturb,

As i want to finish the remainings.

***And then she switched off her alarm and slept again.

The Orange Lipstick


Another Day, and it is another wedding of a dear friend, at some distance from my home town , we took over basics and decided to reach the wedding place by a day before,

Our rooms were near to the rooms of girls from the other side , everyone was trying their bit to see some one and have some short love story as it happens in the Indian marriages,

I was more busy in doing this and that of the marriage,

may be not that good in impressing girls, so left it for my friends.

But we all know that we have to expect the unexpected, always

She came with some music instrument, they call it guitar, I don’t know much about it,

Yes she sings beautiful ,heard by standing next to the dirty bathrooms as the place was filled with many more lovers of her.

Whole night I was Singing the same songs and my friends were laughing at me,some of them even pleaded me to stop singing 🙂 ,

Next day , I purposely took the breakfast to her room, and knocked the door, she said yes who is this?

I acted like I don’t know English.

She came and said love you for this I was hungry, with some good shade of orange lipstick and a big smile of Thanksgiving!!

And I left the place with some winks and smiles and also with some orangish fantasies.

Now the infatuation turned into some serious love,

Met her with the real identity and proposed her as well , with gifting her the same kind of orange lipstick.

She liked the way I approached,

She took it , opened it and applied it on her lips with a smile..

I was looking at her lips without a blink for hours,

And then she whispered, would you like to taste some orange juice, from my lips. :p

Thank you!

S H A D E S


It was around 2 am , he reached his home, which was at 4th floor of the famous apartment in that city.

He was extremely tired with the stress and strain of the day, as finding job is more tougher than doing the job,

some how he managed to change the formal wears with shorts and took his sleep.

he was an aspiring actor who was searching opportunities.

But yet to get a call for acting,It has been 3months of joblessness.

So he was frustrated in a way, but he was there to prove the people wrong who discarded him and his talent in the auditions he gave so far.

So, the next morning he woke up with the same fighting spirit and gone for many more offices for auditions,

And again no one even looked at his portfolio and rejected him,

Now , it was around 3pm, he was about to feel sad and hungry at the same time, he received a call from a reputed ad agency, he ran and reached the agency with some nervousness ,he was asked to sit, then he was about to face the owner,

But she lefts the place.

He was stated by the manager that he has to do AD of some detergent, he was ready with the incoming and accepted it,

Next Day, he reached the place and he saw the other side of acting world,

he saw that there are many guys and girls are being asked for audience for the same AD in which he was already part, he was confused that why this audition is going on,

before he could now he came to know that they are doing it as preventive method, as they may replace him if he does not do good

Some how he managed to impress and did a good job, now in the same set he met the owner,

she is beautiful with some temper issues he observed, she cleared his amount for the ad and asked him to meet again in the evening by sharing her card.

He agreed and left.

In the evening he called the no. Printed on the card,

She didn’t lift and dropped a message in which she shared her address of farm house .

He manages to go there. It is 7pm now

He again calls. This time her phone is in a silent mode. Some how he enter the house.

He could hardly find the purpose of calling him there.

Then he enters , he is still not sure what’s going on.

And suddenly he finds a weird thing of being locked from outside. He is scared now, who is there ? He shouts.

She smiles and says relax , and in between this she offers him some drink and it was not tea or coffee .

he says madam I am OK may I know what’s the reason to call me here. Is there any big project,

she says yeah. It is bigger than you thought,

As You have to impress me, or Should i say satisfy me! By sitting over a couch in a navy blue dress with some alcoholic eyes and unconditioned hair falling over her shoulder she says..

He is shocked now. And says excuse me! What?

She smiles again and asks him to come closer,

And says look, I am searching fun and you are searching success,

so should I say that you are the next star of the country. But for becoming the star you have to go with what I prefer for you.

Look I know that you are from a small town and these things are new , but you may have seen the amount of aspirants near my office and you may be in a confusion that how and why you have been selected. And I hope you are by now quite clear with your doubts.

And Pulls him towards her with showing some of her visible body parts,

I saw your photographs in the portfolio and I decided that you will be in the ad, now I want you to be in the next project but for that you have to impress me in every prospect.

I know you are good at work as you are very hardworking as told by the director ,

Let me check whether you are equally good at other works or not she whispered.

He replied I am good enough to earn money I think I don’t need to do this or that to become a star so thank you I am happy with it. I would like to go now, let the doors get open. He removes her hand over his neck.

She smiled and says ,

you know what the small town people are so poor they can’t take life smoothly, I am beautiful rich and also successful and u need opportunity which only I can provide but you are saying no to me. Do you know how fool you are ! Again she snatches few buttons of his shirt and pulls him towards her.

He says yes I am fool , and happy with it and I don’t want to become star as well.. You are beautiful and also i need opportunity but it does not mean that I would do something which is not good ,

I am not here for sale. Let me go! He slaps her and firmly looks her with anger,

He Breaks the door and left the place. But she was not happy with what happened. As she had other ideas for him, and felt like rejected.

Next Day,

He was saddened now with the side effects of his dream and decides to leave the city. But in between the rush he has been called from another production house , they were seeking some one who is new and talented and found him as the perfect choice through his previous audience.

Six Months Later,

He is the star by his own merit without any comprises.

And finds the same lady in every other business parties and looks her like he saw nothing.

And one bad day he came to know that the lady has been killed at her own farm house from one of her longtime victim.

Good Day!

She was in a Grey Saree..


She just came from her workplace .

And she realized that their is no one their , she thought it is good to have some private moments with her lover, she called him to come and join her as they both were seeking some space for them..

He came without wasting much time…

She was in grey sari…with a visibility of her navel….which was even stranger for her boy as she has been   a shy girl..

But she was in a different mood on that noon…

She told him to kiss on her neck when she will stand in the opposite direction as she always felt that romance from the back is her kind of thing…

As he was the obedient fellow he agreed for doing this…

Now, she should stood near the window so that she can have a look at the main gate, and asked him to kiss her…

He came closer to her ..his right hand was over her waist, and the left hand was busy in clearing her hair aside so that he could kiss her on her neck from back…

Now slowly he cleared her long hair from her neck and kissed her on her neck..

And the right hand from the waist has came to stomach and was playing around the navel, and in between she tried to control his hand by her hand..

And the kiss made her eyes close…

She hold him tight and whispered ” just stay with me forever …i cant imagine my life without you… ”

She kissed him on his cheeks and forehead…

Slowly she left her hand as she was in complete temptation…

And who wants to control emotions…

They were in full swing of love …

But in between their romance they realized it is good to control their notions…